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I Want to Trust Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 64 People

    What Is Going On With Me....

    It seems like I have been having a lot of difficulties with trust. The people I went out with didn't like me enough to stick around. At least they didn't show it. Sometimes I have learned to trust my insticnct on that. I am learning to trust once again, but slower than I want to...
    Christian02 Christian02 18-21, F May 20, 2013

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    A Work In Progress...

     It is going to take a lot of work and inner reflection to learn to trust again.  After dealing with systemic mistrust in a relationship for 24 years....I wonder if I will be able to ever trust that anyone says what they mean and mean what they say.....?  It is a...
    invisiblewife invisiblewife 41-45, F May 8, 2009

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    ONE Day, Some Day

    I WANT TO BE ABLE TO GIVE MY HEART FULLY TO A MAN AND BE CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT, IN HIS HANDS, IT'S SAFE. NOW IF I THINK THAT WILL BE PROBABLE IS ANOTHER QUESTION. SO FAR LOVING PEOPLE HAS ONLY LED TO PAIN FOR ME. I STILL FEEL POSITIVE EMOTIONS, ESPECIALLY TOWARDS MY TWO...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 2 Responses May 9, 2009

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    I was cheated on, and it hurts. It happened once and I believe not again. But he lied to me for a year and a half and denied my intuition in repeated confrontations (I knew...
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    Sometimes you've got to be hurt before you can move on. And it makes you stronger. But at other times you get hurt and you can never trust again.
    KarenDew KarenDew 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 10

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    Hole – Violet And the sky was made of amethyst And all the stars were just like little fish You should learn when to go You should learn HOW TO SAY NO Might last a day, yeah...
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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
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    so I always wanted to be a girl obviously or else I wouldn't be on this page I am a 17 year old guy and I like cross dressing my family is supportive I am a foster child when I...
    alexscorby778 alexscorby778 18-21, T 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I thought I never would want it again, because of all my bad experiences with it.Just when you least expect it,there it is knocking upon your door.The question is ,will I let it...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    DevinaLockwood DevinaLockwood 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I just started having sex again after a 5 year hiatus. I started having it again about two weeks ago but now I have to wait until I'm not on my period or fertile again to have it...
    unearthlydeviant unearthlydeviant 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    Dad... I love you, but I can't trust you as much as I did before. And here are my reasons why: You made so many promises you could not keep. When I was young and afraid of my...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Mar 10

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    I am the kind of person who believes that the honesty is the key to every relation. I wouldn't say I have dated a lot. I am currently engaged to the fourth guy I have ever dated. I...
    southernlove45 southernlove45 22-25, F Mar 3

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    I can never believe you again. Ever. You have lied about everything. We were supposed to be married. We were supposed to work together and have each other's backs. Instead, you...
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    smuffette1967 smuffette1967 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've forgiven her, for I could hear her breathing again.
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