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I Was Molested As A Child But I Liked It Am I Sick

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    I Was 11 He Was 42

    i was 11 and me and my friend Julie who lived in Runcorn, I was stayin at her house in the summer. One day we were playing near the bridge and we set a fire in a field and ran off when we herd a voice shoutin at us, we ran towards the river were we saw a man sat on the wall we...
    denise12345 denise12345 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    The Game

    It started as a game with my stepdad. He caught me rubbing myself down there and asked if he could have a go. I said yes and he rubbed me and it felt amazing. He started doing it more often and without asking permission. He made me *** every night while reading me a story or on...
    sarahsummersrockz sarahsummersrockz 18-21, F 14 Responses Jun 11, 2013

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    1st Time

    I was 7 at the time when I was molested by my first cousin. He was 14 at the time.I was playing dress up with a cousin my age at her place. Her and I had been playing dress up for a while then she had to go take a bath and she wanted me to stay so we could continue playing...
    tophillbbw tophillbbw 18-21 May 1, 2013

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    My Older Neighbor.

    When I was little I had these neighbors who lived across the street. One was in his 20's yet he still lived with his mom. He was cool. He had a new 350z, always had the coolest shoes, newest video games, and he was nice to me. I would hang out in his garage and we would play...
    itrainsinsocal itrainsinsocal 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    Am I Normal What Should I Do.

    From the time I was at least five to six I had a family member that would touch and perform oral on me I did like it but didn't really understand why I grew up confused so to speak thinking that was the norm. A few years later I was 14 my cousin was 6 and was playing with my...
    Petty93 Petty93 18-21 2 Responses Nov 28, 2012

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    I Want

    To thank my babysitter for teaching me about my body and allowing me to be aroused over it.
    scotty1966 scotty1966 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Well...

    The only time that I remember someone touching me innapropiately was at this one after school. I must have been around eight in the third grade. And one of our care takers was a young man must have been 16-18. He was cute. I remember he would live to play with us specially the...
    Rainbowzzz10 Rainbowzzz10 22-25 1 Response Jun 3, 2013

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    I Was 8 Years Old The First Time I Was Molested.

    My brother's football coach was to blame for my craving for men to touch me in a naughty way. A few years later I began to seem out many abusers to stir that perverted desire inside me. DM was my first and if I saw him today I'm pretty sure he could get me to do any sick thing he...
    Billwatson4400 Billwatson4400 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 19, 2013

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    Abused

    i was physically, sexually emotionally and verbally abused, by the so called father from the time i was 3 till i was 13. at first i dident really understand it, he would have sex with me, which felt good but also hurt, but then he would beat me up i would end up wetting and...
    yojojo12 yojojo12 22-25 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Uncle In Laws Present On Chrismast

    I guess I cant say he molested me, I didn't really fight. I said no and half heartedly pushed but as he licked me, well....... I changed my mind I was 11 and we went to my aunt and uncles house, I was nervous to go in the first place since the last time we were there for...
    llolishota llolishota 18-21 8 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    I Miss Being Touched By My Uncle

    I was 5 when it started, I was in bed sleeping when I woke up to my uncle pulling my knickers down then opening my legs to part them. I pretended I was still a sleep because I didn't know what to do, then I felt this feeling on my private area, he was licking me, I remember it...
    kitty1031 kitty1031 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    So Innocent But So Much Pleasure

    i cant even recall the first time he touched me. i want to say it was 4 years old. i just know that to this day, i have never been more comfortable or felt more loved than when i was with him. it continued until i was 16. hes the one that took me to get my drivers license...
    Barefootjamie Barefootjamie 18-21 23 Responses Aug 27, 2013

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    Don't Know Why But I Loved It.

    I was molested my dad's friend when I was 8. It only happened once but I wish it happened continuously. It was a lovely bright day and my mom and dad said they'd be gone for an hour and had left John, my dad's friend to mind me. We watsched television for half an hour and then...
    Venusgaea Venusgaea 22-25, F Nov 20, 2013

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    Stranger In The Night

    I grew up in a small town, and every year they would hold a rodeo. On the Saturday of rodeo weekend, the town held what they called the "Street Dance," where they would close the main street to traffic, hire a band to play on a flatbed trailer, and the party would last until way...
    Qrod Qrod 51-55, M 4 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    A Spanking

    once a dorm master wanted to spank me .. I was a wise-guy thirteen year old who was sassing off pretty good one night in his apartment even though he kept warning me that my sass would be punished. I finally said ok to the spanking and he pulled me onto his lap and started...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    At The Time

    At the time I enjoyed and for some time I tried to fill that missing void but he knew what he did. I may say this a lot but I felt betrayed after years. I would have done anything for him but I was tossed to the side. So it ****** off. I'm glad I changed and I'm straight now but...
    Awt33356 Awt33356 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 2, 2012

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    The Third Grade

    I was a little boy in the third grade, probably 8 years old. One of my playmates, Steve, was in the fourth grade. One day we were alone in the attic of my house playing around on a daybed. I was on my back and he was kneeling on the floor beside me. I remember laughing; all of a...
    seawolf97 seawolf97 66-70, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    Not Sick, Just Different...

    I added this group as a joke because the name was interesting, but I will contribute, as I have had these feelings. The first sexual encounter I had was my older brother (who was babysitting me) coming into my room, putting every part of my body under the blankets except for my...
    yngslutnbaddad yngslutnbaddad 36-40, M 4 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    Early Experience

    As a small child at the age of 4, I was molested by a neighborhood girl who was around 8 yrs old. She would do very nasty things to me and herself and sometimes as her older brothers watched. This was the beginning of a pattern of sexual encounters with myself as willing victim...
    ManyTimes ManyTimes 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    My Scout Master Sucked Me Off

    my first time with one of my scout masters was really great he came into the tent where about 10 of us were staying and he laid down right be side me and waited till about everyone was asleep when he asked me if he could touch me and i said yes so he put his hand inside my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Nov 12, 2011

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    Sweet Caroline

    When I was young my parent left me in the care of one of my mothers friends who had a day/ after school child care out of her home. Honestly caroline wasn't very attentive to any of us even her own two girls. She would often disappear for untold hours an leave me in charge ( as I...
    sdm1218 sdm1218 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 27, 2012

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    My Kids

    the house was quiet. too quiet. as the father of 3 kids i had learned, that was often, not a good sign. i moved quietly to the door of my son's room. being the oldest, he was the most likely to be up to no good.i ease the door open quietly. if he's up to no good, i'll catch him...
    silentwolf56 silentwolf56 56-60, M 7 Responses Dec 13, 2012

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    Fun Molestation

    I had fun being molested as a child. I was molested by men and women. I will share my stories with anyone.
    Sexfiend78 Sexfiend78 31-35, M 6 Responses May 29, 2013

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    Older Neighbor

    When I was a child I had an older neighbor that liked to touch me. It went on for almost 8 years. I was pretty young when he first started doing it. At that time I didn't know it was considered wrong. He was good friends with my parents so it was someone I knew. He started by...
    curiousgirl74 curiousgirl74 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 23, 2013

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    Molested By My Daddy

    Starting when I was 6, my father molested me. He would fondle me and suck my little penis until I orgasmed and have me s**k and ********** him. He took naked pics and videos of me that he would trade with men on the Internet for pics of their own sons. Sometimes they would watch...
    jakelloyd jakelloyd 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    Child On Child Abuse/heroine. Confession/question/story In One.

    My boyfriend is a "recovering" Heroine addict (Hes at his 5th program in the last 6 years) I am pregnant with his child...(he was working on staying clean while i was dating him...he kept relapsing and checked himself in to treatment, 3 weeks later i find out im pregnant) He...
    dissociativedreamer dissociativedreamer 22-25, F 10 Responses Jan 7, 2013

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    The Babysitter

    I was 8 and in bed, it was dark outside, but there was a party going on in the house. My bedroom door opened and the babysitter came in and locked the door. She walked accross the room and kneeled beside me, she wanted to tell me a story. Her hands played with my hair as she...
    scotty1966 scotty1966 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I don't even know where to begin, I was molested countless times when I was about 10 years old. It all started with a game of pool. My brother, who is 8 years older. So at the time...
    strength05 strength05 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I didn't get the worst of it... my sister was molested when she was 6. She was in the opera, playing Trouble in Madam Butterfly. I guess everytime my mom took her to rehearsal...
    bittersweet128 bittersweet128 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I was molested by my cousin. I was seven years old at the time. When he came to visit it was normal. And then things started to go wrong and I was too naive to notice. First it was...
    Isabella545 Isabella545 13-15 1 Response Mar 23

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    i was molested by my moms friend and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 11

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    When I was younger, about 6 or 7 years old, I was molested by my older brother multiple times. We used to Picto chat all of the time on the DS light for fun together. Then one...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F Mar 29

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    It started when I was around 9. My brother is a year and a half older than me and I was a very innocent child. He'd ask me to do him a 'favor' and he'd touch me through my clothes...
    redgreenblue776 redgreenblue776 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 4

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    It started when I wad 7, and it ended when I was 13. He would always touch me, then asked if I liked it. I nevet said a thing to anyone. Then one day durong 8th grade, I started...
    silenceprincess silenceprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    I was 4-5 and my "favorite" cousin was 8-9.. As far back as i can remember we have always hade a adventures thing going on, wich means him touching me and me touching him.. I used...
    wrong933 wrong933 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    When I was 12 my biological ***** donor molested me. He took my innocence and the child out of me in that moment. We went through the court system and he was out of our home for...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F Mar 30

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    When I was 11 my stepdad molested me And make me touch him. I had written about it in my journal and my mom read it. Two months after it happened. When she told him she knew he...
    Hurt1453 Hurt1453 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I hate the fact that someone so close took advantage of me and my siblings sick old man I felt happiness or should I say relief that when he died
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F Mar 27

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    My step grandfather was a sick monster that's why he ended up with cancer and had a stroke
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F Mar 27

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 22

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    At that age of thirteen I was raped by 'my best friend' or so I thought...I was at a party and just thought I was having harmless fun, he offered my one drink and before you knew...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I have only told a few people during the last 24 years. The first time I told my cousin, and she told her Mom. I remember the night when my Mom received a call from her sister...
    pensacola123 pensacola123 36-40 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Happened to me when I was about 5. It was a step cousin I never met that immigrated from south asia. It went on for a few years. Until I stopped it. He didnt get caught until it...
    simpleman79 simpleman79 31-35, M Apr 8

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    my aunt's servant took me to the balcony tricked me to thinking he had something to give me,he did alright just not something a 6 year old will have in mind.he almost choked me...
    AfshaFH AfshaFH 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I remember playing "parents" with the neighbor girl, 4-5 years older than me, when I was a kid. I didn't want to but she said it was important, that we needed to if I was going to...
    AnAvoidant AnAvoidant 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I was about 4 years old. My brother would take me into his room, the bathroom, just anywhere that he could get away with it. I remember always being so scared. He always would tell...
    sarahjade123 sarahjade123 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    Today hasn't been one of my good days, Im beginning to sink again.... All I wanna do is just sit in my bed and go to sleep....No one knows what I deal with....Im so tired of...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I fear men and boys. I don't like being touched by people. I wish I would have told but it's too late now. It first started in the 5th grade. I remember the day it happened. I kept...
    EmyD EmyD 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My grandfather or should I say my step dirty minded grandfather really messed me up mentally he will tell me that If I loved him and was his special little girl I would let him...
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Happened to me when I was about 5. It was a step cousin I never met that immigrated from south asia. It went on for a few years. Until I stopped it. He didnt get caught until it...
    simpleman79 simpleman79 31-35, M Apr 8

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