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I Was Emotionally, Mentally and Physically Abused

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    Still Not Myself

    I HAVE JUST GOTTEN OUT OF AN ABUSIVE REALATIONSHIP. I'M HONESTLY STILL NERVOUS ABOUT TALKING ABOUT IT AND SCARED TO DEATH HE WILL FIND OUT SOMEHOW I SHARED MY STORY....BUT HERE GOES. HE WAS MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE, I HAD CAMERAS ON ME AT ALL TIMES THAT HE COULD ACCESS...
    bellaleigh bellaleigh 31-35 1 Response Jul 24, 2013

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    Emotional, Mental and Physical Abuse

    I was in a relationship that lasted over the course of 6 months. It was the most miserable 6 months of my life! Initially, of course the dreadful feeling didn't hit me right away, but once I realized the kind of person he was it was plain to see how blinded I was by lust. Even...
    Lataisha Lataisha 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 2, 2009

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    I Was Physically, Mentally Emotionally Abused By My Ex For Over A Decade..

    I am still trying to get over the abuse...It is very hard. Monday, I will be seeing a doctor about this. My ex cheated on me throughout our relationship. When he got drunk he abused me physically, mentally and emotionally over and over again.  He has pulled me down stairs, by my...
    ricep ricep 41-45 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    ive been my boyfriend

    for 4 yrs. he has never had a job,at the time I met him I didnt know he was homeless,im on a fixed income,all he does is emotinally,and at time physicaly abuses me,I tell him I want him to leave,get out no longer happy,he threatens me,and tears myplace up,Iive called the...
    atlsadgirl atlsadgirl 41-45 Jan 24

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    Trapped

    I'm pregnant and before I got pregnant my boyfriend hit me because I asked him about cheating on me and he lied but I knew it was true and I told him it was over and Im leaving..he slapped me and said he was sorry..I forgave him, a month later it happened again and he said he was...
    Taylor2013 Taylor2013 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    Still To This Day

    What can I remember? I was around eight years old. My dad wanting to teach me something. When I didn't get it, He  explodeded, thrashing on me, barrage of punches. He never did any physical damage, I was sore the next day. It never stopped. Here it is, I'm 30 years old...
    morethanskindeep morethanskindeep 31-35, M 4 Responses May 17, 2010

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    Emotionally, Mentally & Physically Abused

    Today is December 10th and this is the reason I'm feeling crappy.  Today is the day I got physically abused.  I also hate December 11th cause that day I got emotionally - mentally abused. UPDATE:  What a messed up mind that I have.   Dec. 10th was the emotional abuse and Dec...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2010

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    They Gave Me My First Mask.

    They made me want to hide. People would be horrified, they would silently back away from me. I am a freak, I am wrong. They would see the bruises he gave me. They would hear the lies, fear and insecurities my parents words caused me. I am not part of them. So I put on the mask to...
    Masqueradedancer Masqueradedancer 18-21, F 2 Responses May 14, 2013

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    They Saw But Never Spoke

    I was abused by a guest that I allowed to crash on my couch so she could stay off the streets, this wasn't some stranger, I met her several weeks prior at an event & talked a bit with her on a social network before getting the homeless in heavy weather SOS that led to her staying...
    Windfox Windfox 22-25, F 4 Responses May 24, 2011

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    Trying To Let Go Of The Past - 1st Story

    When I entered the 1st grade I had to go live with my grandparents. It was my dad and I at that time, and he had to go to jail for awhile - so I had to live with them. My grandmother would hit me and call me names and would tell me that she should've listened to my grandfather...
    SukYoung SukYoung 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2013

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    Breaking Free

    Abusive relationships aren't easy to get out of. No matter how much you want to leave and end it...it's hard. And you can't really talk to anyone about it. Either we We too traumatized to deal with it or we feel like NOBODY understand us and what we are going through and been...
    Xxhurtepainxx Xxhurtepainxx 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    They filled me with anger

    I have never had the idea of having a family,a normal mom&dad or receiving a hug or a i am proud of you..neverrrr..my dad usty beat my mom & me since i remmember,he was abusive not just physically but also mentally.I remmember when i was 8 and like every ather kid i wanted to go...
    angergirl angergirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18, 2013

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    I Need To Express Myself...

    Okay, this may not be exactly me sharing my story, but I was recently in an abusive relationship and I feel like I need to express myself about it. But my experiences are limited and I need some help. I want to write a book. It’s going to be fictional, but I don’t feel...
    lilyrose33 lilyrose33 18-21 Apr 2, 2012

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    Well.

    i was physically, emotionally, and mentally abused by my dad. he was my bestfriend until the abuse started. he played soccer at UW and was really obsessed with the sport. it started in my highschool season of my freshman year. i was 13 then and i had landed a starting position on...
    day123 day123 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    As a child my father was on drugs,

    amd my mother 'took care' of my brother and I. Its a complicated situation as I was the only one physically abused. I was picked up by the hair and thrown across the room, hit with a baseball bat and beaten with vaccuum cords, along with things being thrown at me (i.e. full wine...
    tangibleorca tangibleorca 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I Don't Know Why I Still Love Him

    I have always blamed myself for all the names my boyfriend, now ex boyfriend by his choice, called me and the physical abuse. In the beginning of our relationship I was jealous. I asked too many questions and made him feel interrogated. I looked through his cell phone. I made...
    wakai01 wakai01 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 4, 2013

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    The Memories Still Hurt.

    What happened is not called abuse....it's called bullying....but it did the damage of abuse. It felt like abuse....and what the school staff and principal did...I don't even know what to call it....It's hard because the memories haunt me. I have terrible flashbacks that basicaly...
    LavenderButterflys LavenderButterflys 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2011

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    There was a girl who made me feel so bad...it started out as a d/s relationship but made things so bad after that...she started using her role as a domme to abuse me, saw other...
    angelsamael angelsamael 18-21, M Nov 14

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    All A's in school and no true "good job", but she does give me money, so I suppose she believes that should make up for it. I have anxiety and a bit of depression and all she...
    polarice36 polarice36 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was sexually and physically abused by my dad from as far as I can remember until I was 12. Then I was physically and mentally abused by my step father until I was 17. My mom...
    sada9999 sada9999 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I'm currently in a relationship that I only recently realized was emotionally abusive. I spent my childhood watching my mother get physically slapped around and told she was...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    I've been procrastinating on this story for while.. ._. But since I seem to be story bombing, I might as well. I can't really name my first bullying experience, because I've been...
    MrsDuckx3 MrsDuckx3 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 5

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    I was adopted when I was about 2 years old. I was born in Bolivia, and my adoptive parents are from the United States. I don't look like them, but I also don't know anything about...
    MarissaRose26 MarissaRose26 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I need to let this out, it's like that quote from mean girls, you know "word vomit" I am now older and all that has happened to me as a child, has shaped me greatly in who I am...
    FallenFromGrace90 FallenFromGrace90 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    I don't understand how an abuser does not feel any shame or guilt that compels him to do the right thing. The day before he left me, after I was emotionally beaten down and at my...
    LiveKindly LiveKindly 26-30, F Nov 15

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    My mother abused me all my life...verbally , mentally and physically. The abuse was there since I can remember. She constantly beat me and called me names , told me I was stupid...
    ToTiJeZivot ToTiJeZivot 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 16

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    Hi, I'm new to EP but feel I need to talk about the mentally and emotionally abusive relationship I was in for 7 years. I thought he was the love of my life. But pretty well from...
    Pridestar73 Pridestar73 41-45, F a week ago

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    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not...
    RyRyOfAwesomness RyRyOfAwesomness 13-15, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    15th post. My panic attack yesterday left me emotionally and physically drained. The way I'm feeling today, there is no way in the world I am going to beat this fight. I would much...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My babysitter who was basically my mom for most of my life would touched me from when I was a baby to the age of 13. My brother used me as a punching bag and tell me how pointless...
    zombiflowers zombiflowers 16-17, F Nov 5

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    Some days I dread facing another day, as if life is suppose to feel this way or hurt this way. I have wasted five years of my young life supporting and giving myself to a wolf in...
    blessedgradgirl blessedgradgirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    It started when I was 11 yo. Today it has become a normal thing to do at home and I´m sort of chill with it... When it happens it feels good... but if I think about it by my self...
    Patman96 Patman96 18-21, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I think I was an abused child. Growing up (4-8) my mom would get angry over the littlest things like me forgetting to put my shoes in the closet or missing the garbage when I put...
    salemwinters salemwinters 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 16

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    My step mom emotionally abuses me. I'm not sure if she understands how much it hurts, but she does it consistently. I am the bad child in my family, I have accepted that I guess...
    LittlemsA LittlemsA 13-15, F 6 Responses Nov 3

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    I am new to this, and I came here because my brother is being emotionally abused and everyone thinks he is being a baby about it
    hollywallie77 hollywallie77 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    Men get a bad rap for not loving and feeling as much as us females and I just don't think that is true. I have seen men who fall head over heels in love with a woman, undoubtedly...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 16

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    boys make me mentally and emotionally unstable
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    My earliest memory was when I was three. My father locked me in a closet because he was drunk. I was scared and in there for a long time. Still to this day I don't know how long I...
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    I am a married 55 year old woman wit no children. I am at the point where I just want to leave. However, (there's always a However) I am not in love with him. I don't think I ever...
    advicenow advicenow 51-55, F Nov 11

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    She was really bad today. I forgot the whole events because my memory is so short. But it made me cry and she was evil about it. I wish I could record all what she does. But it...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 2

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    So I've gotten some sleep. Twelve hours of it to be exact. I guess after releasing some of my distress on EP, I was able to fall asleep. :) I woke up at around 1:00 hearing...
    FunnyandNerdy FunnyandNerdy 16-17, F Nov 11

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    I'm twenty two years old & I'm gonna write a story of my life hopefully to help others and let them know that if anyone's been through sexual abuse that your not alone. It is a...
    caitlinbrooke81 caitlinbrooke81 18-21 Nov 11

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    I was in a bad relationship.. but i've managed to actually get out and pick myself up again. I just need to vent right now, but I also want to let others know that it's possible to...
    cak22 cak22 22-25, F Nov 16

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    even though there are some negative people here who leave rude comments… Sharing my story is helping with the healing process, yesterday I posted my story & received a lot of...
    janaeannette janaeannette 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    It is an awful thing to see on the outside a child that has been abused. The problem is that there are so many varying degrees of abuse and dysfunctional families especially from...
    teekitten teekitten 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    21st post. Well the other day, I did something that had me very very excited. For some people this will sound like nothing, and most people do this every single day of their lives...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    He called me mentally unstable. The words weren't meant to cut, they were just simply stated, and I knew they were true. Aside from the old scars, which I assume he's noticed by...
    bowlofsurreal bowlofsurreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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