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I Wanted Someone Dead

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    A Death Wish

    I wanted a few of my relatives dead. I wanted a few neighbors in my building dead. They have aggravated my emotions to the point where I have a death wish on them. And I avoid them at all costs. I'm not a very violent person, but I get aggressive sometimes. I don't usually hurt...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Dec 29, 2012

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    Hatred Is Intense

    Im not an angry person, im actually very loving, very peaceful. But i have wanted someone dead. And it begins with hatred. a hate so strong it makes you sick, i use think whats wrong with me. The person i wanted dead had never done anything wrong to me physically but i knew that...
    agonyblue agonyblue 18-21 Aug 27, 2011

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    I Killed Him Many Times

    He hurted me so bad that i wanted him dead. I killed him many times in my imagination, my writings and nightmares. but he was still there breathing. it offended me that he was still alive. i kept killing him in everyway. i even turned into a vampire to drain him from blood. it...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    My brother. He's ruined the family's life

    since he turned 18. We all hate him. We all want him gone. If hiring a hitman wasn't illegal, I'd do it in a heartbeat and have him dead immediately. He has no respect for anyone. He is violent towards his own parents. He doesn't deserve to live.
    khushali11 khushali11 26-30, F Feb 28

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    I Wanted Stepdad Dead

    When I was a young girl I used to pray to GOD to please just kill my stepdad.I did it all the time,I would lay in my bed and cry because I was sooo pissed off at him,I was so sick of him.He would be drunk again and the monster would come out and I was afraid of the monster.Now he...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Guess Different To A Point

    i want a step father dead but i want him dead by my hand not killed the way he was doing hard time for abuse of his power as a USMC recurter, I want to know who helped him get my wife in the USMC and who helped him do it the i want to watch him died the same way she was killed...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 31, 2011

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    I met him in high school and he was sweet with a good family. I made him break up with me and he moved on quickly. I felt myself go crazy and I regretted losing him and I lashed...
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    I wish my life wasn't so painful, I wish it wasn't this complicated, I wish he still talked to me, I wish she still cared, I wish they still wanted me, I've been shut out of so...
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    So this is it. This is where my life has taken me. I'd really like someone to, but i'm losing the desire slowly. At least listen to this story before you cast your judgement. 6...
    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M Apr 23

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    So I am actually German, but I am currently living in the USA for a year. When I woke up in the morning yesterday, I had about 20 messages. Half of it wished me a happy Easter...
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    I am at the end of nearly an 11 year relationship. I am relieved that I am moving on as this hasn't been the most positive of relationships however, I am afraid too. Even though I...
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    I don't know just where I'm going But I'm gonna try for the kingdom, if I can 'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man When I put a spike into my vein And I'll tell ya, things aren't...
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    Otay.... So I wrote a song lol.... It's my first one so don't be too harsh. This topic has pained my mind for almost a year... And for some reason I can't get over it... But anyway...
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    Has anyone had any weird dreams about being in The Walking Dead? Last night I wanted to watch a little bit of the rerun of episodes on Netflix and I fell asleep dreaming about...
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    I stupidly believed a guy who was visiting the country on holiday that he loved me because he told me he loved me.. Only when he left the country he suddenly didn't love me and was...
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    Would love to call someone on the phone and just rant about everything..
    GucciTeyaah12 GucciTeyaah12 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    When you love someone beyond the limits you could have ever imagined. When nothing or no one else can compare. When you want the best for them, no matter what. When you are...
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    someone respond to my other experience please
    allieayee allieayee 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I consider myself bi-curious. I've never physically been with another female before but always wondered what it would feel like... Could someone maybe tell me what it's like?
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    I have lived with a man for 11 years and only now do I see he was suffering from mild depression and anxiety for a good portion of it. He has always been a very stoic person who...
    marydd marydd 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Im 15 years old, Me and my mum both are able to see and communicate withe entities, my mum has had it since she was my age but i started seeing them when i was 12. At first i was...
    anatomy99 anatomy99 13-15, F Apr 19

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    I hate myself and know that one day, regardless of me wanting to live that I will have to call it Quits... In other stories, I ask that you pick up on facts...and if you come...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    I never really thought that it could ever happen to me but about year and a half ago I started chatting on Skype with one stranger. I didn't really remember, when an why I added...
    PorcelainDoll98 PorcelainDoll98 16-17, F Apr 18

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    so there's this guy I've known for 3 years. we've been some what close friends (on and off) within those years but I've never thought of him as someone I would ever like. but we...
    thoughtsofateenager thoughtsofateenager 16-17, F Apr 24

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    ive been searching for an exit but ive been lost inside my head. sometimes i really wonder if its worth it anymore. ha! its funny honestly, i wish for someone to tell me that im...
    stillbroken17 stillbroken17 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I loved someone that didn't love me and I don't regret it at all. While it felt terrible most of the time, short-lived moments of happiness were also one of the best days of my...
    everydayissummerr everydayissummerr 26-30, F 21 hrs ago

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    "I want you to want me..." I hate feeling unwanted. I've always felt this way, and it's tears me up inside. I really wish there was someone that truly wanted to be with me. It's...
    DarkestDespair DarkestDespair 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    if you type in on Google Maps these exact numbers you can see a man dragging a dead body into a lake. don't forget the comma and the decimals! 52.376552,5.198303 its weird lol
    A1133cat A1133cat 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I'm having "The Walking Dead" withdrawals......... I am so ready for the new season to come out, like right now.... I never thought I would like the show but after playing Blacks...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    Big brown eyes...used to be sharp....look deep inside, they are dull, lifeless, nothing there but emptiness...once used to sparkle and shine...capture....now dead dark pools....A...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have good days and bad days. Today is a very bad day. It's been a year since he disappeared without a trace. It was so painful to deal with. This past week I felt okay, like I...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I love someone deeply, I love him more than I can bare but my family didn't liked him so I had to let him go, even though he loved me and I didn't wanted to. I stuck up in a...
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    Through the internet a person can portray themselves as anything, and even though we had been talking for years i still didnt know who she truely was . I ended up I falling...
    vashty vashty 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    Or how to put it.. I have always wanted to be older.. For example, id have the thought that when i get older, then finally i can get better along with other people. Then they...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Apr 24

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    It was important to me that my STBX and I "break up" (that is, agree to divorce) before I opened up my heart to the next relationship. I just did not want to have two concurrent...
    streetcsi streetcsi 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    He was perfect. Too perfect. That's why I couldn't compete with that perfect girl who completed his perfect love. But he and I had the perfect kiss that enlightened me although he...
    rainalynn rainalynn 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    You shot the bullet; And I caught it with my heart; Now my hearts broken; Someone please fix it.
    Catho Catho 18-21, F Apr 7

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    My younger sister left this world 9 years ago on her own terms. A belt wrapped around her neck in her bedroom closet. She was 11 years old. Left behind were several journals filled...
    ShahirAnkara ShahirAnkara 22-25, M 7 Responses Apr 8

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    Some days I miss you so much it hurts. My brain aches like I'm thinking about you with a part of it that is bruised, a part that can no longer be used for logic or reason. There is...
    AshleyJea AshleyJea 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    I came across a folder on my desktop, it contained a letter to someone here, or to be more precise, it contained a 'rude' letter that I never sent out, I never communicated to them...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    My girlfriend's father. Wish he would fall over dead.
    PoeticJay PoeticJay 16-17, M Apr 16

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