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I Want To Stop Thinking

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    Shut Up Already..

    In the morning when I wake up I think about bad things.. About what I have to do today, what I should and I haven't yet did. I think about it and I don't wanna get up from bed cause I know it will be a depressing day again. Thorough the day I am thinking about many things..that I...
    lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    Just Wanna Stop

    whenever i think i wind up thinking too much. i can't stand it, i wish i could turn my brain off. i can't help but think of depressing things that leave me crying until i start hyperventalating. i don't want to think anymore. i just want to stop everything...
    turtlefudgecakes turtlefudgecakes 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2010

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    Think

    - sitting here, reflecting on my life.  where did i make that one decision that lead me here?     was it one or a crap load of many really bad choices, and really bad decisions ?   was it supposed to be this way?  you know - everything happens...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F Jul 11, 2010

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    I was raped by my ex boyfriend quite a few times. I thought that it was normal & what I deserved. I stayed with him for 2 years. It wasn't a constant thing. But he raped me 4 times...
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    Today. I typed her name into Youtube, subconsciously. I use to look at her Facebook all the time. Now, I just roll my eyes at the sight of her face. I tried to reach her...
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    That moment when you miss someone and you just keep thinking of em #Mood #❤️😔😞💕
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    Could this little punk #ss have killed anyone better? These may have been some of the best people in the South. And I love the south, I've made no secret of that. How did the...
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    i hate no being in control. you took that when you raped me. i cant get that control back i lash out because im not in control anymore. A knife along my wrist the minute the blood...
    rainydays85 rainydays85 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I know I'm trying not to like you anymore. But it's ******* hard.
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    Its been almost 2 years since it happened and it's still the only thing I constantly think about.. I was 14 and was pulled in a room by my ex boyfriends best friend.. I was a...
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    I've had a lot of negative things to say lately about my marriage, and life in general! So I thought I should try to start writing some good things. Not that it's wrong to vent...
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    he's on my mind all of the time. day and night.
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    he knows who he is... he won't see this because he's never on EP anymore but he knows who he is
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    Okay so once me and my crush were flirting around in college , he would tickle my sides and I would sometimes do it back when he's not been expecting it ,so once i did that and he...
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    when I was 12 up until the age of 14 I was raped by my neighbour. This has been hard for me because I have always felt ashamed to tell anyone as I saw it as my fault. It has only...
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    My heart is breaking for my friend Tommy, as he has lost his dad today. Losing a parent at any age is devastating, especially when it was unexpected. I would appreciate everyone's...
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