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I Want You to Hurt Me and Get It Over With

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    Sometimes, the Fear of What Might Be Is Worse.

      I've been beaten on verbally, emotionally, mentally. I've been tossed liked garbage. I've been smacked, threatened, hurt, & raped. I've been broken, battered, & bruised. I'm use to pain, tears, fear, & cruelty. So please, if that is your plan, if you're trying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    Hurt Me

    I don't care anymore.. I'm accustomed to the pain.. So bring it, crush me, it won't matter
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 27 Responses Dec 4, 2010

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    They All Use Me

    All of my friends in the past used me and I knew it. I let them do it for a long time until they were sick of me for the most part.  There is a group of people that are pretending to be my friends at present, and I have no idea how to leave them and be by myself and on my...
    cranbudz cranbudz 22-25, F Nov 29, 2009

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    Games

     I know you are just toying with me. Hurt me already and don't waste my time. Its torture. 
    reset reset 18-21, F Jan 30, 2010

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    I Don't Get It!

    i don't get it you hurt me so much yet if you asked me to help you i would. I'd do anything i can for you even tho you hurt me than i thought was possible i feel pain i never thought imaginable and for what? i while of love? to feel needed and cared about just to be knocked the...
    deathagain12 deathagain12 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    What a Interesting Group!

    I had to join...its sounds like me! Yes, just beat the crap out of me if it means you'll give me the fairytale haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    Sad

    Pain is my friend, My breath stops, my heart races. Your voice of disapproval and shame. I hate myself because i make you sad. I make you disappointed. I wanted your love, you loved me once; but now im not enough. Your all I want, Im ugly if to you Im not beautiful. I hurt...
    lamentsofcorey lamentsofcorey 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Stop Prolonging It Already

    If you are going to **** me over just do it quickly. Don't bring me to the height of trust;letting my guard completely down and feel at ease just to crush me. I would much prefer you just take what you can get and let me go. It is less painful than continuing to toy with me for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 17, 2010

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    You Already Are

    Because of the nature of time and physics, you currently exist in the past, the ever fleeting present and many possible futures.  The trick is trying to find a way to actually perceive these various alternate futures...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M Jul 14, 2009

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    I Know You Are Going To Do It, So Just Do It!

    I know everyone is going to hurt me! I know its only a matter of time, till everyone just hurts me, and leaves me broken, and wounded. Don't ******* LIE, and say you are not going to do it, I have herd it before, and once again, was proved RIGHT! So all of you, Just ******* hurt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 17, 2010

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    Just Get It Done And Over With Would Ya?

    Its only a matter of time, I don't knwo why you are taking so long. You have already hurt me in the worst way possible. Now its only a matter of time, before you finish what you have started. Please just do me, and everyone else a favor, and hurt me, so it can be done, and I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 25, 2010

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    Security In the Known...

    I was in an abusive relationship for a while, I knew what to expect I knew how to deal with it... If I did wrong, if I was annoying, if I made a mistake then I would be hurt. And once I was hurt it would be over... simple... expected... understood...   now I am in a...
    shadowlight shadowlight 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2009

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    He Didnt Dissapoint Me

    Haha i made him do just that. I knew he only wanted me for sex. I was a runaway, sleeping on a 2 cushion couch in a 2 bedroom apartment with 8 people-only 2 spoke english.After everything that had just happend the past month, i felt worthless. A piece of garabage. My self esteem...
    BellaVara BellaVara 18-21, F Oct 28, 2009

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    Just Do It Already...

    Its only a matter of time, I don't knwo why you are taking so long. You have already hurt me in the worst way possible. Now its only a matter of time, before you finish what you have started. Please just do me, and everyone else a favor, and hurt me, so it can be done, and I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 13, 2009

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    Why Do You Always Hint Around?

    Making little suggestions throughout the day......subtly trying to feel. Why do you waste your time? And why ask if I want it to stop? You won't anyway. It isn't about me anymore. It's all about you. The pain makes you like it more. The blood doesn't stop you. The tears never...
    luckypickle luckypickle 26-30 4 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    Or Not...

    And just let it be. Until I have to find out some other way, then start losing my mind o'er what's the truth, and what isn't. Or better yet, how about I just don't find out at all? Yeah, that way, I can feel the ultimate pain when the truth comes out, and you didn't want it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2010

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    Do It!

    You know you want to You know I'm not worth half as much as you'd like to think I am and NEITHER ARE YOU. You know you're getting sick of me, and can't care about me all the time. I know all the things you've lied about and what you really can be like, who you really are so why...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2011

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    Im Used To It And I Kind Of Expect To Be Left

    and im glad experience project is anyoumous
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Nov 28, 2010

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