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I Was a Pornstar

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 58 People

    Yep, That's Right-if You're Judgemental, Read No Further!!!

    Hiya... Yep... I started in late2004 from arkansas..i flew back and forth from there to Los Angeles(San Fernando Valley) and did it until late 2006 I do plan to go back.  I did over 100 scenes. So, that's it.....(maybe more of a confession)
    FrogsBabygirl FrogsBabygirl 26-30, F 18 Responses Sep 21, 2007

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    I Am A **** Star

    My name is cherokee D'*** and i have been in this game for about 7 years now and i still like doing it. i have move up the ladder which people find funny because they didnt knwo there was a ladder in the way of life but there is . I now get paid $2,000 a scene where most girls...
    72inchbigbootymami 72inchbigbootymami 22-25, F 9 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    Starting My Own Company

    I guess this is the right time!  Girls are easier to reach and I have many contacts to move front.  I have all my equipment and a small crew that can work almost any time.  I have a plan to sign girls and make a style of movie that will be enjoy by both male and...
    Slapa Slapa 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 6, 2010

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    I Was A **** Star And Director For 9 Years

    I've heard many negative stories about the LA-based **** industry, but my experience was quite different. I had a background in professional photography and film production, and after my educational video business failed, I decided to try my hand at adult photography. I started...
    JeffHarder JeffHarder 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 19, 2013

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    Runs In the Family...

    Im 20 going on 21, and I got into the "adult industry" with a little help from my aunt who has been an "actress" for about 10 years at the age of 18. She told us she was a "model" when we were younger but after seeing many, not-so-wholesome things I...
    A11K4 A11K4 18-21, F 37 Responses Sep 20, 2009

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    Wow... Off Scene

    My friend owns a adult modeling agency and need help getting it started.  We got the paperwork, talk to lawyer, and got a building to start off.  He has about 8 girls to start, a nice number to begin.  I also help he with the photographer work, taking head-shot and...
    Slapa Slapa 31-35, M Nov 8, 2009

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    I Call Myself a Part-time Adult Performer

    Back in 1999, me and my best friend started our own business in Pasadena, CA.  I work for Vivid for one year as a intern (accounting/bookkeeping), there I learn even law to start a company.  Black Magic was our company name, and it was fun in the beginning.  The...
    Slapa Slapa 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 4, 2009

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