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I Was Abused By My Family

mentally...emotionally...physically..sexually... 376 People

    The Silence of Incestual Abuse

    couple of months back when i was near the end of my studies and about to graduate, the exam time was drawing nearer and although i knew many people who were beginning to feel the exam pressure, i was practically at the best time of my life.. i had discovered my independence (in a...
    happyhorse happyhorse 22-25 15 Responses Aug 9, 2008

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    Shut your mouth and listen to what I have to say, I'm going to take you back to that one specific day. I was laying in bed alone while listening to you and him talk on the phone. You said, "Well if they have the money I don't see why not, She'll be ready by 9 o'clock" You came in...
    noname2071 noname2071 13-15, F 3 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Uh I'M Gabe

    where to start.. I've been abandoned by not 1, but 2 different groups of friends. I was first ostrisized in grade school shortly before i moved to the city.. So naturally I was already pretty shy going into a much larger school. There i struggled to make friends and found a group...
    ReclusiveCowboy ReclusiveCowboy 18-21, M 1 Response May 19, 2013

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    Emotionally and psychologically by my mother.

    She enjoys hurting me. Still goes on
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    I Was Neglected By Immediate Family And Abused By Uncle

    well i am the youngest in my family, my i didnt really know my mother she left when i was 5 years old. My dad raised us in the church he was a pastor , i had a good life with him, he spoilt me being the youngest, he passed away when i was 10 years old, we came to live with our...
    kirikiriroa kirikiriroa 41-45 2 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Life Now

    so about march time, a support worker started working with me, my little brother and my mum as my little brother is very aggressive (thats a whole other story!) and she never quite understood why i hate myolder brother so much, but about about a month ago, i started self harming...
    anonymousgirlx anonymousgirlx 16-17 1 Response Oct 21, 2012

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    I was sexually abused by my grandfather

    and his dog. I have looked on a lot of abuse sites but have never been able to find anyone else who was abuse by using an animal to do the abuse. Am I the only one who has suffered in this humiliating way? I am finding it hard to live with these memories and the feelings of...
    Veraspain Veraspain 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 10

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    My Abuse

    4 Years old, scared, abandoned, isolated, lonely, needy, innocent, confused, and he was there. He saved me, cared for me, looked out for me, he loved me. At first he was the dad I never had, the man of the house. I was 6 now and I loved him too. I called him dad and I was his...
    lifeissuch lifeissuch 22-25, F Jul 1, 2013

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    Heaven 3

    Again tonight she attacked me but this time was worst of all. She came in while I was asleep and picked me up. Immediately I started trying to get away. She took me to a club called waddles penguin company for lesbians. There was a sign on the door that said bring lesbians that...
    Yyyyyyywdcd Yyyyyyywdcd 16-17, F 4 Responses May 15, 2013

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    I wasn't allowed to eat with the rest of my

    family, growing up. I had no one to talk to and no one to teach me how to act. They always told me that I wasn't good enough. I believed that too. I still find myself telling me that I can't do it. They did many things to put me in danger. I was called by a lot of names, and...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 4 Responses May 5

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    My Past

    When I was young, from the age of about 6, my grandfather (on my mum's side) sexually abused me. At the beginning I didn't really know what was going on and I was told that if I spoke out my nan, who I loved dearly would die. I rather naively placed my trust in my grandfather...
    SerendipityUK SerendipityUK 41-45, F 8 Responses Oct 4, 2013

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    Hello this story will be long

    and quite graphic nothing sexually I currently live at my grandparents bungalow from the age of 11 due to my mother moving abroad.it was after the first few days they would start leaving the bathroom door open and walking around naked up stairs I tried to not look but they...
    1aura 1aura 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I was abused, sexually.

    By my uncle and moms friends husband. Anyway. I told my ex husband that about a month into our relationship. He told me he was raped by a village man when he was small. About 2 years into our marriage.... I often wonder if he was telling the truth. What can be said of someone...
    Outoftheashes87 Outoftheashes87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    My own brother. 6 years older

    than me. From the time i was 11 till i was 14. He told me it was all about trusting him. If i felt "comfortable" with him. To this day i have not told a single soul. Who wants to be with a girl who has been sexually abuse thats nasty on top of complicated.
    lilyramirez lilyramirez 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    I was raped at age 8-10 by my cousin.

    At age 13 I was raped by my boyfriend. I love sex though. Is that weird? After I was raped I loved having sex. At age 15 I gave consent to a 40 year old man to have sex with me because I liked feeling dominated... It scares me... I liked the feeling of him being older and having...
    KianaNicole1010 KianaNicole1010 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 10

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    Did They Do This To Me?

    I was molested by my cousin brother,Mac when I was 12 and I didn't stop him. When I was 16 my cousin Sam, confessed wanting me sexually and tried to touch my breasts and grab my ***. I stopped him and told I can never think of him that way. I want to hate Sam but I can't get...
    lonelyruby lonelyruby 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2012

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    Has anyone been molested by their father

    as an adult? I'm having a really hard time dealing with this...
    hjolsh hjolsh 26-30, F 2 Responses May 3

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    My uncle sexually abused me

    and tortured me as well as renting me out to men to make money
    ameliaandmore ameliaandmore 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Physically & Emotionally

    It was painful, being beaten by dad, my oldest brother, and its still kinda hard to get over it, but i am trying, but my dad hitting with his hand and throwing shoes and other stuff at me, it is kinda hard for me not to flinch, and my brother when he grabbed me and through me...
    Desolatebones Desolatebones 18-21, M Jun 24, 2012

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    Sleepless Nights

    Sad, tearful & alone With Broken bones I'm all alone No one to help my off the floor The hurt beating down on me Why does mommy hurt me? Her mood changes like a flip of a coin She calls me her angel, playing with my hair Then she hits me over and over again Fear in heart, sadness...
    noname2071 noname2071 13-15, F 1 Response May 25, 2012

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    I can't get over the things I've experienced

    or the fact my mom doesn't believe me till this day. She doesn't know the whole story though, no ones know. I can't come out with it like most people can. My husband doesn't even know the extent of it, he couldn't handle it. I want to shout to the north and to the south. I...
    RebeccaReynolds RebeccaReynolds 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 14

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    It's crazy how it's so easy to open up to

    strangers than someone close to you... I guess because although it happened when I was younger I still have nightmares.... People say to let go to forget but I guess that is because they have never been through it.... They have stories from there childhood like oh I remember...
    Shatteredheartwithoutglue Shatteredheartwithoutglue 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I was mentally abused,

    not physically. My life is controlled and thanks to that problem, I can't fit in with society. I try to do "normal things" but I can't do it because I get this uncomfortable feeling. My religion made it worse and controls my life even more, but that doesn't count because it's...
    BlackBloodDemon BlackBloodDemon 13-15, M Oct 1

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    Here Is Some Of My Story

    I can still vividly remember my mother molesting me at the age of 3 in the bathroom. It was during the time she still had visitation rights of me. When my grandparents had them revoked, she would only be around when it was a convenience. While growing up, my family would tell me...
    Darkdragonwolf76 Darkdragonwolf76 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    I was sexually abused by two of my brothers

    for four years. A hell that gave me nightmares. Still haunts me to this day.
    gr8love gr8love 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    Put The Wall Back Up!!

    When I was 12, my mother's brother touched my breasts, reaching into my shirt. I was traumatized and scared, but I didn't tell my mother until years after he died of cancer. He was her brother; in my child's mind, it would be wrong to say such things about her own family. I put...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    My dads an alcoholic

    and my mom is always paranoid, if I do somthing and they find out they'll either hit me or just call me a worthless piece of ****, tell me I'll never get married or have anyone love me, and they never let me forget what happened i I once burned the floor when I was 7 and they...
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    Trusted

    I hear the floor creek Closer and closer toward my bedroom door I try to stay quiet hiding under the covers Though I know he will find me I hope he doesn't hear my heartbeat Or hear me praying God will protect me tonight But as I do I start to cry because I know TONIGHT'S ONE OF...
    noname2071 noname2071 13-15, F 1 Response May 25, 2012

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    The Battle Of My Childhood ...

    From as young as I can remember, my childhood is filled with memories of my Uncle sexually abusing or raping me. Although I managed to get a conviction on 17 counts of sexual assault,abuse and rape - which resulted in 8 years jail time for him - I am still tormented by the...
    shytype30 shytype30 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    Physically Abused By My Sisters And Parents....

    Um... Im 13 right now.. Ive been abused my whole entire life. Im kinda getting used to it... I have a swollen lips and bruises from hitting my with a stick.. I have lots of scars on my arms and legs and im currently cutting myself... My mom beats me and kicks me out of the house...
    cherry2939 cherry2939 13-15, F Sep 9, 2013

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    dontliike dontliike 16-17 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Im Alone! :'(

    when i was 2 years old i was sexually abused by both my parents, it went on for ages but then my parents split up i was with my dad who's worse. its nearly everyday i get abused i was only allowed to go school then locked back up in my room. one night he got some of his mates...
    george6556 george6556 13-15, M 6 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    They Hurt Me!

    Why? I was only 5 years old. I was just a little girl. I didn't know anything about sex or touching. But than it happened. I was at my uncles house because my mom and dad were working that night. Me and my little baby brother were sitting in his lap that night. My little brother...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 2, 2012

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    Where do I start? My dads an alcoholic My

    older brother hates me My mum doesn't even talk to me I was sexually abused by my grandad from the age of 6 to 12/13. I may write more about this but it's something I've never spoken about. I'm not saying I've had the worst childhood but it could've been better. My dads an...
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    A Gesture Of Kindess*~

    Hello, Being a victim of abuse one of the most predominant behaviors I'm striving to break free from is the negative psychological conditioning that has developed within. For years I have been studying diverse philosophies and religions. I would like to share one philosopher...
    wanderlust wanderlust 22-25, F Dec 23, 2012

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    Dear Step Dad

    I was only 7 When I first met you I thought that you would be great But then one night I realized You weren't great at all You told me to take a shower Then put on a dress and come down stairs I didn't know what you wanted But I did as you said And when I came down stairs You...
    noname2071 noname2071 13-15, F 6 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Should I Talk?How Should I Tell It?

    I never really liked my stepfather ,but when my mom got married I guess I accepted him because I thought mom was happy. This man took advantage of my youth and innocence when I was 7 . My report cards have been poor and I was worried how mom would scream at me and spank me so he...
    A727 A727 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Ok so it's taken me a very long time to realise and stop defending him. I still love him, I still want to be with him and I know everything he did to me but it's starting to sink...
    Kerry1304 Kerry1304 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    As a child it's because I disobeyed and tried to act all high and mighty. I've got hit and slapped across the face and whipped by a wooden stick it's nothing serious honestly...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 10

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    My family members of whom I am living with is driving me crazy. I understand I am not the only one, but this is unbearable. I am 21 years old and mildly autistic. I also suffer...
    T3chmupp3t T3chmupp3t 18-21, M Oct 1

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    I don't have any children of my own but I can not imagine being able to abuse my own flesh and blood. I was never abused as a child by my parents but I was sexually molested by...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F Sep 30

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    I was born in a different country. My mom used my dad to get to America and abandoned me when I was 6, right after she got into the states . I was abused and neglected by my father...
    SZoa SZoa 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    I was disowned by my family... didn't think I would ever have to type those words. It hurts like hell. I'm not even sure how it came to this but I can't say it wasn't somewhat...
    Jamz56 Jamz56 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I was abused repeatedly by 2 brothers who lived next door to me
    billyjoe66 billyjoe66 16-17, M Oct 7

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    My first memories include running about naked on beaches and in our small yard. My parents were never nude in our yard, but we were always going to the club (nudist) so that they...
    sailnude sailnude 41-45, F 5 Responses Oct 10

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    My birthmother gave me up for drugs and she is the reason i am blind, the foster parents i had abused me, the people that adopted me blame me for everything
    ivvywolf ivvywolf 13-15, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Can't wait till next week as going away for a week with my family. My sisters and mother knew I was really a female but eventually my dad has accepted me which is a huge step as he...
    girlynicole girlynicole 36-40, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Just thinking about typing this sent cold chills remembering it all and tears and a heavy heart to carry. When I met him, he was already glorified by everyone at college. I was...
    lovedtoomuchurtasmuch lovedtoomuchurtasmuch 18-21, F 21 mins ago

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    Going out with my poodle is a magnet People always come up to him and give him pats and hugs. Today a disabled girl ( severe downs ) and my little man was in her lap before I...
    rubienu rubienu 26-30 10 hrs ago

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    You know my name, but not my story. I am strong, yet also weak. I am independent, yet also dependent. I am optimist, yet pessimist. I am many different things, which make me who I...
    SimplySecure SimplySecure 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wish I was dead everyday of my life. I have had suicidal thoughts and tendencies since I was 11 years old. My parents divorced when I was 1 year old. Ever since I could remember...
    Meatball20 Meatball20 22-25, M Oct 14

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