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I Want You to Hurt Me and Get It Over With

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    He Didnt Dissapoint Me

    Haha i made him do just that. I knew he only wanted me for sex. I was a runaway, sleeping on a 2 cushion couch in a 2 bedroom apartment with 8 people-only 2 spoke english.After everything that had just happend the past month, i felt worthless. A piece of garabage. My self esteem...
    BellaVara BellaVara 18-21, F Oct 28, 2009

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    Hurt Me

    I don't care anymore.. I'm accustomed to the pain.. So bring it, crush me, it won't matter
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 27 Responses Dec 4, 2010

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    Stop Prolonging It Already

    If you are going to **** me over just do it quickly. Don't bring me to the height of trust;letting my guard completely down and feel at ease just to crush me. I would much prefer you just take what you can get and let me go. It is less painful than continuing to toy with me for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 17, 2010

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    Do It!

    You know you want to You know I'm not worth half as much as you'd like to think I am and NEITHER ARE YOU. You know you're getting sick of me, and can't care about me all the time. I know all the things you've lied about and what you really can be like, who you really are so why...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2011

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    What a Interesting Group!

    I had to join...its sounds like me! Yes, just beat the crap out of me if it means you'll give me the fairytale haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    Just Get It Done And Over With Would Ya?

    Its only a matter of time, I don't knwo why you are taking so long. You have already hurt me in the worst way possible. Now its only a matter of time, before you finish what you have started. Please just do me, and everyone else a favor, and hurt me, so it can be done, and I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 25, 2010

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    You Already Are

    Because of the nature of time and physics, you currently exist in the past, the ever fleeting present and many possible futures.  The trick is trying to find a way to actually perceive these various alternate futures...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling 31-35, M Jul 14, 2009

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    Games

     I know you are just toying with me. Hurt me already and don't waste my time. Its torture. 
    reset reset 18-21, F Jan 30, 2010

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    Security In the Known...

    I was in an abusive relationship for a while, I knew what to expect I knew how to deal with it... If I did wrong, if I was annoying, if I made a mistake then I would be hurt. And once I was hurt it would be over... simple... expected... understood...   now I am in a...
    shadowlight shadowlight 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2009

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    Sometimes, the Fear of What Might Be Is Worse.

      I've been beaten on verbally, emotionally, mentally. I've been tossed liked garbage. I've been smacked, threatened, hurt, & raped. I've been broken, battered, & bruised. I'm use to pain, tears, fear, & cruelty. So please, if that is your plan, if you're trying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    I Don't Get It!

    i don't get it you hurt me so much yet if you asked me to help you i would. I'd do anything i can for you even tho you hurt me than i thought was possible i feel pain i never thought imaginable and for what? i while of love? to feel needed and cared about just to be knocked the...
    deathagain12 deathagain12 18-21, M Oct 17, 2011

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    Why Do You Always Hint Around?

    Making little suggestions throughout the day......subtly trying to feel. Why do you waste your time? And why ask if I want it to stop? You won't anyway. It isn't about me anymore. It's all about you. The pain makes you like it more. The blood doesn't stop you. The tears never...
    luckypickle luckypickle 26-30 4 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    Just Do It Already...

    Its only a matter of time, I don't knwo why you are taking so long. You have already hurt me in the worst way possible. Now its only a matter of time, before you finish what you have started. Please just do me, and everyone else a favor, and hurt me, so it can be done, and I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 13, 2009

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    I Know You Are Going To Do It, So Just Do It!

    I know everyone is going to hurt me! I know its only a matter of time, till everyone just hurts me, and leaves me broken, and wounded. Don't ******* LIE, and say you are not going to do it, I have herd it before, and once again, was proved RIGHT! So all of you, Just ******* hurt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 17, 2010

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    Sad

    Pain is my friend, My breath stops, my heart races. Your voice of disapproval and shame. I hate myself because i make you sad. I make you disappointed. I wanted your love, you loved me once; but now im not enough. Your all I want, Im ugly if to you Im not beautiful. I hurt...
    lamentsofcorey lamentsofcorey 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Or Not...

    And just let it be. Until I have to find out some other way, then start losing my mind o'er what's the truth, and what isn't. Or better yet, how about I just don't find out at all? Yeah, that way, I can feel the ultimate pain when the truth comes out, and you didn't want it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28, 2010

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    Im Used To It And I Kind Of Expect To Be Left

    and im glad experience project is anyoumous
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F Nov 28, 2010

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    They All Use Me

    All of my friends in the past used me and I knew it. I let them do it for a long time until they were sick of me for the most part.  There is a group of people that are pretending to be my friends at present, and I have no idea how to leave them and be by myself and on my...
    cranbudz cranbudz 22-25, F Nov 29, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    What the hell why not. Gimme what you got :p
    EmeraldBrony EmeraldBrony 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    ok, for awhile I had it in my head that maybe it was a crazy coincidence that you kept joining the gyms I went to, but now I'm crazy convinced that you are straight up copying me...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    ”As good as this bar is," said the Scotsman, "I still prefer the pubs back home. In Glasgow , there's a wee place called McTavish's. The landlord goes out of his way for the...
    vlhll vlhll 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    A man is stuck in traffic. He asks a Police officer about the delay, who is walking from car to car, speaking with each of the drivers.The Policeman says, “There are three guys...
    vlhll vlhll 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    A Somalian arrives in London as a new immigrant to the UK He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says ......... 'Thank you Mr. British for letting me in...
    vlhll vlhll 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    I'm up for your questions right now
    Zampax Zampax 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    So, I am new here and would want you guys to ask me any question that comes to your mind. Since I do believe random question is the best way to know someone.
    thelastgoodbye thelastgoodbye 18-21, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Please let me help you take off your big bra?
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 12 hrs ago

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    I just want some girl on girl action I'm not bi I just want to experiment so bad!
    Jamievela Jamievela 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    Various day to day incidents may well lead to stressful responses. It often can often be difficult to determine exactly why emotional stress exists as well as what initiates it...
    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 14 hrs ago

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    I lack so much self confidence right now, and it's becoming more of a problem than I ever imagined. Anxiety keeps me up at night and stops me from doing almost anything in life...
    HollyMaria954 HollyMaria954 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    go on, it won't hurt you ;)
    amylfs92 amylfs92 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know a lot of people, especially folks who are new to EP, like to ask questions and get to know you through chat, rather than taking the time to read profiles. And I also know...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 6 days ago

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    Well, there are not many things that you should know before adding me to your circle, but I do want you to know the following: I don't add people to my circle before talking to...
    Drastine Drastine 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Initial probe suggests that the alleged France train gunman, 25-year-old Moroccan national Ayob El Khazzani has denied any intention of waging a jihadist attack. He said he had...
    vlhll vlhll 46-50, M a week ago

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    Memories don't hurt, it's the expectations.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 22

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    You can't say you know it's your fault and turn it around on me as if it's my fault. How can you own your mistakes if you constantly accuse me of making you do them. What...
    Nomoreshattereddreams Nomoreshattereddreams 36-40, F Aug 21

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    Loving can hurt sometimes. And if your hurt me, that's okay baby, only words bleed.
    raldy raldy 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I've decided to update my "terms and conditions" to make anyone who reads this more aware of what I am about. Firstly, I am not happy with the way teenagers are treated here...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 20

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    I know that its been a long time since i have been on here and i used to get on all the time i did it for her when we still talked. I dont believe many of you will read this but...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Aug 20

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    "He's not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being...
    Oceans42 Oceans42 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Time to get mushy! I know, burly black guys shouldn't go mush over a dame. But mush I've gone! But not over a dame. Nay nay I say! I've become quite intoxicated with the...
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel 22-25, M Aug 18

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    my husband has played with mine so much the last four days doing forced lactation they hurt at first but feel better as he continues.
    tamski66 tamski66 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    It sucks when you close your eyes and all you can think about is death and self-harm. Like WTF is wrong with me?
    CNUSax CNUSax 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I want a good peaceful life with a good wife and eventually have kids, I don't know all the details of what life I would want it to be, but that's mostly because I'm adaptable and...
    anon8369 anon8369 31-35, M