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I Want to Transition

a resource for trans* folk/gender variant folk/ questioning folk and their SOFFAs 355 People

    Finaly Decided

    So I have thought about it for a long time and its time for me to see about Hrt. I have always wanted to be/ felt like I should be a girl since I was about 10. I waited partly out of fear of losing friends, job and mostly from lack of funds. Now I can because I just got a full...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005 22-25, T 4 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    I was kinda scared to

    because I didn't want to look well... freakish. But I'm tired of dreaming of being a girl and having people treat me like a guy all the time. I want to be as cute and girly on the outside as I am on the inside. Even if it means taking some serious risks. Only real concern tbh is...
    antiflash antiflash 22-25, T 6 Responses Mar 25

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    I Feel Lost

    Ever since I was a kid I always dressed like a  boy. Then I got into high school and everyday I felt more and more like I should be a boy. I wear guys shirts and shoes and boxers. I just feel out of place being a girl. I'm just scared that I wont find anyone if I transition.
    shanebby12 shanebby12 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2011

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    I have been trying to fit into a mans world ever

    since I was a little boy. I was fond of dressing up as young as about 3 or 4 constantly getting caught playing in my mothers panty drawer, Heck a couple of time she must have caved into my childish pleas and donned me in her childhood dresses and painted my face with make up...
    missyanarchy missyanarchy 31-35, F 2 Responses May 22

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    I Have Always Been.

    I have always wished to be female, now it's all I want, It's all I can think about. I wear my fem clothes every day, I must, or I go crazy! I need to transition, my desires to be a woman, and be with a man, is too overwhelming. 
    Jenisa Jenisa 46-50, T 3 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    Need More Than Want

    I have always been a girl, I chose to live a lie. Now I know the truth is more important, and my happiness should come first. I have sacrificed for others all my life. I have never been happy with the way I look, not until I put on my first pair of panties, my bra, or my dress...
    ispazalot ispazalot 41-45, T May 21, 2013

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    Safety In Silence

    I guess you could say i'm in a transition. I've gone from being the somewhat talkative for social person to a small group talk if you feel like it. My friend says it really annoys her. I guess because we are kinda switching places. I wish i could tell her that, but i think...
    angelseeker27 angelseeker27 16-17, F Oct 16, 2009

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    I want you so bad it's my first time being with

    a trans and right now I would deeply go into you if your up I'll go to you if your in the Bronx believe me you will love it and so do i
    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    Unhappy With A Man Who Once Took On The Whole World To Marry Me

    We were very young when my husband told me he loved me and couldn't be with me. Couldn't imagine life with me me. It was all beautiful and romantic. We stayed engaged fore years day we married: all of it changed. Now morethan three years of marriage, I'm nothing but his house...
    wishtobeindifferent wishtobeindifferent 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2012

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    I Am Shard

    I Want to Transition but i am shard of losing ever owe i for care about so for now i will gated info about Transition. when i move out i will staet the Transition into become the woman i was post to be.
    soonagirl soonagirl 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2011

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    Wishful Thinking

    Since I discovered I was transsexual, I've wanted to begin the transition from female to male, it's a slow going process, I know but in the end being on hormones and getting chest removal/reconstruction surgery will be beneficial and rewarding. It will be worth the pain and...
    shaun0h shaun0h 26-30, T 3 Responses Jan 17, 2008

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    I'Ve Started

    I am beginning to look and act more feminine. I can no longer keep it in side. My true self is crying and screaming to come out. I'm beginning to dress more like myself. Soon I'll begin HRT. Eventually surgery will come Wish me luck everyone! I wish luck to both FTMs and MTFs...
    ConfusionTrip ConfusionTrip 18-21, T Jun 4, 2013

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    I'm In the Process of T...

    I'm in the process of transition right now , from a caterpiller , to a beautiful multi~colored butterfly. I love butterflies.
    leonardmaltomeal leonardmaltomeal 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    People keep asking me

    why I want to be a man. So here I go, explaining myself once again. I want to be a man because I just feel like it suits me more. I'm comfortable being masculine rather than feminine. I actually like having leg hair and dressing like a man, and looking like a man. And it's just...
    HeyJuude HeyJuude 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 18

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    Scared To Take The First Step...

    I want to be a man. I think I fit better with men, and if I wasn't so scared to take that step, I would. My name would be either the same (Taylor) or probably Anderson. I don't feel right as a girl, and all I want is to be free. If anyone I know found out, god only know what...
    ChapterOne ChapterOne 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    I'M Thinking Of Talking To My Endocrinologist.

    My fiancé and I have spoken about going the mtf hormone direction it would be a big step but it almost seems natural. In saying this I'm somewhat nervous. I've used Pueraria mirifica for 6 months and felt limited breast growth and tenderness. I am a happy cuckold that has...
    crossdress1 crossdress1 41-45, T 3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    The Sooner the Better

    I want to get rid of anything male about me. I'm a girl dammit. A girl. Let my body match my girl brain. Sheesh already.
    vanessa34 vanessa34 26-30, F May 25, 2009

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    The Only Way To Stay Sane

    I am have known that I was a girl inside for like forever. Like a lot of T-Girls I went through the denial phase, did or more the point tried to do all the usual macho s&*t, military, excessive drinking while the whole time trying to kill of Paula and incidently That was never...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl 41-45 6 Responses Jul 18, 2010

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    Thinking and Hoping

    I've known forever that my body was wrong. I've also known, thought for a period I tried to deny it, that eventually I would become a woman. That may seem like a mis-statement to some, however I was born female. I just had the bad luck to be born in a man's body. I am at peace...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Get Up And Jump

    Sometimes I get the feeling like I just wanna get up and get out of this country. And get away from all my family and friends and just chill out somewhere, that is isolated and secluded. So i can think about things, without and distractions, like tv's and cd players. Also I...
    Daveokay Daveokay 22-25, M Feb 13, 2011

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    Motivations For Transitioning The Gender Barrier ...Or Not!

    I fully believe that some trans-people are destined to make the gender-transition journey (no matter how difficult or where exactly they end up on the transition-pass success scales), or whether or not they go "all the way" either in a social sense and end up more third gender...
    LilChrissy LilChrissy 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M Oct 12

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    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M Jun 1

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    I Want To But

    For the fact I really think that I would not  meet the proper  requirement to start to transition plus  I do not think I can deal with the all the pain and damage it would cause for me and for everybody that I love there so much more than involved than going to a Doctor and...
    notech64 notech64 41-45, M 4 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    Made Up My Mind

    And am transitioning now. I have accepeted the woman that is me and the male that has tried to hold her down and dominate her but now she will emerge and become the woman that she has always wanted and should be. My mind and body would be and should be complete...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 4 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    angelbaby3085 angelbaby3085 26-30, F 10 Responses Nov 1

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    When I started my transition from male to female in January 2013, I was given this piece of advice from a dear friend who had travelled this path before me.......... "For every...
    MatureBabe MatureBabe 56-60, F 5 Responses Nov 18

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    Imagine life as a stream. When you are heading towards thriving, you are flowing with the stream, and things happens with ease. When you are resisting, you are heading upstream and...
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    Hello. I am Yoshida. I would like to meet other transgender people, since I am young, and I would like to know more on how to transition and help with my pain also. I think if I...
    OtomeNoHeart OtomeNoHeart 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 27

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    As the younger of two sons, I could always sense in my parents a bit of… not really disappointment but an emotional coming-to-terms, tolerating the fact that they hadn't been...
    MissPriscillaPrim MissPriscillaPrim 61-65, T Nov 28

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    Would love to discuss any issues or triggers, from past. Most of these men and women are wonderful people who really want to straighten their lives out. I am so glad to be a...
    mktonght mktonght 41-45, M Dec 7

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    I realise the majority of the experiences I post are in relation to disappearing, or struggling with my want to disappear. I hope that by putting it down somewhere maybe I can let...
    LeBonBon LeBonBon 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    i want a girl whose funny , caring, compassionate. i want a girl who would love me for not just my looks but my personality. i want a girl who would't cheat lie or steal from me. i...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    Any girls want to chat? Doesn't have to be dirty (unless you want it to be) ;) lol just bored and want to talk
    Nousername215 Nousername215 22-25, M 23 hrs ago

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    I'm a 18 year old male that just graduated highschool I have a job and I am saving my money to leave this summer I want to go overseas I just want someone to go with I don't care...
    going101oversees going101oversees 18-21, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I want to just leave to a different city, state, far from here. I want to leave this part of my life and start something new someplace else. I want to forget.
    Livcoxox Livcoxox 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Well I have this friend and she's bulimic. I'm not supposed to know but I found out and I'm the only one who knows about it. I don't want to betray her or make her hate me but I'm...
    yoursecretlifestyle yoursecretlifestyle 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I dont care what people say to me about thats not healthy i hate how i feel about me of people putting labels on me im so quick to believe them when they say u fat girls (me and...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I want to belive in God:) I want to believe we aren't alone:) I want to belive in something because faith is what can keep us going when it becomes too hard to live...but the...
    Mrowenna Mrowenna 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I want to lose weight so bad! I hate my body...i hate my weight. I feel so fat. I just want to lose weight so bad! Sorry i just want to vent...i havent exectly bin on a...
    secretredlava secretredlava 13-15, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel insane. I am 22 and I want to have a baby with my boyfriend. Maybe it is my “biological time clock” or something but it is making me so restless. I want to marry this...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have been married before. We have a daughter, co-parent and are friends. I remarried as well but life issues has caused me to not want to be married. He is obsessed with me...
    willowofthewoods willowofthewoods 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    It's just who I am. I don't want my pain to be numbed. I want to feel the agony and cherish every second, because that's the beauty of child birth. I want to feel everything, be...
    Maldif2015 Maldif2015 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I'm not perfect, but I'm true. I'm honest and considerate. I don't want to do you harm. I want someone to share with. I need someone. Someone to talk to, someone to touch. I don't...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 30 mins ago

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    I joined this site a few years ago, and used to log onto it numerous times EVERYday, and now I can't stand the thought of even logging on, no matter how many updates or email...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86 26-30, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Hey future love of mi life/ future spousal unit/ future boo thang, For staters, I haven't come up with a good pet name to call you by. But I'm sure I'll figure something out...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I would love to learn Spanish so I can talk to my South American friends in their tongue. I would also love to learn Japanese beacuse I really like the culture and I also want to...
    Rebelscorpio Rebelscorpio 22-25, F 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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