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I Wanted Someone Dead

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    Hatred Is Intense

    Im not an angry person, im actually very loving, very peaceful. But i have wanted someone dead. And it begins with hatred. a hate so strong it makes you sick, i use think whats wrong with me. The person i wanted dead had never done anything wrong to me physically but i knew that...
    agonyblue agonyblue 18-21 Aug 27, 2011

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    Guess Different To A Point

    i want a step father dead but i want him dead by my hand not killed the way he was doing hard time for abuse of his power as a USMC recurter, I want to know who helped him get my wife in the USMC and who helped him do it the i want to watch him died the same way she was killed...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 31, 2011

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    I Wanted Stepdad Dead

    When I was a young girl I used to pray to GOD to please just kill my stepdad.I did it all the time,I would lay in my bed and cry because I was sooo pissed off at him,I was so sick of him.He would be drunk again and the monster would come out and I was afraid of the monster.Now he...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Killed Him Many Times

    He hurted me so bad that i wanted him dead. I killed him many times in my imagination, my writings and nightmares. but he was still there breathing. it offended me that he was still alive. i kept killing him in everyway. i even turned into a vampire to drain him from blood. it...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    A Death Wish

    I wanted a few of my relatives dead. I wanted a few neighbors in my building dead. They have aggravated my emotions to the point where I have a death wish on them. And I avoid them at all costs. I'm not a very violent person, but I get aggressive sometimes. I don't usually hurt...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Dec 29, 2012

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
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    to get this on your smart phones..watch series; walking dead:season 5, look for one that says vodlocker, download, it'll take you to a link that's orange, then tap "download/play...
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    I feel nervous typing this as my beautiful baby sleeps beside me and my very handsome husband, who is a great father and a good person, snores nearby. I just feel so ungrateful, or...
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    Ok so here we go again. I'm ready to go on with my story. Just for those who have not read my previous posts, this is my fourth one. Anyway, so I was almost 18 when me and the guy...
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    So I may as well start tonight. I don't think I'll be sleeping soon and I need to start sharing sometime. I was born as the first child and my parents had another 2 kids after that...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    My 5th post. If you are reading my posts I just need to say that if any part of my story sounds like a blame game, that's not the intention. Throughout the last 21 years of my life...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    15th post. My panic attack yesterday left me emotionally and physically drained. The way I'm feeling today, there is no was in the world I am going to beat this fight. I would much...
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    I wish I were fancied, liked, wanted... A second glance would be nice. Oh well.
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    I met someone that I could honestly spend the rest of my life with. No matter how cliche it sounds, it was love at first sight. It was a whirlwind romance. We were together only a...
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    10th post. I feel so guilty sharing my story, as I feel like I'm dissing someone behind their back. I'm telling our story, but this other person can't defend themselves, so please...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    When I abandoned this place several months ago, I promised myself that all of the things I wouldn't be able to say to the next person I'll be admiring should be written in a...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 Oct 30

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    I don't really wish that. But it helps keep things in perspective. We have a very tall bridge nearby, it's almost 900 feet above the river. Lately it's become a lightning rod for...
    joecell joecell 46-50, M Nov 7

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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I need that.I guess im afraid of it but it's something i feel I need,without it I just feel dead inside,like my life isn't meaningful.It's hard for me to really show my true self...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 6

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    Dear ClintToday you have been dead for four years. This afternoon at 4:15 you left us. I just want to tell you that we still miss your presence in our lives. My heart and mind...
    SwanSongRebeL SwanSongRebeL 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 7

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    It all started with a movie that came out this year called, “Ragamuffin.” It is the true story of Christian singer/songwriter, Rich Mullins. Rich grew up on a farm in...
    angelsfeet angelsfeet 41-45, F Nov 9

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    My son. People will never understand the pain and trauma his death has caused me, most don't even care to try. They tell me things like "everything happens for a reason" or things...
    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    I'm 33 single mom can't get a boyfriend no one wants to date a single mom. I've been lonely for so many years I have no family. The only family I had was my brother and he died...
    mysadlife1111 mysadlife1111 31-35, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Well I'm right back to square one AGAIN!! I was in a position very much the same as I am now before and I seem to b on a merry-go-round of the same relationships that last years...
    Squeekarose Squeekarose 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    Christopher Garcia my greatest pal to ever live and die young at age 16..... Best friend since childhood The feelings with him have great good He always cheers me up and puts me...
    PinkiePie20 PinkiePie20 13-15, M Nov 9

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    "Faith is seeing light with your heart when all your eyes see is darkness." 7th Post. Back to my story. Just need to mention that if you don't like to hear real stuff then stop...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F a week ago

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    Ok so there's a little less than two hours till the next episode. So Bob is dead, Eugene, Maggie, Glenn and a couple others went off towards DC. (Im sad about that btw) I get Rick...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    It would be so nice just to have someone want to be with me. To have someone smile so big when they first see me, and give me the biggest, longest hugs and maybe pick me up and...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 8 Responses Nov 2

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    I am 2 days from being 23 years old and am married to a childhood best friend. We married one year ago, almost to the day. He has always been incredibly close to my family and...
    laurnes1 laurnes1 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F Nov 12

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    13th post. "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me." I wish it would end, I wish it would end, I wish it would end. My life that is, and I can't seem to stop thinking...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    me in bed: i wish i was dead me peeing: i wish i was dead me eating: i wish i was dead me 24/7: i wish i was dead
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 12 Responses 1 day ago

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    A 'companion series' to Walking Dead stars a brand new set of characters.  Estimated date - 2015. This Walking Dead spinoff follows a brand new set of characters in their...
    IrisROE IrisROE 56-60, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I took this picture like two weeks ago. I remember that afternoon was kinda windy,but the weather was just right. I took this picture in a waiting room of sicu = surgical...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Oct 29

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    I once made a vow to never fall for someone I work with. The line of work I dabble in isn't a typical job, nor is it really a job at all. Regardless, in the group of people I work...
    RegicideJester RegicideJester 18-21, M Oct 31

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    I am terrified of the sight of dead things. The fact em that no one knows where the soul has gone freaks me out. I have been this way ever since I saw my great grandad passed away...
    livelifefully73 livelifefully73 16-17, F Nov 3

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    If i were to meet someone like me a few things would probably happen. First we would do some crazy ****. And by crazy I mean illegal and strange. You see I have many unlawful and...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    I haven't been able to sleep all night and I can't stop thinking it would be better if I was dead. I don't just think it, I FEEL like I need to be dead. I don't live, I only exist...
    c130patra c130patra 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want someone who will be sexually attracted to me before liking my personality not the other way round.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F 6 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    everybody saying i want to talk to someone but actually they dont
    AMMQ123 AMMQ123 31-35, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Just want someone to love me as much I as I love them. Pretty much the only thing in this world I can't live without. Besides food, water and air of course
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 hr ago