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I Was Molested As Child

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    i can't even tell my story

    because ep blocked it it took me forty minutes to type and i type very slow **** you ep administrator s. yes i was molested by my mother and her sisters also by a neighbour teenager when I was 5-11years old and i hate them all for destroying my sex life which i never had
    masterLLL masterLLL
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Aug 13, 2015

    Tomorrow I see my grandfather,

    he molested me from the time I was 7 and continued until I left for college. I have not seen him for 5 years the last time he put me on a guilt trip and I felt obligated to obey him. I am fearful the same thing will happen, I will have my boyfriend with me.
    Unionyes520 Unionyes520
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

    I was 13 and My step brother was 29

    and he was taking me shopping. It was just me and him in his truck and it was really late at night. I pretended to go to sleep in the passenger seat because I was tired. Then he stopped the truck at the longest red light I've ever experienced and started touching me. I didn't...
    Loveded Loveded
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 3, 2014

    When i was 11 years old i was molested by a man

    and i never told anyone about this but now that im a adult male i feel that i should tell someone so that i can finally put it in the past. I prefer to talk about this over the phone so if anyone wants to talk please inbox me
    Delonto Delonto
    31-35, M
    Aug 12, 2015

    I've never told anyone.

    Its been 14 years since it happened and he's still in my life to this day. when I see him I wonder if he feels any remorse for what he did? and if he does, why hasn't he apologized. I want to tell my family, because I've never been able to cope with what happened and have really...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jul 25, 2015

    I was molested as a child.

    I know I was even though I can't recall specific times. I remember starting to do sexual things at 3 years old..and when I was 8 actually messing around with my own brother. Which I always feel so horrible about because I know I was the one who came on to him..I can specifically...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Nov 27, 2013

    I was molested by my father

    for years. It started when I was 10 and ended when he died last year. I'm 18 now and feeling lost and confused.
    deleted deleted
    14 Responses Jun 28, 2015

    Um this happened recently I was in my middle

    school bathroom and my teacher came up to me and took me back to his class because he said he needed help and I did then I saw him lock the door and When I turned around he pinned me down and put tape on my mouth took off my clothes felt me down there and did so much more to me...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 23, 2015

    When I was in Scouts Canada I was sexually

    abused by the Scouts Master. I know it's was wrong what he did to me and I know he took advantage of me. Till today, what still bother me is how good it felt in my body! I was scared but the felling felt so good I loved the felling and that mess me up. This should never happen...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 30, 2015

    I was molested when i was 5 by my uncle

    who is still alive till this day
    chloepenolope chloepenolope
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015

    Begging for a rope to save me from drowning in

    vicious childhood flashbacks and i am thrown an anchor instead. He must be starving because no matter where i am, his ghost demands to be fed. I haven't seen his eyes in twenty years and yet my memory recalls them in horrific detail even during the intimate relations in the...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease
    26-30, F
    34 Responses Feb 14, 2015

    I was molested throughout my childhood

    and even into my late teenage years, it has affected my life and how i interact with people. As I got older I dealt with my issues by drinking and drugs and living a party life thinking I was having fun. "False fun". I was promiscuous but never actually had sex, I was really...
    kristen1993 kristen1993
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2016

    As a person who was molested

    and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a huge turn off, but for me, there's something hugely arousing about the idea of being forced to feel good. Sure, it could be under...
    pebbles7 pebbles7
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    I'll start off by saying

    that I came across this site after searching for "I enjoyed being molested as a child" If that offends you (and, yes, to be clear, I truly did enjoy my experiences), you should probably find a different story to read. It began with one of my uncles when I was 4-years old. I...
    Annieonymous Annieonymous
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Feb 24, 2015

    By an older brother. He was addicted to ****

    and I was not his only victim. I was just one of many who were available to him. He is 4 years older than I am and it began at age 7 and ended at age 12. I ended it by finally saying No. He must have been afraid I was going to tell our parents. I never did until I was 22 years...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    it all started when i was 2 years old my uncle

    molested me intell i was 9 and then it sweched to my babysitter and it when from the age of 9 tell i was 14 and then it stopped intell i was 16 and it all started agine and this time it was by all my boyfriends they would hold me down or tie me dowen y them and all there friends...
    ecook19 ecook19
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 25, 2015

    i need help. when i was 4

    or 5, i asked my grandfather to play a game with my stuffed animals where they visited my crotch or whatever. and he would have me lay down with my legs spread, & take the head of the stuffed animal and shove it against my vagina (with clothes on).. is this molested..? even...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Aug 6, 2015

    18 months old. That was my earliest childhood

    memory. 18 months old and I can remember textures, smells, colors, taste, and most importantly you. You are the biggest reason for my first real memory. I was just a baby. innocent, helpless, small, afraid. you should have been the one who protected me. you were... my...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

    I was 11 the first time my brother in law tried

    to unzip my pants while i was showing him the toy piano I got for Christmas. Over the next 4 or 5 years he used to take me to hockey games and car races. Just the two of us and no one questioned it. He always gave me plenty of beer. I idolized him. I was the youngest and had...
    readyornot2 readyornot2
    Jan 3, 2016

    I was friends with a girl in our neighborhood.

    she was 5 and I was 6. her dad had to watch me for a week while my parents went to take care of my grand ma. the very first night I remember waking up to strange noises in the parent's room and went to check it out. my friend was face down on the bed with he mom holding her...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 30, 2015

    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Jan 30, 2014

    I've been having lots of unexpected flashbacks

    lately. I feel like my my chest is being crushed and my heart is pounding. I don't know how to stop it.
    DaughterOfAir DaughterOfAir
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2015

    I just want to say, I'm back!

    ! I missed you guys. I don't know if you remember me, but you guys really helped out of the abuse my step dad was doing on me. Anyway! I'll be around :)
    redlipscandy redlipscandy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2015

    So I really don't know how to talk about this,

    because I really never have went this deep into it due to fear. But for the past year I have been isolating myself and reliving it, as well as getting worse and worse with my PTSD. I was molested before this, but this is the one that effected me most, I guess because it was my...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured
    22-25, F
    46 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    I was five years old

    when me and my younger brother were molested by neighborhood teenagers, I went to help with from being bullied by them and they made us undress and they touched him and I and made us touch each other while they watched and humiliated us under my mom's nose whom I went to visit...
    lostwoman890 lostwoman890
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    you know i wasn't going to

    even comment on here. but my big brother ed called me to wish me a me a merry Christmas a little while ago and brought this subject up i don't know why. any he told me about how this foster parent was convicted of child sexual abuse the other day. for raping his six year old...
    56-60, M
    1 Response Dec 26, 2015

    I go back and forth between counting this

    as molestation and thinking that if I told anyone, they would think I was overreacting. But one day my siblings are going to have kids, and I'll have to tell them, so I thought I would tell a test audience anonymously. Tell me what you think. When I was a kid, my dad would come...
    juniebea juniebea
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2015

    This is the first time

    that I have attempted to write my story down. I was 5 years old when we moved to a new house on the other side of town. Because my mom did not feel I was ready for Kindergarten yet, I waited till the next school year. There was a little girl who lived in the house right...
    Fatherofthedaughter Fatherofthedaughter
    56-60, M
    4 Responses Sep 10, 2015

    Sometimes I dont think about it

    and then other days I just cant get it out of my head
    alexsomebody alexsomebody
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Aug 31, 2015

    I was molested by my father

    and my brother. my father started when I was really young and my brother started when I was in my pre teens. My farther is now in prison and I no longer talk to my brother.. I don't blame my bro for doing what he did cause that life was all we knew we thought it was love, we...
    RuRave93 RuRave93
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2015

    I want to thank everyone

    for allowing me to share what had happened to me when I was so young. It has really helped me overcome a lot talking and explaining what had happened to me.
    sarah95w sarah95w
    22-25, F
    5 Responses May 3, 2014

    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2014

    My step brother would always say "let's wrestle"

    or "play house" while on his bed and then would touch me. As time went on he would do it at other places. One time we were camping with the family and we were at the park alone which was pretty secluded and he started trying to tell me that there was a kidnapper and to hide and...
    lovefatedestiny3 lovefatedestiny3
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 24, 2015

    Lost Innocence

    I was first molested when I was 4 yrs old. It was by my adoptive dad. Even though it was almost 40 yrs ago, I remember it like it was yesterday. he had an argument with my adoptive mom. He didn't spend much time with me so when he knocked on my bedroom door I was thrilled. He...
    sugarplum1216 sugarplum1216
    46-50, F
    11 Responses Oct 5, 2012

    As a child my mom was divorced,

    she found a guy she really liked and she started dating him, I was around 7, and he would always go into the bathroom with me after my bath and he would always wanted to make sure I was dry.. He would check.. Everything.. When I got a little older I had realized what he was...
    Deleted02749 Deleted02749
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 25, 2014

    I Was Molested When I Was Young By Different Men

    I never knew there were so many people with similar experiences to mine, until I found this site. It's heartening to know that I'm not the only one who experienced this, you know? It doesn't change what happened to me, and tbh I don't want it to be any other way....i'm comfy with...
    totallygaga14 totallygaga14
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Aug 22, 2013

    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

    My aunty would make me sit naked on the side of

    the bath and she would play with my balls and **********. Quite nice really.
    mrrua mrrua
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Jan 9, 2016

    I hate it when anxiety comes out in your dreams.

    You wake up with a feeling you can't shake. Last night I had a dream where I was going to the bathroom and a guy came in to rape me. I woke up. It was the first time where a person was going to rape me. Before it was inanimate objects.
    KimTin33 KimTin33
    26-30, F
    Dec 14, 2015

    hi my name is Marcos

    and i was molested several times maybe more i cant really remember, i was molested by a friend of my brothers and sadly my dad i still talk to my dad normally as of nothing happened sometimes i wonder if he still remembers what he did to me it didn't really affect me in a crazy...
    Keyzom Keyzom
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Aug 5, 2015

    remembering the abuse i had

    as a child brings very bad emotions :( living the events in ur head and feeling it all over again. i wish this can stop.
    freepolite freepolite
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 29, 2015

    I hope some people are reading this!

    Just knowing I can tell my story knowing people are reading will help. See I was sexually molested by my father as a child. His name is William jackman an he was a doctor in the navy as well as a captain. He molested me while he was the commanding office of the naval academy in...
    Judyb42 Judyb42
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Apr 2, 2015

    i was molested by my moms friend

    and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Apr 11, 2014

    When I was 4 yrs old,

    we moved into a new house. Next door to us was an older couple whose children had left home already. They had a beautiful Collie dog that looked just like Lassie from the movies. I loved going over there with my two sisters to play with their dog. He always had chocolate and...
    Camille7 Camille7
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Jan 6, 2015

    I've never told anyone

    or brought it up to anyone. I am 24 and till this day I still think about those times i got molested. As far as I can remember it probably started when I was 5 and continued up until I was 9 with different family members except for one. The first one was a family member that...
    lay1990la lay1990la
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2015

    I wanted to share my experience

    because unlike many girls who have been touched, I loved it. I still get off thinking about it. It started when I was 7 and lasted only a couple years. He was my step grandfather and had many opportunities to touch me. I don't remember the first time specifically but I do...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Jun 4, 2014

    My dad molested me as a child

    and he still does up to this day. He spanks me for absolutely no reason because he wants to see me down there. He comes into my room while I'm sleeping, knock open the bathroom door while I'm in the bathtub etc. He is also the one who pop my cherry. One time I was so drunk and...
    sadbutradd sadbutradd
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jun 15, 2015

    I'll update you on what's been happening.

    As some of you that read my stories know all what happened with my stepdad, I did mention the molesting with our house maid never stopped, but it didn't bother me as much as my stepdad molesting me. She still hasn't stop, but it hasn't been as frequent as it used to be. I'll be...
    redlipscandyy redlipscandyy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 13, 2015

    I started getting molested

    when I was about 7. It continued until I was about 14. I think about it a lot. I was an I innocent little boy. Older brothers and my grandfather didn't think about the impact they would leave with me. I have done lots if work on this - I am a gay man. Sometimes I think about...
    Unionyes520 Unionyes520
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Oct 11, 2014

    every friday i had to spend the night with my

    aunt and uncle until i was 13 because my parents both had to work late. we would watch a movie eat pizza popcorn and drink kool aid. and every saturday morrning i woke up sick and naked. my aunt told me i was sick because i allways ate to much. later in life i found out i was...
    verdeguy verdeguy
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 14, 2014

    Part 2 I have since added this part to the

    first to make it easier to read Mr. G, as I will call him, and yes his real name started with a G. I don't know why I don't just put his name on here. It might make me feel better. He died from a heart attack long ago. Mr. G was not happy with me for not liking his special...
    Camille7 Camille7
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Jan 7, 2015

    I was only 5 1/2 when my second cousin took my

    innocence away. It was one early afternoon when my mom decided to run a couple of errands, my older cousin (who was about 13 or 14) stayed on the next block from us so she called him over to watch my older brother and I. We were all playing around as normal kids do, when all of...
    Hopelessuglylove Hopelessuglylove
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 4, 2015

    I was molested when I was 7 by a stranger.

    My mum and dad was in the pub and I was playing outside. The sky was clear showing the stars and this strange man asked me to go near him, I did. I didn't see anything as wrong about what we did that night. I must be a horrible person to say this but I enjoyed what he did, it...
    EmilyAlice97 EmilyAlice97
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Jun 22, 2015

    After being with my wife

    for nine years I finally told her about my experiences as a child. The conversation happened the other night. I was drunk and I opened up about everything. It was the most liberating conversation. I truly think this will get her and I back on track. Of course, only time will...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 17, 2014

    I Was Molested... And I Liked It.

    At the age of 4 I remember so vividly I was molested by my cousin while she was babysitting me. It was a simple day me and her. We were playing with my barbies and she stoped all of the sudden. I asked her what was wrong and she told me " Lets play a game I call Eat You Up...
    HaleyLoves HaleyLoves
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Nov 20, 2011
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