I Was Molested As a Child

As a young boy I was very outgoing and active. My parents splint when I was young and or the first year or so, I didn't see much of mum or older brother. That left just my dad, my sister and myself. The three of us got on extremely well...

I was always scared to get in the water and so one summer my foster parents hired me a swimming instructor. I was 14 and she was a beautiful blonde 25 year old. She came to our summer house for 2 months and taught me how to swim. I had...

I can't remember the last time I was happy
Was it 6 or 7 years old?
Before you took my innocence away
I guess it was a long time ago
But the scars are here to stay
No sorry,
Could every take away the damage you have caused
No excuses...

This is a story I shared months ago on EP, it is the most personal story in my life and I deleted it after feeling ashamed for posting what was the most traumatic thing to EVER happen to me. I am re-posting it in case there is anyone on...

This is something I've alluded to on here from time to time, but I haven't gone so far as to really join a group to talk about it until now. With all that's in the news regarding Jerry Sandusky and Penn State, I'm sure I'm not the only...

My esteem and self worth took a heavy blow when I was introduced to the unwanted advances of my family members who abused me. However, this physical, sexual and emotional abuse extended beyond blood relatives to include "step"...

When I was young, there were not many kids in my neighborhood. There was an older boy (10), I was 5 or 6 at the time. I asked if he would play with me and he said he would, on one condition- If I let him look down my pants. I said, ok...

I must have been about ten years old, when one of my elder brothers mates was at our house. Being younger, I had gone to bed a few hours earlier and never heard anybody come into the bedroom. I just remeber stiring in my sleep and my...

This is one of my most deepest darkest secrets. I don't like telling people about this. I can't get the words to come out of my mouth. So there's only 2 people who I've talked about it to and that's it.
So... I was...

I have struggled with writing this. I spent an hour just trying to figure out where to post it. What group? Its complicated and its difficult to write out. I feel worse about it having actually put it down for anyone to see.

My half...