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I Was Molested As Child

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    GUYS I JUST UPDATED MY STORY.

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    loverenzy loverenzy 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    so many of you know I have PTSD.

    I didn't develop it until I was being molested but my story doesn't start there. it starts in the second grade. I had a lot of guy friends simply because I grew up around a lot of them. there was a group of boys and we all were friends. they use to smack my butt and touch me...
    alantae14 alantae14 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    18 months old. That was my earliest childhood

    memory. 18 months old and I can remember textures, smells, colors, taste, and most importantly you. You are the biggest reason for my first real memory. I was just a baby. innocent, helpless, small, afraid. you should have been the one who protected me. you were... my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    By an older brother. He was addicted to ****

    and I was not his only victim. I was just one of many who were available to him. He is 4 years older than I am and it began at age 7 and ended at age 12. I ended it by finally saying No. He must have been afraid I was going to tell our parents. I never did until I was 22 years...
    onlyhere2write onlyhere2write 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I would like for whoever reads this,

    reads my very first post I posted before reading this one. CHAPT.1 It all started when I was 12. My biological father abandoned my mother and I when i was only a baby. My mother remarried when I was 11 and we moved in with my stepdad. I'd never had my own room and I was so...
    redlipscandy redlipscandy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    it happened when I was a little girl

    and it saved me. I know people would disagree but my life was screwed from the second I was born. He saved me from emotional torture from my father as my father looked at no more his innocent daughter but a filthy used piece of trash he didn't want. I miss my molester to this...
    rozata1213 rozata1213 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    Part 2 I have since added this part to the

    first to make it easier to read Mr. G, as I will call him, and yes his real name started with a G. I don't know why I don't just put his name on here. It might make me feel better. He died from a heart attack long ago. Mr. G was not happy with me for not liking his special...
    Camille7 Camille7 46-50, F 7 Responses Jan 7

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    When I was in Scouts Canada I was sexually

    abused by the Scouts Master. I know it's was wrong what he did to me and I know he took advantage of me. Till today, what still bother me is how good it felt in my body! I was scared but the felling felt so good I loved the felling and that mess me up. This should never happen...
    JohnA69 JohnA69 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    As a child my mom was divorced,

    she found a guy she really liked and she started dating him, I was around 7, and he would always go into the bathroom with me after my bath and he would always wanted to make sure I was dry.. He would check.. Everything.. When I got a little older I had realized what he was...
    Deleted02749 Deleted02749 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    being raped or molested.

    I feel as if those things have been passed down in my family. it happened to my grandmother. then it happened to my mother. then it happened to me. and then my younger sister. and I told you that I suffer from memory loss. I can't remember the first time it happened. I do t...
    alantae14 alantae14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I haven't been molested

    but if u wat someone to hear ur story feel free to inbox me I'll listen
    legenderystories legenderystories 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    I would like to be friends with a girl around

    my age that knows what its like the molested, i want to talk about it but i don't like talking to people that cant relate.
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl 13-15, F 10 Responses Apr 16

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    I don't really know if I was molested.

    I don't exactly know what to call it but I was 8 when it started and the kid was two years older than me and he forced me to do things to him sexually for about 4 years. Is that considered sexual abuse?
    julyaaaa julyaaaa 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    loverenzy loverenzy 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Mmmmm okay soo this happened with four?

    People men of course and it started when I was five .-. First one was my cousin B then my dads best friend A then my other cousin F then my uncle R .-. And probably the neighbor? I'm not really sure about him but D ouo It was just another day my dad was working and my mom was...
    smilelover smilelover 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I was molested at the age of 6

    until I was 12. Sadly this has happened with 5 different people, throughout most of my childhood. I am going to share my story of the first incident I had with my first and second victimizer. I'll either share or I've already shared my other experiences. I was first molested by...
    loverenzy loverenzy 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I need help to get through what im going

    through right now I been holding this secret for so long now I'm going to tell u what my secret is please pm me
    bigguy2015 bigguy2015 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I was 1st abused by an older neighborhood kid

    that was a close family friend. Then by a cousin. All from about 5-12. I'm 21 now. And I just had my first deep suicidal thought. Like it sunk in and it's just sitting there. I don't know if I just entered a depression but I want to shout scream cry and just can't do any one of...
    anthonymunizz anthonymunizz 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Begging for a rope to save me from drowning in

    vicious childhood flashbacks and i am thrown an anchor instead. He must be starving because no matter where i am, his ghost demands to be fed. I haven't seen his eyes in twenty years and yet my memory recalls them in horrific detail even during the intimate relations in the...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 40 Responses Feb 14

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    it all started when i was 2 years old my uncle

    molested me intell i was 9 and then it sweched to my babysitter and it when from the age of 9 tell i was 14 and then it stopped intell i was 16 and it all started agine and this time it was by all my boyfriends they would hold me down or tie me dowen y them and all there friends...
    ecook19 ecook19 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i was molested by my moms friend

    and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 31-35, M 6 Responses Apr 11, 2014

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    As a person who was molested

    and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a huge turn off, but for me, there's something hugely arousing about the idea of being forced to feel good. Sure, it could be under...
    pebbles7 pebbles7 36-40, F 9 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    every friday i had to spend the night with my

    aunt and uncle until i was 13 because my parents both had to work late. we would watch a movie eat pizza popcorn and drink kool aid. and every saturday morrning i woke up sick and naked. my aunt told me i was sick because i allways ate to much. later in life i found out i was...
    verdeguy verdeguy 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Chap. II There are far too many stories to

    tell, so I will share mostly the ones that marked my life the most. I'd like to point out the fact that I am very aware of the damage, the horribly wrong this man and woman have caused me, and how illegal it is. I am figuring out my life, and have some sort of plan to finaly...
    redlipscandy redlipscandy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I wrote a little book on what happened to me.

    I changed a few characters names and stuff but it's my story pretty much. I wrote the first chapter already on wattpad. Please look it up on wattpad. It would mean a lot if you guys could read it and tell me what you think.
    loverenzy loverenzy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    PTSD. it's what's I have now.

    post traumatic stress disorder. I'm not sure if you all know what it is but it's not that hard to figure out. one thing I suffer from is memory loss. and I honestly don't know if I want to remember but I feel as if I can't remember. events that I should remember I have somehow...
    alantae14 alantae14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I've never told anyone

    or brought it up to anyone. I am 24 and till this day I still think about those times i got molested. As far as I can remember it probably started when I was 5 and continued up until I was 9 with different family members except for one. The first one was a family member that...
    lay1990la lay1990la 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    and it wasnt the big horrible thing other

    people think it was. i got addicted to sex when other kids were playing with dolls. so what? it is what it is. and i love who i am xx
    jennyisaslut jennyisaslut 16-17, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    Real sickos out there I hope they get what they

    deserve...and surprisingly enough with most of the experiences I hear mothers don't care about their children they just turn a blind eye KNOWINGLY how could you not protect your own child????? My short story: I was molested as a child by my brothers and my pathetic excuse for a...
    MaryAlias MaryAlias 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    Before I start telling you,

    I am not asking for sympathy or for you to feel bad for me, I just want to share it you guys. I remember it just like it was yesterday. At my house it just didn't feel normal to me. I was homeschooled majority of my life and that had an impact on my social life. The memories I...
    xMikayla xMikayla 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    After being with my wife

    for nine years I finally told her about my experiences as a child. The conversation happened the other night. I was drunk and I opened up about everything. It was the most liberating conversation. I truly think this will get her and I back on track. Of course, only time will...
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Neighbour

    I was getting ready to go next door to swim when I drop my towel and I was bending down I was about 12 at the time. There was hands on my waist as the guy bend down and picked up my towel. I was freaking out because I was wearing a bikini that was tied by strings. The guy was...
    XxTeresaaBoooxx XxTeresaaBoooxx 16-17, F 9 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    My dad molested me as a child

    and he still does up to this day. He spanks me for absolutely no reason because he wants to see me down there. He comes into my room while I'm sleeping, knock open the bathroom door while I'm in the bathtub etc. He is also the one who pop my cherry. One time I was so drunk and...
    sadbutradd sadbutradd 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 15

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    My step brother would always say "let's wrestle"

    or "play house" while on his bed and then would touch me. As time went on he would do it at other places. One time we were camping with the family and we were at the park alone which was pretty secluded and he started trying to tell me that there was a kidnapper and to hide and...
    lovefatedestiny3 lovefatedestiny3 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    I've been molested several times during my

    childhood, ranging from the ages of 5 to around 10. it started with an older cousin of mine, then another close family friend, and then my babysitters brother. it took me until I was 13 to realize what had happened, my mind kinda hid it from me up until then. at first I felt...
    nicolieflowergirlie nicolieflowergirlie 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 12

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    I moved to Chicago when I was nine.

    I went to a private school with uniforms. Dad would encourage me to act sexy. I would leave my panties in my backpack. I didn't like to were panties with skirts. I had all the money I needed for clothes but I always choose what I wore. Even if someone gave me something to...
    evenelfe11 evenelfe11 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 11

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    Um this happened recently I was in my middle

    school bathroom and my teacher came up to me and took me back to his class because he said he needed help and I did then I saw him lock the door and When I turned around he pinned me down and put tape on my mouth took off my clothes felt me down there and did so much more to me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I wrote a little book on what I went through.

    I finished the first chapter and I also changed all the character names but it's my story. Please search it on wattpadd and tell me what you think. I honestly need some encouragement to continue writing.
    loverenzy loverenzy 16-17, F Jul 17

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    I was 5 years old, we had just moved

    and we were staying in a caravan park and things were good we were settling in well and dad made friends with Eddie and everyone was like yeah cool he seems nice and I remember one time we went over and all the seats were taken and I had nowhere to sit so he said I could sit on...
    mylife1998 mylife1998 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    So I really don't know how to talk about this,

    because I really never have went this deep into it due to fear. But for the past year I have been isolating myself and reliving it, as well as getting worse and worse with my PTSD. I was molested before this, but this is the one that effected me most, I guess because it was my...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 53 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I grew up with sex and

    even when I was 6 I liked it and I don't think I could ever have a bf my age. I know people think that people like me are all sick and twisted, but it's all people like me have ever known. If it wasn't for sex we wouldn't be loved. And just because I like it done to me doesn...
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 8

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