will over power you, the journey to get there, most wouldn't dare, I hope you can see, this void in me, bringing it back, will put me under attack, but all fear is gone, let it go with a song, now is when the change will start, to help fix when I fell apart.
Happy 47th Birthday to me...
That sure is a *lot* of candles I see.
I'm thinking I should start counting the years by five's or ten's...
Or maybe I could subtract some years and simply pretend?
I then realize that's the last thing I want to do...
Because I'm proud of what I've...
I always wanted a Best Friend.
Some people think you don't need friends,
I have no family, so I need friends.
People think its sick that you are my best friend
People don't understand how a blade can be your friend
But they don't know how it is, to hurt that bad
A love poem will not always be long and flowery. Sometimes what you need to say can be very short. In fact it may be the poem´s shortness makes it special. It may show that you put the time and effort in, to make every word count.
You considered carefully every word...
She often looks like all is well
Smiles and laughter do tell
Not a soul would ever feel her
No one can sense her heart stir
Or see her deep thoughts blur
All they know is she is so strong
Clueless to what really goes wrong
She stands on the edge, glancing down
A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
each night she goes to sleep,
hoping she doesn't wake.
she doesn't know how she does it,
yet each day she makes it...
Let me be the snowthat blankets your earthlet me be the windthat carries your leaflet me be the moonin your night skylet me be the cool shadecasting over you in the hot sunlet me be the birdthat sings your songand let me be the silencethat comforts your mindWhen...
small glimpse of hope still trying to keep hope alive and pulling out the stitches within the eyes its been a cold windy day for what falls into belief in reality its just a painting of what lies beneath
Open the flood gates of Heaven
although I fight fire with fire
only a great flood would dampen this desire
The mountains tremble
and the earth crumbles
as I make a decision
no longer to remain humble
Let it rain , let it rain
for no longer , will this fire contain
Sing my soul...
turns to water;Not far from the place where water turns to skyI listen to the ocean sing to me.It’s soft hush to my fears silenced themThat loving mother of me;Such is the water you see;My home;My heart;My all I am to be;I come to her when the warrior needs his serenity...
You said you would never leave me, you lied
You said you Loved me, you lied
You told me I could believe you, you lied
You told me, that you would never use me, you lied
You said I was beautiful, you lied
You said our love would last forever, you lied
You told me...
heels, usher in thunder.
Grey skies heralded the radiant broadcast.
He watched the mascara of truth
Run from looming clouds in her eyes.
Their lungs filled with their torrid history.
A sage wind tousled roots with hearts
Weaving a white ribbon through two spirits.
as stoneA heart so hardA heart of stone!A blackened heartAs black as darknessA heart so darkA heart of stone?Born to liveLive to dieUnanswered questionsPrayers unansweredQuestions? Questions?Exclamations! Exclamations!A Heart Of StoneIs harderThan the hardest stone.
Life isn't as it seems.
You won't remember me.
When I take my leave.
I'm barely, a memory.
What do you see, when you look at me?
Can't you tell that I am weak?
When this world knocks me down.
For in this world.
I am only, a memory.
It never is as it seems.
You can only lie to me...
but I end up discarding it because it doesn't sound right , or because it seems corny .
But then I'm not being true to myself which means even in my own mind I'm guilty of approval seeking , or am I just over thinking it ?
Either way the window of my soul is full of so many...
Should you ever find yourself at the edge of a cliff
Absent sight, and sanity
Bathing in the sun light of a lover's smile:
Contemplating your next step
remember these few things...
Don't listen to single people.
They are all bitter, and filled with lies. (Jk...
understoodI've been living to surviveI beating the odds more than I shouldI once loved a womanmade her my wifeShe stepped on my heartMorning,noon and nightShe left me and my childrenA cheater without regretI didn't care about my feelingsBut I did about my kidsSo I raised them...
to build yourself back up.
Sometimes I forget how broken I am, because I've worn this mask far too long it's fooled even me.
Sometimes I wounded how it's come times, and then I wonder if it will ever change.
When will I feel whole again?
before the battle even has begun
Always appeasing, but never pleasing anyone
Always finding ways to lose
Negotiating for a peace that never comes
Once the battle lines have been drawn
Once you start to stand your ground
Those who once had applauded you
Find ways to hunt you...
While your waiting for tomorrow get the most out of today.While you're waiting for the sunshine don't complain of the skies so grey.While you wait for future pastures don't forget the ones you've had.Call to mind the things enjoyed,the happy times and not the sad.While you're...
He aimed them at me with such expertise...And with each new word I was brought to my knees.The tears started falling in a flood of disbelief...At how things could be said and cause such grief.Where was the tenderness of yesterday?My skies were no longer sunny but a gloomy shade...
Looking into my heart, I wonder what you will see.
You won't see Love
and you won't see flowers.
You won't see something pretty
You will see something Dark
You will see something evil
Something so unreal
Something so cruel
You will see the real pain i feel
and heaves in my chest
I've lived to see another day
I look up at God and begin to pray
The lord has given me hope
Greater than the words I ever spoke
I will not fear to fly
Nor will I fear to die
I will start my own life anew
And find things out I never knew
The world is...
and promise not to break it….
But now you have broke it, so I need to close the door
Closing the door to my heart, because I can’t take another break.
Only so many tears that one can shed….I have run out of tears
You promised me that you would never ever hurt me...
so many ways.
The answer isn't simple
Even though I've tried.
It's a question I've asked myself time after time.
I've tried to explain,
I try to keep my answers plain.
What I need is support and love at this time.
Not judgmental pushing
And warnings to get out in time.
when I breath it's no fun being in hell but I'm too afraid to leave , ok this may sound insane but my brain has convinced me my demons might miss me when everyone else fades away they're still going with me .
Funny they're the reason everyone faded away and why I'm still...
Have you ever gazed up into the infinity of space on a clear night, in awe of the absolute stillness and inconceivable vastness of it? Have you truly listened to the sound of a black bird on a summer evening? If not you will see but not see, you will hear but not hear. Can you...
Crosses the borderline for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind ,you are my soul-mate.
Smell flower,breath fresh air for you,my soul mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate.
Forget the height n task,i jump for you,my soul-mate.
All day on my mind,you are my soul-mate...
I happy , when I saw happy smiley of you.I am only one piece in this world.I dance , when you send gesture on my profile.I am only one piece in this world.I cheer up, when I got gift from you.I am only one piece in this world.I feel console when you feel like to talk with me.I am...
girl in the corner with the shattered eyes
The girl in the corner with the broken smile
The girl in the corner with the darkened heart
She's going to tell you that the girl is like horror
Shattered, broken, darkened
And the girl will sit in her corner and listen
There’s five good deeds said he to me,I must complete to prove my love.If not in haste he would be pleased,upon the fifth he would so deema bit of naughty reverie.And so I breathed upon his heartand set its embers all aglow.And then I stoked his furnace brightits light revealed...
As words flow thru my head, and rivers begin to form, I'm stuck here, wondering in a corner.
I don't feel as though tears are needed anymore, just wish I could get out of this shore.
The waters, they suck me into the dark abyss. Deeper, deeper, the water becomes less clearer...
What shall I ask of the New Year that is dawning ? What shall I hope as I face the new day? What shall I ask on the very first morning ? What shall I wish,and for what should I pray?Ask for an eye that is open to beauty.Ask for faith that no bludgeon can break.Ask for the...
Happy Heart Day my friends, I'm so happy you're by my side,To keep me company during this journey as we enjoy Life's ride.And even though some of you view this as a Hallmark driven day,Despite this, I just wanted to take a few moments to say,I appreciate your friendship and I...
If i could you know i would set your soul free,
there's no point in hanging on
if the fires out then may be i should be gone,
it will be ok
just wait and see , one day when we are both free
waiting for that illusive day
when all our fears are so far away
my heart cry's for...
I feel lost within myself like
a shell that's fragmented, who will hear me cry?
Who will fix my shell and for fill it?
oh how empty I am fighting eagerly
to join u
to emerge the surface of light
to gasp the needed air
to bring me back to live
where are you love ?