Life isn't as it seems.
You won't remember me.
When I take my leave.
I'm barely, a memory.
What do you see, when you look at me?
Can't you tell that I am weak?
When this world knocks me down.
For in this world.
I am only, a memory.
It never is as it seems.
You can only lie to me...
until today...it has been
slowly chipping in my life
unnoticed. I am the long
equation of despair and
the geometry of distrust
squared. With an addition
of my dreams, I subtracted
each day as I worked for
somebody else’s love, like
a check that should never
and killing all the things that we don't know.
Lost in static, an even harder blow,
to be free of the love you wash away.
A lost friend is nothing but an enemy.
But though life carries on,
it does no good to follow.
No longer will I pay my dues
to someone I don't even know...
I want to be completely free...
To think for an entire day about no one but me.
To get lost in pink cotton candy clouds...
To live my life boldly and out loud.
I want to experience never-ending laughter...
To find my happily-ever-after.
To spin like Maria in a meadow so...
to build yourself back up.
Sometimes I forget how broken I am, because I've worn this mask far too long it's fooled even me.
Sometimes I wounded how it's come times, and then I wonder if it will ever change.
When will I feel whole again?
While your waiting for tomorrow get the most out of today.While you're waiting for the sunshine don't complain of the skies so grey.While you wait for future pastures don't forget the ones you've had.Call to mind the things enjoyed,the happy times and not the sad.While you're...
and promise not to break it….
But now you have broke it, so I need to close the door
Closing the door to my heart, because I can’t take another break.
Only so many tears that one can shed….I have run out of tears
You promised me that you would never ever hurt me...
Have you ever gazed up into the infinity of space on a clear night, in awe of the absolute stillness and inconceivable vastness of it? Have you truly listened to the sound of a black bird on a summer evening? If not you will see but not see, you will hear but not hear. Can you...
There’s five good deeds said he to me,I must complete to prove my love.If not in haste he would be pleased,upon the fifth he would so deema bit of naughty reverie.And so I breathed upon his heartand set its embers all aglow.And then I stoked his furnace brightits light revealed...
if two people came together that were exactly the same , there would be nothing special about either .
Imagine me being the silent Indivisual that I am attracting people who are more vocal, and energetic even peppy if you wanna call it that .
Me being the guy who gets...
shaded wood I must;
Liniment for a marred soul.
In love with the seclusion it offers;
I yearn for the peace it brings.
Amble about in nature's song
I stroll along to such sounds:
Singing birds, dinky feet on Forest's floor, water-a-trickling.
Healing from a pain so deep
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What shall I ask of the New Year that is dawning ? What shall I hope as I face the new day? What shall I ask on the very first morning ? What shall I wish,and for what should I pray?Ask for an eye that is open to beauty.Ask for faith that no bludgeon can break.Ask for the...
A battle with depression,
a fight she cannot win.
no matter how strong she is,
she thinks she'll give in.
she smiles like she means it,
but her smile is fake.
each night she goes to sleep,
hoping she doesn't wake.
she doesn't know how she does it,
yet each day she makes it...
He aimed them at me with such expertise...And with each new word I was brought to my knees.The tears started falling in a flood of disbelief...At how things could be said and cause such grief.Where was the tenderness of yesterday?My skies were no longer sunny but a gloomy shade...
Maybe the bar is set too high, cos its a height I cant make.
I tried my best.
But I failed that test.
Now here I am, back at the start.
I wanted you to stay but you chose to part.
I felt I had it made.
Turns out I didn't make the grade.
I'd do anything to get you back.
when you are not here
to be my joyful noise.
the notes played for you
but fit deep into my soul.
Off key at times with a
cacophony of the blues
drawn out in the practice
of our life, made perfect
by simply striking the cord
in me...as you walked off
and I walked away alone...
Should you ever find yourself at the edge of a cliff
Absent sight, and sanity
Bathing in the sun light of a lover's smile:
Contemplating your next step
remember these few things...
Don't listen to single people.
They are all bitter, and filled with lies. (Jk...
Looking into my heart, I wonder what you will see.
You won't see Love
and you won't see flowers.
You won't see something pretty
You will see something Dark
You will see something evil
Something so unreal
Something so cruel
You will see the real pain i feel
Oh, how I welcome the mental ease
The pure pleasure of.. just..having.. nothing pressing
The fulfillment and depth of "I Am"
This calm unknown feeling.. a freedom from stressful thoughts
The stillness of my heart..
comfortably, rhythmically beating
The quiet break...
I don't think you realize just how much I truly care...
Or why I continue to lay my heart bare.
To put all of my emotions into words you can understand...
Would definitely convince you that I'm your #1 fan.
These emotions I feel for you are so incredibly strong...
She often looks like all is well
Smiles and laughter do tell
Not a soul would ever feel her
No one can sense her heart stir
Or see her deep thoughts blur
All they know is she is so strong
Clueless to what really goes wrong
She stands on the edge, glancing down
heels, usher in thunder.
Grey skies heralded the radiant broadcast.
He watched the mascara of truth
Run from looming clouds in her eyes.
Their lungs filled with their torrid history.
A sage wind tousled roots with hearts
Weaving a white ribbon through two spirits.
feel this feeling of love
And I tell myself it is wrong to love you
For though I do I trust not my vision
For though you are lame you are beautiful
And though you are young you are wise
And though you love her you love me
And for not your eyes see that you are my tinker
Returning often enough to entrap me in a prison,
Of scattered fragments of remembering what I sought only to forget,
Shards of painful memories bring forth a familiar sting of regret,
Shallow breathing and a racing heartbeat,
Rack my body with no room for clarity while my mind...
that the door was close
i saw others went by to their homes
n i saw that the door was open for them
those that went inside their home were satisfied n saw me with pity n they told themselves he should not walk there the first place
i look at my favourite possesion n promise that...
Happy Heart Day my friends, I'm so happy you're by my side,To keep me company during this journey as we enjoy Life's ride.And even though some of you view this as a Hallmark driven day,Despite this, I just wanted to take a few moments to say,I appreciate your friendship and I...
Do the things you have to do and do it faithfully.Consecrate the commonplace wherever you may be. Someone may be influenced by what you say or do.Somebody may learn a lesson just by watching you.Nothing's insignificant in day to day affairs: the trifling incidents of life,the...
where I reflect to a time in past,I gaze blindly;I am in a trance,watching the lace white curtain dance slowly like a heartbeat off windows edge,like a pulse in sync with the summer’s breath of secrets that run quietly in the midnight air;through the silver light of...
I'm just a silly girl with emotions that run deep...
When I take you into my heart then it's for keeps.
I'm just a silly girl with a spirit that won't quit...
So when I choose you than I fully commit.
I'm just a silly girl with dreams that are sort of gigantic...
I think this is...
the twitch in your cheek,your downcast eyesthe distant thunder,blackening skies,and so the rain comes,you weep into nightand then there is darkness,where there was light.for this night you weep,till all your tears spentyour cry to the gods,the message was sentso sleep.. and the...
Worship me, like I worship you.
Love me, that is all I will ever ask of you.
Care for me, that is all I want from you.
Want me, as much as I want you.
I hope you need me, like I need you
I hope you care about me, like I care about you
Love me baby, that is all...
turns to water;Not far from the place where water turns to skyI listen to the ocean sing to me.It’s soft hush to my fears silenced themThat loving mother of me;Such is the water you see;My home;My heart;My all I am to be;I come to her when the warrior needs his serenity...
who finds salvation through cheap booze , if could make my own I'd call it messiah in the bottle haha wishing it would eat away at my pain instead of my insides.
I rarely get High but nows one of those occasions where I feel the need to feel like I'm flying, I mean after all...
so many ways.
The answer isn't simple
Even though I've tried.
It's a question I've asked myself time after time.
I've tried to explain,
I try to keep my answers plain.
What I need is support and love at this time.
Not judgmental pushing
And warnings to get out in time.
Walking slowly across the wet grass
the sun shines , but it doesn't last
on the horizon I see a place
where we made love some where in space
fields of green grass , fields of gold
where we made love that was never told
It was our secret, our secret place
where we would disappear...
known you for 1000 years, i feel happy around you,you make me smile when i am sad and your handsome no mater what anybody ses, you are the when i need you most, in hardest times,i love you, even though he might not love me
you pain, and what brings you hurt,
The pain you carry inside you, is what causes you to hurt.
The pain that you hide from everyone else, has a way of sneaking up on you.
The pain that you hold, is something that is going to destroy you…
The hurt, the rejection, the...
But my demons seem to always see me.
I scream "God why have you left me!"
But it's not Him who's left.
I grabbed my bearings in a flash, dashed up the stairs.
My heart beating fast.
And if anyone asks, I'm going on a journey to seek God
Trying to get where ever I'm going fast...
When reality and dreams collide it's not always for the best...
Sometimes the images you're left with cause incredible unrest.
Because dreams aren't always pleasant or end in happily-ever-afters...
Sometimes they are heartbreaking...gut wrenching...and devoid of any laughter...
You said you would never leave me, you lied
You said you Loved me, you lied
You told me I could believe you, you lied
You told me, that you would never use me, you lied
You said I was beautiful, you lied
You said our love would last forever, you lied
You told me...
babies, needing to be
and nurtured until the
shrieks fall into murmurs.
This is where I feel my
damaged soul most,
in the quiet hours when
my confidence fails me.
torn seams with stained
cloth held together with
the safety of my sanctuary