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I Was Molested As Child

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    As a child my mom was divorced,

    she found a guy she really liked and she started dating him, I was around 7, and he would always go into the bathroom with me after my bath and he would always wanted to make sure I was dry.. He would check.. Everything.. When I got a little older I had realized what he was...
    MaciP MaciP 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    Shhh. I was molested.

    Now more than a few people know. I'm sick of telling people only for them to leave me for it. I'm not damaged! Just because I can't give oral anymore doesn't me I'm damaged! Thank you very much
    maggielue maggielue 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    My step brother would always say "let's wrestle"

    or "play house" while on his bed and then would touch me. As time went on he would do it at other places. One time we were camping with the family and we were at the park alone which was pretty secluded and he started trying to tell me that there was a kidnapper and to hide and...
    lovefatedestiny3 lovefatedestiny3 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    3 different people molested me.

    They were all children my age and older at the time. Does that even count as sexual abuse? I never wanted them to touch me, they just did and I didn't enjoy it when they did. Whenever I tell anyone, they tell me to get over it and that it wasn't as bad as an adult doing it.
    AnAnonEpUser AnAnonEpUser 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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    18 months old. That was my earliest childhood

    memory. 18 months old and I can remember textures, smells, colors, taste, and most importantly you. You are the biggest reason for my first real memory. I was just a baby. innocent, helpless, small, afraid. you should have been the one who protected me. you were... my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    I was very young when it happened.

    I remember being in my front yard playing while a group of men drinking called me over. One of them ended up putting his hands down my pants while the others just laughed. The thing thats bothered me all this time is I can't remember their faces and think they were either older...
    moledude14 moledude14 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    This will be the first time I have ever

    actually sat down and typed this all out. I was molested by my dad until I was five years old. My mom and dad never married each other, when my dad discovered my mom was pregnant he left her, but then after I was born he decided he wanted to be a part of my life, but not my moms...
    SkyDean SkyDean 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I didn't remember what happened

    until I was in 8th grade...when I was 7 and 8 I had been molested by the one person I trusted. My favorite Uncle. He wanted to play a secret game. He would touch me inappropriately and I liked it. I always asked for more and always wanted to play the game with him. One time, he...
    pongalx pongalx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    every friday i had to spend the night with my

    aunt and uncle until i was 13 because my parents both had to work late. we would watch a movie eat pizza popcorn and drink kool aid. and every saturday morrning i woke up sick and naked. my aunt told me i was sick because i allways ate to much. later in life i found out i was...
    verdeguy verdeguy 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    I wrote out my experience a long time ago

    but I finally wanted to share that I am getting help. I go to the counselor every two weeks now. I still ******* resent my mom and she actually knows y I go to the counselor but she tells everybody its only for anger issues, which is a half-truth. I barely like to look at my mom...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Cartoons with Uncle Randy.

    My uncle used to babysit me Saturday mornings at our house. We would eat Fruity Pebbles and watch cartoons. I would sit on his lap and his hand would go down my pajama bottoms during Road Runner and Tom and Jerry. If I wasn't in the mood, he would pull my panties down and...
    Felony69 Felony69 41-45, F 9 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    It's soul destroying to realise this

    but it is true. I've recently realised through talking to people here that my uncle used to touch me inappropriately after bare butt spankings dressing the whole thing up as 'discipline'. I know that bare butt spankings are also done without abuse like mum dad gramps etc...
    dannywspk dannywspk 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    Imagine being a little girl- Your innocence is

    taken away from you- You are messed up for the rest of your life- It never disappears from your head- The images and the feeling of helplessness can still be felt- It doesn't take much to bring me back to that traumatic time in my life that lasted so many years after it was...
    SilviaAnnGinger SilviaAnnGinger 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 8

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    When I was 10 years old.

    I was molested by my dad while my mother was sleeping in the same bed. I woke up feeling a tickling sensation and realized that a hand was down my pants. I was sleeping on the furthest side of the bed and he slept to my right. I was in shock and didn't speak or say a word. It was...
    Lovleyes Lovleyes 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    My uncle molested me from the time I was 10

    until I was 14. Every family gathering, every holiday. As soon as people's eyes were turned, even if they were still in the room, he'd be all over me, touching me. When I was younger I didn't recognize it for what it was. I thought things were normal, he was my favorite uncle...
    Catsoutdabag Catsoutdabag 31-35, F 10 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    I want to thank everyone

    for allowing me to share what had happened to me when I was so young. It has really helped me overcome a lot talking and explaining what had happened to me.
    sarah95w sarah95w 18-21, F 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    When I was young my dad had my cousins come

    sleep over they were both girls so we can have family time and get to know our cousins more well that night the first night they came over they had went into my room my sister was in there we were playing games like children normally do and that night we were having s'mores...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I was molested by my dad

    and he never apologized.
    peaceintruelove peaceintruelove 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Neighbour

    I was getting ready to go next door to swim when I drop my towel and I was bending down I was about 12 at the time. There was hands on my waist as the guy bend down and picked up my towel. I was freaking out because I was wearing a bikini that was tied by strings. The guy was...
    XxTeresaaBoooxx XxTeresaaBoooxx 16-17, F 10 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    It started when I was young

    and I didn't know it was bad but as I got older I knew what he was doing was wrong and I never spoke up or pushed him away. I never said no, I never put up a fight I just rested against the wall and let him do those things to me, I let him do anything he wanted to me. Even when...
    closxr closxr 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    It was a long time ago,

    when I was only six or seven, but it feels like yesterday. I was only a small child, so I wasn't aware of the complete wrongness of it, but even so I knew it was so wrong on so many levels. It broke my heart when it happened. I finally realized what a bad person my father was...
    darkphoenix8 darkphoenix8 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    My story probably won't be

    as stimulating or moving as most people's stories are. When I was a little girl, maybe 5 or 6, I was really nosy and would always want to hang around my brother and his friends. My brother did not like this and would often tease me and make fun of me with the help of his friends...
    MarianneRivera MarianneRivera 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    you hurt me so bad, i see you in my dreams all

    the time. you're the reason why i wake up crying. i cant belieave i forgave you and still spend time with you? i hate you, but i love you so much at the same time. your ruined my childhood but i still keep coming back. you dont hurt me anymore, but what you did was horbile i...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    So I really don't know how to talk about this,

    because I really never have went this deep into it due to fear. But for the past year I have been isolating myself and reliving it, as well as getting worse and worse with my PTSD. I was molested before this, but this is the one that effected me most, I guess because it was my...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 58 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    For years I though I did not remember my

    childhood because of accidents that I had where i was hit over head. But when I was around 24-25 I had a major nightmare that brought bits and pieces back to me. I remember I was 7 or 8 sitting in our living room and the babysitter a girl somewhere between 17-19 id guess...
    Cargan2016 Cargan2016 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    I'm messed up! I've always been straight

    until one day I went to meet a girl she seemed really cool and our first date was to stay out all night smoking weed in the park to be romantic, we had been talking online for ages and built up trust, she would send lots of pics of her, the night finally came so I went to meet...
    audiogasm audiogasm 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 23, 2014

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    Dear, My Moms past boyfriend When I first met

    you, I was afraid of you and I didn't know why. I told my mom, you were no good. But she thought that I just got that from my father. But truth is, it wasn't cause I saw evil in your eyes. But I didn't want to show fear into my eyes. So I sucked it up, and you became apart of my...
    itsjustbrit itsjustbrit 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Where do I go from here?

    That is the question I continue to ask myself. I feel like I'm stuck. Healing is the ultimate goal, but how do you know when you've reached that point? Will I ever be healed? I feel like I should be progressing quicker, but then I stop and ask myself; why am I rushing this...
    willowsweep willowsweep 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I thought after many years I would totally

    forget the past and live peacefully. But as I stare at the nothingness earlier, everything came back to me. I was molested by the son of my mother's friend who when I was 5. It was the first incident of molestation that I've experienced. Nobody knew but him and my other friend...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Part 2 I have since added this part to the

    first to make it easier to read Mr. G, as I will call him, and yes his real name started with a G. I don't know why I don't just put his name on here. It might make me feel better. He died from a heart attack long ago. Mr. G was not happy with me for not liking his special...
    Camille7 Camille7 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Before I start telling you,

    I am not asking for sympathy or for you to feel bad for me, I just want to share it you guys. I remember it just like it was yesterday. At my house it just didn't feel normal to me. I was homeschooled majority of my life and that had an impact on my social life. The memories I...
    xMikayla xMikayla 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    It's hard to write this without wanting to

    scream... Being locked in closets, dragged under beds, etc. I had no choice but to let it happen, with everyone saying, "it's alright." Friends, family, friends of family... Hitting my head on the floor at 6 years old and waking up, having to find my clothes was the hardest by...
    Jaielll Jaielll 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    Okay this is the first time

    that I have written my story.... . Well typed it . It all started when my mom (who I love so deeply) got married to this man when I was 5 years old ! I never really had a dad, like really had a dad ,   my biological father was maybe in and out a couple time in my life . This...
    brook9723 brook9723 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    Still My Darkest Shame

    I'm not really sure how to start this... I've never really ever told anyone but here goes... When I was about four years old I, like almost any child, was in love with going to grandmas. Not only did I love my grandmother very much but it meant that I got to spend time with my...
    Hypnotixtic Hypnotixtic 18-21, F 15 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    brie1107 brie1107 13-15, F 6 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    This is what I've been dealing with

    for several days and this was the latest comment. If anyone sees this guy on your experience please flag and report him. He's a sick sick sick sick person that has been making constant remarks on my story about being molested as a little girl. I have been fighting him back and...
    SilviaAnnGinger SilviaAnnGinger 36-40, F 15 Responses Jan 24

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like

    the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a rolling stone back in the day. He would leave on a Thursday and comeback on a Tuesday   Can you he had no responsibility.  My mother took in the...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 9 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    and it wasnt the big horrible thing other

    people think it was. i got addicted to sex when other kids were playing with dolls. so what? it is what it is. and i love who i am xx
    jennyisaslut jennyisaslut 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    After being with my wife

    for nine years I finally told her about my experiences as a child. The conversation happened the other night. I was drunk and I opened up about everything. It was the most liberating conversation. I truly think this will get her and I back on track. Of course, only time will...
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2014

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    I grew up with sex and

    even when I was 6 I liked it and I don't think I could ever have a bf my age. I know people think that people like me are all sick and twisted, but it's all people like me have ever known. If it wasn't for sex we wouldn't be loved. And just because I like it done to me doesn...
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    As a person who was molested

    and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a huge turn off, but for me, there's something hugely arousing about the idea of being forced to feel good. Sure, it could be under...
    pebbles7 pebbles7 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I was touched by my uncle

    and dad (his older brother) is okay with it. It went on for years and I thought it was okay since dad was okay with it.
    BEARNDN BEARNDN 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    I Want To Forget.

    i can't carry this guilt and shame any more. the constant fear. i have nightmares about it and when i wake up, shame wears me down. so many have done it to me. all cousins. I've been violated so many times. I feel them on me sometimes, hands and mouths. going places they never...
    CuriousIronButterfly CuriousIronButterfly 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    Growing up naked in my family is normal,

    I spent most of my life naked I front front of friends and family. I grew up in a friendly environment. But when I was younger. I caught my uncle playing with my brother. Then made my brother touch me. Year later. My uncle moved cross the country. I've only seen him 3 times...
    BEARNDN BEARNDN 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Almost 10 years... Almost 10 years

    since the day it started. I was sexually abused by my babysitter. Not only was SHE a babysitter, she was also my 19 year old brothers girlfriend, and very close to my family. It started out with me giving her a hug before I went to bed like I did with my mother. Then the hugs...
    mayana12 mayana12 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 10

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