Ghosts of days behind
The shadow behind the light in my soul
Your darkness appears
Dimming my hopes in whole
Leaving nothing behind but fear and regret
But a promise to myself I...
Says my mind
Rebuke this life
Replies my heart in kind
Keep your vows still true
Whisper a thought
Indulge in affairs
Passion cannot be fought
looking into my heart.... -  ...
I know that I am loved
But seldom am I wanted
So I seek it out
And now my dreams are haunted
I wake up wet and ready
Remembering our last chat
But my darling husband
Won't step up...
Let Me Be - Let me be the snowthat blankets your earthlet me be the windthat carries your leaflet me be the moonin your night skylet me be the cool shadecasting over...
Life Sentence - The life you live is not your own
You'll realize this when the kids are grown
Somebody else rewrote the script
While the one you wrote, lay tattered and ripped
Freedom in these walls
Allow my dark desires
Name these lustful sins
Tease my mind with words
Accept the deepest pleasures
Stain my heart with greed
Insist on more tomorrow
All Day On My Mind,You Are My Soulmate... - Crosses the borderline for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind ,you are my soul-mate.
Smell flower,breath fresh air for you,my soul...
Simple is so sweet, so fluid, so dear
Complex is too much knowledge, creating fear
Easy I am, for I miss that lust
Hard it is, to earn my trust
Deviance drives me to the cliff...
Five Good Deeds - There’s five good deeds said he to me,I must complete to prove my love.If not in haste he would be pleased,upon the fifth he would so deema bit of naughty...
Come To Me - Come to me when your soul
Can dance no longer
Take your coat off
Wiggle your toes
Be naked with me
On my breast
Beneath my hair
Next to my heart
Masculine lines feed my eyes
Your mind excites; my resolve dies
Dreams of silken ropes to bind
Every touch a treasure to find
Songs fill the summer air
Inside me now for I am bare...
Misdirection - I am unimpressed withyour big housefancy cardesigner suitsand your bank accountSpare me your suave swaggerslicked back hairand demonstrationsof your self-appointed...
Only A Memory - Life isn't as it seems.
You won't remember me.
When I take my leave.
I'm barely, a memory.
What do you see, when you look at me?
Can't you tell that I am weak?
Should you ever find yourself at the edge of a cliff
Absent sight, and sanity
Bathing in the sun light of a lover's smile:
Contemplating your next step...
Yes, tomorrow my dear. You need to sleep.
No, not tonight my love. I need to sleep.
**** you for not ******* me.
I am not asking for fireworks.
Just your touch and your...
Oh brewed delight, how do I love thee,
Oh let me count the ways.
Your delightful aroma fills the air with your gurgling percolating sound.
Pleasure sensations of flavor mixed...
Pain Pain Pain Go Away. - Pain Pain Pain Let me know Aim.
Hurt hurt Hurt Let push down them.
Gain Gain Gain Let me know Aim.
Happy Happy Happy Let pull up them.
Shame Shame Shame...
Admiring From Afar.... - A woman unique,
A delight to be true,
Your friendliness a treat,
Enjoyable are you.
Your honesty so real,
You are who you are,
No false airs, not fake,
Perspective is warranted
Relishing the fun while
Preys on emotions
Evoking mortal sins
Calling my name
Talking of love
Insipid intrigue gives
Autumn Sunrise - Sunlight spills over the horizonin silky amber waves of autumn wheatcascading softly over sleepy earthand her gently rolling grassy hills and deep valleysstill...
You mock my love
The dance that stole my heart
All that followed
Aha! I fooled you!
I will ***** your dignity
I will leave you empty and hollow
Where is your light? It was...
Some more old poetry (:
Bite and Hold On:
The stars lined themselves up
in the sky, like marbles
ready to trip me over.
That's the sort of crazy
I'd like to walk over anyway...
Symphony of the Deep Compatriot
At first I thought it was infatuation,
The drawing was so sudden,
But what I felt was more than mere stimulation,
For the connection did more than...
The Small Things Of Life. - Do the things you have to do and do it faithfully.Consecrate the commonplace wherever you may be. Someone may be influenced by what you say or do...
It feels so strange,
Just not the same,
Coming to this place,
I no longer belong.
I walk in the door,
Not valued no more.
Avoidance is best...
When will I stop caring
I wish I could forget
I must stop wondering
Why it is we met
A day or two will pass with ease
I will believe I am on the mend
Then a memory is triggered...
A Simple Thank You.... - A friend from afar,
Of unknown place,
Favoring with friendship,
Despite the space.
Conversations we've shared,
A Crinkled Wrinkle
You may crinkle your nose and get lost in time
Only to be trapped and led to a world in which you seem blind
Who is it that creeps outside against your window...
Laying in the water, I'm ready to play.
I've needed you, but no is all you say.
You've sent me here with my bag of fun, to attempt to quiet the beast.
Because my body is a task...
New Year's Thoughts. - What shall I ask of the New Year that is dawning ? What shall I hope as I face the new day? What shall I ask on the very first morning ? What shall I wish...
Written for me by my friend Jenny (Andjennyran.) she apparently understands my world.
The soft curve of my hip begs for your caress
Lying on my side
Yet you stay away
Broken heart brings ruin
Dash them all to the ground
Fading from the connection
I choose to lose what I found
When I hurt I want no love
No kind words
I turn my back without care...
she feels - A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
Life As I Know It - lifeis a dark mystery,a glorious galaxy,a day of sensuality,a night where one is solitairy,lifeis fleeting as a butterfly,it's colours gold and shimmery,then...
Here is a poem I have taken from my personal journal. I would like to share it with you.
This poem is about a prolonged, painful breakup about a year and a half ago.. I...
We Forget To Live On The Earth - We Hunted prey ,made cloth for us.
But we forget to live on the earth.
We destroyed forest,built home for us.
But we forget to live on the Earth...
I have no control. I have no paddle. I am not the current. I am not even the rain.
Gravity - The temptation of your kiss,an event horizonanchored in space-time,draws me closer.A subtle shift…in consciousness.A crossed boundary…maybe carelessness. Escape...
Lost the spark
Will we get it back
What we lack
Why do I need you
The laugh, the sex
The words you say
Such fun we have
When my day is free
I do not...
Romantic Rebellion - Upon a bed of kisses laySweet surrender or soulless demise.A heart lays forgotten in her handbag.As the sugary delusion ends its sickly charade.I see you only...
Heart And Soul - All my heart and soul
God of heart
I am yours
I see you
Lonely girl with greedy lips
Wants him at her fingertips
Tasting, touching, moaning, riding
An open life, no longer hiding
Her wants and needs, you are able
Here and now, it is no...
I wrap myself in the warmth of a song
A melodic journey
It rustles through the cracks in my heart
Working its way in between the crevices of my design
It moves in a rhythmic motion...
In The Storm Alone - I'm standing in the storm; wind whipped and cold. My hair clings to my face wet more with tears than the rain. Although I call out your name, my voice is...
Can I find him
The perfect mate
Who'd love to **** me
But won't harm my fate
A naughty man to match my smarts
One who will not try to bind our hearts
He doesn't ever set to chase...
Changes. - Confusion abound,
Hurt n' despair,
Numb beyond repair.
Wanting to live,
Nothing to give.
I cannot walk away
Do I give myself
Why am I bound
By invisible ties
My heart leaps yet
My mind sees the lies
So sweetly I will listen
That pain is never...
Take One More Step In 2012 - Take one more step in 2012Twenty Twenty Twenty 2012Take one more step for againTime Time celebrate 2012Take one more step for successBring Bring...
My Poems. -
If I'm sad you make me happy,
If I'm confused you reassure me,
When I'm lost you always find me,
Great friends are always near by,
Strength, youth, beauty, fleeting. Wither wither flailing flower.
Encircled with vampires, whispers at my ear
Connecting, extracting. Will you draw from my weakness...