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I Was Molested As Child

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    I got touched when I was younger.

    It's sort of a repressed memory, but lately I've been thinking about it. I'm 18, Asian American. It probably happened when I was 3-6, we were in my specific part of Asia, and my grandparents always took me to church with the whole family. I just remember this guy offering candy...
    69YellowCod96 69YellowCod96 18-21, M Nov 13

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    I was 13, so maybe that doesn't count

    as being a child. It was my best friend, a female, who molested me. I'm a lesbian, but I didn't know that back then. All I knew was that I loved my best friend more than most girls normally would. She loved me too and kept talking about wanted to show me her love through...
    brokenstarss brokenstarss 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    As a person who was molested

    and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a huge turn off, but for me, there's something hugely arousing about the idea of being forced to feel good. Sure, it could be under...
    pebbles7 pebbles7 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 26

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    brie1107 brie1107 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 4

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    Cartoons with Uncle Randy.

    My uncle used to babysit me Saturday mornings at our house. We would eat Fruity Pebbles and watch cartoons. I would sit on his lap and his hand would go down my pajama bottoms during Road Runner and Tom and Jerry. If I wasn't in the mood, he would pull my panties down and...
    Felony69 Felony69 41-45, F 8 Responses Mar 7

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    Okay this is the first time

    that I have written my story.... . Well typed it . It all started when my mom (who I love so deeply) got married to this man when I was 5 years old ! I never really had a dad, like really had a dad ,   my biological father was maybe in and out a couple time in my life . This...
    brook9723 brook9723 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    do not feel alone people.

    it's every where now
    gyty gyty 13-15, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was 5 and my elder brother was 16 .

    .I used to sleep with my Father bcz my mother was died....one night my father went to another city to visit his relative....I was sleeping with my sisters in their room......at mid night my elder brother came silently in room and catch me in his arms and took me in his room and...
    innocentbouy innocentbouy 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    My uncle molested me feburary 1st this year I

    trustedhim he was so nice.. i was depressed, drinking and he was my friend... I told.. my school.. I couldn't believe it I was strong I lost my Auntie..and I still drink..but I'm brave
    michaelaelise12 michaelaelise12 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Neighbour

    I was getting ready to go next door to swim when I drop my towel and I was bending down I was about 12 at the time. There was hands on my waist as the guy bend down and picked up my towel. I was freaking out because I was wearing a bikini that was tied by strings. The guy was...
    XxTeresaaBoooxx XxTeresaaBoooxx 16-17, F 9 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    18 months old. That was my earliest childhood

    memory. 18 months old and I can remember textures, smells, colors, taste, and most importantly you. You are the biggest reason for my first real memory. I was just a baby. innocent, helpless, small, afraid. you should have been the one who protected me. you were... my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Im sure there are a lot of people

    that have gone through this experience, like myself that have a hard time sharing or even writing down what happened to them. If youre like me and want to share and talk, feel free to private message me. I have felt talking with ppl that have gone through the same situations...
    simpleman79 simpleman79 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I need help. I need to talk to an adult

    who is understanding, helpful, and gives me advice. Please.... This is ruining the best thing that has ever happened to me.... Can I talk to someone.
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 16-17, F 8 Responses Aug 11

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    I still haven't told anyone.

    Maybe it's best to keep it a secret? I don't know. It's eating me alive.
    PreciousMystery PreciousMystery 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    I need to let this out,

    it's like that quote from mean girls, you know "word vomit" I am now older and all that has happened to me as a child, has shaped me greatly in who I am today. I am now rather happy and things are going well for me,but you see things weren't always this good. When i was 8...
    FallenFromGrace90 FallenFromGrace90 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    Hey. I'm a long time lurker.

    I don't know how to say this but I was a victim when I was 5 and again when was 11. I don't know if I can type out the stories that happened yet so i'll go on about how it's affected me. Since the incidents, I cannot love nor be faithful. I've loved members of both sexes, but...
    Seldomone Seldomone 18-21, M Dec 2

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    So here's the thing about this time of year.

    . it was once my favorite time of the year, because it was filled with love, family and holiday spirit. See, I was sexually abused as a child and outed my abuser- my brother, 3 years ago, and I was abandoned, my family chose to fret over how he would react to being outed, if he...
    willowsweep willowsweep 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    I was around 6 years old

    as far as I remember when this older woman molested me. She was family member, but more like friend of the family since she had no relation to us. It happen up until I was 17 and now looking back I've decided to be abstinent and involuntary celibate now
    JASONMCD1995 JASONMCD1995 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    I Want To Forget.

    i can't carry this guilt and shame any more. the constant fear. i have nightmares about it and when i wake up, shame wears me down. so many have done it to me. all cousins. I've been violated so many times. I feel them on me sometimes, hands and mouths. going places they never...
    CuriousIronButterfly CuriousIronButterfly 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    Still My Darkest Shame

    I'm not really sure how to start this... I've never really ever told anyone but here goes... When I was about four years old I, like almost any child, was in love with going to grandmas. Not only did I love my grandmother very much but it meant that I got to spend time with my...
    Hypnotixtic Hypnotixtic 18-21, F 15 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    Shhh. I was molested.

    Now more than a few people know. I'm sick of telling people only for them to leave me for it. I'm not damaged! Just because I can't give oral anymore doesn't me I'm damaged! Thank you very much
    maggielue maggielue 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    After being with my wife

    for nine years I finally told her about my experiences as a child. The conversation happened the other night. I was drunk and I opened up about everything. It was the most liberating conversation. I truly think this will get her and I back on track. Of course, only time will...
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    When I was six, I used to stay at my

    babysitter's house after kindergarten until my dad could pick me up. That's where her son would molest me. I never told anyone except that I talked about it with my sister and apparently she was approached by him as well but she said no. I, on the other hand, didn't say anything...
    idunnoeven idunnoeven 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Why?

    When I was a child my sister and I were adopted by our aunt and uncle. When I was about 7yrs old I was molested by my uncle. I later came to find out he also did it to my sister, my cousin, his own son, and my best friend at the time. He became jailed when I was in 5th grade but...
    slutlierebel slutlierebel 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    Hello! Since my first version of my experience

    was removed 3 times over, I'm going to try and write it in a way that won't get anyone's panties in a bunch, okay? (and if it does, feel free just to flag it some more, and go ahead and flag every other experience I've posted. :-) ) Anyways, so when I was about 4, I lived with...
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F 6 Responses Nov 20

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    #2 thanks for the support it give me the

    courage to share the rest of the molestation. My older 1/2 brothers and I shared a room. They would rape me at 10 invite other men to take part. Take me to their fort in the woods and watch me hey ganged ****** it continued until they left for college
    Unionyes520 Unionyes520 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 26

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    When I was younger, I was molested by someone I

    trusted. She was supposed to be my grandmother. I remember it vividly, one day she had came to baby sit me, and we were playing with stuffed animals. She started making the animals do nasty things, and when she did, she said "One day you will do this with someone." I was eight...
    kayleedawn kayleedawn 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    First Step To Healing

    There once was a 3 year old girl who's father was always away and who's mother always had to work. Her mother needed a babysitter so she hired some. One babysitter was a bully and made the little girl run around her yard all day, even if she was hurt if she fell down. If she...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    I'm messed up! I've always been straight

    until one day I went to meet a girl she seemed really cool and our first date was to stay out all night smoking weed in the park to be romantic, we had been talking online for ages and built up trust, she would send lots of pics of her, the night finally came so I went to meet...
    audiogasm audiogasm 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 23

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    every friday i had to spend the night with my

    aunt and uncle until i was 13 because my parents both had to work late. we would watch a movie eat pizza popcorn and drink kool aid. and every saturday morrning i woke up sick and naked. my aunt told me i was sick because i allways ate to much. later in life i found out i was...
    verdeguy verdeguy 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like

    the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a rolling stone back in the day. He would leave on a Thursday and comeback on a Tuesday   Can you he had no responsibility.  My mother took in the...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 9 Responses Jul 17

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    It started when I was young

    and I didn't know it was bad but as I got older I knew what he was doing was wrong and I never spoke up or pushed him away. I never said no, I never put up a fight I just rested against the wall and let him do those things to me, I let him do anything he wanted to me. Even when...
    closxr closxr 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 30

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    There was an old man,

    a neighbor, who lured me in and molested me. I was about 8 years old. Actually its kind of my fault, as I sought his attention. At first he was just nice, he bought all my candy bars I was selling for school. Then he brought me into his house and I was kind of scared...
    ijustneedtoletitout ijustneedtoletitout 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    When I was 5 years old I was molested by my

    cuzin he was 2 years older then me. Him and his family had no where to live so my parents let them stay with us I slept in the same room as him and my big brother who is 3 years older then me one night when I was sleeping my younger cuzin encouraged my brother to molest me too...
    angymagallanes648 angymagallanes648 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Here I am 44 yrs old

    and I'm suddenly having issues with my things that happened when I was a kid. I feel like I'm being molested all over again. Even consciously knowing that my family recently did some terrible things to me that triggered this off, isn't helping me stop it. My family...
    Thumper8888 Thumper8888 41-45, F 5 Responses Oct 26

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    My uncle molested me from the time I was 10

    until I was 14. Every family gathering, every holiday. As soon as people's eyes were turned, even if they were still in the room, he'd be all over me, touching me. When I was younger I didn't recognize it for what it was. I thought things were normal, he was my favorite uncle...
    Catsoutdabag Catsoutdabag 31-35, F 10 Responses Mar 13

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    I was 13 and My step brother was 29

    and he was taking me shopping. It was just me and him in his truck and it was really late at night. I pretended to go to sleep in the passenger seat because I was tired. Then he stopped the truck at the longest red light I've ever experienced and started touching me. I didn't...
    Loveded Loveded 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3

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    I was molested by 2 trusted family members at

    different times in my life.
    cheybear96 cheybear96 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 30

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    As a child my mom was divorced,

    she found a guy she really liked and she started dating him, I was around 7, and he would always go into the bathroom with me after my bath and he would always wanted to make sure I was dry.. He would check.. Everything.. When I got a little older I had realized what he was...
    MaciP MaciP 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 25

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    by my uncle. details

    if you want them inboxed. long story short, he liked it rough, now i do too. dont think im gay but idk anymore.
    triplejay6 triplejay6 13-15, M Nov 2

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    My sister is a a** haha I think it was from

    when I was 4 or 5-11 and I can't remember those days, I only remember my grandma dying and moving from house to house
    Hotdudez78 Hotdudez78 13-15, M Oct 26

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    Dear, My Moms past boyfriend When I first met

    you, I was afraid of you and I didn't know why. I told my mom, you were no good. But she thought that I just got that from my father. But truth is, it wasn't cause I saw evil in your eyes. But I didn't want to show fear into my eyes. So I sucked it up, and you became apart of my...
    itsjustbrit itsjustbrit 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I'm scared. I'm getting bad flashbacks of new

    stuff. He's pushing my legs apart and then his mouth.... His tongue inside... I feel so.... It feels like my mind is just twisted and I wanted this to happen so I'm making it up.
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 17

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    When I was young my dad had my cousins come

    sleep over they were both girls so we can have family time and get to know our cousins more well that night the first night they came over they had went into my room my sister was in there we were playing games like children normally do and that night we were having s'mores...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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