lies. She had become the lie.
and she felt the sharp sting of cupid's bow.
and he did so every night. A rapist.
"I want to die in my sleep," he sighed. "You will," she replied smiling smugly.
she was reminded that the past was not so bad.
Sometimes she still felt like a little girl, who dreamed of running away from home.
Empty and cold waiting to be filled by mistakes.
make sure she was alright
The ability to wipe away the tears and absorb the pain of those I cherish.
But I really don't like it right now.
eyes, he pressed against her, whispering: "Do you trust me?"
like a blazing comet out of control.
because being "Black" was cursed. Death awaited her.
pretense, illuminating the beautiful truth of our humanity.
I get pretty words hiding ugly, ugly lies.
about how to proceed with this imminent separation.
Neither devil nor angel, she was simply a girl who sometimes had difficulty behaving "properly".
that what's alive inside of you is over, because... it isn't.
with the brush of your lips.
Silent tears slipped from her eyes, joining the river of sorrow flowing from her heart.
People come and people go but my power over you is forever, I am omnipotent.
sometimes her restless soul craved something more, something great, something ...
Don’t just whisper to me about the sunset. Stay with me and watch it rise.
Looking forward to springtime in Vermont capturing it's beauty.
Wishing your want was as strong as mine. Wishing your need was found in me.
She was aghast at the hobgoblin standing before her.
Looking out the window, sometimes I wonder:
Are you looking out the window, wondering too?
because it is priceless if you find it.
She knew it. Hers unconditional. He knew it.
and when I recognize it, I will have arrived. :)
" she asked the gun. One shot.
She wished that was enough.
set off fireworks beneath her flushed & reddening skin.
With a deeply burdened sigh she sadly hung the sign: "This heart is now closed."
So she made up interests. Lies about her life. Interests = invest.
"So what was it like"?!
'IT WAS HORRIBLE'!!!
and everyone was happy to see love at work
and vulnerable is when I find I'm most "prickly".
the tears begin to flow, I know in an instant your mine.
and in my heart, wish I could let her go
i can no longer love or like, so thank you!
who really loves me, not just how I make him feel
when u hurt me so bad? i deserve so much better.
War ragged on inside her, sadness and joy battling for control. Neither winning, neither loosing.
whispered conversation with the quiet rain.
and empty inside and nothing anyone says can help ?
she once more sealed her heart and put the dreams away.
held together by far too few fragile bonds ...
that kills...but we were too far gone. Together we fell.
something better in life than waiting for things that don't exist. Right?
where weeds and roses coexisted quite peacefully.
Flowing over me and away, and back over another day. Like surf creeping further ashore.