I Want to Transition

a resource for trans* folk/gender variant folk/ questioning folk and their SOFFAs 481 People

    Safety In Silence

    I guess you could say i'm in a transition. I've gone from being the somewhat talkative for social person to a small group talk if you feel like it. My friend says it really annoys her. I guess because we are kinda switching places. I wish i could tell her that, but i think...
    angelseeker27 angelseeker27
    16-17, F
    Oct 16, 2009

    I'm In the Process of T...

    I'm in the process of transition right now , from a caterpiller , to a beautiful multi~colored butterfly. I love butterflies.
    leonardmaltomeal leonardmaltomeal
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    I Want To But

    For the fact I really think that I would not  meet the proper  requirement to start to transition plus  I do not think I can deal with the all the pain and damage it would cause for me and for everybody that I love there so much more than involved than going to a Doctor and...
    notech64 notech64
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Nov 27, 2011
    angelbaby3085 angelbaby3085
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Nov 1, 2014

    Made Up My Mind

    And am transitioning now. I have accepeted the woman that is me and the male that has tried to hold her down and dominate her but now she will emerge and become the woman that she has always wanted and should be. My mind and body would be and should be complete...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u
    61-65, T
    4 Responses Mar 28, 2009
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    Oct 12, 2014

    Not me. But my boyfriend recently told me he

    wants to start transitioning and I'm looking for advice. How can I best support him? His family got pretty pissed when he told them so now he's staying with my family pretty much all the time. I love him and want to be there for him, but I'm also worried that if he starts...
    Whitetrick15 Whitetrick15
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2015

    The Sooner the Better

    I want to get rid of anything male about me. I'm a girl dammit. A girl. Let my body match my girl brain. Sheesh already.
    vanessa34 vanessa34
    26-30, F
    May 25, 2009

    Get Up And Jump

    Sometimes I get the feeling like I just wanna get up and get out of this country. And get away from all my family and friends and just chill out somewhere, that is isolated and secluded. So i can think about things, without and distractions, like tv's and cd players. Also I...
    Daveokay Daveokay
    22-25, M
    Feb 13, 2011

    The Only Way To Stay Sane

    I am have known that I was a girl inside for like forever. Like a lot of T-Girls I went through the denial phase, did or more the point tried to do all the usual macho s&*t, military, excessive drinking while the whole time trying to kill of Paula and incidently That was never...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl
    6 Responses Jul 18, 2010

    I have been trying to fit into a mans world ever

    since I was a little boy. I was fond of dressing up as young as about 3 or 4 constantly getting caught playing in my mothers panty drawer, Heck a couple of time she must have caved into my childish pleas and donned me in her childhood dresses and painted my face with make up...
    missyanarchy missyanarchy
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 22, 2014

    People keep asking me

    why I want to be a man. So here I go, explaining myself once again. I want to be a man because I just feel like it suits me more. I'm comfortable being masculine rather than feminine. I actually like having leg hair and dressing like a man, and looking like a man. And it's just...
    HeyJuude HeyJuude
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 18, 2014

    I keep looking at my face.

    ..I'm wondering if I could pass as a man if I could bind my DD chest...I don't wear baggy androgynous clothes...
    napanda69 napanda69
    51-55, T
    Nov 27, 2015

    Finaly Decided

    So I have thought about it for a long time and its time for me to see about Hrt. I have always wanted to be/ felt like I should be a girl since I was about 10. I waited partly out of fear of losing friends, job and mostly from lack of funds. Now I can because I just got a full...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005
    22-25, T
    4 Responses Apr 1, 2013

    I wish to transition,

    but I must wait till I'm 18 (3 or so momths), who knows how to obtain an anti androgen in the UK (non proscription ) so I can have an objective
    jodyjames2397 jodyjames2397
    18-21, M
    Aug 11, 2015

    I had my most manly camo shorts on,

    degree for men antiperspirant and ck one on...hair perfectly spiked....still get ma'am....time for a binder and testosterone !!!
    napanda69 napanda69
    51-55, T
    Dec 2, 2015

    can anyone tell me how to edit my profile

    so that my gender is listed as trans? I asked in the questions section and didn't get any helpful answers. go figure :/
    ClarityDawn ClarityDawn
    22-25, M
    Mar 11

    I have, after years of pondering,

    came up with a list of conditions for my transitionings. or more like thigs I want to have done before I transition. If I can manage these within the next 3-4 years I will most certanly transition mtf. these are not listed in a specific order. 1. Have a job that accepts trans...
    Joceline93 Joceline93
    22-25, T
    1 Response May 6, 2015

    Motivations For Transitioning The Gender Barrier ...Or Not!

    I fully believe that some trans-people are destined to make the gender-transition journey (no matter how difficult or where exactly they end up on the transition-pass success scales), or whether or not they go "all the way" either in a social sense and end up more third gender...
    LilChrissy LilChrissy
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Aug 21, 2013

    Wishful Thinking

    Since I discovered I was transsexual, I've wanted to begin the transition from female to male, it's a slow going process, I know but in the end being on hormones and getting chest removal/reconstruction surgery will be beneficial and rewarding. It will be worth the pain and...
    shaun0h shaun0h
    26-30, T
    3 Responses Jan 17, 2008

    Has anyone thought about a new gender name?

    I want to keep my initials but I'm sort of thinking of something cool and ethnic sounding.
    napanda69 napanda69
    51-55, T
    Nov 25, 2015

    I Have Always Been.

    I have always wished to be female, now it's all I want, It's all I can think about. I wear my fem clothes every day, I must, or I go crazy! I need to transition, my desires to be a woman, and be with a man, is too overwhelming. 
    Jenisa Jenisa
    51-55, T
    3 Responses Sep 3, 2009

    Unhappy With A Man Who Once Took On The Whole World To Marry Me

    We were very young when my husband told me he loved me and couldn't be with me. Couldn't imagine life with me me. It was all beautiful and romantic. We stayed engaged fore years day we married: all of it changed. Now morethan three years of marriage, I'm nothing but his house...
    wishtobeindifferent wishtobeindifferent
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 23, 2012

    I'M Thinking Of Talking To My Endocrinologist.

    My fiancé and I have spoken about going the mtf hormone direction it would be a big step but it almost seems natural. In saying this I'm somewhat nervous. I've used Pueraria mirifica for 6 months and felt limited breast growth and tenderness. I am a happy cuckold that has...
    crossdress1 crossdress1
    41-45, T
    3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

    I'Ve Started

    I am beginning to look and act more feminine. I can no longer keep it in side. My true self is crying and screaming to come out. I'm beginning to dress more like myself. Soon I'll begin HRT. Eventually surgery will come Wish me luck everyone! I wish luck to both FTMs and MTFs...
    ConfusionTrip ConfusionTrip
    18-21, T
    Jun 4, 2013

    Ive been depressed for a

    while now. When the feeling that I might be trans came up, it threw me down even deeper. The feeling went away again, I started to become happier, met a cute guy from another country who I really like... Live seemed to get better. Now this feeling came back, stronger than ever...
    Frii Frii
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 15
    LeeLee18 LeeLee18
    18-21, F
    Jul 29, 2015

    I've been considering transitioning lately,

    but I'm not sure if I want to go through with it. I'm not mtf trans, but more along the lines of gender non-conforming/dual gendered/demi boy/confusing mess, but if I transition I definitely want to pass as a woman. any tips or advise for the still coming into themselves...
    ClarityDawn ClarityDawn
    22-25, M
    Mar 7

    I want you so bad it's my first time being with

    a trans and right now I would deeply go into you if your up I'll go to you if your in the Bronx believe me you will love it and so do i
    deleted deleted
    Jul 5, 2014
    deleted deleted
    Jun 1, 2014

    http://m.bookemon.com/book-profile/the-shadows-arising/165803 If you click on this link, it will take you to a book I wrote a few years ago, "The Shadows Arising". It has become pretty popular and has gotten many good reviews. It is $20, yes, but if you buy the book $10 are put...
    novaftmpride novaftmpride
    16-17, T
    Jul 26, 2015

    Thinking and Hoping

    I've known forever that my body was wrong. I've also known, thought for a period I tried to deny it, that eventually I would become a woman. That may seem like a mis-statement to some, however I was born female. I just had the bad luck to be born in a man's body. I am at peace...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

    Scared To Take The First Step...

    I want to be a man. I think I fit better with men, and if I wasn't so scared to take that step, I would. My name would be either the same (Taylor) or probably Anderson. I don't feel right as a girl, and all I want is to be free. If anyone I know found out, god only know what...
    ChapterOne ChapterOne
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

    Need More Than Want

    I have always been a girl, I chose to live a lie. Now I know the truth is more important, and my happiness should come first. I have sacrificed for others all my life. I have never been happy with the way I look, not until I put on my first pair of panties, my bra, or my dress...
    ispazalot ispazalot
    41-45, T
    May 21, 2013

    i have been a closet trans

    since the age of twelve. over the years i have suppressed these feelings I've had too make others happy. however these feelings I've had bottled up for so long have started to spill out. however the thing keeping me from fully transitioning is fear. fear of what my parents will...
    confusedman1984 confusedman1984
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 11, 2015

    I Am Shard

    I Want to Transition but i am shard of losing ever owe i for care about so for now i will gated info about Transition. when i move out i will staet the Transition into become the woman i was post to be.
    soonagirl soonagirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2011

    I Feel Lost

    Ever since I was a kid I always dressed like a  boy. Then I got into high school and everyday I felt more and more like I should be a boy. I wear guys shirts and shoes and boxers. I just feel out of place being a girl. I'm just scared that I wont find anyone if I transition.
    shanebby12 shanebby12
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 29, 2011

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