I Was Bulimic

I used to be Bulimic and I'm not afraid to say it. I've never told my parent's, but I have a healthy relationship with food these days. I was afraid of my weight getting away from me and because I was suffering from Psychosis and...

well my story is kind of different from the rest. At the beginning it wasn't because of the way i looked, it was because I went through something that made it hard for me to eat. A few years ago something happened to me and i just...

I used to be bulimic and conscious of it from the 8th grade into my high school years. I never did it continuously just on and off sometimes because I felt fat other times because I knew it was bad and just wanted to hurt myself...

I started purging after 2 key events in one day. I suppose I was already under enormous pressure to fit the mold by my parents, the church, and the church-school.
Event #1 My "pretty" friend making herself vomit before P.E. so she...

Very good indeed. "WAS" is the main word here.
I was bulimic, but not any more. I occasionally have the thoughts. When I feel really emotional is the hardest. But in the last couple of weeks I have been an emotional wreck...

i started having a disorder when i was around 15 im 19 now i struggled with my weight all my life. getting teased everyday then coming home to my mom and sometimes i would make her upset or something and she would say shut the fuck up...

i let u in, n thought i could control u, what a fool i was. before to long u had taken control of my mind body n soul. u stole yrs from me, n i let u. i hate myself 4 letting bulimia destroy so much of me. i felt sad, u were there...

There's no need for my personal gory details, everyone knows what bulimia is, and we are all the same in our disease. You eat, then you throw it up because you can't handle the fact that it is inside you and creating fat on your ass. It...

i was bulimic on n off 4 over 22 yrs. now at 39 yrs old, i have stopped. its f@cking hard as h@ll.  alot of people dont get that bulima is a disease. its not as if i wanted to puke after eating. i have gotten it under control...

All throughout my life, I have struggled with weight issues.  When I was really little, I was at a normal weight.  When I turned 6 or 7, I started packing the pounds on.  I began having issues with stress...

Okay, i'm bulimic and started vomiting blood.

I didn't want to admit it but when i started vomiting blood i had to. I've been doing it for years, more than 6 for sure. Since i didn't think of it as being bulimic i really can't pinpoint...

It doesn't go away.
And, I did it again.
I don't puke. I just know what makes my body poop, and, I can very easily get rid of most I eat when I binge.

The thing is, the last two times I went Bulemic, I didn't know it.

The second time...

...I fear i will relapse. I've gained 5lbs and I can't stand it. [from 107 to 112]

when i was a about 13 to 15 i thought i was too fat; so i made myself threw up to avoid the fat contains of my food. but one dayi did it so much that i pasted out, the doctors gave me meds to fight what was going on and i had to see a...

well my story is kind of different from the rest. At the beginning it wasn't because of the way i looked, it was because I went through something that made it hard for me to eat. A few years ago something happened to me and i just...