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I Want to Stop Thinking About Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    I Wish It Would Go Away....

    I wish the thougths would just go the hell away and leave me alone. I feel so ****** up when I am thinking about suicide. I know its part of the bipolar disorder and the depression, and it is a side effect to the anti-depressant I am on. Weird enough, something that is suppose to...
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    1 Response Oct 2, 2010

    Wish It Would Stop

    Its like no matter how much treatment or care I am under.......I still think about suicide. I want it out of my head. Its like life keeps beating me down and the thought is always in the back on my mind. The meds that I am on do help.....but sometimes....I dont know what to say.
    picgirl picgirl
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 17, 2008

    I Realize Thinking About Suicide Is Not Healthy,

     but I find the idea, the planning of how I might do it cheers me up immensely, especially if I can't sleep and my husband, the dogs are snoring a way. I was diagnosed Bipolar I this summer.  Had a bad reaction to Lithium, it culminated in a suicide attempt, 20...
    missitchalot missitchalot
    46-50, F
    Oct 31, 2009

    I Can't Stop Thinking About It....

    I've noticed lately, especially when I get depressed, that I end up thinking about suicide. It seems to be a little bit more on my mind either when I'm fighting with my girlfriend, or with my mom. I feel like I can't take the pressure and nagging from them, and I think instead of...
    lizzieprincess1 lizzieprincess1
    26-30, F
    Feb 8, 2008

    I to Think of Suicide

    There some time I just wanted to suicide . But really in side . It is not that I wanted to kill my self . It is the pain I wanted to go away. The feelings that I have in my stomack. And the hurt in side. I just don't wanted to live with the pain. In some time . It finally...
    lashanda lashanda
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2008

    I Think About Death Constantly

    I think about killing myself, and even try to act it out.  Imagine what it will feel like. I keep a very sharp knife next to my computer, and was just acting out slashing my wrists.  It was an action that was almost totally out of my control. Earlier today, I admitted...
    VincentW VincentW
    41-45, M
    1 Response Aug 31, 2009


    It seems like suicide is the only option for me. I can't help but think I will feel better, but another part of me says not to. i battle with this everyday, including today.
    SomebodyHelpMe SomebodyHelpMe
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 24, 2008
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