that I deserve
Feeling dead inside
Living it alone within a relationship
You do no try to win my heart
Play acting is all you ever do
And then get angry when the show
Is not accepted as reality
You say you do not know what to do
Well, you’ve had many years to try...
As they float down the stream
Give me a truth
Then tell me a lie
Jump off the roof
To fall but not fly
Sing me a heart song
But show me no lust
Inside I'll feel wrong
My love turned to dust
Mi amor such a caper
Its really just fluff
Gone like a vapor
I have not enough...
Pain Pain Pain Let me know Aim.
Hurt hurt Hurt Let push down them.
Gain Gain Gain Let me know Aim.
Happy Happy Happy Let pull up them.
Shame Shame Shame Let me know Aim.
Jealousy Jealousy Jealousy Let burn them.
Trust Trust Trust Let me know Aim
Security Security Security Let...
Life isn't as it seems.
You won't remember me.
When I take my leave.
I'm barely, a memory.
What do you see, when you look at me?
Can't you tell that I am weak?
When this world knocks me down.
For in this world.
I am only, a memory.
It never is as it seems.
You can only lie to me...
I could fell it all over my veins.
Misery is the way I live,
Even all the love and care I give.
Nobody ever stops to ask,
Are you okay or everything alright?
I just hide my pain with a mask.
So i could get my pain out of people's sight.
I'm more hurt than people think,
as I cry all the time. why do you make me cry. do you like it when I cry. do you like to see me in pain. as my tears fill this glass as I cry cause I love you so much I don't want to lose you. and I am so afraid I am and you don't see it. I every night when you sleep I stay...
but I end up discarding it because it doesn't sound right , or because it seems corny .
But then I'm not being true to myself which means even in my own mind I'm guilty of approval seeking , or am I just over thinking it ?
Either way the window of my soul is full of so many...
hands outstretched, reaching
toward nothing, no one hand
to grasp, to catch, to hold.
The long stretch-shot in slow-mo
t-i-o-n, hair whips into my eyes
falling, without wings,
fat little kiwi, brown, nondescript.
I’m clawing for the ledge
a foot above my head,
Let me be the snowthat blankets your earthlet me be the windthat carries your leaflet me be the moonin your night skylet me be the cool shadecasting over you in the hot sunlet me be the birdthat sings your songand let me be the silencethat comforts your mindWhen...
you saw me walking down the street today
but you cant hear what i say
my thoughts go every where I walk
I speak even when i don't talk ,
see me walking down the street today
see the smile on my face
I take it every where for sure
until I'm out of view once more
I share with you...
I blur with the pain of
Your mouth as it
Thickens around my tongue
I catch air
in the way my arms
Wrap around the wind of you
The Memory of you
Dazzling in beauty
stealing each breath
I break my fall in
Your sticky wet love
The life you live is not your own
You'll realize this when the kids are grown
Somebody else rewrote the script
While the one you wrote, lay tattered and ripped
You followed the path you were led to believe
And you lost the things you can never retrieve
Sorry son, too late for...
but I got feelings to. and every time you do this to me it makes me feel more less about my self. I know I am not the best but I don't care.and you should not either if you love me the way you say you do. But you keep doing this to me and it makes me feel you don't love me at at...
Sea birds calling
The clock ticks
The phone rings
I gasp for air
he was a stranger to us all,
But he soon became my friend, this man so thin and tall.
Often, under clouds full of rain we waited,
Till it battered down upon his roof, which was zinc and corrugated
Firecracker rain fell down from the sky,
But we sat there together, safe and...
heels, usher in thunder.
Grey skies heralded the radiant broadcast.
He watched the mascara of truth
Run from looming clouds in her eyes.
Their lungs filled with their torrid history.
A sage wind tousled roots with hearts
Weaving a white ribbon through two spirits.
If i could you know i would set your soul free,
there's no point in hanging on
if the fires out then may be i should be gone,
it will be ok
just wait and see , one day when we are both free
waiting for that illusive day
when all our fears are so far away
my heart cry's for...
Open the flood gates of Heaven
although I fight fire with fire
only a great flood would dampen this desire
The mountains tremble
and the earth crumbles
as I make a decision
no longer to remain humble
Let it rain , let it rain
for no longer , will this fire contain
Sing my soul...
A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
each night she goes to sleep,
hoping she doesn't wake.
she doesn't know how she does it,
yet each day she makes it...
that I said has already been said before,
Everything I've done has already been done before,
Everything I feel has already been felt before,
You're like my ending and, my beginning,
To you I am the same as others,
But, I know my love is different and, I know what we had...
Upon a bed of kisses laySweet surrender or soulless demise.A heart lays forgotten in her handbag.As the sugary delusion ends its sickly charade.I see you only have the power to break me.As the fairytale dissolves into a nightmare.Forever has run out of calendar days.Care crumbled...
What happened to your smile?
When did it disappear from your face?
I try to make sense, through the silence
but seems I can find no trace.
What happened to your soul?
Has it turned black and cold?
It pains me to see you like this
sending out signals of distress
Have you ever gazed up into the infinity of space on a clear night, in awe of the absolute stillness and inconceivable vastness of it? Have you truly listened to the sound of a black bird on a summer evening? If not you will see but not see, you will hear but not hear. Can you...
Sam Hunt's "Take Your Time"https://youtu.be/iXi6IHFHeIAhey girl.....I know your name...everybody in here knows your nameand I dont mean to bother you...but you're cool and I likewhat you have to saycause there are alot of questions on hereand some of them bore me to tears...and...
the twitch in your cheek,your downcast eyesthe distant thunder,blackening skies,and so the rain comes,you weep into nightand then there is darkness,where there was light.for this night you weep,till all your tears spentyour cry to the gods,the message was sentso sleep.. and the...
Take one more step in 2012Twenty Twenty Twenty 2012Take one more step for againTime Time celebrate 2012Take one more step for successBring Bring flower 2012Take one more step become strongFly Fly sorrow from 2012Take one more step become togetherPray Pray only...
left and you are sitting there in stunned silence? The pillow shows the evidence of a heart rung dry, but no more tears will come.
All that can be said has already been said a hundred times before, and your voice begins to only be an echo off the walls. Nothing ever gets...
lifeis a dark mystery,a glorious galaxy,a day of sensuality,a night where one is solitairy,lifeis fleeting as a butterfly,it's colours gold and shimmery,then pain is felt so darklyand joy is only fleetinglylife a never, ending journeyi trip and fall so painfullythen on the path...
While your waiting for tomorrow get the most out of today.While you're waiting for the sunshine don't complain of the skies so grey.While you wait for future pastures don't forget the ones you've had.Call to mind the things enjoyed,the happy times and not the sad.While you're...
knew we needed the truth
to hold it all against you
if love is our god
then what isnt is not
it must come from somewhere else
if contradicts what were taught
the truth that we seek
should be in front of all things
together mixed with deceit
to keep us from feeling free
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what i want to do is..writing poetry again with passion and soul.
since that day,empty in my brain,sometimes i can get myself back together,but those feelings disappear soon.
so i go to my favorite beach or river to get...
before the battle even has begun
Always appeasing, but never pleasing anyone
Always finding ways to lose
Negotiating for a peace that never comes
Once the battle lines have been drawn
Once you start to stand your ground
Those who once had applauded you
Find ways to hunt you...
If I'm sad you make me happy,
If I'm confused you reassure me,
When I'm lost you always find me,
Great friends are always near by,
Even when your miles apart,
When I have lost hope you give me encouraging words,
I break down and you pick me...
She often looks like all is well
Smiles and laughter do tell
Not a soul would ever feel her
No one can sense her heart stir
Or see her deep thoughts blur
All they know is she is so strong
Clueless to what really goes wrong
She stands on the edge, glancing down
misplacing my smile
under this wait
I cannot let go
two o'clock striking
tolls to pay and bills
that just wont settle
into silence...into the
deep wail of my
soul, shouldered by
my heart whispering
to stay strong...stay...
hear me...near three
and it never ends
Should you ever find yourself at the edge of a cliff
Absent sight, and sanity
Bathing in the sun light of a lover's smile:
Contemplating your next step
remember these few things...
Don't listen to single people.
They are all bitter, and filled with lies. (Jk...
I am a wave.
For we, are but bodies
Of messages from brave
Sparkling dust of pollination.
From darkness, inner moon shines!
I am black panther of hunt;
I am black bear with a spark;
In this existence, creature of grunt!
Do you treat sister wolf like God?
Does she not wake...
Walking slowly across the wet grass
the sun shines , but it doesn't last
on the horizon I see a place
where we made love some where in space
fields of green grass , fields of gold
where we made love that was never told
It was our secret, our secret place
where we would disappear...
I happy , when I saw happy smiley of you.I am only one piece in this world.I dance , when you send gesture on my profile.I am only one piece in this world.I cheer up, when I got gift from you.I am only one piece in this world.I feel console when you feel like to talk with me.I am...
What shall I ask of the New Year that is dawning ? What shall I hope as I face the new day? What shall I ask on the very first morning ? What shall I wish,and for what should I pray?Ask for an eye that is open to beauty.Ask for faith that no bludgeon can break.Ask for the...
I got tired of waiting for a phone call that I knew I'd never get. The love that was once there is now a fatal memory. **** you know back then I'd do anything for you if you needed it I'd run for it and get it for you. **** if you were going to die from kidney failure I'd give...
she is Queen of everything
A prowess in distress, she'll slaughter to her heart's content
So it happens that one fine day,
In walked a fox,
Her coat as glamourous as soft linen and fine silk,
Now the lioness lay in wonder
Mesmerised by this fox's demeanour,
We Hunted prey ,made cloth for us.
But we forget to live on the earth.
We destroyed forest,built home for us.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We observed Birds,developed an Aeroplane.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We looked Sunrise,invented a Bulb.
But we forget to live...
pray the Lord our souls to keep
At least we got something, we didn't have to beg or steal.
As the years go by, we learn best we can
To love and walk in the shadows, it is part of the plan
In the shadows we play, mostly on our own
Till that special someone comes, so you're no...
You now know that you are loved. You never need to question it.
You feel the true emotion of intense love. The fire that burns within you is finally released.
You feel desirable and desired. Your inner beauty is now free to express itself at last.
You are mine and I am yours...
let the spirits help you, when will god win and tell you? Your ego is what makes your life a sorrow, you have to let it go to have a divine tomorrow. The Lord knows who you follow, you can whine but he will take you for a walk. His motto is to lift yourself in his ways and the...
Do the things you have to do and do it faithfully.Consecrate the commonplace wherever you may be. Someone may be influenced by what you say or do.Somebody may learn a lesson just by watching you.Nothing's insignificant in day to day affairs: the trifling incidents of life,the...
only few are granted
But the hope never loses
it keeps us going
to be able to get everything
no matter how hard the challenge
the strength never waver
though sometimes you feel tired
you'll just take a rest for awhile
and move forward
life is not easy
it gives you hard way.
Crosses the borderline for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind ,you are my soul-mate.
Smell flower,breath fresh air for you,my soul mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate.
Forget the height n task,i jump for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate...
I don't know how to dream your dream, so I don't
I could ask you to hold me tight but I wont,
my life is not mine ,its only here to borrow
I'm with you now, but may not be tomorrow
but if today was our last
would you regret the past
are we loves greatest glory
or just one more...