Some randomness thoughts/notes from this past weekend….
I don't sing, unless I'm alone. Or, apparently, drunk. Especially if I'm drunk with my brother.
My poor brother (who can sing pretty well), when drunk and singing with me, attempts to harmonize with my horrendous singing...
This really means “I’ve grown used to being disappointed and so I’ve learned to have no expectations of people, and you have therefore lived up to precisely what I thought you would and that is nothing at all. It’s ok.”
I don't interact with new people unless you approach
But I get very close once I know them
I m always smiling ( or say most of the times )
I like to be kind and perform one act of kindness at least in a day
I like to help people as much as I can
I am scared when...
because of my parents fight. I have almost no expression. He tried to cheer me up. During lunch time I spent mire than two hours at pantry. We spent around an hour where he told about his past. I still remember he held my hands playing with them. Even though after that my boss...
0. I don't know what to do in life..
1. I make myself cry by listening to sad songs, mostly late at night..
2. I believe that life is not fair.
3. I love the sky. I think it's beautiful, especially night sky when the stars are visible.
4. I like to be alone most of the time. I...
mean when we say that ? Can we honestly swear we know how someone thinks...? What is the process of thinking in a person..? Is it similar in all of us..?
I wonder ... I ask myself about where and how do we process our thoughts, the brain of course, action happens there but...
I became deaf from an explosion
3. I have OCD and ARDS (Google it)
4. I suck at dancing
5. I have a lot of friends
6. I hate pizza
7. my least favorite color is orange
8. I'm originally from Paris
9. Alice and wonderland is my fav movie
10. 14 of my friends learned to sigh...
but one issue is i have feelings for two others his best friend and his bestfriends girlfriend..i know its wrong but i cant help it if i could stop it i would but i cant i love all of them...i got drunk and kept trying to hold his friends hand.....im a terrible human
I can roll my tongue
3. I don't like spiders. They are evil and they freak me out.
4. I love animals and I'm a vegetarian. I think it's cruel to eat them.
5. I still get spanked loads even though I'm 13 and too old.
6. I think my French teacher is gorgeous! He's like 45...
This world needs repair.. I am a Muslim guy from Egypt, I've known a guy on another site from Israel, probably Jewish I dunno he might be a Christian. Anyway Israel is supposed to be "Muslims worst enemy" they say.. well now only it's rulers are bad.. Why? Cuz they are Zionests...
I live in north Florida.
My favorite color is red. Maybe even a little plum purple
I am a waitress
I'm right handed
I hold my breath when I'm nervous
I play Piano and Bass guitar
Kiwi is my favorite fruit
I'm afraid of geese
I use Angel Soft toilet paper
Broccoli makes me gassy...
.. 2. I used to hate the idea of marriage (just for myself , to each their own) , but my idea of it has completely changed in the past year ... 3. I have an amazing one year old daughter who drives me completely insane , lol ... 4. any time I drink anything out of a can , I...
I live in Texas.
I used to be a beautiful ballet dancer.
I used to be a marvelous gymnast.
I was the best cross country runner in my High School.
I used to be anorexic and bulimic.
I use to be a cutter.
Ive seriously attempted suicide.
I used to be on hard drugs...
2. I like most music except most rap or country
3. I absolutely love getting messaged
4. I am self conscious
5. I do not like it when no one responds to my posts
6. I am polite
7. Classic rock is my fav genre of music
8. I am a gamer
9. I play a little guitar
2. I drink chocolate milk every day.
3. I love fishing.
4. I don't like my fingernails to be painted but I always have to have my toes painted.
5. I love makeup and have way more than I will probably ever need in my lifetime.
6. I don't like shopping.
7. I don't...
I get too nervous and have panic attacks
i either plan things through my head over and over all day for a whole month before it happens or i just wing it
i love the beach and going on adventures
i dont like sleeping in at all
i love walking around at night
i have red hair...
for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
Today started out like every other Saturday with me waking up and having a cup of coffee. Things took a decidedly bad turn directly after my wife returned from her bi-weekly trip to Sam's Club.
She brought back a portable external hard drive. This is the kind or product that is...
I find Love unconditional and universal (to all Life)
I am a spiritual being having a human experience
I find it hard to trust people Right away (really rare if I do, I guess chemistry has to be there)
Once you've gained my trust, almost always you'll be there forever in my heart...
I dont know why im writing this. You know these things. You tell me these things. But today, i feel like stabbing myself at the top of my sternum with a filet knife and slowly dragging it down my chest and whatever tumbles out, tumbles out. We can just hose the mess back into the...
I am shy. As a child I was painfully shy and extremely self conscious, and now as an adult I still feel shy at times, but try to fight the urge to hide myself. I force myself out of my comfort zones. I consider it a challenge to fight convention. I have: left the house without...
I'm quirky, silly, blunt,
and broken. My days
are sometimes too
dark, and my nights
are sometimes too
long. I often trip over
my own insecurities. I
require attention, long
for passion, and wish
to be desired. I use
music to speak when
words fail me, even
though words are as...
..I am not sure how it happened. I do not even know how they ever went up. What I do know is that I am not the same. I do not feel the same. I do not see things the same way anymore. I do not know the woman unfolding before me…..I kept her a prisoner for so many years. We fight...
Many people have found escape through different means. Some people escape in the form of a book (I enjoy reading quite a bit myself), others need the visual stimulation of the TV, in today's world more and more people find their escape through the interent.
For me, my escape has...
Memorial Day is a day for many people to enjoy a long spring weekend spending time with family and friends, and many people reflect on all of the young men and woman that have made the ultimate sacrifice for something bigger than themselves.
In my family, serving in the Marine...
who I can have a deep emotional chat with.
I see myself as more as a hippie girl whose down to earth
I don't being touched by my friends or hugs BUT I am a super affectionate person who can't keep her hands off of people I find comforting or people I like .
I have deep...
A connection like no other! I wanna have a connection with someone that invades my soul and takes hold of me inside and out. Doesn't have to be with the opposite sex. Doesn't have to be sexual. Just needs to be something raw, something I've never felt before. I want us to take...
You hit me once I will silently forgive you.
You hit me for the second time ill forgive you again but guilt trip you a little and think that it maybe wasn't intentional.
You hit me for the third time ill be distant for a while.
You hit me a fourth time I'll hit you in a...