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I Want to Throw Up

I know, horrible visual, but we all do sometime for one reason or another. Throw up here, share why..... 93 People

    I Know It Unhealthy But I Want to Do It

    I havent started yet but i want to start throwing up...now wait! before you judge me...i know that its wrong and its unhealthy but im tired of being made fun of. im a 15 year old girl that weighs 140...i hate being chubby and i just want to get rid of all the fat! i feel so ugly...
    TheCrazyGirl TheCrazyGirl 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    Tummy Ache At The Moment

    I've been sitting on the sofa for the last hour with horrible gurgling sounds coming from my tummy, and pain every few minutes like a small cramp under my ribs, and I'm trying to work out if I need to make myself throw up, or if my body is going to decide for me. I think I ate...
    roobite22 roobite22 26-30 3 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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    I just ate a bunch of s'mores

    and I feel sick and stressed, because I've been attempting being healthy lately, and just wanna get it out of my system. Should I do it?
    Kryzalo Kryzalo 16-17, F 2 Responses May 31, 2014

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    I'm about to make myself throw up

    for the first time I know it's not right But I just want to be okie with my body I want to love my body and be okie with my weight But I can't do that when I'm fat can I? No I'm so fat I ate way to much and I just want to puke I've been eating and I told myself I wouldn...
    Alli13146 Alli13146 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    Failed Attempts

    I want to be able to throw up. I have done for a long time. I realise that if I learned, it's more than likely that i'd become bulimic, so it's without doubt a good thing that I can't. I have several times hoiked up my trousers and settled down on my hands and knees, my face over...
    thegreatsmoky thegreatsmoky 18-21 4 Responses Apr 17, 2009

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    Because Of Emetophilia

    I think of vomiting as a special action.  I believe I am emetophilic.  I like to have experiences of throwing up to look back on later. Especially regarding my age at the time of throwing up; at each age I can say "I am (insert number here)", and I would like...
    MDenise MDenise 31-35, F 9 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    Looking at some peoples way of life.

    Then at mine. What's wrong with me? What is wrong with you?? *~*
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2014

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    Throw Up

    Sometimes, when I over do it with food, afterwards I feel bloated and all I want to do is throw up.  I don't and never did.  I hate vomitting and scared.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 10, 2011

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    I want to become balemic

    so bad, yes I know it's unhealthy and all that stuff but I really don't care. I just tried but all that would come up was a little bit of liquid and a chunk of food. My head was starting to hurt so I stopped. But this is my first night to becoming a balemic.
    Alaquesha Alaquesha 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    Strange, But Frustratingly True

    Noone likes to get sick. I am extremely scared of throwing up when I am sick. It is to be avoided. I cry and shake, and I am an all around baby. But yet, there are many times that I want to throw up. When I am stressed. When I have eaten more than I think I should have...
    ColorMeReal ColorMeReal 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2008

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    It Is Good Every Once In Awhile

    I love feeling the acid burn my throat and i love the taste of my stomach acid. I love eating a bunch and then  feeling the chunks hit my throat. I am not bulimic but once in a while i just want to let it all out to have that good empty feeling without the head ache!
    Ghostette Ghostette 16-17, F Sep 12, 2011

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    I don't binge but I eat a ton of food.

    Way more then I should. I try to throw it up but I can't. All get is gross saliva. I use three fingers and drink a lot of water but I can't get the food up. What am I doing wrong
    heyguysss heyguysss 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 16, 2014

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    Prayer Group Are Evil!!!!!!

    We have a prayer group at school, dont know who they are but there is one, and they make cakes every once in a while for us and leave them in the staff room. I ate a cake today. It was good. like close to ****** good..... And since I ate it, I've been needing to throw up  ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 23, 2008

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    After I eat, I just feel like throwing up.

    I get this feeling occasionally and I don't think I have bulimia either. I really don't know why.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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