and vent my frustrations about my marriage. Scolding me, encouraging me to say the things I'm saying to my marriage counselor.
"You need to tell him this [us] is done...that you're over it..."
..."but I'm not!" I want to sob...I want to tell him I miss him holding my hand, I...
I love my friend and am scared to tell him. I trust him more than i trust my own family and feel extremely calm and safe around him. The first time we kissed was two days after his girlfriend broke up with him and I'm really scared that I'm just a rebound. He was there for me...
One Last I love you. That is what I want more than anything, to tell him one last time, weather he will believe me or not, is up to him, but if I am going to tell him one last time, it is going to be because I mean it.
I Love you.
Goodbye my 1st Love.