I want to be completely free...
To think for an entire day about no one but me.
To get lost in pink cotton candy clouds...
To live my life boldly and out loud.
I want to experience never-ending laughter...
To find my happily-ever-after.
To spin like Maria in a meadow so...
Happy 47th Birthday to me...
That sure is a *lot* of candles I see.
I'm thinking I should start counting the years by five's or ten's...
Or maybe I could subtract some years and simply pretend?
I then realize that's the last thing I want to do...
Because I'm proud of what I've...
from walking with my wayward lover.
Curve of moon resting in our right hand, without cover.
Paused; at the portal of many seasons in sparkling gown
To shield the lamplight from wind and rain's showdown.
While emerald sisters dance and taunt my growing belly,
A City yet to be...
If i could you know i would set your soul free,
there's no point in hanging on
if the fires out then may be i should be gone,
it will be ok
just wait and see , one day when we are both free
waiting for that illusive day
when all our fears are so far away
my heart cry's for...
for your skin against mine
ache for your lips
i want the darkness of your deep desires
i want the hot lusts in your hands on me
i can taste you
and it is driving me mad
you are intoxicating to me
i can feel your presence in my thoughts
feel you in the air
i am breathing you
A friend from afar,
Of unknown place,
Favoring with friendship,
Despite the space.
Conversations we've shared,
Restrictions are few,
As truth gets bared.
Compassion and wisdom,
Tolerance as well,
Talking of possibilities,
My thoughts so dwell.
Can you here the drum?
Can you feel the heat?
The tender glow,
Iridescence of a beautiful soul.
The pounding beat,
A heart flutter like the beat of wing.
The radiating warmth
A unity of a perfect love.
That's the way you make me feel.
body lays next to you
extended in the sun with a spring smile that
tastes of tender green. Your persistent garden
of love, tended with dirty adoration and sweaty
bliss, resonates from her skin. A primal yearning
to take seed and press it into moist ground. Flood
Should you ever find yourself at the edge of a cliff
Absent sight, and sanity
Bathing in the sun light of a lover's smile:
Contemplating your next step
remember these few things...
Don't listen to single people.
They are all bitter, and filled with lies. (Jk...
so many ways.
The answer isn't simple
Even though I've tried.
It's a question I've asked myself time after time.
I've tried to explain,
I try to keep my answers plain.
What I need is support and love at this time.
Not judgmental pushing
And warnings to get out in time.
I don't know how to dream your dream, so I don't
I could ask you to hold me tight but I wont,
my life is not mine ,its only here to borrow
I'm with you now, but may not be tomorrow
but if today was our last
would you regret the past
are we loves greatest glory
or just one more...
When will I stop
Trying to fill my core?
A gap exists in every life.
What do you lack?
What causes you strife?
Will it ever make you change your track?
I've stayed the course
For many years.
Honest love has kept me here,
Not the common fears.
I wonder if a time...
We Hunted prey ,made cloth for us.
But we forget to live on the earth.
We destroyed forest,built home for us.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We observed Birds,developed an Aeroplane.
But we forget to live on the Earth.
We looked Sunrise,invented a Bulb.
But we forget to live...
I am a wave.
For we, are but bodies
Of messages from brave
Sparkling dust of pollination.
From darkness, inner moon shines!
I am black panther of hunt;
I am black bear with a spark;
In this existence, creature of grunt!
Do you treat sister wolf like God?
Does she not wake...
of it a stronger voice.
Lent substance, through a willing ear,
To all my thread-bare, dog-eared dreams
Of which, through her open door I flung
And fled, like a child, a short retreat
Expectant of a sharp retort or,
More, the blow to crush my heart;
That , from her tongue, I...
be a real girl
Who's free from those things
I wanna make choices
Not be told what to do
Cause now I don't have a voice
To stand up to you.
I'll take what you give
But I'll never need it
I'm just clay in your hands...
Kill the dark, kid, don't feed it....
Though I've stumbled
a thousand times
off the hill
The humongous rock
keeps on rolling
a painful and vicious cycle
Wish I could be
Atlas of Greece
lift this heavy rock
heels, usher in thunder.
Grey skies heralded the radiant broadcast.
He watched the mascara of truth
Run from looming clouds in her eyes.
Their lungs filled with their torrid history.
A sage wind tousled roots with hearts
Weaving a white ribbon through two spirits.
the twitch in your cheek,your downcast eyesthe distant thunder,blackening skies,and so the rain comes,you weep into nightand then there is darkness,where there was light.for this night you weep,till all your tears spentyour cry to the gods,the message was sentso sleep.. and the...
To swing from a chandelier of stars.
Although misunderstood from conception,
Alive as a pink poppy with all my scars!
A wildflower doesn't grow in every garden.
Creation of prose, due to a pardon.
Soul is not about if words rhyme;
My blooms kiss the heavens...
I BEG YOUR PARDONDid the dawns embracing breath fallGentle on Herberts young and pallid brow?Did she, his trembling lips, appease withTender kiss and whisper, calm?Did his young, drained, face a final smile,Or blush, reveal to her caressThat...
moment I'm laughing
The next I'll be dead
Darling don't tell me
I'm perfect in your eyes
Cause I know the truth
And I'm rotting inside
Someone says that they love me
Someone says that they're here
But why the hell am I
Still alone and in fear?
The broken prices of
The road I...
What shall I ask of the New Year that is dawning ? What shall I hope as I face the new day? What shall I ask on the very first morning ? What shall I wish,and for what should I pray?Ask for an eye that is open to beauty.Ask for faith that no bludgeon can break.Ask for the...
Can you imagine not knowing your left from your right like a baby ?
To be lost ,
Can you imagine not knowing up from down ?
To be lost ,
So many damn people with so many beliefs thrown on top of us , we think we're deciding on our own but most are making choices...
clouds gather to sprinkle
Sunshine's tears in the green hanky
Where the sun hangs on the crinkle.
She ran inside, to the small cottage
Leaving splashes on marble flooring.
Small pitter-patters of love's wattage.
Her hood removed, henna cascades
Like silk, down her bare...
Do the things you have to do and do it faithfully.Consecrate the commonplace wherever you may be. Someone may be influenced by what you say or do.Somebody may learn a lesson just by watching you.Nothing's insignificant in day to day affairs: the trifling incidents of life,the...
give a smile as a token
I will not always hide
Clenching my jaw
I can't let you through
What if you saw
The world from my view
Walls for a reason
They give me protection
When the coldest of seasons
I cannot change
This way that I cope
When my mind has...
not for the joy
but for the pain. Just because the bee
stings doesn't mean I am not drawn
to play with it. 17 years with a man,
and each day he wakes up to a different
woman. Yet, you believe you know me.
Know all about my heart and have mapped
my mind...it's wonderfully...
The icy blast that sends me to
A stark and barren wilderness;
And yet, with noise, my mind is plagued
A commotion of colliding thoughts
That taunt as it ruminates
The constant, senseless chattering.
I fear the closing of her page
That her ink might cease to...
me like twin regrets
her face was full of the dark hours
full of graveyards of her truths once held so high
now she stumbles in the hasty shadows of
storms riding the coastal highway
in the company of men who had
seen brighter days of their own
they break off a piece of stale...
She often looks like all is well
Smiles and laughter do tell
Not a soul would ever feel her
No one can sense her heart stir
Or see her deep thoughts blur
All they know is she is so strong
Clueless to what really goes wrong
She stands on the edge, glancing down
A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
each night she goes to sleep,
hoping she doesn't wake.
she doesn't know how she does it,
yet each day she makes it...
found in this uncaged creature,
But the mystery of bone
Buried in dust; shall gleam
When teardrops become a stream.
Release, release and sail
To the corners of your smile
Where joy stretches a mile.
Pure spirit lives in the form
Of the truest horn;
I happy , when I saw happy smiley of you.I am only one piece in this world.I dance , when you send gesture on my profile.I am only one piece in this world.I cheer up, when I got gift from you.I am only one piece in this world.I feel console when you feel like to talk with me.I am...
I don't think you realize just how much I truly care...
Or why I continue to lay my heart bare.
To put all of my emotions into words you can understand...
Would definitely convince you that I'm your #1 fan.
These emotions I feel for you are so incredibly strong...
I'm just a silly girl with emotions that run deep...
When I take you into my heart then it's for keeps.
I'm just a silly girl with a spirit that won't quit...
So when I choose you than I fully commit.
I'm just a silly girl with dreams that are sort of gigantic...
I think this is...
The jade lull between the cracks.
Placing a quarter in the concessionaire
Of vending machines; landing clickety-clak.
There he appears, the Monarch of gull island.
His leather skin glistening under high noon.
The waves of his unpretentious hair
Catch the silk glow of the...
He aimed them at me with such expertise...And with each new word I was brought to my knees.The tears started falling in a flood of disbelief...At how things could be said and cause such grief.Where was the tenderness of yesterday?My skies were no longer sunny but a gloomy shade...
Making me feel normal.
Intercepting my needs.
Never judging my thoughts.
Always on the same page.
Wrestling with the same cravings.
Each day is more fun.
Open and always searching.
Fishing to find a release.
Yellow cup of joy daily.
One of many connections...
Open the flood gates of Heaven
although I fight fire with fire
only a great flood would dampen this desire
The mountains tremble
and the earth crumbles
as I make a decision
no longer to remain humble
Let it rain , let it rain
for no longer , will this fire contain
Sing my soul...
received the wrong way, and the people who don't care have the most to say . I don't like to see people hurt, but I'd rather suffer alone than to bring my issues to your doorsteps id rather keep it home . To express my thoughts to the world is to be exposed, and naked now I see...
There’s five good deeds said he to me,I must complete to prove my love.If not in haste he would be pleased,upon the fifth he would so deema bit of naughty reverie.And so I breathed upon his heartand set its embers all aglow.And then I stoked his furnace brightits light revealed...
Let me be the snowthat blankets your earthlet me be the windthat carries your leaflet me be the moonin your night skylet me be the cool shadecasting over you in the hot sunlet me be the birdthat sings your songand let me be the silencethat comforts your mindWhen...
the night's cloakTo dance in the pouring rain.She confesses all his deepest sins;With mind wide open to absorb pain.Turning, another leaf, like fiery blush;Spreading, the moon of another world.Only yesterday, footprints stirred sparkling dustTo stretch your white fabric; until...
While your waiting for tomorrow get the most out of today.While you're waiting for the sunshine don't complain of the skies so grey.While you wait for future pastures don't forget the ones you've had.Call to mind the things enjoyed,the happy times and not the sad.While you're...
Walking slowly across the wet grass
the sun shines , but it doesn't last
on the horizon I see a place
where we made love some where in space
fields of green grass , fields of gold
where we made love that was never told
It was our secret, our secret place
where we would disappear...
Rich with desire and passion, bleeds
To fill the coffer of my soul;
Her value, all this wealth, exceeds...
But I will not live beyond my means,
Her fondness I can cover;
I'd rather keep her as a friend...
Than lose her as a lover.
When sleep eludes my life.
I need your words, make me laugh,
Cut the blackness with a knife.
So many say that they don't sleep,
But seldom is it true.
Frozen clock beside me now,
It flies when I'm with you.
I wish I could just go to sleep,
And wake up in the light.
but I'm writing a poem for and about my father. It's been about since I've been able to write. I read the first draft on Father's Day and he was choked up (hard to do) and mom was in tears. Score one for homemade gifts. It was ok at the time, good to them, but it needs needs...
Have you ever gazed up into the infinity of space on a clear night, in awe of the absolute stillness and inconceivable vastness of it? Have you truly listened to the sound of a black bird on a summer evening? If not you will see but not see, you will hear but not hear. Can you...
trapped without excuse.
sometimes we thought a way out, in the end it just make it worse.
no space, even just for a single new move.
harvest season in the morning, hurricane at night.
can I see the world the way I saw it when I was a little girl? when its all...