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I Was Molested As a Child

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    Bad Loving

    I'm not actually 18. I'm 15. The main reason I joined this site was so I was able to look at this page, since it's an adult page. I don't think it should be. I would guess there's plenty of people my age, give or take a few years that have gone through the same stuff, and want...
    FauxLove FauxLove
    18-21, F
    21 Responses Jul 24, 2011
    Micokedy Micokedy
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 18, 2014

    Again I Was Hurt.

    This isn't the first time I had been molested. Although it is the only story I have never told anyone. So I guess I'll tell it here. I had been going to my babysitter for years and there were two brothers one was my age and the other one was five years older than me. I was only 8...
    IStillCry11 IStillCry11
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Apr 15, 2013

    My Stepfather

    My parents split when i was just a little baby. when i was about 3 years old, my mom met a guy and he started staying with us. I still remember the first time he ever touched me. i was 4, we were all laying in my mom's bed and she got up to go answer a phone call. i stayed in...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 22, 2012

    I Was 11

    When I was 11, my family moved into a brand new house; WITH a basement. It was wonderful. I loved it. When we moved in, My parents decided to get an antenna on the roof so we could get more than just two TV channels; which is what we had been receiving in the old house we lived...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    4 Responses Oct 10, 2012

    Molested As A Kid

    After mom left home, leaving my sister in i in the care of a parade of housekeepers, i was about 9 when my older cousin got me to fellate him. he gave me $.25 a quarter for the bj asked me to not tell i never did tell. Dad hired a livein housekeeper with a daughter 11 months...
    lawena lawena
    3 Responses Jun 13, 2012
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2015

    My Moms Boyfriend

    i was about 6 or 7 i remember when it all started my dad was a loser! he would abuse my mom and drink all the time so we moved out of state. my mom got a new job and a new boyfriend. she started workin late and he started movin his clothes in until he moved all the way in. the...
    quiettalk28 quiettalk28
    26-30, M
    10 Responses Apr 17, 2012

    I Was Molested Starting At 5 Till 14 And I Somehow Enjoyed It

    It all started when i was 5 i remember it clearly, at the time my father was away on business and i was living with my mother in a village. One of our distant relatives about 20 at the time started asking me to sit on his lap during visits, I would feel his erection pressing...
    crazyhorsejoe crazyhorsejoe
    31-35, M
    Jan 21, 2010

    I experienced a situation similar to your mine

    started when I was four and the babysitter's step son was 13. I remember enjoying most of it. I was used by him until I was old enough to start school on nearly a daily basis. For years after I had an obsession with sex with other boys as well as girls my age and acted on it...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

    I was 11 years old and my brother in law,

    I swear till this day, has shattered my hope/faith in men. I have trust issues, and it's hard for me to have a real, committed relationship... My sister I feel like doesn't even believe me. She is married to him til this day. It wasn't anything as serious as to actual sex. I was...
    lostndelirious lostndelirious
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 6, 2015

    My first experience with bodily pleasure was

    wan I was about 10 years old. we were poor and had to share beds. cross shared with my father. He worked late on Thursday night; I was already in bed when he got home, but awake. He would take me to the living room to watch tv. I would give only wearing my little under wear...
    6Vicky9 6Vicky9
    61-65, M
    Mar 25, 2016

    Self Esteem Punch For Adult Survivors of Childhood Abuse & Trauma

    My esteem and self worth took a heavy blow when I was introduced to the unwanted advances of my family members who abused me. However, this physical, sexual and emotional abuse extended beyond blood relatives to include "step" relatives, neighbors and service people...
    NursePattye NursePattye
    10 Responses Aug 5, 2009

    Molested By Old Man And His Wife

    At around 9 years old myself and my sister who was 18 months younger than me went to stay for a week with neighbors whilst our mother was in hospital. It was an old couple probably in their 70's who were tasked with our wellbeing for that time. Every night at 7pm was...
    grimmly grimmly
    56-60, M
    Mar 2, 2013

    I'm not sure how to share my story

    since i have never told anybody this before, but i randomly saw this topic and clicked on this, and it really jogged my memory that i in fact been molested by my older cousin i cant remember exactly how old i was but probably around the ages 6-9, he was probably 16 around that...
    anononymousperson anononymousperson
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2015

    My first memory is me being molested

    and it bothers the hell out of me. Honestly it probably ruined my life up to this point. When I was 2 years old, I had a babysitter who my mom hired to watch me. This woman was somewhat large and obviously messed up in the head but I cant really remember anything about her other...
    MxMrmade MxMrmade
    1 Response Jun 22, 2015

    I was molested as a child ok.

    No sugar coat fake story. I went to this daycare and It was a really happy place for me I had good food friends and I loved our games. We slept in sleeping bags for laying down time and watched movies to kinda calm down. One day a "guy" I won't say his name but he rolled down my...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2016

    I have never told anyone this before

    but when I was around the age of 5 or 6 my step-grandfather molested me. I am 19 now and it's been bothering me a lot for the past few month. I don't have any contact with him anymore and I'm thankful for that, but I believe he is the reason why I am unable to maintain a healthy...
    neverstopp neverstopp
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Feb 26, 2015

    When I was 5 I was molested by a 15 year old

    boy, and I'm not gay so this childhood memory has always bothered me. It's even affected my ability to talk to girls. I wanna tell people how it happened but I don't want the story removed. I already told the story and it got deleted. Anyone who's been violated like this knows...
    Sparedlife Sparedlife
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2016

    By my sister's when I was 5

    or 6 for about a year. Once by my father when I was 13. I really have to wonder how that has shaped the ways that I relate to women, and to sex. I am basically a very caring and attentive person. But I know that I can be WAY too casual about sex.
    bcatillron bcatillron
    56-60, M
    Dec 31, 2015

    Because Of You.

    I was playing with my friend just like any other day. We were seven at the time, best of friends lived six houses away from each other. My neighbors were having a bbq, so us kids were playing in the back yard while the adults were in the kitchen and living room getting drunk and...
    ElanaAsian ElanaAsian
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 23, 2013

    When I was 6 my mother left me at home alone

    with one of her friends children that lived along our apartment complexes. I remember because it was around the time I started kindergarten. I was playing with my toys and she came in the room and started playing with me, I didn't care she was someone who came around and played...
    Uniquetalented Uniquetalented
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2015

    It all happened when i was 10.

    I was at my aunts house one day and my cousin and I were watchiing tv. My cousins dad came up the stairs and started rubbing on my breast. He smelled of liquor and sweat. Clearly he was drinking. He then tried to kiss me. I felt his tongue going up my nose and he was r breathing...
    marvmom86 marvmom86
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    I was touched by people

    when i was younger and my father left me and my mother when i was a baby he was a drunk that used to hurt my mum and most of the time i was touched was in school and it felt right at the moment but afterwards i also felt dirty and used i didnt say no because i was embrassed the...
    sarhflynn061 sarhflynn061
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2014


    Memories of my childhood are few and far between. At 7, All I remember is being molested by my father. I'm assuming that was the starting point, at least it was for me. Some time in between that and 11, I was molested by my mom's at the time's boyfriend's cousin. I can't recall...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

    I was 5, she was my babysitter in the 80s ive

    never told anyone. because looking back I liked it even tho I'm sure it messed me up. whenever I am with a woman I have to pretend I'm a little boy in my mind and have her dominate me. She would call me over and make me sit in front of her, I would have to light her cigarette...
    ichimich75 ichimich75
    31-35, M
    Apr 13, 2016

    Molested By Old Men

    I was about 8 years old and my sister 7 when it all started. Across the road from our house was a park. A nice place with a separate play area with swings, roundabouts and things. Around the park was a pathway which led to the tennis courts and a little shop where you could buy...
    grimmly grimmly
    56-60, M
    4 Responses Jan 10, 2013

    I was 5, she was my babysitter in the 80s ive

    never told anyone. because looking back I liked it even tho I'm sure it messed me up. whenever I am with a woman I have to pretend I'm a little boy in my mind and have her dominate me. She would call me over and make me sit in front of her, I would have to light her cigarette...
    ichimich75 ichimich75
    31-35, M
    Apr 13, 2016

    Molested But Took Revenge

    My friend and I were alter boys.Like so many stories you hear,we were both molested by a priest,wont go into the details.In addition, he took pics of us and kept them , I think they were his way of threatening to expose us,so he had contol,maybe just his trophy pics..We didnt...
    new2biway new2biway
    61-65, M
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

    My older brother molested me

    when I was 12 and he was 16. He was high most of the time, so I don't really think he even knew what he was doing, but it still bothers me to this day. My parents had cooped him up in the house and wouldn't let him ever go out with friends or anything because of his drug use...
    farmhousegirl13 farmhousegirl13
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2016

    I am 17 now. I am a girl.

    When I was younger my parents sent me to my uncles house while they were at work all day. When I was about 8 I started going to his house while they were at work, just me and him. For about 2 weeks we had fun together there and everything was normal. After a while he started...
    ElizabethJ33 ElizabethJ33
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 17, 2015

    I noticed that older men were always looking at

    me and willing to help me. cross was about 11 years old and would hitch hick to the beach. wearing only short cut off short. it wouldn't take long before someone would offer me a ride. I only had to stick my thumb out. a car would pull over I would get in. he would signal me to...
    6Vicky9 6Vicky9
    61-65, M
    1 Response Mar 29, 2016

    I didn't know reading these stories would make

    me think of my own molestation I blocked out. I think I was 5; me and my sister would play sometimes at these little girls house. One was my age and the other my sisters classmate. I don't remember all the details but I remember we were playing and she was Jasmine and made me be...
    littlelambington littlelambington
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    My Half Brother Is Obsessed With Me

    I have struggled with writing this. I spent an hour just trying to figure out where to post it. What group? Its complicated and its difficult to write out. I feel worse about it having actually put it down for anyone to see. My half brother and I have a weird relationship. He's...
    RoughKissGirl RoughKissGirl
    26-30, F
    31 Responses Jul 3, 2012

    Molested In Toilets

    This is what happened as a child on holiday. I was aged 9 and on holiday with my family in Gt Yarmouth. It was a large caravan holiday park. We were there for a week and during that time I had met a boy around my own age who was there with his family. Every morning me and this...
    grimmly grimmly
    56-60, M
    4 Responses Jan 16, 2013

    It Was In Kindergarden...

    This is one of my most deepest darkest secrets. I don't like telling people about this. I can't get the words to come out of my mouth. So there's only 2 people who I've talked about it to and that's it. So... I was molested in Kindergarden by the teacher aid. All...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse
    18-21, F
    41 Responses Nov 1, 2008

    9 Years Of Rape

    i remember how it dad would read to me in bed and his hand would be under my covers on my legs and my belly and knickers. eventually he got more bold and and would sexually touch me. He then started to come in my room and wanked himself off over me through the nite...
    denise12345 denise12345
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Mar 16, 2012

    I was molested by my own father

      He was a drunk.  I remember being in school and thinking about it and just wondering... did that really happen?? Did he really do that?? Why me? My mother found out when I was in my 11th grade of high school. She found a letter my friend wrote to me and it was...
    melymedina melymedina
    18-21, F
    20 Responses Nov 1, 2008

    My case is a unique one

    because of who I was molested by. I don't want to actually say it because it's horrifyingly embarrassing. Let's just say it was family and not my father. How does a grown woman deal with this? I've been in denial for a very long time about this, and have no idea how to heal...
    DanicaER DanicaER
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Sep 25, 2014

    My parents got divorced

    when I was five. My mother remarried a man and I really liked him. I'd known him forever. He was my best child hood friend's uncle and my mother's best friend's brother. He never had a problem ever letting me help on his race cars, fishing, cooking, etc. He was a great guy. One...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Nov 16, 2015

    12 Year Old Me

    on the verge of becoming a teen , when my body started developing and i was getting sum attention from boys... my sick twisted cousin thought it was "ok" to run his hand up my leg. at first i didnt think much of it, then he did it again.... and again and again. i was scared and...
    BeautyHeartClash BeautyHeartClash
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Jun 4, 2011

    Why Didnt I Stop It

    started before kindergarten. i was napping after my mom dropped me off with the other kids before the bus came at my grandmothers. "im just looking for the remote", he would say. touching me in places where the remote would not be. this continued for ever. i said nothing. i didn...
    lonelygirll lonelygirll
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 1, 2013

    It only happened once.

    I was nine. We had a babysitter who was so friendly at first and was friend of the family. He drank a lot one night and violently molested and photographed me. It was bloody and horrifying. That was 45 years ago. It has affected me profoundly, despite counseling. I wonder...
    tachem46032 tachem46032
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Apr 25, 2015

    The distant memory became a dream

    after many years. I remember it. I was only 3. It happened at my aunt's apartment in NYC. I was playing with my *big sister* in the hallway. It was a long hallway seemingly separate from the rest of the apartment. There was a door that I never used to open in that hallway. I was...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 9, 2015

    Just to point this out im 12.

    ... yes..... this had happenef to me when i was 10 being a stupid kid..... I never told anyone.... but this is how i remember it.... i wasdreaming this weird dream with a guy in it... he was kinda... touching me..... a couple second later i reallized it was a dream and woke up...
    ialmostkilledmyself ialmostkilledmyself
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2014

    Questions you might want me to answer: 1.

    ) my cousin (girl) and a close friend 2.) 5-11 and 13 3.) my grandma's house and her basement 4.) I don't know why I let them. 5.) No that's not why I'm a lesbian. 6.) I'm sorry if this makes it weird.
    dxrkpxrxdise dxrkpxrxdise
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    i have never told anyone,

    now its middle of night in mu hometown. i woke up crying and feeling awful and unprotected again. angry... when i was 6 or seven my brother molested me. im 24 right now and have been keeping this secret since then to protect my family and my brother. im sure he didnt know what...
    summertohide summertohide
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Mar 15, 2015

    I was molested when I was a child by my mothers

    boyfriend. I know who he is I know where he lives and I have recently gone to report it. I have repressed this for a long time and I was self medicating to deal with emotions of self hatred and I felt I was worthless and I couldn't understand what was wrong with me. I know the...
    donnakingsley donnakingsley
    31-35, F
    Apr 12, 2016

    I'm kinda confused because it happened with a

    kid my own age.He was at my house and said he needed to go to the bathroom and took me too.My parents and other adults were in the house, idk and I don't remember why they didn't stop that if they saw it, which idk if they did.I'm mad that they didn't stop it, it's never...
    ilovemusic19 ilovemusic19
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2015

    Broken Lullaby

    I can't remember the last time I was happy Was it 6 or 7 years old? Before you took my innocence away I guess it was a long time ago But the scars are here to stay No sorry, Could every take away the damage you have caused No excuses could ever repair the hole inside of me, I'm...
    MysticLullaby MysticLullaby
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 13, 2013

    It was around the when I was in second grade

    when it started. Me, my sister, and two of my other cousins decided to play hide and seek. During this game we all team up, so my teammate was always my older cousin. He would always pick the spots to hide, and when he did they were basically impossible to find. The first night...
    SilenceSpeaks10 SilenceSpeaks10
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2014

    How he got me..... I was young

    and stupid. He convinced me to play a game that involved him making funny sounds that made me laugh while he had his mouth on my thing. It tickled and I shamefully admit I not only liked it but I even asked him to play the "game" again the next night. He would convince me to do...
    Sparedlife Sparedlife
    26-30, M
    Feb 10, 2016

    I Wish I Knew What I Know Now!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    speed179 speed179
    31-35, M
    10 Responses Jan 6, 2013

    Mouse Trap

    I was 5. I wanted to play Mouse Trap. Anyone remember that game? I loved that game. It was my favorite. ................. Now.. I associate it with social services.. the lady and the man in black with suitcases.. the dollies with private parts.. years of trauma and...
    Cosreal Cosreal
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Feb 10, 2012

    It Was My Father.

    My dad raised me to be the person I am today. We come from a long line of degenerates and psychos. Needless to say, he was no exception. I know we both try to be good people. For the most part, he is a good man. Worked all his life to raise me and my siblings for about 13 years...
    Skeevy5446 Skeevy5446
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 25, 2013

    Finally Able To Talk About It

    When I was about 5 or so I was molested by an older cousin. I was ashamed about the abuse because what he did to me felt good. So that made it worse! I was never penetrated (thank God), but it has shaded my view on relationships. I love sex, but then I hate it because I think...
    newgirld newgirld
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 8, 2012

    Secret Games

    I don't remember what age I was exactly, but around 3-4 years old when my dad started molesting me. My mom worked a lot and dad was a designer that worked from home, in a studio space he built in the basement. So I spent most of my days playing at daddy's feet or off on my own...
    littlememyself littlememyself
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2013

    When I was about 10 I was molested by a

    childhood friend his name was Melvin and he was much order than me. And he would touch me and do all kinds of things to me. All this happen when I was staying with my grandmother in the country and when he did those things to me i would not tell anyone in my family and still now...
    dredae31 dredae31
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015
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