for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
I find Love unconditional and universal (to all Life)
I am a spiritual being having a human experience
I find it hard to trust people Right away (really rare if I do, I guess chemistry has to be there)
Once you've gained my trust, almost always you'll be there forever in my heart...
I live in north Florida.
My favorite color is red. Maybe even a little plum purple
I am a waitress
I'm right handed
I hold my breath when I'm nervous
I play Piano and Bass guitar
Kiwi is my favorite fruit
I'm afraid of geese
I use Angel Soft toilet paper
Broccoli makes me gassy...
This world needs repair.. I am a Muslim guy from Egypt, I've known a guy on another site from Israel, probably Jewish I dunno he might be a Christian. Anyway Israel is supposed to be "Muslims worst enemy" they say.. well now only it's rulers are bad.. Why? Cuz they are Zionests...
but one issue is i have feelings for two others his best friend and his bestfriends girlfriend..i know its wrong but i cant help it if i could stop it i would but i cant i love all of them...i got drunk and kept trying to hold his friends hand.....im a terrible human
2. I like most music except most rap or country
3. I absolutely love getting messaged
4. I am self conscious
5. I do not like it when no one responds to my posts
6. I am polite
7. Classic rock is my fav genre of music
8. I am a gamer
9. I play a little guitar
A connection like no other! I wanna have a connection with someone that invades my soul and takes hold of me inside and out. Doesn't have to be with the opposite sex. Doesn't have to be sexual. Just needs to be something raw, something I've never felt before. I want us to take...
Every morning when I get up from work and am getting dressed, I have a date with three squirrels that playfully chase each other around the tree outside of my back porch. They are often times aware that I am watching them although I don't think they mind in the least.
I have tried cocaine, but I did not like it.
3. I was in an arranged marriage, but we are now divorced.
4. I was not a virgin when I married, and no one knew.
5. I am much different in my personal life than I am at work.
6. I snuck out of my house all the time when I was a...
I get too nervous and have panic attacks
i either plan things through my head over and over all day for a whole month before it happens or i just wing it
i love the beach and going on adventures
i dont like sleeping in at all
i love walking around at night
i have red hair...
This really means “I’ve grown used to being disappointed and so I’ve learned to have no expectations of people, and you have therefore lived up to precisely what I thought you would and that is nothing at all. It’s ok.”
Some randomness thoughts/notes from this past weekend….
I don't sing, unless I'm alone. Or, apparently, drunk. Especially if I'm drunk with my brother.
My poor brother (who can sing pretty well), when drunk and singing with me, attempts to harmonize with my horrendous singing...
He was with a girl (don't know exactly but probably his girlfriend). The thing that bugging my mind is that girl is smaller than me. I don't know what this feeling call but it's not envy. It's because she is shorter than me. which I think I am the smallest in town.
I am the third of four daughters. I am what people say "golder child" of my father. Rather than with my other sisters, My father talk more with me. He likes to ask me do something like grocery or other from small to big stuff. I always want to help my mother and father do their...
2. I drink chocolate milk every day.
3. I love fishing.
4. I don't like my fingernails to be painted but I always have to have my toes painted.
5. I love makeup and have way more than I will probably ever need in my lifetime.
6. I don't like shopping.
7. I don't...
Today started out like every other Saturday with me waking up and having a cup of coffee. Things took a decidedly bad turn directly after my wife returned from her bi-weekly trip to Sam's Club.
She brought back a portable external hard drive. This is the kind or product that is...
because of my parents fight. I have almost no expression. He tried to cheer me up. During lunch time I spent mire than two hours at pantry. We spent around an hour where he told about his past. I still remember he held my hands playing with them. Even though after that my boss...
I am shy. As a child I was painfully shy and extremely self conscious, and now as an adult I still feel shy at times, but try to fight the urge to hide myself. I force myself out of my comfort zones. I consider it a challenge to fight convention. I have: left the house without...
I live in Texas.
I used to be a beautiful ballet dancer.
I used to be a marvelous gymnast.
I was the best cross country runner in my High School.
I used to be anorexic and bulimic.
I use to be a cutter.
Ive seriously attempted suicide.
I used to be on hard drugs...
Memorial Day is a day for many people to enjoy a long spring weekend spending time with family and friends, and many people reflect on all of the young men and woman that have made the ultimate sacrifice for something bigger than themselves.
In my family, serving in the Marine...
I dont know why im writing this. You know these things. You tell me these things. But today, i feel like stabbing myself at the top of my sternum with a filet knife and slowly dragging it down my chest and whatever tumbles out, tumbles out. We can just hose the mess back into the...
that I fear...it is beyond what the mind could possibly ever comprehend. The mind cannot come to terms with it….I do not hide my love from you….I do not hide my beauty from you. I protect myself and hide from the world. Not all of us were created to be seen or even heard...
You hit me once I will silently forgive you.
You hit me for the second time ill forgive you again but guilt trip you a little and think that it maybe wasn't intentional.
You hit me for the third time ill be distant for a while.
You hit me a fourth time I'll hit you in a...
So here goes the randomness of randomnicity(I know it's not a real word but it should be...)
-I use to bite my toe nails when I was a child. Was very flexible obviously..
-I own about ten different kinds of deodarant. Hygiene anyone?
-I am more concerned about taking care of my...
0. I don't know what to do in life..
1. I make myself cry by listening to sad songs, mostly late at night..
2. I believe that life is not fair.
3. I love the sky. I think it's beautiful, especially night sky when the stars are visible.
4. I like to be alone most of the time. I...
ketchup, strawberries and hazelnut flavored anything. I've been called un-American for this, but I'm not changing my mind. 2) I love butterflies, they remind me of my late daughter, like she's visiting me. 3) Yellow is my favorite color. 4) I'm friendly to strangers and smile at...
I'm quirky, silly, blunt,
and broken. My days
are sometimes too
dark, and my nights
are sometimes too
long. I often trip over
my own insecurities. I
require attention, long
for passion, and wish
to be desired. I use
music to speak when
words fail me, even
though words are as...
I don't interact with new people unless you approach
But I get very close once I know them
I m always smiling ( or say most of the times )
I like to be kind and perform one act of kindness at least in a day
I like to help people as much as I can
I am scared when...
Many people have found escape through different means. Some people escape in the form of a book (I enjoy reading quite a bit myself), others need the visual stimulation of the TV, in today's world more and more people find their escape through the interent.
For me, my escape has...
who I can have a deep emotional chat with.
I see myself as more as a hippie girl whose down to earth
I don't being touched by my friends or hugs BUT I am a super affectionate person who can't keep her hands off of people I find comforting or people I like .
I have deep...
from a scale of 1 to 10. I sometimes imagine what it's like to be a guy who was homosexual. I have a great admiration for female physical shapes. I love curves on a female and I love to draw beautiful things. I think my mother is a psychopath and has no regard to others...