Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Want to Throw Up

I know, horrible visual, but we all do sometime for one reason or another. Throw up here, share why..... 87 People

    Failed Attempts

    I want to be able to throw up. I have done for a long time. I realise that if I learned, it's more than likely that i'd become bulimic, so it's without doubt a good thing that I can't. I have several times hoiked up my trousers and settled down on my hands and knees, my face over...
    thegreatsmoky thegreatsmoky 18-21 4 Responses Apr 17, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It Is Good Every Once In Awhile

    I love feeling the acid burn my throat and i love the taste of my stomach acid. I love eating a bunch and then  feeling the chunks hit my throat. I am not bulimic but once in a while i just want to let it all out to have that good empty feeling without the head ache!
    Ghostette Ghostette 16-17, F Sep 12, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I don't binge but I eat a ton of food.

    Way more then I should. I try to throw it up but I can't. All get is gross saliva. I use three fingers and drink a lot of water but I can't get the food up. What am I doing wrong
    heyguysss heyguysss 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 16, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Looking at some peoples way of life.

    Then at mine. What's wrong with me? What is wrong with you?? *~*
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Know It Unhealthy But I Want to Do It

    I havent started yet but i want to start throwing up...now wait! before you judge me...i know that its wrong and its unhealthy but im tired of being made fun of. im a 15 year old girl that weighs 140...i hate being chubby and i just want to get rid of all the fat! i feel so ugly...
    TheCrazyGirl TheCrazyGirl 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm about to make myself throw up

    for the first time I know it's not right But I just want to be okie with my body I want to love my body and be okie with my weight But I can't do that when I'm fat can I? No I'm so fat I ate way to much and I just want to puke I've been eating and I told myself I wouldn...
    Alli13146 Alli13146 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 25

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I want to become balemic

    so bad, yes I know it's unhealthy and all that stuff but I really don't care. I just tried but all that would come up was a little bit of liquid and a chunk of food. My head was starting to hurt so I stopped. But this is my first night to becoming a balemic.
    Alaquesha Alaquesha 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 21, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Throw Up

    Sometimes, when I over do it with food, afterwards I feel bloated and all I want to do is throw up.  I don't and never did.  I hate vomitting and scared.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 10, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I just ate a bunch of s'mores

    and I feel sick and stressed, because I've been attempting being healthy lately, and just wanna get it out of my system. Should I do it?
    Kryzalo Kryzalo 13-15, F 2 Responses May 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Prayer Group Are Evil!!!!!!

    We have a prayer group at school, dont know who they are but there is one, and they make cakes every once in a while for us and leave them in the staff room. I ate a cake today. It was good. like close to ****** good..... And since I ate it, I've been needing to throw up  ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 23, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Strange, But Frustratingly True

    Noone likes to get sick. I am extremely scared of throwing up when I am sick. It is to be avoided. I cry and shake, and I am an all around baby. But yet, there are many times that I want to throw up. When I am stressed. When I have eaten more than I think I should have...
    ColorMeReal ColorMeReal 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    After I eat, I just feel like throwing up.

    I get this feeling occasionally and I don't think I have bulimia either. I really don't know why.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Because Of Emetophilia

    I think of vomiting as a special action.  I believe I am emetophilic.  I like to have experiences of throwing up to look back on later. Especially regarding my age at the time of throwing up; at each age I can say "I am (insert number here)", and I would like...
    MDenise MDenise 31-35, F 9 Responses Dec 6, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Tummy Ache At The Moment

    I've been sitting on the sofa for the last hour with horrible gurgling sounds coming from my tummy, and pain every few minutes like a small cramp under my ribs, and I'm trying to work out if I need to make myself throw up, or if my body is going to decide for me. I think I ate...
    roobite22 roobite22 26-30 3 Responses Mar 27, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Dear Gemma, I am not the most articulate of people in person. I feel so much but am not good at expressing it. Please let me try here? When your beautiful baby was stillborn, I...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Him ~ Part 2 One long lick was all it took for him to moan… her name on His lips. His hands in her hair…His head thrown back. His body heat coming off of Him in waves...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Tears Of The Dragon - Bruce Dickinson For too long now, there were secrets in my mind For too long now, there were things I should've said In the darkness, I was stumbling for the...
    01BullExpatriate 01BullExpatriate 36-40, M Mar 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Chuck Norris doesn't throw ninja stars. He throws terrified Ninjas who throw ninja stars for him.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    What is it? What is love, really? The word get throw around on a daily That it's starting to lose its meaning It's losing the trust in our hearts Why not just throw darts instead...
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Mar 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's not that I can't recycle or am too old or slow in the head to figure out how to. I simply choose not to. The apartment complex I live in does provide recycling bins or mixed...
    poopielizard poopielizard 31-35, M Mar 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's not that I can't recycle or am too old or slow in the head to figure out how to. I simply choose not to. The apartment complex I live in does provide recycling bins or mixed...
    poopielizard poopielizard 31-35, M Mar 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Israeli soldiers filmed waking Palestinian children in middle of the night for questioning.Footage showing terrified Palestinian children being woken up by armed Israeli soldiers...
    peza peza 51-55, M 18 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I throw everything in the same trash can.
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Dad... I love you, but I can't trust you as much as I did before. And here are my reasons why: You made so many promises you could not keep. When I was young and afraid of my...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I mean, I do know I don't want to because it's not my type of thing and it's too expensive. I'm just thinking that I would throw away a lot of money on something I don't even want...
    delusi0nal delusi0nal 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This song has been on my mind for awhile now because it so clearly speaks to my heart, my wishes, hopes and dreams. "Good Mother" by Jann Arden I've got money in my pocket I...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    hi I am not really sure what I am doing I just joined my husband said that its a great place to write your stories and see what everyone writes I too would love to fall in love...
    smuffette1967 smuffette1967 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Can someone please explain to me who we are being selfish to for not wanting children? Are we being selfish to our non existent husbands/wives who want children? To our non...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi I want to update you on my recent news at the support housing for adults with mental health issues ..as I walked into the staff office yesterday morning to tell the support...
    restlessuk restlessuk 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Although I appreciate it when people add me, I would like to tell you a few things before you do. First, I have a girlfriend, an amazing woman whom I love very much. That means...
    lovefoundme47 lovefoundme47 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My fiance the father of my children just ended our relationship because his ex the one abandoned him and his daughter 6 years ago just popped back up out of the blue and now he...
    Bbycswt1 Bbycswt1 26-30, F Mar 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    “Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am a fan of transformation stories, and my favorite part of the transformation was always the tail growth part. It made me want to grow one. What would I have .. Well I don't...
    SilentDreamer27 SilentDreamer27 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Every harsh word stings, as if it were said to me... Each rough hand is like a knife to my gut - each unwanted touch twisting the blade to ensure massive blood loss. Every...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 Mar 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    People love to start arguments about this. Something about my disregard for society's ideals threatens them. I don't know if the concept of living in the wild bothers them because...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Some people say the best remedy is to write everything down, to simply get it of your chest that way. I wish it was as simple as that, but, it's never simple. You see, it never was...
    Aleahya Aleahya 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My Child, You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways...
    mar3sword mar3sword 18-21, M Mar 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just don't. I'm dying for a boyfriend and somebody I can tell anything too all in one, you know, just someone who I can throw my arms around their neck and hug them or play Xbox...
    daydreamer2116 daydreamer2116 13-15, F Mar 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's been 8 months. I still haven't had the guts to throw my blades away, they're like my safety blanket, always there when I need them, but I've been doing well anyway. Especially...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F Mar 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I'm just tired. Tired of life and tired of trying so hard to make things better for myself and things just get out of control instead. Sometimes I just want to throw my hands up...
    dani2585 dani2585 22-25 1 Response Mar 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    • 1. What's your favorite candle scent? Tahitian vanilla • 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? Cameron Diaz would be fun. • 3. What male celebrity do...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 11 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My dearest love Look at the deepest heart of me Like a river without water As my heart without a lover I was lonely Since happiness had left me And now i am still lonely By the...
    BigBossBadMan BigBossBadMan 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My OCD comes and goes - it seems to stay longer as I get older. Am fat and sort of out of condition but I have a mad desire to do some boxing or sparring with another guy. 16-22...
    Bilbeaux Bilbeaux 61-65, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel