Her dream was only to dream, but she could never get past that one dream.
They say don't sweat the small stuff , but it always turns into a down pour.
A whisper of calmness soothed her fragile emotions... reminding her, what will be, will be...
Peace Of Mind -
Don't worry about what might have been, or could possibly be, just enjoy what is.
Feet hustling, foot down on pedal racing, always in a hurry...even when unnecessary----why???
Silent tears slipped from her eyes, joining the river of sorrow flowing from her heart.
Emotional Turmoil - War ragged on inside her, sadness and joy battling for control. Neither winning, neither loosing.
She worked tirelessly to erase his memory and clear her already confused mind of him.....
Forgiven. Hart beating, deep breths. White noise. Silver scars. Bleached bed sheets. Can't be forgotten.
Trapped . . . I strain, fight . . . a slow enveloping hopelessness . . . nowhere to go. I want to scream.
Wandering through darkness... her mind delves into memories she knows would be better left untouched...
She Shivered Involuntarily When ... -
...with a single finger he languidly traced his way up the path of her spine.
Manipulative - Don't play me like a fiddle, I didn't ask to be part of your symphony!
Mind Control - People come and people go but my power over you is forever, I am omnipotent.
Lost In Translation -
She types one thing, he reads another. This online world leaves much to be desired.
Ashen emotions, rising like the Phoenix, ignited by her love.
Escape - Sometimes she still felt like a little girl, who dreamed of running away from home.
Sometimes good just wasn't enough, sometimes her restless soul craved something more, something great, something ...
Wishing - Wishing your want was as strong as mine. Wishing your need was found in me.
You still influence my words, your mannerisms I still use, you still echo in life.
The carcass looks, smells and tastes like a meal but will not sustain the lioness.
Yearning ... -
My longing is a thirst and you are the cool, refreshing water that quenches it.
Sadness - Flowing over me and away, and back over another day. Like surf creeping further ashore.
With a deeply burdened sigh she sadly hung the sign: "This heart is now closed."
He tiptoed downstairs holding his bag , opened the front door and left the house , forever.
Just A Note - Hello,
Don't mean to interrupt your reading,
I just wanted to say, "You're beautiful."Love, BeautifulDreams42
Unsettled - His words ...
His actions ...
They tug on her thread of doubt, slowly unraveling her self-worth.
I wake, I work, I eat, I sleep. Forty years, no end in sight
Lord Shiva. -
Gods' God; Evils' Destroyer; Passionate Lover; Fierce Warrior; Consummate Dancer; Charismatic Leader; Quick Temper; Incorruptible...
Death By Marriage -
"I want to die in my sleep," he sighed. "You will," she replied smiling smugly.
Anguish - Her oppressively heavy heart weighed her down,
Making even "Just Breathing" a laboriously burdensome chore.
Spring will come till then I have my blanket and a cup of hot coffee.
My "give a damn" is still broken but my "go screw yourself" is fully functional!
Inner Battle - Neither devil nor angel, she was simply a girl who sometimes had difficulty behaving "properly".
Irritated - I don't remember having been turned into a trophy ...
I'm not a prize.
He looked good and rested laying there, his spirit now with his love again forever.
A Gem - Your willingness and desire to please me, to give yourself fully to me is precious.
Anticipating and expecting her Prince Charming,
She was aghast at the hobgoblin standing before her.
Connections - Looking out the window, sometimes I wonder:
Are you looking out the window, wondering too?
Loved, hurt, hated, reflected, forgave, learned. Now I live with high hopes and dreams again...
Oblivious - Her silence screamed,
giving voice to desperate frustration,
yet all they heard was her smile.
Night why were you unkind to me?...I just wanted to dream; I laid awake....
Dressed To Kill - He was mesmerized when she entered the room wearing only a smile... and high heels
Just One Wish - The ability to wipe away the tears and absorb the pain of those I cherish.
I wonder if you'll call my name.... while I’m still close enough
to hear you...
I will savor these moments for I know not how long they will last.
Hope, she feels in the depths of her heart... for something that may never be...
A smile, a touch, is sometimes just enough to start a meaningful attraction and relationship
Before the priest they stood, hands together. He said "I do". She said "I'm sorry".
You Are -
You are my calm,
your strong arms my haven
and your soft embrace my home.
I'm waiting to be inboxed by a woman who wants to make awesome online love
I did not give up because I don't care, I gave up because you don't.
Seduce my mind and you have my body, find my soul and I'm yours forever.