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I Was Molested As Child

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    I can't stop thinking about it.

    I hate it when I feel aroused because of what he did. I feel so dirty and sick.
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 11 Responses Feb 6

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    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    brie1107 brie1107 13-15, F 9 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    I was touched by my uncle

    and dad (his older brother) is okay with it. It went on for years and I thought it was okay since dad was okay with it.
    BEARNDN BEARNDN 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    every friday i had to spend the night with my

    aunt and uncle until i was 13 because my parents both had to work late. we would watch a movie eat pizza popcorn and drink kool aid. and every saturday morrning i woke up sick and naked. my aunt told me i was sick because i allways ate to much. later in life i found out i was...
    verdeguy verdeguy 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 13 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    On my mother's side I mostly have female

    cousins. I hung out with two male cousins during family gatherings which happen every thursday, one 1 year younger and the other five years older. Lets call them cousin A and B repectively. I was best friends with cousin B since the day I was born apparently. I can't put a date...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I remeber being molested.

    As a kid by a family friend, he would come in a night and sleep with me having me touch him while he touched me. This happend for days or weeks i dont remeber but i has effected my self-esteem badly now i think i may be gay or BI because of it.
    danlowthewild danlowthewild 26-30, T 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    After being with my wife

    for nine years I finally told her about my experiences as a child. The conversation happened the other night. I was drunk and I opened up about everything. It was the most liberating conversation. I truly think this will get her and I back on track. Of course, only time will...
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    My uncle molested me from the time I was 10

    until I was 14. Every family gathering, every holiday. As soon as people's eyes were turned, even if they were still in the room, he'd be all over me, touching me. When I was younger I didn't recognize it for what it was. I thought things were normal, he was my favorite uncle...
    Catsoutdabag Catsoutdabag 31-35, F 9 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    It was a long time ago,

    when I was only six or seven, but it feels like yesterday. I was only a small child, so I wasn't aware of the complete wrongness of it, but even so I knew it was so wrong on so many levels. It broke my heart when it happened. I finally realized what a bad person my father was...
    darkphoenix8 darkphoenix8 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    Growing up naked in my family is normal,

    I spent most of my life naked I front front of friends and family. I grew up in a friendly environment. But when I was younger. I caught my uncle playing with my brother. Then made my brother touch me. Year later. My uncle moved cross the country. I've only seen him 3 times...
    BEARNDN BEARNDN 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    It's hard to write this without wanting to

    scream... Being locked in closets, dragged under beds, etc. I had no choice but to let it happen, with everyone saying, "it's alright." Friends, family, friends of family... Hitting my head on the floor at 6 years old and waking up, having to find my clothes was the hardest by...
    Jelliboo Jelliboo 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    For years I though I did not remember my

    childhood because of accidents that I had where i was hit over head. But when I was around 24-25 I had a major nightmare that brought bits and pieces back to me. I remember I was 7 or 8 sitting in our living room and the babysitter a girl somewhere between 17-19 id guess...
    Cargan2016 Cargan2016 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    So I really don't know how to talk about this,

    because I really never have went this deep into it due to fear. But for the past year I have been isolating myself and reliving it, as well as getting worse and worse with my PTSD. I was molested before this, but this is the one that effected me most, I guess because it was my...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 57 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Okay this is the first time

    that I have written my story.... . Well typed it . It all started when my mom (who I love so deeply) got married to this man when I was 5 years old ! I never really had a dad, like really had a dad ,   my biological father was maybe in and out a couple time in my life . This...
    brook9723 brook9723 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    Begging for a rope to save me from drowning in

    vicious childhood flashbacks and i am thrown an anchor instead. He must be starving because no matter where i am, his ghost demands to be fed. I haven't seen his eyes in twenty years and yet my memory recalls them in horrific detail even during the intimate relations in the...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 40 Responses Feb 14

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    My step brother would always say "let's wrestle"

    or "play house" while on his bed and then would touch me. As time went on he would do it at other places. One time we were camping with the family and we were at the park alone which was pretty secluded and he started trying to tell me that there was a kidnapper and to hide and...
    lovefatedestiny3 lovefatedestiny3 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    When I was 7. That's

    when the molestation began. No one else knew about it, I refused to tell anyone. It happened for two years on and off, and I was scared. My mom remarried and my step brother moved in. He was nice at first; played with me, talked to me, etc, etc. But then he started being too...
    salvatore1865 salvatore1865 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I wrote out my experience a long time ago

    but I finally wanted to share that I am getting help. I go to the counselor every two weeks now. I still ******* resent my mom and she actually knows y I go to the counselor but she tells everybody its only for anger issues, which is a half-truth. I barely like to look at my mom...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I was very young when it happened.

    I remember being in my front yard playing while a group of men drinking called me over. One of them ended up putting his hands down my pants while the others just laughed. The thing thats bothered me all this time is I can't remember their faces and think they were either older...
    moledude14 moledude14 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like

    the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a rolling stone back in the day. He would leave on a Thursday and comeback on a Tuesday   Can you he had no responsibility.  My mother took in the...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 9 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    This is what I've been dealing with

    for several days and this was the latest comment. If anyone sees this guy on your experience please flag and report him. He's a sick sick sick sick person that has been making constant remarks on my story about being molested as a little girl. I have been fighting him back and...
    SilviaAnnGinger SilviaAnnGinger 36-40, F 17 Responses Jan 24

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    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    you hurt me so bad, i see you in my dreams all

    the time. you're the reason why i wake up crying. i cant belieave i forgave you and still spend time with you? i hate you, but i love you so much at the same time. your ruined my childhood but i still keep coming back. you dont hurt me anymore, but what you did was horbile i...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Part 2 I have since added this part to the

    first to make it easier to read Mr. G, as I will call him, and yes his real name started with a G. I don't know why I don't just put his name on here. It might make me feel better. He died from a heart attack long ago. Mr. G was not happy with me for not liking his special...
    Camille7 Camille7 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    I was molested by my best friend she used to

    finger /fist me while I was sleeping and de would say it was a disease
    beckyboo99 beckyboo99 18-21, F Mar 15

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    Still My Darkest Shame

    I'm not really sure how to start this... I've never really ever told anyone but here goes... When I was about four years old I, like almost any child, was in love with going to grandmas. Not only did I love my grandmother very much but it meant that I got to spend time with my...
    Hypnotixtic Hypnotixtic 18-21, F 15 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    Cartoons with Uncle Randy.

    My uncle used to babysit me Saturday mornings at our house. We would eat Fruity Pebbles and watch cartoons. I would sit on his lap and his hand would go down my pajama bottoms during Road Runner and Tom and Jerry. If I wasn't in the mood, he would pull my panties down and...
    Felony69 Felony69 41-45, F 8 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    Almost 10 years... Almost 10 years

    since the day it started. I was sexually abused by my babysitter. Not only was SHE a babysitter, she was also my 19 year old brothers girlfriend, and very close to my family. It started out with me giving her a hug before I went to bed like I did with my mother. Then the hugs...
    mayana12 mayana12 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 10

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    When i was 9 years old i went on holiday with

    family we rented a boat for the day i was only in swimming shorts t shirt and flip flops when we were at sea the guy in his 30s really liked me he would let me drive the boat and he would push himself into me i felt his hard thing against my bum when i was on the lounger he went...
    shaunboy123 shaunboy123 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I want to thank everyone

    for allowing me to share what had happened to me when I was so young. It has really helped me overcome a lot talking and explaining what had happened to me.
    sarah95w sarah95w 18-21, F 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    As a person who was molested

    and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a huge turn off, but for me, there's something hugely arousing about the idea of being forced to feel good. Sure, it could be under...
    pebbles7 pebbles7 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I remember but I don't.

    I block it out because it upsets me so badly. It makes me feel filthy and dirty. I feel so guilty and ashamed even though I know it's not my fault. The worst feeling I could ever describe but can't seem to find the right words. My cousin. Who is also a FEMALE. It's hard to...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 12

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    it happened when I was a little girl

    and it saved me. I know people would disagree but my life was screwed from the second I was born. He saved me from emotional torture from my father as my father looked at no more his innocent daughter but a filthy used piece of trash he didn't want. I miss my molester to this...
    rozata1213 rozata1213 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    Before I start telling you,

    I am not asking for sympathy or for you to feel bad for me, I just want to share it you guys. I remember it just like it was yesterday. At my house it just didn't feel normal to me. I was homeschooled majority of my life and that had an impact on my social life. The memories I...
    xMikayla xMikayla 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I didn't remember what happened

    until I was in 8th grade...when I was 7 and 8 I had been molested by the one person I trusted. My favorite Uncle. He wanted to play a secret game. He would touch me inappropriately and I liked it. I always asked for more and always wanted to play the game with him. One time, he...
    pongalx pongalx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I was 10-11 that time.

    He invited me to watch movies with him in his room, thinking nothing would happen I followed my cousin. We ended up watching horror movies and I was scared. I reached up to kissed his cheek thinking it was nothing because we are cousins. He on the other hand did, he pushed me...
    mspromiseiswhatsheseems mspromiseiswhatsheseems 22-25, T Mar 12

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    and it wasnt the big horrible thing other

    people think it was. i got addicted to sex when other kids were playing with dolls. so what? it is what it is. and i love who i am xx
    jennyisaslut jennyisaslut 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 11

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    When I was really little I used to run off any

    chance I got. But when I was 4 I ran down the street butt naked and my parents couldn't find me for about 30 minutes. A neighbor guy from down the street molested me and then brought me back home as if nothing happened. Then, I'm not trying to be funny, but I was a horny little...
    Fuckeverything9 Fuckeverything9 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    Where do I go from here?

    That is the question I continue to ask myself. I feel like I'm stuck. Healing is the ultimate goal, but how do you know when you've reached that point? Will I ever be healed? I feel like I should be progressing quicker, but then I stop and ask myself; why am I rushing this...
    willowsweep willowsweep 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    Dear, My Moms past boyfriend When I first met

    you, I was afraid of you and I didn't know why. I told my mom, you were no good. But she thought that I just got that from my father. But truth is, it wasn't cause I saw evil in your eyes. But I didn't want to show fear into my eyes. So I sucked it up, and you became apart of my...
    itsjustbrit itsjustbrit 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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