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I Was Molested - and I Never Told

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    I was 15 years old when my 17 year old

    boyfriend molested me.I was at an overnight event for this amazing group. I met him through this group and we were dating for 3 month before it happened. We were a long distance relationship, hardly got to see each other and I was excited to finally hug him again. The night was...
    EmmaLuvsGiraffes3 EmmaLuvsGiraffes3 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2014

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    I spent my childhood trying to disgust you

    trying to make you hate me! !! no.... despise me. why couldnt you just despise me to the point that i made you nauseous when seeing me. why!!! all i asked was for you to hate me as much as i hate you!!!!! #yearsoutandstillnotok
    broken0315 broken0315 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I was raped by my brother ,

    he molested me 5 years ago and last night he raped me
    lydiasim1999 lydiasim1999 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 3

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    It happened from 12- 16 .

    When I was a teenager I was having allot of self identity problems. That was also when I was questioning my sexuality. I was working and my boss was really nice. then I messed up and he got mad. after closing time he called me to the back. He said I'd get fired if I didn't let...
    UkeKylee UkeKylee 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

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    I was molested by my stepfather

    when I was 13-14. I'm 32 now, and to this day I have never told a soul. I always faked being asleep the many many times it happened. I didn't know what to do, and I sometimes feel guilty about being so weak. Weak to allow it and weak not to speak up. They divorced due to his...
    thelonereader thelonereader 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    It Went On For 6 Years

    I was molested by my uncle from when I was 6 years old until I was 12. I remember exactly how it started. He was painting the fence at grampa's house. Me and my cousin Kathy asked if we could help. I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. Uncle Rick was kneeling down next to me. He...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    The root of my distrust ,

    anxieties,fears is this ......I've only told 2 people ....but no one in my family knows except my husband . I never thought it was neccersary to tell anyone in my family . They either wouldn't believe me or it would just upset them . I don't want to upset them .i don't think they...
    chernobylplayground chernobylplayground 36-40, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Thought It Was A Fun Game

    He used to babysit and we used to play dress up I never thought it was bad we used to go in my mums room and I would get stuff out he would get a bra and panties set out and sometimes a skirt and a top We would go down stairs and play mans and dad just laughing and kissing Then...
    kellycooper kellycooper 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    When I was little- about 4

    or 5, give or take, it's hard to remember. I would go over to my aunts house a lot for babysitting and to just hang out because she would do fun things with me and take me places. She used to cycle through boyfriends a lot and I guess she had herself a real slime bag at the time...
    memoriesplsgo memoriesplsgo 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    I Am A Coward

    I've already told my story here in the group about my being molested by my uncle. It's just a part of who I am now and most of the time I'm not bothered by it. I've learned to supress it I guess - just to not dwell on it. I can't change it so what good would fretting about it do...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 15 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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    I'm watching dr. Phil right now

    and they're talking about a girl who was molested and it bring up so many memories. I'm like crying right now. I'm 22 and I have been raped and/or molested by a few different people in my life. I hate it. I wish I could forget.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    Would of never thought my older brother would do

    that to me. and he laughed and had no problem with what he did.
    FaiithGlo FaiithGlo 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    I never told. And he ripped away a piece of me.

    He took this sweet girl who innocently loved with all her being and tainted her. He made this girl who trusted no one he made this girl who used sex instead of talking. He ripped away a chunk of me. He stole from me. And I don't know how to go back to being that girl.
    naturalnobody naturalnobody 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    I was molested this weekend by a family friend.

    No one would ever believe me if I told them because he's the kind of guy no one would ever suspect. I'm convinced that a big cut on my face would alter my appearance and maybe he'll leave me alone if he doesn't find me as attractive as before.
    Cowgirl6140 Cowgirl6140 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    I fear men and boys. I don't like being touched

    by people. I wish I would have told but it's too late now. It first started in the 5th grade. I remember the day it happened. I kept the shirt and after 2 years of it being stuffed I'm a draw I never touched until the other day. The bright orange shirt I kept gave me bad...
    EmilyDiana EmilyDiana 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 18, 2014

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    I was 13 my real dad

    who left me for drugs wanted to have a relationship with him....I didn't know it'd be that type of relationship. It was 8th grade spring break I was going to give the man who's blood ran through my veins a chance to make it up....but the day I closed the door to my grandmothers...
    littleskitzie littleskitzie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Molested By My Own Brother...

    i was molested as a child when i was 4 years old all the way until i was 6..by my own brother...he was around 12 years old and i was only 4,,i remember one day my mother walked in on him molested me. i was so happy that someone finally came and rescue me....i was so wrong,,, she...
    lagrimas91 lagrimas91 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    jennyisaslut jennyisaslut 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    If there is anyone here

    who wants to talk, to vent; doesn't even have to be about this in particular. You can talk to me, and iA I'll help. I know how it feels , and I can tell you one thing , it can get better, and you're not alone.
    venomous26 venomous26 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I was molested by my van driver

    since I was 7 till I was 12 and I never told anyone about it. I don't want to share a lot of detail here but it has completely shattered me, I am 23 now and I still can't regain my confidence, it's like I've been scarred for life. no matter how hard I try I just can't socialize...
    chijji chijji 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I saw him today for the first time in Years.

    I bolted right out of there. I had to remind myself to ******* breathe. I hate him, he ruined me.
    naturalnobody naturalnobody 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 3

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    I was molested from the age 7 to 10 by my uncle

    daily he used to take me to his room daily he molested he showed me **** movies i was a child i didnt no wat was he doing he said its normal and not to tell anyone he used to molest me in his car whenever he took me to a ride one day i told my mom i dont want to sleep with him...
    Alina235 Alina235 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    At least...I think so.

    My father used to be so good at manipulating people and making him think that it was for their own good, or that they wanted it. Or asked for it. I was confused, and now my brain functions only to make the memories of it all blurry and dream-like, so I can't fully remember if I...
    SourQueen SourQueen 18-21, F 4 Responses May 6, 2014

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    "Big girl stuff" is what he called it.

    Come into my room and tell me if he didnt believe I liked it he would hurt me. I was ******* 7 years old. I told my mum when I was 7 and she didnt believe me. And In court they asked if I liked him before he started alledgidly doing these things and I said I didnt like him...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 23, 2014

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    I was molested and almost raped The first time

    was when I was 6 the person told me to kiss them n I said no so they got me n kissed me n started touching me this happened a few times The second time was when I was I don't remember how old I was being kissed by a guy I don't know his name he was touching n trying to kiss me...
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I asked mum if she knew of any problems I may

    have had in my life.. I'm sure I've asked her before but this time we were at a cafe.. In a public place where I dreaded a scene would be made. She told me when I was little I complained of a few kids touching me (on a few different occasions) My brother and I would go to the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 29, 2014

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    It's been so long ago.

    I'm a grown women now, but it was impacted me so deeply. I came from a southern christian family where my own grandfather was the preacher. It always happened on Sundays after church while the family was all gathered around for Sunday dinner. It was a cousin not much older than...
    Bela21 Bela21 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    I don't know if I ever told

    but I don't think so. even if did I don't think I'd of been believed back then being a guy
    Cargan2016 Cargan2016 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Be The Stranger

    I'm a poet... So instead of writing it down in a story I decided to put it in a poem... "you can trust me" he said, "Im a friend" he said. 34 to me meant protection. Before circumstance removed its adhesive, I was labeled as innocent. 34 was identified as a family friend, no...
    TheIvyWolf911 TheIvyWolf911 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2013

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    When I was 8 my dad died,

    so my mom came to where my dad and I lived to take care of me, but what she really did was lock me away from everybody while she took all the money my dad had saved for me, and gambled it away. She would leave for weeks at a time with barley any food left at home for me. We...
    Bubblebran Bubblebran 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    Did anyone else ever enjoy the molestation?

    My sister's took turns sucking me and having me do vaginal intercourse with them from the time I was 9 until I was 13. They were 12 and 15.
    hardluckguy73 hardluckguy73 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    I am not sure how this whole thing works

    but I will and can say that as a child I was molested.
    michaeljmarks michaeljmarks 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I can't remember how old I was exactly,

    only that I must have been between the ages of 12 and 14, because I was living with my Gran. I never told when it happened mainly because at the time, my brain didn't process it as molestation. All I knew was that I didn't like it and it felt wrong. The second reason being...
    jerkingabnormalagony jerkingabnormalagony 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2014

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    I am still getting molested.

    And idk if I ever will tell. I've only told one person. And I've never even met her
    Chocolateloverteam Chocolateloverteam 13-15, F 5 Responses May 30, 2014

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    My cousin molested me

    and it has caused me to have trust issues I still remember him. The evil look in his eyes. The scary smile. And the evil in his voice.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 7 Responses Aug 13, 2014

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    It still haunts me, it has been almost 15years

    when my father did that to me. I remember waking up naked when I was a little girl after my father's turn to look after me. He said it was too hot outside but I remembered it was winter during that time. he rubbed against me with his privates and woke me up during my nap time...
    Wtfisthis64 Wtfisthis64 18-21 1 Response Feb 5, 2014

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    How Much Of What We Think We Remember Is Real?

    I look around me in school and wonder how many other girls were molested by their uncles, fathers, brothers. Is it still happening to some of them? I've never told anyone. I wear a smile to hide what's going on inside me so can their smiles be just masks as well? Am I the only...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 6, 2012

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    although wish I had told,

    several weeks have past since the molestation and there's no point. I know my boyfriend thinks I'm a lot less attractive now that another man has put his hands all over and in me. I know this has Affected my relationship and my attractiveness. when will it end
    lizshiv lizshiv 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    My Grandmothers Brother Molested Me As A Child

    When I was younger my grandmothers brother, Stanley, molested me. When I was younger my grandmothers brother, Stanley, molested me. I call him my uncle Stanley. I don't clearly remember every detail. I guess I've tried to make myself believe its not true. He use to baby sit me...
    imadamselindistress imadamselindistress 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Second Time

    The second time happened only a month after my sister started abusing me. She'd take me into our bathroom daily. And I always prayed, Dear God, please let my mom walk in, if she walked in she could stop her. But at the same time, I DIDN'T want my mother to know. I knew, if my mom...
    3Times 3Times 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    The last time was Christmas Eve three years ago.

    I've told one person and I've always felt like the outsider looking in, disconnected. I never felt like it actually happened but it did four times, and I don't know how to feel about it. I don't feel angry or lost or hurt. I feel like I've just watched a car collision and I'm...
    naturalnobody naturalnobody 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I am just looking for other men

    who have been molested by their father. no body EVER knew until I was 38. I told the woman I love, and she was blown away.
    jebbrock71 jebbrock71 41-45, M 3 Responses May 3

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    I was in 9th grade. We were watching a movie

    so the lights were off and we sat all the way in the back. Her hands were so warm and I was so cold. She had no right to touch me the way she did...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

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    I never told my parents ,

    not when it happened to me and not when my it happened to my little sister. I can't remember when it started but the memories of my uncle molesting me are clear as day. I can remember the brown shorts I was wearing and how he'd "reward" me with snacks afterward forever making me...
    may23forever may23forever 16-17 4 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    I was spending a night at my friends house

    and her cousin was asleep on the couch. He was really funny and nice and I thought it would be funny to wake him up(because I was just joking around.) And I sat down on the couch after a while he was already awake and he sat next to me (he was 19 and I was 14 or 15.) And he...
    Donew Donew 18-21 1 Response Mar 20

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