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I Was Mentaly Abused By My Dad

Just sharing my story and open to comments, advice and questions. 67 People

    Go Ahead And Kill Yourself..

    That is what my Dad said to me last year at a time when I was feeling suicidal. He still says this sort of stuff to me. So does my Mother. I used to want my parents approval. I accept now that we will always think differently, and I will never get their approval. My Dad has been...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    Fat

    My dad would call me fat and other names in the book. He has made me feel really bad about myself.  That I've developed a eating disorder because of it.
    ascs ascs 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    My Dad Loves Inappropriate Words

     I always love my Dad, but I just can't take this abuse no more. It seems like my Dady have 2 personalities; he could be so funny and warm to us, but mostly; very rude and do whatever he want. My Daddy was always expecting perfections from us, he doesn't even care about the...
    shakespeareinmisery shakespeareinmisery 13-15 3 Responses Jul 31, 2009

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    Dear Dad,

    Let the ranting begin...Dear, DadI am sorry I am not the perfect child you wanted. The one that would do everything for you silently and not say a word about it. I am seventeen and don't want to be your little slave any more. Yes, it is time for you to get up and do things...
    ShadowsGirl101 ShadowsGirl101 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2011

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    My Dad Had Two Sides

    My dad died when I was 17, which was five and a half years ago. Although we didn't get it confirmed, he probably had Dissocial Personality Disorder. He had two "sides" to his personality; one caring and sweet and one that was almost demonic. He prevented me...
    biologic biologic 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2008

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    Mental Case

     My father abused me when i was little verbaly and physical. My mom and dad are alcoholics and drug addicts. My father would always say i was a trash and that i was not wanted and i should have never happened. He would stick me out on the streets and make me go up to random...
    parker0702 parker0702 16-17, M 5 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    Stepfather

    My dad died when I was young and I was forced to live with a stepfather for several years who hated me (not lying); and would come down on me most of the time. I was fragile due to the recent events that had occurred in my life and so was easily hurt.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Feb 23, 2013

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    The Father Who Wasn't

    It is hard for a young man to grow up without a father. It is even harder for a young man to grow up with half a father. My dad did not reveal that he was actually my father until I was 4. Up until that time he had been, to me, my mother's friend. He was not the man I wanted to...
    Powertoast Powertoast 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    Your Not Good Enough

    Why the hell can't you be like your brother? your to stupid to be a human being let alone My son. I ought to kick your *** right now. you stupid bastard, go kill yourself. this is what I grew up hearing all the time between beatings then as a adult I was publicly humiliated at...
    slappedtomuch slappedtomuch 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    Dad.

    My dad's just never even been there for me. You know how much I've always wanted to be daddy's little girl?.. But i never was . He never cared. I don't know how i can care so much about him, when I probably don't even cross his mind. Ever. But that's okay. I don't cross many...
    katieemarieexoxo katieemarieexoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2013

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    Love To Hate?

    I love my father when I was younger,and still do now. No matter what he does, I love him. He at least has stuck by my mom and tried to be there for me and my siblings. My story isn't one of flat out abuse, perse, it is one of "joking" abuse. I don't know if it is joking anymore...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    I want nothing more than to forget it... Sometimes I have nightmares of what happened in my childhood on the outside everything seemed perfect most people looked at my household...
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    A few years ago my dad had alcohol addiction. One night he was so drunk he crept into my room and you know the rest.
    loveVictorandDumas loveVictorandDumas 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    where do you start... at the beginning I guess. It all started when I was 4, I can remember trying to tell my mother about it,, She either didn't want to except it or didn't...
    wnme wnme 51-55, F 2 days ago

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    My foster mom had me sexually abused in the hospital. By a "doctor". I was seven. I had many many hospital stays growing up, treating my chronic lung condition. I'm a victim of...
    iMinnow iMinnow 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My brother abused me for 7 years. I just recently was able to find that courage to tell someone. Now I'm free from the physical abuse but I'm still scarred. It affects my life so...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 16

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    18 years ago my mother's boyfriend, at the time, sexually abused me. Twice. After the second time, i went to tell my mother the next morning and she didnt believe me. And still...
    Amb505 Amb505 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    she was 19 and I was 8, at a party for new year as I was asleep in bed, she come into my bed and started to cuddle me. This felt very nice, and the smell of alcohol from her...
    robforyou robforyou 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    Before, i was unable to tell this story. It was very hard. The only way i have managed to come through in speaking of it was to talk to a friend about it, then soon another friend...
    iris801 iris801 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I was raped again a few weeks ago and the guy is finally in jail. The flash backs are killing me. The insomnia is terrible. End thoughts to kill myself are running rapidly through...
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 2

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    He gets out in 4 years . Meaning its been 4 yeas since he went in. Half way. Doesn't feel like it. In some ways it feels like it was only yesterday other times it feels like an...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    When I was 7 or 8 my brother told me to the garage with him because it was late at night so I went and put on my shoes and went with him. When we got in the garage my brother...
    BeccaPayne BeccaPayne 13-15, F 11 Responses Aug 6

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    *sigh* Sometimes i hate life, my life that is. but i should be grateful that im even alive is because of God. what do you do when your older sister reads your journal, which she...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    It happened to me twice with two different people. Both men were friends of family members. The first time i was 3. It was my fathers best friend. I don't recall much of that...
    dreamerrose dreamerrose 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    this morning we had family meeting where mum and dad want to discuss my behaviour as we was discussing this mum said that she feels that i need a hard more stricter spanking so my...
    naughtybumbum naughtybumbum 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Is it wrong to only want to speak to women about my abuse? It was a man who did it, I just feel more comfortable this way. :(
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is again when I was young, around 8-10yrs, may be..... My cousin was staying in my grandpa's place and was working somewhere. He should've been in his early 20s. Whenever I...
    tickoo2 tickoo2 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    when 1 was 10 I stayed with an aunt and uncle during the summer holidays, I was upset and homesick at night. my uncle came through to talk to me he started off just stroking my...
    maturesue maturesue 51-55, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Or I will be! I haven't used my a*** plug all week. I just slipped it in again and it hurts. :O Daddy won't be pleased if I'm not trained for him!
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I don't even know if it actually counts. But ever since I've felt disgust in my own body and hatred of unwarranted touch.
    isodole isodole 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    And learned bad news. All who have power are posing as good. But acting like him. How sick society became. Is due to them.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 10

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    I need to talk to someone. 10 years ago. Something happened. It's ruining me and the person I love. Please, someone???
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Tips on how to not be scared of relationships? I'm terrified of them but I also really don't want to die alone. I want a boyfriend but after what's happened I freak out every time...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Where do I start? My dads an alcoholic My older brother hates me My mum doesn't even talk to me I was sexually abused by my grandad from the age of 6 to 12/13. I may write more...
    tltlc tltlc 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    It's taken me until now to realise I was bullied by my mum. I started out on here with "I think my mum hates me"... but wow, I've filled a 100 page notebook with stuff she did in...
    rolledgoldboy rolledgoldboy 22-25 1 day ago

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    I was being abused in my home by my father until I was 9. I was than put into foster care where I thought it would end. Guess what it didn't. I'm still being abused by my foster...
    oreoelizabeth oreoelizabeth 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 9

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    Well...I don't like to say I hate people but I just can't help myself. When I was young, my dad abused my mother, emotionally and physically in front of my three year old brother...
    winglessdove winglessdove 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    My whole life i have always had a close relationship with ALL of my family members. But ever since my dad has passed away my family doesn't seem close anymore. Like when we have...
    armchairlama9 armchairlama9 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    On Sexual Abuse I will go, with the reason I am composing this letter, this is I'm sending this missive, because my daughter who is 8, was sexually assaulted, By my 22 year old...
    IrmaH IrmaH 36-40 Aug 21