Hope, she feels in the depths of her heart... for something that may never be...
Her dream was only to dream, but she could never get past that one dream.
Ashen emotions, rising like the Phoenix, ignited by her love.
You Are -
You are my calm,
your strong arms my haven
and your soft embrace my home.
I want to leave my job and go and do something that really interests me.
She worked tirelessly to erase his memory and clear her already confused mind of him.....
I wonder if you'll call my name.... while I’m still close enough
to hear you...
With a deeply burdened sigh she sadly hung the sign: "This heart is now closed."
I will savor these moments for I know not how long they will last.
Just A Note - Hello,
Don't mean to interrupt your reading,
I just wanted to say, "You're beautiful."Love, BeautifulDreams42
Stay Awhile -
Don’t just whisper to me about the sunset. Stay with me and watch it rise.
Spring will come till then I have my blanket and a cup of hot coffee.
Dressed To Kill - He was mesmerized when she entered the room wearing only a smile... and high heels
Silent tears slipped from her eyes, joining the river of sorrow flowing from her heart.
She Shivered Involuntarily When ... -
...with a single finger he languidly traced his way up the path of her spine.
Inner Turmoil - Her mind was a swirling tempest of disjointed thoughts from which she could not escape.
Mind Control - People come and people go but my power over you is forever, I am omnipotent.
Unsettled - His words ...
His actions ...
They tug on her thread of doubt, slowly unraveling her self-worth.
The carcass looks, smells and tastes like a meal but will not sustain the lioness.
A whisper of calmness soothed her fragile emotions... reminding her, what will be, will be...
Emotional Turmoil - War ragged on inside her, sadness and joy battling for control. Neither winning, neither loosing.
Death By Marriage -
"I want to die in my sleep," he sighed. "You will," she replied smiling smugly.
If he gave him a ring, would he accept it? It was now or never.
I touched the fabric of her dress.
She is coming....
He is coming....
Connections - Looking out the window, sometimes I wonder:
Are you looking out the window, wondering too?
Just One Wish - The ability to wipe away the tears and absorb the pain of those I cherish.
Escape - Sometimes she still felt like a little girl, who dreamed of running away from home.
Anticipating and expecting her Prince Charming,
She was aghast at the hobgoblin standing before her.
Wishing - Wishing your want was as strong as mine. Wishing your need was found in me.
Loved, hurt, hated, reflected, forgave, learned. Now I live with high hopes and dreams again...
Anguish - Her oppressively heavy heart weighed her down,
Making even "Just Breathing" a laboriously burdensome chore.
He looked good and rested laying there, his spirit now with his love again forever.
I'm waiting to be inboxed by a woman who wants to make awesome online love
They say don't sweat the small stuff , but it always turns into a down pour.
Feet hustling, foot down on pedal racing, always in a hurry...even when unnecessary----why???
Longing - He was the most dangerous person she'd ever met,
he made her heart want more.
Forgiven. Hart beating, deep breths. White noise. Silver scars. Bleached bed sheets. Can't be forgotten.
I wake, I work, I eat, I sleep. Forty years, no end in sight
Wandering through darkness... her mind delves into memories she knows would be better left untouched...
Not Quite a Genius
She had a high IQ, but when it came to Love, she was incredibly foolish.
Morning Glory ...... - The beauty of a summer morning brings a wash of thankfulness to one who notices.
*ringggggg* someone's calling, I picked up the receiver..said Hello. No reply. He left me hanging..
Before the priest they stood, hands together. He said "I do". She said "I'm sorry".
Inner Battle - Neither devil nor angel, she was simply a girl who sometimes had difficulty behaving "properly".
Yearning ... -
My longing is a thirst and you are the cool, refreshing water that quenches it.
Lost In Translation -
She types one thing, he reads another. This online world leaves much to be desired.
Trapped . . . I strain, fight . . . a slow enveloping hopelessness . . . nowhere to go. I want to scream.
The burning desire in his eyes matched the flame that was consuming her from within.
Irritated - I don't remember having been turned into a trophy ...
I'm not a prize.
Sometimes good just wasn't enough, sometimes her restless soul craved something more, something great, something ...
Manipulative - Don't play me like a fiddle, I didn't ask to be part of your symphony!
My "give a damn" is still broken but my "go screw yourself" is fully functional!
hearts yearning, waiting for the day when two become one. For now, distance separates us.