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I Wanted Someone Dead

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    I Wanted Stepdad Dead

    When I was a young girl I used to pray to GOD to please just kill my stepdad.I did it all the time,I would lay in my bed and cry because I was sooo pissed off at him,I was so sick of him.He would be drunk again and the monster would come out and I was afraid of the monster.Now he...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Killed Him Many Times

    He hurted me so bad that i wanted him dead. I killed him many times in my imagination, my writings and nightmares. but he was still there breathing. it offended me that he was still alive. i kept killing him in everyway. i even turned into a vampire to drain him from blood. it...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    A Death Wish

    I wanted a few of my relatives dead. I wanted a few neighbors in my building dead. They have aggravated my emotions to the point where I have a death wish on them. And I avoid them at all costs. I'm not a very violent person, but I get aggressive sometimes. I don't usually hurt...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Dec 29, 2012

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    Hatred Is Intense

    Im not an angry person, im actually very loving, very peaceful. But i have wanted someone dead. And it begins with hatred. a hate so strong it makes you sick, i use think whats wrong with me. The person i wanted dead had never done anything wrong to me physically but i knew that...
    agonyblue agonyblue 18-21 Aug 27, 2011

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    Guess Different To A Point

    i want a step father dead but i want him dead by my hand not killed the way he was doing hard time for abuse of his power as a USMC recurter, I want to know who helped him get my wife in the USMC and who helped him do it the i want to watch him died the same way she was killed...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 31, 2011

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    is that 2 much 2 ask for???
    Azriel30 Azriel30 31-35, M a week ago

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    i posted before about how my brother and i are being abused by our oldest brother... i wanted someone to talk to but everyone told me to go to the police... while he was out today...
    ana097 ana097 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 27

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    Bored and wanted someone to talk to ^_^ I'm so tired and I just need company =)
    enoch1005 enoch1005 22-25, M Sep 5

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    Is it wrong to want someone to want me? But everyone strays away, everyone is temporary. Not good enough I guess.
    DreamofKatt DreamofKatt 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    My uncle passed away a couple of days ago. I visited his home yesterday as the family was making funeral preperations. I noticed my uncle standing at his bedroom door. I...
    cpowell1000 cpowell1000 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Days had come and Gone and all that I've dreamt about was to travel the world and figure myself out... who I am, what I like, my interest, strengths and weaknesses. And to simply...
    Luseeyah Luseeyah 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Depression = Lack of all motivation = Feeling like I'm just wasting my existence. I'm sorry, world. I'm failing you. I know I need help. I know I need someone to just reach out...
    jahein137 jahein137 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 10

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    Nobody wants to talk, ok. Fine. I know when i'm not wanted. This pains is all I have now. Countless scars on my wrists, now with four fresh ones to join them. I know people see...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I never wanted to live. I can't even begin to explain the identification I have to this sentence. For many, many years I wanted nothing more then to not exist to feel nothing to...
    endlessinnerbeauty endlessinnerbeauty 22-25, F Sep 13

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    ok ok i need someone to talk but i cant talk so i need someone can make me talk
    Outsider92 Outsider92 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I told some horrible things to my dad today. I feel so bad. Is that why I put in this life for? To hurt others? And be ungrateful? I wish I wasn't so mean but I'm just unhappy with...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Really do man people dont understand how it feels to be hopeless . Sometimes i think i was better if i wasn't born . Im almost 20 in a few months and the way my life is headed i...
    miz0217 miz0217 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Hey, super bored, and lonely, hoping someone will chat with me for a while
    everlong86 everlong86 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I need someone !!! I prefer a girl cause its personal !!!
    rogeliotraww187 rogeliotraww187 22-25, M 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    because its not real, generally, it's just another fake posturing of the flirtatious family, or a demand to be looked at and complimented in return. But the biggest problem is its...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Joshua603a4yn8 Joshua603a4yn8 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    But not him as a dead person..I'm in love with what he used to be when he was alive. I think about it him all the time. Sometimes I enjoy it and sometimes it just makes me feel...
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Someone hacked me or something I'm not dead, I noticed a lot of notifications, but I'm not dead.
    KoolKandon KoolKandon 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I desperately want to be close to someone. I'm a 20 year old student who has never had a large group of friends. I have two close guy friends who are like brothers to me, but of...
    wanderer623 wanderer623 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    If I died tomorrow night. Would you care? Would I? Would she? Who am I kidding, you have no reason to care, and everyone has to have a reason... Naturally she wouldn't cause she...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    Well here we go, time to let out every thing out. I hope in doing so I'll find some one I can relate to and finally make a friend. Some days I feel especially lonely. I'm very...
    novalucian novalucian 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 5

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    My story begins in May of 2014. I had a small circle of friends online with which I hanged out with regularly, like every single day, even if it was to talk about our daily life...
    Gregory1990 Gregory1990 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 8

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    I heard about EP and I thought it might help me, because nothing else has. I'm currently 16 years old living in Matthews, North Carolina. I've always been the kind of kid that put...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Fell in love for the first time 20 yrs ago with a man who thought I was much older than I was. I lied about my age. I really liked him but we only saw each other off and on for a...
    Ladygrey79 Ladygrey79 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It all started out ordinarily. As I started in college, I got in class with this girl named Rosalina. She was this cute/nerdy type, often talking about games and anime. She was the...
    Zeddion Zeddion 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    For as long as I can remember all I wanted in life was to be a wife and mother. Growing up in a broken home, this was a really big deal for me. That being said I got married at a...
    MahinaGlow MahinaGlow 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I have fallen in love with this person who has so completely melted my heart it isn't even funny. I am not a romantic or mushy person by nature, but this man brings out the best in...
    Oldiesbutgoldies Oldiesbutgoldies 16-17, F Aug 25

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    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I was 14-15 at the time. And he was my ex. I never knew he was suicidal. Until my mom told me he shot himself in the head. He had been drinking and wrote a suicide letter. I...
    Inherownwords Inherownwords 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 12

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    25 years later. Yes, 25... I grew up on love ballads, hair bands, metal and plain old rock and roll. I don't remember, but apparently I helped launched two careers into the music...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Not sure if this is where I should post this but I feel the need to get this out. So, my ex boyfriend and I broke up a while ago for the umpteenth million time and i ended up...
    Pinklily87 Pinklily87 26-30, F Sep 1

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    Yea, I missed you a lot, but I am too old for the games you're playing. I really love you a lot, but it is better this way. Your opinion of me is so low, and you think things that...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    This was about a month ago, but I've always wanted to write about it and share it anonymously. It was just another day of CNA class at a skilled nursing facility. Our instructor...
    lovelyyouth lovelyyouth 16-17, F Aug 24

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    So, i've been out of education for a good 5 years now. By the end of my secondary school life, just during my GCSE's i was considered by many of my teachers as quite bright. I...
    RitchB93 RitchB93 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    About 18 months ago I started a new job and I remember the first time I met my boss I couldn't forget him. I went home and he was all I thought about. He interviewed me said he...
    Monoka14 Monoka14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    My pills and VODKA! YAY!.... I once read a story about a rich man whom everyone was jealous of....he lives in solitude. And one day he just killed himself. Will that also happen...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 9 Responses Sep 8

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    Warning Spoilers of the walking dead S2 read if have watched. So I'm going to share something weird I did so a couple of months ago when 'the walking dead S2' of when Luke dies...
    zoeyrock123 zoeyrock123 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I get on here and see people talk about being heart-broken over people who have done them wrong. Well, I am on the other side of the coin. I am heart-broken because I done a very...
    Godsmack23 Godsmack23 31-35, M Sep 10

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    Sometimes I feel pushed close to the edge, and I just want to disappear. Not necessarily die, but just stop existing. Just have all my problems stop existing. I don't want to stay...
    Kurokagi Kurokagi 18-21 6 days ago

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    I keep remembering my dad ... I dont want to because of the horrible things he did to me but i've had dreams of him this week and every sound reminds me of him . These memories...
    piercetheveil22 piercetheveil22 13-15, F 5 days ago

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