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I Was Molested As a Child

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    Secret Games

    I don't remember what age I was exactly, but around 3-4 years old when my dad started molesting me. My mom worked a lot and dad was a designer that worked from home, in a studio space he built in the basement. So I spent most of my days playing at daddy's feet or off on my own...
    littlememyself littlememyself 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2013

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    I was abused when younger.

    It was child-on-child sexual abuse. He was only one year older, I was 6 he was 7. He would take me to his room or backyard and make me touch his **** then he would touch my vagina. He would rub it. One day he decided he wanted a bit more fun, he pulled my zip down, jeans and...
    xXcheerleaderXx xXcheerleaderXx 26-30 1 Response Dec 27, 2013

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    Mouse Trap

    I was 5. I wanted to play Mouse Trap. Anyone remember that game? I loved that game. It was my favorite. ................. Now.. I associate it with social services.. the lady and the man in black with suitcases.. the dollies with private parts.. years of trauma and...
    Cosreal Cosreal 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    I was almost four years old I an 36 now

    and didn't remember the abuse until I was 16 when I started flashing back on the abuse the man who molested me was a member of my ex church a he was 17 and I was 4 it was dusk in the summer he led me back behind his home to an abandoned car wash there was a dirty mattress on the...
    Virgosnake77 Virgosnake77 36-40, F Feb 21

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    I read another post like this one.

    Before reading it I wasn't sure if it qualified as molestation. When I was little 5 or 6, my cousin (who is the same age) told me what sex is. He said that we should become "peepee pals". It began with the "peepee handshake" (where we rubbed our genitals together), I didn't...
    awkoturtle awkoturtle 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    People Should Know

    i was molested by my neighbour for 2 years on multiple different occasions his mother was my grade three teacher twice she failed me the first year for haveing a bad attitude (HMMMM I WONDER WHY) the worst of the molestations was when he asked me to come see something in his...
    kyle1989 kyle1989 22-25 2 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I aam 62 years old & am wondering

    why this has cropped up in my memory.
    petranela99 petranela99 61-65 1 Response Mar 27

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    It Was In Kindergarden...

    This is one of my most deepest darkest secrets. I don't like telling people about this. I can't get the words to come out of my mouth. So there's only 2 people who I've talked about it to and that's it. So... I was molested in Kindergarden by the teacher aid. All...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse 18-21, F 40 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    The First Time I Remember It Happening, I Was 5yrs. Old...

    I was molested from the time I was 5 untill I was 15,... My father was the first and sad to say I didnt think there was anything wrong . I dont know why but Iam not angry about any of it. When I was 5yrs. old my parents divorced and I remember spending nights at my fathers...
    ssandylee ssandylee 46-50, F Nov 27, 2013

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    A boy age 3 with total optimism

    and trust, was molested in every way by my grandmother. The incident was so painfully bad, so much torture, I blackened it from my memories untill age 43, along with additional horrifying events given me by my father at age 4. These events destroyed me, even though they were...
    supressedmemories supressedmemories 46-50, M Mar 11

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    Molested by male student in 1st grade

    When I was in 1st grade primary school (6-7 years old) I was molested in gym class. It only lasted a small moment. I was doing some yoga positions, and a male student who was one year older than me decided to rub my vagina with his foot. Right after, I remember being extremely...
    ChildXGone ChildXGone 18-21 Dec 4, 2013

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    I was molested by my own father

      He was a drunk.  I remember being in school and thinking about it and just wondering... did that really happen?? Did he really do that?? Why me? My mother found out when I was in my 11th grade of high school. She found a letter my friend wrote to me and it was...
    melymedina melymedina 18-21, F 22 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Molested As A Kid

    After mom left home, leaving my sister in i in the care of a parade of housekeepers, i was about 9 when my older cousin got me to fellate him. he gave me $.25 a quarter for the bj asked me to not tell i never did tell. Dad hired a livein housekeeper with a daughter 11 months...
    lawena lawena 70+ 3 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    I Need Closure

    I was 7 years old. He was the P.E. teacher and she is my cousin. She used to take pictures of me naked, I also had to watch adult movies with her, she touched my body. He forced my classmate and me to play between us and ourselves while he fondled looking at us. He would tell us...
    azulajeno azulajeno 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    My Half Brother Is Obsessed With Me

    I have struggled with writing this. I spent an hour just trying to figure out where to post it. What group? Its complicated and its difficult to write out. I feel worse about it having actually put it down for anyone to see. My half brother and I have a weird relationship. He's...
    RoughKissGirl RoughKissGirl 18-21, F 33 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    I was 15-16. I don't know

    if this is considered a "child". It was my first job. I worked for a distant relative on his farm. He had an employee who I thought was a little creepy at first, but we started to talk and I started to think he was a decent guy. We were often left alone together. He started to...
    awkoturtle awkoturtle 18-21, F Mar 14

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    Growing up I was repeatly sexually abused by

    multiple people. Ever since I was Seven until age twelve. Age seven through early ninth year: I began going to a local summer camp were the staff forced us to molest each other, as well as they molested us. The lifeguard had a paticular fancy with me. He molested me most of...
    AlmaNyxa AlmaNyxa 18-21, F Dec 24, 2013

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    Molested But Took Revenge

    My friend and I were alter boys.Like so many stories you hear,we were both molested by a priest,wont go into the details.In addition, he took pics of us and kept them , I think they were his way of threatening to expose us,so he had contol,maybe just his trophy pics..We didnt...
    new2biway new2biway 51-55, M 4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    I grew up in a disfunctional military house

    hold. We moved from state to state and my parents never go a long. Lots of turmoil and emotional abuse. We moved into a base housing neihborhood while living in Nebraska. Is was peaceful all duplexes and everyone was always very close. The two boys who lived next door to me...
    Jmccue21 Jmccue21 18-21, M Mar 6

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    ...18 Years Later

    I remember it like it was yesterday. What I thought would be an ordinary trip to Wal - Mart turned my world upside down. My abuser was someone I had grown to trust. He would fight off bullies, win video game boards I couldn't defeat, we got in trouble together, he was like an...
    girlwithpen girlwithpen 22-25, F Nov 23, 2013

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    12 Year Old Me

    on the verge of becoming a teen , when my body started developing and i was getting sum attention from boys... my sick twisted cousin thought it was "ok" to run his hand up my leg. at first i didnt think much of it, then he did it again.... and again and again. i was scared and...
    BeautyHeartClash BeautyHeartClash 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    I was 8 at the time and this lasted till I was

    about 14. My parents were out of town and I was staying at my neighbors, he was a 60ish year old man. everyone in the neighborhood said he was so nice though. It was about 3 hours after I got there around 8:30 pm he told me it was time to go have a bath. I said I just had one...
    Kcdj123 Kcdj123 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I Was 11

    When I was 11, my family moved into a brand new house; WITH a basement. It was wonderful. I loved it. When we moved in, My parents decided to get an antenna on the roof so we could get more than just two TV channels; which is what we had been receiving in the old house we lived...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 6 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    Again I Was Hurt.

    This isn't the first time I had been molested. Although it is the only story I have never told anyone. So I guess I'll tell it here. I had been going to my babysitter for years and there were two brothers one was my age and the other one was five years older than me. I was only 8...
    IStillCry11 IStillCry11 18-21, F 13 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Self Esteem Punch For Adult Survivors of Childhood Abuse & Trauma

    My esteem and self worth took a heavy blow when I was introduced to the unwanted advances of my family members who abused me. However, this physical, sexual and emotional abuse extended beyond blood relatives to include "step" relatives, neighbors and service people...
    NursePattye NursePattye 41-45 10 Responses Aug 5, 2009

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    Molested By Old Men

    I was about 8 years old and my sister 7 when it all started. Across the road from our house was a park. A nice place with a separate play area with swings, roundabouts and things. Around the park was a pathway which led to the tennis courts and a little shop where you could buy...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 3 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    Big Girl Games

    It didn't take long before the new games started replacing the old, although dad was still taking pictures of me posing fairly frequently. But he no longer played with himself while touching me, instead I would play with him, either during my baths or down in his studio. He...
    littlememyself littlememyself 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2013

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    Broken Lullaby

    I can't remember the last time I was happy Was it 6 or 7 years old? Before you took my innocence away I guess it was a long time ago But the scars are here to stay No sorry, Could every take away the damage you have caused No excuses could ever repair the hole inside of me, I'm...
    MysticLullaby MysticLullaby 18-21, F 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    My Story - Short Form

    Hi there. I am a 60 year old male from a family with multi generational sexual abuse, to the best of my knowledge all male on male. My first knowledge this was a problem was the day 21 years ago when the police came to my door and arrested me for aggravated sexual assault of a...
    billytex1 billytex1 61-65, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    I'm in recovery right

    now an i'm trying to find a way to let the person that did this to me to know that i know so i have some closure
    indigobrandon indigobrandon 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    This is very hard I came across this website

    and I need to release this from my mind. When I was 13 me and two of my friends were picked up by some men. I knew one of them from downtown because he gave me his number and told me he was 17. To this day I still blame myself for what took place that night. He called me over...
    nomoreblamingme nomoreblamingme 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My mama's best friend was taking me to get

    candy. He pulled over and said you wanna play a game and made me have oral sex with him. I told my mom and she called the police and I had to go to a Molestation trauma center.
    NadiaCamille NadiaCamille 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Molested By Old Man And His Wife

    At around 9 years old myself and my sister who was 18 months younger than me went to stay for a week with neighbors whilst our mother was in hospital. It was an old couple probably in their 70's who were tasked with our wellbeing for that time. Every night at 7pm was...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 2, 2013

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    I played hockey when I was a young child.

    ..and one of the old guy coaches said he had free equipment at his house...my friends let him take me there...and then molested me in his garage... I don't really remember how old I was...but now I feel that the repercussions are severely eating away at my life.
    hawkpierce5 hawkpierce5 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Because Of You.

    I was playing with my friend just like any other day. We were seven at the time, best of friends lived six houses away from each other. My neighbors were having a bbq, so us kids were playing in the back yard while the adults were in the kitchen and living room getting drunk and...
    ElanaAsian ElanaAsian 18-21, F 1 Response May 23, 2013

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    My Moms Boyfriend

    i was about 6 or 7 i remember when it all started my dad was a loser! he would abuse my mom and drink all the time so we moved out of state. my mom got a new job and a new boyfriend. she started workin late and he started movin his clothes in until he moved all the way in. the...
    quiettalk28 quiettalk28 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    Monsters In The House

          Anne was lying on top of her bed doodling in a notebook when Susan walked in her little sister’s room.      “Aren’t you supposed to be doing your homework?”      “I am, but I don’t understand these math problems.” She quickly answered...
    Chelebub Chelebub 51-55, F Dec 1, 2013

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    I was so young when it happened,

    that it wasn't until many, many years later that I remembered. I must have blocked it out or buried the truth of what happened so deeply, it took 15 years to resurface. I remember him grabbing my hands tightly, an uncomfortable force. He would force my hands to rub against his...
    katmow93 katmow93 18-21, F Dec 5, 2013

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    Trust Is A Funny Word

    Well... i'm kinda of a shy person so this is hard for me to write When i was 7 or 8 i lived with my aunt and uncle since my parents had died in a car accident. The first couple of months were okay i mean my parents had died and i cried but was still in shock and was kinda...
    chocojojo16 chocojojo16 18-21 5 Responses May 31, 2012

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    Why Didnt I Stop It

    started before kindergarten. i was napping after my mom dropped me off with the other kids before the bus came at my grandmothers. "im just looking for the remote", he would say. touching me in places where the remote would not be. this continued for ever. i said nothing. i didn...
    lonelygirll lonelygirll 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2013

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    Memories

    Memories of my childhood are few and far between. At 7, All I remember is being molested by my father. I'm assuming that was the starting point, at least it was for me. Some time in between that and 11, I was molested by my mom's at the time's boyfriend's cousin. I can't recall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    Finally Able To Talk About It

    When I was about 5 or so I was molested by an older cousin. I was ashamed about the abuse because what he did to me felt good. So that made it worse! I was never penetrated (thank God), but it has shaded my view on relationships. I love sex, but then I hate it because I think...
    newgirld newgirld 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    Bad Loving

    I'm not actually 18. I'm 15. The main reason I joined this site was so I was able to look at this page, since it's an adult page. I don't think it should be. I would guess there's plenty of people my age, give or take a few years that have gone through the same stuff, and want...
    FauxLove FauxLove 18-21, F 18 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    I Was Molested Starting At 5 Till 14 And I Somehow Enjoyed It

    It all started when i was 5 i remember it clearly, at the time my father was away on business and i was living with my mother in a village. One of our distant relatives about 20 at the time started asking me to sit on his lap during visits, I would feel his erection pressing...
    crazyhorsejoe crazyhorsejoe 31-35, M Jan 21, 2010

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    Never Told

    I was only a 5 or 6 year old boy, and I was molested, abused, and raped by close family members. I have never told anyone, not even close girlfriends or parents. For some reason strangers have the lack of judgement that comes from knowing someone. Also, I don't have to feel the...
    Lonesomeghost Lonesomeghost 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 18, 2013

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    Little Girl

    Little Girl why are you sad? Did you make the Big Bad mad? Go and hide inside your mind When he searches, he wont find Little Girl you must stay quiet If he hears you he wont like it Bite your tongue, must keep silent Hope this time isn't violent Little Girl don't say a word No...
    drkscrt89 drkscrt89 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2012

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    Molested By A Dolphin

    It's true. When I was a little girl (no more than 12 yrs. old), my mom and step-dad took our family of 7 to Florida to visit our grandparents. While we were there, we drove to the Keys for a few days. One activity they chose was to go swimming with dolphins. My mom told us many...
    shylamarais shylamarais 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 26, 2012

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    My Stepfather

    My parents split when i was just a little baby. when i was about 3 years old, my mom met a guy and he started staying with us. I still remember the first time he ever touched me. i was 4, we were all laying in my mom's bed and she got up to go answer a phone call. i stayed in...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    But I Can't Remember.

    A few months ago, I fell ill with what appeared to be the development of epilepsy. I was twitching uncontrollably for periods of at least a half an hour a day, several times a day. These episodes would leave me weakened to the point where I couldn't walk or move for around an...
    timburtonrox11 timburtonrox11 18-21, F 14 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    I'm not sure how old I was the first time.

    .. I can't say how many times it happened. I'm not even sure when the last time was... all I can say is, none of the 3 people who had sex with me knew each other. Yet the 2 men both started at about the same time (I was around 6)... and they both offered gifts as a hush or...
    bourneverde bourneverde 41-45, M Dec 28, 2013

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    Molested In Toilets

    This is what happened as a child on holiday. I was aged 9 and on holiday with my family in Gt Yarmouth. It was a large caravan holiday park. We were there for a week and during that time I had met a boy around my own age who was there with his family. Every morning me and this...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 16, 2013

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    Name my experience? How can i possibly do that.

    Shame? Hate? Fear? Pitty? Fury? Remorse? I can't put a name to it, and i have never have had much success at putting what happened to me in words. I just suppressed it for years, and that experience just transferred into some emotion that became apart of me. Morphing all those...
    cdn99 cdn99 18-21, M Jan 20

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    I Wish I Knew What I Know Now!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 13 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    9 Years Of Rape

    i remember how it started..my dad would read to me in bed and his hand would be under my covers on my legs and my belly and knickers. eventually he got more bold and and would sexually touch me. He then started to come in my room and wanked himself off over me through the nite...
    denise12345 denise12345 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    The molestation began

    when I was 10. He was my older sisters boyfriend. She was 14, he was 20- something I actaully do not know how old he was or even his real name. He was an illegal mexican who lived across the street from us. Well anyways the abuse began when my parents moved back in with each...
    alishahilburn22 alishahilburn22 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    this started around one

    and carried on until I was two by a large male my mother would leave me at her fiends house and he would come into the room later when it was dark and put his finger up my arse and fiddle with my diddle I wasn't quite out of nappies then and he didn't play with me if I had a...
    almostdead2day almostdead2day 22-25, M Mar 26

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    It started with a dream.

    A few weeks ago, I woke with a gasp. I felt angry, confused, hurt. My husband woke up shortly after me and asked me what was wrong. I told him that I had had a dream in which I was accusing my grandmother of molesting me. She kept denying it, and I kept screaming, "You know...
    tidestheyturn tidestheyturn 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12