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I Was Molested and Raped

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    Daddy's Little Girl...no That's Not Quite Rite...daddy's Little Sex Toy...much Better.

    I keep having flashbacks and I feel dirty. I know I should have gotten used to it, it happened for years but I can’t stop feeling him inside of me, on top of me...inside of me. He was so big and I was soo small. When it started at least. It started when I was two. At first he...
    Lilyofthevally Lilyofthevally 18-21, F Jul 17, 2012

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    I've Made The Decision To Tell My Story

    I've decided it would be the most beneficial to me and others if I let out the story of my sexual identity. I want to start off by saying I am a female. The first time I ever had any kind of sexual relationship or contact was: when I was around 4. I don't really remember much...
    BabyBunny2 BabyBunny2 18-21, F Jul 24, 2013

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    Daddy's Little Girl... No...daddy's Little Sex Toy

    I keep having flashbacks and I feel dirty. I know I should have gotten used to it, it happened for years but I can’t stop feeling him inside of me, on top of me...inside of me. He was so big and I was soo small. When it started at least. It started when I was two. At first he...
    Lilyofthevally Lilyofthevally 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    ****** Molestation? In Denial?

    I'm not sure how to put this exactly I've only told two people about this specific incident. My therapist when I tried committing suicide and my current fiance. I was 7/8 years old at the time, my sister me and my mom were living in a trailer house. Some of my memory is foggy but...
    JacyUnknown JacyUnknown 22-25, F Sep 2, 2013

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    Soiled

    I lived a very sheltered life, probably too sheltered that my parents don't really worry about anything happening to me. My dad had just started work at his new job, which required him to be gone for weeks. As for my mom, she had just started studying again towards becoming a...
    summerbliss summerbliss 18-21 Jul 25, 2012

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    Stepfather-ly 'love'

    Or... love and 'love', he's just plain worthless, a complete waste of space and whatever else he used to refer to me as when I was a child. I can't have been too much of a waste of space to fit in his bed most nights though, and boy did I ******* hate it. He's just plain FILTHY!
    Jackie1078 Jackie1078 26-30, F Feb 1, 2011

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    The Beginning

    There is the beginning and where is the end, I am just beginning to realise that the is number of beginning, and never a ending is this story, Along time ago before he started molesting me I was daddy's little girl, I remember sitting on the front fence waiting for my daddy to...
    yourshame yourshame 41-45, F Apr 30, 2012

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    I Don't Know What to Say

    I was molested by my stepfather for several years. I told my mom and she decided to let him stay. Mom was verbally and physically abusive and distant. I was not allowed to leave the house without mom but she didn't like going places. I was stuck and alone with only the abusers...
    jxnchosen jxnchosen 31-35 3 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    I Was Lost, But Im Found

    Please, if your reading this, PLEASE talk to me. I really hope I can find someone who understands my pain. I cry every time I tell this story to myself. Anyways here's my story.. It was around 2010, when I was 10. It was a regular day with grandparents, can really remember but I...
    therealme1 therealme1 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    I Was Raped By My Sis And I'm A Girl

    It all started when I was 5 my sis called me like any other day we were watching a movie with my sibling I went up stairs she followed me next thing I know she's on top of me and humping at first I didn't know whar sex was but saw my parents do it. At first IT was scared I didn't...
    yisitme1 yisitme1 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2012

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    Heartless

    Ok so my sister said I'm heartless because I don't want to sit around waiting to hear if my grandfather has dyed yet or not The **** ?!!how am I heartless ??? I'm a realist people ******* die that's life it's not like I have Some magical cure for cancer in my *** I can just whip...
    Hanalou Hanalou 18-21 Feb 20, 2012

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    Was I Abused?

    From the time I was 5 years old, I had a lot of sexual contact with my two older step brothers. I was the product of a previous relationship that my mother had, before meeting and marrying my step father. My step father was a big, masculine man. I could see what my mother saw in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 28, 2012

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    I'm Permanently Damaged

    I remember going somewhere alone. I was 15 and was never a party girl. I avoided them like they were poison. It was rare for me to ever hang out in a place by myself. I was always armed with a friend or was always meeting someone at my destination to ensure nothing happened. I...
    beibeiqi beibeiqi 18-21, F Jun 3, 2012

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    I Was Raped And It Didnt Affect My Life

    I was raped and molested but i dont think it changed my life all that much i mean i hate to be touched but i function relatively normally When i say normal i mean the feelingof wanting to throw myself in fromt of traffic has gone away. I still cant understand what a 6 year old...
    Hanalou Hanalou 18-21 1 Response Feb 19, 2012

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    I Will Never Forget

    I was molested when I was 13 years old by one of my fathers co-workers and I was raped when I was 16 years old I went to a party and I got drunk. I was raped again when I was 17 years old by a boy I met in college. I'm sparing you the details because that is not why I am writing...
    shellzz shellzz 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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    Idk Y But Im Still Here

    i was sexually physically and emotionally abused. from the time i was 4 to about 10 i was molested by people any little girl should have been able to trust thought that should have protected her. the other abuse didnt end til i was eighteen I was scared of bath...
    childhoodrecalls childhoodrecalls 18-21 1 Response Aug 14, 2009

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    Ahem... Well.

    It happened twice. I can't change it, but i can make sure it never happens again.
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    My Uncle Raped Me And I Still See Him.

    I was raped at ages 6 and 8-10. I was just a little girl when it happened i didn't know what was going on. At the time my dad worked out of town and my mom was on drugs. We lived with my grandfather and my uncle. So one day i was home from school and i was hanging out with my...
    scaredstill15 scaredstill15 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    I Feel Like Committing Suicide

    I was rapped all 6th grade My parents aren't together My real dad smokes and drinks and dose so much unstable things.. He knew about how I got rapped and didn't do anything.. So my mom hot full custody of me. My life at home with my mom isn't very better cause she married the man...
    Hurtgirl1 Hurtgirl1 16-17, F Jul 27, 2012

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    Idk Y But Im Still Here

    i was sexually physically and emotionally abused. from the time i was 4 to about 10 i was molested by people any little girl should have been able to trust thought that should have protected her. the other abuse didnt end til i was eighteen I was scared of bath...
    childhoodrecalls childhoodrecalls 18-21 Aug 14, 2009

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    I Was Malested And Raped

    When I was 8 I was malested My sister and I was at the babysitters and they had an older daughter about 13 she took my sister and I back to her room, she said "To Play". Of course at that age I thought she justed wanted to play like we always did when we came home from school...
    Some12012 Some12012 18-21 1 Response Jun 29, 2012

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    I Was Molested As A Child

    Hi, I am new to this website. I've read stories of other people being molested and it has given me the courage to share my story of when I was molested as a child. I was molested around the age of 6 by a neighbor. My mother was friends with the mother of the person who molested...
    JMayne JMayne 18-21 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    Life Sucks But It Gets Better

    My Name is courtney, I was sexually physically and emotionally abused When i was 12. I was sexually physically and emotionally abused by my grandmothers boyfriend. I only told my best friend. She got mad at me because my mom yelled at her because my mother though i was not going...
    courtney16 courtney16 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 9, 2009

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    My Experience

    My dad was a Horrible man! I haven't seen him since I was six... luckily! from when I was a baby until I was six he would beat me, and cuss me out an call me names, and lock me in my room, he would fed me a small bowl of cereal with water in once a day, and I only got to shower...
    staystrongandbrave staystrongandbrave 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2012

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    I Remember Some

    Being so young I remember little parts. And some days, when I sleep I dream of it all. I remember the pain I remember his harsh laugh. I remember changing. I couldn't believe it was in a church, I was only 5 and he hurt me. Why would my dad let him take care of me? Wouldn't a...
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2012

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    I Trusted You...

    my mothers step bother was living with us when i was 8 or 9 i believe. everyone was busy planing my sister big party so thats when he decided to come after me. i was so scared i didnt know what was happening. i felt so helpless.i didnt understant why he was doing this he wasnt...
    Brokenxxworld Brokenxxworld 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    Did He Or Didn't He?

    When I was young, I was molested...  when I was older, I was raped, but not by the men who molested me as a child... by another set of people altogether... my cousin and my uncle... I think I have, for the most part, gotten over my childhood.  I still have flashbacks and PTSD...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216 26-30, F 4 Responses May 3, 2012

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    i was molested from age six until age thirteen, when i left for boarding school. It was my father that started it - i think probably because my mother was very cold toward him, so...
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    I was molested several times and I liked it he was a lot older than me I enjoyed the attention from him my other cousins also joined in
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    It started when I was 13 and went until I was 14. She was 5'10" and black hair with green eyes and very thick but not fat. She was once a model. It started with hugs that would...
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    When I was 7 my step cousin molested me. He thought I was a sleep but I wasn't and now I'm all ****** up and I live a very depressing life with abusive parents and no one willing...
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    I started getting molested when I was about 7. It continued until I was about 14. I think about it a lot. I was an I innocent little boy. Older brothers and my grandfather didn't...
    Unionyes520 Unionyes520 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 11

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    I just want to know if it's possible to get raped by a 13years old kid??.. Im 18..
    rachel2604 rachel2604 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 11

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    I never told my parents , not when it happened to me and not when my it happened to my little sister. I can't remember when it started but the memories of my uncle molesting me are...
    may23forever may23forever 16-17 4 Responses Oct 3

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    I was about 11 or 12 at the time, he was 18. He is my stepmother's brother. We had been watching a Mike Meyers movie together. I've always loved horror movies. This particular...
    secretsleftuntold secretsleftuntold 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 4

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    I was about 9 years old. I went camping with my friend "A's" family. I did everything with them, They were like the fun version of my family. One day I got homesick. we've been...
    LusciousKitten LusciousKitten 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 17

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    He took my phone and I am only 11 and ran all the way down to the basement my grandma was home but she was sleep. When I got down there he put down my phone and started to walk...
    imanimb imanimb 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    ok, I was looking around and I think this is the place to share this. everyone here seems to understand. first off it wasn't me. It was my sister. we were happy mom and my...
    lilsis007 lilsis007 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I can't stop thinking about how I would play with my dolls when I was little my friend and I made a ******** doll (her idea) I would shove bones down their throats to make them...
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    i'm having a hard time today. All day i've felt this crushing feeling on my chest like i couldn't breathe. i think it's anxiety, but i can't shake the feeling that what happened to...
    solemnlittlegirl solemnlittlegirl 13-15, F a week ago

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    I REMEMBER I WAS 3 3 DAM IT WAT HELL CAN ANYONE SEE ATTRACTIVE IN A CHILD.MY GRANDPA DID THIS AND THERE NOTHING SEXY ABOUT THIS PPL NOWADAYS ARE JUST PLAIN SICK.
    blondelady37 blondelady37 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    This happened last night. When he asked me to go out with him, I thought "sure, why not? give the guy a chance." He knew some of my friends who I trust and cherish, so getting a...
    deligoddess deligoddess 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    Me and my boyfriend were constantly having fights so I decided to end it. One night I woke up and he was standing over me with his pants down. I started screaming and managed to...
    vintagepinup vintagepinup 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    In kindergarten I'm starting to wonder that would that be the only thing I experience in life that's close to physical contact with the opposite sex? I know it sounds awfully...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I never told. And he ripped away a piece of me. He took this sweet girl who innocently loved with all her being and tainted her. He made this girl who trusted no one he made this...
    naturalnobody naturalnobody 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Jacklad Jacklad 26-30, M 7 Responses Oct 7

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    #2 thanks for the support it give me the courage to share the rest of the molestation. My older 1/2 brothers and I shared a room. They would rape me at 10 invite other men to take...
    Unionyes520 Unionyes520 31-35, M 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I've almost wrote to this experience a million times, but always ended up leaving it blank. But I feel like I'm alone and I'm suffocating. I was molested when I was 7. Odd as it...
    NotFirstNotLast NotFirstNotLast 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Lately my life is spinning out of control, all because of having flashbacks this week. I was orally raped by my ex-boyfriend, and he also coerced me into letting him put his...
    luna1912 luna1912 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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