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I Want To Stop Thinking

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    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M Jan 21

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    Think

    - sitting here, reflecting on my life.  where did i make that one decision that lead me here?     was it one or a crap load of many really bad choices, and really bad decisions ?   was it supposed to be this way?  you know - everything happens...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F Jul 11, 2010

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    Shut Up Already..

    In the morning when I wake up I think about bad things.. About what I have to do today, what I should and I haven't yet did. I think about it and I don't wanna get up from bed cause I know it will be a depressing day again. Thorough the day I am thinking about many things..that I...
    lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    Just Wanna Stop

    whenever i think i wind up thinking too much. i can't stand it, i wish i could turn my brain off. i can't help but think of depressing things that leave me crying until i start hyperventalating. i don't want to think anymore. i just want to stop everything...
    turtlefudgecakes turtlefudgecakes 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2010

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    I Cant Stop Worrying About Everything

    No matter what I do I can't stop worrying. I can't turn off my mind. I can't even relax and hang out with friends because I worry about what is going on at home, and I feel bad about not being there to help in case something does go wrong.
    Rainincloudlesssky Rainincloudlesssky 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    I still can not stop thinking about my ex. Some days I'm ok, other days I still cry. I can't get him out of my head. My heart pounds so hard when I think of him. I miss everything...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    How do you stop thinking of someone that's under your skin?Someone you can't have ?Someone you think you want ? How do i Stop I have been trying everything...
    peachy115 peachy115 51-55, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    That's kinda the problem. I can't stop thinking about two people. The third I know I should be thinking about. But tbh he's the last thing I think about. The other two are Abraham...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M Jan 20

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    Damn you. why did you do this to me again? I was over you. you were settled. somehow we've ended up talking again. again. Everytime we talk it ends up badly. you've got me in a...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    You are so perfect!! Every sentence u say is meaningful!! You care about feelings although I'm not the only one, but I feel satisfied!! Thank u and I really love u, but I can't...
    Borika Borika 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I miss my ex boyfriend I can't stop thinking of him but things weren't easy when it came to our relationship I hate what happened and I hate what they made me do it broke me more...
    WeridGirlRawr WeridGirlRawr 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's like every detail keeps replaying in my head . Why can't I just let it go? It's been 2 years and still today seeing your face would kill me . I want to hurt you . Physically...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Should I message her I want to sort this out with her But I don't want to ruin it I hope she's not upset anymore I just want us to start talking again Friday night I was up all...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I'm not really ready to talk about what happened to me. It happened 13 years ago. I tried to kill myself 2 1/2 years later. Since then I've buried it. I thought I was over it but I...
    noonespecial44 noonespecial44 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    And I need to stop. I saw him with another girl girl last night and realized I really don't have a chance. He keeps going after these girls who lead him on and then drop him when...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F Jan 20

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    Today, like most days, whenever I'm not actively doing something else, I end up thinking about him. Revisiting old conversations, creating new ones, reliving old experiences and...
    midnight13child midnight13child 26-30, F Jan 3

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    I am 15 years old and when I was 13 my step dad raped me and it still going on. i didn't know what to do I cried, begged him to stop but he just wouldn't stop! I told my mum but...
    Arabellathebeautiful Arabellathebeautiful 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 10 months and he is literally the love of my life. I am extremely happy but when we fight its bad. We've both given each other...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 10 months and he is literally the love of my life. I am extremely happy but when we fight its bad. We've both given each other...
    laxlife laxlife 18-21, F Jan 8

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    Okay so I know alot of yoy are going to judge me once I tell my story but I don't care. approximately 3 1/2 years ago my husband Bert fell 8 feet onto a concrete floor injuring...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    It will soon be two months since it has been off. I wake up okay for just that one minute, but then I just start to cry. I just know she was my last chance to have my first...
    MadDog21 MadDog21 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I've been able to be happy in other relationships, I've even been able to love, but something has me tied so tight I can't escape the thoughts of him. I think it's knowing it was...
    DarkSideOfTheWall DarkSideOfTheWall 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    You know who you are beautiful kind caring the sweetest girl in the whole world I hope those beautiful brown eyes are reading this and I will never stop caring even If I spend the...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 18-21, M Jan 3

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    I feel like an obsessive compulsive stalker of the mind...I think about him way too much and being that I have known him like seven years but don't really know him makes it mostly...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I met and fell in love with the man I had an affair with before I even met my husband, but he never noticed me that way, until of course I was engaged. I met the other man when I...
    pamdaqtpi pamdaqtpi 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I love you...since the moment I first saw you. I see you when I close my eyes, and want to see you when I open them. I would love to be with you coz I want to feel you beside. None...
    laxmikantk laxmikantk 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I ended my affair for many reasons as explained in other stories. I fell in love with him because when my life was at it's worst he made me laugh and gave me hope. Well this past...
    pamdaqtpi pamdaqtpi 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    Idk what to do he stopped talking to me and now I miss him so much I wish we can be close again
    yalzaga yalzaga 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Why can't you leave me alone! You've dug your grave.. You ruined what we had... You've both made us suffer.... Part of me just wants to go up to you, hug you and tell you, I want...
    catho catho 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I keep replaying what happened in my mind. I really just want to forget about it. It affected me more than people know. It happened recently. And I just feel so gross. I told my...
    Robin1226 Robin1226 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    This is either an experience and a question. As a (relatively ) young man I find myself overly drawn to the opposite sex. I use to have this addiction to **** so I do not want to...
    mysterybox44 mysterybox44 22-25, M Jan 20

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    I really miss my ex.....I have started seeing someone else but all I can think about is him. I don't understand why I can't remove him from my thoughts and just get on with my life...
    lemolemo lemolemo 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    My best internet friend has been talking to one of my friends instead of me and it makes me sad. I miss him so much but don't want to ruin their fun together.
    plantgoddess plantgoddess 13-15, F a week ago

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    It's been more than a week and not one second since that day have I not thought about him. He showed no sign of weakness though now I know that he had some. Maybe he had plenty...
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Society has long become more open to the idea of older man - younger woman relationship and older woman - younger man relationship as well. Hollywood has brought in the practice of...
    sarahcc11 sarahcc11 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I was around 14 years old when it happened. I had just recently started meeting up with an 'emo' looking guy, he was 19 and I was 14, but that's not important. In this story I'll...
    Laurajane94 Laurajane94 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    sometimes i wonder, what keeps me going? why don't i just end it all. end all the suffering. then i remind myself that all suffering is temporary. there are better days ahead...
    spreadyourwings spreadyourwings 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    I blast my headphones with music so loud so I don't hear my own thoughts
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F Jan 14

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    Staying positive in this world will always be a challenge because of all the negativity! But it's a challenge im willing to take
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I used to always think negative but with my happy pills and my new way I living life like a Norseman I accept every challenge and look at the bright side to all directions.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    Yeah , i learnt that if i said no , it will never happen.
    shinchanie shinchanie 22-25, F Jan 22

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    I wish you knew how much you impacted me. I wish you knew how much it hurts me when you are not here. I wish I could tell you these things, and they would make you stay. I felt...
    anonymouslymysterious anonymouslymysterious 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Ok will the girl in the red thong panties and no top please message me !!
    wolffive wolffive 51-55, M Jan 4

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    I can't help but think about you all the time.
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    it's hard to not think about your rape everyday when some people don't always understand that traumatizes you for the rest of your life. for those who got a disease or pregnant for...
    mandyvargas18 mandyvargas18 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    It's really been eating at me lately and I'm scared I'm going to go back down that same path. I'm not proud of who I was and what I did but part of me longs for the pain.
    Emmy182 Emmy182 13-15, F Jan 5