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I Was Mentaly Abused By My Dad

Just sharing my story and open to comments, advice and questions. 102 People

    Mental Case

     My father abused me when i was little verbaly and physical. My mom and dad are alcoholics and drug addicts. My father would always say i was a trash and that i was not wanted and i should have never happened. He would stick me out on the streets and make me go up to random...
    parker0702 parker0702 16-17, M 5 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    Your Not Good Enough

    Why the hell can't you be like your brother? your to stupid to be a human being let alone My son. I ought to kick your *** right now. you stupid bastard, go kill yourself. this is what I grew up hearing all the time between beatings then as a adult I was publicly humiliated at...
    slappedtomuch slappedtomuch 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    All my life my sister has been the favorite.

    ..she gets so much attention and love and that's all I want not material things...he called her the beautiful one,and he said I was the smart one...I don't want to be the smart one I want to be just as beautiful as her to him! He said she was the skinny one the "model" in the...
    xxangellynnxx xxangellynnxx 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 28

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    Dad.

    My dad's just never even been there for me. You know how much I've always wanted to be daddy's little girl?.. But i never was . He never cared. I don't know how i can care so much about him, when I probably don't even cross his mind. Ever. But that's okay. I don't cross many...
    katieemarieexoxo katieemarieexoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2013

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    I forgave him and he said what for?

    I was disciplining you not abusing you! But putting down a child all her life when she isn't even doing anything wrong isn't called discipline it is abuse ...
    xxangellynnxx xxangellynnxx 16-17, F Feb 28

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    Fat

    My dad would call me fat and other names in the book. He has made me feel really bad about myself.  That I've developed a eating disorder because of it.
    ascs ascs 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    The Father Who Wasn't

    It is hard for a young man to grow up without a father. It is even harder for a young man to grow up with half a father. My dad did not reveal that he was actually my father until I was 4. Up until that time he had been, to me, my mother's friend. He was not the man I wanted to...
    Powertoast Powertoast 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    Love To Hate?

    I love my father when I was younger,and still do now. No matter what he does, I love him. He at least has stuck by my mom and tried to be there for me and my siblings. My story isn't one of flat out abuse, perse, it is one of "joking" abuse. I don't know if it is joking anymore...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    My step dad used to try

    and 'toughen me up' when he realised I just wasn't like that he started mentally abusing me, he would say I was a girl for not liking fighting and would treat me like a daughter both me and mum were terrified of him and we were both physically abused.
    LeighUK LeighUK 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    My Dad Had Two Sides

    My dad died when I was 17, which was five and a half years ago. Although we didn't get it confirmed, he probably had Dissocial Personality Disorder. He had two "sides" to his personality; one caring and sweet and one that was almost demonic. He prevented me...
    biologic biologic 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2008

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    Go Ahead And Kill Yourself..

    That is what my Dad said to me last year at a time when I was feeling suicidal. He still says this sort of stuff to me. So does my Mother. I used to want my parents approval. I accept now that we will always think differently, and I will never get their approval. My Dad has been...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    Stepfather

    My dad died when I was young and I was forced to live with a stepfather for several years who hated me (not lying); and would come down on me most of the time. I was fragile due to the recent events that had occurred in my life and so was easily hurt.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Feb 23, 2013

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    Dear Dad,

    Let the ranting begin...Dear, DadI am sorry I am not the perfect child you wanted. The one that would do everything for you silently and not say a word about it. I am seventeen and don't want to be your little slave any more. Yes, it is time for you to get up and do things...
    ShadowsGirl101 ShadowsGirl101 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2011

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    My Dad Loves Inappropriate Words

     I always love my Dad, but I just can't take this abuse no more. It seems like my Dady have 2 personalities; he could be so funny and warm to us, but mostly; very rude and do whatever he want. My Daddy was always expecting perfections from us, he doesn't even care about the...
    shakespeareinmisery shakespeareinmisery 13-15 3 Responses Jul 31, 2009

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    When I was 10 my step dad who raised me changed me forever. When my mom nd him fought. He molested me. I didn't know it was wrong. He has **** magazines and I was I looked at them...
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    When I was 4, my best friend was my neighbor. I went to her house almost everyday after school. One day when I was there, her mom went to the store, so her dad was in charge. He...
    sincerelysl sincerelysl 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    The more I think about it the more disgusted I am. My dad sexually abused me for years and I didn't know it. I've told one other person my entire life. If your reading this your...
    XsOfTheSoul XsOfTheSoul 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 12

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    Ok, I remember one night my dad came into my bed. I woke up and he was holding my breast. He wouldn't let go and just escalated from there....... He would touch my private parts...
    Jeanneth Jeanneth 26-30, F Mar 13

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    i was crying...i have been wondering this pain and scars are really cured someday
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Mar 8

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    Thinking about death and life every night. side by side life and death. My insomnia is really horrible. I stop taking meds at this moment,and i've been taking counseling. sorry i...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Oh boo hoo I was molested anal made to dress in little girls clothing all this people wringing about being abused should get over themselves i was 10 and I was forced to wear...
    subsissy1989 subsissy1989 26-30, M 5 Responses Mar 6

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    It's taken me a few years to understand what exactly was happening but when I finally did because of this cop that came to talk to my class about all sorts of stuff, sexual abuse...
    disparateyouth disparateyouth 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    i recently started seeing a therapist to deal with some things from my childhood. i worked so hard to be a functioning person that i have repressed and suppressed many of my...
    paris348 paris348 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Sometimes it's hard to get my bestie to understand where I'm coming from, because she's never really had to deal with being sexually harassed and (thank goodness) she's never been...
    luna1912 luna1912 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I went to a large number of churches growing up and also went to a religious private school that was abusive. I was told as a child (and still am today by my parents and 'friends...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 8

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    I don't really talk about it. It started happening when I was around 11 and did not end until I was 17. At first I thought I was essentially emotionally unharmed. Years later, I...
    WeMermaid WeMermaid 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T 5 Responses Mar 2

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    But I'm not sure if it counts as sexual abuse. I was very young and my friend was the same age as me. I used to go to her house every weekend while my mom was at work. She used to...
    greyrainbows greyrainbows 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2

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    I look up as a man enters the hottub. Why does he have to come in? Now I can't play with my noodle! I think bitterly. I sigh, resigning to the side of the tub and tossing my...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Mar 2

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    I carry scars that no one can see. I'm in college now. Thankfully, my roommate is an understanding person. On the other hand, it seems that people can only deal with me for a short...
    survivorthrujesus survivorthrujesus 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    So this story started exactly... 5 and a half years ago... when i met this guy... he was...and is... up to this day.. creating stories... so i give him money... everytime he makes...
    saraben143227 saraben143227 18-21, F Mar 14

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    I'm new to this. I need some advice there's been something on my mind I can't seem stop thinking about it. At the age of 7yrs old I was raped not just by one person but two people...
    pepper208 pepper208 31-35, F Mar 16

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    I was 16, my rapist was a classmate. It last until I was 20 years old. He took my virginity. I never knew it was rape. I don't hate him, I'm not angry. I'm 21 years old now and I'm...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I dont like talking about it but yes i was and the person who did it his name is Tim Anderson and he's from Great Falls, Montana
    Zachary95 Zachary95 18-21, M Mar 17

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    Got set off at the dentist today?! What the HELL??? That has never happened to me before! When the guy dentist came in and was standing over me I actually got really scared and my...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I don't know how to feel about this. Today I was cuddling with my boyfriend and I was having a flash back with a anxiety attack. And usually I don't want my boyfriend to touch me...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I need help, when I was 15 my cousin who was 25 was staying with us for a month. While I was asleep he'd come into my room and touch me, when I was 17 cps got involved. I'm now 18...
    StrawberryShortcake97 StrawberryShortcake97 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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