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I Was Molested - and I Never Told

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    Only 9 Years Later I Told My Parents

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 23, 2013

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    Faint Bitter Memories

    It's hard. I think a part of me just doesn't want to remember what happened... Trying to protect me from the truth... But I know I was molested by my older sister. As I grew older, I started to remember bits and pieces. I didn't want to believe it at first, but everything was...
    EyvHunt EyvHunt 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    Molested By My Own Brother...

    i was molested as a child when i was 4 years old all the way until i was 6..by my own brother...he was around 12 years old and i was only 4,,i remember one day my mother walked in on him molested me. i was so happy that someone finally came and rescue me....i was so wrong,,, she...
    lagrimas91 lagrimas91 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Stupid

    i was mulested and never told my mom or enyone else but i did tell her he was making me watch but he never tuoched me but that was a lie. even what i did tell her she was hurt she made me move to callifornia and helled me back a grade couse i was trummatised. its sad but i wish i...
    waterwolf waterwolf 13-15, F May 6, 2012

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    Why I Am Afraid Of The Outside World..

    This is hard but i'm just going to spill it all out after holding this in for far too long. I apologize if this becomes too graphic or detailed and please try to understand that i am a very weak minded person so please don't judge me. It all started when i was 9 at the lake with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 20, 2012

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    Until Recently.

    the first person to be told was someone sworn to confidentiality, my therapist. until then everything had been hidden. after that i talked to a few of my closest friends about it. the only thing they knew was something happened. but everything came oeut when i was sent to the...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2011

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    I Was Molested And Never Told...nor Do I Plan To

    This is the only group I can find that allows people under 18 to join a group with the word "molested" in it. I find that totally unfair but oh well. This is also the first sexually abuse group I've joined on here since I joined EP. I don't exactly know why it's taken me so long...
    diezysiete6 diezysiete6 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    Where It All Started........

    I was a teenager when it first started. Years have past but I never told a soul. I know I need to forgive and forget, but how can a scar as deep as this go overlooked? When I was 16, I was molested by a stranger. At this time, I was living in Dubai with my parents. My sister had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    My Grandmothers Brother Molested Me As A Child

    When I was younger my grandmothers brother, Stanley, molested me. When I was younger my grandmothers brother, Stanley, molested me. I call him my uncle Stanley. I don't clearly remember every detail. I guess I've tried to make myself believe its not true. He use to baby sit me...
    imadamselindistress imadamselindistress 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2012

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    I can't remember how old I was exactly,

    only that I must have been between the ages of 12 and 14, because I was living with my Gran. I never told when it happened mainly because at the time, my brain didn't process it as molestation. All I knew was that I didn't like it and it felt wrong. The second reason being...
    jerkingabnormalagony jerkingabnormalagony 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I was molested and feel like i made the mistake

    of telling... im still dating the guy that I was with when it happened 2 years ago and i told him and then i felt i could forget it better.. well he recently brought it up accusing me of things and now I can't stop thinking about it again and feel like it was my fault and just...
    freefallin11 freefallin11 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Why. Why. WHY????

    I was yknow by my stepdad wen i was 4-5 wed just moved house n it was me, my mum, my half baby sis n my stepdad. i dont rely wanna go into detail i usually keep myself to myself, but i dont understand y, my mum had just made him a father, im pretty sure they were still havin it...
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    sarasmile sarasmile 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2008

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    It still haunts me, it has been almost 15years

    when my father did that to me. I remember waking up naked when I was a little girl after my father's turn to look after me. He said it was too hot outside but I remembered it was winter during that time. he rubbed against me with his privates and woke me up during my nap time...
    Wtfisthis64 Wtfisthis64 18-21 1 Response Feb 5

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    How Much Of What We Think We Remember Is Real?

    I look around me in school and wonder how many other girls were molested by their uncles, fathers, brothers. Is it still happening to some of them? I've never told anyone. I wear a smile to hide what's going on inside me so can their smiles be just masks as well? Am I the only...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 6, 2012

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    Be The Stranger

    I'm a poet... So instead of writing it down in a story I decided to put it in a poem... "you can trust me" he said, "Im a friend" he said. 34 to me meant protection. Before circumstance removed its adhesive, I was labeled as innocent. 34 was identified as a family friend, no...
    TheIvyWolf911 TheIvyWolf911 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2013

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    I Was So Stupid

    When I was thirteen, in eighth grade, I thought I was so cool because I hung out with tons of high-schoolers. I mostly talked to them because I was in advanced classes, so I was in their math or English classes. But I had a couple of friends that were seniors, friends of my...
    SillyMonster SillyMonster 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    Molested By My Brother

    First of all, I wanna say it's great to come on here and see everyone's stories...people who can relate. I haven't told many people about what has happened to me because I am ashamed it was my own brother and that I was too young to know better. I feel so many people would judge...
    beautifuleyes13 beautifuleyes13 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Wrong

    From when I was 10 until I was 14, my brother molested me. I remember the night that it started- one of the earliest things I can remember, unfortunately- and it started with an action movie that we both liked. At first he just wanted to practice kissing, like the people in the...
    Deanna3911 Deanna3911 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    I Was Molested By My Neighbour

    When I was 12, I had this neighbour and he was old like in his 50s. One day my mom asked me to go over to ask if he had some milk we could use. He said yes and told me to come in since I was 12 I didn't really double think it so I went in and closed the door. I stayed by the door...
    rudyann rudyann 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I'm Close To Breaking.

    I still think about my past, everyday no matter what i'm doing. Its not as bad thought but it is bad. Ive never thought that theres a chance it could happe again but i am. For a few more days i'm going to be stuck with my cousin Matt and i feel he's no threat, he's just a guy...
    Teddy15 Teddy15 16-17, F Aug 15, 2012

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    I Thought It Was A Fun Game

    He used to babysit and we used to play dress up I never thought it was bad we used to go in my mums room and I would get stuff out he would get a bra and panties set out and sometimes a skirt and a top We would go down stairs and play mans and dad just laughing and kissing Then...
    kellycooper kellycooper 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    Second Time

    The second time happened only a month after my sister started abusing me. She'd take me into our bathroom daily. And I always prayed, Dear God, please let my mom walk in, if she walked in she could stop her. But at the same time, I DIDN'T want my mother to know. I knew, if my mom...
    3Times 3Times 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    ''are You Hungry Dear?'' ''i Sure Am Id Say With A Smile

    seems like threw out my childhood every time i would turn around i was having experences there was a girl cousin and a boy cousin that while everyone was eating dinner id be helping her jack him off now i love watching *** shoot out of a **** i crave it
    jakeb8up5253 jakeb8up5253 41-45 2 Responses Jan 15, 2012

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    I Am A Coward

    I've already told my story here in the group about my being molested by my uncle. It's just a part of who I am now and most of the time I'm not bothered by it. I've learned to supress it I guess - just to not dwell on it. I can't change it so what good would fretting about it do...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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    Yea I never told but dad did it I can't

    even discus it on here fu@# im so close to ending myself
    Sarahsworldofpain Sarahsworldofpain 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    It Went On For 6 Years

    I was molested by my uncle from when I was 6 years old until I was 12. I remember exactly how it started. He was painting the fence at grampa's house. Me and my cousin Kathy asked if we could help. I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. Uncle Rick was kneeling down next to me. He...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    I fear men and boys. I don't like being touched

    by people. I wish I would have told but it's too late now. It first started in the 5th grade. I remember the day it happened. I kept the shirt and after 2 years of it being stuffed I'm a draw I never touched until the other day. The bright orange shirt I kept gave me bad...
    EmyD EmyD 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm a very private person

    and I have triggers that are very hard for new people let alone people I've known all my life to understand. I dont want to keep cowarding away from but I dont know how to explain or make them understand what I've been through. I mean you can't just right away tell someone you...
    beetlebucks beetlebucks 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Things Past

    I don't remember all of this experience, so just bear with me, please? i was in preschool from the time i was four until i was five, and i was in a class with about fifteen other kids;all about the same age as i was. During nap time, the teachers(miss A miss B and miss C, for...
    XgingerX XgingerX 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2012

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    I Was Molested Three Times.

    The First Time: I can't remember the first time it happened.... I was around 9, I think. My sister is 6 years older than me and I can't go more than a couple of days without wondering why she did what she did. She would take me into our bathroom and make me kiss her, touch her...
    3Times 3Times 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    I Never Told

    ok..here it goes........i was five. My step brother was about 17 0r 18 and had just moved in with my family.  my mom met my step-father and remarried. my step-brother moved into the house i had grown up in after the marriage.  he was senior in high school.  i...
    pammy79 pammy79 26-30, F 7 Responses Apr 3, 2009

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    I asked mum if she knew of any problems I may

    have had in my life.. I'm sure I've asked her before but this time we were at a cafe.. In a public place where I dreaded a scene would be made. She told me when I was little I complained of a few kids touching me (on a few different occasions) My brother and I would go to the...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I Was Molested As A Child By Another Child

    I know I have already put up an experience like this one, but lately I have been thinking about what happened to the point where I feel disgusted in myself. When I was around 9-10 years old, I knew these two guys and I would go to their house every day after school with my...
    SpiritedAway7297 SpiritedAway7297 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    Molested By "step-dad" For Years

    It makes me sick and scared to even try to write this, but I'm too scared to talk to anybody about it, so here goes nothing: My mom left my biological dad when I was in the 4th grade. We had weekend visitations and worked things out. About a year or two later, my mom met a guy...
    SILENCEisntTHEkey SILENCEisntTHEkey 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    Second Post Here

    After reading another member's story about being molested by her uncle, after the passing of my guts twisting inside of hearing that story I felt brave enough to share my experience. I mean if she could do it then so can I, right? I cannot recall all the times it happened but my...
    diezysiete6 diezysiete6 16-17, F Jan 19, 2013

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    Unheard

    now theres banging on the walls in my chest bang my heart beats bang bang faster and faster telling me to panic there’s something wrong my parents look at me worried and scared i scream at the person standing next to them but no words come out so i stomp on his arrogent feet...
    nory101 nory101 18-21, F Oct 6, 2013

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    I've Already Posted A Story Here, But I Have More To Tell

    So if you've read my story here, you know all about my "friend." But I felt like there was part of the story left to tell. It was Wednesday, yes this Wednesday. I had gone to visit him at him new college dorm room, I'd never been there before. When I got there, and I knocked on...
    SillyMonster SillyMonster 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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    I was molested by my moms boyfriend

    when I was 5 and it ended when she died when I was 7. I longed for the "love" I lost when we moved in with my dad but he never "loved" us the same was. I was molested again when I was around 10 by a local man who was babysitting me... My dads girlfriend hated me... He was known...
    Thelostone5310 Thelostone5310 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Related Experiences

    Well, where to start? A few years ago, when I was 12-13, me and this girl, who is my third cousin, became really close friends and she is now my best friend and Im now 17 getting...
    BrokenBonds BrokenBonds 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    When I was younger, about 6 or 7 years old, I was molested by my older brother multiple times. We used to Picto chat all of the time on the DS light for fun together. Then one...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I don't even know where to begin, I was molested countless times when I was about 10 years old. It all started with a game of pool. My brother, who is 8 years older. So at the time...
    strength05 strength05 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I was molested by my cousin. I was seven years old at the time. When he came to visit it was normal. And then things started to go wrong and I was too naive to notice. First it was...
    Isabella545 Isabella545 13-15 1 Response Mar 23

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 22

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I was 8. He was much older. I was at his house, playing hide and seek with his younger siblings. I hid in the closet. The door opened and he came in. I thought the game was over...
    heymaya heymaya 18-21, F Mar 23

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    At 13, I lost my virginity to my 16 year old step brother. I used to call it rape, but eventually I admitted to myself that I never said no. I wanted it to happen, even if I was...
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I remember playing "parents" with the neighbor girl, 4-5 years older than me, when I was a kid. I didn't want to but she said it was important, that we needed to if I was going to...
    AnAvoidant AnAvoidant 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I didn't get the worst of it... my sister was molested when she was 6. She was in the opera, playing Trouble in Madam Butterfly. I guess everytime my mom took her to rehearsal...
    bittersweet128 bittersweet128 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    i was molested by my moms friend and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 11

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    I have only told a few people during the last 24 years. The first time I told my cousin, and she told her Mom. I remember the night when my Mom received a call from her sister...
    pensacola123 pensacola123 36-40 2 Responses Mar 27

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    When I was 11 my stepdad molested me And make me touch him. I had written about it in my journal and my mom read it. Two months after it happened. When she told him she knew he...
    Hurt1453 Hurt1453 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I was 4-5 and my "favorite" cousin was 8-9.. As far back as i can remember we have always hade a adventures thing going on, wich means him touching me and me touching him.. I used...
    wrong933 wrong933 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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