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I Wanted Someone Dead

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    I Wanted Stepdad Dead

    When I was a young girl I used to pray to GOD to please just kill my stepdad.I did it all the time,I would lay in my bed and cry because I was sooo pissed off at him,I was so sick of him.He would be drunk again and the monster would come out and I was afraid of the monster.Now he...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Hatred Is Intense

    Im not an angry person, im actually very loving, very peaceful. But i have wanted someone dead. And it begins with hatred. a hate so strong it makes you sick, i use think whats wrong with me. The person i wanted dead had never done anything wrong to me physically but i knew that...
    agonyblue agonyblue 18-21 Aug 27, 2011

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    Guess Different To A Point

    i want a step father dead but i want him dead by my hand not killed the way he was doing hard time for abuse of his power as a USMC recurter, I want to know who helped him get my wife in the USMC and who helped him do it the i want to watch him died the same way she was killed...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 31, 2011

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    I Killed Him Many Times

    He hurted me so bad that i wanted him dead. I killed him many times in my imagination, my writings and nightmares. but he was still there breathing. it offended me that he was still alive. i kept killing him in everyway. i even turned into a vampire to drain him from blood. it...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    A Death Wish

    I wanted a few of my relatives dead. I wanted a few neighbors in my building dead. They have aggravated my emotions to the point where I have a death wish on them. And I avoid them at all costs. I'm not a very violent person, but I get aggressive sometimes. I don't usually hurt...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Dec 29, 2012

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    juliaek1 juliaek1 13-15, F Jul 5

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    I want to share this with everyone, it would help me feel a bit lighter from inside. I am from India, I fell in love with a girl who is elder than me by 3 years. We used to talk...
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    Totally love the walking dead!!!! But have just found my new reading fix which is very similar to the walking dead in the form of author Jason Brant "The Hunger Series". Brillant...
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    I really expected to be at the top of my game, in a well paid job, and a participative parent, but that's not been the case. My first marriage imploded when my daughter was only...
    BJH72 BJH72 41-45, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I really thought I liked him. I thought about him all the time, wanted to be with him..but then when he took me on dates, all the attraction was lost. I realized that maybe the...
    londontravella londontravella 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    When I was in my 20s I was extremely afraid of settling down and getting married. I remember sweating at friends wedding ceremonies. I kept picturing myself taking the vows and I...
    OscarP OscarP 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'll do you one better. I MARRIED someone who turned out to be crazy!!! Crazy as in: turning up at my place of work. Just because she wanted a row at 3 in the morning! Phoning my...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Today... I escaped death. The girl 20 feet away didn't. A two minute window made the difference. I noticed a nice innocent young woman riding her bike. Back and forth. I went in...
    wanderingsoul777 wanderingsoul777 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I did, a few years back. This very handsome guy added me on a site and was so curious about him. We talked maybe a couple of times, until one night he gave me his number. When he...
    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    My best friend killed himself 4 years ago.I was the last one he called.I could tell him everything.He always talked about killing himself it got to the point where no one believed...
    xoloyaltydeexo xoloyaltydeexo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Hi guys ,I'm juelz from Egypt, every upcoming October I get older one year,yes I'm Libra sign "the funny ones" I feel so alone and I just found this amazing site and I really need...
    FlawlessGuy FlawlessGuy 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have seen the spirits of the dead ever since i wa a kid but that's a long story so i will just tell you all an interesting experience which involved several people me my girl...
    Monkeyman4200 Monkeyman4200 26-30, M Jun 29

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    I'm not at all where I wanted to be at this age. Not financially, not in my work career , not socially ......
    boxersoff4u boxersoff4u 51-55, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Just Wanted to Talk to Ppl That Wont Judge Me
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Almost 40. No kids. Crappy husband who devalues me. No job. Non confidence and experience to get a job. I feel like a loser. I have no real friends. It's hard to be human...
    mrsklemzak mrsklemzak 36-40, F 3 Responses 36 mins ago

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    Its been 11 years today. I can hardly believe its been that long. 11 years since I heard your laugh, saw your smile, felt your touch. I had a dream about you that morning where...
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Nobody's Mother-When I had my first children, identical twin boys at age 17,I wanted to be the best Mommy and soldier I could be. My Army career ended after 5 years leaving me...
    BabylessMommy BabylessMommy 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I always wished I could be someone else. I always figured someone else had it easier. Someone else has it better. Someone else has more to offer, more to give, more to live... I...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    I know its a real taboo of online dating, what makes it worse is that it is long distant as we are both from different countries, I from the UK him from Romania (tom-not his real...
    kitakata1 kitakata1 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 17

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    I am in an all-but-sexless relationship with someone I love and respect, and I'm looking for someone who can relate to talk to as I try to find my way through this. To get some of...
    NXS3 NXS3 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I am in an all-but-sexless relationship with someone I love and respect, and I'm looking for someone who can relate to talk to as I try to find my way through this. To get some of...
    NXS3 NXS3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    What are The Seven Deadly Sins? The Seven Deadly Sins in Christian belief are a list of seven rebellious tendencies that afflict fallen and sinful humanity, so classified by...
    7DeadlySin 7DeadlySin 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Dear mom i wanted to let you know that i don't hate you because i don't even think its possible, i probably don't know how to love you cause the only way i know how to love is the...
    poetessofblood poetessofblood 18-21, F a week ago

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    I need help or advice. I am 22 years old, I feel as if I am 50 haha, been through a lot of stuff in my life. I am in love with someone who I will never have, :( we both have...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hey. I'm 15 years old, and growing up awfully. Most of my family is dead due to cancer. The remaining part are partually thieves, and partually selfhating people, blaming eachother...
    Draganoth Draganoth 13-15, M 9 Responses Jul 2

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    Completed every dead space, love them all and It amazes me how they still keep the game scary or scary enough that it still makes you just love it.. Playing some Dead space 3 and...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I just want someone I can depend on and trust. I have a family and I have acquaintances, but no once I can trust, and no one who would want to listen. I talk to people about their...
    beautyfromthis beautyfromthis 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The game and show ( spoilers if you haven't seen the last episode of season 2) YEAH SARAH IS DEAD SHE WAS SLOWING EVERYONE DOWN !!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY SHE IS DEAD. But I didn't...
    bela5562 bela5562 13-15, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hey, so I'm waiting for someone special I already know who it is. Him and I have been childhood friends till I moved away when I was 8. We went and did everything together because...
    EvelynElf EvelynElf 16-17, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Just someone who doesn't know me. Someone who can put up with annoying texts at 3 am and someone who I can share things I've never shared with anyone else. And vise versa.
    ForeverWinter21 ForeverWinter21 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I'm really missing my best friend. He drowned about five years ago. Today, I was driving through the town we grew up in with my grandparents talking about someone that'd died in...
    wallflower817 wallflower817 18-21 1 Response Jun 29

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    YOU DESERVE TO HAVE SOMEONE Who Will Marry you and Love You forever. Who Will Worry and Care about You. Someone to Love You and Pamper You. Someone to Put You at the Center of the...
    imgreywlf imgreywlf 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was at a neighborhood pool, swimming when I was in High school. It was a day like all the others . I just happened to look over where I was swimming and there was a young kid...
    libbielane libbielane 56-60, F 6 days ago

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    I don't feel like I can trust anyone. I don't know who I can talk to, not in real life where they know who I am. I'm having a breakdown, I think. I've had trouble sleeping for a...
    AshCents AshCents 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I first met him. I fell for him little by little. He was my air that I need to breathe. He was my heart that I wanted to love. He was the man in my dreams that I wanted to...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Jul 17

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    I just feel like my life has to much potential and purpose, yet everyday everything is so dead. I can't find work, I have no money, and I just don't know what direction I should be...
    carlgj carlgj 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I believe that looks in no way define us as a person. If we fall in love with someone for their looks then what's to stop is falling in unrequited love every day with the first hot...
    Chloeeee17 Chloeeee17 18-21, F 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I'm Super confused right now. My fiancé and I are fighting constantly and in our recent argument I believe I crossed the line in saying something that I regret and that was very...
    wishingforabetteroutcome wishingforabetteroutcome 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    i may not be a mother but i am a father. my child is dead and my horrible sister who bashed us for having a child, her child lives and my is dead the pain is fresh. it all happened...
    saint0928 saint0928 18-21, M Jul 2

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    One day I was driving down the street and there was like 8 dead squirrels in the street that had gotten ran over. I was a massacre :( Everyday I see tons of dead animals, it's...
    formermartin81 formermartin81 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    How many Deadheads are out there? Heart me if you love the Dead.
    blowsagainsttheempire blowsagainsttheempire 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 3