light in my soul
Your darkness appears
Dimming my hopes in whole
Leaving nothing behind but fear and regret
But a promise to myself I'll always be in dept
Through mocking smiles and traces of laughter
Taking me back to years of a past
I see whom I do not recognize
must stop wondering
Why it is we met
A day or two will pass with ease
I will believe I am on the mend
Then a memory is triggered
This loss not near it's end
Have you found your happiness
Do you think of me
If you had repressed the love
You would not need to flee
Pain Pain Pain Let me know Aim.
Hurt hurt Hurt Let push down them.
Gain Gain Gain Let me know Aim.
Happy Happy Happy Let pull up them.
Shame Shame Shame Let me know Aim.
Jealousy Jealousy Jealousy Let burn them.
Trust Trust Trust Let me know Aim
Security Security Security Let...
) she apparently understands my world.
The soft curve of my hip begs for your caress
Lying on my side
Yet you stay away
My tummy moves slowly welcoming tenderness
Hoping for your love
But you stay away
My heart aches to connect in sweet despair
Wishing I was good enough...
A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
each night she goes to sleep,
hoping she doesn't wake.
she doesn't know how she does it,
yet each day she makes it...
She often looks like all is well
Smiles and laughter do tell
Not a soul would ever feel her
No one can sense her heart stir
Or see her deep thoughts blur
All they know is she is so strong
Clueless to what really goes wrong
She stands on the edge, glancing down
So I seek it out
And now my dreams are haunted
I wake up wet and ready
Remembering our last chat
But my darling husband
Won't step up to bat
I wish I had a way
To peer inside his mind
I would accept whatever
Answers I would find
While I cannot fix it
I will do what I...
There’s five good deeds said he to me,I must complete to prove my love.If not in haste he would be pleased,upon the fifth he would so deema bit of naughty reverie.And so I breathed upon his heartand set its embers all aglow.And then I stoked his furnace brightits light revealed...
What we lack
Why do I need you
The laugh, the sex
The words you say
Such fun we have
When my day is free
I do not believe
You can own me
Obedience is not what
Burns my soul
You will never
Make me whole
My friend I love
You make me glow
Above all else
Do the things you have to do and do it faithfully.Consecrate the commonplace wherever you may be. Someone may be influenced by what you say or do.Somebody may learn a lesson just by watching you.Nothing's insignificant in day to day affairs: the trifling incidents of life,the...
I've needed you, but no is all you say.
You've sent me here with my bag of fun, to attempt to quiet the beast.
Because my body is a task master always needing to feast.
Surely you must know That I am not alone,
My connection to other greedy ones is my handy little phone.
thought it was infatuation,
The drawing was so sudden,
But what I felt was more than mere stimulation,
For the connection did more than push my buttons,
There seemed to be more than I could contain in desire,
For I longed to understand and I wanted to comfort,
To aid through all...
You don't want to **** me, so go to ******* sleep.
How can I get what I ******* treasure?
When you are awake, blocking my ******* pleasure.
You've already said that I might get tomorrow.
That is a knife to my ******* marrow.
I wish you did not know how much I need you,
you feel the warmth
Making you feel happiness
Fear my eyes
They show too much
Giving my feelings away
Sealing our connection
Fear my mind
It feeds your desires
Teasing and pleasing
Knowing how to intrigue you
Fear my soul
It is honest
Abruptly refreshing in a stale room...
Sunlight spills over the horizonin silky amber waves of autumn wheatcascading softly over sleepy earthand her gently rolling grassy hills and deep valleysstill moist with nightand rich with the lingering scent of anticipationHe summons her from gentle slumberwith the heat of a...
Oh let me count the ways.
Your delightful aroma fills the air with your gurgling percolating sound.
Pleasure sensations of flavor mixed with cream and sugar abound.
Your warmth, ever soothing upon my raspy throat
Awaken me to each glorious day that I might savor life's...
Upon a bed of kisses laySweet surrender or soulless demise.A heart lays forgotten in her handbag.As the sugary delusion ends its sickly charade.I see you only have the power to break me.As the fairytale dissolves into a nightmare.Forever has run out of calendar days.Care crumbled...
A woman unique,
A delight to be true,
Your friendliness a treat,
Enjoyable are you.
Your honesty so real,
You are who you are,
No false airs, not fake,
I admire from afar..
expression so open,
As you glance all about,
You show what you feel,
And leave no doubt.
Your smiles so...
If I'm sad you make me happy,
If I'm confused you reassure me,
When I'm lost you always find me,
Great friends are always near by,
Even when your miles apart,
When I have lost hope you give me encouraging words,
I break down and you pick me...
strange monograms that nobody knows
There´s a Sun that I once engraved with my finger into the muddy road
We both walked
And showed you the world full of flowers instead of gold.
There are memories of a fairy with long red hair and freckles on her nose
What shall I ask of the New Year that is dawning ? What shall I hope as I face the new day? What shall I ask on the very first morning ? What shall I wish,and for what should I pray?Ask for an eye that is open to beauty.Ask for faith that no bludgeon can break.Ask for the...
Coming to this place,
I no longer belong.
I walk in the door,
Not valued no more.
Avoidance is best,
Who woulda guessed,
It'd be like this,
A goddam mess.
You do your thing,
I'm doing mine,
Kinda stuck awhile,
Not a great time.
I wish you...
without darkness there can be no light?
It is your nature to brighten the darkness as is mine to stamp it out
So it is that we find each other so readily
I am drawn to you by your heart's song
I will consume you and feed from your endless light
I hunger and you are rich...
I happy , when I saw happy smiley of you.I am only one piece in this world.I dance , when you send gesture on my profile.I am only one piece in this world.I cheer up, when I got gift from you.I am only one piece in this world.I feel console when you feel like to talk with me.I am...
Come to me when your soul
Can dance no longer
Take your coat off
Wiggle your toes
Be naked with me
On my breast
Beneath my hair
Next to my heart
Smell my smoke
Feel the heat of my flame
Feel my humanity
Feel my love
Feel my power
Light me up
The life you live is not your own
You'll realize this when the kids are grown
Somebody else rewrote the script
While the one you wrote, lay tattered and ripped
You followed the path you were led to believe
And you lost the things you can never retrieve
Sorry son, too late for...
Tasting, touching, moaning, riding
An open life, no longer hiding
Her wants and needs, you are able
Here and now, it is no fable
Make her come, make her plead
She will submit, you are her lead
She loves to see the passion, desire
You have lit her inner fire
personal journal. I would like to share it with you.
This poem is about a prolonged, painful breakup about a year and a half ago.. I wrote it when I was very broken.
Hating feeling this way,
I can't wait for the day when I'm finally ok,
Waiting for that day,
But it seems far...
But won't harm my fate
A naughty man to match my smarts
One who will not try to bind our hearts
He doesn't ever set to chase
But always longs for my embrace
He must consume his foresworn
For his arm I will not e'er adorn
I need the lust, the words, the sight
They set my...
the twitch in your cheek,your downcast eyesthe distant thunder,blackening skies,and so the rain comes,you weep into nightand then there is darkness,where there was light.for this night you weep,till all your tears spentyour cry to the gods,the message was sentso sleep.. and the...
lifeis a dark mystery,a glorious galaxy,a day of sensuality,a night where one is solitairy,lifeis fleeting as a butterfly,it's colours gold and shimmery,then pain is felt so darklyand joy is only fleetinglylife a never, ending journeyi trip and fall so painfullythen on the path...
Replies my heart in kind
Keep your vows still true
Whisper a thought
Indulge in affairs
Passion cannot be fought
Ignore that thought
Responds my brain
My heart will drive my mind insane
Argue amongst yourselves while my body has its way
Keeping itself pleased each and...
and get lost in time
Only to be trapped and led to a world in which you seem blind
Who is it that creeps outside against your window pane
The noise of your maker is heard leaving your nerves in a state of insane
Which turn do you take when you’re pressed up against the...
Why am I bound
By invisible ties
My heart leaps yet
My mind sees the lies
So sweetly I will listen
That pain is never intended
Then my wounds will take such
Time to be finally be mended
that stole my heart
All that followed
Aha! I fooled you!
I will ***** your dignity
I will leave you empty and hollow
Where is your light? It was delicious and I did feed.
You thought we were one
You thought this was love
What do you know of love
I will take...
We Hunted prey ,made cloth for us.
But we forget to live on the earth.
We destroyed forest,built home for us.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We observed Birds,developed an Aeroplane.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We looked Sunrise,invented a Bulb.
But we forget to live...
fleeting. Wither wither flailing flower.
Encircled with vampires, whispers at my ear
Connecting, extracting. Will you draw from my weakness?
Madness wains, it is too late. I am weary. There is nothing left to take.
A friend from afar,
Of unknown place,
Favoring with friendship,
Despite the space.
Conversations we've shared,
Restrictions are few,
As truth gets bared.
Compassion and wisdom,
Tolerance as well,
Talking of possibilities,
My thoughts so dwell.
It rustles through the cracks in my heart
Working its way in between the crevices of my design
It moves in a rhythmic motion
It sways back and forth as waves in the ocean
The hollowed out parts of me
A melancholy melody
The story it tells delves into the layered shell...
I'm standing in the storm; wind whipped and cold. My hair clings to my face wet more with tears than the rain. Although I call out your name, my voice is suffocated by the thunder. Although I look for you, my eyes are blinded by the lightning. My body shivers and quivers with...
I am unimpressed withyour big housefancy cardesigner suitsand your bank accountSpare me your suave swaggerslicked back hairand demonstrationsof your self-appointed superiorityand uncouth sexual prowessDon't bore mewith your little mindimprisoned by little thoughtsyour trinkets of...
Crosses the borderline for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind ,you are my soul-mate.
Smell flower,breath fresh air for you,my soul mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate.
Forget the height n task,i jump for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate...
You need to sleep.
No, not tonight my love. I need to sleep.
**** you for not ******* me.
I am not asking for fireworks.
Just your touch and your ****, so much better than a vibrating stick.
Anger turns to sorrow, sorrow turns to fear.
Will it be like this, year after...
Complex is too much knowledge, creating fear
Easy I am, for I miss that lust
Hard it is, to earn my trust
Deviance drives me to the cliff
Caution screams to ask what if
Avoid me now, it's not too late
I am impossible to sate
Passion for life is my beckoning net
Should you ever find yourself at the edge of a cliff
Absent sight, and sanity
Bathing in the sun light of a lover's smile:
Contemplating your next step
remember these few things...
Don't listen to single people.
They are all bitter, and filled with lies. (Jk...
Life isn't as it seems.
You won't remember me.
When I take my leave.
I'm barely, a memory.
What do you see, when you look at me?
Can't you tell that I am weak?
When this world knocks me down.
For in this world.
I am only, a memory.
It never is as it seems.
You can only lie to me...
Take one more step in 2012Twenty Twenty Twenty 2012Take one more step for againTime Time celebrate 2012Take one more step for successBring Bring flower 2012Take one more step become strongFly Fly sorrow from 2012Take one more step become togetherPray Pray only...
Fading from the connection
I choose to lose what I found
When I hurt I want no love
No kind words
I turn my back without care
For our loving world
Alone is less pain
None to fill my need
Never feeling whole
But none that will ever leave
The temptation of your kiss,an event horizonanchored in space-time,draws me closer.A subtle shift…in consciousness.A crossed boundary…maybe carelessness. Escape velocity, moot.Point of no return.Caught in your maelstromof cosmic prowess. A celestial orb,I spend my...