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I Wanted To Call-text You And Say--but I Can't

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 95 People

    I Need A Cigarette.

    Cause sometimes I just need one when I can't even figure my own self out.
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace 18-21, F Nov 28, 2009

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    I Wanted.....

    I wanted to text you and say IM sorry!! i wanted to call and tell you everything about me, i wanted to text you and tell you how i feel about you, i wanted to call you and cry and for you to tell me that everything is going to be okay, and that you would be here 'every...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Mar 7, 2010

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    To My Beloved Ex.......

    You are the biggest, dumbest, stupidest  ************!!! (Sorry for the language.) Why do you care what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with?? Don't you have a clue as to what you do to our child everytime you ask her all these questions??  I'll give you an answer...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 20, 2010

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    So many days have passed .

    .I didn't see you ,don't even know how you are. Today am feeling very restless and whenever this uncanny feeling envelopes my heart I just silently pray you to be ok. An unknown pull in my heart I experience as if the missing link is crying somewhere..an unusual restlessness...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Jun 12, 2014

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    Hey

    Gabriel, it hurts to know that you've replaced nick with someone else. This is the child we wamted together. How can you turn your back on him, he loves you, he talks about you all the time. He misses you ....I miss you. We were here and you betrayed us. Karma's a *****!
    kim4267 kim4267 22-25 Jan 19, 2011

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    If I Could Go Back In Time.....

    july 19th....you don't have to be nervous....i like you too....if i could have only said that.......but its too late now...
    dancergirl101 dancergirl101 18-21, F Aug 7, 2012

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    Hi

    I miss you....Please forgive me. I never meant to hurt you I'm sorry 
    CowgirlMagic CowgirlMagic 18-21, F Apr 28, 2011

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    I Still Want You

    I met a wonderful woman over the summer, wasn't expecting to find someone so "right" for me.  Blonde hair, blue eyes, 6 foot tall, and a former model.  We spent 4 wonderful months together, running everywhere, always finding fun things to do.  We had so much in common...
    Amoruss Amoruss 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 4, 2011

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    I Need You Now

    I wanted to text you to tell you I'm sad. To tell you I need a hug. To tell you what he did to hurt me, and that I want you to make it okay by being with me right now. I don't want to wait to talk to you. It's not fair that I have to wait. Why are you not here more? I'm sad...
    loveful loveful 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2009

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    What The Hell?

    I can never tell what you are thinking. You tell your friends one thing and you tell me another. You say you really want to be friends with me and then you close yourself off. Are you like this with everyone? I just wish you would open up, just a little bit. Let me see what kind...
    LordEvan88 LordEvan88 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2009

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    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response May 27, 2014

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    Several things I want to say...

    ~I miss you ~You said to me that we were better than this but I guess not ~You owe me an apology for the things you said.You defiantly took things to the extreme ~I didn't mean it when I said forget I ever existed but I thought I really meant it at the time...
    keepdreaming keepdreaming 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2009

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    Hey Dad!!!!

    Hello daddy I wanted to call and say.......I love you BUT ur a ***** i know you dont love me the same as i loved you i wish when i wuz a lil kid we would have had more time playin and  being loved , i sit here and think i would love to be a daddys girl but you never let...
    mbash mbash 22-25, F Aug 21, 2010

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    It would be nice to start a conversation without saying the words, Im drunk and I miss you, or hope you are ok. That seems to be our standard starters these days. I want to text you or phone you and ask you when you'll be home, what would you like for dinner or just I cant...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 8 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    You Should Know

    noone is ever and i mean ever gonna be able to love you more than i did. i loved you when you were sick and at youre worst and i loved you at youre best. you couldnt love me with my flaws so maybe thats when things got confusing. when you realized you couldnt love me as much as i...
    sosick123 sosick123 13-15, F Jan 1, 2013

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    I Still Do..

    I still love you babe I still want to text you I still want to call and hear your voice I still hope that one day my phone will ring the first song you sang me 'When You Say Nothing At All' I still wish my inbox will have mails coming from you I still want to hear you...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Apr 21, 2010

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    Do You Remember Your Promise?

    It was the end of June, and you said you wouldn't be more than 6 months. Such a short time to hold on for someone as wonderful and caring as you are. But stack that on top of the year and a half plus that this has been going on... You have been through a lot, this much is true...
    loveful loveful 26-30, F Dec 14, 2010

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    Two Is Better Than One

    I was driving home this evening...  The radio was playing the song ..." I remember what you wore on the first day, you came into my life that day and I thought Hey, you know this could be something ".... Suddenly I was having misty eyes..  Is it the song? No. ...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Mar 30, 2010

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    Things Left Unsaid

    I want to say that I am sorry. I love you even though I am insignificant to you. You unexpectedly touched my life and forever changed me. I wish we can meet and talk once more. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    Well I did...

    For a few days here after I broke up with you but now I'm starting to get over it even though I still maybe miss you and mostly everything that could have been but never will happen now :( I really could see us standing at the kitchen island tring to cook but teasing each other I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    I Want To Say...

    You're still my Dream Girl. I would still take a bullet for you. I would still leave it all behind to be the man you long to have. I would still give my life just to meet you one time. I will always love you, Dream Girl.
    TheVerticalMan TheVerticalMan 41-45, M Jun 9, 2013

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