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I Was A Drug Dealer

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    It Was A Long Time Ago - I sold several different kinds of drugs when I was in high school and in my early twenties. I don't think I will get into the details, at least for now...
    BlackRose321 BlackRose321 31-35, F Jul 10, 2012

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    And Still Am - I was a dealer from age 15 till i had my daughter, would sell anything i could get but mostly pot and pills, but now we are both dealers (and users) for me once...
    midschtch midschtch 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 1, 2013

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
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    Unworthy- I've never made being in a relationship a priority. I spend most of my time alone. even as a kid, I had no problem being by myself. I suppose it's because I was forced...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F Mar 19

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    My mom just told me that the man she has been dating for the past 4 years grows and sells medical marijuana. I've witnessed him verbally abuse her, tell her she needs therapy, and...
    gorillawarfare gorillawarfare 13-15, F Apr 2

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    My parents are drug dealers..
    courtneyxchaos courtneyxchaos 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I'm looking for a drug dealer0.0
    moshinpeace moshinpeace 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I used to be best friends with a girl all the way from kindergarten, up to a year after graduation. I was there for her through everything. Her uncle dying, having to move, all...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 9 Responses Apr 4

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    I live in the Netherlands so drugs isn't difficult to find. A few members of my family and people I used to call friends are addicted to drugs. I even know a dealer that lives...
    xlevinus xlevinus 18-21, M Mar 20

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    My mom is a hardcore drug addict she has caused me so much hurt in my life and I lived with her for about 7 years of my life she was never there for me so I learned to live without...
    cypress16 cypress16 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Carmelonipoo2 Carmelonipoo2 46-50, M Mar 27

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    I've been battling a meth addiction for awhile now I don't know what it is maybe it's the way it lifts me up makes me confident I don't even know anymore I started using 2 and a...
    nnawata nnawata 16-17, F Mar 22

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    There are so many things I could say about this that it's difficult to organize my thoughts, but I'll do my best.First of all, before we even talk about the common sense reasons...
    greatgig91 greatgig91 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Let me be clear about this. I ABSOLUTELY despise any sort of drug. Especially weed because everyone seems to think it's not bad, it won't affect you. It does. No one ever reads the...
    Kitzami Kitzami 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Im cali, im 16 years old, and i am a drug addict, i am addicted to the life style and i dont see myself ever getting out. Im trapped. It makes me feel so good, but at times it...
    Calihoffmanxd Calihoffmanxd 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I have been do all types of drugs since I was 14. First harder drug I did was ecstasy was amazing did it every week in the summer then the hallucinogenics shrooms and LSD wasn't a...
    Danny278 Danny278 22-25, M Apr 1

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    Mr Pill - There is no such thing as a good drug of any kind, especially recreational drugs. Drugs are specifically there to use you and manipulate you and drive you to do...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 2

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    Mr Pill is NOT for me - Allow me to elaborate, I never have done nor will I ever will use drugs. Recreational or not, nothing good can come from using drugs unless it's for...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 2

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    I am 22 years old but for 2 years now i have been addicted to alcohol. A year ago I started doing a simple upper ( drug ) and didnt realize how addicted i had become. Last month I...
    IndependentGrl IndependentGrl 18-21, F Apr 7

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    Growing up in a broken home was always depressing , scary and just had to put up with it . My mom wasn't strong to walk away and I recent her for it .. I had a usless dad that now...
    daisy92 daisy92 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I hid from my emotions with drugs for 15 years. Now I'm clean and it's all so new to me to have these feelings. I will never start taking drugs again because try nearly killed me...
    Nateee Nateee 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    My sister completed a 60 day stint in rehab and was just released this past Monday. She has had a long history with prescription pills but has never had the right treatment to deal...
    Anec233 Anec233 26-30, F Mar 21

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    Don't judge but I own my **** and can say I use illicit and Rx drugs recreationally like Xanax and Crystal Meth and my life is amazing, drugs or not. I like the rush and feel that...
    JRyanNYC JRyanNYC 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    15 years ago I met my husband, senior year of high school. I became pregnant with our oldest son 3 short months after we started dating (just after graduation). He was a raver...
    karieanne karieanne 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    A challenge for you... If you have a group of friends and your connection is doing drugs together. Try abstaining from drugs for a bit. Don't tell them you hate drugs don't tell...
    Dracena Dracena 22-25, F Apr 1

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    I do, except I don't go out for it. I don't trust people enough for that. There were no groups fitting. It's the "get wasted, from time to time". I don't do drugs, like illegal...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Apr 6

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    Im not anymore but I was when I was little. There was this creaking noise our staircase would make but only when my dad walked on it because me and my siblings were too small to...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M a week ago

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    We've been married for almost a year. I love this man with all my heart its been like a yo-yo all of our relationship after we got married he stopped caring about anything I've...
    thankgodimloved thankgodimloved 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    My other half is a drug addict I didn't know she was when we started dating now it's two years later and she's worse I feel like she lies and has a secret life on the side for her...
    becks2378 becks2378 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I know, everyone thinks this, right? So let me explain... I have fallen completely in love with this wonderful man. He is the sweetest, kindest, most giving man I have ever met...
    lovehimdeeply lovehimdeeply 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I used snort cocaine, snort crystal meth and smoke marijuana. It got so bad that I used to help run drugs and I caught with two ounces of cocaine and another time I was caught with...
    badgirl03 badgirl03 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I did meth and tried other drugs and have been clean now 3 years. I only did it to lose weight, I lost 72 pounds in 6 weeks I was happy and very energetic. Doing that kept me awake...
    denaellis575 denaellis575 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    My ex husband of 15 years was a drug addict. Very hard to live with and love. I finally had to leave him ......in hope that he would get help and change for our children and myself...
    dawwnrenee dawwnrenee 41-45, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I thought I was.. Until I met someone who I feel connected to.. Someone who can make me smile, laugh , happy, complete.. With her i'm in another world.. Like i feel so high.. And I...
    aya24 aya24 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I honestly don't see how people can say that weed isn't a drug! Yes it grows in the ground, and yea it's natural. But it alters your brain, which by definition makes it a drug! And...
    Kaytee120 Kaytee120 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    God I love being high. I love to snort, do pills, smoke. Ahh and sex on drugs is incomparable to anything else. <3 I wanna find someone to just have sex with and travel with...
    Cravingcock Cravingcock 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    At that age of thirteen I was raped by 'my best friend' or so I thought...I was at a party and just thought I was having harmless fun, he offered my one drink and before you knew...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    The afternoon after my adopted father was arrested my 11 year old sister finally came out of her bedroom . She looked AWFUL. Cuts,bruises,welts. And she was holding her left arm in...
    UnwantedMutt UnwantedMutt 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    In complete denial....... Hello all. I have read many posts of yalls dealing with this issue. I came searching for answers and help/support because I feel very alone and scared. I...
    ashoryb ashoryb 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Rewired- probably my most regretted repercussion from my addiction. meth completely rewired my brain; so much that my friends noticed it before I did. at the beginning I was...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    My friend was being the designated driver and drove my car home one night... I was drunk, and on the way home she had ran a light and gotten pulled over. Her purse was at my feet...
    feelingtrapped09 feelingtrapped09 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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