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I Was Molested and Raped

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    Was I Abused?

    From the time I was 5 years old, I had a lot of sexual contact with my two older step brothers. I was the product of a previous relationship that my mother had, before meeting and marrying my step father. My step father was a big, masculine man. I could see what my mother saw in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 28, 2012

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    I Don't Know What to Say

    I was molested by my stepfather for several years. I told my mom and she decided to let him stay. Mom was verbally and physically abusive and distant. I was not allowed to leave the house without mom but she didn't like going places. I was stuck and alone with only the abusers...
    jxnchosen jxnchosen 31-35 3 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    Did He Or Didn't He?

    When I was young, I was molested...  when I was older, I was raped, but not by the men who molested me as a child... by another set of people altogether... my cousin and my uncle... I think I have, for the most part, gotten over my childhood.  I still have flashbacks and PTSD...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216 26-30, F 4 Responses May 3, 2012

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    Daddy's Little Girl... No...daddy's Little Sex Toy

    I keep having flashbacks and I feel dirty. I know I should have gotten used to it, it happened for years but I can’t stop feeling him inside of me, on top of me...inside of me. He was so big and I was soo small. When it started at least. It started when I was two. At first he...
    Lilyofthevally Lilyofthevally 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    Heartless

    Ok so my sister said I'm heartless because I don't want to sit around waiting to hear if my grandfather has dyed yet or not The **** ?!!how am I heartless ??? I'm a realist people ******* die that's life it's not like I have Some magical cure for cancer in my *** I can just whip...
    Hanalou Hanalou 18-21 Feb 20, 2012

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    The Beginning

    There is the beginning and where is the end, I am just beginning to realise that the is number of beginning, and never a ending is this story, Along time ago before he started molesting me I was daddy's little girl, I remember sitting on the front fence waiting for my daddy to...
    yourshame yourshame 41-45, F Apr 30, 2012

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    Idk Y But Im Still Here

    i was sexually physically and emotionally abused. from the time i was 4 to about 10 i was molested by people any little girl should have been able to trust thought that should have protected her. the other abuse didnt end til i was eighteen I was scared of bath...
    childhoodrecalls childhoodrecalls 18-21 1 Response Aug 14, 2009

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    I Was Raped By My Sis And I'm A Girl

    It all started when I was 5 my sis called me like any other day we were watching a movie with my sibling I went up stairs she followed me next thing I know she's on top of me and humping at first I didn't know whar sex was but saw my parents do it. At first IT was scared I didn't...
    yisitme1 yisitme1 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2012

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    I Feel Like Committing Suicide

    I was rapped all 6th grade My parents aren't together My real dad smokes and drinks and dose so much unstable things.. He knew about how I got rapped and didn't do anything.. So my mom hot full custody of me. My life at home with my mom isn't very better cause she married the man...
    Hurtgirl1 Hurtgirl1 16-17, F Jul 27, 2012

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    Stepfather-ly 'love'

    Or... love and 'love', he's just plain worthless, a complete waste of space and whatever else he used to refer to me as when I was a child. I can't have been too much of a waste of space to fit in his bed most nights though, and boy did I ******* hate it. He's just plain FILTHY!
    Jackie1078 Jackie1078 26-30, F Feb 1, 2011

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    I Was Raped And It Didnt Affect My Life

    I was raped and molested but i dont think it changed my life all that much i mean i hate to be touched but i function relatively normally When i say normal i mean the feelingof wanting to throw myself in fromt of traffic has gone away. I still cant understand what a 6 year old...
    Hanalou Hanalou 18-21 1 Response Feb 19, 2012

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    I Will Never Forget

    I was molested when I was 13 years old by one of my fathers co-workers and I was raped when I was 16 years old I went to a party and I got drunk. I was raped again when I was 17 years old by a boy I met in college. I'm sparing you the details because that is not why I am writing...
    shellzz shellzz 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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    I Trusted You...

    my mothers step bother was living with us when i was 8 or 9 i believe. everyone was busy planing my sister big party so thats when he decided to come after me. i was so scared i didnt know what was happening. i felt so helpless.i didnt understant why he was doing this he wasnt...
    Brokenxxworld Brokenxxworld 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2012

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    I Remember Some

    Being so young I remember little parts. And some days, when I sleep I dream of it all. I remember the pain I remember his harsh laugh. I remember changing. I couldn't believe it was in a church, I was only 5 and he hurt me. Why would my dad let him take care of me? Wouldn't a...
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2012

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    ****** Molestation? In Denial?

    I'm not sure how to put this exactly I've only told two people about this specific incident. My therapist when I tried committing suicide and my current fiance. I was 7/8 years old at the time, my sister me and my mom were living in a trailer house. Some of my memory is foggy but...
    JacyUnknown JacyUnknown 22-25, F Sep 2, 2013

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    My Experience

    My dad was a Horrible man! I haven't seen him since I was six... luckily! from when I was a baby until I was six he would beat me, and cuss me out an call me names, and lock me in my room, he would fed me a small bowl of cereal with water in once a day, and I only got to shower...
    staystrongandbrave staystrongandbrave 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2012

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    My Uncle Raped Me And I Still See Him.

    I was raped at ages 6 and 8-10. I was just a little girl when it happened i didn't know what was going on. At the time my dad worked out of town and my mom was on drugs. We lived with my grandfather and my uncle. So one day i was home from school and i was hanging out with my...
    scaredstill15 scaredstill15 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Ahem... Well.

    It happened twice. I can't change it, but i can make sure it never happens again.
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    Idk Y But Im Still Here

    i was sexually physically and emotionally abused. from the time i was 4 to about 10 i was molested by people any little girl should have been able to trust thought that should have protected her. the other abuse didnt end til i was eighteen I was scared of bath...
    childhoodrecalls childhoodrecalls 18-21 Aug 14, 2009

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    I've Made The Decision To Tell My Story

    I've decided it would be the most beneficial to me and others if I let out the story of my sexual identity. I want to start off by saying I am a female. The first time I ever had any kind of sexual relationship or contact was: when I was around 4. I don't really remember much...
    BabyBunny2 BabyBunny2 18-21, F Jul 24, 2013

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    I'm Permanently Damaged

    I remember going somewhere alone. I was 15 and was never a party girl. I avoided them like they were poison. It was rare for me to ever hang out in a place by myself. I was always armed with a friend or was always meeting someone at my destination to ensure nothing happened. I...
    beibeiqi beibeiqi 18-21, F Jun 3, 2012

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    Daddy's Little Girl...no That's Not Quite Rite...daddy's Little Sex Toy...much Better.

    I keep having flashbacks and I feel dirty. I know I should have gotten used to it, it happened for years but I can’t stop feeling him inside of me, on top of me...inside of me. He was so big and I was soo small. When it started at least. It started when I was two. At first he...
    Lilyofthevally Lilyofthevally 18-21, F Jul 17, 2012

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    I Was Lost, But Im Found

    Please, if your reading this, PLEASE talk to me. I really hope I can find someone who understands my pain. I cry every time I tell this story to myself. Anyways here's my story.. It was around 2010, when I was 10. It was a regular day with grandparents, can really remember but I...
    therealme1 therealme1 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    Soiled

    I lived a very sheltered life, probably too sheltered that my parents don't really worry about anything happening to me. My dad had just started work at his new job, which required him to be gone for weeks. As for my mom, she had just started studying again towards becoming a...
    summerbliss summerbliss 18-21 Jul 25, 2012

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    I Was Malested And Raped

    When I was 8 I was malested My sister and I was at the babysitters and they had an older daughter about 13 she took my sister and I back to her room, she said "To Play". Of course at that age I thought she justed wanted to play like we always did when we came home from school...
    Some12012 Some12012 18-21 1 Response Jun 29, 2012

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    I Was Molested As A Child

    Hi, I am new to this website. I've read stories of other people being molested and it has given me the courage to share my story of when I was molested as a child. I was molested around the age of 6 by a neighbor. My mother was friends with the mother of the person who molested...
    JMayne JMayne 18-21 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    Life Sucks But It Gets Better

    My Name is courtney, I was sexually physically and emotionally abused When i was 12. I was sexually physically and emotionally abused by my grandmothers boyfriend. I only told my best friend. She got mad at me because my mom yelled at her because my mother though i was not going...
    courtney16 courtney16 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 9, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Well, where to start? A few years ago, when I was 12-13, me and this girl, who is my third cousin, became really close friends and she is now my best friend and Im now 17 getting...
    BrokenBonds BrokenBonds 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I was almost raped various times. By my mom's co-worker/friend. When? From wen i was 3-11 yrs old. I lived in Florida at the time. He would touch me nd kiss me. He would take me...
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I don't even know where to begin, I was molested countless times when I was about 10 years old. It all started with a game of pool. My brother, who is 8 years older. So at the time...
    strength05 strength05 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    When I was younger, about 6 or 7 years old, I was molested by my older brother multiple times. We used to Picto chat all of the time on the DS light for fun together. Then one...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I was molested by my cousin. I was seven years old at the time. When he came to visit it was normal. And then things started to go wrong and I was too naive to notice. First it was...
    Isabella545 Isabella545 13-15 1 Response Mar 23

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    I didn't get the worst of it... my sister was molested when she was 6. She was in the opera, playing Trouble in Madam Butterfly. I guess everytime my mom took her to rehearsal...
    bittersweet128 bittersweet128 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    i was molested by my moms friend and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 11

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    When I was 14 I was almost raped. The only reason why it didnt happen is because my other guy friend stopped him. I know that he didnt actually do it but its the intention that was...
    meganneb meganneb 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    At that age of thirteen I was raped by 'my best friend' or so I thought...I was at a party and just thought I was having harmless fun, he offered my one drink and before you knew...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 22

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    It started when I was around 9. My brother is a year and a half older than me and I was a very innocent child. He'd ask me to do him a 'favor' and he'd touch me through my clothes...
    redgreenblue776 redgreenblue776 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    When I was 12 my biological ***** donor molested me. He took my innocence and the child out of me in that moment. We went through the court system and he was out of our home for...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F Mar 30

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    When I was 11 my stepdad molested me And make me touch him. I had written about it in my journal and my mom read it. Two months after it happened. When she told him she knew he...
    Hurt1453 Hurt1453 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I fear men and boys. I don't like being touched by people. I wish I would have told but it's too late now. It first started in the 5th grade. I remember the day it happened. I kept...
    EmyD EmyD 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Besides my family and two other people that I have told, this is my first time telling this story. I was very hesitant about posting this story but I feel like by expressing how I...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I was 4-5 and my "favorite" cousin was 8-9.. As far back as i can remember we have always hade a adventures thing going on, wich means him touching me and me touching him.. I used...
    wrong933 wrong933 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I have only told a few people during the last 24 years. The first time I told my cousin, and she told her Mom. I remember the night when my Mom received a call from her sister...
    pensacola123 pensacola123 36-40 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I remember playing "parents" with the neighbor girl, 4-5 years older than me, when I was a kid. I didn't want to but she said it was important, that we needed to if I was going to...
    AnAvoidant AnAvoidant 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I was 8. He was much older. I was at his house, playing hide and seek with his younger siblings. I hid in the closet. The door opened and he came in. I thought the game was over...
    heymaya heymaya 18-21, F Mar 23

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    I was about 4 years old. My brother would take me into his room, the bathroom, just anywhere that he could get away with it. I remember always being so scared. He always would tell...
    sarahjade123 sarahjade123 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    Might as well share this finally now. When I was in fifth grade (which made me 10 at the time) I was at this house with my cousin (she was 14,15,16 somewhere along those lines) it...
    ConquistadorXL ConquistadorXL 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    At 13, I lost my virginity to my 16 year old step brother. I used to call it rape, but eventually I admitted to myself that I never said no. I wanted it to happen, even if I was...
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    My step grandfather was a sick monster that's why he ended up with cancer and had a stroke
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F Mar 27

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    It started when I wad 7, and it ended when I was 13. He would always touch me, then asked if I liked it. I nevet said a thing to anyone. Then one day durong 8th grade, I started...