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I Want To Stop Thinking

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    Think

    - sitting here, reflecting on my life.  where did i make that one decision that lead me here?     was it one or a crap load of many really bad choices, and really bad decisions ?   was it supposed to be this way?  you know - everything happens...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F Jul 11, 2010

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    Just Wanna Stop

    whenever i think i wind up thinking too much. i can't stand it, i wish i could turn my brain off. i can't help but think of depressing things that leave me crying until i start hyperventalating. i don't want to think anymore. i just want to stop everything...
    turtlefudgecakes turtlefudgecakes 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2010

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    Shut Up Already..

    In the morning when I wake up I think about bad things.. About what I have to do today, what I should and I haven't yet did. I think about it and I don't wanna get up from bed cause I know it will be a depressing day again. Thorough the day I am thinking about many things..that I...
    lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    I Cant Stop Worrying About Everything

    No matter what I do I can't stop worrying. I can't turn off my mind. I can't even relax and hang out with friends because I worry about what is going on at home, and I feel bad about not being there to help in case something does go wrong.
    Rainincloudlesssky Rainincloudlesssky 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    I seriously can't stop thinking about this guy i used to like. I don't even know if I'm even really over him. I see him everyday at school and when we talk, I'm happy for the rest...
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    just when I've almost stopped thinking about you, you show up to make sure I was feeling better after recently being ill and we spend the night talking until you fall asleep when I...
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    when i was 7 years old my dad killed himself. it took a toll on the whole family, my grandma has never been the same i went into a state were i thought i was gonna die every single...
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    i am going though court and it seems to be taking forever but i just keep thinking of all the people i will help by doing this :)
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    I was raped wen I was 11 and again April 19 2014 but my attacker is now in jail for another crime but I think about it everyday,how he seemed so normal, how he smelled then wen he...
    kaykaycoker kaykaycoker 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    How do I tell her that this has happened? It's not like I've never told anybody before because I have. I've never said the word rape out loud before and it's still quite painful...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    so because I'm preparing to tell my therapist, I've decided to tell my story here first... I am nervous. please forgive me... I remember what happened but I'm just going to toe or...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I wish I could put my whole life on pause and just soak up the moment right in his arms. Live each and every morning with him right by my side. Kiss him till our toes curl. Hug...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F Apr 3

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    I want to forget about what happened to me as a child when I was raped but I just can't and need desperate help from someone in a similar situation
    naturallyhappy naturallyhappy 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Sometimes hearing your voice is all I want. You make me feel better, by simply saying nothing. I miss you. :(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel so useless when my husband is far from me because if something happen to him,if he gets sick or whatever I would be useless.
    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Love is crazy for real !!!!!!
    yalzaga yalzaga 18-21, F Apr 15

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    He was about 6 years old, found dead in a box on the side of the road in Philadelphia in the 1950's. The poor guy was beaten and bruised. No one knows who he is. He is also know as...
    ednjori161 ednjori161 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 15

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    I believe I will be forever plagued with thoughts of a lost friend/lover. It was a whirlwind romance that ended through a rather outrageous turn of events. In the end I thought it...
    StrangePlanet StrangePlanet 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I still feel like it was yesterday, and can remember being choked out every night and day. Sometimes, even in public. I was tortured and humiliated.. Being forced to do certain...
    LilVixen17 LilVixen17 16-17, F 7 Responses Apr 16

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    will the dreams ever go away?)':
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    its like a scar that can never banish
    Nasha17 Nasha17 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i look in the mirror today and I said when am I gonna lat go.....when am I gonna be free....my rape was real terrible every time I close my eyes i see it over and over . how I go...
    Nasha17 Nasha17 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I had a panic attack today, it's the first one I've had in two months, I thought that I had finally got better and free from the effects. I know I'll get better though :) everyday...
    livelaughlove0987 livelaughlove0987 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It was so hard for me I raped by my uncle
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    "Fallin' For You" I don't know but I think I maybe Fallin' for you dropping so quickly Maybe I should keep this to myself Waiting 'til I know you better I am trying not to tell...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I cant help it. I start reading something or watching a show and something that's going on in what I'm reading or watching gets me thinking. I start thinking about something...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Like me or hate me? Think what you may? I can't stop thinking about a big female chest. One that's all natural.One that is large and heavy.One that bounces up and down. One that...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Apr 14

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    I don't think its possible to stop thinking and even if it was i wouldn't want to. Its thinking bout things that help make us who we are. The ability to question instead of just...
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Omg help me i really do t know what to do im stressing about school my health its soo hard im under weight and i dont look my age im not that good at school im trying my best bit...
    iqra765 iqra765 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Hi I am recently engaged with the man I love. i don't know why but now i really want have a baby so badly . I mean I want to get pregnant an all. Ofcourse my fiance doesn't want...
    gummyloveme gummyloveme 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I am thinking of you... I know that I should not... I know that it is necessary to move on... I know it all... But I cannot stop thinking of you...
    01BullExpatriate 01BullExpatriate 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This literally happened today- Was in the bathroom and two younger guys were in a 'fight' (basically grabbing each other at the shirts) The one boy said something to the other...
    imJboy2001 imJboy2001 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My ex of 5 years, the father of my child, has been messing around and it's only been a month. I can't stop crying for multiple reasons. 1. He doesn't ever call or try to...
    krmdr krmdr 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I had an outstanding sex experience today and I can't stop thinking about it and fall asleep... I am more attracted to this man then I have ever been to anyone before and he is...
    Malvan Malvan 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Before you read on just know that I DO GO TO THE GYM! I'm 22 years old and I have been single all my life. I'm still a virgin and I never had my first kiss yet. Everyday I can't...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I just want to let you know, I can't stop thinking about you. You're on my mind when I have a bad day, when I feel lonely, before I go to bed. Just the thought Of you makes me feel...
    Honeymonster27 Honeymonster27 22-25, F Apr 12

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    I want you so bad but I can't decide your free will. I can't do anything about it. I can't say I've never felt so helpless but I know how all my previous crushes have ended. I don...
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