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I Was Molested As a Child

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    I was molested by a one time baby sitter

    when I was two. Then at around age ten or twelve someone close to me would come into my room when I was asleep and fondle my boobs and try to pull my pants down without me noticing. I still have this person in my life, I love them dearly and I don't know why they would want to...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    this started around one

    and carried on until I was two by a large male my mother would leave me at her friends house and he would come into the room later when it was dark and put his finger up my arse and fiddle with my diddle I wasn't quite out of nappies then and he didn't play with me if I had a...
    almostdead2day almostdead2day 41-45, M Mar 26

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    My boyfriend and I got into a fight bc he

    cheated on me and he got mad and walked away so I went to the park I used to always go to as a child this boy my age approached me he asked if he could borrow my phone and I said yes he called someone and he said where we were and he said to come then 2 more boys showed up then...
    jj12o jj12o 26-30, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I Wish I Knew What I Know Now!

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    Speed61 Speed61 26-30, M 13 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    I was 15-16. I don't know

    if this is considered a "child". It was my first job. I worked for a distant relative on his farm. He had an employee who I thought was a little creepy at first, but we started to talk and I started to think he was a decent guy. We were often left alone together. He started to...
    awkoturtle awkoturtle 18-21, F Mar 14

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    I Was 11

    When I was 11, my family moved into a brand new house; WITH a basement. It was wonderful. I loved it. When we moved in, My parents decided to get an antenna on the roof so we could get more than just two TV channels; which is what we had been receiving in the old house we lived...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 6 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    Molested As A Kid

    After mom left home, leaving my sister in i in the care of a parade of housekeepers, i was about 9 when my older cousin got me to fellate him. he gave me $.25 a quarter for the bj asked me to not tell i never did tell. Dad hired a livein housekeeper with a daughter 11 months...
    lawena lawena 70+ 3 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    I am really struggling

    and I was wondering if any of you could tell me when this starts to fade..like when will I feel better without being high or drunk? When will I get to be with someone? I keep trying, I keep pushing forward and waiting for this to become "something from my past" and not something...
    randomkid88 randomkid88 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 28

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    9 Years Of Rape

    i remember how it started..my dad would read to me in bed and his hand would be under my covers on my legs and my belly and knickers. eventually he got more bold and and would sexually touch me. He then started to come in my room and wanked himself off over me through the nite...
    denise12345 denise12345 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    I played hockey when I was a young child.

    ..and one of the old guy coaches said he had free equipment at his house...my friends let him take me there...and then molested me in his garage... I don't really remember how old I was...but now I feel that the repercussions are severely eating away at my life.
    hawkpierce5 hawkpierce5 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Ashamed And Confused

    It started when I was 7 yrs old. I used to walk to my babysitters house after school I used to love it! She had a boyfriend who we all loved he was very funny and always had us laughing but one day things got weird. While he was tickling me he kissed me on the mouth and since...
    Jjsan89 Jjsan89 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 4, 2013

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    Because Of You.

    I was playing with my friend just like any other day. We were seven at the time, best of friends lived six houses away from each other. My neighbors were having a bbq, so us kids were playing in the back yard while the adults were in the kitchen and living room getting drunk and...
    ElanaAsian ElanaAsian 18-21, F 1 Response May 23, 2013

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    Name my experience? How can i possibly do that.

    Shame? Hate? Fear? Pitty? Fury? Remorse? I can't put a name to it, and i have never have had much success at putting what happened to me in words. I just suppressed it for years, and that experience just transferred into some emotion that became apart of me. Morphing all those...
    cdn99 cdn99 22-25, M Jan 20

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    My Story - Short Form

    Hi there. I am a 60 year old male from a family with multi generational sexual abuse, to the best of my knowledge all male on male. My first knowledge this was a problem was the day 21 years ago when the police came to my door and arrested me for aggravated sexual assault of a...
    billytex1 billytex1 61-65, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2012

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    I experienced a situation similar to your mine

    started when I was four and the babysitter's step son was 13. I remember enjoying most of it. I was used by him until I was old enough to start school on nearly a daily basis. For years after I had an obsession with sex with other boys as well as girls my age and acted on it...
    crash0987 crash0987 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    A boy age 3 with total optimism

    and trust, was molested in every way by my grandmother. The incident was so painfully bad, so much torture, I blackened it from my memories untill age 43, along with additional horrifying events given me by my father at age 4. These events destroyed me, even though they were...
    supressedmemories supressedmemories 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 11

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    It started with a dream.

    A few weeks ago, I woke with a gasp. I felt angry, confused, hurt. My husband woke up shortly after me and asked me what was wrong. I told him that I had had a dream in which I was accusing my grandmother of molesting me. She kept denying it, and I kept screaming, "You know...
    tidestheyturn tidestheyturn 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    12 Year Old Me

    on the verge of becoming a teen , when my body started developing and i was getting sum attention from boys... my sick twisted cousin thought it was "ok" to run his hand up my leg. at first i didnt think much of it, then he did it again.... and again and again. i was scared and...
    BeautyHeartClash BeautyHeartClash 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 4, 2011

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    I read another post like this one.

    Before reading it I wasn't sure if it qualified as molestation. When I was little 5 or 6, my cousin (who is the same age) told me what sex is. He said that we should become "peepee pals". It began with the "peepee handshake" (where we rubbed our genitals together), I didn't...
    awkoturtle awkoturtle 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 14

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    But I Can't Remember.

    A few months ago, I fell ill with what appeared to be the development of epilepsy. I was twitching uncontrollably for periods of at least a half an hour a day, several times a day. These episodes would leave me weakened to the point where I couldn't walk or move for around an...
    timburtonrox11 timburtonrox11 18-21, F 15 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    Again I Was Hurt.

    This isn't the first time I had been molested. Although it is the only story I have never told anyone. So I guess I'll tell it here. I had been going to my babysitter for years and there were two brothers one was my age and the other one was five years older than me. I was only 8...
    IStillCry11 IStillCry11 18-21, F 12 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I was somewhere around the age of 10.

    I had already experianced being touched by other children around my age when I was younger but this time was different. It was a trusted adult that touched me. My grandfather was someone who let me do chores around his house for money. Then he would come up behind me and I would...
    jeckert jeckert 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    My Stepfather

    My parents split when i was just a little baby. when i was about 3 years old, my mom met a guy and he started staying with us. I still remember the first time he ever touched me. i was 4, we were all laying in my mom's bed and she got up to go answer a phone call. i stayed in...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Molested In Toilets

    This is what happened as a child on holiday. I was aged 9 and on holiday with my family in Gt Yarmouth. It was a large caravan holiday park. We were there for a week and during that time I had met a boy around my own age who was there with his family. Every morning me and this...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 16, 2013

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    By my Great Uncle. I'm 22

    and on several occasions in my life I was sexually assaulted by my Great Uncle. The first time I ever remember it happening was when I was young probably about 4 or 5 and everyday after that (he probably assaulted me when I was younger than that too.) He used to babysit for my...
    PleeeaseDaady PleeeaseDaady 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm in recovery right

    now an i'm trying to find a way to let the person that did this to me to know that i know so i have some closure
    indigobrandon indigobrandon 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I'm not sure how old I was the first time.

    .. I can't say how many times it happened. I'm not even sure when the last time was... all I can say is, none of the 3 people who had sex with me knew each other. Yet the 2 men both started at about the same time (I was around 6)... and they both offered gifts as a hush or...
    bourneverde bourneverde 41-45, M Dec 28, 2013

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    Mouse Trap

    I was 5. I wanted to play Mouse Trap. Anyone remember that game? I loved that game. It was my favorite. ................. Now.. I associate it with social services.. the lady and the man in black with suitcases.. the dollies with private parts.. years of trauma and...
    Cosreal Cosreal 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    My Moms Boyfriend

    i was about 6 or 7 i remember when it all started my dad was a loser! he would abuse my mom and drink all the time so we moved out of state. my mom got a new job and a new boyfriend. she started workin late and he started movin his clothes in until he moved all the way in. the...
    quiettalk28 quiettalk28 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 17, 2012

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    It Was In Kindergarden...

    This is one of my most deepest darkest secrets. I don't like telling people about this. I can't get the words to come out of my mouth. So there's only 2 people who I've talked about it to and that's it. So... I was molested in Kindergarden by the teacher aid. All...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse 18-21, F 40 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    My Dad protected the offender, not me.

    When I was a little girl, about 5 or 6, I went to visit my dad in a half-way house. He had me go upstairs with the rest of the kids..with no adult super-vision. There was an older boy who started being to friendly to me, having me sit on his lap, touching me, etc. Then he started...
    nerdbabe102 nerdbabe102 18-21, F 13 Responses Nov 16, 2012

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    Why Didnt I Stop It

    started before kindergarten. i was napping after my mom dropped me off with the other kids before the bus came at my grandmothers. "im just looking for the remote", he would say. touching me in places where the remote would not be. this continued for ever. i said nothing. i didn...
    lonelygirll lonelygirll 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2013

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    Molested By Old Men

    I was about 8 years old and my sister 7 when it all started. Across the road from our house was a park. A nice place with a separate play area with swings, roundabouts and things. Around the park was a pathway which led to the tennis courts and a little shop where you could buy...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 4 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    Molested By A Dolphin

    It's true. When I was a little girl (no more than 12 yrs. old), my mom and step-dad took our family of 7 to Florida to visit our grandparents. While we were there, we drove to the Keys for a few days. One activity they chose was to go swimming with dolphins. My mom told us many...
    shylamarais shylamarais 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 26, 2012

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    Molested By Old Man And His Wife

    At around 9 years old myself and my sister who was 18 months younger than me went to stay for a week with neighbors whilst our mother was in hospital. It was an old couple probably in their 70's who were tasked with our wellbeing for that time. Every night at 7pm was...
    grimmly grimmly 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 2, 2013

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    Broken Lullaby

    I can't remember the last time I was happy Was it 6 or 7 years old? Before you took my innocence away I guess it was a long time ago But the scars are here to stay No sorry, Could every take away the damage you have caused No excuses could ever repair the hole inside of me, I'm...
    MysticLullaby MysticLullaby 18-21, F 4 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Self Esteem Punch For Adult Survivors of Childhood Abuse & Trauma

    My esteem and self worth took a heavy blow when I was introduced to the unwanted advances of my family members who abused me. However, this physical, sexual and emotional abuse extended beyond blood relatives to include "step" relatives, neighbors and service people...
    NursePattye NursePattye 41-45 10 Responses Aug 5, 2009

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    Bad Loving

    I'm not actually 18. I'm 15. The main reason I joined this site was so I was able to look at this page, since it's an adult page. I don't think it should be. I would guess there's plenty of people my age, give or take a few years that have gone through the same stuff, and want...
    FauxLove FauxLove 18-21, F 18 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    It was around the when I was in second grade

    when it started. Me, my sister, and two of my other cousins decided to play hide and seek. During this game we all team up, so my teammate was always my older cousin. He would always pick the spots to hide, and when he did they were basically impossible to find. The first night...
    SilenceSpeaks10 SilenceSpeaks10 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I grew up in a disfunctional military house

    hold. We moved from state to state and my parents never go a long. Lots of turmoil and emotional abuse. We moved into a base housing neihborhood while living in Nebraska. Is was peaceful all duplexes and everyone was always very close. The two boys who lived next door to me...
    Jmccue21 Jmccue21 18-21, M Mar 6

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    Molested But Took Revenge

    My friend and I were alter boys.Like so many stories you hear,we were both molested by a priest,wont go into the details.In addition, he took pics of us and kept them , I think they were his way of threatening to expose us,so he had contol,maybe just his trophy pics..We didnt...
    new2biway new2biway 51-55, M 4 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    I aam 62 years old & am wondering

    why this has cropped up in my memory.
    petranela99 petranela99 61-65 1 Response Mar 27

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    From the age of 3 to 12 my step father molested

    me. I remember him coming into my room at nights and doing nasty things to me. When my mom goes out he will call me from playing with my sister's and touch me. He would have me watch him play with him self. He took away my child hood. My sister told my mom and aunt and they...
    zaneil zaneil 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I was almost four years old I an 36 now

    and didn't remember the abuse until I was 16 when I started flashing back on the abuse the man who molested me was a member of my ex church a he was 17 and I was 4 it was dusk in the summer he led me back behind his home to an abandoned car wash there was a dirty mattress on the...
    Virgosnake77 Virgosnake77 36-40, F Feb 21

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    Finally Able To Talk About It

    When I was about 5 or so I was molested by an older cousin. I was ashamed about the abuse because what he did to me felt good. So that made it worse! I was never penetrated (thank God), but it has shaded my view on relationships. I love sex, but then I hate it because I think...
    newgirld newgirld 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    My Half Brother Is Obsessed With Me

    I have struggled with writing this. I spent an hour just trying to figure out where to post it. What group? Its complicated and its difficult to write out. I feel worse about it having actually put it down for anyone to see. My half brother and I have a weird relationship. He's...
    RoughKissGirl RoughKissGirl 18-21, F 34 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    This is very hard I came across this website

    and I need to release this from my mind. When I was 13 me and two of my friends were picked up by some men. I knew one of them from downtown because he gave me his number and told me he was 17. To this day I still blame myself for what took place that night. He called me over...
    nomoreblamingme nomoreblamingme 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    My best friend and I had a sleep over he slept

    in the same bed with me and he started to touch me first he went up then he went down then he stopped I have to admit it felt good then he went to bed so the next day his parents took a trip to Paris and he stayed with us he started to touch me again for about a week then on...
    jj12o55 jj12o55 70+, F 1 Response May 11

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    I was 8 at the time and this lasted till I was

    about 14. My parents were out of town and I was staying at my neighbors, he was a 60ish year old man. everyone in the neighborhood said he was so nice though. It was about 3 hours after I got there around 8:30 pm he told me it was time to go have a bath. I said I just had one...
    Kcdj123 Kcdj123 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I was molested by my own father

      He was a drunk.  I remember being in school and thinking about it and just wondering... did that really happen?? Did he really do that?? Why me? My mother found out when I was in my 11th grade of high school. She found a letter my friend wrote to me and it was...
    melymedina melymedina 18-21, F 22 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Memories

    Memories of my childhood are few and far between. At 7, All I remember is being molested by my father. I'm assuming that was the starting point, at least it was for me. Some time in between that and 11, I was molested by my mom's at the time's boyfriend's cousin. I can't recall...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jun 30, 2012

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    I think the part that hurts the most is

    that I don't remember. I just strongly know that it happened. He, the molester, who I saw raping my sister's friend earlier that day, said he wanted to see me alone, and took me into a separate room. I was 6 years old. I don't remember what happened after that, but I do remember...
    kkketamine kkketamine 18-21, F 1 Response May 30

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    I was 4 when it happened.

    It wasn't just 1 person. It was 2 different people. One of my molesters was probably 15 and he lived in front of my house. He would take me behind his house to "talk to me" but he would touch me. That went on for about 3 years and while that was happening, my cousin was probably...
    Isabelisgreat Isabelisgreat 18-21, F May 19

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