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I Want You to Hurt Me and Get It Over With

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    Hurt Me

    I don't care anymore.. I'm accustomed to the pain.. So bring it, crush me, it won't matter
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 27 Responses Dec 4, 2010

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    Security In the Known...

    I was in an abusive relationship for a while, I knew what to expect I knew how to deal with it... If I did wrong, if I was annoying, if I made a mistake then I would be hurt. And once I was hurt it would be over... simple... expected... understood...   now I am in a...
    shadowlight shadowlight 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2009

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    I Don't Get It!

    i don't get it you hurt me so much yet if you asked me to help you i would. I'd do anything i can for you even tho you hurt me than i thought was possible i feel pain i never thought imaginable and for what? i while of love? to feel needed and cared about just to be knocked the...
    deathagain12 deathagain12 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    What a Interesting Group!

    I had to join...its sounds like me! Yes, just beat the crap out of me if it means you'll give me the fairytale haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    Sad

    Pain is my friend, My breath stops, my heart races. Your voice of disapproval and shame. I hate myself because i make you sad. I make you disappointed. I wanted your love, you loved me once; but now im not enough. Your all I want, Im ugly if to you Im not beautiful. I hurt...
    lamentsofcorey lamentsofcorey 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Do It!

    You know you want to You know I'm not worth half as much as you'd like to think I am and NEITHER ARE YOU. You know you're getting sick of me, and can't care about me all the time. I know all the things you've lied about and what you really can be like, who you really are so why...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2011

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    He Didnt Dissapoint Me

    Haha i made him do just that. I knew he only wanted me for sex. I was a runaway, sleeping on a 2 cushion couch in a 2 bedroom apartment with 8 people-only 2 spoke english.After everything that had just happend the past month, i felt worthless. A piece of garabage. My self esteem...
    BellaVara BellaVara 18-21, F Oct 28, 2009

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    Games

     I know you are just toying with me. Hurt me already and don't waste my time. Its torture. 
    reset reset 18-21, F Jan 30, 2010

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    I Know You Are Going To Do It, So Just Do It!

    I know everyone is going to hurt me! I know its only a matter of time, till everyone just hurts me, and leaves me broken, and wounded. Don't ******* LIE, and say you are not going to do it, I have herd it before, and once again, was proved RIGHT! So all of you, Just ******* hurt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 17, 2010

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    They All Use Me

    All of my friends in the past used me and I knew it. I let them do it for a long time until they were sick of me for the most part.  There is a group of people that are pretending to be my friends at present, and I have no idea how to leave them and be by myself and on my...
    cranbudz cranbudz 22-25, F Nov 29, 2009

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    Im Used To It And I Kind Of Expect To Be Left

    and im glad experience project is anyoumous
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Nov 28, 2010

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    You Already Are

    Because of the nature of time and physics, you currently exist in the past, the ever fleeting present and many possible futures.  The trick is trying to find a way to actually perceive these various alternate futures...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M Jul 14, 2009

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    Or Not...

    And just let it be. Until I have to find out some other way, then start losing my mind o'er what's the truth, and what isn't. Or better yet, how about I just don't find out at all? Yeah, that way, I can feel the ultimate pain when the truth comes out, and you didn't want it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2010

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    Just Get It Done And Over With Would Ya?

    Its only a matter of time, I don't knwo why you are taking so long. You have already hurt me in the worst way possible. Now its only a matter of time, before you finish what you have started. Please just do me, and everyone else a favor, and hurt me, so it can be done, and I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 25, 2010

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    Why Do You Always Hint Around?

    Making little suggestions throughout the day......subtly trying to feel. Why do you waste your time? And why ask if I want it to stop? You won't anyway. It isn't about me anymore. It's all about you. The pain makes you like it more. The blood doesn't stop you. The tears never...
    luckypickle luckypickle 26-30 4 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    Just Do It Already...

    Its only a matter of time, I don't knwo why you are taking so long. You have already hurt me in the worst way possible. Now its only a matter of time, before you finish what you have started. Please just do me, and everyone else a favor, and hurt me, so it can be done, and I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 13, 2009

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    Sometimes, the Fear of What Might Be Is Worse.

      I've been beaten on verbally, emotionally, mentally. I've been tossed liked garbage. I've been smacked, threatened, hurt, & raped. I've been broken, battered, & bruised. I'm use to pain, tears, fear, & cruelty. So please, if that is your plan, if you're trying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    Stop Prolonging It Already

    If you are going to **** me over just do it quickly. Don't bring me to the height of trust;letting my guard completely down and feel at ease just to crush me. I would much prefer you just take what you can get and let me go. It is less painful than continuing to toy with me for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 17, 2010

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    He's an amazing guy. Smart, attractive, compassionate, sweet. We've been dating 3 years and have been talking about marriage and moving in. He recently asked me "what would you do...
    JustThat6irl JustThat6irl 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I know how you feel, even though I don't tell you. I know what you need, even when you aren't even sure yourself. I can be there for you, but you just need to let me. Let me in...
    Paperboyc Paperboyc 18-21, M Jan 15

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    Lately every time the weekend comes around I fight with my husband because he wants to go out with his friends (who are single or divorced, have kids who they see every other week...
    Marie0585 Marie0585 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    This is all I want for you regardless of what that means to me I want you and your children happy.
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 5 hrs ago

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    it definitely isnt easy. just seeing you message me. i could see my heart beating through my chest. i dont know how to feel, what to say. because i love you. but i feel as though...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I'm losing it I can't hold on anymore. I just want to be done with life. I've never hurt this badly before. He destroyed me I hate him for it. I loved him I was there. He doesn't...
    imjustme8268 imjustme8268 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Maybe I'm a bit primal, but the scent of a woman's true musk? It often puts me into an animalistic state. As i devour that sweet kitty, & you quiver & buck for me, it only gets...
    my3inch1 my3inch1 31-35, M Jan 14

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    Maybe I'm a bit primal, but the scent of a woman's true musk? It often puts me into an animalistic state. As i devour that sweet kitty, & you quiver & buck for me, it only gets...
    my3inch1 my3inch1 31-35, M Jan 14

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    Good looking skin makes for a better appearance.Taking care of your skin will have it looking the best it can. Here are steps towards making your skin right.A facial wash that...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    How do You get over your ex boyfriend? :-/
    heartbroken1991 heartbroken1991 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I'm as friendly and nice as they come, But please do not Add me to your Circle (Friends list on here) IF: - Your not going to talk with me or IF your going to stop replying back...
    GuyWhoLikesToTickle GuyWhoLikesToTickle 31-35, M Jan 2

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    My past is my past... That will never change... It will haunt me to the day that I die... What he did... Who it made me today... The horrific memory you left me with... Though I...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    The clouds move slow, the heart beats fast, a bit faster this time, the trees sing a soothing song, so close, so far, if you ever feel alone, listen to my voice, a voice inside...
    nottoofarnottooclose nottoofarnottooclose 22-25, F Jan 16

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    Stop imagining and insisting that what's alive inside of you is over, because... it isn't.
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    I want you to read this before anything else. Hi! This is my second account on EP. There's nothing wrong with my first account, really. But I decided to delete it anyway because I...
    TheQuietExtrovert TheQuietExtrovert 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Please Read This!! Hey, so I want you guys to know that I am not here for anything sexual, so before you add me, I'm really only here to meet people and make new friends either...
    canadianchick101 canadianchick101 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Little "disclaimer" I've noticed quite often people add me to their circle, but apparently without any motivation, anything we could've in common, or even just the mere intention...
    mat4 mat4 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    Please I'm so bored! (If you want you can ask me them in messages)
    Bonjovi11 Bonjovi11 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    Okay people, I want you to read this, obviously. If anyone adds me as a friend, could you please tell me WHYYYYYYY? It's really annoying getting added for a reason you don't know...
    Matthews14 Matthews14 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 16

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    Needing you..wanting you..loving you..forever and for always!!
    theheartofmemphis theheartofmemphis 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 17

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    No one can stop for who I am,for what I want and for what will I be. I have dreams in my life. I don't give sh*t and waste my time for nothing. I grew up with a simple life,loving...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    No, I want you to love my curves. I'm soft, and quite tired of loving you so much more than requited.
    Mojopins Mojopins 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Yes, this is an open invitation.~ My navel is very sensitive, and I'm also pretty ticklish. It's not very deep but I bet you could still have fun with it... I just really want...
    cherrybomb07 cherrybomb07 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    I want you to show me your heart, firstly, those who have an open heart and are open to ANYTHING please engage with this post, EVERYBODY ELSE, please DO NOT engage. Now for those...
    glassvision glassvision 18-21, M Jan 23

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    I didn't think that I would make it this far. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You give me advice. You care about me. I want you, but I can't have you. I'm okay with that...
    samsahsincl samsahsincl 18-21, F a week ago

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    Your words collide with mine the same way our worlds did once. This last fight.
    sasunaruizlove sasunaruizlove 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Think of how many people have sat next to you on a bus, train, whatever. Now think how many people have sat next to you on purpose with their fingers crossed in hope that you’ll...
    LetsAllGoToHell LetsAllGoToHell 26-30 Jan 13

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