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I Was Molested - and I Never Told

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 354 People

    "M___, is my mother a *********?

    " "I think so. I wasn't surprised when I discovered what she had done to you. Your father wasn't shocked when I told him." "You told him?!" "Yes, last year. He said, 'Oh dear.' He didn't sound shocked or surprised. Perhaps he was merely trying to protect your mother – after...
    PhresnoPhoenix PhresnoPhoenix 36-40, M Aug 12

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    At least...I think so.

    My father used to be so good at manipulating people and making him think that it was for their own good, or that they wanted it. Or asked for it. I was confused, and now my brain functions only to make the memories of it all blurry and dream-like, so I can't fully remember if I...
    SourQueen SourQueen 18-21, F 4 Responses May 6

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    I fear men and boys. I don't like being touched

    by people. I wish I would have told but it's too late now. It first started in the 5th grade. I remember the day it happened. I kept the shirt and after 2 years of it being stuffed I'm a draw I never touched until the other day. The bright orange shirt I kept gave me bad...
    EmilyDiana EmilyDiana 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 18

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    sarasmile sarasmile 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2008

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    I was molested and feel like i made the mistake

    of telling... im still dating the guy that I was with when it happened 2 years ago and i told him and then i felt i could forget it better.. well he recently brought it up accusing me of things and now I can't stop thinking about it again and feel like it was my fault and just...
    freefallin11 freefallin11 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I Never Told

    ok..here it goes........i was five. My step brother was about 17 0r 18 and had just moved in with my family.  my mom met my step-father and remarried. my step-brother moved into the house i had grown up in after the marriage.  he was senior in high school.  i...
    pammy79 pammy79 26-30, F 7 Responses Apr 3, 2009

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    It still haunts me, it has been almost 15years

    when my father did that to me. I remember waking up naked when I was a little girl after my father's turn to look after me. He said it was too hot outside but I remembered it was winter during that time. he rubbed against me with his privates and woke me up during my nap time...
    Wtfisthis64 Wtfisthis64 18-21 1 Response Feb 5

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    I Was Molested By My Neighbour

    When I was 12, I had this neighbour and he was old like in his 50s. One day my mom asked me to go over to ask if he had some milk we could use. He said yes and told me to come in since I was 12 I didn't really double think it so I went in and closed the door. I stayed by the door...
    XxToxicmeowxX XxToxicmeowxX 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Would of never thought my older brother would do

    that to me. and he laughed and had no problem with what he did.
    FaiithGlo FaiithGlo 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    How Much Of What We Think We Remember Is Real?

    I look around me in school and wonder how many other girls were molested by their uncles, fathers, brothers. Is it still happening to some of them? I've never told anyone. I wear a smile to hide what's going on inside me so can their smiles be just masks as well? Am I the only...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 7 Responses Nov 6, 2012

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    I Thought It Was A Fun Game

    He used to babysit and we used to play dress up I never thought it was bad we used to go in my mums room and I would get stuff out he would get a bra and panties set out and sometimes a skirt and a top We would go down stairs and play mans and dad just laughing and kissing Then...
    kellycooper kellycooper 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    I never told. And he ripped away a piece of me.

    He took this sweet girl who innocently loved with all her being and tainted her. He made this girl who trusted no one he made this girl who used sex instead of talking. He ripped away a chunk of me. He stole from me. And I don't know how to go back to being that girl.
    naturalnobody naturalnobody 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Where It All Started........

    I was a teenager when it first started. Years have past but I never told a soul. I know I need to forgive and forget, but how can a scar as deep as this go overlooked? When I was 16, I was molested by a stranger. At this time, I was living in Dubai with my parents. My sister had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    It Went On For 6 Years

    I was molested by my uncle from when I was 6 years old until I was 12. I remember exactly how it started. He was painting the fence at grampa's house. Me and my cousin Kathy asked if we could help. I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. Uncle Rick was kneeling down next to me. He...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    I was molested by my moms boyfriend

    when I was 5 and it ended when she died when I was 7. I longed for the "love" I lost when we moved in with my dad but he never "loved" us the same was. I was molested again when I was around 10 by a local man who was babysitting me... My dads girlfriend hated me... He was known...
    Thelostone5310 Thelostone5310 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Second Time

    The second time happened only a month after my sister started abusing me. She'd take me into our bathroom daily. And I always prayed, Dear God, please let my mom walk in, if she walked in she could stop her. But at the same time, I DIDN'T want my mother to know. I knew, if my mom...
    3Times 3Times 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    I never told my parents ,

    not when it happened to me and not when my it happened to my little sister. I can't remember when it started but the memories of my uncle molesting me are clear as day. I can remember the brown shorts I was wearing and how he'd "reward" me with snacks afterward forever making me...
    may23forever may23forever 16-17 4 Responses Oct 3

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    I asked mum if she knew of any problems I may

    have had in my life.. I'm sure I've asked her before but this time we were at a cafe.. In a public place where I dreaded a scene would be made. She told me when I was little I complained of a few kids touching me (on a few different occasions) My brother and I would go to the...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I remember in my childhood.

    . I've been kissed by strangers a couple of times.. It's been blurred in my memories but I can still remember the three shopkeepers near my place.. They'd kissed me and i could not say a word about it.
    theafreen theafreen 18-21, F Jun 13

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    Be The Stranger

    I'm a poet... So instead of writing it down in a story I decided to put it in a poem... "you can trust me" he said, "Im a friend" he said. 34 to me meant protection. Before circumstance removed its adhesive, I was labeled as innocent. 34 was identified as a family friend, no...
    TheIvyWolf911 TheIvyWolf911 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2013

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    I Was So Stupid

    When I was thirteen, in eighth grade, I thought I was so cool because I hung out with tons of high-schoolers. I mostly talked to them because I was in advanced classes, so I was in their math or English classes. But I had a couple of friends that were seniors, friends of my...
    SillyMonster SillyMonster 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    Yea I never told but dad did it I can't

    even discus it on here fu@# im so close to ending myself
    Sarahsworldofpain Sarahsworldofpain 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    Faint Bitter Memories

    It's hard. I think a part of me just doesn't want to remember what happened... Trying to protect me from the truth... But I know I was molested by my older sister. As I grew older, I started to remember bits and pieces. I didn't want to believe it at first, but everything was...
    EyvHunt EyvHunt 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    I was in 9th grade. We were watching a movie

    so the lights were off and we sat all the way in the back. Her hands were so warm and I was so cold. She had no right to touch me the way she did...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I was molested and almost raped The first time

    was when I was 6 the person told me to kiss them n I said no so they got me n kissed me n started touching me this happened a few times The second time was when I was I don't remember how old I was being kissed by a guy I don't know his name he was touching n trying to kiss me...
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 5

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    although wish I had told,

    several weeks have past since the molestation and there's no point. I know my boyfriend thinks I'm a lot less attractive now that another man has put his hands all over and in me. I know this has Affected my relationship and my attractiveness. when will it end
    lizshiv lizshiv 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 26

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    My cousin molested me

    and it has caused me to have trust issues I still remember him. The evil look in his eyes. The scary smile. And the evil in his voice.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 13

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    I don't know how to tell anyone.

    He got fired from walmart for sexual abuse ugh but this is basically what he does. He will sit there and be like "I love your pants" then he will touch the pants and pretend to be looking at the pants then he wk get closer to those areas and start touching me but pretending...
    itsthisgirlagain itsthisgirlagain 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    It has always made me feel guilty.

    Idk I guess maybe I think its my fault somehow. It happened for a long time when I was younger but I never had the nerve to tell anyone. I still wonder if it would have been different if i had.
    kim14b kim14b 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    Why I Am Afraid Of The Outside World..

    This is hard but i'm just going to spill it all out after holding this in for far too long. I apologize if this becomes too graphic or detailed and please try to understand that i am a very weak minded person so please don't judge me. It all started when i was 9 at the lake with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 20, 2012

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    Chocolateloverteam Chocolateloverteam 13-15, F 2 Responses May 11

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    I Am A Coward

    I've already told my story here in the group about my being molested by my uncle. It's just a part of who I am now and most of the time I'm not bothered by it. I've learned to supress it I guess - just to not dwell on it. I can't change it so what good would fretting about it do...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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    I am still getting molested.

    And idk if I ever will tell. I've only told one person. And I've never even met her
    Chocolateloverteam Chocolateloverteam 13-15, F 5 Responses May 30

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    Wrong

    From when I was 10 until I was 14, my brother molested me. I remember the night that it started- one of the earliest things I can remember, unfortunately- and it started with an action movie that we both liked. At first he just wanted to practice kissing, like the people in the...
    Deanna3911 Deanna3911 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    I can't remember how old I was exactly,

    only that I must have been between the ages of 12 and 14, because I was living with my Gran. I never told when it happened mainly because at the time, my brain didn't process it as molestation. All I knew was that I didn't like it and it felt wrong. The second reason being...
    jerkingabnormalagony jerkingabnormalagony 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I was molested by my "Grandpa".

    I am a foster child and I used to like with my real aunt, and her husband's parents died from a youong age so a family friend took care of him and now that family friends who I'm going to call Bob still lives with my uncle and aunty and is like a grandpa to their kids and...
    HerShadow HerShadow 13-15 3 Responses Jun 1

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    I was molested by my stepdad from grades 6-9 I

    hated it and everyone would think he's the best nicest man alive everyone in my household was blind, I can't believe a father figure would ever do this and no one noticed! I now am uncomfortable around guys and hate when they come too close to me I get pretty nervous. I have...
    ShortGirl143 ShortGirl143 16-17, F 1 Response May 31

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    I was 13 my real dad

    who left me for drugs wanted to have a relationship with him....I didn't know it'd be that type of relationship. It was 8th grade spring break I was going to give the man who's blood ran through my veins a chance to make it up....but the day I closed the door to my grandmothers...
    littleskitzie littleskitzie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Molested By My Own Brother...

    i was molested as a child when i was 4 years old all the way until i was 6..by my own brother...he was around 12 years old and i was only 4,,i remember one day my mother walked in on him molested me. i was so happy that someone finally came and rescue me....i was so wrong,,, she...
    lagrimas91 lagrimas91 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    "Big girl stuff" is what he called it.

    Come into my room and tell me if he didnt believe I liked it he would hurt me. I was ******* 7 years old. I told my mum when I was 7 and she didnt believe me. And In court they asked if I liked him before he started alledgidly doing these things and I said I didnt like him...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 23

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    I Was Molested As A Child By Another Child

    I know I have already put up an experience like this one, but lately I have been thinking about what happened to the point where I feel disgusted in myself. When I was around 9-10 years old, I knew these two guys and I would go to their house every day after school with my...
    SpiritedAway7297 SpiritedAway7297 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    My Grandmothers Brother Molested Me As A Child

    When I was younger my grandmothers brother, Stanley, molested me. When I was younger my grandmothers brother, Stanley, molested me. I call him my uncle Stanley. I don't clearly remember every detail. I guess I've tried to make myself believe its not true. He use to baby sit me...
    imadamselindistress imadamselindistress 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    At the age of 10 I get molested by a man in an

    engagement party.. I never told it to my mom n cried for couple of nights in a row
    theafreen theafreen 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 10

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