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I Was Molested and Raped

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    My Experience

    My dad was a Horrible man! I haven't seen him since I was six... luckily! from when I was a baby until I was six he would beat me, and cuss me out an call me names, and lock me in my room, he would fed me a small bowl of cereal with water in once a day, and I only got to shower...
    staystrongandbrave staystrongandbrave 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2012

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    Idk Y But Im Still Here

    i was sexually physically and emotionally abused. from the time i was 4 to about 10 i was molested by people any little girl should have been able to trust thought that should have protected her. the other abuse didnt end til i was eighteen I was scared of bath...
    childhoodrecalls childhoodrecalls 18-21 1 Response Aug 14, 2009

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    I Trusted You...

    my mothers step bother was living with us when i was 8 or 9 i believe. everyone was busy planing my sister big party so thats when he decided to come after me. i was so scared i didnt know what was happening. i felt so helpless.i didnt understant why he was doing this he wasnt...
    Brokenxxworld Brokenxxworld 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2012

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    Was I Abused?

    From the time I was 5 years old, I had a lot of sexual contact with my two older step brothers. I was the product of a previous relationship that my mother had, before meeting and marrying my step father. My step father was a big, masculine man. I could see what my mother saw in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 28, 2012

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    Did He Or Didn't He?

    When I was young, I was molested...  when I was older, I was raped, but not by the men who molested me as a child... by another set of people altogether... my cousin and my uncle... I think I have, for the most part, gotten over my childhood.  I still have flashbacks and PTSD...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216 26-30, F 4 Responses May 3, 2012

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    I Was Raped And It Didnt Affect My Life

    I was raped and molested but i dont think it changed my life all that much i mean i hate to be touched but i function relatively normally When i say normal i mean the feelingof wanting to throw myself in fromt of traffic has gone away. I still cant understand what a 6 year old...
    Hanalou Hanalou 18-21 1 Response Feb 19, 2012

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    Heartless

    Ok so my sister said I'm heartless because I don't want to sit around waiting to hear if my grandfather has dyed yet or not The **** ?!!how am I heartless ??? I'm a realist people ******* die that's life it's not like I have Some magical cure for cancer in my *** I can just whip...
    Hanalou Hanalou 18-21 Feb 20, 2012

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    Life Sucks But It Gets Better

    My Name is courtney, I was sexually physically and emotionally abused When i was 12. I was sexually physically and emotionally abused by my grandmothers boyfriend. I only told my best friend. She got mad at me because my mom yelled at her because my mother though i was not going...
    courtney16 courtney16 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 9, 2009

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    ****** Molestation? In Denial?

    I'm not sure how to put this exactly I've only told two people about this specific incident. My therapist when I tried committing suicide and my current fiance. I was 7/8 years old at the time, my sister me and my mom were living in a trailer house. Some of my memory is foggy but...
    JacyUnknown JacyUnknown 22-25, F Sep 2, 2013

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    Ahem... Well.

    It happened twice. I can't change it, but i can make sure it never happens again.
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    I Was Malested And Raped

    When I was 8 I was malested My sister and I was at the babysitters and they had an older daughter about 13 she took my sister and I back to her room, she said "To Play". Of course at that age I thought she justed wanted to play like we always did when we came home from school...
    Some12012 Some12012 18-21 1 Response Jun 29, 2012

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    I Remember Some

    Being so young I remember little parts. And some days, when I sleep I dream of it all. I remember the pain I remember his harsh laugh. I remember changing. I couldn't believe it was in a church, I was only 5 and he hurt me. Why would my dad let him take care of me? Wouldn't a...
    KISSndKILL KISSndKILL 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2012

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    Soiled

    I lived a very sheltered life, probably too sheltered that my parents don't really worry about anything happening to me. My dad had just started work at his new job, which required him to be gone for weeks. As for my mom, she had just started studying again towards becoming a...
    summerbliss summerbliss 18-21 Jul 25, 2012

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    Idk Y But Im Still Here

    i was sexually physically and emotionally abused. from the time i was 4 to about 10 i was molested by people any little girl should have been able to trust thought that should have protected her. the other abuse didnt end til i was eighteen I was scared of bath...
    childhoodrecalls childhoodrecalls 18-21 Aug 14, 2009

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    I Feel Like Committing Suicide

    I was rapped all 6th grade My parents aren't together My real dad smokes and drinks and dose so much unstable things.. He knew about how I got rapped and didn't do anything.. So my mom hot full custody of me. My life at home with my mom isn't very better cause she married the man...
    Hurtgirl1 Hurtgirl1 16-17, F Jul 27, 2012

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    I Will Never Forget

    I was molested when I was 13 years old by one of my fathers co-workers and I was raped when I was 16 years old I went to a party and I got drunk. I was raped again when I was 17 years old by a boy I met in college. I'm sparing you the details because that is not why I am writing...
    shellzz shellzz 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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    I'm Permanently Damaged

    I remember going somewhere alone. I was 15 and was never a party girl. I avoided them like they were poison. It was rare for me to ever hang out in a place by myself. I was always armed with a friend or was always meeting someone at my destination to ensure nothing happened. I...
    beibeiqi beibeiqi 18-21, F Jun 3, 2012

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    Daddy's Little Girl... No...daddy's Little Sex Toy

    I keep having flashbacks and I feel dirty. I know I should have gotten used to it, it happened for years but I can’t stop feeling him inside of me, on top of me...inside of me. He was so big and I was soo small. When it started at least. It started when I was two. At first he...
    Lilyofthevally Lilyofthevally 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    Daddy's Little Girl...no That's Not Quite Rite...daddy's Little Sex Toy...much Better.

    I keep having flashbacks and I feel dirty. I know I should have gotten used to it, it happened for years but I can’t stop feeling him inside of me, on top of me...inside of me. He was so big and I was soo small. When it started at least. It started when I was two. At first he...
    Lilyofthevally Lilyofthevally 18-21, F Jul 17, 2012

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    I Was Raped By My Sis And I'm A Girl

    It all started when I was 5 my sis called me like any other day we were watching a movie with my sibling I went up stairs she followed me next thing I know she's on top of me and humping at first I didn't know whar sex was but saw my parents do it. At first IT was scared I didn't...
    yisitme1 yisitme1 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2012

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    Stepfather-ly 'love'

    Or... love and 'love', he's just plain worthless, a complete waste of space and whatever else he used to refer to me as when I was a child. I can't have been too much of a waste of space to fit in his bed most nights though, and boy did I ******* hate it. He's just plain FILTHY!
    Jackie1078 Jackie1078 26-30, F Feb 1, 2011

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    The Beginning

    There is the beginning and where is the end, I am just beginning to realise that the is number of beginning, and never a ending is this story, Along time ago before he started molesting me I was daddy's little girl, I remember sitting on the front fence waiting for my daddy to...
    yourshame yourshame 41-45, F Apr 30, 2012

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    I've Made The Decision To Tell My Story

    I've decided it would be the most beneficial to me and others if I let out the story of my sexual identity. I want to start off by saying I am a female. The first time I ever had any kind of sexual relationship or contact was: when I was around 4. I don't really remember much...
    BabyBunny2 BabyBunny2 18-21, F Jul 24, 2013

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    I Was Lost, But Im Found

    Please, if your reading this, PLEASE talk to me. I really hope I can find someone who understands my pain. I cry every time I tell this story to myself. Anyways here's my story.. It was around 2010, when I was 10. It was a regular day with grandparents, can really remember but I...
    therealme1 therealme1 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    I Was Molested As A Child

    Hi, I am new to this website. I've read stories of other people being molested and it has given me the courage to share my story of when I was molested as a child. I was molested around the age of 6 by a neighbor. My mother was friends with the mother of the person who molested...
    JMayne JMayne 18-21 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    I Don't Know What to Say

    I was molested by my stepfather for several years. I told my mom and she decided to let him stay. Mom was verbally and physically abusive and distant. I was not allowed to leave the house without mom but she didn't like going places. I was stuck and alone with only the abusers...
    jxnchosen jxnchosen 31-35 3 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    My Uncle Raped Me And I Still See Him.

    I was raped at ages 6 and 8-10. I was just a little girl when it happened i didn't know what was going on. At the time my dad worked out of town and my mom was on drugs. We lived with my grandfather and my uncle. So one day i was home from school and i was hanging out with my...
    scaredstill15 scaredstill15 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    From age 3 to 12 I was molested by at least ten people... I still have night terrors and I'm afraid to be in a relationship, I never have, because of this... I'm a very loving...
    Jaielll Jaielll 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    As a person who was molested and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a...
    pebbles7 pebbles7 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 26

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    I was molested from the age of 8-11 by the landscapers 16-19 year old son. It was my very first gay experience. I was napping naked on the couch, no big deal. He saw me there, his...
    RomanNZolanski16 RomanNZolanski16 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 21

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    Before I told I went to my grandmas and grandfathers house every other weekend. My grandfather molested me for years. I don't remember when it started but I know it had been...
    justanothergirl11 justanothergirl11 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Me and Marcus always played around when we were little. Well I was little. He was almost 19. I was 8 years old and he wanted to play doctor. You can guess what happened. I had...
    SongBird2115 SongBird2115 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I'm unsure whether I was molested or whether it was 2 kids exploring each other? I was about 7 and my friend was a year older, she would often ask me to play doctors and nurses...
    Josephabi Josephabi 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was molested by my both of my grandpa's the one from my dad's side and the one from my mom's side. its happened all my life im now 15. I cant be happy any more. it eats me inside...
    kindasadtbh kindasadtbh 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    I was gang raped by 7 African men when I was 15 and they were at least double my age it went on for 3 days and in every hole I passed out I don't know how meny times from the pain...
    Afraidalone Afraidalone 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    I was gang raped by 7 African guys that where at least double my age it went on for 3 days
    Afraidalone Afraidalone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    When my wife was 10 she was raped by four men in their mid 20's. They brought her to an abandon house and her if she wanted to be in the gang she needed to undress. She did what...
    808danny 808danny 22-25, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    When I was young my dad had my cousins come sleep over they were both girls so we can have family time and get to know our cousins more well that night the first night they came...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    It happened to me as well and it continued for several years. It was my family member that continuously raped me. I'm very worried that this is happening to other children on daily...
    ikasia ikasia 18-21, F Sep 2

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    i duno im sure to write this here, but ive not written this down before and hardly ever told anyone. when i was 15 i was walking home from gymnastics and went across an open area...
    lamaragymnast lamaragymnast 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 25

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    They didn't have just normal "I've Been Raped" as an option. But I was. I was 9-11 years old and it was scary. It was my cousins friend. I was staying at their house in the city...
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am 37 and I have never been able to say this or deal with it until now. I hit rock bottom in April and tried to take my life. For years I have been an angry person. Since I can...
    mook1977 mook1977 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 22

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    I was 12 years old. It was dark outside, cold, in the middle of December. I watched cartoons in my living room every morning before school. My parents had left already for worn; it...
    Amiramae Amiramae 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Okay this is the first time that I have written my story.... . Well typed it . It all started when my mom (who I love so deeply) got married to this man when I was 5 years old ! I...
    brook9723 brook9723 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I was a little innocent six year old when it all started. My cousin just moved near us so it meant that my family would be spending more time with hers. Since i was young, the...
    melissafernandez melissafernandez 13-15, F 8 Responses Aug 26

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    I can't believe I'm doing this but I need to get this out of my system. I cannot remember my age I think I was around the age of 10 but I remember everything so distinctively. It...
    Isabellacass Isabellacass 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Is it bad that the first man to f*** my a^* was my 2nd cousin when I was 13 and he was 23 and the first c'** I sucked was when I was 12 by my first cousin both were so big and I...
    Bella20144 Bella20144 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 7

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    Welp.. Here goes nothing At the time I was only in the 4th grade.. My mothers brothers and sisters only had boys.. So I was pretty much the only girl (at the time) me and my 2...
    ThebeautBird ThebeautBird 18-21, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    "Big girl stuff" is what he called it. Come into my room and tell me if he didnt believe I liked it he would hurt me. I was ******* 7 years old. I told my mum when I was 7 and she...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Well I acidentally posted this story in the wrong catagory so I will copy and paste it. I did tell lol. "Big girl stuff" is what he called it. Come into my room and tell me if he...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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