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I Was a Pornstar

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    I Was A **** Star And Director For 9 Years

    I've heard many negative stories about the LA-based **** industry, but my experience was quite different. I had a background in professional photography and film production, and after my educational video business failed, I decided to try my hand at adult photography. I started...
    JeffHarder JeffHarder 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 19, 2013

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    Yep, That's Right-if You're Judgemental, Read No Further!!!

    Hiya... Yep... I started in late2004 from arkansas..i flew back and forth from there to Los Angeles(San Fernando Valley) and did it until late 2006 I do plan to go back.  I did over 100 scenes. So, that's it.....(maybe more of a confession)
    FrogsBabygirl FrogsBabygirl 26-30, F 18 Responses Sep 21, 2007

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    Starting My Own Company

    I guess this is the right time!  Girls are easier to reach and I have many contacts to move front.  I have all my equipment and a small crew that can work almost any time.  I have a plan to sign girls and make a style of movie that will be enjoy by both male and...
    Slapa Slapa 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 6, 2010

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    Runs In the Family...

    Im 20 going on 21, and I got into the "adult industry" with a little help from my aunt who has been an "actress" for about 10 years at the age of 18. She told us she was a "model" when we were younger but after seeing many, not-so-wholesome things I...
    A11K4 A11K4 18-21, F 38 Responses Sep 20, 2009

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    I Am A **** Star

    My name is cherokee D'*** and i have been in this game for about 7 years now and i still like doing it. i have move up the ladder which people find funny because they didnt knwo there was a ladder in the way of life but there is . I now get paid $2,000 a scene where most girls...
    72inchbigbootymami 72inchbigbootymami 22-25, F 9 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    Wow... Off Scene

    My friend owns a adult modeling agency and need help getting it started.  We got the paperwork, talk to lawyer, and got a building to start off.  He has about 8 girls to start, a nice number to begin.  I also help he with the photographer work, taking head-shot and...
    Slapa Slapa 31-35, M Nov 8, 2009

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    I Call Myself a Part-time Adult Performer

    Back in 1999, me and my best friend started our own business in Pasadena, CA.  I work for Vivid for one year as a intern (accounting/bookkeeping), there I learn even law to start a company.  Black Magic was our company name, and it was fun in the beginning.  The...
    Slapa Slapa 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 4, 2009

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    My favourite 2 pornstars i wish i can be one of them <3
    confusedbi0 confusedbi0 22-25 3 Responses Aug 6

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    There's these woods behind my house we moved in when I was going into 6th grade, my old neighbors had moved into the same neighborhood a year before us, I would go over there and...
    JezebelWhitman JezebelWhitman 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    Cuffed and detained during the holiday season. I wasn't really caught in the act of crossdressing but I was caught with the clothes for crossdressing. I actually had told this...
    banannasplitz09 banannasplitz09 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    When I started this new account i said I would use it to share more of my story. Well that didn't work out to well considering I've only posted two or three experiences about my...
    LivviyLove LivviyLove 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    Hello, my name is Ashley and I was molested by my own cousin. This is my story.... It happened to me from age 10-13. My cousin was 17-20. I believe. I was innocent. He...
    Ashley1778 Ashley1778 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I was molested when I was 6 years old by a family friend. My dad left us when I was five and "friend" took advantage of that, he would always tell me It was my fault my dad left...
    ElleLola ElleLola 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    The short fuse! When I was about 11/12 I went for a sleepover at one of my friends houses. We had a lovely evening playing games that her mother had organised. She was a very nice...
    Jilly53 Jilly53 56-60, F 11 Responses Aug 6

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    Addiction to on line games and worlds is a concern of mine, since I've faced it repeatedly and I've seen it so much over the years. It's sad and we need help. If you are facing...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Aug 9

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    I'm a guy so it been hard dealing with being a victim of rape. I'm also straight which makes it a million times worse in my head to deal with. Only my parents and my therapist know...
    andrew20142014 andrew20142014 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    Lasting results… The one punishment that I received growing up that still has lasting effects today was what I considered to be the worst punishment in the whole world. I only...
    Marcette88 Marcette88 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 12

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    I met him online and he was the most charming person in the world. Was so interested in what i was like my thoughts, goals, philosophies on life. And so sweet. But somewhere it...
    Confused4959 Confused4959 22-25, F Aug 12

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    I had recently gotten out of a three year relationship when I met my current husband. He was an old friend, well liked by a lot of people. I thought I knew him. We wound up...
    breakingout2014 breakingout2014 26-30, F Aug 14

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    This scarred me real bad. I will never forget it, not ever. I am eternally traumatized. Over spring break 2014, I was 12. My family went on a cruise for the whole week. I started...
    annatmorris annatmorris 13-15 1 Response Aug 15

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    I began having problems breathing when I was around 13, for about 2 years I had to go to the emergency room 2-3 times a week because I couldn't breath properly. It was like...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Aug 16

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    The fight I have been in a few fights, and even put some kids in the ER, but they were never my fault. I was always taught to defend myself and even took karate for a year. The...
    Piglover102 Piglover102 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Hello, my name is Diane and I am a junior at Rutgers. After the recent news concerning Mike Brown/Ferguson and police brutality, and reading about the protests occurring in NJ, I...
    deekayyy deekayyy 18-21, F Aug 18

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    Before, i was unable to tell this story. It was very hard. The only way i have managed to come through in speaking of it was to talk to a friend about it, then soon another friend...
    iris801 iris801 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    The Wake Up Call! When we were in ninth grade we had a teacher called Ms Perkins for mathematics. She was a good teacher but dead strict and she wouldn't hesitate to pull out the...
    Tina303 Tina303 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    My first kiss was for a play so it was scripted and I knew where to stand, but it was terrifying because it was in front of the entire audience and I was freaking out. I didn't...
    maddiegraddie maddiegraddie 18-21, F Aug 20

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    Well, most of my posts have been embarrassing moments in my life so I decided I'd continue the trend. It was at the end of my seventh grade year. The seventh grade counselor, Ms...
    Dts16 Dts16 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Keep in mind that I was always one of those girls that never understood why women stay in abusive relationships. I was a broken child. Acted out, drugs, sex basically whatever I...
    mmememe mmememe 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    When you live in a small town, you don't think about someone harming you...Everyone knows everybody, people are either very charming, reserved, or just take everyone for granted..I...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can’t tell if I am dreaming or not. One moment I am in a room full of people. The next I feel my body being moved around on a bed and the blurred images and voices are back. I...
    perilousindenvers perilousindenvers 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This is fairly long. And true as I can recall. As I wrote it many of the things I lived connected with this bit of autobiography reminded me of other material I need to make time...
    givuperedy givuperedy 56-60, M 2 days ago

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    When I was younger I had a huge crush on this boy in my school. It was at that time when the boys hadn't hit puberty yet but some of the girls had, and I was one of the lucky few...
    dontyouforget dontyouforget 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I was staying the night with one of my friends in high school. He was down the hall in the bathroom and I was in his bedroom changing into pajamas. I was in my shorts just...
    Bobbie1952 Bobbie1952 61-65, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    I was coming from my room going to play with a few friends outside and that tragic was on TV, although I was to young to understand, as I was 11, but hey it is what is.
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M Jul 30

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    So I finally got up the strength to post the rest of the story. The men started cutting my clothes off piece by piece. They said that if I moved they would stab me multiple times...
    staystrong111 staystrong111 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I was born with drugs in my blood, I was born chubby because my birth mother didn't give a **** about anyone but herself. My older brothers are big too because there were drugs in...
    HaileyRae1227 HaileyRae1227 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I was 6 years old when it happened, he was around 15or may be more. He would make me stay still and he would touch my privates and kiss me in the mouth, also he would tell me to...
    hombresolo hombresolo 46-50, M Jul 30

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    I had a long distance relationship with a guy I loved so much. It was a long time since I opened my heart up to somebody and told myself to completely go for it. I saw him the...
    Marries Marries 22-25, F Jul 30

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    There's over one million youth caregivers in the USA. After my mom's 2nd heart attack and her heart surgery, I became her caretaker. I was 17 and about to start my senior year. I...
    Acebo Acebo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    Many of the private businesses had owners who wouldn't work for anybody else. Enter into the scene a cabinet maker with a wife and three kids on the verge of bankruptcy and later...
    Kickingnscreaming Kickingnscreaming 56-60, M Jul 30

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    I spent a great deal of time during my affair trying to understand why a 62 year old man, with beautiful wife and a seemingly good marriage would risk an affair with me. It...
    Breeze62 Breeze62 51-55, F 6 Responses Jul 30

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    One time some friends of mine were over and we decided to play truth or dare. I was dared to ***** naked, jump the fence into my neighbors yard and stand on her back porch for 2...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 30

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    I have gone skinny dipping four times so far. 1. The first time I remember going skinny dipping was when I was 8. I was at a sleepover and we were trying to stay up all night (her...
    serenagirl87 serenagirl87 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 31

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    Being an identical twin has always had its ups and downs. Your never lonely, but people ALWAYS get us mixed up! The saying "double trouble" had nothing on us. We would blame each...
    Jml2013 Jml2013 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 31

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    This isn't as serious as other cases I have seen, but I have a story to share. I was bullied for about two months. It was when I started after school care at a place called...
    InnerEgo InnerEgo 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    Today I was walking down the street with my brother and a child no older than 6 shouted "Ha, Fat!" I was so humiliated, And to make matters worse my brother decided that when we...
    AmelieDoughty AmelieDoughty 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    When I bought the house I am in now. It needed some work before I moved in. I told the HOA that I would be moving in a month after I closed on the house. They told me the...
    deavesl708 deavesl708 51-55, M Jul 31

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