Emotional Turmoil - War ragged on inside her, sadness and joy battling for control. Neither winning, neither loosing.
Her dream was only to dream, but she could never get past that one dream.
Manipulative - Don't play me like a fiddle, I didn't ask to be part of your symphony!
Death By Marriage -
"I want to die in my sleep," he sighed. "You will," she replied smiling smugly.
Oblivious - Her silence screamed,
giving voice to desperate frustration,
yet all they heard was her smile.
Forgiven. Hart beating, deep breths. White noise. Silver scars. Bleached bed sheets. Can't be forgotten.
*ringggggg* someone's calling, I picked up the receiver..said Hello. No reply. He left me hanging..
Stay Awhile -
Don’t just whisper to me about the sunset. Stay with me and watch it rise.
Silent tears slipped from her eyes, joining the river of sorrow flowing from her heart.
He looked good and rested laying there, his spirit now with his love again forever.
Before the priest they stood, hands together. He said "I do". She said "I'm sorry".
I wake, I work, I eat, I sleep. Forty years, no end in sight
I did not give up because I don't care, I gave up because you don't.
A Gem - Your willingness and desire to please me, to give yourself fully to me is precious.
She worked tirelessly to erase his memory and clear her already confused mind of him.....
Just One Wish - The ability to wipe away the tears and absorb the pain of those I cherish.
Anticipating and expecting her Prince Charming,
She was aghast at the hobgoblin standing before her.
Sadness - Flowing over me and away, and back over another day. Like surf creeping further ashore.
Lord Shiva. -
Gods' God; Evils' Destroyer; Passionate Lover; Fierce Warrior; Consummate Dancer; Charismatic Leader; Quick Temper; Incorruptible...
Connections - Looking out the window, sometimes I wonder:
Are you looking out the window, wondering too?
Loved, hurt, hated, reflected, forgave, learned. Now I live with high hopes and dreams again...
You Are -
You are my calm,
your strong arms my haven
and your soft embrace my home.
They say don't sweat the small stuff , but it always turns into a down pour.
The carcass looks, smells and tastes like a meal but will not sustain the lioness.
Night why were you unkind to me?...I just wanted to dream; I laid awake....
Wishing - Wishing your want was as strong as mine. Wishing your need was found in me.
Inner Battle - Neither devil nor angel, she was simply a girl who sometimes had difficulty behaving "properly".
I will savor these moments for I know not how long they will last.
I'm waiting to be inboxed by a woman who wants to make awesome online love
Spring will come till then I have my blanket and a cup of hot coffee.
You still influence my words, your mannerisms I still use, you still echo in life.
Trapped . . . I strain, fight . . . a slow enveloping hopelessness . . . nowhere to go. I want to scream.
Irritated - I don't remember having been turned into a trophy ...
I'm not a prize.
Hope, she feels in the depths of her heart... for something that may never be...
Yearning ... -
My longing is a thirst and you are the cool, refreshing water that quenches it.
Dressed To Kill - He was mesmerized when she entered the room wearing only a smile... and high heels
I touched the fabric of her dress.
She is coming....
He is coming....
Feet hustling, foot down on pedal racing, always in a hurry...even when unnecessary----why???
I wonder if you'll call my name.... while I’m still close enough
to hear you...
Just A Note - Hello,
Don't mean to interrupt your reading,
I just wanted to say, "You're beautiful."Love, BeautifulDreams42
A smile, a touch, is sometimes just enough to start a meaningful attraction and relationship
Anguish - Her oppressively heavy heart weighed her down,
Making even "Just Breathing" a laboriously burdensome chore.
Escape - Sometimes she still felt like a little girl, who dreamed of running away from home.
hearts yearning, waiting for the day when two become one. For now, distance separates us.
With a deeply burdened sigh she sadly hung the sign: "This heart is now closed."
Inner Turmoil - Her mind was a swirling tempest of disjointed thoughts from which she could not escape.
Sometimes good just wasn't enough, sometimes her restless soul craved something more, something great, something ...
I want to leave my job and go and do something that really interests me.
Ashen emotions, rising like the Phoenix, ignited by her love.
Lost In Translation -
She types one thing, he reads another. This online world leaves much to be desired.
She Shivered Involuntarily When ... -
...with a single finger he languidly traced his way up the path of her spine.
Wandering through darkness... her mind delves into memories she knows would be better left untouched...
The burning desire in his eyes matched the flame that was consuming her from within.