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I Wanted Someone Dead

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    A Death Wish

    I wanted a few of my relatives dead. I wanted a few neighbors in my building dead. They have aggravated my emotions to the point where I have a death wish on them. And I avoid them at all costs. I'm not a very violent person, but I get aggressive sometimes. I don't usually hurt...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Dec 29, 2012

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    I Killed Him Many Times

    He hurted me so bad that i wanted him dead. I killed him many times in my imagination, my writings and nightmares. but he was still there breathing. it offended me that he was still alive. i kept killing him in everyway. i even turned into a vampire to drain him from blood. it...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    Guess Different To A Point

    i want a step father dead but i want him dead by my hand not killed the way he was doing hard time for abuse of his power as a USMC recurter, I want to know who helped him get my wife in the USMC and who helped him do it the i want to watch him died the same way she was killed...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 31, 2011

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    I Wanted Stepdad Dead

    When I was a young girl I used to pray to GOD to please just kill my stepdad.I did it all the time,I would lay in my bed and cry because I was sooo pissed off at him,I was so sick of him.He would be drunk again and the monster would come out and I was afraid of the monster.Now he...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Hatred Is Intense

    Im not an angry person, im actually very loving, very peaceful. But i have wanted someone dead. And it begins with hatred. a hate so strong it makes you sick, i use think whats wrong with me. The person i wanted dead had never done anything wrong to me physically but i knew that...
    agonyblue agonyblue 18-21 Aug 27, 2011

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    Have you ever wanted someone and known it'll never happen but you can't stop thinking about them that way? Well I've been thinking about him that way for 6 years and he has no clue...
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