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I Was Molested As Child

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    I was molested by my brother's friend.

    He was 5-6 years older than me I dont quite remember but I guess I was 5 years old.I didn't really understand what he was doing so I let him.I think this is why i like girls.And the first time he touched me my brother was there and he let him do it.he was freaking 12 years old...
    DarkFae DarkFae 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    I want to thank everyone

    for allowing me to share what had happened to me when I was so young. It has really helped me overcome a lot talking and explaining what had happened to me.
    sarah95w sarah95w 18-21, F 6 Responses May 3

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    My fiancé and I are

    both survivors of child sexual/psychological/physical abuse. We both have also been raped by previous partners. I think we found each other because we could relate so well. All of the trauma we both experienced was never talked about until this past year and we have been seeing...
    HandWritten59 HandWritten59 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Well I acidentally posted this story in the

    wrong catagory so I will copy and paste it. I did tell lol. "Big girl stuff" is what he called it. Come into my room and tell me if he didnt believe I liked it he would hurt me. I was ******* 7 years old. I told my mum when I was 7 and she didnt believe me. And In court they...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I can't believe I'm doing this

    but I need to get this out of my system. I cannot remember my age I think I was around the age of 10 but I remember everything so distinctively. It was my mothers boyfriend who she has been with for so long. The first time it happened I remember him laying on the Sofa and he...
    Isabellacass Isabellacass 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    When I was little, I was molested by my cousin.

    It's never bothered me. But when I see him, I don't care, but I feel like I have to look good for him and impress him and look 'hot' even though he is my cousin? I'm an 18 year old girl and he's in his mid 20's I think now. I was quite sexual as a child, I think before I really...
    project46 project46 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I remember him standing over my bed

    while i slept I remember when i was older the same thing but stuff happened, not to the extent many would assume but it was to the point where i have to wonder what happened when i was sleeping. I was always not a home when this happened. And then when i was in my teens i did...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I'm messed up! I've always been straight

    until one day I went to meet a girl she seemed really cool and our first date was to stay out all night smoking weed in the park to be romantic, we had been talking online for ages and built up trust, she would send lots of pics of her, the night finally came so I went to meet...
    audiogasm audiogasm 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    My uncle molested me from the time I was 10

    until I was 14. Every family gathering, every holiday. As soon as people's eyes were turned, even if they were still in the room, he'd be all over me, touching me. When I was younger I didn't recognize it for what it was. I thought things were normal, he was my favorite uncle...
    Catsoutdabag Catsoutdabag 31-35, F 10 Responses Mar 13

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    This is the first time I have talked to someone

    about how my moms boyfriend molested and almost raped me for five years before she finally kicked hime out a year ago. Don't know how I feel now everything is all messed up with my thoughts and emotions
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 9

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    Still My Darkest Shame

    I'm not really sure how to start this... I've never really ever told anyone but here goes... When I was about four years old I, like almost any child, was in love with going to grandmas. Not only did I love my grandmother very much but it meant that I got to spend time with my...
    Hypnotixtic Hypnotixtic 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Okay so. Oh god, where do I

    even start, I just have to get this off my chest. My step father and his best friend molested me when I was very young, I was younger than eight years old, it was some time between three and eight, because that was the time when my mother was married to a man who physically...
    Cryingsmile Cryingsmile 16-17, T 5 Responses Jul 16

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    yummys yummys 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's hard to write this without wanting to

    scream... Being locked in closets, dragged under beds, etc. I had no choice but to let it happen, with everyone saying, "it's alright." Friends, family, friends of family... Hitting my head on the floor at 6 years old and waking up, having to find my clothes was the hardest by...
    Jaielll Jaielll 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    First Step To Healing

    There once was a 3 year old girl who's father was always away and who's mother always had to work. Her mother needed a babysitter so she hired some. One babysitter was a bully and made the little girl run around her yard all day, even if she was hurt if she fell down. If she...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    At the time I was about 5

    or 6 years old. The abuser was a close friend of my family, and they trusted him. He lived with us for at least a year, and one day he asked me if I want to play with him. I agreed, he told me to close my eyes and touch something, it felt weird and squishy. I can't remember much...
    LiesandLace LiesandLace 18-21 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I accused my husband of molesting our daughter

    when she was almost 4. She came to me and said some disturbing things and I did not know what else to do. I called a friend to help me sort through what I had heard and then confronted him when he got home. The confrontation did not go well as any of you could imagine. So I...
    StuckSki StuckSki 41-45, F 7 Responses Jun 12

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    himynameishikari himynameishikari 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 14

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    As a person who was molested

    and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a huge turn off, but for me, there's something hugely arousing about the idea of being forced to feel good. Sure, it could be under...
    pebbles7 pebbles7 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 26

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    So I really feel really alone lately.

    I have a mental disorder. BPD- Borderline Personality Disorder. I know this definitely stemmed from being sexually molested as a very little girl for YEARS until I have reached puberty. It stopped after I got my period. I don't even remember how old I was when it first started...
    PastelJewelpet PastelJewelpet 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Neighbour

    I was getting ready to go next door to swim when I drop my towel and I was bending down I was about 12 at the time. There was hands on my waist as the guy bend down and picked up my towel. I was freaking out because I was wearing a bikini that was tied by strings. The guy was...
    XxTeresaaBoooxx XxTeresaaBoooxx 16-17, F 11 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    Okay this is the first time

    that I have written my story.... . Well typed it . It all started when my mom (who I love so deeply) got married to this man when I was 5 years old ! I never really had a dad, like really had a dad ,   my biological father was maybe in and out a couple time in my life . This...
    brook9723 brook9723 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    Sometimes I just hate all men equally

    because of that a***hole piece of s***t I've met in kindergarten! How I wish if I meet him again to cut him into a million pieces and feed him to a pig. Sorry but that's just me
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 22

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    I was really young. I can barely remember the

    things that happened. I know it happened over a period of time, but I can't say for how long. I remember in flashes of small details. These thoughts, the memories, they paralyze me. I never had a chance to be normal. It's all I've ever known. It ruined me in so many ways. He...
    SillyLittleM SillyLittleM 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    When my wife was 10 she was raped by four men

    in their mid 20's. They brought her to an abandon house and her if she wanted to be in the gang she needed to undress. She did what they said and one by one each guy ****** her. She didn't cry or screen just kept her mouth closed until she had to suck them. They all came in her...
    808danny 808danny 22-25, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Welp.. Here goes nothing At the time I was only

    in the 4th grade.. My mothers brothers and sisters only had boys.. So I was pretty much the only girl (at the time) me and my 2 older brother went to spend the summer with my Favorite aunt.. She had 5 boys... Pretty much just me and 7 boys in one house. It started off as...
    ThebeautBird ThebeautBird 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 12

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like

    the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a rolling stone back in the day. He would leave on a Thursday and comeback on a Tuesday   Can you he had no responsibility.  My mother took in the...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 17

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    I hate having to talk to my dad.

    It makes me kinda sick.
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    18 months old. That was my earliest childhood

    memory. 18 months old and I can remember textures, smells, colors, taste, and most importantly you. You are the biggest reason for my first real memory. I was just a baby. innocent, helpless, small, afraid. you should have been the one who protected me. you were... my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 6

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    I had a sugar daddy/********* all throughout My

    Teen's. I lived with My Mother I used to hang out with Him when She went to Church on Sundays. He took Me to breakfast then back to his places and fondled Me Up. My penis was His favorite attraction, which influenced My sexual development to have a bisexual phase to being a...
    PitaBeeta76 PitaBeeta76 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 2

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    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 30

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    I started getting molested

    when I was eight, and it didn't end until I was twelve. It was quite horrible. I always feel dirty, and I'll never forget the things the woman did to me. It makes me hate myself, and want to end it all even more, and I'm 16 years old now. Will it go on like this forever?
    thugkaylee thugkaylee 16-17, F 11 Responses Jun 10

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    I was molested by my step grandpa

    for three years it ended when I was almost 8. My mom was a single mom who even tho she knew he was a child molester she trusted my grandma to keep him away from me and my siblings. My grandma sent us down to get him for lunch or just random things. Or just disappear leaving us...
    sg1989 sg1989 22-25, F Jul 13

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    From age 3 to 12 I was molested by at least ten

    people... I still have night terrors and I'm afraid to be in a relationship, I never have, because of this... I'm a very loving person but don't trust anyone. Sometimes I just want to die because I feel filthy and dirty. I try to hide it but have very bad PTSD from being nearly...
    Jaielll Jaielll 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Why?

    When I was a child my sister and I were adopted by our aunt and uncle. When I was about 7yrs old I was molested by my uncle. I later came to find out he also did it to my sister, my cousin, his own son, and my best friend at the time. He became jailed when I was in 5th grade but...
    slutlierebel slutlierebel 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    My 15 year old babysitter used to play with me

    when I was around 9 and I lost my virginity to her when I was 13 and she was almost 20. Although I enjoyed it later, the early experiences were uncomfortable and awkward.
    xolker xolker 26-30, M 6 Responses Feb 27

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    I don't think there's a day

    that goes by that i don't think about it...... It eats and eats at you everyday, sometimes the way stuff happened i really wonder if it was my fault. I have no idea, but now it causes me to have bad habits that i wish i could drop cold turkey... but i cant because its there...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    I Want To Forget.

    i can't carry this guilt and shame any more. the constant fear. i have nightmares about it and when i wake up, shame wears me down. so many have done it to me. all cousins. I've been violated so many times. I feel them on me sometimes, hands and mouths. going places they never...
    CuriousIronButterfly CuriousIronButterfly 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    When I was young my dad had my cousins come

    sleep over they were both girls so we can have family time and get to know our cousins more well that night the first night they came over they had went into my room my sister was in there we were playing games like children normally do and that night we were having s'mores...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    Cartoons with Uncle Randy.

    My uncle used to babysit me Saturday mornings at our house. We would eat Fruity Pebbles and watch cartoons. I would sit on his lap and his hand would go down my pajama bottoms during Road Runner and Tom and Jerry. If I wasn't in the mood, he would pull my panties down and...
    Felony69 Felony69 41-45, F 10 Responses Mar 7

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    I've been trying to share

    for a long time but I always get an error that reads. That they're working on a fix.
    YoungKidd YoungKidd 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 4

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    Dear, My Moms past boyfriend When I first met

    you, I was afraid of you and I didn't know why. I told my mom, you were no good. But she thought that I just got that from my father. But truth is, it wasn't cause I saw evil in your eyes. But I didn't want to show fear into my eyes. So I sucked it up, and you became apart of my...
    itsjustbrit itsjustbrit 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    It happened to me as well

    and it continued for several years. It was my family member that continuously raped me. I'm very worried that this is happening to other children on daily basis. I'd like to write a article about it. If you're happy to answer some questions and to help me write this article...
    ikasia ikasia 18-21, F Sep 2

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    Before I start telling you,

    I am not asking for sympathy or for you to feel bad for me, I just want to share it you guys. I remember it just like it was yesterday. At my house it just didn't feel normal to me. I was homeschooled majority of my life and that had an impact on my social life. The memories I...
    xMikayla xMikayla 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 7

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    The thoughts keep coming onto my mind.

    I see my dad pushing my legs apart, but I don't know what he's going to do. More and more memories are appearing in the bed. On of them he was on top of me and inside me. The first ones were in the shower. He would rub my chest and down there. I'm so afraid the memories make me...
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 8

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    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    brie1107 brie1107 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 4

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    I still haven't told anyone.

    Maybe it's best to keep it a secret? I don't know. It's eating me alive.
    PreciousMystery PreciousMystery 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    I need help. I need to talk to an adult

    who is understanding, helpful, and gives me advice. Please.... This is ruining the best thing that has ever happened to me.... Can I talk to someone.
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 11

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