I Was Hit By a Tidal Wave of Emotions

This may sound foolish, but things that may be little to some people snatch me away in a state of numbness, specially when you have bad symptoms of PMS, and also suffer from things like depression, extreme anxiety and maybe bipolar...

Why can't I go back to feeling blank or angry/bitter like I was for about 8 months after my husband moved off to another state with some girl he met online, leaving after we had tried for 4 months to rebuild our marriage. ...

His fb status was talking about how much he likes her. I felt nauseous, sad, anxious, stupid and so much more at the same time. 

So here it goes, it's been a quiet a long time that I am writing back, what ever the cause be but there's no one to blame, or regret's or sorrow, ……….. One thing that I admit now is a YES- yes ,I was sad when "surya" left the...

A lot of my posts on here have been dedicated to how hard I work to be Tough and Resilient and Strong but, on Tuesday night, I was slapped in the face with a different reality--one much harder to deal with.

Oddly enough, I keep...

Music is coming from my headphones and my pen was bleeding on the paper as thoughts came from somewhere inside my tired soul. Expressing the depths of who I am and what I will end up as. The war is raging on and the enemy is not...

For over a year I have been a part time care giver for an elderly lady and tonight I got the news that she is in the hospital with sepsis and a liver/pancreatic blockage and is very ill. She has been having bouts of high fevers and...

The time was a couple years ago. I had just turned 18. I had just started college, and had my love at the time, we were together for a little over a year.

one day, a few weeks after our last time having sex, she dropped a helluva...

Sad, angry, tired, wired, longing, lusty, lost, dreamy....Arrrrrrrrrrgh!
Help Me! I'm drowning!