I hate leaving my warm bed. How is it that here the temp drops like 20 degrees in the summer? Haha
It's the worst.
I hate how achy my body feels. My joints and muscles hurt from tired.
I hate waking up from a good dream by that stupid alarm.
I dont know why im writing this. You know these things. You tell me these things. But today, i feel like stabbing myself at the top of my sternum with a filet knife and slowly dragging it down my chest and whatever tumbles out, tumbles out. We can just hose the mess back into the...
This really means “I’ve grown used to being disappointed and so I’ve learned to have no expectations of people, and you have therefore lived up to precisely what I thought you would and that is nothing at all. It’s ok.”
I love history, biology, science, controversial topics. I research a lot. Most people would be surprised to see me after hearing what comes out of my mouth, I feel like I've lived thousands of years, I'm a deep thinker, my mouth outranks my brain sometimes, I fight back, I...
I live in north Florida.
My favorite color is red. Maybe even a little plum purple
I am a waitress
I'm right handed
I hold my breath when I'm nervous
I play Piano and Bass guitar
Kiwi is my favorite fruit
I'm afraid of geese
I use Angel Soft toilet paper
Broccoli makes me gassy...
on top of the Pyramids of Giza in Cairo, Egypt when I was 15 and taken to the local police station for questioning. Fortunately for me, Americans are lucky and can more than likely kill someone and get off because of their nationality which is really sick.
Many people have found escape through different means. Some people escape in the form of a book (I enjoy reading quite a bit myself), others need the visual stimulation of the TV, in today's world more and more people find their escape through the interent.
For me, my escape has...
0. I don't know what to do in life..
1. I make myself cry by listening to sad songs, mostly late at night..
2. I eat bread as a meal..
3. I eat the whole can of tomato paste as it is..
4. I laugh for no reason.
5. People say I am crazy..
6. I am lonely.
7. I don't trust people...
...and there I was, one misty morning early, it was very cold, everyone on the streets have worn a coat, I did not wear one, I only worn my school clothes, it is because I believed I don't look good in a coat and I wanted to impress her..
It was a perfect morning, I met my...
2. I am female, born and raised.
3. I am straight, in sexual orientation.
4. I am Chinese Cantonese.
5. I am Black African.
6. I am Native American, Choctaw.
7. I fluctuate in weight between 80s and 90s in pounds.
8. I am four feet and ten and a half inches tall.
my thoughts on my face!!
I am sure watching me while I am sitting with myself thinking is like watching TV, lol! ...and I have seen people watching me like this before !
I sometimes smile like an idiot with myself or even laugh quietly because I think of funny thoughts. Other...
my mirror and just stare really hard. Sometimes I take an hour doing it. But I hate looking at myself on other mirrors. Is this psychological or something? It's just I feel more comfortable seeing my reflection in my own mirror. I feel ugly when I look at myself in another.
of sitting in the car.. I do that sometimes, like when I get home from anywhere. I just stay in the car...motor off, of course. I check my Facebook, while talking on the phone, and while I'm still running my mouth, I answer some private massages here or on other accts.
A connection like no other! I wanna have a connection with someone that invades my soul and takes hold of me inside and out. Doesn't have to be with the opposite sex. Doesn't have to be sexual. Just needs to be something raw, something I've never felt before. I want us to take...
when I was young. I didn't grow up knowing what a successful relationship was like.
My first attempt in love was painful. I liked a guy in high school. We were very close, partly because we had all our classes together. I would call my Bestfriend, who live in a different...
Today started out like every other Saturday with me waking up and having a cup of coffee. Things took a decidedly bad turn directly after my wife returned from her bi-weekly trip to Sam's Club.
She brought back a portable external hard drive. This is the kind or product that is...
Memorial Day is a day for many people to enjoy a long spring weekend spending time with family and friends, and many people reflect on all of the young men and woman that have made the ultimate sacrifice for something bigger than themselves.
In my family, serving in the Marine...
So here goes the randomness of randomnicity(I know it's not a real word but it should be...)
-I use to bite my toe nails when I was a child. Was very flexible obviously..
-I own about ten different kinds of deodarant. Hygiene anyone?
-I am more concerned about taking care of my...
I have two sisters, one brother. I want to change my career major. I like to sleep late. I work in the evenings. I enjoy Canada.I have two homes and four parents. I love orange chicken and lo mein. I like road trips and eating on the balcony. I don't like surprise parties. I don...
I'm quirky, silly, blunt,
and broken. My days
are sometimes too
dark, and my nights
are sometimes too
long. I often trip over
my own insecurities. I
require attention, long
for passion, and wish
to be desired. I use
music to speak when
words fail me, even
though words are as...
I find Love unconditional and universal (to all Life)
I am a spiritual being having a human experience
I find it hard to trust people Right away (really rare if I do, I guess chemistry has to be there)
Once you've gained my trust, almost always you'll be there forever in my heart...
When people meet you, they tend to remember you for a long time. You have that certain something.
You are easily inspired, and your flame burns brightly. You know how to light up a room.
You are very confident, and your confidence shines through. You value personal growth...
I live in Texas.
I used to be a beautiful ballet dancer.
I used to be a marvelous gymnast.
I was the best cross country runner in my High School.
I used to be anorexic and bulimic.
I use to be a cutter.
Ive seriously attempted suicide.
I used to be on hard drugs...
even say why. It's depressing to me. It sucked away life and took away joy. Every year it brings a filthy reminder of a big fat void. Made me cry my eyeballs out today and I'll have a few repeats before the month is over. I just can't express how much this month sucks!
Love jogging bottoms and short hair cuts
Not big on sex don't know what the big deal is
Learning keyboard at moment imagine john Lennon and if I ever get my head round it bed of roses
I like singstar
I can sing bed of roses in Spanish
I play gta5 online on my own
sensitive I'm very very very very shy I'm lesbian I absolutely love girls my favorite color is blue like its my whole world favorite color my favorite snack is nacho😋 I wanted to get married to like 4 girls its been a dream and I always get bullied and insult by boys I got...
Every morning when I get up from work and am getting dressed, I have a date with three squirrels that playfully chase each other around the tree outside of my back porch. They are often times aware that I am watching them although I don't think they mind in the least.
but IRL I'm kinda downbeat and quiet.
I am fat, but trying to lose it.
I've had depression and anxiety for a long time now.
My hobbies include debating, writing poetry, exercising, learning guitar, listening to music, studying, going for long scenic walks, web-surfing...
if they're not a v-neck or loose. I can't leave my house with my natural hair, it makes me feel ugly. I hate short hair. I hate being chubby. I hate having brown eyes. I prefer niall horan any day over Ashton Kutcher, Leo, Channing.
I love Ashton Irwin but think Luke Hemmings is...
2. I drink chocolate milk every day.
3. I love fishing.
4. I don't like my fingernails to be painted but I always have to have my toes painted.
5. I love makeup and have way more than I will probably ever need in my lifetime.
6. I don't like shopping.
7. I don't...
When people ask, I tell... one thing, maybe two
but I can never remember much
when put on the spot to review
all the things I love
that float my boat
make me light up
get stoked or choked
they're fabric and fibers
and things wood-hewn
old tools and antique books
Some randomness thoughts/notes from this past weekend….
I don't sing, unless I'm alone. Or, apparently, drunk. Especially if I'm drunk with my brother.
My poor brother (who can sing pretty well), when drunk and singing with me, attempts to harmonize with my horrendous singing...
I recently went to a memorial service for a close friend who lost his wife at far too young of an age. He has a six year old son. A very tragic situation.
The circumstances of my friend's loss has caused me to reflect on loss.
Losing someone or something important to you is one...
I make TO DO LIST everyday
I used to play piano
I love pizza
I love fondue
I love comfy house slippers
I am so into adventures!
Footwears are my obsession
I plan to travel the world *crossed fingers*
I wear backpacks @ uni, I hate math (Oh! that at the back), and yea we have...
1) I hate how people take my smile for granted, i can't help it if i don't like making people upset or crying in public but sometimes i'd really like for someone to ask me if i was ok...usually i really need someone to ask just so i can talk to someone but im never gonna just...