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I Was Mentaly Abused By My Dad

Just sharing my story and open to comments, advice and questions. 72 People

    The Father Who Wasn't

    It is hard for a young man to grow up without a father. It is even harder for a young man to grow up with half a father. My dad did not reveal that he was actually my father until I was 4. Up until that time he had been, to me, my mother's friend. He was not the man I wanted to...
    Powertoast Powertoast 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    My Dad Loves Inappropriate Words

     I always love my Dad, but I just can't take this abuse no more. It seems like my Dady have 2 personalities; he could be so funny and warm to us, but mostly; very rude and do whatever he want. My Daddy was always expecting perfections from us, he doesn't even care about the...
    shakespeareinmisery shakespeareinmisery 13-15 3 Responses Jul 31, 2009

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    Go Ahead And Kill Yourself..

    That is what my Dad said to me last year at a time when I was feeling suicidal. He still says this sort of stuff to me. So does my Mother. I used to want my parents approval. I accept now that we will always think differently, and I will never get their approval. My Dad has been...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    Fat

    My dad would call me fat and other names in the book. He has made me feel really bad about myself.  That I've developed a eating disorder because of it.
    ascs ascs 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    Stepfather

    My dad died when I was young and I was forced to live with a stepfather for several years who hated me (not lying); and would come down on me most of the time. I was fragile due to the recent events that had occurred in my life and so was easily hurt.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Feb 23, 2013

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    Dad.

    My dad's just never even been there for me. You know how much I've always wanted to be daddy's little girl?.. But i never was . He never cared. I don't know how i can care so much about him, when I probably don't even cross his mind. Ever. But that's okay. I don't cross many...
    katieemarieexoxo katieemarieexoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2013

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    Your Not Good Enough

    Why the hell can't you be like your brother? your to stupid to be a human being let alone My son. I ought to kick your *** right now. you stupid bastard, go kill yourself. this is what I grew up hearing all the time between beatings then as a adult I was publicly humiliated at...
    slappedtomuch slappedtomuch 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    Love To Hate?

    I love my father when I was younger,and still do now. No matter what he does, I love him. He at least has stuck by my mom and tried to be there for me and my siblings. My story isn't one of flat out abuse, perse, it is one of "joking" abuse. I don't know if it is joking anymore...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    Dear Dad,

    Let the ranting begin...Dear, DadI am sorry I am not the perfect child you wanted. The one that would do everything for you silently and not say a word about it. I am seventeen and don't want to be your little slave any more. Yes, it is time for you to get up and do things...
    ShadowsGirl101 ShadowsGirl101 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2011

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    Mental Case

     My father abused me when i was little verbaly and physical. My mom and dad are alcoholics and drug addicts. My father would always say i was a trash and that i was not wanted and i should have never happened. He would stick me out on the streets and make me go up to random...
    parker0702 parker0702 16-17, M 5 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    My Dad Had Two Sides

    My dad died when I was 17, which was five and a half years ago. Although we didn't get it confirmed, he probably had Dissocial Personality Disorder. He had two "sides" to his personality; one caring and sweet and one that was almost demonic. He prevented me...
    biologic biologic 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2008

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    When I was 15 my dad took us shopping with my younger sister who was 12 at that time. He bought was clothes. However , a month later when I got home from school he told me that...
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    I've just posted on here and this is my second experience. When I joined a new school in year 9 I met this guy I thought was amazing. By September (year 10) we were really close...
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    my dad always was an angry person. I think it's because we grew up in a country far away from his side of the family. him yelling at me wasn't anything I couldn't handle but in my...
    Slekkoo Slekkoo 22-25 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I was sexually assaulted by my uncle from 5 years old to 10 when we moved away, it happened every weekend and somehow seemed to become done sort of routine, I would go see my aunt...
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    GoAskBetty GoAskBetty 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't remember his face... Or his voice. Just darkness and a small space. There was a shoe or something under my head. The TV was on... But all I can hear. The thing that echoes...
    Jaielll Jaielll 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his...
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 7 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    It's soul destroying to realise this but it is true. I've recently realised through talking to people here that my uncle used to touch me inappropriately after bare butt spankings...
    dannywspk dannywspk 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I am 15 years old and when I was 13 my step dad raped me I begged him to stop but he wouldn't. It is still going on and I tried to tell my mum twice but she just called me a liar...
    Arabellathebeautiful Arabellathebeautiful 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am 15 years old and when I was 13 my step dad raped me and it is still going on. i didn't know what to do I cried, begged him to stop but he just wouldn't stop! I told my mum but...
    Arabellathebeautiful Arabellathebeautiful 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm 18 years old and I was abused by my brother, starting when I was young (I'm not sure how old, maybe 9, 10 or 11ish) and ending when I was 16, when he committed suicide. I got...
    ThatBitch18 ThatBitch18 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Has anyone else that was abused ever ****** during the abuse/molestation? private message me
    hardluckguy73 hardluckguy73 36-40, M Jan 17

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    Today I told my sister why I am not close to my brother any more and how he sexually abused me
    painfullyloving painfullyloving 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    My mom verbally, emotionally, mentally abused me my whole life. I hate her for all that she's put me through.
    Tianaluvsyou Tianaluvsyou 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 17

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    So when I was 9/10 years old, I remember being my brother in law favourite person( my parents were away for work). He was always nice to me and I loved him like a family. So he...
    Joanna20j Joanna20j 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I was raped in eighth grade by someone I thought liked me but I was wrong. He was older then me and I should've known better. I didn't really know him well and he wanted to do...
    dsmith0501 dsmith0501 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    That was the only form of emotion I was show the majority of the time and being a child, I imitated my father. I began to hit my friends in a playful and affection manor, but it...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F Jan 16

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    My babysitter molested me when I was really little, for about 2 years, when I was 4-5. He was 14-15 years old. It makes me queasy to think about it. He touched me, I only remember...
    WhereThereIsHope WhereThereIsHope 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    The Invisible Girl and Her Private Hell-Did you know that overweight awkward cry baby who consistently made the Honor Roll/High Honor Roll, always had her nose in a book,never gave...
    Merka94 Merka94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r 18-21, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    I was raped and anally raped almost a year ago. The mental pain is nothing to me anymore because I was also molested when I was younger, but the physical pain was atrocious and...
    babykaykez19 babykaykez19 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It happened when I was about 6 years old.. My brother and I had two friends, a girl and a boy. They were siblings. We spent loads of time together and got very close. I don't...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    my freshman year in highschool I was sexually assaulted. I never told my parents and I just kept it inside. I recently told someone and it felt like a weight had been lifted off of...
    KC97 KC97 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I don't even know sometimes. It feels hopeless, why shouldn't it? Something was done to me at a very young age that I had no control or say in at all. I didn't even know what the...
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I was 5 or 6 years old and forced to attempt intercourse with a 6 or 7 year old girl ..I am male .. I have been indifferent to physical contact my adult life.
    mrkysir mrkysir 56-60, M Jan 17

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    It's crazy to think about it... i still hate myself for not reacting...but i was just 5 i had no idea...it happened 3 times(not the same person)...it's like a blur on my childhood...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to have sex with my cousin
    1318dx 1318dx 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    But in God I'm a new creation in Him . I have no guilt no fear . an I've been through it but God brought me through it . I have grown a lot more from this an would love to help any...
    Amanda724 Amanda724 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I can't even function sometimes.I don't mean sexuslly, I mean mentally. I think about sex nonstop because of that, I'm perverted and went to church this sundsy , thinking I could...
    dksl14 dksl14 18-21, M 6 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I can't remember my past. It's blurry, but I remember the pain.
    SweeterThanToblerone SweeterThanToblerone 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Every night I have nightmares of it and I wake up crying
    Devonbaby Devonbaby 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am so glad to be away from you. For some reason when I write this, I'm scared you'll see it. I know you won't. I know I've left you far, far behind and the relief that gives me...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    The fallen angel who shined upon me This is something that stood in my head for the past couple of hours ,its about the most amazing girl i've ever met all she ever did to...
    shanur123 shanur123 22-25, M Jan 5

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