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I Was Molested As Child

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    I was getting ready to go next door to swim when I drop my towel and I was bending down I was about 12 at the time. There was hands on my waist as the guy bend down and picked up my towel. I was freaking out because I was wearing a bikini that was tied by strings. The guy was...
    XxTeresaaBoooxx XxTeresaaBoooxx 16-17, F 10 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    When I was about 7 or 8 I was molested by my

    stepdad my mom use to work all the time so he would watch me and my two brothers but there younger then me so they would go outside and play with there friends but one day my stepdad called me in his room and shut the door and threw me on his bed he started kissing me and...
    Bates101 Bates101 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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    and it wasnt the big horrible thing other

    people think it was. i got addicted to sex when other kids were playing with dolls. so what? it is what it is. and i love who i am xx
    jennyisaslut jennyisaslut 16-17, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    So I really don't know how to talk about this,

    because I really never have went this deep into it due to fear. But for the past year I have been isolating myself and reliving it, as well as getting worse and worse with my PTSD. I was molested before this, but this is the one that effected me most, I guess because it was my...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 54 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Begging for a rope to save me from drowning in

    vicious childhood flashbacks and i am thrown an anchor instead. He must be starving because no matter where i am, his ghost demands to be fed. I haven't seen his eyes in twenty years and yet my memory recalls them in horrific detail even during the intimate relations in the...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 41 Responses Feb 14

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    PTSD. it's what's I have now.

    post traumatic stress disorder. I'm not sure if you all know what it is but it's not that hard to figure out. one thing I suffer from is memory loss. and I honestly don't know if I want to remember but I feel as if I can't remember. events that I should remember I have somehow...
    alantae14 alantae14 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    it happened when I was a little girl

    and it saved me. I know people would disagree but my life was screwed from the second I was born. He saved me from emotional torture from my father as my father looked at no more his innocent daughter but a filthy used piece of trash he didn't want. I miss my molester to this...
    rozata1213 rozata1213 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    This really hasn't affected me

    until recently. I'm in my early 20's and between the ages of 6-9 my neighbors son (college kid) would touch me inappropriately while I would sit on his lap. I've never spoke out about it before or even to my parents until recently when a good friend of mine brought up a bad...
    courtcourt94 courtcourt94 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    When I was 3 years old I had a best friend.

    He was my 15 year old male cousin, lets call him R. Now at this age, I was very easily manipulated. Friendship was a treasured thing. R was temporarily living with us. R used to swing me around and play hide and seek like any loving, older relative should do. However, there was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 13

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I was molested when I was 7 by a stranger.

    My mum and dad was in the pub and I was playing outside. The sky was clear showing the stars and this strange man asked me to go near him, I did. I didn't see anything as wrong about what we did that night. I must be a horrible person to say this but I enjoyed what he did, it...
    EmilyAlice97 EmilyAlice97 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 22

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    it started innocently enough I guess.

    his mom and my dad were together. he came home one year from visiting god knows who and he was nice. much nicer than he was before he left. he would watch TV with him even let me draw near him. I found that I couldn't use normal pencils around him they hurt his ears. it took me...
    reignhootowl reignhootowl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I don't really know if I was molested.

    I don't exactly know what to call it but I was 8 when it started and the kid was two years older than me and he forced me to do things to him sexually for about 4 years. Is that considered sexual abuse?
    julyaaaa julyaaaa 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    After being with my wife

    for nine years I finally told her about my experiences as a child. The conversation happened the other night. I was drunk and I opened up about everything. It was the most liberating conversation. I truly think this will get her and I back on track. Of course, only time will...
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    I want to thank everyone

    for allowing me to share what had happened to me when I was so young. It has really helped me overcome a lot talking and explaining what had happened to me.
    sarah95w sarah95w 18-21, F 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    I moved to Chicago when I was nine.

    I went to a private school with uniforms. Dad would encourage me to act sexy. I would leave my panties in my backpack. I didn't like to were panties with skirts. I had all the money I needed for clothes but I always choose what I wore. Even if someone gave me something to...
    evenelfe11 evenelfe11 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 11

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    My dad molested me as a child

    and he still does up to this day. He spanks me for absolutely no reason because he wants to see me down there. He comes into my room while I'm sleeping, knock open the bathroom door while I'm in the bathtub etc. He is also the one who pop my cherry. One time I was so drunk and...
    sadbutradd sadbutradd 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 15

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    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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    Part 2 I have since added this part to the

    first to make it easier to read Mr. G, as I will call him, and yes his real name started with a G. I don't know why I don't just put his name on here. It might make me feel better. He died from a heart attack long ago. Mr. G was not happy with me for not liking his special...
    Camille7 Camille7 46-50, F 7 Responses Jan 7

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    I'm messed up! I've always been straight

    until one day I went to meet a girl she seemed really cool and our first date was to stay out all night smoking weed in the park to be romantic, we had been talking online for ages and built up trust, she would send lots of pics of her, the night finally came so I went to meet...
    audiogasm audiogasm 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 23, 2014

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    When I was young my dad had my cousins come

    sleep over they were both girls so we can have family time and get to know our cousins more well that night the first night they came over they had went into my room my sister was in there we were playing games like children normally do and that night we were having s'mores...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I was about 9 years old,

    and I had asked my parents if I could sleep over with my grandparents. My moms parents are her biological mother and a step father. I remember not being able to sleep. Me and my grandparents were sleeping in the living room because that's where they usually sleep. In the night...
    yaribel yaribel 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 10

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    I was 5 years old, we had just moved

    and we were staying in a caravan park and things were good we were settling in well and dad made friends with Eddie and everyone was like yeah cool he seems nice and I remember one time we went over and all the seats were taken and I had nowhere to sit so he said I could sit on...
    mylife1998 mylife1998 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    11yodiaperboy 11yodiaperboy 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hate is what got me through it all,

    and the reason I'm still breathing. Never love, care about ir feel sorry for your enemies. It breaks you down. Hate is healthy, just like love
    DexterMalloween DexterMalloween 13-15, M 5 Responses Jun 22

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    i was molested by my moms friend

    and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 31-35, M 6 Responses Apr 11, 2014

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    I need help to get through what im going

    through right now I been holding this secret for so long now I'm going to tell u what my secret is please pm me
    bigguy2015 bigguy2015 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When I was 6-10 my older cousin (by like 4

    years) used to watch and look at **** with me and my other 2 cousins (both my age, one of them her little brother). I remember at my 11th birthday party me my older cousin and my other girl cousin were all giving each other head when everybody went to sleep, she used to grind on...
    Abieml95 Abieml95 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Before I start telling you,

    I am not asking for sympathy or for you to feel bad for me, I just want to share it you guys. I remember it just like it was yesterday. At my house it just didn't feel normal to me. I was homeschooled majority of my life and that had an impact on my social life. The memories I...
    xMikayla xMikayla 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I am tired just thinking about giving up.

    tired of trying to be someone that I'm not.
    zoie1dreamer zoie1dreamer 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    I hope some people are reading this!

    Just knowing I can tell my story knowing people are reading will help. See I was sexually molested by my father as a child. His name is William jackman an he was a doctor in the navy as well as a captain. He molested me while he was the commanding office of the naval academy in...
    Judyb42 Judyb42 41-45, F 8 Responses Apr 2

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    When I was 12, I was molested by an older boy

    who I thought was my friend. For my 12th birthday my friend gave me a speedo and he told me that I should wear it whenever we went swimming. I thought it was nice of him, but I did not question why he gave me such an unusual gift. A week later, we went swimming together at a...
    jeremytalks jeremytalks 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    I was molested abs it wasn't bad.

    I never hated it or felt forced. It felt good. But my parents, and others make me feel ashamed and dirty. They all have done more harm that my "abuser" who I have no issues with. I don't hate him. I hate them for making me feel dirty
    iSceneGirl iSceneGirl 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 20

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    Okay this is the first time

    that I have written my story.... . Well typed it . It all started when my mom (who I love so deeply) got married to this man when I was 5 years old ! I never really had a dad, like really had a dad ,   my biological father was maybe in and out a couple time in my life . This...
    brook9723 brook9723 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    When I was around 6, my sister in law's brother

    came our house to visit. We were playing hide and seek in the basement and that's when he had me alone with him, he pulled out his **** and told me that if I didn't do as I was told then my parents would die. So I sucked it. I was terrified because I didn't know anything at that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jun 10

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    being raped or molested.

    I feel as if those things have been passed down in my family. it happened to my grandmother. then it happened to my mother. then it happened to me. and then my younger sister. and I told you that I suffer from memory loss. I can't remember the first time it happened. I do t...
    alantae14 alantae14 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    I grew up with sex and

    even when I was 6 I liked it and I don't think I could ever have a bf my age. I know people think that people like me are all sick and twisted, but it's all people like me have ever known. If it wasn't for sex we wouldn't be loved. And just because I like it done to me doesn...
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 8

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    so many of you know I have PTSD.

    I didn't develop it until I was being molested but my story doesn't start there. it starts in the second grade. I had a lot of guy friends simply because I grew up around a lot of them. there was a group of boys and we all were friends. they use to smack my butt and touch me...
    alantae14 alantae14 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    My grandpa tied me up

    and gagged me with my own panties and started touching my private parts. He spent the whole three sways I was with him carrying me around the house naked tied up with my jump rope and gagged with my panties crying and then at night he tied me to the faucet and stared at me in...
    TiffanyBrock TiffanyBrock 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 25

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    the man who took everything.

    .... keeps taking everything. his family is stalking me and shaming me for telling. half my town thinks I'm lying because of them I'm getting death threats and it's only got worse since he was aquitted and given validations. they want me to just shut up and pretend it didn't...
    reignhootowl reignhootowl 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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