Emotional Turmoil - War ragged on inside her, sadness and joy battling for control. Neither winning, neither loosing.
Silent tears slipped from her eyes, joining the river of sorrow flowing from her heart.
Feet hustling, foot down on pedal racing, always in a hurry...even when unnecessary----why???
Her dream was only to dream, but she could never get past that one dream.
They say don't sweat the small stuff , but it always turns into a down pour.
Unsettled - His words ...
His actions ...
They tug on her thread of doubt, slowly unraveling her self-worth.
She Shivered Involuntarily When ... -
...with a single finger he languidly traced his way up the path of her spine.
Seduce my mind and you have my body, find my soul and I'm yours forever.
I wake, I work, I eat, I sleep. Forty years, no end in sight
Spring will come till then I have my blanket and a cup of hot coffee.
Yearning ... -
My longing is a thirst and you are the cool, refreshing water that quenches it.
Peace Of Mind -
Don't worry about what might have been, or could possibly be, just enjoy what is.
I've made a mistake. Your hand is the one I should have never let go.(inspired by the 10th Doctor and Rose)
Inner Battle - Neither devil nor angel, she was simply a girl who sometimes had difficulty behaving "properly".
On the inside I am screaming for help, while on the outside I am quiet.
Manipulative - Don't play me like a fiddle, I didn't ask to be part of your symphony!
Ashen emotions, rising like the Phoenix, ignited by her love.
hearts yearning, waiting for the day when two become one. For now, distance separates us.
Oblivious - Her silence screamed,
giving voice to desperate frustration,
yet all they heard was her smile.
Inner Turmoil - Her mind was a swirling tempest of disjointed thoughts from which she could not escape.
My "give a damn" is still broken but my "go screw yourself" is fully functional!
Wishing - Wishing your want was as strong as mine. Wishing your need was found in me.
Connections - Looking out the window, sometimes I wonder:
Are you looking out the window, wondering too?
Before the priest they stood, hands together. He said "I do". She said "I'm sorry".
Sometimes good just wasn't enough, sometimes her restless soul craved something more, something great, something ...
Irritated - I don't remember having been turned into a trophy ...
I'm not a prize.
Forgiven. Hart beating, deep breths. White noise. Silver scars. Bleached bed sheets. Can't be forgotten.
Anguish - Her oppressively heavy heart weighed her down,
Making even "Just Breathing" a laboriously burdensome chore.
Morning Glory ...... - The beauty of a summer morning brings a wash of thankfulness to one who notices.
Escape - Sometimes she still felt like a little girl, who dreamed of running away from home.
Hope, she feels in the depths of her heart... for something that may never be...
Lost In Translation -
She types one thing, he reads another. This online world leaves much to be desired.
Just A Note - Hello,
Don't mean to interrupt your reading,
I just wanted to say, "You're beautiful."Love, BeautifulDreams42
You still influence my words, your mannerisms I still use, you still echo in life.
Lord Shiva. -
Gods' God; Evils' Destroyer; Passionate Lover; Fierce Warrior; Consummate Dancer; Charismatic Leader; Quick Temper; Incorruptible...
I did not give up because I don't care, I gave up because you don't.
Just One Wish - The ability to wipe away the tears and absorb the pain of those I cherish.
Trapped . . . I strain, fight . . . a slow enveloping hopelessness . . . nowhere to go. I want to scream.
Death By Marriage -
"I want to die in my sleep," he sighed. "You will," she replied smiling smugly.
I touched the fabric of her dress.
She is coming....
He is coming....
With a deeply burdened sigh she sadly hung the sign: "This heart is now closed."
Night why were you unkind to me?...I just wanted to dream; I laid awake....
Anticipating and expecting her Prince Charming,
She was aghast at the hobgoblin standing before her.
She worked tirelessly to erase his memory and clear her already confused mind of him.....
Wandering through darkness... her mind delves into memories she knows would be better left untouched...
I want to leave my job and go and do something that really interests me.
You Are -
You are my calm,
your strong arms my haven
and your soft embrace my home.
I will savor these moments for I know not how long they will last.
Stay Awhile -
Don’t just whisper to me about the sunset. Stay with me and watch it rise.
Mind Control - People come and people go but my power over you is forever, I am omnipotent.
Sadness - Flowing over me and away, and back over another day. Like surf creeping further ashore.
I'd rather spend one moment holding you than a lifetime knowing that I never could.
He tiptoed downstairs holding his bag , opened the front door and left the house , forever.