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I Wanted to Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

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    i had been dating a guy for a long time then one day he just up and left i didnt know what i did to deserve this and i tried everything tomake it better i had no one i had nothing i hated my life and i began to become more and more deppressed i had to take medication for it i...
    messyjessie192 messyjessie192
    18-21, F
    Sep 22, 2011

    Life

    I had a really bad day at work Friday. One of my coworkers likes to aggravate me to the max. He knows how to push my buttons. I got so mad at him that I started yelling at him in front of everyone in our school lunch room. So one of the teachers told the principal. Of course I...
    LauraNic LauraNic
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2008

    14 October 2011

    Dear anyone-who-will-listen-to-me   I take it all back. I don’t even think the first week of being broken was bad enough – that was ****-all compared to THIS.   So I didn’t make it – I expected that, but the worst part was probably finding out that… he made it to the...
    lntel lntel
    22-25
    1 Response Apr 13, 2012

    I frantically searched through the house

    for every pill I could find. Finally I held in my hand so many pills they were over flowing. I sit there staring at my hand hoping they will do the job this time. And I sit and I stare while I sob thinking, "Oh God, I want so bad to take these. I want so bad for all this to stop...
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998
    26-30, F
    Oct 17, 2014

    I Want To Die Doesn't Say Enough :-(

    My life has been extremely tough. I have been through abusive relationships; both physically, mentally, and emotionally; pretty much they either always cheated on me or performed the before mentioned abusiveness. I have endured the hatred of my mother for me being a male since I...
    Zamboodu Zamboodu
    36-40, M
    May 10, 2012

    dont know how to start.

    .. my tears already falling... i am so tired of everything... my heart, body and mind are all tired., cant live my life longer anymore, i wanted to commit suicide.
    mendthisbrokenheart mendthisbrokenheart
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2015

    Lost Love

    MY NAME IS NASEEMA .NOW IAM IN BAD CONDITION .only think about the cold death i want to  do suicide .my story ......yes i will tell you i met a guy  his name lijo he is 28now and i was 31 years old .we were mwt and love deepily .now i cannot live without him .one thing...
    NASEEMALIJO NASEEMALIJO
    31-35
    Apr 25, 2011

    Maybe if I die I will finally ride on a red

    Indian motorcycle and I will smile and a beautiful sunset I'll see ahead my road. Maybe if I die There'll be silence Just me and some old good song will play along. Maybe if I'll be taken out of this ugly shell I will no longer be like this or that Or nothing. Maybe if I...
    suns3ta suns3ta
    18-21, F
    May 9, 2015

    I Wanted To Die. Until He Showed Me There Was Good In The World

           I WAS HAVING PROBABLY THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE TODAY. I WAS PLANNING MY SUICIDE FOR TONIGHT. I NEVER HAD ANYONE WHO CARED, YOU KNOW, REALLY CARED. THIS GUY STARTS WRITING TO ME ASKING ME WHY DO I WANT TO DO THIS AND HE WAS VERY NICE TO ME. HE WAS SO NICE THAT I CRIED...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 3, 2013

    Earlier I was feeling very alone

    and tired of life and I was alone in my room. I started thinking and I got up and pulled pulls out of my desk. I was scared. I took one, then I took more. After swallowing some of them I almost sealed the rest but I stopped myself and started crying. I don't know if I wasn't to...
    Moonscars Moonscars
    22-25, F
    Jun 2, 2015

    Lightening Bug

    It was normally a beautiful Saturday afternoon. I had been laying in bed all day, depressed and drunk. I had been drinking very heavily over the last two days, and now I was in that very weakened physical state. My hands shook, and it took special concentration just to pick...
    RioMan123 RioMan123
    46-50
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2008
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