I Wanted To Call-text You And Say--but I Can't

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 245 People

    I did hate you for a day

    or two. I was heartbroken. I miss you terribly. You were wrong ... I didn't get over you quickly... It took up until yesterday... Tomato soup time had come and gone
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 5, 2015

    Dump your new girlfriend

    and let me be with you.... Just for a day or something... I miss your kisses ... I miss your c@ck. Why did you have to move on so quickly? I know I did it first, but you were supposed to wait for me even though I was fooling around with other guys and hurting your feelings.... I...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 21

    Would it make the distance between is any

    shorter if I told you that I miss you.... Would it make the miles needed to travel any less if I told you that I love you. Would it hurt any less to talk to you... Maybe it would hurt more....
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2015

    This was our brief conversation.

    ... I don't know if I should be pleased by him contacting me or not
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 5, 2015
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2015

    I wish I was with you right now.

    ... I miss you. I love you. I want you. I need you.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    I would love to hear your voice everyday

    but I will settle for a text.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 18

    What The Hell?

    I can never tell what you are thinking. You tell your friends one thing and you tell me another. You say you really want to be friends with me and then you close yourself off. Are you like this with everyone? I just wish you would open up, just a little bit. Let me see what kind...
    LordEvan88 LordEvan88
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 29, 2009

    I just want to see you.

    .. To hear your voice... To look in your eyes and know that you love me and that I love you like I love no other.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 28, 2015

    I want to text you and tell you

    that I chose you first...I chose you last...there was never any competition. ..but I cant because it wouldn't matter anyway
    Myeyestellu Myeyestellu
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 14

    I'd love to text you,

    but I want a response. The husband never replies to my text messages, because I'm not worth the effort. The crush - who I believe cares about me to a certain extent - will never respond because he doesn't want to lead me on. My preference would be to text someone who enjoys...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jan 13

    **** YOU!!! **** YOU!

    !!**** YOU!!! **** YOU!!!**** YOU!!! **** YOU!!!**** YOU!!! **** YOU!!!
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2015

    I wanted to call or text you to say

    that I went to bed last night pissed off that you were dead. I woke up this morning still pissed off that you were, in fact, still dead. you warned me about the boys who almost too quickly wormed their way into my head. I met a boy who makes my heart hurt. my chest caves in...
    w1ster1a w1ster1a
    16-17, F
    Dec 4, 2015

    I still do......... I still care.

    ...... I still love you..... I still want you
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    The only want I have right in this moment is to

    be bent over the arm of your sofa again with your head buried between my legs.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Jan 13

    It's 3am and you're what's on my mind.

    I feel like if I don't say something you'll slip away again.... I know your little text doesn't mean that you want to be with me, but it's still throwing me for a loop. You told me I would be over you before my next period... You were wrong ... I was close to being over you and...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2015

    I wanted to call you to hear your voice

    and to say I miss you, but my husband called on the other line.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 14

    So I guess you don't really want to talk to me.

    .. You only said the brief hello and when I emailed you and told you that I missed you you didn't respond with similar feelings.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2015
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 21, 2015

    I woke up wanting you.

    Missing you. Yearning to be with you. To know your touch again.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2015

    Would it make anything better

    if I told you that I miss you?
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 8, 2015

    I've been thinking about you a lot today.

    .. I miss you. I guess I shouldn't have worn the bracelet you have me today... For some reason I just felt compelled to wear it. To immerse my day in thoughts of you. I'm grateful for the time we had together... Sorry it had to end so quickly.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2015

    People who wants to have me on Skype,

    I have a difficult time finding you.
    Tagstar2000 Tagstar2000
    13-15, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2015

    Can you undo the fact

    that you texted me?? Why??? Why did you do it now?? F-ck! I can't stand this ... Why did you just say something so brief???
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 6, 2015

    The dozens of text I wanted to send you .

    .. The pleas I wanted send to have you love me ... Did you feel the same? Did you have nights where you had to fight the urge send me a text? Nights where all you could do was resist the desire to call me?
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 6, 2015

    Will you save me from this hell?

    Where are you? Why aren't you my knight in shining armor??
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2015

    I'm sorry for all the things I said.

    .. I'm sorry that I told you there was no point in talking anymore... It was a lie. I desperately want to hear your voice. I guess I need to find someone new now... No big deal.... I miss you terribly, though and I feel like no one will ever be able to compare.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 25, 2015

    I wish you would text me

    or message me just to tell me your ok. A simple hello I'm ok would be good.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 6, 2015

    Things I've left unsaid this morning: I've

    missed you... Have you missed me, too? (I think you must've been thinking of me otherwise you wouldn't have texted me) Did you know this would cause me new agony? I want you to call me... I want to hear your voice I've gone for weeks longing to contact you and I'm so relieved...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 5, 2015

    Well I still miss you.

    .. I'm clinging on... I try to imagine what it would be like to talk with you on the phone again. I long to hear your voice, to have you be my special someone again
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 18, 2015

    I love you.... My summer fling.

    .. How I miss you....
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 30, 2015

    I want to call and text you

    because I love you and I care about you and I want to see how you're going, but... 1. I don't have your number and I doubt you'll give it to me. 2. Your missionary rules forbids you from calling/texting people in general. 3. I've tried emailing you a while back, since that's...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    18-21
    Oct 7, 2015

    Why did you wait all this time to text me?

    I've been torn apart wondering why you weren't contacting me. Ugh... I miss you... Do you miss me, too?
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 6, 2015

    I've been thinking about you a lot today.

    When I see other guys and think about being with them or dating someone I just feel sick and I know they won't compare to you. No one is as cute or as tall or as handsome as you. I only want to hear your voice and to be in your arms and to have our lips locked in a passionate...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2015

    It's been almost three months

    and you texted me and called me the other night.... When you said you felt crazy without me in your life my heart leapt into my throat and my tummy did a flip flop.... I told you I miss you. We only had a short conversation and now I feel sad because I know I won't hear from you...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    I want to tell you to come over right now

    and say goodbye.... My last ditch effort. Come spend the night with me.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    I was tempted to just call you up

    and ask you to have phone sex with me. I miss your voice.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Oct 21, 2015
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    I want to be in your arms right now.

    .. I want to be laying there next to you looking into your eyes... I want to be giving you all of my love. I love you. I miss you.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

    I want to say I miss you

    and that I wish I could have a hug.. but I can't
    ou100 ou100
    18-21, M
    Jan 14

    So that's all you'll give me?

    Those few words... Just to make me yearn for more...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015

    You text me this morning.

    .. Ask me how I am... My heart leaps I to my throat... I haven't heard from you since that night we ended things on the phone. There is so much I want to say... I debate on wether to be rude and say things to cut into you, but instead I answer politely and ask about you in return...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015

    I can't let go.... I know you've probably moved

    on by now... It's been over a month. I want to tell you that you can talk to me as a friend if you need to, but I'm not sure I can handle that.
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Oct 18, 2015

    I don't want anyone else.

    .. I only want you. The thought of looking for someone else sickens me. I miss you so much!
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    Sep 28, 2015

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