I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Just write whatever Comes into your mind :D 8,356 People

    I want a better life

    than this ... I m constantly battling to live a better life but nothing seem working right now... I just wanna disappear for a while .... No one cares tbh .. As long as you are giving what they want and benefits them .. They are ok.. No one will think about u and your situation...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    Apr 4, 2016

    I´d like to share some thoughts about what a

    real man is ... and how he behaves when in a relationship or telling a woman he is really interested in her...using words like "special", "unique", "wonderful"...but not quite respecting her as a person and/or her feelings... A real man loves and respects his woman for who she...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015

    I was and still am, "One of those guys"You know

    me in so many other people. You know me because of the large assorted friend zoned people you have quarantined to not cross that line. You knew me, but didn't see or hear me.You know me, I am the one who was more intuitively into you and thought you were devine. Was the "one...
    IGWMH IGWMH
    56-60, M
    6 Responses Jun 26, 2015

    this is my first time to post on media what i

    am thinking ..less stress.ooh .. i dont want to talk my friend in my problem especially to my family because i feel dramatic ..i post it coz no one know me =)..less head ache.
    SAKuraXLee SAKuraXLee
    22-25, F
    Apr 11, 2016

    On Hope....A four-letter word.

    Hope is the best thing and is the worse thing. Don't hope and wait; do and live! Be honest. Admit you hope because you don't have to change anything at all. Dreaming of the future helps us cope with present realities. And that may serve a temporary purpose, but PROPEL yourself...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jul 16, 2014

    "if I am thy blade, thee art my will" a random

    intrusive thought I had while I fell asleep. I've been saying it outloud as if that makes a difference. Do you recongnize that? I must have heard it somewhere. I googled it with no result.
    greatgost greatgost
    18-21, F
    Apr 7, 2016

    I want to see the souls of everything around me.

    I don't want to see them as they are. I want to feel them, understand them, communicate with them. People really have forgotten themselves. Maybe i'm wrong but they really don't seem to have a soul anymore. I was returning to my flat today from the market and on the way i saw...
    Dovev Dovev
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

    Hello. this is just something i wrote .

    .my feelings...about the Nepal earthquake. I've shared this on other group as as well. I know its nothing good or special...but I just hope that some of u can understand and help. for humanity's sake. Dust has yet not settled ..tears have not yet dried...a mother still hopes to...
    sasunaruizlove sasunaruizlove
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    I'm a newie to this and honestly wasnt sure

    which group to write in....I supposed this was best as it is abit of everything...all random thoughts and feelings in my head. Dont even know where to begin truthfully. It's clear though that my life feels like a snowball rolling down a snow covered hill towards a village which...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7, 2016

    So today I was walking home,

    & this little girl I've never seen before was like "hey! I know you?" & I was like lol really?. She was like in kindergarten maybe 1st grade lol. I didn't know what to say & her mom was just smiling awkwardly. The little girl was like "yeah I know you!" It was awkward haha
    omgchapstick omgchapstick
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    I just figured out why I love this app/website.

    It's like a supportive version of facebook, where people can actually be real and write what's actually going on in their lives without fear of judgement. And most of the time, not only are you avoiding judgement here, but you're also finding support. It's awesome and I love all...
    MadAsAHatterXII MadAsAHatterXII
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 13, 2015

    I have a story. I have a life.

    I have never been graceful or anything near it. I am blunt and brash. I am moody and at times selfish. I am giving and honest. I am me. I am no where near perfect and I never want to be. So far my life has taken me down roads I never thought I would travel. I have hit dead...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 6, 2014

    I broke my arm once after my best friend took

    me out for cliff diving and he pushed me off the cliff without me being ready. Thinking about it again, I'm annoyed.
    Protohipster Protohipster
    18-21, F
    Mar 31, 2016

    Firstly sory for my bad english Im a 1st year

    college student and im in love with my senior. When i frst saw him i think tht i just like his face, and i got it all wrong. I met him over n over and this damn feelin come. I get butterfly evrytime i saw him. I tell it to my friend and they start to find anything bout him 4 me...
    Foodx Foodx
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2016

    I'm still in love with the girl

    that turned me gay four years ago. Hella fated ****.
    Protohipster Protohipster
    18-21, F
    Apr 2, 2016

    this thing called sludgefeast has uploaded its

    mind into cyberspace. sludgefeast is behind you. sludgefeast goes bananas. never mind the bollocks, here's sludgefeast. sludgefeast burns bibles. sludgefeast climbs trees. sludgefeast lacks definition. sludgefeast by design. here comes sludgefeast. sludgefeast has reflexes like...
    sludgefeast sludgefeast
    31-35, F
    Apr 20, 2016

    I honestly have no idea

    why I'm writing (typing, rather) this. I guess I just want to thank the people who have helped me in my time of need. And I'm grateful for the people who were nice to me and to the people that I had the chance to talk to, even for just a few months. I never thought I'd be saying...
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet
    18-21, F
    Apr 20, 2016

    What you say should always match what you do.

    If it doesn't, your words will eventually become meaningless to others.
    Kimmy159 Kimmy159
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2016

    So, I'm thinking this might be my last

    experience to write on EP. I made my account after deleting Facebook. I just wanted that outlet. When I look back to the day I first made my account, I'm so happy that I didn't delete it like I almost did. I didn't think this app/site seemed interesting. I think the first...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    Apr 19, 2016

    Think. Think about what you eat,

    Don’t you know it comes from the World Under our feet? Think about words that you say; They come right back at you like Fertiliser spray We killin’ All the weeds growin up They just chillin We set them up with a home Then we feelin like They invading The space is ours...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    31-35, M
    Apr 6, 2016

    I truly love this because it represents my

    situation and I couldn't describe it better. Loving a band with all your heart is something you understand when it happens to you. On the surface, others can see it as a pretty obsession, but they'll just never know the feeling of putting so much faith into a few people on the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 10, 2016

    I haven't caught a cold in quite a while,

    but I caught a bad cold two days ago and had to stay in my bed for few days. I'm feeling better I'm almost back to normal. Yayy <3
    Rika39 Rika39
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    I'm stuck between wanting: 1.

    A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely badass together and in love 2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone/person I meet 3. Be independent and having a loyal dog/cat while I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    I'm the one who cares.

    .. when no else does I'm the one who worries.. when no one else cares I'm the one who wants everyone to be happy..when most are out for themselves I'm the one to tries to understand ...when no one else will I'm the one who will be there...when everyone else has gone I'm the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jun 26, 2015

    [From Vanya-Matryoshka's comics.

    I think that maybe, this is why I'm not happy. This is, so far, the most accurate description of how I feel these past months. If you feel the same, just know that you're not alone. We'll get through this. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, but someday. It will get better. We will be...
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2016

    I'm seriously at that point in life

    where I don't care if I get hit by a car.
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2016

    Yes, they are pretty random!

    My thoughts, I mean!I think about many things as I perform my tasks here.I think this part of London is very interesting.
    Gasquetas Gasquetas
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2015

    EP is not a pleasant place lately.

    I have taken some time away and might take some more time away again real soon. Some people on here like to harass people under the guise of false user names. Some people just like to cause drama. Some people live in delusion and wish to cause trouble. Some people use innuendos...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Jun 27, 2015

    'Here l go Again' by Whitesnake.

    This song popped into my head. It sums up how l feel, with a twist. I know where l want to go...it's the getting there I know where I've been... I'm not going back there So l walk along the lonely road of dreams.. But..this time, l know, I'm not alone...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Oct 18, 2015

    I'm speaking about Aillin Wuornos(a serial

    killer) in this video. If you have little time,please watch this video. Thank you. https://youtu.be/58v4gZ0Fd4w She got excution and passed away October 9,2002.She got death sentence as a murder,serial killer(killed male bad cops,and men who bought ''hooker(her)'' and one...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 11, 2016

    There are nights when I want to cry

    but I can't, so I just stare at my ceiling. And then there are nights when I'm just reading a book, or listening to music, and then suddenly everything hits me and I cry so hard for hours that I could hardly breathe.
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2016

    is it possible to fall

    for someone online? many says, I love you or I have fallen for you after quite some time talking online but.. is it really possible to fall for someone whom you haven't met? If it's just pure chatteing/messaging. No voice or video calls. Would it be possible? Have you fallen...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 11, 2016

    It's been great to be part of Ep :) thank you

    to those wonderful and amazing people I met in here... And this beautiful soul who I met a year ago and i m going to meet him soon .. Thank you Ep for everything ...good luck to everyone for your new journey :)
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2016

    i don't know anymore i don't know what i've

    been fighting for my life is full of empty promises madness... so hard to having insanity in this cruel world i was grown up&surrounded by wrong peoples in wrong places that's why i escaped i escaped... and started new life trust me it ain't easy..no matter what you say...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 12, 2016

    Beautiful. It’s a powerful word,

    one not thrown around as frivolously as hot, pretty or any of the hundreds of words used to describe women, debasing their worth to nothing more than the symmetry of their face and the fullness of their lips. It’s a word that holds power and prestige far beyond that of any...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    Sometimes it feels like the people you wish to

    understand you the most, understand you the least.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 27, 2014

    I am, again, pondering within my thoughts in

    the dark. Guess my stress has been chewing at my insanity again...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster
    22-25, M
    Apr 12, 2016

    Just because I'm used to everyone leaving me,

    doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Just because I laugh, doesn't mean I'm happy. Just because I'm having suicidal thoughts, doesn't mean I'm going to kill myself off.
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2016

    Why are there so many fake profiles on EP?

    Why do I feel that this is more of a dating site than a "sharing your experience" site? Why is it that a girls and guys act extremely desperate to wanting to have a "sex talk" Why doesn't anyone take anyone seriously here? Is it because of people like them? Not only has it been...
    Amagicalmysticalland Amagicalmysticalland
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    The time has come The end has begun Now you

    will see How unhappy you made me We had good times, l know But l went with the flow Always hoping that I'd get it right And l no longer had to fight It should have been easy, l didn't want much Just you to love me, l longed for your touch You did what you wanted, that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 13, 2015

    I write best when I'm falling in love

    or falling apart. The In-between is where I suffer from writers block.
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2015

    when a teacher is not able to transfer his

    knowledge to his students, you aren't doing your job properly. You might be brilliant or genius in your field, but if you not able to make your student understand, your knowledge doesn't make any sense. Don't be so mean to share your knowledge. you should know that the more...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 22, 2015

    I need to get drunk and forget everything,

    even if it's just for a couple of hours.
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2016

    Well, I have returned.

    Why ? Because since I heard the news of EP shutting down I knew I have to come here one more time to take a stroll down the memory lane before it's too late. June 07, 2008, That's when I started an account on EP, My first and the last one. When people like...
    PhoenixTearz PhoenixTearz
    31-35, M
    Apr 16, 2016

    Sometimes I give inspirational speeches.

    ..to myself...in the mirror. :p
    esmer2496 esmer2496
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 27, 2015

    Only the united beat of sex

    and the heart can create ecstasy. Whenever you do something that is not aligned with the yearning or your soul—you create suffering. I with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2016

    ¿Why do some people flirt with you,

    they make you think they like you and once your in love with them they immediately break your heart whemn you find out they are dating someone else?
    Dirtystepha Dirtystepha
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2015

    Masochistic Creatures

    Being in LoveWhat happens when you're in love?All your defences are down, all the walls around you is destroyed. Your fragile heart is in the custody of another person. He/she can do whatever they wants. Your heart is completely at their mercy. Most of the time your heart is...
    PhoenixTearz PhoenixTearz
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Aug 30, 2013

    MUSIC take me to places

    that I myself can't even envisage. The rhythm and the lyrics just flow within me and burst with mixed emotions. I simply don't know what will I do without music.
    alx99 alx99
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2014

    Men look terribly adorable in kitchen.

    Husband preparing dinner for his wife who is very exhausted due to chores and feeling a bit low. Single father giving cooking classes to his daughter who is all ready to learn what cooking is all about! :-) Brother baking a cake for his sister on her birthday to make her feel...
    hiddentears hiddentears
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2015

    I just wanted to say thank you to all the

    people in my circle that helped me through a tough time, things have gotten better and I hope things are great for all of you too.
    Hanniemarie123 Hanniemarie123
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2016

    The general interest of posting anything does

    not exist because this site is closing.
    Protohipster Protohipster
    18-21, F
    Apr 11, 2016

    Ask yourself were you happy with it?

    Well...I may be but I wasn't sure if it was what I wanted but I kept holding it on for this long. Somewhere I knew it was not going to end the way I wanted but I was hopeful. But this is life .. It doesn't always go the way you have planned. And what was I getting out of it...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    Apr 7, 2016

    To take off and move forward

    and never look back. To have the guts to do something you never did in your life. To make a dream a reality. To take a chance, roll the dice. Anything that is special and will finally give you true contentment is worth taking the greatest risks in life.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    Another rejection .. Expected tho :)

    and I am not sad :) at all. It's ok I didn't get the job but I got the experience. This was by far the most most amazing interview feedback I have ever had. She told me how can I improve and what was good about my answers. I appreciate their time and feedback :). Ps- She said...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Oct 1, 2015

    such a beautiful day today.

    i don't often bathe in sunshine but the sky is blue and cloudless and it fills me with joy. she did this to me. but i am and always will be a hi-tech lowlife, a black-haired soulless bottom feeder, an angel with dirty wings, a nocturnal butterfly... sludgefeast has left the...
    sludgefeast sludgefeast
    31-35, F
    Apr 20, 2016

    It's been more than a year

    since I joined EP and I would say overall it was a good experience... I have met some amazing people's on this site, who are compassionate, honest, sincere and among other things, people's that I respect/care and call my FRIENDS... I want to apologize to them cause I am not much...
    alx99 alx99
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    I'm lost. I'm confused.

    I don't know what to do. I don't know who I am anymore.
    wherehorizonsmeet wherehorizonsmeet
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2016
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