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I Was Molested As a Child

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    When I was 5 I was molested by a 15 year old

    boy, and I'm not gay so this childhood memory has always bothered me. It's even affected my ability to talk to girls. I wanna tell people how it happened but I don't want the story removed. I already told the story and it got deleted. Anyone who's been violated like this knows...
    thisisjustmyalt1337 thisisjustmyalt1337 26-30, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I Was Molested Starting At 5 Till 14 And I Somehow Enjoyed It

    It all started when i was 5 i remember it clearly, at the time my father was away on business and i was living with my mother in a village. One of our distant relatives about 20 at the time started asking me to sit on his lap during visits, I would feel his erection pressing...
    crazyhorsejoe crazyhorsejoe 31-35, M Jan 21, 2010

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    I was 11 years old and my brother in law,

    I swear till this day, has shattered my hope/faith in men. I have trust issues, and it's hard for me to have a real, committed relationship... My sister I feel like doesn't even believe me. She is married to him til this day. It wasn't anything as serious as to actual sex. I was...
    lostndelirious lostndelirious 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 6, 2015

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    My case is a unique one

    because of who I was molested by. I don't want to actually say it because it's horrifyingly embarrassing. Let's just say it was family and not my father. How does a grown woman deal with this? I've been in denial for a very long time about this, and have no idea how to heal...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    Just to point this out im 12.

    ... yes..... this had happenef to me when i was 10 being a stupid kid..... I never told anyone.... but this is how i remember it.... i wasdreaming this weird dream with a guy in it... he was kinda... touching me..... a couple second later i reallized it was a dream and woke up...
    ialmostkilledmyself ialmostkilledmyself 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2014

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    It was around the when I was in second grade

    when it started. Me, my sister, and two of my other cousins decided to play hide and seek. During this game we all team up, so my teammate was always my older cousin. He would always pick the spots to hide, and when he did they were basically impossible to find. The first night...
    SilenceSpeaks10 SilenceSpeaks10 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2014

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    I Wish I Knew What I Know Now!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 12 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    I was five I went to a summer camp with my best

    freind rally he was sixteen I wanted to stay in the same cabin with him but I couldn't so every night we'd sneak off into the woods and tell stories one day he got angry an molested me but the weird thing is I liked it idk why but I did and ever since that day I thought it...
    coco29sweetdaddy coco29sweetdaddy 46-50 2 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    i have never told anyone,

    now its middle of night in mu hometown. i woke up crying and feeling awful and unprotected again. angry... when i was 6 or seven my brother molested me. im 24 right now and have been keeping this secret since then to protect my family and my brother. im sure he didnt know what...
    summertohide summertohide 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 15, 2015

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    My parents got divorced

    when I was five. My mother remarried a man and I really liked him. I'd known him forever. He was my best child hood friend's uncle and my mother's best friend's brother. He never had a problem ever letting me help on his race cars, fishing, cooking, etc. He was a great guy. One...
    remidica remidica 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 16, 2015

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    Why Didnt I Stop It

    started before kindergarten. i was napping after my mom dropped me off with the other kids before the bus came at my grandmothers. "im just looking for the remote", he would say. touching me in places where the remote would not be. this continued for ever. i said nothing. i didn...
    lonelygirll lonelygirll 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2013

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    jayethan jayethan 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 22, 2015

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    I was touched by people

    when i was younger and my father left me and my mother when i was a baby he was a drunk that used to hurt my mum and most of the time i was touched was in school and it felt right at the moment but afterwards i also felt dirty and used i didnt say no because i was embrassed the...
    sarhflynn061 sarhflynn061 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2014

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    Molested By Old Men

    I was about 8 years old and my sister 7 when it all started. Across the road from our house was a park. A nice place with a separate play area with swings, roundabouts and things. Around the park was a pathway which led to the tennis courts and a little shop where you could buy...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    It Was In Kindergarden...

    This is one of my most deepest darkest secrets. I don't like telling people about this. I can't get the words to come out of my mouth. So there's only 2 people who I've talked about it to and that's it. So... I was molested in Kindergarden by the teacher aid. All...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse 18-21, F 41 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    12 Year Old Me

    on the verge of becoming a teen , when my body started developing and i was getting sum attention from boys... my sick twisted cousin thought it was "ok" to run his hand up my leg. at first i didnt think much of it, then he did it again.... and again and again. i was scared and...
    BeautyHeartClash BeautyHeartClash 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    When I was about 10 I was molested by a

    childhood friend his name was Melvin and he was much order than me. And he would touch me and do all kinds of things to me. All this happen when I was staying with my grandmother in the country and when he did those things to me i would not tell anyone in my family and still now...
    dredae31 dredae31 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 14, 2015

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    Because Of You.

    I was playing with my friend just like any other day. We were seven at the time, best of friends lived six houses away from each other. My neighbors were having a bbq, so us kids were playing in the back yard while the adults were in the kitchen and living room getting drunk and...
    ElanaAsian ElanaAsian 18-21, F 1 Response May 23, 2013

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    Memories

    Memories of my childhood are few and far between. At 7, All I remember is being molested by my father. I'm assuming that was the starting point, at least it was for me. Some time in between that and 11, I was molested by my mom's at the time's boyfriend's cousin. I can't recall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Finally Able To Talk About It

    When I was about 5 or so I was molested by an older cousin. I was ashamed about the abuse because what he did to me felt good. So that made it worse! I was never penetrated (thank God), but it has shaded my view on relationships. I love sex, but then I hate it because I think...
    newgirld newgirld 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    It all happened when i was 10.

    I was at my aunts house one day and my cousin and I were watchiing tv. My cousins dad came up the stairs and started rubbing on my breast. He smelled of liquor and sweat. Clearly he was drinking. He then tried to kiss me. I felt his tongue going up my nose and he was r breathing...
    marvmom86 marvmom86 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    Molested As A Kid

    After mom left home, leaving my sister in i in the care of a parade of housekeepers, i was about 9 when my older cousin got me to fellate him. he gave me $.25 a quarter for the bj asked me to not tell i never did tell. Dad hired a livein housekeeper with a daughter 11 months...
    lawena lawena 66-70 3 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    I Was 11

    When I was 11, my family moved into a brand new house; WITH a basement. It was wonderful. I loved it. When we moved in, My parents decided to get an antenna on the roof so we could get more than just two TV channels; which is what we had been receiving in the old house we lived...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 6 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    I'm not sure how to share my story

    since i have never told anybody this before, but i randomly saw this topic and clicked on this, and it really jogged my memory that i in fact been molested by my older cousin i cant remember exactly how old i was but probably around the ages 6-9, he was probably 16 around that...
    anononymousperson anononymousperson 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2015

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    My Moms Boyfriend

    i was about 6 or 7 i remember when it all started my dad was a loser! he would abuse my mom and drink all the time so we moved out of state. my mom got a new job and a new boyfriend. she started workin late and he started movin his clothes in until he moved all the way in. the...
    quiettalk28 quiettalk28 26-30, M 9 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    elinccaa elinccaa 26-30, F Jan 7

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    When I was 6 my mother left me at home alone

    with one of her friends children that lived along our apartment complexes. I remember because it was around the time I started kindergarten. I was playing with my toys and she came in the room and started playing with me, I didn't care she was someone who came around and played...
    Uniquetalented Uniquetalented 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2015

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    When i was 11 was staying with family my aunt

    who was drunk repeatedly violated me with a wine bottle.
    eseaboldt eseaboldt 36-40, M 3 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    My first memory is me being molested

    and it bothers the hell out of me. Honestly it probably ruined my life up to this point. When I was 2 years old, I had a babysitter who my mom hired to watch me. This woman was somewhat large and obviously messed up in the head but I cant really remember anything about her other...
    MxMrmade MxMrmade 22-25 1 Response Jun 22, 2015

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    9 Years Of Rape

    i remember how it started..my dad would read to me in bed and his hand would be under my covers on my legs and my belly and knickers. eventually he got more bold and and would sexually touch me. He then started to come in my room and wanked himself off over me through the nite...
    denise12345 denise12345 26-30, F 7 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    Molested But Took Revenge

    My friend and I were alter boys.Like so many stories you hear,we were both molested by a priest,wont go into the details.In addition, he took pics of us and kept them , I think they were his way of threatening to expose us,so he had contol,maybe just his trophy pics..We didnt...
    new2biway new2biway 61-65, M 4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    I am really struggling

    and I was wondering if any of you could tell me when this starts to fade..like when will I feel better without being high or drunk? When will I get to be with someone? I keep trying, I keep pushing forward and waiting for this to become "something from my past" and not something...
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 7 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    I was molested by my own father

      He was a drunk.  I remember being in school and thinking about it and just wondering... did that really happen?? Did he really do that?? Why me? My mother found out when I was in my 11th grade of high school. She found a letter my friend wrote to me and it was...
    melymedina melymedina 18-21, F 21 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Bad Loving

    I'm not actually 18. I'm 15. The main reason I joined this site was so I was able to look at this page, since it's an adult page. I don't think it should be. I would guess there's plenty of people my age, give or take a few years that have gone through the same stuff, and want...
    FauxLove FauxLove 18-21, F 21 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    I am 17 now. I am a girl.

    When I was younger my parents sent me to my uncles house while they were at work all day. When I was about 8 I started going to his house while they were at work, just me and him. For about 2 weeks we had fun together there and everything was normal. After a while he started...
    ElizabethJ33 ElizabethJ33 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 17, 2015

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    My Half Brother Is Obsessed With Me

    I have struggled with writing this. I spent an hour just trying to figure out where to post it. What group? Its complicated and its difficult to write out. I feel worse about it having actually put it down for anyone to see. My half brother and I have a weird relationship. He's...
    RoughKissGirl RoughKissGirl 22-25, F 33 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    The distant memory became a dream

    after many years. I remember it. I was only 3. It happened at my aunt's apartment in NYC. I was playing with my *big sister* in the hallway. It was a long hallway seemingly separate from the rest of the apartment. There was a door that I never used to open in that hallway. I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 9, 2015

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    Questions you might want me to answer: 1.

    ) my cousin (girl) and a close friend 2.) 5-11 and 13 3.) my grandma's house and her basement 4.) I don't know why I let them. 5.) No that's not why I'm a lesbian. 6.) I'm sorry if this makes it weird.
    dxrkpxrxdise dxrkpxrxdise 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 14, 2015

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    I experienced a situation similar to your mine

    started when I was four and the babysitter's step son was 13. I remember enjoying most of it. I was used by him until I was old enough to start school on nearly a daily basis. For years after I had an obsession with sex with other boys as well as girls my age and acted on it...
    crash0987 crash0987 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Micokedy Micokedy 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 18, 2014

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    My Dad told me last night

    that my moms older bother molested me from the ages of 6-8...I posted a whole story but EP deleted it
    k9girlforfun k9girlforfun 18-21 25 Responses Oct 4, 2014

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    I was molested by a one time baby sitter

    when I was two. Then at around age ten or twelve someone close to me would come into my room when I was asleep and fondle my boobs and try to pull my pants down without me noticing. I still have this person in my life, I love them dearly and I don't know why they would want to...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 29, 2014

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    When i was 11 was staying with family my aunt

    who was drunk repeatedly violated me with a wine bottle.
    eseaboldt eseaboldt 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2014

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    Secret Games

    I don't remember what age I was exactly, but around 3-4 years old when my dad started molesting me. My mom worked a lot and dad was a designer that worked from home, in a studio space he built in the basement. So I spent most of my days playing at daddy's feet or off on my own...
    littlememyself littlememyself 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2013

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    My Stepfather

    My parents split when i was just a little baby. when i was about 3 years old, my mom met a guy and he started staying with us. I still remember the first time he ever touched me. i was 4, we were all laying in my mom's bed and she got up to go answer a phone call. i stayed in...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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