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I Was a Suicidal Teen

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 330 People

    Growing up since middle school I was bullied

    and islolayed from other kids. People thought I was weird and too quite. Not a lot of people even looked at me. During those times I did not have anyone I could really talk to about my problems except my twin. However I was always being compared to her and it was not always a...
    domdotcom domdotcom
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2015

    I was due to im going to go kill myself i carnt

    cope so yh :) sorry and i dont wana have to but its the only way out now ive tryed everthing :( bye guys
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    Jan 17, 2015
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    Jan 17, 2015

    Do you ever not want to wake up in the morning?

    Do wish you could just take your last breath let you heart stop beating does anyone else cry when they wake up?
    ElizaChloe ElizaChloe
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 15, 2014

    I've been to the Psych Ward 3 times.

    I don't wanna go back there, but I'm afraid I will have to soon. I'm bipolar so when I get depressed I get REALLY depressed. I just really hope I can make it without going back to the hospital.
    classAteam classAteam
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    I have been hospitalized 6 times

    for suicide attempts. A past experience which I am not going to share has made me discusting. There's a whole story that goes with my life and it haunts me. ugh
    starlight0712 starlight0712
    22-25, F
    Jan 17, 2015

    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. Please help me.
    Blipsycat Blipsycat
    16-17, M
    Aug 6, 2014

    Why do they care? If they hadn't found out,

    I could be gone..but I can't, not just cos they found out, but because I know they love me. And that's the hardest part. Other people love me 1,000,000 times more than I love myself. I can't stand it. I just wish they didn't care, because then I could just leave without them...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 13, 2014

    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison SO BADLY. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM BEGGING YOU
    marcuscash marcuscash
    22-25, T
    Sep 21, 2014

    It just seems way too damn easy to leap forward

    & whisper, 'it doesn't matter anymore'.
    Mikilfaith Mikilfaith
    18-21, F
    Nov 30, 2015

    Oh, there's so many options.

    The endless possibilities. The endless roads I could go down to feel peace at last..
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    Feb 15, 2015

    I think about more often

    than I should. I'm a failure in all areas. I shouldn't even be alive. I don't deserve to live. I'm just a **** up.
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2015

    If you want to kill yourself,

    kill what you don't like. I had an old-self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn't mean you've got to stop from living.
    citali citali
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2014

    December 24,2013 could be my last day alive.

    ..If my best friend don't cancel her attempt...I'm going with her. I've attempted suicide 6 times..
    MikeOkBurns MikeOkBurns
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2013

    I can't take this anymore.

    I'm gonna die tonight. But before I go, lemme tell y'all something. You're all SO BEAUTIFUL, talented and awesome. Don't be a coward like me. I'm a chicken and this is my end. But. Please. There's always someone who cares about you when nobody else does. I have a person too but...
    crazyaussie08 crazyaussie08
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 7, 2013

    Everywhere I go I get different random people

    looking down their noses at me laughin and pointing at me shouting " that's the lesbo/bisexual girl!!" All the time and it's making me feel like ****=( what should I do?
    TarynKimmy TarynKimmy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2014

    i was abused i was in foster care i was not

    able to trust people to keep my self calm i cut it was hard for me to try to live
    jazzyjaniah jazzyjaniah
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2015

    Okay so, in 2013 I was in a really bad way,

    family arguments, bullying, puberty and stress. At the beginning if the year I was battling depression which then esculated to self harming and staying up for days on end. Everytime I slept I would have this recurring nightmare about my family dying. Then to make it worse about...
    thedimone thedimone
    13-15, F
    Feb 28, 2015

    PLEASE BE MY CO-WRITER FOR A REALISTIC DRAMA

    NOVEL ABOUT A WOMAN IN PRISON!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Blipsycat Blipsycat
    16-17, M
    Aug 9, 2014

    When I lived with my mom I always thought about

    suicide. It seemed like the only way out. The only solution. When I was with my dad I didn't feel like that, only with my mom. I didn't know why either. One day I told her I was going to kill myself & she said "Good. Do it." So umm... Yeah..
    spookyclair spookyclair
    16-17, F
    May 10, 2014

    I am suicidal I have tried to kill myself I

    have cuts on my arms My big brother Rodney is VERY suicidal the only reason why he is still alive is because I would do anything I can to stop him My son Chandler has tried a few times because of his abusive father he also wouldn't be alive if I wasn't there for him Now...
    waithe336 waithe336
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Jan 14, 2014

    I used to be so depressed about my problems

    that I've cut myself several times just to have the thrill of blood flowing down and made me feel alive I have thought of jumping in front of the metro and just end my life... Now i know that it was wrong. I should appreciate life and be positive about things
    Amaze16 Amaze16
    18-21, F
    Jan 18, 2015

    I feel strong enough

    now to share my story. I apologize for the negativity, but I need to share this story to let others know that they are not alone in the world. I thought I was alone, but I wasn't. Everyone around me was waiting for me to open up to them. I wish I did. It might not have got out...
    WishfulCreations WishfulCreations
    16-17, F
    Apr 3

    I kept hoping, even praying to get hit by a bus

    or a car. I just wanted to go to sleep one night and not wake up. I wanted for someone to kill me, for something to happen where I would die. I wanted to die, I kept these pill in my purse for if I needed them one day, if I ever went more over my limit than I already was. I...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99
    16-17, F
    Jun 20, 2014

    22 Times And Counting...

    At the age of 9 I attempted suicide for the first time, taking three sleeping pills and hoping I didnt wake up. Since then, I self harm, cut and burn. I walked in on my uncle hanging himself, and since then ha-en't been the same... I didn't know what to do, or where to go. I'-e...
    Zoerxoxo Zoerxoxo
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2012

    6 months ago when I was 14,

    I got a sudden onset of obsessive compulsive disorder. It was horrible. I cried every day. Not only that, but I began to hear voices in my head. Telling me I was worthless, and that I should kill myself. I actually beleived the voices. I also got dermatillomania. I would...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 13, 2014

    Why do they care? It's kind of irritating to be

    honest. I know that's selfish, but now my parents know I'm suicidal, I just can't carry it out, and that p.isses me off, cos I could've done it so easily. But seriously, there's billions of people in the world, why should they care about a b.itch. And for me, after death, it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 3, 2014

    I attempted suicide a little over a year ago by

    taking pills. My sister found me in my room. She screamed and tackled me next thing I knew my mom was pulling my sister off of me and calling the ambulance because I already took some. I spent the next two days in the hospital.
    HaileyLove20 HaileyLove20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2014

    I AM a suicidal teen.

    How the fück am I supposed to get through this mess of a life?! I look at myself in the mirror and I am totally disgusted at what I see. I see paracetamol, and want to swallow the whole bottle. Ooh there's some rope curled in that corner..I wonder what I could do with that? I...
    justcantcope justcantcope
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 15, 2014

    Still am!! I have thoughts right this second

    now! Got the stuff ready! :'(
    TarynKimmy TarynKimmy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2014

    This world is a mess People in it just couldn't

    care less I hate my life I just wanna pick up that knife Let the blood flow Let life go They'll forget about me And I'll be free
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 23, 2015

    PLEASE BE MY CO-WRITER FOR A REALISTIC DRAMA

    NOVEL ABOUT A WOMAN IN PRISON!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Blipsycat Blipsycat
    16-17, M
    Aug 6, 2014

    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
    marcuscash marcuscash
    22-25, T
    Sep 27, 2014

    Thank you to everybody in here

    that helped me last night, stopped me! I appreciate it soo much! Thank you<3
    TarynKimmy TarynKimmy
    18-21, F
    Jan 19, 2014

    I went through times

    when I thought life would never be happy, when I had really low self esteem and wasn't happy, at all. These lyrics are so inspirational, they managed to stop me planning my suicide and make me think, about what I still had in my life, my siblings, parents, family, amazing...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014
    Differentisgood Differentisgood
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 18, 2014

    Was. I remember having thoughts of drowning

    myself to have my mom find my lifeless body afterwards. Growing up, my father was physically there but there was never an emotional attachment. However, his emotion attached onto my body; anger. Whenever he was slightly angry, he would take it out on me. Hit me with his fists...
    huoqiu huoqiu
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2014

    I was and still am, and it's getting to be too

    much. This time it's going to work. No one's home, no one's going to stop me. Bye everyone.😄🔫
    drowninginmythoughts drowninginmythoughts
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2014

    I'm just sick of life.

    .all of it..only my mum is there for me..even though I've told, it's all still here. The flashbacks and nightmares are worse than ever, more vivid, it's not even like reliving it, it's literally living it..it's horrible.. I feel empty, depressed, constantly. No one is here for me...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14
    16-17, F
    Sep 5, 2014

    Everyday I just wanted to end it all!

    Every time I was ready some one I knew was either dying of cancer or died. It was crazy! And I saw how selfish I was being and how much pain it brought people. I sliced my arm once, over thirty times and it didn't do it-a week later my mom told me she was pregnant!! Then 2 yrs...
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jul 8, 2014
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