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I Want To Stop Thinking

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    Shut Up Already..

    In the morning when I wake up I think about bad things.. About what I have to do today, what I should and I haven't yet did. I think about it and I don't wanna get up from bed cause I know it will be a depressing day again. Thorough the day I am thinking about many things..that I...
    lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    Just Wanna Stop

    whenever i think i wind up thinking too much. i can't stand it, i wish i could turn my brain off. i can't help but think of depressing things that leave me crying until i start hyperventalating. i don't want to think anymore. i just want to stop everything...
    turtlefudgecakes turtlefudgecakes 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2010

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    Think

    - sitting here, reflecting on my life.  where did i make that one decision that lead me here?     was it one or a crap load of many really bad choices, and really bad decisions ?   was it supposed to be this way?  you know - everything happens...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F Jul 11, 2010

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