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I Wanted Someone Dead

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    I Wanted Stepdad Dead

    When I was a young girl I used to pray to GOD to please just kill my stepdad.I did it all the time,I would lay in my bed and cry because I was sooo pissed off at him,I was so sick of him.He would be drunk again and the monster would come out and I was afraid of the monster.Now he...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Killed Him Many Times

    He hurted me so bad that i wanted him dead. I killed him many times in my imagination, my writings and nightmares. but he was still there breathing. it offended me that he was still alive. i kept killing him in everyway. i even turned into a vampire to drain him from blood. it...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    Hatred Is Intense

    Im not an angry person, im actually very loving, very peaceful. But i have wanted someone dead. And it begins with hatred. a hate so strong it makes you sick, i use think whats wrong with me. The person i wanted dead had never done anything wrong to me physically but i knew that...
    agonyblue agonyblue 18-21 Aug 27, 2011

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    A Death Wish

    I wanted a few of my relatives dead. I wanted a few neighbors in my building dead. They have aggravated my emotions to the point where I have a death wish on them. And I avoid them at all costs. I'm not a very violent person, but I get aggressive sometimes. I don't usually hurt...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Dec 29, 2012

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    Guess Different To A Point

    i want a step father dead but i want him dead by my hand not killed the way he was doing hard time for abuse of his power as a USMC recurter, I want to know who helped him get my wife in the USMC and who helped him do it the i want to watch him died the same way she was killed...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 31, 2011

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    I realized there's a part 2 to this story so I figured I'd put it up to let you all know what happened. As I told you it took me quite a long time for me to get over breaking up...
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    I just want someone I can talk to. someone I tell anything, without them judging me. I need someone to be my diary.
    kissmykicks kissmykicks 16-17, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    July 15th, 2014 I lost someone I was very close to. I met Justin when I was 11, and we hung out almost every single day, and had sleepovers every weekend. We didn't always get...
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    few years back then, my granny past away peacefully. i missed her so much. she was the best granny EVER and she's just like a friend to me. I'm closer to her thn my mum and she was...
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    I am so in love with my friend that I've known for several years now. We're such good friends too, one of the few people I can trust. When we first met many years ago, she "liked...
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    Musicthataltersyou Musicthataltersyou 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    2095TwistedTransistor3684 2095TwistedTransistor3684 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hiddenintheleaves Hiddenintheleaves 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    (Filipino-English) Well,here I am, a typical teenager. I'm 18 and NBSB (No Boyfriend Since Birth). I don't know, maybe I'm just not that beautiful for guys to have an interest...
    higalove higalove 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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