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I Was Molested As Child

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Sometimes I just hate all men equally

    because of that a***hole piece of s***t I've met in kindergarten! How I wish if I meet him again to cut him into a million pieces and feed him to a pig. Sorry but that's just me
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 22

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    Neighbour

    I was getting ready to go next door to swim when I drop my towel and I was bending down I was about 12 at the time. There was hands on my waist as the guy bend down and picked up my towel. I was freaking out because I was wearing a bikini that was tied by strings. The guy was...
    XxTeresaaBoooxx XxTeresaaBoooxx 16-17, F 11 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    I imagine myself standing in the shower with my

    father. I want to run but I can't. I stand frozen in fear. He feel that he is going to do something to me.
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    My uncle molested me from the time I was 10

    until I was 14. Every family gathering, every holiday. As soon as people's eyes were turned, even if they were still in the room, he'd be all over me, touching me. When I was younger I didn't recognize it for what it was. I thought things were normal, he was my favorite uncle...
    Catsoutdabag Catsoutdabag 31-35, F 10 Responses Mar 13

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    Dear, My Moms past boyfriend When I first met

    you, I was afraid of you and I didn't know why. I told my mom, you were no good. But she thought that I just got that from my father. But truth is, it wasn't cause I saw evil in your eyes. But I didn't want to show fear into my eyes. So I sucked it up, and you became apart of my...
    itsjustbrit itsjustbrit 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I blame myself all the time.

    Thinking maybe of id told sooner he'd be in jail or something. Instead I kept it in for 4 years. I didn't know what to do. Sure enough it was too late and he got away with it. And I hate myself for it.
    Zairex Zairex 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    First Step To Healing

    There once was a 3 year old girl who's father was always away and who's mother always had to work. Her mother needed a babysitter so she hired some. One babysitter was a bully and made the little girl run around her yard all day, even if she was hurt if she fell down. If she...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    My fiancé and I are

    both survivors of child sexual/psychological/physical abuse. We both have also been raped by previous partners. I think we found each other because we could relate so well. All of the trauma we both experienced was never talked about until this past year and we have been seeing...
    HandWritten59 HandWritten59 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    It was a good experience

    that I really enjoyed I have never regretted it I have only told a few people about it I still think about it
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    In my high school .. One of my friend called me

    by 2am .. He wanted me to come downstairs at the gate.. I went there, he said "I wanna hug u". "Okay" I said He hugged me n took the grip of my hand n held it over his ****.. I was shocked unanswerable .. He pressed my boobs n I just ran upstairs .. Well I don't know what it...
    theafreen theafreen 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    When I was younger, I was molested by someone I

    trusted. She was supposed to be my grandmother. I remember it vividly, one day she had came to baby sit me, and we were playing with stuffed animals. She started making the animals do nasty things, and when she did, she said "One day you will do this with someone." I was eight...
    kayleedawn kayleedawn 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    I accused my husband of molesting our daughter

    when she was almost 4. She came to me and said some disturbing things and I did not know what else to do. I called a friend to help me sort through what I had heard and then confronted him when he got home. The confrontation did not go well as any of you could imagine. So I...
    StuckSki StuckSki 41-45, F 6 Responses Jun 12

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    When I was 15 I was raped

    and before he raped me he always used to call me beautiful. so I dont think I'm conceited by saying this. when a guy obsesses over my looks or if I'm just meeting someone and they call me beautiful i automatically think theyre a creep or just get very turned off by them and dont...
    beetlebucks beetlebucks 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 1

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    So I really feel really alone lately.

    I have a mental disorder. BPD- Borderline Personality Disorder. I know this definitely stemmed from being sexually molested as a very little girl for YEARS until I have reached puberty. It stopped after I got my period. I don't even remember how old I was when it first started...
    PastelJewelpet PastelJewelpet 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    my mom had me at 16, with a man

    who lied and told her he was 18. I think he was like 20 something at the time.... anyways my grandmother made her marry him for the sack of god and me. Big mistake. after my brother was born they got divorced. he somehow managed to gain ful physical custody... I remember very...
    monstergirl1619 monstergirl1619 22-25, F 5 Responses May 16

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    When I was little, I was molested by my cousin.

    It's never bothered me. But when I see him, I don't care, but I feel like I have to look good for him and impress him and look 'hot' even though he is my cousin? I'm an 18 year old girl and he's in his mid 20's I think now. I was quite sexual as a child, I think before I really...
    project46 project46 18-21, F a week ago

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    Cartoons with Uncle Randy.

    My uncle used to babysit me Saturday mornings at our house. We would eat Fruity Pebbles and watch cartoons. I would sit on his lap and his hand would go down my pajama bottoms during Road Runner and Tom and Jerry. If I wasn't in the mood, he would pull my panties down and...
    Felony69 Felony69 41-45, F 8 Responses Mar 7

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    Sorry in advance for the lack of punctuation

    When I was about 6, I had to go to daycare my mom used the same one since I'd been born well anyways I asked the teacher lady"glorified babysitter" if I could be excused I needed to pee so she let me I made my way down the hall towards the restroom I walked up to a urinal as...
    thebrutalflame thebrutalflame 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    Shhh. I was molested.

    Now more than a few people know. I'm sick of telling people only for them to leave me for it. I'm not damaged! Just because I can't give oral anymore doesn't me I'm damaged! Thank you very much
    maggielue maggielue 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    brie1107 brie1107 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 4

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    When I was around 6or 7or 8 my mom let me go to

    my aunties house in Pittsburgh for a while during the summer. My aunt has 2kids one is 12 now and one is 20 something now well when I was there my my older cousin who is female molested me until I was about 11 and i didn't know it was wrong .I'd think it was wrong because it was...
    Mainchick16 Mainchick16 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was molested by two other children.

    Separate occasions. Both around 6-8 years old.
    kat990 kat990 13-15 1 Response Jun 28

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    I was molested by my brother's friend.

    He was 5-6 years older than me I dont quite remember but I guess I was 5 years old.I didn't really understand what he was doing so I let him.I think this is why i like girls.And the first time he touched me my brother was there and he let him do it.he was freaking 12 years old...
    DarkFae DarkFae 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    i was molested by my moms friend

    and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 26-30, M 7 Responses Apr 11

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    I don't think there's a day

    that goes by that i don't think about it...... It eats and eats at you everyday, sometimes the way stuff happened i really wonder if it was my fault. I have no idea, but now it causes me to have bad habits that i wish i could drop cold turkey... but i cant because its there...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    Okay so. Oh god, where do I

    even start, I just have to get this off my chest. My step father and his best friend molested me when I was very young, I was younger than eight years old, it was some time between three and eight, because that was the time when my mother was married to a man who physically...
    Cryingsmile Cryingsmile 16-17, T 4 Responses Jul 16

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    I sometimes blame my bisexuality on my uncle I

    was so young and innocent when it happened. Every since then I had an attraction to guys but I can never seem to go all the way into a realationship with one
    deersa deersa 18-21, M 6 Responses Jul 9

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    At the time I was about 5

    or 6 years old. The abuser was a close friend of my family, and they trusted him. He lived with us for at least a year, and one day he asked me if I want to play with him. I agreed, he told me to close my eyes and touch something, it felt weird and squishy. I can't remember much...
    LiesandLace LiesandLace 18-21 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I was molested by my step grandpa

    for three years it ended when I was almost 8. My mom was a single mom who even tho she knew he was a child molester she trusted my grandma to keep him away from me and my siblings. My grandma sent us down to get him for lunch or just random things. Or just disappear leaving us...
    sg1989 sg1989 22-25, F Jul 13

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    It has always made me feel guilty.

    Idk I guess maybe I think its my fault somehow. It happened for a long time when I was younger but I never had the nerve to tell anyone. I still wonder if it would have been different if i had.
    kim14b kim14b 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I live with it everyday.

    I try not to think about it but cant help it sometimes. I went through counseling after it happened but never spoke about it. I figured since I told the cops dozens of times I shouldnt have to again. I was 9 years old the second time it happened. The first time I was 7. The one...
    momof3grls2014 momof3grls2014 26-30, F Jun 26

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    My mom has some friends

    that I go over to their house sometimes because they have kids about my age, a boy a 3-5 years older than me (let's say his name is Tomato) and a girl 3 years younger than me (let's say her name is Ketchup). I was over there when I was about 7-8 and tomato had some guy friends...
    recklessuntilbreathless recklessuntilbreathless 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 30

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    Why?

    When I was a child my sister and I were adopted by our aunt and uncle. When I was about 7yrs old I was molested by my uncle. I later came to find out he also did it to my sister, my cousin, his own son, and my best friend at the time. He became jailed when I was in 5th grade but...
    slutlierebel slutlierebel 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    My 15 year old babysitter used to play with me

    when I was around 9 and I lost my virginity to her when I was 13 and she was almost 20. Although I enjoyed it later, the early experiences were uncomfortable and awkward.
    xolker xolker 26-30, M 6 Responses Feb 27

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    himynameishikari himynameishikari 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 14

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    Still My Darkest Shame

    I'm not really sure how to start this... I've never really ever told anyone but here goes... When I was about four years old I, like almost any child, was in love with going to grandmas. Not only did I love my grandmother very much but it meant that I got to spend time with my...
    Hypnotixtic Hypnotixtic 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    3 years ago i was molested

    and almost raped by a guy i considered an uncle (i knew him all my life) just recently I've been getting vivid nightmares. They usually consist of one of my family members being a rapist or trying to rape me.. Like uncles, grandpas, aunts, other close family members. It's really...
    beetlebucks beetlebucks 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I don't really know how to do this,

    so I apologize ahead of time.. My sister molested me and my brother when we were kids, my brother and I promised each other to never tell our mom because it would kill her, but it has been eating at my mind my entire life, I have no friends and I find it hard to trust people...
    LunaValentine LunaValentine 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I still haven't told anyone.

    Maybe it's best to keep it a secret? I don't know. It's eating me alive.
    PreciousMystery PreciousMystery 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    I'm messed up! I've always been straight

    until one day I went to meet a girl she seemed really cool and our first date was to stay out all night smoking weed in the park to be romantic, we had been talking online for ages and built up trust, she would send lots of pics of her, the night finally came so I went to meet...
    audiogasm audiogasm 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    I Want To Forget.

    i can't carry this guilt and shame any more. the constant fear. i have nightmares about it and when i wake up, shame wears me down. so many have done it to me. all cousins. I've been violated so many times. I feel them on me sometimes, hands and mouths. going places they never...
    CuriousIronButterfly CuriousIronButterfly 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    My maternal grandmother sexually abused me

    and assaulted me from ages 2-7. Has anyone else experienced abuse at the hands of a grandMOTHER?
    scurvadelic scurvadelic 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like

    the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a rolling stone back in the day. He would leave on a Thursday and comeback on a Tuesday   Can you he had no responsibility.  My mother took in the...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I want to thank everyone

    for allowing me to share what had happened to me when I was so young. It has really helped me overcome a lot talking and explaining what had happened to me.
    sarah95w sarah95w 18-21, F 6 Responses May 3

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    As a young boy I was molested by an older

    neighbor boy. I am certain the experience(s) set the tone for things to come.
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 19

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    spankwire spankwire 46-50, M 7 Responses Jul 6

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    I was about 4 years old.

    My brother would take me into his room, the bathroom, just anywhere that he could get away with it. I remember always being so scared. He always would tell me that it was okay. That it was normal. He would touch me... He would make me touch him, too... Sometimes it would only...
    sarahjade123 sarahjade123 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    Before I start telling you,

    I am not asking for sympathy or for you to feel bad for me, I just want to share it you guys. I remember it just like it was yesterday. At my house it just didn't feel normal to me. I was homeschooled majority of my life and that had an impact on my social life. The memories I...
    Mikaylaxo Mikaylaxo 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 7

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