I Want You to Confess a Secret Right Here

after my parents got divorced when i was 8... my dad finally admitted to me and my brother and sister (i was 12 they were 8 or 9)......

he admitted to us that he's gay........................

i dun see him the same way...

I have been for as long as I can remember.  Its gotten a bit better with age, still I can admit that I don't like the dark.  And am still horribly afraid of pitch darkness.

I think it leads back to when I couldn't have...

Jeez i have quite a couple.. lol.... i know it's not good keeping them.. but now i can let some of them out, they belong to the "old" person i used to be anyhow, so i don't mind them anymore.
I did not cheat on Ettienne to...

I love him a lot and he left me hanging.

WELL i CANT THiNK OF ANYTHiNG SPECiAL....
 
MY SECRET iS HAVE iSSUES DEALiNG WiTH LiFE...

slept with my ex boyfriends friend. in my exs bed. and i have a million things that should justify it, but they just dont. at all. and the worst thing is, the only thing i feel guilty about is not feeling guilty.

My boss lied during a meeting and then turned to me to CONFIRM HIS LIE! I was breathing green smoke on the inside, but I went along with the lie…even though it was unfair to the other people at the meeting. I feel lousy.

This isn't  that big of a deal, but, if someone pokes me in the ribs or tickles me, I scream like a little girl!  I can't seem to help it.

I have a deep crush on my best friend for like 6 years now, and yes we r both guys, so I am always fear of telling people about my sexuality cos I don't want to be judged.

I fear getting mad. If I get mad I lose my rationality. I don't like that. I like to have more control over my actions and i know if i am rational I will make much better choices.

Many years ago when I was with my first husband and very young and naive I might add, I did some crazy things. We lived as husband and wife in California for a while before I left him and came home to sanity.
Anyway we used to...

If there  just is something on your mind that you need to relieve yourself of then just let it flow on out. It's better out than in as we all know and heck, between all of us we might be able to help.
Isn't that what we are here...