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I Want to Transition

a resource for trans* folk/gender variant folk/ questioning folk and their SOFFAs 336 People

    The Only Way To Stay Sane

    I am have known that I was a girl inside for like forever. Like a lot of T-Girls I went through the denial phase, did or more the point tried to do all the usual macho s&*t, military, excessive drinking while the whole time trying to kill of Paula and incidently That was never...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl 41-45 6 Responses Jul 18, 2010

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    I was kinda scared to

    because I didn't want to look well... freakish. But I'm tired of dreaming of being a girl and having people treat me like a guy all the time. I want to be as cute and girly on the outside as I am on the inside. Even if it means taking some serious risks. Only real concern tbh is...
    antiflash antiflash 22-25, T 7 Responses Mar 25

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    The Sooner the Better

    I want to get rid of anything male about me. I'm a girl dammit. A girl. Let my body match my girl brain. Sheesh already.
    vanessa34 vanessa34 26-30, F May 25, 2009

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    I Feel Lost

    Ever since I was a kid I always dressed like a  boy. Then I got into high school and everyday I felt more and more like I should be a boy. I wear guys shirts and shoes and boxers. I just feel out of place being a girl. I'm just scared that I wont find anyone if I transition.
    shanebby12 shanebby12 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2011

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    Unhappy With A Man Who Once Took On The Whole World To Marry Me

    We were very young when my husband told me he loved me and couldn't be with me. Couldn't imagine life with me me. It was all beautiful and romantic. We stayed engaged fore years day we married: all of it changed. Now morethan three years of marriage, I'm nothing but his house...
    wishtobeindifferent wishtobeindifferent 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2012

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    Need More Than Want

    I have always been a girl, I chose to live a lie. Now I know the truth is more important, and my happiness should come first. I have sacrificed for others all my life. I have never been happy with the way I look, not until I put on my first pair of panties, my bra, or my dress...
    ispazalot ispazalot 36-40, T May 21, 2013

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    I Am Shard

    I Want to Transition but i am shard of losing ever owe i for care about so for now i will gated info about Transition. when i move out i will staet the Transition into become the woman i was post to be.
    soonagirl soonagirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2011

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    I Have Always Been.

    I have always wished to be female, now it's all I want, It's all I can think about. I wear my fem clothes every day, I must, or I go crazy! I need to transition, my desires to be a woman, and be with a man, is too overwhelming. 
    Jenisa Jenisa 46-50, T 3 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    Finaly Decided

    So I have thought about it for a long time and its time for me to see about Hrt. I have always wanted to be/ felt like I should be a girl since I was about 10. I waited partly out of fear of losing friends, job and mostly from lack of funds. Now I can because I just got a full...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005 22-25, T 4 Responses Apr 1, 2013

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    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M Jun 1

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    I want you so bad it's my first time being with

    a trans and right now I would deeply go into you if your up I'll go to you if your in the Bronx believe me you will love it and so do i
    Dloveski Dloveski 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I'Ve Started

    I am beginning to look and act more feminine. I can no longer keep it in side. My true self is crying and screaming to come out. I'm beginning to dress more like myself. Soon I'll begin HRT. Eventually surgery will come Wish me luck everyone! I wish luck to both FTMs and MTFs...
    ConfusionTrip ConfusionTrip 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    I'M Thinking Of Talking To My Endocrinologist.

    My fiancé and I have spoken about going the mtf hormone direction it would be a big step but it almost seems natural. In saying this I'm somewhat nervous. I've used Pueraria mirifica for 6 months and felt limited breast growth and tenderness. I am a happy cuckold that has...
    crossdress1 crossdress1 41-45, T 2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    Thinking and Hoping

    I've known forever that my body was wrong. I've also known, thought for a period I tried to deny it, that eventually I would become a woman. That may seem like a mis-statement to some, however I was born female. I just had the bad luck to be born in a man's body. I am at peace...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

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    Made Up My Mind

    And am transitioning now. I have accepeted the woman that is me and the male that has tried to hold her down and dominate her but now she will emerge and become the woman that she has always wanted and should be. My mind and body would be and should be complete...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 4 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    Scared To Take The First Step...

    I want to be a man. I think I fit better with men, and if I wasn't so scared to take that step, I would. My name would be either the same (Taylor) or probably Anderson. I don't feel right as a girl, and all I want is to be free. If anyone I know found out, god only know what...
    ChapterOne ChapterOne 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    I'm In the Process of T...

    I'm in the process of transition right now , from a caterpiller , to a beautiful multi~colored butterfly. I love butterflies.
    leonardmaltomeal leonardmaltomeal 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Get Up And Jump

    Sometimes I get the feeling like I just wanna get up and get out of this country. And get away from all my family and friends and just chill out somewhere, that is isolated and secluded. So i can think about things, without and distractions, like tv's and cd players. Also I...
    Daveokay Daveokay 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    People keep asking me

    why I want to be a man. So here I go, explaining myself once again. I want to be a man because I just feel like it suits me more. I'm comfortable being masculine rather than feminine. I actually like having leg hair and dressing like a man, and looking like a man. And it's just...
    HeyJuude HeyJuude 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I have been trying to fit into a mans world ever

    since I was a little boy. I was fond of dressing up as young as about 3 or 4 constantly getting caught playing in my mothers panty drawer, Heck a couple of time she must have caved into my childish pleas and donned me in her childhood dresses and painted my face with make up...
    missyanarchy missyanarchy 31-35, F 2 Responses May 22

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    Wishful Thinking

    Since I discovered I was transsexual, I've wanted to begin the transition from female to male, it's a slow going process, I know but in the end being on hormones and getting chest removal/reconstruction surgery will be beneficial and rewarding. It will be worth the pain and...
    shaun0h shaun0h 26-30, T 3 Responses Jan 17, 2008

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    Motivations For Transitioning The Gender Barrier ...Or Not!

    I fully believe that some trans-people are destined to make the gender-transition journey (no matter how difficult or where exactly they end up on the transition-pass success scales), or whether or not they go "all the way" either in a social sense and end up more third gender...
    LilChrissy LilChrissy 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I Want To But

    For the fact I really think that I would not  meet the proper  requirement to start to transition plus  I do not think I can deal with the all the pain and damage it would cause for me and for everybody that I love there so much more than involved than going to a Doctor and...
    notech64 notech64 41-45, M 4 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    Safety In Silence

    I guess you could say i'm in a transition. I've gone from being the somewhat talkative for social person to a small group talk if you feel like it. My friend says it really annoys her. I guess because we are kinda switching places. I wish i could tell her that, but i think...
    angelseeker27 angelseeker27 16-17, F Oct 16, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I am looking for a MAN who would be interested in helping me transition from a sissy boi to a LADY! If you are Pansexual or Bi I could be the girl of your dreams! Please contact...
    PrettySissyBoiTG PrettySissyBoiTG 26-30, T Aug 17

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    I'm currently in transition. I'm not afraid of it. I just need to let go and allow my self to be guided. I'm in free fall to who knows where but I'm not putting a stop to it. I...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    This is my truth my reality by Hallah Sabbath. Honey let me tell you a little bit about my family. my father was a loving but stern man and also a bit trouble and a very severely...
    Hsabbath Hsabbath 46-50, T 3 Responses Aug 9

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    ​I've been single for quite a while now. I don't want a serious relationship, not yet anyway, I just want a casual girlfriend. Someone to be close to, go out and do things with...
    TheScientis7 TheScientis7 22-25, T Aug 21

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    I have always been so independent and confident . My hair is falling out due to medication . I do not have cancer. But IC and a side affect to a med is hair lose. I thought may a...
    MaryBarbie MaryBarbie 46-50, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    as long as i can remember, i have always wanted to be a girl. this wish was tempered by an unforgiving society that i had the misfortune to grow up in. i feel so envious of the...
    PinkNPunky PinkNPunky 31-35, T 3 Responses Aug 10

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    i have an Audi a6 2001 but I want to be the 2014 Honda Accord ex-l v6 sedan. I have no problem getting the car. I am just scared to make the transition. I do not know how to get...
    livelaughlove08642 livelaughlove08642 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Girls Only: Msg me if you like to **********!! An snap me a photo of what your doing!! I want to learn! MtF transitioning.
    TransAsian TransAsian 26-30, T 6 days ago

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    Are there any other trans guys out there? I'd like to talk about coming out and/or transitioning and what it's like.
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Thinking about transitioning from MTF been thinking about it for awhile and planning on doing something about it soon.
    Phantom0288 Phantom0288 26-30, T 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want to have kids and i have been trying for years. Its not failing due to problems with me it due to the lack of a man. Im now 27 and i have nothing but baby on the brain . Im...
    ravenrose13 ravenrose13 26-30, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    i dont want to change and you cant force me! i am who i am.i cant change myself bcz you dont love it! got it??????or i should repeat it again????? whispering this song : i dont...
    00roshana00 00roshana00 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    I don't want to live my life in a holding pattern, neither good, nor bad... just existing. Barely holding on until the next trial lays me flat once more. I want to live my life...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I love my freedom too much to be a father. Once, I dated a girl with a kid and it didn't work out because I couldn't handle fatherhood. I've told my parents before that I don't...
    bktaylor1989 bktaylor1989 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    I'm looking for my special someone. I want someone that I can laugh until my stomach hurts and someone to be there when. I need a shoulder to cry on. I want a girl who isn't afraid...
    Nicole2497 Nicole2497 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I WANT WEEP WHEN MY MOM IRRITATE ME MORE WHEN AKID FEEL BAD BECZ OF ME AND I CAN'T GIVE TIME TO AKID BECZ OF MOM AND AKID THINK I DO AVOID HIM I FEEL VERY BAD WHEN AKID DO DOUT...
    AKIDIRANY AKIDIRANY 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    I want to finished what I started, I really do but that is not anywhere easy if its me. I have people who constantly watch over me ever since I was born, I'm driven everywhere, I...
    Sei02 Sei02 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    Ode to My Man ******************* I don't want to get hurt any more. I don't want to hurt other people any more. I want to get out of the hurting business.
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I really really really want that!! I want a guy I can laugh with and be myself around. I want a true friendship and a romance with physical intimacy :/
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 7 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    If you want me to add you, and you to add me, please respond to this experience or pm me. I want friends to add to my profile. Who wants to be one?
    Lifeisgood2100 Lifeisgood2100 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    To talk to other people when I wanted to. To tell him I like him. To say no. To say yes. To stand up for myself. To prove the *** holes wrong. To wear what I like. To not...
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    I haven't even had my first plane ride! I want to go places but my mom sucks at saving. Ugh. My top three places I want to go: California Tokyo NYC I will go there >.<
    emoscreamo101 emoscreamo101 13-15, F 5 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    just wanted to let any of you out there going through this know i have been there. i haven been through it. i know how hard it is. even more so when you have to face it alone. it's...
    varjakpaw varjakpaw 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    Hey guys! How are you going? I hope your doing well. Listen, I really want to share with you something I have found to be very beneficial to me. I am currently taking...
    sgawlik sgawlik 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    I just simply want someone to love me, the way I love them. I want to find someone to hold close to me, to grow old together with. Someone I can fallow the same path with. I wish I...
    inlandsea inlandsea 41-45, M 12 hrs ago

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    Happiness and Love just go together. If I could find love again, I would find happiness. After 14 years of marriage I realized I wasn't happy and never would be where I was. I...
    inlandsea inlandsea 41-45, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago