I Want to Tell You the Truth

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    I am sorry. I keep trying to explain to

    myself what happened and it keeps looking like making excuses. I will not makes excuses. I take full responsibility. I should have known to protect you from my inner turmoils. I ought to have known myself well enough to do that. And I didn't. But I am starting to...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    46-50
    1 Response Jun 23, 2015

    I've tried again. Life was good,

    but then the memories came back so my subconscious decided to top itself. I know I shouldn't have done that. Now I'm back to hospital, back to where I was a long long time ago. Welcome to the bottom of life.
    crackedwriter crackedwriter
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 14

    I feel so weird. Most of the time I'm not able

    to sort out my emotions, and a lot of the time they're physical feelings or they're just me reflecting on recent events and figuring I should feel a certain way, but don't actually feel anything. Right now I can't figure out what I'm feeling but it is definitely not pleasant...
    Firechiic Firechiic
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    Jun 16, 2015

    I Always Tell The Truth...

    it is the right thing to do and if you don't do it you could get in trouble because you can't remember the lie. if you tell the truth you can just think of what happened and say it. i know a guy who lies all the time about stupid stuff. stuff that he should not lie about...
    backalley backalley
    70+
    Nov 1, 2013

    This is true, but I won't volunteer it,

    and I need to know that it is secure. So this is not I will answer any question, but it is an invitation to discussion.
    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts
    51-55, M
    1 Response Sep 27, 2015

    The Truth Is..

    The truth is I deleted everything I wanted to say. I'm just not ready and probably never will be. .... This is the first day of my life. That is all.
    CuteInChaos CuteInChaos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2011

    My whole life I've hidden

    who I am. So well that I don't really know myself. You helped me discover parts of me. And then you didn't cope with them. Back to hiding!
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    46-50
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015

    I want to say that I'm selfish

    and that this life is not the one I wanted. I'm selfish because I don't love you as much you love me. I'm selfish because I love him more than he loves me. I'm selfish because I envy what I don't have in all senses. I'm ungrateful of which I don't have. I'm ungrateful because no...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 17, 2015

    That's my nature. I hate lies

    and deception. Hopefully you'll like what you read and who I am. If not, I'm not going to pretend to be something else
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8
    46-50, M
    Jun 19, 2015

    I didn't know which category to put this in

    because it fits so many. I think my social retardation mixed with my colorful way of stringing words together over the phone (popping out babies like a nerf gun, for example) is the main reason why I rarely get the chance to have intellectual conversation. I don't know why, it's...
    Firechiic Firechiic
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    I am going to therapy to deal with my inability

    to cope with my feelings. I abuse alcohol, food, I need friends who can relate and people who can talk with me so that I don't feel so alone and abnormal
    lindselizzy lindselizzy
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2015

    Damn It

    I don't know anymore. I don't know how to feel, what to say, how to behave. I can no longer tell the difference between the things I shouldn't say and the things I have to say. I just don't know anymore. I'm so tired. I love you, and it hurts so much to see you suffer. You say I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2009

    My life has been torture

    for 17 years. I had friends who have become those friends that were just school friends. But I know if I tell the truth of who I am. It'll destroy me because the truth is I am no-one but someone quite recently gave me the reason to feel like someone who matters on this Earth.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 16, 2015

    Woe Is Me

    truth is-i dont wanna die until i see a space station that looks like a small planet with my naked eyes at 1 am in the morning while starring out my window wishing i was theyre.................
    SINISTERMEMPHISTO SINISTERMEMPHISTO
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jun 9, 2009

    That's why I'm here. I have to tell you all the

    things they don't want you to know. Hope is not a bad thing. It's the one thing they can't take from you and it scares them. What you feel in your own heart is real and no one can touch it. In the end you are not bound by any system or set way of life. You are not your job, or...
    NoDaveParty NoDaveParty
    26-30, M
    Jan 10

    I am not a man that lives in this world to lie.

    Fabricate and sugarcoat things because it will hurt you. Lieing and feeding/living lie lives is going to hurt so much worse then being honest. I know people hate to lie to people in fear of hurting their feelings. So you rather let other people laugh and hurt someone's feelings...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521
    18-21, M
    Jul 13, 2015

    I Love You.

    And here it is. The first time that I broke up with you, I told you that I did it because I wasn't good for you, and that was definitely true. But, there was so much more to the story... I don't know if I was scared because of how fast things happened between us, or if I could...
    OblitusAuri OblitusAuri
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 18, 2012

    I live within pain in a way I forget

    that others do not. And so - regretfully - I hurt you - and so I hurt in return. To take my pain out and glory in it - to hold it real and jagged within my hands - to roll with it - to play it out like a blood soaked symphony. Not often. And not at will. But this is how I...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    46-50
    Jun 21, 2015

    I Want To Tell You The Truth

    Any group that uses Clint in the logo I find very appropriate, I'm a joinin'. so, there...I also have a very bad time when it comes to lying.  That's the only time I have nuthin' to say.
    chipperchick chipperchick
    56-60, F
    6 Responses Jan 12, 2010
    ADonya ADonya
    31-35, F
    Apr 25, 2014

    I want to tell you everything

    that happened to me. But I can’t because I love you. I don’t want you to be hurt by my past. I want to tell you the truth about my life. But I can’t because you’d hate me. I don’t want you to hate me. I want to tell you what makes me shake inside, every night...
    crackedwriter crackedwriter
    18-21, F
    Jun 16, 2015

    i slit my wrists . i took an OD on pills .

    i cry myself to sleep . i scream hoping someone will hear me . i have depression . i have no one . i'm an outcast . i'm trapped inside a box constantly . i want to die . but everyday is a struggle but i keep on fighting , sometimes i think i'm gonna loose .
    lpearson444 lpearson444
    13-15, F
    Oct 25, 2015

    Blue crush 2 is the WORST movie I have EVER

    seen. Couldn't even watch the whole thing. It was TERRIBLE. If you haven't seen it, don't. What a waste of money..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 22, 2015
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