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I Was Molested As a Child

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    Broken Lullaby

    I can't remember the last time I was happy Was it 6 or 7 years old? Before you took my innocence away I guess it was a long time ago But the scars are here to stay No sorry, Could every take away the damage you have caused No excuses could ever repair the hole inside of me, I'm...
    MysticLullaby MysticLullaby 18-21, F 4 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Bad Loving

    I'm not actually 18. I'm 15. The main reason I joined this site was so I was able to look at this page, since it's an adult page. I don't think it should be. I would guess there's plenty of people my age, give or take a few years that have gone through the same stuff, and want...
    FauxLove FauxLove 18-21, F 20 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    My boyfriend and I got into a fight bc he

    cheated on me and he got mad and walked away so I went to the park I used to always go to as a child this boy my age approached me he asked if he could borrow my phone and I said yes he called someone and he said where we were and he said to come then 2 more boys showed up then...
    jj12o jj12o 26-30, F 3 Responses May 10, 2014

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    Molested But Took Revenge

    My friend and I were alter boys.Like so many stories you hear,we were both molested by a priest,wont go into the details.In addition, he took pics of us and kept them , I think they were his way of threatening to expose us,so he had contol,maybe just his trophy pics..We didnt...
    new2biway new2biway 56-60, M 4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    My Dad told me last night

    that my moms older bother molested me from the ages of 6-8...I posted a whole story but EP deleted it
    k9girlforfun k9girlforfun 18-21 27 Responses Oct 4, 2014

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    Why Didnt I Stop It

    started before kindergarten. i was napping after my mom dropped me off with the other kids before the bus came at my grandmothers. "im just looking for the remote", he would say. touching me in places where the remote would not be. this continued for ever. i said nothing. i didn...
    lonelygirll lonelygirll 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2013

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    Molested In Toilets

    This is what happened as a child on holiday. I was aged 9 and on holiday with my family in Gt Yarmouth. It was a large caravan holiday park. We were there for a week and during that time I had met a boy around my own age who was there with his family. Every morning me and this...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 16, 2013

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    I'm kinda confused because it happened with a

    kid my own age.He was at my house and said he needed to go to the bathroom and took me too.My parents and other adults were in the house, idk and I don't remember why they didn't stop that if they saw it, which idk if they did.I'm mad that they didn't stop it, it's never...
    ilovemusic19 ilovemusic19 18-21, F Feb 14

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    From the age of 3 to 12 my step father molested

    me. I remember him coming into my room at nights and doing nasty things to me. When my mom goes out he will call me from playing with my sister's and touch me. He would have me watch him play with him self. He took away my child hood. My sister told my mom and aunt and they...
    zaneil zaneil 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    YoungerWomenWithOlderMen.

    com Focus on Connecting Younger Women with Older Men Recently launched online age gap dating site, YoungerWomenWithOlderMen.com, has become popular between young women and older men. It helps younger women seeking to date older men and helps older men looking for younger women...
    sandycc11 sandycc11 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    My Moms Boyfriend

    i was about 6 or 7 i remember when it all started my dad was a loser! he would abuse my mom and drink all the time so we moved out of state. my mom got a new job and a new boyfriend. she started workin late and he started movin his clothes in until he moved all the way in. the...
    quiettalk28 quiettalk28 26-30, M 10 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    Secret Games

    I don't remember what age I was exactly, but around 3-4 years old when my dad started molesting me. My mom worked a lot and dad was a designer that worked from home, in a studio space he built in the basement. So I spent most of my days playing at daddy's feet or off on my own...
    littlememyself littlememyself 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2013

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    i have never told anyone,

    now its middle of night in mu hometown. i woke up crying and feeling awful and unprotected again. angry... when i was 6 or seven my brother molested me. im 24 right now and have been keeping this secret since then to protect my family and my brother. im sure he didnt know what...
    summertohide summertohide 22-25, F Mar 15

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    My Stepfather

    My parents split when i was just a little baby. when i was about 3 years old, my mom met a guy and he started staying with us. I still remember the first time he ever touched me. i was 4, we were all laying in my mom's bed and she got up to go answer a phone call. i stayed in...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    I was molested by my own father

      He was a drunk.  I remember being in school and thinking about it and just wondering... did that really happen?? Did he really do that?? Why me? My mother found out when I was in my 11th grade of high school. She found a letter my friend wrote to me and it was...
    melymedina melymedina 18-21, F 22 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    It Was In Kindergarden...

    This is one of my most deepest darkest secrets. I don't like telling people about this. I can't get the words to come out of my mouth. So there's only 2 people who I've talked about it to and that's it. So... I was molested in Kindergarden by the teacher aid. All...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse 18-21, F 41 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Memories

    Memories of my childhood are few and far between. At 7, All I remember is being molested by my father. I'm assuming that was the starting point, at least it was for me. Some time in between that and 11, I was molested by my mom's at the time's boyfriend's cousin. I can't recall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    I was molested at age 12 by my brother

    and then forced to do as he wanted until I was 19. I learned to except what has happened and move on. I became a more dominant man because of it but still think about the things he did and made me do. Shared me with a friend and do things in public places for his enjoyment.
    domman469 domman469 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 31

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    I Was 11

    When I was 11, my family moved into a brand new house; WITH a basement. It was wonderful. I loved it. When we moved in, My parents decided to get an antenna on the roof so we could get more than just two TV channels; which is what we had been receiving in the old house we lived...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 6 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    My best friend and I had a sleep over he slept

    in the same bed with me and he started to touch me first he went up then he went down then he stopped I have to admit it felt good then he went to bed so the next day his parents took a trip to Paris and he stayed with us he started to touch me again for about a week then on...
    jj12o55 jj12o55 70+, F 1 Response May 11, 2014

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    I was somewhere around the age of 10.

    I had already experianced being touched by other children around my age when I was younger but this time was different. It was a trusted adult that touched me. My grandfather was someone who let me do chores around his house for money. Then he would come up behind me and I would...
    jeckert jeckert 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    I am really struggling

    and I was wondering if any of you could tell me when this starts to fade..like when will I feel better without being high or drunk? When will I get to be with someone? I keep trying, I keep pushing forward and waiting for this to become "something from my past" and not something...
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    The distant memory became a dream

    after many years. I remember it. I was only 3. It happened at my aunt's apartment in NYC. I was playing with my *big sister* in the hallway. It was a long hallway seemingly separate from the rest of the apartment. There was a door that I never used to open in that hallway. I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 9

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    When I was about 10 I was molested by a

    childhood friend his name was Melvin and he was much order than me. And he would touch me and do all kinds of things to me. All this happen when I was staying with my grandmother in the country and when he did those things to me i would not tell anyone in my family and still now...
    dredae31 dredae31 36-40, M Jan 14

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    I think the part that hurts the most is

    that I don't remember. I just strongly know that it happened. He, the molester, who I saw raping my sister's friend earlier that day, said he wanted to see me alone, and took me into a separate room. I was 6 years old. I don't remember what happened after that, but I do remember...
    kkketamine kkketamine 18-21, F 2 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I was touched by people

    when i was younger and my father left me and my mother when i was a baby he was a drunk that used to hurt my mum and most of the time i was touched was in school and it felt right at the moment but afterwards i also felt dirty and used i didnt say no because i was embrassed the...
    sarhflynn061 sarhflynn061 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2014

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    My Half Brother Is Obsessed With Me

    I have struggled with writing this. I spent an hour just trying to figure out where to post it. What group? Its complicated and its difficult to write out. I feel worse about it having actually put it down for anyone to see. My half brother and I have a weird relationship. He's...
    RoughKissGirl RoughKissGirl 22-25, F 33 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    When i was 11 was staying with family my aunt

    who was drunk repeatedly violated me with a wine bottle.
    eseaboldt eseaboldt 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Self Esteem Punch For Adult Survivors of Childhood Abuse & Trauma

    My esteem and self worth took a heavy blow when I was introduced to the unwanted advances of my family members who abused me. However, this physical, sexual and emotional abuse extended beyond blood relatives to include "step" relatives, neighbors and service people...
    NursePattye NursePattye 41-45 10 Responses Aug 5, 2009

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    I am 17 now. I am a girl.

    When I was younger my parents sent me to my uncles house while they were at work all day. When I was about 8 I started going to his house while they were at work, just me and him. For about 2 weeks we had fun together there and everything was normal. After a while he started...
    ElizabethJ33 ElizabethJ33 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Molested By A Dolphin

    It's true. When I was a little girl (no more than 12 yrs. old), my mom and step-dad took our family of 7 to Florida to visit our grandparents. While we were there, we drove to the Keys for a few days. One activity they chose was to go swimming with dolphins. My mom told us many...
    shylamarais shylamarais 36-40, F 10 Responses Jun 26, 2012

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    My case is a unique one

    because of who I was molested by. I don't want to actually say it because it's horrifyingly embarrassing. Let's just say it was family and not my father. How does a grown woman deal with this? I've been in denial for a very long time about this, and have no idea how to heal...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    Finally Able To Talk About It

    When I was about 5 or so I was molested by an older cousin. I was ashamed about the abuse because what he did to me felt good. So that made it worse! I was never penetrated (thank God), but it has shaded my view on relationships. I love sex, but then I hate it because I think...
    newgirld newgirld 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    I was five I went to a summer camp with my best

    freind rally he was sixteen I wanted to stay in the same cabin with him but I couldn't so every night we'd sneak off into the woods and tell stories one day he got angry an molested me but the weird thing is I liked it idk why but I did and ever since that day I thought it...
    coco29sweetdaddy coco29sweetdaddy 46-50 Aug 31, 2014

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    Again I Was Hurt.

    This isn't the first time I had been molested. Although it is the only story I have never told anyone. So I guess I'll tell it here. I had been going to my babysitter for years and there were two brothers one was my age and the other one was five years older than me. I was only 8...
    IStillCry11 IStillCry11 18-21, F 12 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    It all happened when i was 10.

    I was at my aunts house one day and my cousin and I were watchiing tv. My cousins dad came up the stairs and started rubbing on my breast. He smelled of liquor and sweat. Clearly he was drinking. He then tried to kiss me. I felt his tongue going up my nose and he was r breathing...
    marvmom86 marvmom86 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2014

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    Micokedy Micokedy 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 18, 2014

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    I experienced a situation similar to your mine

    started when I was four and the babysitter's step son was 13. I remember enjoying most of it. I was used by him until I was old enough to start school on nearly a daily basis. For years after I had an obsession with sex with other boys as well as girls my age and acted on it...
    crash0987 crash0987 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    12 Year Old Me

    on the verge of becoming a teen , when my body started developing and i was getting sum attention from boys... my sick twisted cousin thought it was "ok" to run his hand up my leg. at first i didnt think much of it, then he did it again.... and again and again. i was scared and...
    BeautyHeartClash BeautyHeartClash 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    9 Years Of Rape

    i remember how it started..my dad would read to me in bed and his hand would be under my covers on my legs and my belly and knickers. eventually he got more bold and and would sexually touch me. He then started to come in my room and wanked himself off over me through the nite...
    denise12345 denise12345 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    Molested By Old Men

    I was about 8 years old and my sister 7 when it all started. Across the road from our house was a park. A nice place with a separate play area with swings, roundabouts and things. Around the park was a pathway which led to the tennis courts and a little shop where you could buy...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    I have never told anyone this before

    but when I was around the age of 5 or 6 my step-grandfather molested me. I am 19 now and it's been bothering me a lot for the past few month. I don't have any contact with him anymore and I'm thankful for that, but I believe he is the reason why I am unable to maintain a healthy...
    neverstopp neverstopp 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 26

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    I Wish I Knew What I Know Now!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 13 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    This is very hard I came across this website

    and I need to release this from my mind. When I was 13 me and two of my friends were picked up by some men. I knew one of them from downtown because he gave me his number and told me he was 17. To this day I still blame myself for what took place that night. He called me over...
    nomoreblamingme nomoreblamingme 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2014

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    Younger Women Looking For Older Men is

    because Older Men are more confident and generally more wise and intelligent, qualities ,Older men know how treat a woman better than younger men do.This all make younger women prefer older men than younger men . older man searches for a younger woman it's usually because he is...
    SkyCC11 SkyCC11 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    I Was Molested Starting At 5 Till 14 And I Somehow Enjoyed It

    It all started when i was 5 i remember it clearly, at the time my father was away on business and i was living with my mother in a village. One of our distant relatives about 20 at the time started asking me to sit on his lap during visits, I would feel his erection pressing...
    crazyhorsejoe crazyhorsejoe 31-35, M Jan 21, 2010

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