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I Was Molested As a Child

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    I was 15-16. I don't know

    if this is considered a "child". It was my first job. I worked for a distant relative on his farm. He had an employee who I thought was a little creepy at first, but we started to talk and I started to think he was a decent guy. We were often left alone together. He started to...
    awkoturtle awkoturtle 18-21, F Mar 14

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    12 Year Old Me

    on the verge of becoming a teen , when my body started developing and i was getting sum attention from boys... my sick twisted cousin thought it was "ok" to run his hand up my leg. at first i didnt think much of it, then he did it again.... and again and again. i was scared and...
    BeautyHeartClash BeautyHeartClash 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    I read another post like this one.

    Before reading it I wasn't sure if it qualified as molestation. When I was little 5 or 6, my cousin (who is the same age) told me what sex is. He said that we should become "peepee pals". It began with the "peepee handshake" (where we rubbed our genitals together), I didn't...
    awkoturtle awkoturtle 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 14

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    Molested As A Kid

    After mom left home, leaving my sister in i in the care of a parade of housekeepers, i was about 9 when my older cousin got me to fellate him. he gave me $.25 a quarter for the bj asked me to not tell i never did tell. Dad hired a livein housekeeper with a daughter 11 months...
    lawena lawena 70+ 3 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    Micokedy Micokedy 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 18

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    When I was about 5, I was good friends with my

    neighbors. They were about two 13 year old boys. The taller one was fonder of me. Sometimes me and him would go behind the town homes and sit where you can smell the laundry. It was very closed off. We went there a lot and talked. I don't know how, but he ended up with his hand...
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F 1 Response May 20

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    But I Can't Remember.

    A few months ago, I fell ill with what appeared to be the development of epilepsy. I was twitching uncontrollably for periods of at least a half an hour a day, several times a day. These episodes would leave me weakened to the point where I couldn't walk or move for around an...
    timburtonrox11 timburtonrox11 18-21, F 15 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    My Dad told me last night

    that my moms older bother molested me from the ages of 6-8...I posted a whole story but EP deleted it
    k9girlforfun k9girlforfun 18-21 26 Responses Oct 4

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    I experienced a situation similar to your mine

    started when I was four and the babysitter's step son was 13. I remember enjoying most of it. I was used by him until I was old enough to start school on nearly a daily basis. For years after I had an obsession with sex with other boys as well as girls my age and acted on it...
    crash0987 crash0987 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    It all happened when i was 10.

    I was at my aunts house one day and my cousin and I were watchiing tv. My cousins dad came up the stairs and started rubbing on my breast. He smelled of liquor and sweat. Clearly he was drinking. He then tried to kiss me. I felt his tongue going up my nose and he was r breathing...
    marvmom86 marvmom86 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I was touched by people

    when i was younger and my father left me and my mother when i was a baby he was a drunk that used to hurt my mum and most of the time i was touched was in school and it felt right at the moment but afterwards i also felt dirty and used i didnt say no because i was embrassed the...
    sarhflynn061 sarhflynn061 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    It Was In Kindergarden...

    This is one of my most deepest darkest secrets. I don't like telling people about this. I can't get the words to come out of my mouth. So there's only 2 people who I've talked about it to and that's it. So... I was molested in Kindergarden by the teacher aid. All...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse 18-21, F 41 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Mouse Trap

    I was 5. I wanted to play Mouse Trap. Anyone remember that game? I loved that game. It was my favorite. ................. Now.. I associate it with social services.. the lady and the man in black with suitcases.. the dollies with private parts.. years of trauma and...
    Cosreal Cosreal 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    Again I Was Hurt.

    This isn't the first time I had been molested. Although it is the only story I have never told anyone. So I guess I'll tell it here. I had been going to my babysitter for years and there were two brothers one was my age and the other one was five years older than me. I was only 8...
    IStillCry11 IStillCry11 18-21, F 12 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Ashamed And Confused

    It started when I was 7 yrs old. I used to walk to my babysitters house after school I used to love it! She had a boyfriend who we all loved he was very funny and always had us laughing but one day things got weird. While he was tickling me he kissed me on the mouth and since...
    Jjsan89 Jjsan89 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    When i was 11 was staying with family my aunt

    who was drunk repeatedly violated me with a wine bottle.
    eseaboldt eseaboldt 36-40, M Sep 20

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    Because Of You.

    I was playing with my friend just like any other day. We were seven at the time, best of friends lived six houses away from each other. My neighbors were having a bbq, so us kids were playing in the back yard while the adults were in the kitchen and living room getting drunk and...
    ElanaAsian ElanaAsian 18-21, F 1 Response May 23, 2013

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    I Was Molested Starting At 5 Till 14 And I Somehow Enjoyed It

    It all started when i was 5 i remember it clearly, at the time my father was away on business and i was living with my mother in a village. One of our distant relatives about 20 at the time started asking me to sit on his lap during visits, I would feel his erection pressing...
    crazyhorsejoe crazyhorsejoe 31-35, M Jan 21, 2010

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    It started with a dream.

    A few weeks ago, I woke with a gasp. I felt angry, confused, hurt. My husband woke up shortly after me and asked me what was wrong. I told him that I had had a dream in which I was accusing my grandmother of molesting me. She kept denying it, and I kept screaming, "You know...
    tidestheyturn tidestheyturn 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    My best friend and I had a sleep over he slept

    in the same bed with me and he started to touch me first he went up then he went down then he stopped I have to admit it felt good then he went to bed so the next day his parents took a trip to Paris and he stayed with us he started to touch me again for about a week then on...
    jj12o55 jj12o55 70+, F 1 Response May 11

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    My Half Brother Is Obsessed With Me

    I have struggled with writing this. I spent an hour just trying to figure out where to post it. What group? Its complicated and its difficult to write out. I feel worse about it having actually put it down for anyone to see. My half brother and I have a weird relationship. He's...
    RoughKissGirl RoughKissGirl 18-21, F 33 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    I think the part that hurts the most is

    that I don't remember. I just strongly know that it happened. He, the molester, who I saw raping my sister's friend earlier that day, said he wanted to see me alone, and took me into a separate room. I was 6 years old. I don't remember what happened after that, but I do remember...
    kkketamine kkketamine 18-21, F 1 Response May 30

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    Molested By Old Man And His Wife

    At around 9 years old myself and my sister who was 18 months younger than me went to stay for a week with neighbors whilst our mother was in hospital. It was an old couple probably in their 70's who were tasked with our wellbeing for that time. Every night at 7pm was...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 2, 2013

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    Just to point this out im 12.

    ... yes..... this had happenef to me when i was 10 being a stupid kid..... I never told anyone.... but this is how i remember it.... i wasdreaming this weird dream with a guy in it... he was kinda... touching me..... a couple second later i reallized it was a dream and woke up...
    ialmostkilledmyself ialmostkilledmyself 22-25, F Oct 17

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    I was 8 at the time and this lasted till I was

    about 14. My parents were out of town and I was staying at my neighbors, he was a 60ish year old man. everyone in the neighborhood said he was so nice though. It was about 3 hours after I got there around 8:30 pm he told me it was time to go have a bath. I said I just had one...
    Kcdj123 Kcdj123 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Bad Loving

    I'm not actually 18. I'm 15. The main reason I joined this site was so I was able to look at this page, since it's an adult page. I don't think it should be. I would guess there's plenty of people my age, give or take a few years that have gone through the same stuff, and want...
    FauxLove FauxLove 18-21, F 19 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    I Wish I Knew What I Know Now!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 13 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    Finally Able To Talk About It

    When I was about 5 or so I was molested by an older cousin. I was ashamed about the abuse because what he did to me felt good. So that made it worse! I was never penetrated (thank God), but it has shaded my view on relationships. I love sex, but then I hate it because I think...
    newgirld newgirld 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    I was 4 when it happened.

    It wasn't just 1 person. It was 2 different people. One of my molesters was probably 15 and he lived in front of my house. He would take me behind his house to "talk to me" but he would touch me. That went on for about 3 years and while that was happening, my cousin was probably...
    Isabelisgreat Isabelisgreat 18-21, F May 19

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    When i was 11 was staying with family my aunt

    who was drunk repeatedly violated me with a wine bottle.
    eseaboldt eseaboldt 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    My case is a unique one

    because of who I was molested by. I don't want to actually say it because it's horrifyingly embarrassing. Let's just say it was family and not my father. How does a grown woman deal with this? I've been in denial for a very long time about this, and have no idea how to heal...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I was molested by my own father

      He was a drunk.  I remember being in school and thinking about it and just wondering... did that really happen?? Did he really do that?? Why me? My mother found out when I was in my 11th grade of high school. She found a letter my friend wrote to me and it was...
    melymedina melymedina 18-21, F 22 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    A boy age 3 with total optimism

    and trust, was molested in every way by my grandmother. The incident was so painfully bad, so much torture, I blackened it from my memories untill age 43, along with additional horrifying events given me by my father at age 4. These events destroyed me, even though they were...
    supressedmemories supressedmemories 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 11

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    Molested By A Dolphin

    It's true. When I was a little girl (no more than 12 yrs. old), my mom and step-dad took our family of 7 to Florida to visit our grandparents. While we were there, we drove to the Keys for a few days. One activity they chose was to go swimming with dolphins. My mom told us many...
    shylamarais shylamarais 36-40, F 9 Responses Jun 26, 2012

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    I was somewhere around the age of 10.

    I had already experianced being touched by other children around my age when I was younger but this time was different. It was a trusted adult that touched me. My grandfather was someone who let me do chores around his house for money. Then he would come up behind me and I would...
    jeckert jeckert 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Molested In Toilets

    This is what happened as a child on holiday. I was aged 9 and on holiday with my family in Gt Yarmouth. It was a large caravan holiday park. We were there for a week and during that time I had met a boy around my own age who was there with his family. Every morning me and this...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 16, 2013

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    My Stepfather

    My parents split when i was just a little baby. when i was about 3 years old, my mom met a guy and he started staying with us. I still remember the first time he ever touched me. i was 4, we were all laying in my mom's bed and she got up to go answer a phone call. i stayed in...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Why Didnt I Stop It

    started before kindergarten. i was napping after my mom dropped me off with the other kids before the bus came at my grandmothers. "im just looking for the remote", he would say. touching me in places where the remote would not be. this continued for ever. i said nothing. i didn...
    lonelygirll lonelygirll 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2013

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    My boyfriend and I got into a fight bc he

    cheated on me and he got mad and walked away so I went to the park I used to always go to as a child this boy my age approached me he asked if he could borrow my phone and I said yes he called someone and he said where we were and he said to come then 2 more boys showed up then...
    jj12o jj12o 26-30, F 2 Responses May 10

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    Self Esteem Punch For Adult Survivors of Childhood Abuse & Trauma

    My esteem and self worth took a heavy blow when I was introduced to the unwanted advances of my family members who abused me. However, this physical, sexual and emotional abuse extended beyond blood relatives to include "step" relatives, neighbors and service people...
    NursePattye NursePattye 41-45 10 Responses Aug 5, 2009

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    I was molested by a one time baby sitter

    when I was two. Then at around age ten or twelve someone close to me would come into my room when I was asleep and fondle my boobs and try to pull my pants down without me noticing. I still have this person in my life, I love them dearly and I don't know why they would want to...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    This is very hard I came across this website

    and I need to release this from my mind. When I was 13 me and two of my friends were picked up by some men. I knew one of them from downtown because he gave me his number and told me he was 17. To this day I still blame myself for what took place that night. He called me over...
    nomoreblamingme nomoreblamingme 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Broken Lullaby

    I can't remember the last time I was happy Was it 6 or 7 years old? Before you took my innocence away I guess it was a long time ago But the scars are here to stay No sorry, Could every take away the damage you have caused No excuses could ever repair the hole inside of me, I'm...
    MysticLullaby MysticLullaby 18-21, F 4 Responses May 13, 2013

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    It was around the when I was in second grade

    when it started. Me, my sister, and two of my other cousins decided to play hide and seek. During this game we all team up, so my teammate was always my older cousin. He would always pick the spots to hide, and when he did they were basically impossible to find. The first night...
    SilenceSpeaks10 SilenceSpeaks10 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    Younger Women Looking For Older Men is

    because Older Men are more confident and generally more wise and intelligent, qualities ,Older men know how treat a woman better than younger men do.This all make younger women prefer older men than younger men . older man searches for a younger woman it's usually because he is...
    SkyCC11 SkyCC11 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I was five I went to a summer camp with my best

    freind rally he was sixteen I wanted to stay in the same cabin with him but I couldn't so every night we'd sneak off into the woods and tell stories one day he got angry an molested me but the weird thing is I liked it idk why but I did and ever since that day I thought it...
    coco29sweetdaddy coco29sweetdaddy 46-50 Aug 31

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    I am really struggling

    and I was wondering if any of you could tell me when this starts to fade..like when will I feel better without being high or drunk? When will I get to be with someone? I keep trying, I keep pushing forward and waiting for this to become "something from my past" and not something...
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 28

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    9 Years Of Rape

    i remember how it started..my dad would read to me in bed and his hand would be under my covers on my legs and my belly and knickers. eventually he got more bold and and would sexually touch me. He then started to come in my room and wanked himself off over me through the nite...
    denise12345 denise12345 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    I aam 62 years old & am wondering

    why this has cropped up in my memory.
    petranela99 petranela99 61-65 1 Response Mar 27

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    this started around one

    and carried on until I was two by a large male my mother would leave me at her friends house and he would come into the room later when it was dark and put his finger up my arse and fiddle with my diddle I wasn't quite out of nappies then and he didn't play with me if I had a...
    almostdead2day almostdead2day 41-45, M Mar 26

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    Molested But Took Revenge

    My friend and I were alter boys.Like so many stories you hear,we were both molested by a priest,wont go into the details.In addition, he took pics of us and kept them , I think they were his way of threatening to expose us,so he had contol,maybe just his trophy pics..We didnt...
    new2biway new2biway 51-55, M 4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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