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I Want to Transition

a resource for trans* folk/gender variant folk/ questioning folk and their SOFFAs 361 People

    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M Jun 1, 2014

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    Need More Than Want

    I have always been a girl, I chose to live a lie. Now I know the truth is more important, and my happiness should come first. I have sacrificed for others all my life. I have never been happy with the way I look, not until I put on my first pair of panties, my bra, or my dress...
    ispazalot ispazalot 41-45, T May 21, 2013

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    I'Ve Started

    I am beginning to look and act more feminine. I can no longer keep it in side. My true self is crying and screaming to come out. I'm beginning to dress more like myself. Soon I'll begin HRT. Eventually surgery will come Wish me luck everyone! I wish luck to both FTMs and MTFs...
    ConfusionTrip ConfusionTrip 18-21, T Jun 4, 2013

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    I Am Shard

    I Want to Transition but i am shard of losing ever owe i for care about so for now i will gated info about Transition. when i move out i will staet the Transition into become the woman i was post to be.
    soonagirl soonagirl 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2011

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    I Have Always Been.

    I have always wished to be female, now it's all I want, It's all I can think about. I wear my fem clothes every day, I must, or I go crazy! I need to transition, my desires to be a woman, and be with a man, is too overwhelming. 
    Jenisa Jenisa 46-50, T 3 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    I want you so bad it's my first time being with

    a trans and right now I would deeply go into you if your up I'll go to you if your in the Bronx believe me you will love it and so do i
    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2014

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    I Want To But

    For the fact I really think that I would not  meet the proper  requirement to start to transition plus  I do not think I can deal with the all the pain and damage it would cause for me and for everybody that I love there so much more than involved than going to a Doctor and...
    notech64 notech64 41-45, M 4 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    angelbaby3085 angelbaby3085 26-30, F 10 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    Finaly Decided

    So I have thought about it for a long time and its time for me to see about Hrt. I have always wanted to be/ felt like I should be a girl since I was about 10. I waited partly out of fear of losing friends, job and mostly from lack of funds. Now I can because I just got a full...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005 22-25, T 4 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Get Up And Jump

    Sometimes I get the feeling like I just wanna get up and get out of this country. And get away from all my family and friends and just chill out somewhere, that is isolated and secluded. So i can think about things, without and distractions, like tv's and cd players. Also I...
    Daveokay Daveokay 22-25, M Feb 13, 2011

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    People keep asking me

    why I want to be a man. So here I go, explaining myself once again. I want to be a man because I just feel like it suits me more. I'm comfortable being masculine rather than feminine. I actually like having leg hair and dressing like a man, and looking like a man. And it's just...
    HeyJuude HeyJuude 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18, 2014

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    I have been trying to fit into a mans world ever

    since I was a little boy. I was fond of dressing up as young as about 3 or 4 constantly getting caught playing in my mothers panty drawer, Heck a couple of time she must have caved into my childish pleas and donned me in her childhood dresses and painted my face with make up...
    missyanarchy missyanarchy 31-35, F 2 Responses May 22, 2014

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    Thinking and Hoping

    I've known forever that my body was wrong. I've also known, thought for a period I tried to deny it, that eventually I would become a woman. That may seem like a mis-statement to some, however I was born female. I just had the bad luck to be born in a man's body. I am at peace...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    The Sooner the Better

    I want to get rid of anything male about me. I'm a girl dammit. A girl. Let my body match my girl brain. Sheesh already.
    vanessa34 vanessa34 26-30, F May 25, 2009

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    Scared To Take The First Step...

    I want to be a man. I think I fit better with men, and if I wasn't so scared to take that step, I would. My name would be either the same (Taylor) or probably Anderson. I don't feel right as a girl, and all I want is to be free. If anyone I know found out, god only know what...
    ChapterOne ChapterOne 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    The Only Way To Stay Sane

    I am have known that I was a girl inside for like forever. Like a lot of T-Girls I went through the denial phase, did or more the point tried to do all the usual macho s&*t, military, excessive drinking while the whole time trying to kill of Paula and incidently That was never...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl 41-45 6 Responses Jul 18, 2010

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    Motivations For Transitioning The Gender Barrier ...Or Not!

    I fully believe that some trans-people are destined to make the gender-transition journey (no matter how difficult or where exactly they end up on the transition-pass success scales), or whether or not they go "all the way" either in a social sense and end up more third gender...
    LilChrissy LilChrissy 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I'M Thinking Of Talking To My Endocrinologist.

    My fiancé and I have spoken about going the mtf hormone direction it would be a big step but it almost seems natural. In saying this I'm somewhat nervous. I've used Pueraria mirifica for 6 months and felt limited breast growth and tenderness. I am a happy cuckold that has...
    crossdress1 crossdress1 41-45, T 3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    I Feel Lost

    Ever since I was a kid I always dressed like a  boy. Then I got into high school and everyday I felt more and more like I should be a boy. I wear guys shirts and shoes and boxers. I just feel out of place being a girl. I'm just scared that I wont find anyone if I transition.
    shanebby12 shanebby12 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2011

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    Safety In Silence

    I guess you could say i'm in a transition. I've gone from being the somewhat talkative for social person to a small group talk if you feel like it. My friend says it really annoys her. I guess because we are kinda switching places. I wish i could tell her that, but i think...
    angelseeker27 angelseeker27 16-17, F Oct 16, 2009

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    Wishful Thinking

    Since I discovered I was transsexual, I've wanted to begin the transition from female to male, it's a slow going process, I know but in the end being on hormones and getting chest removal/reconstruction surgery will be beneficial and rewarding. It will be worth the pain and...
    shaun0h shaun0h 26-30, T 3 Responses Jan 17, 2008

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    I'm In the Process of T...

    I'm in the process of transition right now , from a caterpiller , to a beautiful multi~colored butterfly. I love butterflies.
    leonardmaltomeal leonardmaltomeal 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Unhappy With A Man Who Once Took On The Whole World To Marry Me

    We were very young when my husband told me he loved me and couldn't be with me. Couldn't imagine life with me me. It was all beautiful and romantic. We stayed engaged fore years day we married: all of it changed. Now morethan three years of marriage, I'm nothing but his house...
    wishtobeindifferent wishtobeindifferent 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2012

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    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M Oct 12, 2014

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    I was kinda scared to

    because I didn't want to look well... freakish. But I'm tired of dreaming of being a girl and having people treat me like a guy all the time. I want to be as cute and girly on the outside as I am on the inside. Even if it means taking some serious risks. Only real concern tbh is...
    antiflash antiflash 22-25, T 7 Responses Mar 25, 2014

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    Made Up My Mind

    And am transitioning now. I have accepeted the woman that is me and the male that has tried to hold her down and dominate her but now she will emerge and become the woman that she has always wanted and should be. My mind and body would be and should be complete...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 4 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    guyindresses1991 guyindresses1991 22-25, T 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I haven't completely come out yet to everyone. there are still a few people I feel I need to tell but that'll happen in time. for now though it's just so frustrating! it feels like...
    indiatights indiatights 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 15

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            I am transitioning from a burly male, to feminine male, and will end up as a middle-aged Amazon woman. Scary, maybe, but I'm okay with...
    Doviov Doviov 41-45, T Jan 15

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    I have been away from my desk for a loong time. At least it seemed so.Anyway I have been real busy and Happy New Years to all.I know this will be a good year.My life will never be...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jan 3

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    I go back and forth on this subject a lot. I guess you could call me genderfluid. Ever since I can remember, I've always had a very feminine side to me. I tend to do a lot of...
    Nickmtf Nickmtf 16-17, T 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Ever since I was a child. I found myself in female clothing. In junior high I had an "Emo Phase" so I could grow out my hair and wear tight pants. Even afterwords I'd find myself...
    harperking harperking 18-21, T 5 Responses Jan 2

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    On the Inside Looking Out Writing is all I ever wanted to do. The first diary ever given to me was a gift from my brothers’ godparents back in 1975. Kindergarten was soon to...
    secretme1970 secretme1970 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Day 3/137 Today has been another great day! It's only been 4 days since I've transitioned to a vegan diet and I am so full of energy! I just need to make sure I keep up on my...
    jessie123h jessie123h 18-21, F Jan 7

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    It feels like the whole world has passed me by. Now I know that's a melancholic exaggeration, but it's been really hard to feel that I belong. Sometimes I Imagine myself in the...
    ACrueljape ACrueljape 22-25 Jan 12

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    Changes, pauses and in general getting along in a smooth fashion in life. Things tend to stick. Sticking in my feelings and mind.. Holding onto someone or some thing. Or just...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    Can anyone help me with writing? Writing a story is overwhelming. I get caught up in details and pacing and transitions. How do you do it? I really feel like I have stories to tell...
    elizabeth111 elizabeth111 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Considering a transition from MtF. Would like to talk with someone who has done it...
    haaginheimer haaginheimer 26-30, T 4 Responses Jan 1

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    So after deep consideration last night I've decided to stop procrastinating and go Vegan for February. Thats two weeks away so im researching detox programs/methods. For me the...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F a week ago

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    Some of us grow up and achieve specific qualifications, maybe we are lucky to be born into money and so we have more options in life, or maybe we have a friend or a relative who is...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 14 hrs ago

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    I want everyone who cares to let go because i'm tired. I can't just sleep it off, I want to die. Not existing would be great. Everyone expects so much of me and I always "plan" for...
    FreedomIsWhatIDesire FreedomIsWhatIDesire 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm 22. about to be 23, and I have no idea what I want to do with my life, at least in this way that we live. I do know that I want to be the best person I can be, physically...
    LindseyMae LindseyMae 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'm in the legal department; I have a Paralegal certificate but this isn't what I want in my life. I've been to multiple offices, worked different positions, and worked in...
    bahamam4m4 bahamam4m4 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    Why is this so difficult...I've been through multiple people since the girl who meant the world to me. They just don't stick around but I felt like I deserved better than how she...
    TheIdealisticRealist TheIdealisticRealist 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    many people want me to change myself................. my friends said you should hangout.. you should ride on fast bikes........ make girlfriends. but I want to live my life as a...
    sumit555 sumit555 16-17, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I am not a virgin, but I have a thing for them. If you are nervous about your first time or if you just want to get it over with, perhaps I can help. I actually want it to be very...
    teddybear27 teddybear27 26-30, M 56 mins ago

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    I've modelled since I was 2 and a half. However, I feel pressured into it....I want to do something more courages and ambitious, something, more, well, ME...different. My mother...
    Thelittledancer Thelittledancer 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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