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    I lived with my grandparents for the first thirteen years of my life. My parents weren't a part of my life during this time. My grandmother was clinically depressed and would fly into fits of rage during which she would throw plates and scream, but was otherwise apathetic to...
    skullslug skullslug 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2012

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    Ok I admit to being a junkie. But the situation is that I have no dependants. I sometimes wished that I had had children but I wanted a good life for a child not the rubbish life I...
    chanelP chanelP 41-45, F Oct 12

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    I had a weird dream the other night. I was sitting in bed at my parents house in a pepto bismol pink room as it was as a kid. I started seeing sparkles on the ceiling as I could...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F a week ago

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    I am now 24 years old and have not looked into the case seriously until now. When I was about 13 years old I remember going to bed like normally and being in a deep sleep. I...
    jlopez5849 jlopez5849 22-25, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    ok, I was looking around and I think this is the place to share this. everyone here seems to understand. first off it wasn't me. It was my sister. we were happy mom and my...
    lilsis007 lilsis007 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I literally felt as if I was an alien walking amongst 'normal' human life. My first high school was one of the most traumatic parts of my past. It was such a hard time of my...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I was a fussy eater as a kid and there were a number of key foods that always spelled trouble for me: beetroot, swede, turnip, parsnip, cabbage, sprouts. All vegetables from hell...
    doomedtolive doomedtolive 41-45, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    So I just need to get this of my chest because it's been bothering me. So I have this major trust issue or rather that's what I believe. I think. I was raped by my brother on my 17...
    QuietDaze QuietDaze 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    well my dads is a ex cop and he use to beat me up over stupied **** like when I was little like 12 years old he picked my up off my feet and was chocking me for a game we played...
    Louguyz4 Louguyz4 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    I want to write this for anyone going through this. I want people to know that you are not allow. When I was younger my Grandfather on my mothers side went to jail for hitting...
    StarFishAndDangos StarFishAndDangos 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Some of the bullying I received: 1.The whole "can I go out with you" or "he has a crush on you" thing with guys. While laughing their head off with mates and laughing when I didn...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    But with my rage issues, people learned to leave me alone. I once kicked a guy in the armpit because he said my hair was ugly and my mom looked like a dude. I was trying to kick...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 4 hrs ago

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    When I was 5, I was sent to the corner by my babysitter, jenny , and when my mom came home, she told me to head to my room. My mom came in afterwards with the wooden spoon and I...
    MayDiana MayDiana 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I wish I was good enough to keep you busy. I wish I was good enough to be able to capture your attention and have you not worry about anything else. The reality that I've come to...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 18 hrs ago

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    How could I ever forget this. Pacman, Donky Kong, Frogger, Vanguard were great games but BUGS was my favorite one to play. So you can say this was pre-Internet for my generation...
    BigRalphie74 BigRalphie74 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    Lately my life is spinning out of control, all because of having flashbacks this week. I was orally raped by my ex-boyfriend, and he also coerced me into letting him put his...
    luna1912 luna1912 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Worst part of being Catfished is you are left with false hope. I feel like It's like bringing in a stray dog letting him get comfortable by the warm fire and just when he thinks...
    onlywhenloney onlywhenloney 41-45, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    So I was at his house for one night when his parents were away so I stayed there for 2 days. He asked me to help him do the chores but I retaliated so on the spot he smacked my...
    MayDiana MayDiana 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    I can handle most of it. I can handle the flashbacks and not being able to smell cigarette smoke or see certain cars or having to leave certain situations but I'm getting really...
    musikachick musikachick 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    I am such a sweet, innocent girl. I got dropped for some hoes 😩 Why can't I get over this, I was cut off so wrong.
    johnsonj68 johnsonj68 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I don't know if it's just me or are the years and days going a lot faster I fell like if yesterday I was just about to start midle school but now I'm 10 grade I don't know where...
    josesliknot josesliknot 13-15, M 15 hrs ago

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    This word.. Friendship.. is no where in my dictionary.. After five years of friendship with a girl, whom I thought and cared like a soul sister shook me by core, crushed my trust...
    swan87 swan87 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    I was told a secret a few years ago about something that happened 30 years ago, but chose not to believe it because it concerns my father and something he shouldn't have done...
    evhutton evhutton 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I wonder what it's like to not wish I was never born constantly throughout the day. I can't have always been like this...
    Verndari Verndari 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I wish I was kissing and loving her..
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Well, before I was home schooled due to medical reasons. Ugh, how I tried to fit in so hard with those humans. >.>
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    When I was about 9-10, there was a girl in my class, we used to play sometimes after school. She didn't live too far from me. She was a year older than me. She was a really big...
    Mia97 Mia97 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    Growing up I feel like I had it all. My parents had money, we had a beautiful house to grow up in, a big backyard with a pool, swingset, and a trampoline. The community I grew up...
    njflyer njflyer 26-30, M 5 Responses Sep 24

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    My mother likes alcohol, she always has. And when she drinks too much, she blacks out and gets really touchy. One night when I was 7 she got drunk while my father was away for work...
    CNT283 CNT283 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I was on the way to school. West Valley College in Saratoga, CA. There was a memorial there for Nicole Miller who was on one of the planes. She was good friends with my girlfriend...
    fiendforlife fiendforlife 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    I lay in my bed this morning thinking about it all. Every last little detail of what happened. Then I realized I was thinking about it.. and I started to think about why I was...
    bubblefishkiss bubblefishkiss 26-30, F Sep 25

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    A friend of mine talked me into joining a social network, I won't tell which. A crazy characteristic of this site is that introduced you to people from your geographic area. That...
    Adamtheone Adamtheone 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 25

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    Because it would take way more effort than I intend, I won't explain my previous experiences and events that had occurred. What I'm about to tell you is a true story, and I want...
    ADifferentDude ADifferentDude 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 25

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    End of last year I was in a car accident. It could've been worse and people keep telling me I should be grateful it wasn't worse. And I am. But it doesn't mean it doesn't still...
    Elysion Elysion 22-25, F Sep 25

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    One of the things my mother used to do in order to assert control over me was to abandon me. She did it regularly. She didn't start until I was old enough to be able to take the...
    itsu526 itsu526 46-50, F Sep 27

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    I hate it, but I've gotten used to it. In college, my friends started gossiping about me because I had a different schedule from them. I had no choice but to meet and hangout...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F Sep 27

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    I got the idea when I saw a couple of photos of women wearing gags in public. So I decided to take a walk and wear a ball gag at the same time. Of course I was worried about people...
    MillaMagia MillaMagia 36-40, T Sep 27

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    First month of last summer was terrible. I was depressed. I was depressed because I was deeply in love with a guy who didn't care about me. I was depressed because that guy didn't...
    HandaGabriella HandaGabriella 13-15, F Sep 27

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    3 years I never complained about him to anybody , not even my closest friend not even in the worst situations when my heart gets shattered , but now I know it's over and finally...
    fahad133 fahad133 22-25, M Sep 27

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    I had been naked in public a few times before this and despite a few close shaves had never been caught or reported. This time I was walking home from school with my friends when...
    Bartimaues Bartimaues 22-25, M Sep 27

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    Part Two of at school... The second time l was on the receiving end of the tawse was the day l forgot my gym shoes.. I was getting changed into my gym short and t shirt and...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 28

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    INTO THE WILD † The Next Generation | One Youth Australia | I recently just returned from Youth Camp and it was amazing! I have always followed God but i was slowly drifting...
    Sib232228 Sib232228 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Well it's been years since it happen but let's say I will never forget. I hold a grudge against this girl and always will. It was in elementary I was friends with the boy she liked...
    mydarkworld13 mydarkworld13 18-21, F Sep 29

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    One day I was playing outside on the swings before supper, and Mom was inside. I was swinging sideways while my sister Rachel was swinging beside me. She got annoyed and told me to...
    spankedbarebutt spankedbarebutt 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I've been spanked for a load of things. I've been spanked since I was a young girl. When I was 13, my mum was out in the evening so I decided to sort of let loose around the house...
    LilJade99 LilJade99 13-15, F 13 Responses Sep 29

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    I was cheated on by my ex, I had this 30 year old women messaging me telling me that she was going to come to my house and kill me, and that she was going to set my house on fire...
    Carliew Carliew 18-21, F Sep 29

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    I feel I must give you a little back story. My sister is about 4 years younger than me and has always had a bit of a competitive side. I guess I was never paying much attention to...
    Trinitey779 Trinitey779 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 29