Life isn't as it seems.
You won't remember me.
When I take my leave.
I'm barely, a memory.
What do you see, when you look at me?
Can't you tell that I am weak?
When this world knocks me down.
For in this world.
I am only, a memory.
It never is as it seems.
You can only lie to me...
until today...it has been
slowly chipping in my life
unnoticed. I am the long
equation of despair and
the geometry of distrust
squared. With an addition
of my dreams, I subtracted
each day as I worked for
somebody else’s love, like
a check that should never
I don't think you realize just how much I truly care...
Or why I continue to lay my heart bare.
To put all of my emotions into words you can understand...
Would definitely convince you that I'm your #1 fan.
These emotions I feel for you are so incredibly strong...
We Hunted prey ,made cloth for us.
But we forget to live on the earth.
We destroyed forest,built home for us.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We observed Birds,developed an Aeroplane.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We looked Sunrise,invented a Bulb.
But we forget to live...
the twitch in your cheek,your downcast eyesthe distant thunder,blackening skies,and so the rain comes,you weep into nightand then there is darkness,where there was light.for this night you weep,till all your tears spentyour cry to the gods,the message was sentso sleep.. and the...
When reality and dreams collide it's not always for the best...
Sometimes the images you're left with cause incredible unrest.
Because dreams aren't always pleasant or end in happily-ever-afters...
Sometimes they are heartbreaking...gut wrenching...and devoid of any laughter...
I want to be completely free...
To think for an entire day about no one but me.
To get lost in pink cotton candy clouds...
To live my life boldly and out loud.
I want to experience never-ending laughter...
To find my happily-ever-after.
To spin like Maria in a meadow so...
girl in the corner with the shattered eyes
The girl in the corner with the broken smile
The girl in the corner with the darkened heart
She's going to tell you that the girl is like horror
Shattered, broken, darkened
And the girl will sit in her corner and listen
Let me be the snowthat blankets your earthlet me be the windthat carries your leaflet me be the moonin your night skylet me be the cool shadecasting over you in the hot sunlet me be the birdthat sings your songand let me be the silencethat comforts your mindWhen...
you see this thing you know as "I",
but behind this "I" hides an ocean,
infinite, vast, divine as the sky
but far deeper. And when
you see this tiny drop of "I",
know that separation lies
through desparation, but why?
I am not the drop, you see,
lost among the fearsome sea.
babies, needing to be
and nurtured until the
shrieks fall into murmurs.
This is where I feel my
damaged soul most,
in the quiet hours when
my confidence fails me.
torn seams with stained
cloth held together with
the safety of my sanctuary
known you for 1000 years, i feel happy around you,you make me smile when i am sad and your handsome no mater what anybody ses, you are the when i need you most, in hardest times,i love you, even though he might not love me
Maybe the bar is set too high, cos its a height I cant make.
I tried my best.
But I failed that test.
Now here I am, back at the start.
I wanted you to stay but you chose to part.
I felt I had it made.
Turns out I didn't make the grade.
I'd do anything to get you back.
and promise not to break it….
But now you have broke it, so I need to close the door
Closing the door to my heart, because I can’t take another break.
Only so many tears that one can shed….I have run out of tears
You promised me that you would never ever hurt me...
so many ways.
The answer isn't simple
Even though I've tried.
It's a question I've asked myself time after time.
I've tried to explain,
I try to keep my answers plain.
What I need is support and love at this time.
Not judgmental pushing
And warnings to get out in time.
who finds salvation through cheap booze , if could make my own I'd call it messiah in the bottle haha wishing it would eat away at my pain instead of my insides.
I rarely get High but nows one of those occasions where I feel the need to feel like I'm flying, I mean after all...
A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
each night she goes to sleep,
hoping she doesn't wake.
she doesn't know how she does it,
yet each day she makes it...
You said you would never leave me, you lied
You said you Loved me, you lied
You told me I could believe you, you lied
You told me, that you would never use me, you lied
You said I was beautiful, you lied
You said our love would last forever, you lied
You told me...
that the door was close
i saw others went by to their homes
n i saw that the door was open for them
those that went inside their home were satisfied n saw me with pity n they told themselves he should not walk there the first place
i look at my favourite possesion n promise that...
I feel lost within myself like
a shell that's fragmented, who will hear me cry?
Who will fix my shell and for fill it?
oh how empty I am fighting eagerly
to join u
to emerge the surface of light
to gasp the needed air
to bring me back to live
where are you love ?
you pain, and what brings you hurt,
The pain you carry inside you, is what causes you to hurt.
The pain that you hide from everyone else, has a way of sneaking up on you.
The pain that you hold, is something that is going to destroy you…
The hurt, the rejection, the...
if two people came together that were exactly the same , there would be nothing special about either .
Imagine me being the silent Indivisual that I am attracting people who are more vocal, and energetic even peppy if you wanna call it that .
Me being the guy who gets...
There’s five good deeds said he to me,I must complete to prove my love.If not in haste he would be pleased,upon the fifth he would so deema bit of naughty reverie.And so I breathed upon his heartand set its embers all aglow.And then I stoked his furnace brightits light revealed...
Happy Heart Day my friends, I'm so happy you're by my side,To keep me company during this journey as we enjoy Life's ride.And even though some of you view this as a Hallmark driven day,Despite this, I just wanted to take a few moments to say,I appreciate your friendship and I...
Crosses the borderline for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind ,you are my soul-mate.
Smell flower,breath fresh air for you,my soul mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate.
Forget the height n task,i jump for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate...
I am unimpressed withyour big housefancy cardesigner suitsand your bank accountSpare me your suave swaggerslicked back hairand demonstrationsof your self-appointed superiorityand uncouth sexual prowessDon't bore mewith your little mindimprisoned by little thoughtsyour trinkets of...
If i could you know i would set your soul free,
there's no point in hanging on
if the fires out then may be i should be gone,
it will be ok
just wait and see , one day when we are both free
waiting for that illusive day
when all our fears are so far away
my heart cry's for...
Returning often enough to entrap me in a prison,
Of scattered fragments of remembering what I sought only to forget,
Shards of painful memories bring forth a familiar sting of regret,
Shallow breathing and a racing heartbeat,
Rack my body with no room for clarity while my mind...
But my demons seem to always see me.
I scream "God why have you left me!"
But it's not Him who's left.
I grabbed my bearings in a flash, dashed up the stairs.
My heart beating fast.
And if anyone asks, I'm going on a journey to seek God
Trying to get where ever I'm going fast...
Open the flood gates of Heaven
although I fight fire with fire
only a great flood would dampen this desire
The mountains tremble
and the earth crumbles
as I make a decision
no longer to remain humble
Let it rain , let it rain
for no longer , will this fire contain
Sing my soul...
where I reflect to a time in past,I gaze blindly;I am in a trance,watching the lace white curtain dance slowly like a heartbeat off windows edge,like a pulse in sync with the summer’s breath of secrets that run quietly in the midnight air;through the silver light of...
Walking slowly across the wet grass
the sun shines , but it doesn't last
on the horizon I see a place
where we made love some where in space
fields of green grass , fields of gold
where we made love that was never told
It was our secret, our secret place
where we would disappear...
and killing all the things that we don't know.
Lost in static, an even harder blow,
to be free of the love you wash away.
A lost friend is nothing but an enemy.
But though life carries on,
it does no good to follow.
No longer will I pay my dues
to someone I don't even know...
He aimed them at me with such expertise...And with each new word I was brought to my knees.The tears started falling in a flood of disbelief...At how things could be said and cause such grief.Where was the tenderness of yesterday?My skies were no longer sunny but a gloomy shade...
Should you ever find yourself at the edge of a cliff
Absent sight, and sanity
Bathing in the sun light of a lover's smile:
Contemplating your next step
remember these few things...
Don't listen to single people.
They are all bitter, and filled with lies. (Jk...
to build yourself back up.
Sometimes I forget how broken I am, because I've worn this mask far too long it's fooled even me.
Sometimes I wounded how it's come times, and then I wonder if it will ever change.
When will I feel whole again?
Do the things you have to do and do it faithfully.Consecrate the commonplace wherever you may be. Someone may be influenced by what you say or do.Somebody may learn a lesson just by watching you.Nothing's insignificant in day to day affairs: the trifling incidents of life,the...
I always wanted a Best Friend.
Some people think you don't need friends,
I have no family, so I need friends.
People think its sick that you are my best friend
People don't understand how a blade can be your friend
But they don't know how it is, to hurt that bad
A moment this man had;a moment you see…Written in this moment is much mystery…This moment in time;I buried a part of me…I gave a part of me to the ocean of TREVIA majestic fountain I did learn, riddled in mystery,Curiosity;the water before me… was very...
I don't know how to dream your dream, so I don't
I could ask you to hold me tight but I wont,
my life is not mine ,its only here to borrow
I'm with you now, but may not be tomorrow
but if today was our last
would you regret the past
are we loves greatest glory
or just one more...
Worship me, like I worship you.
Love me, that is all I will ever ask of you.
Care for me, that is all I want from you.
Want me, as much as I want you.
I hope you need me, like I need you
I hope you care about me, like I care about you
Love me baby, that is all...