Freedom in these walls
Allow my dark desires
Name these lustful sins
Tease my mind with words
Accept the deepest pleasures
Stain my heart with greed
Insist on more tomorrow
looking into my heart.... -  ...
Written for me by my friend Jenny (Andjennyran.) she apparently understands my world.
The soft curve of my hip begs for your caress
Lying on my side
Yet you stay away
New Year's Thoughts. - What shall I ask of the New Year that is dawning ? What shall I hope as I face the new day? What shall I ask on the very first morning ? What shall I wish...
Changes. - Confusion abound,
Hurt n' despair,
Numb beyond repair.
Wanting to live,
Nothing to give.
Ghosts of days behind
The shadow behind the light in my soul
Your darkness appears
Dimming my hopes in whole
Leaving nothing behind but fear and regret
But a promise to myself I...
she feels - A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
Romantic Rebellion - Upon a bed of kisses laySweet surrender or soulless demise.A heart lays forgotten in her handbag.As the sugary delusion ends its sickly charade.I see you only...
Life Sentence - The life you live is not your own
You'll realize this when the kids are grown
Somebody else rewrote the script
While the one you wrote, lay tattered and ripped
I wrap myself in the warmth of a song
A melodic journey
It rustles through the cracks in my heart
Working its way in between the crevices of my design
It moves in a rhythmic motion...
A Crinkled Wrinkle
You may crinkle your nose and get lost in time
Only to be trapped and led to a world in which you seem blind
Who is it that creeps outside against your window...
All Day On My Mind,You Are My Soulmate... - Crosses the borderline for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind ,you are my soul-mate.
Smell flower,breath fresh air for you,my soul...
Your Struggle - the twitch in your cheek,your downcast eyesthe distant thunder,blackening skies,and so the rain comes,you weep into nightand then there is darkness,where there was...
Autumn Sunrise - Sunlight spills over the horizonin silky amber waves of autumn wheatcascading softly over sleepy earthand her gently rolling grassy hills and deep valleysstill...
Five Good Deeds - There’s five good deeds said he to me,I must complete to prove my love.If not in haste he would be pleased,upon the fifth he would so deema bit of naughty...
Laying in the water, I'm ready to play.
I've needed you, but no is all you say.
You've sent me here with my bag of fun, to attempt to quiet the beast.
Because my body is a task...
Let Me Be - Let me be the snowthat blankets your earthlet me be the windthat carries your leaflet me be the moonin your night skylet me be the cool shadecasting over...
Misdirection - I am unimpressed withyour big housefancy cardesigner suitsand your bank accountSpare me your suave swaggerslicked back hairand demonstrationsof your self-appointed...
Silk beneath cotton
Blushing and wanton
Open doors certain
Spread the curtain
Showered in lust
Gravity - The temptation of your kiss,an event horizonanchored in space-time,draws me closer.A subtle shift…in consciousness.A crossed boundary…maybe carelessness. Escape...
Take One More Step In 2012 - Take one more step in 2012Twenty Twenty Twenty 2012Take one more step for againTime Time celebrate 2012Take one more step for successBring Bring...
Keep your rope
Leave me in this well
I have a mind
I chose this hell
Keep your hope
My eyes will tell
Stop being kind
I'm already under the swell
A Simple Thank You.... - A friend from afar,
Of unknown place,
Favoring with friendship,
Despite the space.
Conversations we've shared,
Glowing in the light of darkness
The skin resonates its beautiful luster
Shadows fade her true flaws
Quietness accentuates her beauty
Moonlight dancer,is her...
Says my mind
Rebuke this life
Replies my heart in kind
Keep your vows still true
Whisper a thought
Indulge in affairs
Passion cannot be fought
At calm serenity.Got consequense.Crumpled insides.Random nonsense.I don't know much.I don't know where.Eye who knows why.I don't know my age.I knew not any name.Bare foot dog...
You mock my love
The dance that stole my heart
All that followed
Aha! I fooled you!
I will ***** your dignity
I will leave you empty and hollow
Where is your light? It was...
There are memories written in the snow in strange monograms that nobody knows
There´s a Sun that I once engraved with my finger into the muddy road
We both walked
I try to Keep a Open Heart
As Day and Night
And Night and Day
Make love to one another
Under a starless sky
Of Heart Break and Lonelyness.
And Lovers cry in the arms
of those they...
Only A Memory - Life isn't as it seems.
You won't remember me.
When I take my leave.
I'm barely, a memory.
What do you see, when you look at me?
Can't you tell that I am weak?
Yes, tomorrow my dear. You need to sleep.
No, not tonight my love. I need to sleep.
**** you for not ******* me.
I am not asking for fireworks.
Just your touch and your...
Life As I Know It - lifeis a dark mystery,a glorious galaxy,a day of sensuality,a night where one is solitairy,lifeis fleeting as a butterfly,it's colours gold and shimmery,then...
Masculine lines feed my eyes
Your mind excites; my resolve dies
Dreams of silken ropes to bind
Every touch a treasure to find
Songs fill the summer air
Inside me now for I am bare...
I Am Only One Piece In This World - I happy , when I saw happy smiley of you.I am only one piece in this world.I dance , when you send gesture on my profile.I am only one piece in...
Lovers I have, because these lovers I need.
You don't want to **** me, so go to ******* sleep.
How can I get what I ******* treasure?
When you are awake, blocking my...
I have always been there
Didn't you know without darkness there can be no light?
It is your nature to brighten the darkness as is mine to stamp it out
So it is that we find...
We Forget To Live On The Earth - We Hunted prey ,made cloth for us.
But we forget to live on the earth.
We destroyed forest,built home for us.
But we forget to live on the Earth...
Past the point of no return,
All lines drawn have now blurred,
To be on fire you must get burned,
Don't be so anxious you'll get your turn,
The prophets made profit of prophetic...
Lost the spark
Will we get it back
What we lack
Why do I need you
The laugh, the sex
The words you say
Such fun we have
When my day is free
I do not...
Come To Me - Come to me when your soul
Can dance no longer
Take your coat off
Wiggle your toes
Be naked with me
On my breast
Beneath my hair
Next to my heart
The Small Things Of Life. - Do the things you have to do and do it faithfully.Consecrate the commonplace wherever you may be. Someone may be influenced by what you say or do...
Simple is so sweet, so fluid, so dear
Complex is too much knowledge, creating fear
Easy I am, for I miss that lust
Hard it is, to earn my trust
Deviance drives me to the cliff...
I know that I am loved
But seldom am I wanted
So I seek it out
And now my dreams are haunted
I wake up wet and ready
Remembering our last chat
But my darling husband
Won't step up...
"this temporary death she lives tonight"
the dying candle throws itself
in shadows across the silent places of the room
one of the sleeping figures stirs
disturbed by distant...
Symphony of the Deep Compatriot
At first I thought it was infatuation,
The drawing was so sudden,
But what I felt was more than mere stimulation,
For the connection did more than...
My Poems. -
If I'm sad you make me happy,
If I'm confused you reassure me,
When I'm lost you always find me,
Great friends are always near by,
Words cause pain much deeper
Hit me I will heal much faster
Burn my heart and no one sees
I would rather have a bruise, yes please.
My honest nature is my friend
It will also hurt...
Admiring From Afar.... - A woman unique,
A delight to be true,
Your friendliness a treat,
Enjoyable are you.
Your honesty so real,
You are who you are,
No false airs, not fake,
Where do they come from
My wicked eyes
Can I control
My beckoning sighs
When will I learn to refrain
My spirit is wild once again
Who will save me from my sins
I too easily find...
In The Storm Alone - I'm standing in the storm; wind whipped and cold. My hair clings to my face wet more with tears than the rain. Although I call out your name, my voice is...
The Edge - She often looks like all is well
Smiles and laughter do tell
Not a soul would ever feel her
No one can sense her heart stir
Or see her deep thoughts blur
My mind so often feeds the fear,
stuffs it full to let no one near.
Keep up a barrier so strong and tall,
avoid a connection to stop the fall.
I cannot contain the growing dread...
Pain Pain Pain Go Away. - Pain Pain Pain Let me know Aim.
Hurt hurt Hurt Let push down them.
Gain Gain Gain Let me know Aim.
Happy Happy Happy Let pull up them.
Shame Shame Shame...