This really means “I’ve grown used to being disappointed and so I’ve learned to have no expectations of people, and you have therefore lived up to precisely what I thought you would and that is nothing at all. It’s ok.”
Some randomness thoughts/notes from this past weekend….
I don't sing, unless I'm alone. Or, apparently, drunk. Especially if I'm drunk with my brother.
My poor brother (who can sing pretty well), when drunk and singing with me, attempts to harmonize with my horrendous singing...
0. I don't know what to do in life..
1. I make myself cry by listening to sad songs, mostly late at night..
2. I eat bread as a meal..
3. I eat the whole can of tomato paste as it is..
4. I laugh for no reason.
5. People say I am crazy..
6. I am lonely.
7. I don't trust people...
When people ask, I tell... one thing, maybe two
but I can never remember much
when put on the spot to review
all the things I love
that float my boat
make me light up
get stoked or choked
they're fabric and fibers
and things wood-hewn
old tools and antique books
on top of the Pyramids of Giza in Cairo, Egypt when I was 15 and taken to the local police station for questioning. Fortunately for me, Americans are lucky and can more than likely kill someone and get off because of their nationality which is really sick.
This world needs repair.. I am a Muslim guy from Egypt, I've known a guy on another site from Israel, probably Jewish I dunno he might be a Christian. Anyway Israel is supposed to be "Muslims worst enemy" they say.. well now only it's rulers are bad.. Why? Cuz they are Zionests...
1) I hate how people take my smile for granted, i can't help it if i don't like making people upset or crying in public but sometimes i'd really like for someone to ask me if i was ok...usually i really need someone to ask just so i can talk to someone but im never gonna just...
2. I like most music except most rap or country
3. I absolutely love getting messaged
4. I am self conscious
5. I do not like it when no one responds to my posts
6. I am polite
7. Classic rock is my fav genre of music
8. I am a gamer
9. I play a little guitar
I'm quirky, silly, blunt,
and broken. My days
are sometimes too
dark, and my nights
are sometimes too
long. I often trip over
my own insecurities. I
require attention, long
for passion, and wish
to be desired. I use
music to speak when
words fail me, even
though words are as...
and worse, they are short fat toes. short fat toes and I have small hands. short fat toes and small hands on me is like a dinosaur having stubby toes and small hands. I actually look like that but, with longer shoulder length hair and my teeth are crooked so, no.. its not sharp...
Many people have found escape through different means. Some people escape in the form of a book (I enjoy reading quite a bit myself), others need the visual stimulation of the TV, in today's world more and more people find their escape through the interent.
For me, my escape has...
sensitive I'm very very very very shy I'm lesbian I absolutely love girls my favorite color is blue like its my whole world favorite color my favorite snack is nacho😋 I wanted to get married to like 4 girls its been a dream and I always get bullied and insult by boys I got...
Memorial Day is a day for many people to enjoy a long spring weekend spending time with family and friends, and many people reflect on all of the young men and woman that have made the ultimate sacrifice for something bigger than themselves.
In my family, serving in the Marine...
I dont know why im writing this. You know these things. You tell me these things. But today, i feel like stabbing myself at the top of my sternum with a filet knife and slowly dragging it down my chest and whatever tumbles out, tumbles out. We can just hose the mess back into the...
or things about me.
So let's start :-)
Im Mj an asian girl who have seen many bad things in life. I have done so many mistakes in my life but some part of it were the things i didnt regret. I do believe that making mistakes are good too because if you never fall or trip from the...
I live in Texas.
I used to be a beautiful ballet dancer.
I used to be a marvelous gymnast.
I was the best cross country runner in my High School.
I used to be anorexic and bulimic.
I use to be a cutter.
Ive seriously attempted suicide.
I used to be on hard drugs...
I am shy. As a child I was painfully shy and extremely self conscious, and now as an adult I still feel shy at times, but try to fight the urge to hide myself. I force myself out of my comfort zones. I consider it a challenge to fight convention. I have: left the house without...
for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
Today started out like every other Saturday with me waking up and having a cup of coffee. Things took a decidedly bad turn directly after my wife returned from her bi-weekly trip to Sam's Club.
She brought back a portable external hard drive. This is the kind or product that is...
that was given to me when I little. Except one thing. When I was six or seven, I was given a small pocket sized photo of my oldest brothers prom. The picture is him and his ex girlfriend, Diana. She treated me like I was her little sister.
I loved that photo. I don't know why...
* I fear failure and don't attempt to do anything if I feel I will not succeed..(trying to overcome that)
* I dream of living in England
* I want to be a successful broadcaster or do voices for ads or cartoons
* I'm trying to get my life together
* I think of sex almost all...
2. I drink chocolate milk every day.
3. I love fishing.
4. I don't like my fingernails to be painted but I always have to have my toes painted.
5. I love makeup and have way more than I will probably ever need in my lifetime.
6. I don't like shopping.
7. I don't...
When people meet you, they tend to remember you for a long time. You have that certain something.
You are easily inspired, and your flame burns brightly. You know how to light up a room.
You are very confident, and your confidence shines through. You value personal growth...
Every morning when I get up from work and am getting dressed, I have a date with three squirrels that playfully chase each other around the tree outside of my back porch. They are often times aware that I am watching them although I don't think they mind in the least.
players in order of when they became my favorites are:
My favorite female professional rappers in order of when they became my favorites are:
My favorite female celebrities who are best friends are:
Demi Lovato and Selena...
Hi my name is Ligaya and I live in Florida. I have one dog and 2 cats who are all funny and cute and we live at the edge of the woods. I hate rednecks and Alabama. Nothing personal just the idea... And I am married to a trucker who is like super nice and cute but who's mind is...
I live in north Florida.
My favorite color is red. Maybe even a little plum purple
I am a waitress
I'm right handed
I hold my breath when I'm nervous
I play Piano and Bass guitar
Kiwi is my favorite fruit
I'm afraid of geese
I use Angel Soft toilet paper
Broccoli makes me gassy...
2. I am taking up BS Civil Engineering. I'm on my second year now.
3. I'm 18 years young.
4. I am a Lamp. In other words, I love Ryan Higa (nigahiga), that Asian guy on youtube. teehee
5. I love Bruno Mars.
6. If I am to visit a place, it would be South Korea.
7. I love love...
2. Carnifex relaxes me.
3. I met Daryl Palumbo.
4. I feel naked without a Diet Pepsi.
5. I wasn't allowed to get my ears pierced until I was 18.
6. Pink and White roses.....
7. I like to kiss in the rain.
8. I love nature.
9. I absolutely love to jump in rain puddles.
10. I'm a...
I find Love unconditional and universal (to all Life)
I am a spiritual being having a human experience
I find it hard to trust people Right away (really rare if I do, I guess chemistry has to be there)
Once you've gained my trust, almost always you'll be there forever in my heart...
when looking at penguins. It’s impossible.
2) My favourite food is cheese. I love the stuff.
3) I think top hats should be worn more often.
4) Kids and animals instantly love me for some reason.
5) I strongly believe I could survive a zombie apocalypse
Let me know 5 random...
and the only thing you can hear is the murmur of the background, or the rises of you're breathes. The way everything in the room seems empty and full at the same time, how the lights shine in just the right way that is like a sunset indoors. The way you get to think about you're...
pose as a man.
I actually don't feel like I am a boy or a girl.
I guess I do this as a social experiment. I'm not stealing money or anything. Just taking in people's reactions. And my own reactions.
Someone told me that this was immoral. I don't know...
but I don't know how, so instead I used a hetalian paste up thing. I'll do more.
America (Alfred F. Jones)
You love hamburgers (x)
You think you're awesome (x)
You love to invent things ()
You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films (x)
You can seem...
and a bit of a princess. I like the good things in life and am willing to work hard to get them. I'm not very tall but seem to have quite an effect on people. I just bat my eyelashes and usually get whatever I want. I'm not conceited or anything, and have lots of friends. My...
So here goes the randomness of randomnicity(I know it's not a real word but it should be...)
-I use to bite my toe nails when I was a child. Was very flexible obviously..
-I own about ten different kinds of deodarant. Hygiene anyone?
-I am more concerned about taking care of my...
I make TO DO LIST everyday
I used to play piano
I love pizza
I love fondue
I love comfy house slippers
I am so into adventures!
Footwears are my obsession
I plan to travel the world *crossed fingers*
I wear backpacks @ uni, I hate math (Oh! that at the back), and yea we have...