I Want To Talk About Mpd, Multiple Personality Disorder

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    Omg. I Didn't Know This Group Was Here! (grrr, Wish Ep Had Better Way To Search Groups)

    So I put this out on the general public couse I didn't know where to ask it. I got some responses , but would love to have y'all's perspective. Here's what I asked: I have DID (aka Multiple Personality Disorder). I was "touched" from 2- 4yo by mother, once when 5 by neighbor...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2012

    Hey I'm Jessy. So this is a little weird

    for me because I usually keep to myself when I'm around but honestly I'm getting tired of being an embarrassment to my dearest host. She is afraid of what people will think of her so I have to stay home and not be seen by anyone but her husband. I hate it because I don't get to...
    BornFromShadows BornFromShadows
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2015

    Ok..this will be long

    if i share my experience. Started seeing my fiancé about 3 years ago..about 6 months in the relationship he told me he had issues..voices in his head..when he gets mad he blacks out and Steve takes over..his name is Steven..After being with him for some time and starting to...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 27, 2015

    Coming Out Has Ruined My Life.

    I have always know there was something different about me, but I couldn't explain it. It was finally shown to me in a way that was hard to excuse with more than " they're all delusions, we are all crazy if we believe this", in Nov. 2009. Since then it has been discovered that  I...
    EmoDragonfly EmoDragonfly
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 14, 2011

    My Dearest

    I started talking to my fiance on the internet about 8 months ago. We met through some mutual friends and decided to talk so our friends would stop recommending us to each other, When we first began talking, I wasn't looking for anything other than friendship. We made such a...
    studdaddi studdaddi
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 22, 2011

    Do you think i have a mpd?

    i"m not sure and i"m scared to ask.sometimes i can"t remember what i"m doing and it"s feels like i"m geting further away..i think i managed to notice it the first one was the original one the timid and anti social and the second was the easygoing ,fun and carefree tpye the tpye...
    nagaseiori nagaseiori
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 28, 2014


    I really do not know much about the disorder other than I heard the disorder was once thoght to be evil spirits inhabiting others' bodies. I think the brain is complicated and we have not learned of its full capability.
    Abriee Abriee
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 12, 2010

    I personally do not have MPD,

    but two of my best friends do. I am dating one of them. Lets call them Kia and John. All of us are in High School. I have known Kia since I was in kindergarten, and have been best friends since 5th grade. About a year ago, she told me she had voices in her head. Within the past...
    philomena3 philomena3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2014

    Ever since my early teenage years I have been

    struggling to make head or tail of my life, I have been bounced from counsellors to doctors, then psychotherapists and back more times than I care to mention. I have faint flashes of memory from childhood but very little, at least as I type.. Its difficult to live a "normal...
    alphapuppy alphapuppy
    22-25, T
    1 Response Jan 31, 2016

    In college, I met a person with five

    personalities. Unfortunately, all I cared about was one. I wanted this person to kill me because I felt like my world was ending. I knew that it would be terrible for them to become a murderer after I made them one. But, my mind was far worse than theirs. They were the only one...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 8, 2015

    Mpd And Me

    I actually know quite a bit about mpd due to the fact that i myself am very fragmented or as fragmented as you can get with out actually being that way...I have undergone treatment at two dissociative disorder clinics...I actively received treatment for a total of twelve years...
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

    My MPD Boyfriend...

    Okay, so my boyfriend, lets just call him T, has a severe case of mpd with 24 diffferent personalities. Ever since we started dating, his personalities have been "coming out" less and less, and tonight T told me that they were starting to just kinda blend into the background and...
    rayneisnotonfire rayneisnotonfire
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2013

    Hi Everyone

    So i just found out i have polyfragmented DID. I truly believe i have one of the worst cases of polyfragmentation. I most definetly have thousands of parts and some personality cluster i do not know of but rarely do i ever feel grounded personality come around. I always have no...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Sep 26, 2013

    What's Going On?

    I was diagnosed with DID/MPD 2 years ago, but i have been on and off Anorexic/Bulimic for almost 6 years.. Ive been in and out of the hospital during that time, and i was confused as to why i couldnt remember eating, or feeling empty after i had just ate (which i know now is...
    Kcarn94 Kcarn94
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2012

    It sometimes happens

    where is change to a character or like something comes over me , whether intoxicated or not!
    deleted deleted
    Jun 8, 2014

    Two Weeks Of Torture

    I was diagnosed two weeks ago with MPD/DID. I have spent most of that time meeting my other personalities through journaling. However now there is a new voice in my head that drowns out the others. IT is a very dark and depressing voice, that tells me that I need to drink and cut...
    whytedragun whytedragun
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Sep 9, 2010

    Just Wondering....?

    I guess I have had MPD my whole life... But it was just recently brought up to me so that I could see it for what it was and I now have to face that it is truth. Anyway, so over the last 2 1/2 years I have come to find out that there are close to 80 personalities and more seem to...
    EmoDragonfly EmoDragonfly
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2011

    Hi all, I'm E. I'm a 21-year-old perfectionist,

    hyper-focused PhD candidate. I'm not sure if I have this disorder, in all honesty, but it sounds like my life story that I've never told anyone else about. I have the symptoms, especially the lost memory. I can't seem to retain anything. I'm aware of one distinct personality...
    imaginative12 imaginative12
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 30, 2015

    I don't have DID, but am hoping to gain a

    better understanding of it.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 8, 2014

    I'm not sure where else to go with this.

    My sister recommended this site, and I was hoping someone on here might be able to help me. I need advice. I started dating this guy about 2 months ago, and about a month ago he told me he has MPD. He has told me a little bit about it, but for the most part he avoids...
    ZoeyJoJo ZoeyJoJo
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2016

    Hello! New To This.

    hello i happened to find you people while looking for a place with people that have DID, for i too have it. For me it was recent. About a month ago i started having gaps in my memory and some of my friends started telling me that i was acting strange somedays(days i dont rember...
    poikjuyt poikjuyt
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

    I Am Did, Dating Someone With Did

    I know my story may sound a little out there, but I gaurentee you every bit is true. This is my real life, and my girlfriend and I both have DID to different degrees. I have a history (as far as I know) of sexual abuse, emotional abuse, and was raised in a house with domestic...
    Kcarn94 Kcarn94
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 4, 2012

    Multiply Personalities Disorder And Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

    I was recently diagnosed w/ MPD a few weeks ago and I don't know what to do anymore. It feels as if I'm really alone now  . The morning beofre i was diagnosed one of my personalities had tried to cut me deep on my thigh I woke up in shock crying my eyes out. People i thought...
    kateyezrita kateyezrita
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2011

    What Does It Mean?

    To have it or recognize other personalities in yourself? Does a diagnosis make anything different? Does there have to be some solid proof to know you suffer from this, or would you already have an idea as to how and why you go through this, so it wouldn't matter?
    GoneForever011 GoneForever011
    3 Responses Apr 27, 2012

    A Video That We Created To Describe Mpd / Did

    This video was created in order to help people understand a bit about Disassociative Identity Disorder (DID) previously Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) from one persons point of view.If members of this group want me to remove this I will do so.There is a scene that describes...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    2 Responses Oct 19, 2012

    I met a man before in my home state Hawaii

    that has Multiple Personality Disorder. He was also blind. His main personality was named Andy. He and I met while I traveled on Handi Van, a bus for handicapped people who cannot take the regular bus. I am physically disabled and have been since birth and I can walk rather well...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2014

    I have mpd and I kinda hate ill never be alone

    but they dont shut up so I just try to ignore them
    XxSocialSuicidexX XxSocialSuicidexX
    16-17, T
    1 Response May 19, 2015

    Britney Spears Switches

    The video said that Diane Sawyer triggered her with the word "spasm".  
    Kittychanel Kittychanel
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Sep 14, 2012
    Victorfunes Victorfunes
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 18, 2014

    Looking For People With Multiple Personality Disorder

    my name is angel. My mother has multiple personality disorder or D.I.D, I have lived my entire life taking care of her and the 3 other alters within her. I am a writer and am currently writing a book about her struggle and my experiences caring for her. I am seeking individuals...
    AngelRowe AngelRowe
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

    Hm....storms A Comin'

    Hm... There seems to be an internal storm brewing hard and fast causing anxiety, fear, and incapability to do things like eat and sleep. It's been a very long time since I was able to complete more than one novel in a nights reading take a tiny cat nap, if i managed to sleep at...
    EmoDragonfly EmoDragonfly
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2011

    Gender Identity?

    I've been questioning my gender identity for the last 6 years... And being multiple doesn't help at all. I am pansexual With strong lesbian tendencies, even though i have several alters including a straight male and female.. Im an artist, im the only one that can paint or draw...
    Kcarn94 Kcarn94
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2012

    I would really like to get a better

    understanding on this. I can only read so much before I want to talk to those that have experience on the subject. I've been in a relationship with a very wonderful woman for 6 months. She was honest and told me from the start she has multiple personalities. As all...
    matt0030 matt0030
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Jul 25, 2014

    my husband has an alter

    who is dead. is that possible? she died the same night when he tried killing himself by overdose. a though she is a year younger then he was at the time. how does that even happen. and I thought an animal alter would be weird.
    jayroad jayroad
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 1, 2015
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