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I Was Molested As A Child But I Liked It Am I Sick

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    I Miss Being Touched By My Uncle

    I was 5 when it started, I was in bed sleeping when I woke up to my uncle pulling my knickers down then opening my legs to part them. I pretended I was still a sleep because I didn't know what to do, then I felt this feeling on my private area, he was licking me, I remember it...
    kitty1031 kitty1031 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 22, 2013

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    I Was 11 He Was 42

    i was 11 and me and my friend Julie who lived in Runcorn, I was stayin at her house in the summer. One day we were playing near the bridge and we set a fire in a field and ran off when we herd a voice shoutin at us, we ran towards the river were we saw a man sat on the wall we...
    denise12345 denise12345 26-30, F 14 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    I Want

    To thank my babysitter for teaching me about my body and allowing me to be aroused over it.
    scotty1966 scotty1966 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Well...

    The only time that I remember someone touching me innapropiately was at this one after school. I must have been around eight in the third grade. And one of our care takers was a young man must have been 16-18. He was cute. I remember he would live to play with us specially the...
    Rainbowzzz10 Rainbowzzz10 22-25 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    Early Experience

    As a small child at the age of 4, I was molested by a neighborhood girl who was around 8 yrs old. She would do very nasty things to me and herself and sometimes as her older brothers watched. This was the beginning of a pattern of sexual encounters with myself as willing victim...
    ManyTimes ManyTimes 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    Child On Child Abuse/heroine. Confession/question/story In One.

    My boyfriend is a "recovering" Heroine addict (Hes at his 5th program in the last 6 years) I am pregnant with his child...(he was working on staying clean while i was dating him...he kept relapsing and checked himself in to treatment, 3 weeks later i find out im pregnant) He...
    dissociativedreamer dissociativedreamer 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 7, 2013

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    Older Neighbor

    When I was a child I had an older neighbor that liked to touch me. It went on for almost 8 years. I was pretty young when he first started doing it. At that time I didn't know it was considered wrong. He was good friends with my parents so it was someone I knew. He started by...
    curiousgirl74 curiousgirl74 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2013

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    Molested By My Daddy

    Starting when I was 6, my father molested me. He would fondle me and suck my little penis until I orgasmed and have me s**k and ********** him. He took naked pics and videos of me that he would trade with men on the Internet for pics of their own sons. Sometimes they would watch...
    jakelloyd jakelloyd 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    My Kids

    the house was quiet. too quiet. as the father of 3 kids i had learned, that was often, not a good sign. i moved quietly to the door of my son's room. being the oldest, he was the most likely to be up to no good.i ease the door open quietly. if he's up to no good, i'll catch him...
    silentwolf56 silentwolf56 56-60, M 6 Responses Dec 13, 2012

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    Am I Normal What Should I Do.

    From the time I was at least five to six I had a family member that would touch and perform oral on me I did like it but didn't really understand why I grew up confused so to speak thinking that was the norm. A few years later I was 14 my cousin was 6 and was playing with my...
    Petty93 Petty93 18-21 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    I was 13 when two men 18

    and 23 had sex with me. after the younger one did he didn't care anymore, but the older one manipulated me alot. He was the only man who said he loved me, he was also the only man who asked me for money, sex, and friends numbers. I later found out he molested other girls and...
    SecretWraith SecretWraith 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Abused

    i was physically, sexually emotionally and verbally abused, by the so called father from the time i was 3 till i was 13. at first i dident really understand it, he would have sex with me, which felt good but also hurt, but then he would beat me up i would end up wetting and...
    yojojo12 yojojo12 22-25 8 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    The Game

    It started as a game with my stepdad. He caught me rubbing myself down there and asked if he could have a go. I said yes and he rubbed me and it felt amazing. He started doing it more often and without asking permission. He made me *** every night while reading me a story or on...
    sarahsummersrockz sarahsummersrockz 18-21, F 16 Responses Jun 11, 2013

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    The Third Grade

    I was a little boy in the third grade, probably 8 years old. One of my playmates, Steve, was in the fourth grade. One day we were alone in the attic of my house playing around on a daybed. I was on my back and he was kneeling on the floor beside me. I remember laughing; all of a...
    seawolf97 seawolf97 70+, M 1 Response Aug 21, 2013

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    The Babysitter

    I was 8 and in bed, it was dark outside, but there was a party going on in the house. My bedroom door opened and the babysitter came in and locked the door. She walked accross the room and kneeled beside me, she wanted to tell me a story. Her hands played with my hair as she...
    scotty1966 scotty1966 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    I Was 8 Years Old The First Time I Was Molested.

    My brother's football coach was to blame for my craving for men to touch me in a naughty way. A few years later I began to seem out many abusers to stir that perverted desire inside me. DM was my first and if I saw him today I'm pretty sure he could get me to do any sick thing he...
    Billwatson4400 Billwatson4400 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 19, 2013

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    My Scout Master Sucked Me Off

    my first time with one of my scout masters was really great he came into the tent where about 10 of us were staying and he laid down right be side me and waited till about everyone was asleep when he asked me if he could touch me and i said yes so he put his hand inside my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Nov 12, 2011

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    Stranger In The Night

    I grew up in a small town, and every year they would hold a rodeo. On the Saturday of rodeo weekend, the town held what they called the "Street Dance," where they would close the main street to traffic, hire a band to play on a flatbed trailer, and the party would last until way...
    Qrod Qrod 51-55, M 3 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    My Older Neighbor.

    When I was little I had these neighbors who lived across the street. One was in his 20's yet he still lived with his mom. He was cool. He had a new 350z, always had the coolest shoes, newest video games, and he was nice to me. I would hang out in his garage and we would play...
    itrainsinsocal itrainsinsocal 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 14, 2013

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    At The Time

    At the time I enjoyed and for some time I tried to fill that missing void but he knew what he did. I may say this a lot but I felt betrayed after years. I would have done anything for him but I was tossed to the side. So it ****** off. I'm glad I changed and I'm straight now but...
    Awt33356 Awt33356 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 2, 2012

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    1st Time

    I was 7 at the time when I was molested by my first cousin. He was 14 at the time.I was playing dress up with a cousin my age at her place. Her and I had been playing dress up for a while then she had to go take a bath and she wanted me to stay so we could continue playing...
    tophillbbw tophillbbw 18-21 May 1, 2013

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    I was molested as a child by my step brother

    from the age of 7-9 yrs old he was 5 yrs older then me I remember him pushing me up against the wall in the basement penetrating me also him making me jerk him off I had gotten so use to the everyday sex we had I started to believing this was normal I started to enjoy it and...
    Radgirl914 Radgirl914 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    Not Sick, Just Different...

    I added this group as a joke because the name was interesting, but I will contribute, as I have had these feelings. The first sexual encounter I had was my older brother (who was babysitting me) coming into my room, putting every part of my body under the blankets except for my...
    yngslutnbaddad yngslutnbaddad 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    Don't Know Why But I Loved It.

    I was molested my dad's friend when I was 8. It only happened once but I wish it happened continuously. It was a lovely bright day and my mom and dad said they'd be gone for an hour and had left John, my dad's friend to mind me. We watsched television for half an hour and then...
    Venusgaea Venusgaea 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Sweet Caroline

    When I was young my parent left me in the care of one of my mothers friends who had a day/ after school child care out of her home. Honestly caroline wasn't very attentive to any of us even her own two girls. She would often disappear for untold hours an leave me in charge ( as I...
    Bigbull88 Bigbull88 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 27, 2012

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    ksmith956 ksmith956 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    A Spanking

    once a dorm master wanted to spank me .. I was a wise-guy thirteen year old who was sassing off pretty good one night in his apartment even though he kept warning me that my sass would be punished. I finally said ok to the spanking and he pulled me onto his lap and started...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    So Innocent But So Much Pleasure

    i cant even recall the first time he touched me. i want to say it was 4 years old. i just know that to this day, i have never been more comfortable or felt more loved than when i was with him. it continued until i was 16. hes the one that took me to get my drivers license...
    Barefootjamie Barefootjamie 18-21 29 Responses Aug 27, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I was molested by the neighbors great nephew at 6-8 yrs old. He took me into a tent in the backyard, showed me sex magazines and started touching me and kissing me and then that's...
    StuckSki StuckSki 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    (When I tell my life stories, I will try to do so detached; so that no emotional biases will direct my writing. I do this so I can help others who might be reading this. And I...
    rainbowcity rainbowcity 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    I was molested several times and I liked it he was a lot older than me I enjoyed the attention from him my other cousins also joined in
    kyeinnapy kyeinnapy 41-45, M 4 Responses Oct 13

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    i was molested from age six until age thirteen, when i left for boarding school. It was my father that started it - i think probably because my mother was very cold toward him, so...
    solemnlittlegirl solemnlittlegirl 13-15, F 6 Responses Oct 8

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    When I was 7 my step cousin molested me. He thought I was a sleep but I wasn't and now I'm all ****** up and I live a very depressing life with abusive parents and no one willing...
    isabellaalyssia isabellaalyssia 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 7

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    My mother likes alcohol, she always has. And when she drinks too much, she blacks out and gets really touchy. One night when I was 7 she got drunk while my father was away for work...
    CNT283 CNT283 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I was molested by my two older brothers for two years, 5-7yrs. Since the age of 12 they have been dead to me.
    sparky2219 sparky2219 18-21, M Sep 22

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    i'm having a hard time today. All day i've felt this crushing feeling on my chest like i couldn't breathe. i think it's anxiety, but i can't shake the feeling that what happened to...
    solemnlittlegirl solemnlittlegirl 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I started getting molested when I was about 7. It continued until I was about 14. I think about it a lot. I was an I innocent little boy. Older brothers and my grandfather didn't...
    Unionyes520 Unionyes520 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 11

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    I was about 9 years old. I went camping with my friend "A's" family. I did everything with them, They were like the fun version of my family. One day I got homesick. we've been...
    LusciousKitten LusciousKitten 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was about 11 or 12 at the time, he was 18. He is my stepmother's brother. We had been watching a Mike Meyers movie together. I've always loved horror movies. This particular...
    secretsleftuntold secretsleftuntold 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 4

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    I can't stop thinking about how I would play with my dolls when I was little my friend and I made a ******** doll (her idea) I would shove bones down their throats to make them...
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    In kindergarten I'm starting to wonder that would that be the only thing I experience in life that's close to physical contact with the opposite sex? I know it sounds awfully...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    He took my phone and I am only 11 and ran all the way down to the basement my grandma was home but she was sleep. When I got down there he put down my phone and started to walk...
    imanimb imanimb 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When I was 8, a maid at my house touched my private part just a few times, maybe two or three. She would just play with it up and down and looked down there ( when I was wearing...
    Ehaabrafee16 Ehaabrafee16 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    I never told my parents , not when it happened to me and not when my it happened to my little sister. I can't remember when it started but the memories of my uncle molesting me are...
    may23forever may23forever 16-17 4 Responses Oct 3

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    The Most Effective Punishment-Did I just hear some attitude in that question?" My 5th grade teacher paused on her way back to her desk after giving out directions for an assignment...
    Zannuh Zannuh 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    how doesnt anyone notice? how? I didnt wear bracelets or long sleeves my arms werent covered at all so how do you miss it? i was jus seeing who would notice but no one did
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 29

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    Maybe because they disrespected me because I was dumb, fat and pathetic. Maybe because they hated me too Most of them were bullies even themselves
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Our maid normally does it, but if she's not hear, I love to do the laundry. I'll stack it up, mine in one pile, and everyone elses in another.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Yeah to older girls use to fool around with me
    Lovlic Lovlic 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    Anyone willing to talk about
    Jacklad Jacklad 26-30, M 8 Responses Oct 7

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