I Want To Talk But I Find It Hard

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 636 People

    i would love to have

    that person that i could unconditionally tell anything to. most of the time i keep do much to myself that i end up lost in myself. drowning in the questions and torments that are inside me.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2015

    Cant Find The Words

    There is so many things i wanna talk about but i cant find the words. Its in my head but when its time to come out it sounds like gibberish and makes no sense. Also i hate bothering people with my foolish problems.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars
    26-30, F
    4 Responses May 21, 2011

    So I'm at university right now,

    and there's so many people I want to talk to. It feels like they're all right there, so close I could touch them, I could speak to them, but it seems so big a task - why? I like to go out, party, drink, all of that... I just find it so hard to be myself when I'm sober. Really...
    thatfeelwhen thatfeelwhen
    22-25, F
    Jan 13, 2016

    I Need To Talk This Out But Never Find The Courage....

    I want to tell my colleague that she hurt me when she abruptly took her son out of my care so abruptly without no explanation. That I was absolutely gutted and upset. She befriended me and made a real effort to get her son to bond with me. I run a creche at work and she used to...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 6, 2011

    I Just Hat3 It Wh3n Dix Happ3nx

    i have never been able to trust anyone as i had a very bad past experience......my bestfriend left me and everyone else......now the two things that i hate to talk about are 1)why i dont want a bestfriend?  and 2)what  in my past was so disturbing that no i find...
    vndjti9tg6 vndjti9tg6
    13-15, F
    May 14, 2010

    It looks pretty funny,

    right? A super fat girl plugging up a barely-there incline, puffing like a mother ******* steam engine. I get it. I look stupid. As a fat person, I'm supposed to hide inside, crying and eating and binge-watching Netflix. To be fair, I bit off more than I could chew...
    Averisong Averisong
    22-25, F
    Mar 16, 2015

    Keep It To Myself

    I never really like to discuss my problems with people. I know they have their own worries and I guess I don't really want to add to that or be a burden to them. I guess that's why I like this site so much. It gives me the ability to vent random things or say whatever is going...
    PaperTowns PaperTowns
    26-30, F
    5 Responses May 13, 2010

    I feel like everything

    that I am feeling right now, love, hate, lust, depression, anxiety is trying to claw it's way out of my body in a frenzy of tears and possibly blood. But no I need to keep my emotions in order. After all... It's better being emotionless than a sobbing mess.
    OblackmyeyesO OblackmyeyesO
    16-17, M
    Feb 23, 2015

    I can be out going and spontatious at times.

    but my anxitey keeps me from,meeting or staying,interacting with people.I worry they will judge .I care to much.what people think of me.I try not to but I do.I cant talk about my feelings.because im scared they.may think im weak.
    snshine snshine
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2015

    There are so many things I want to say about

    myself, just to try and make sense of what's going on inside me... I'm married, but I want to have a lesbian experience. I have the worst temper this world has ever seen. I'm emotionally unstable, to the point where I'm having in depth testing done on my hormones. I'm...
    Averisong Averisong
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2015
    fattrigga fattrigga
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 25, 2015

    What makes me sick is my two brothers come

    around for to my house only if they need something. Yet my ******* creep middle brother bought a new snowmobile and has to show off his materialistic self to my dad and I about it. Bragging about his stupid ******* snowmobile I don't give a **** about but never talks about...
    traxter18 traxter18
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 5, 2016

    I always say something stupid

    or try too hard or come off as a jerk or a moron, plus I probably bore everyone and my awkward is a physical, corporeal thing that can even be felt through the Internet.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 16, 2014

    New to this... Tried to fall asleep around 1am ,

    around 1:02 I recalled something that has been making me sad and now it's 2:24am and I'm still crying . Life sucks right now, sigh . Just wanted to vent .
    crybabyest04 crybabyest04
    26-30, F
    Jul 29, 2014

    I have the feeling that with all I have dealt

    with in life, I probably need the services of a good psychiatrist. If only to offload and for them to say. Relax. You're o.k. The choice of career probably hasn't helped. Walking round with other people's troubles at the forefront of your mind, as well as your own, probably has...
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Jan 16, 2015

    I Can't Speak. I Can Barely Think.

    Over the years it's become harder and harder to talk about things when I'm upset. I want to, but I can't find the words. The more upset I become, the less responsive I am. My boyfriend will ask me what's wrong, and I'll get out a few words sometimes. He'll try another...
    gloomysunday gloomysunday
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2010

    I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY… My mind goes blank

    all the time when I'm talking to someone and I don't know why that is! I never know what to say and I hate awkward silences! I find that when I talk to someone I do talk more than the other person! I'm fine with initiating the conversation such as hey how are you etc but I...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Apr 12, 2014

    Has Anyone Else Felt This Way?

    Sometimes I want to tell someone something and the moments leading up to it I play it all out in my head. It seems easy, even if I picture a bad reaction from the other person. But when I'm actually there face to face with them I can't get the words out. Sometimes I'll even tell...
    sensesfail sensesfail
    22-25, M
    9 Responses Jan 25, 2010

    I feel like I need to talk to someone,

    but I just can't open up. When I talk about my past it's like I'm reliving if, so I don't like talking about it.
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001
    16-17, F
    Jan 14, 2015

    * mean, when * get on a roll,

    * can keep rolling, but stopping and starting up again, like with a new topic, after a day or more between a conversion, and starting a new conversation after a "bye". If * do find the words, * gotta force *yself to get them out, to type and send, or to dial a number. Plus...
    CrossCresentCreed CrossCresentCreed
    22-25, F
    Mar 19, 2015
    HazeSean HazeSean
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 14, 2015

    My fiancé and mother of my child just left me

    for no reason at all. I protected and provided for her the entire time we were together. She didn't have to work, in fact the last two years she didn't. I paid for everything yet she is the one that ended up staying in our home, she even took my dog. Luckily I get to see my...
    Labowski217 Labowski217
    26-30, M
    Mar 18, 2015

    Every single time! I want to speak

    but I don't know how. Every time! I just want to have a good conversation and be considered 'normal' since I'm the only one who can't socialize properly. My brother's good at this, my sister's good, and my mother's great at it! Why am I the only one who deviated from that...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 30, 2014

    I can talk about almost anything

    but sometimes other people are just boring or are not my kind of people. @love_thechase follow me Instagram
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4
    18-21, F
    Aug 2, 2014

    at times I want to say fack off

    and push every one out of my life. sometimes I want to say to the people who help me, i don't need anyone's help. Well, I do say and do selfish things to some people. I wonder, what is the point of having a boyfriend? because, with this person I'm still alone, of course not...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 23, 2015

    I have been to about six different mental

    health professionals, I have received counseling, I have been on every psychotropic medication in the book, despite all of the treatments, I still can't find out how to express my feelings and talk about what happened.
    baybay2015 baybay2015
    18-21, F
    Mar 7, 2016

    Wen I see a girl I am text I am

    so talkative but wen I see a girl in front of me I feel just the breath come out of me. u know I have crush in a girl where I am stuck and so I dunno I can't explain it
    Kayyen Kayyen
    26-30, M
    Apr 20, 2015

    I feel like I need to live up to the

    expectation of keeping up with the conversation. I want to talk but, with strangers, I know that things will get awkward if I do talk.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2014

    I want to talk to guys I see outside in public

    but I get so nervous and shy. When I'm outside I just stare at them, when they catch me staring I usually look some other way or I just smile then keep it moving hoping he tap me on my shoulders but that doesn't happen. I'm not a flirter at all.
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    22-25, F
    Feb 23, 2015

    although my perminent residency came in

    recently ,im kind of afraid of what you will think of me,not your comments but will you find me interesting?,since we have alot of ppl that are racist,all i know is i want to help make a change in the youth of tomorrow " all i know is i want to help make a change on the world...
    cynR1993 cynR1993
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015

    I want to talk to people

    and unload my feelings. Feel some love, get some advice or just simply be listened. I have a deteriorating mental health and i am in a abusive, traumatic relationship. I want to talk to people but its hard. Im usually the one who people run to, they confide to me. I feel awkward...
    superkates superkates
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2016

    I dated my best friend.

    i should not have done that. hint-dont date your best friend. We broke up. And it sucked. it still does. So here is my problem. during winter break, he told me that he loves me and wants to date again. So when we get back to school, we talk normally again. Here is where it gets...
    nayeliliz nayeliliz
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 14, 2015

    It's more like I want to vent

    but it's hard or near impossible for me to do so. It's just..it's hard and I don't need to be listened to. I don't want to, but thanks for those who wanted to lend your ears to me on my previous post although I did not even try to speak :)
    deleted deleted
    Aug 2, 2014

    my fiance cheated on me

    and I found out a few months ago but I feel like we can't ever talk cause his mom and grandma live with us and they don't know and I don't want them to cause they'd solve it their way not the way I'd want.
    posh687 posh687
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015
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