I Want to Throw Up

I know, horrible visual, but we all do sometime for one reason or another. Throw up here, share why..... 92 People

    I don't binge but I eat a ton of food.

    Way more then I should. I try to throw it up but I can't. All get is gross saliva. I use three fingers and drink a lot of water but I can't get the food up. What am I doing wrong
    heyguysss heyguysss
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16, 2014

    I want to become balemic

    so bad, yes I know it's unhealthy and all that stuff but I really don't care. I just tried but all that would come up was a little bit of liquid and a chunk of food. My head was starting to hurt so I stopped. But this is my first night to becoming a balemic.
    Alaquesha Alaquesha
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

    Prayer Group Are Evil!!!!!!

    We have a prayer group at school, dont know who they are but there is one, and they make cakes every once in a while for us and leave them in the staff room. I ate a cake today. It was good. like close to ****** good..... And since I ate it, I've been needing to throw up  ...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 23, 2008

    I Know It Unhealthy But I Want to Do It

    I havent started yet but i want to start throwing up...now wait! before you judge me...i know that its wrong and its unhealthy but im tired of being made fun of. im a 15 year old girl that weighs 140...i hate being chubby and i just want to get rid of all the fat! i feel so ugly...
    TheCrazyGirl TheCrazyGirl
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    I just ate a bunch of s'mores

    and I feel sick and stressed, because I've been attempting being healthy lately, and just wanna get it out of my system. Should I do it?
    Kryzalo Kryzalo
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 31, 2014

    Because Of Emetophilia

    I think of vomiting as a special action.  I believe I am emetophilic.  I like to have experiences of throwing up to look back on later. Especially regarding my age at the time of throwing up; at each age I can say "I am (insert number here)", and I would like...
    MDenise MDenise
    31-35, F
    9 Responses Dec 6, 2010

    Strange, But Frustratingly True

    Noone likes to get sick. I am extremely scared of throwing up when I am sick. It is to be avoided. I cry and shake, and I am an all around baby. But yet, there are many times that I want to throw up. When I am stressed. When I have eaten more than I think I should have...
    ColorMeReal ColorMeReal
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 21, 2008

    Failed Attempts

    I want to be able to throw up. I have done for a long time. I realise that if I learned, it's more than likely that i'd become bulimic, so it's without doubt a good thing that I can't. I have several times hoiked up my trousers and settled down on my hands and knees, my face over...
    thegreatsmoky thegreatsmoky
    18-21
    4 Responses Apr 17, 2009

    Throw Up

    Sometimes, when I over do it with food, afterwards I feel bloated and all I want to do is throw up.  I don't and never did.  I hate vomitting and scared.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Sep 10, 2011

    After I eat, I just feel like throwing up.

    I get this feeling occasionally and I don't think I have bulimia either. I really don't know why.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 5, 2014

    Tummy Ache At The Moment

    I've been sitting on the sofa for the last hour with horrible gurgling sounds coming from my tummy, and pain every few minutes like a small cramp under my ribs, and I'm trying to work out if I need to make myself throw up, or if my body is going to decide for me. I think I ate...
    roobite22 roobite22
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2011

    I'm about to make myself throw up

    for the first time I know it's not right But I just want to be okie with my body I want to love my body and be okie with my weight But I can't do that when I'm fat can I? No I'm so fat I ate way to much and I just want to puke I've been eating and I told myself I wouldn...
    Alli13146 Alli13146
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jan 25, 2015

    Looking at some peoples way of life.

    Then at mine. What's wrong with me? What is wrong with you?? *~*
    crumbling389 crumbling389
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2014

    It Is Good Every Once In Awhile

    I love feeling the acid burn my throat and i love the taste of my stomach acid. I love eating a bunch and then  feeling the chunks hit my throat. I am not bulimic but once in a while i just want to let it all out to have that good empty feeling without the head ache!
    Ghostette Ghostette
    16-17, F
    Sep 12, 2011
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