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I Want to Transition

a resource for trans* folk/gender variant folk/ questioning folk and their SOFFAs 343 People

    Wishful Thinking

    Since I discovered I was transsexual, I've wanted to begin the transition from female to male, it's a slow going process, I know but in the end being on hormones and getting chest removal/reconstruction surgery will be beneficial and rewarding. It will be worth the pain and...
    shaun0h shaun0h 26-30, T 3 Responses Jan 17, 2008

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    Finaly Decided

    So I have thought about it for a long time and its time for me to see about Hrt. I have always wanted to be/ felt like I should be a girl since I was about 10. I waited partly out of fear of losing friends, job and mostly from lack of funds. Now I can because I just got a full...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005 22-25, T 4 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Unhappy With A Man Who Once Took On The Whole World To Marry Me

    We were very young when my husband told me he loved me and couldn't be with me. Couldn't imagine life with me me. It was all beautiful and romantic. We stayed engaged fore years day we married: all of it changed. Now morethan three years of marriage, I'm nothing but his house...
    wishtobeindifferent wishtobeindifferent 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2012

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    Need More Than Want

    I have always been a girl, I chose to live a lie. Now I know the truth is more important, and my happiness should come first. I have sacrificed for others all my life. I have never been happy with the way I look, not until I put on my first pair of panties, my bra, or my dress...
    ispazalot ispazalot 36-40, T May 21, 2013

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    Thinking and Hoping

    I've known forever that my body was wrong. I've also known, thought for a period I tried to deny it, that eventually I would become a woman. That may seem like a mis-statement to some, however I was born female. I just had the bad luck to be born in a man's body. I am at peace...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M Jun 1

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    Made Up My Mind

    And am transitioning now. I have accepeted the woman that is me and the male that has tried to hold her down and dominate her but now she will emerge and become the woman that she has always wanted and should be. My mind and body would be and should be complete...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 4 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    People keep asking me

    why I want to be a man. So here I go, explaining myself once again. I want to be a man because I just feel like it suits me more. I'm comfortable being masculine rather than feminine. I actually like having leg hair and dressing like a man, and looking like a man. And it's just...
    HeyJuude HeyJuude 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I Am Shard

    I Want to Transition but i am shard of losing ever owe i for care about so for now i will gated info about Transition. when i move out i will staet the Transition into become the woman i was post to be.
    soonagirl soonagirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2011

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    I have been trying to fit into a mans world ever

    since I was a little boy. I was fond of dressing up as young as about 3 or 4 constantly getting caught playing in my mothers panty drawer, Heck a couple of time she must have caved into my childish pleas and donned me in her childhood dresses and painted my face with make up...
    missyanarchy missyanarchy 31-35, F 2 Responses May 22

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    I Have Always Been.

    I have always wished to be female, now it's all I want, It's all I can think about. I wear my fem clothes every day, I must, or I go crazy! I need to transition, my desires to be a woman, and be with a man, is too overwhelming. 
    Jenisa Jenisa 46-50, T 3 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    Get Up And Jump

    Sometimes I get the feeling like I just wanna get up and get out of this country. And get away from all my family and friends and just chill out somewhere, that is isolated and secluded. So i can think about things, without and distractions, like tv's and cd players. Also I...
    Daveokay Daveokay 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    I want you so bad it's my first time being with

    a trans and right now I would deeply go into you if your up I'll go to you if your in the Bronx believe me you will love it and so do i
    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I'm In the Process of T...

    I'm in the process of transition right now , from a caterpiller , to a beautiful multi~colored butterfly. I love butterflies.
    leonardmaltomeal leonardmaltomeal 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    I'M Thinking Of Talking To My Endocrinologist.

    My fiancé and I have spoken about going the mtf hormone direction it would be a big step but it almost seems natural. In saying this I'm somewhat nervous. I've used Pueraria mirifica for 6 months and felt limited breast growth and tenderness. I am a happy cuckold that has...
    crossdress1 crossdress1 41-45, T 2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    Safety In Silence

    I guess you could say i'm in a transition. I've gone from being the somewhat talkative for social person to a small group talk if you feel like it. My friend says it really annoys her. I guess because we are kinda switching places. I wish i could tell her that, but i think...
    angelseeker27 angelseeker27 16-17, F Oct 16, 2009

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    I Want To But

    For the fact I really think that I would not  meet the proper  requirement to start to transition plus  I do not think I can deal with the all the pain and damage it would cause for me and for everybody that I love there so much more than involved than going to a Doctor and...
    notech64 notech64 41-45, M 4 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    Scared To Take The First Step...

    I want to be a man. I think I fit better with men, and if I wasn't so scared to take that step, I would. My name would be either the same (Taylor) or probably Anderson. I don't feel right as a girl, and all I want is to be free. If anyone I know found out, god only know what...
    ChapterOne ChapterOne 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    Motivations For Transitioning The Gender Barrier ...Or Not!

    I fully believe that some trans-people are destined to make the gender-transition journey (no matter how difficult or where exactly they end up on the transition-pass success scales), or whether or not they go "all the way" either in a social sense and end up more third gender...
    LilChrissy LilChrissy 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I was kinda scared to

    because I didn't want to look well... freakish. But I'm tired of dreaming of being a girl and having people treat me like a guy all the time. I want to be as cute and girly on the outside as I am on the inside. Even if it means taking some serious risks. Only real concern tbh is...
    antiflash antiflash 22-25, T 7 Responses Mar 25

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    I Feel Lost

    Ever since I was a kid I always dressed like a  boy. Then I got into high school and everyday I felt more and more like I should be a boy. I wear guys shirts and shoes and boxers. I just feel out of place being a girl. I'm just scared that I wont find anyone if I transition.
    shanebby12 shanebby12 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2011

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    The Sooner the Better

    I want to get rid of anything male about me. I'm a girl dammit. A girl. Let my body match my girl brain. Sheesh already.
    vanessa34 vanessa34 26-30, F May 25, 2009

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    I'Ve Started

    I am beginning to look and act more feminine. I can no longer keep it in side. My true self is crying and screaming to come out. I'm beginning to dress more like myself. Soon I'll begin HRT. Eventually surgery will come Wish me luck everyone! I wish luck to both FTMs and MTFs...
    ConfusionTrip ConfusionTrip 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    The Only Way To Stay Sane

    I am have known that I was a girl inside for like forever. Like a lot of T-Girls I went through the denial phase, did or more the point tried to do all the usual macho s&*t, military, excessive drinking while the whole time trying to kill of Paula and incidently That was never...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl 41-45 6 Responses Jul 18, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I just want trans who have transitioned to give me tips and to ask a couple questions, I've done a lot of research but would like someone with real experience and to talk too..
    prettydanielle prettydanielle 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 3

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    Post 2: A better self expression explanation... Hi all I have Been depressed lately, but thought I would post my heart I want to someday transition mtf I don't know how to...
    SabrinaRavenCroft SabrinaRavenCroft 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 8

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    I have felt this way since being a young boy and told that dolls and pretend play was not the proper thing to do. But how do you explain this to anyone else that has never felt...
    jacqueline1972 jacqueline1972 36-40, T 5 Responses Sep 10

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    I want to transition, but being In High school makes it difficult for me. I'm not afraid people will bully me; I'm more afraid people won't be able to see the real me. I know it's...
    WalkingOnAFineline WalkingOnAFineline 13-15, T 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I realised it`s a few time i didn`t write nothing to EP. I am in the 4th rendez-vous at the psychiatrist and I finally go to see the endocrinologist for my first analyses of the...
    steffy69 steffy69 41-45, T Sep 21

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    Hi EP Any vegetarians out there? I'm thinking of becoming one because I do not really enjoy meet. I cook it often for family gatherings and such. But it's really not something I...
    Joyfulone1 Joyfulone1 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Transition from pain to pleasure, Gently be guided to a new beginning. Let go of the hooks that keep you imprisoned.
    Dancingnight Dancingnight 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Nobody loves me, nobody wants to be with me My ex bf used to tell me that he never want to get married and was not interested in serious relationship. We argued a lot because I...
    Catty212 Catty212 31-35, F 8 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    So this guy said he wanted to date me. We went out a few times. I liked him a lot and he texted me everyday but we began to argue over text (so unnecessary) and I never saw him...
    LaBebe LaBebe 26-30, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I want to die by my self but I want a man that will love me for me. Someone who want me and only me. Someone who knows what I am mad at then and they know what to do about it! Some...
    Shabz5black Shabz5black 22-25, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I want to be a better friend. I want to be available to my dearest friends. I love, respect, and appreciate you and hope to grow stronger as we grow together. I need to stop...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I really want to cry right now, to let everything out. But I don't know why, tears don't come out. I want to cry so bad and idk why I can't..
    dukealone dukealone 16-17, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I just want a boyfriend more than anything right now. I'm tired of the meaningless sex and random hookups. It makes me feel cheap and it's not a good feeling. I want to love...
    markinicole markinicole 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    The semester isn't even half way over and I'm already skipping most if my classes. I'll literally wake up walk to my car (I live off campus) and just get so completely distracted...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Currently I am 15 so I can not drive yet! :( I have been wanting to go somewhere completely nude not because it is dead sexy but because it is more natural. If we were meant to be...
    LlMABEAN LlMABEAN 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I really want a song lyric to be my first tattoo. So I have these choices: Senses Fail - Holy Mountain "Time only moves when I have your hand in mine In mine - maybe leave that...
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Best advice I can give: get the tattoo you want in Henna first. That way you'll have it for a solid two weeks so you know if you like the design, size and placement. This will help...
    nicoleblu nicoleblu 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    While listening to my car's built-in radio (not a hand-held device) I heard a story about a young man. This guy, in 2006, was texting on his flip-phone while driving in the icy...
    LifeDispenser LifeDispenser 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    I know my body isn't where I want it to be but I have already lost 2 pounds in 2 days:) I'm working really hard for what I want and I will reach my goal of a flat stomach and...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 55 mins ago

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    I live in a town where teenagers and 20-somethings are offing themselves like it's a new fad. I see what is left behind. The families are left so unbelievably heartbroken that...
    reyna319 reyna319 36-40, F 6 mins ago

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    I'm fine Yeah, that's my most common line To keep you from seeing All of my inner demons You hear that too? That's my soul screaming All it wants is mercy From this horror...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I want to wish my friends for Navratri.Yesterday night I was out till late at night visiting Durga Puja pandals.I also saw Goddess Kali idols being made for Dewali.Had a great time...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I don't really plan to be, but I am wondering what a lesbian girlfriend could be. Like, what is the difference between a male then a lesbian when they show affection? I am just...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Any one want to chat with me ...
    nitinsaprey nitinsaprey 22-25, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Add me...John.nakeds...only if you want though ;)
    nakedjohn9999 nakedjohn9999 46-50, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    It doesn't matter how much you want to lose, or how hard it will be, what matters is that feeling you get when you step on those scales and see you've lost the weight you set out...
    gemgem1996 gemgem1996 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago