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I Was Molested As Child

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,881 People

    Lost Innocence

    I was first molested when I was 4 yrs old. It was by my adoptive dad. Even though it was almost 40 yrs ago, I remember it like it was yesterday. he had an argument with my adoptive mom. He didn't spend much time with me so when he knocked on my bedroom door I was thrilled. He...
    sugarplum1216 sugarplum1216 46-50, F 13 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    I almost cry as I read some of these sad

    stories!!!! I love all of you. There is nothing sadder than when someone's childhood innocence is STOLEN away. I was molested by a nun for most of my 5th grade year in Catholic school. She undressed & fingered & tasted me and another student (a 6th grade girl) right in front...
    GiveMoreThanYouTake GiveMoreThanYouTake 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    As a person who was molested

    and raped while younger, I find it oddly arousing to fantasize about experiencing it as an adult. I realize that for some, the thought of this is a huge turn off, but for me, there's something hugely arousing about the idea of being forced to feel good. Sure, it could be under...
    pebbles7 pebbles7 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    No, I was never molested by an adult

    or a family member. 1st grade, my mom and her boyfriend went on a two week vacation and left me with her co-worker. Her co-worker's daughter was a 13 year old girl and she was supposed to babysit me. I remember her asking me if I wanted to play doctor and that's how it started...
    G0dzilla G0dzilla 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    I remember but I don't.

    I block it out because it upsets me so badly. It makes me feel filthy and dirty. I feel so guilty and ashamed even though I know it's not my fault. The worst feeling I could ever describe but can't seem to find the right words. My cousin. Who is also a FEMALE. It's hard to...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 12

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    I've never told anyone

    or brought it up to anyone. I am 24 and till this day I still think about those times i got molested. As far as I can remember it probably started when I was 5 and continued up until I was 9 with different family members except for one. The first one was a family member that...
    lay1990la lay1990la 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    I moved to Chicago when I was nine.

    I went to a private school with uniforms. Dad would encourage me to act sexy. I would leave my panties in my backpack. I didn't like to were panties with skirts. I had all the money I needed for clothes but I always choose what I wore. Even if someone gave me something to...
    evenelfe11 evenelfe11 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 11

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    My dad molested me as a child

    and he still does up to this day. He spanks me for absolutely no reason because he wants to see me down there. He comes into my room while I'm sleeping, knock open the bathroom door while I'm in the bathtub etc. He is also the one who pop my cherry. One time I was so drunk and...
    sadbutradd sadbutradd 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 15

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    My step brother would always say "let's wrestle"

    or "play house" while on his bed and then would touch me. As time went on he would do it at other places. One time we were camping with the family and we were at the park alone which was pretty secluded and he started trying to tell me that there was a kidnapper and to hide and...
    lovefatedestiny3 lovefatedestiny3 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    I was 13 and My step brother was 29

    and he was taking me shopping. It was just me and him in his truck and it was really late at night. I pretended to go to sleep in the passenger seat because I was tired. Then he stopped the truck at the longest red light I've ever experienced and started touching me. I didn't...
    Loveded Loveded 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    I want to thank everyone

    for allowing me to share what had happened to me when I was so young. It has really helped me overcome a lot talking and explaining what had happened to me.
    sarah95w sarah95w 18-21, F 5 Responses May 3, 2014

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    I've never told anyone.

    Its been 14 years since it happened and he's still in my life to this day. when I see him I wonder if he feels any remorse for what he did? and if he does, why hasn't he apologized. I want to tell my family, because I've never been able to cope with what happened and have really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 25

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    it all started when i was 2 years old my uncle

    molested me intell i was 9 and then it sweched to my babysitter and it when from the age of 9 tell i was 14 and then it stopped intell i was 16 and it all started agine and this time it was by all my boyfriends they would hold me down or tie me dowen y them and all there friends...
    ecook19 ecook19 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    As a child my mom was divorced,

    she found a guy she really liked and she started dating him, I was around 7, and he would always go into the bathroom with me after my bath and he would always wanted to make sure I was dry.. He would check.. Everything.. When I got a little older I had realized what he was...
    Deleted02749 Deleted02749 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    it happened when I was a little girl

    and it saved me. I know people would disagree but my life was screwed from the second I was born. He saved me from emotional torture from my father as my father looked at no more his innocent daughter but a filthy used piece of trash he didn't want. I miss my molester to this...
    rozata1213 rozata1213 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    When I was 4 yrs old,

    we moved into a new house. Next door to us was an older couple whose children had left home already. They had a beautiful Collie dog that looked just like Lassie from the movies. I loved going over there with my two sisters to play with their dog. He always had chocolate and...
    Camille7 Camille7 46-50, F 7 Responses Jan 6

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    I was molested when i was 5 by my uncle

    who is still alive till this day
    chloepenolope chloepenolope 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I just want to say, I'm back!

    ! I missed you guys. I don't know if you remember me, but you guys really helped out of the abuse my step dad was doing on me. Anyway! I'll be around :)
    redlipscandy redlipscandy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I Was Molested When I Was Young By Different Men

    I never knew there were so many people with similar experiences to mine, until I found this site. It's heartening to know that I'm not the only one who experienced this, you know? It doesn't change what happened to me, and tbh I don't want it to be any other way....i'm comfy with...
    totallygaga14 totallygaga14 18-21, F 11 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    i need help. when i was 4

    or 5, i asked my grandfather to play a game with my stuffed animals where they visited my crotch or whatever. and he would have me lay down with my legs spread, & take the head of the stuffed animal and shove it against my vagina (with clothes on).. is this molested..? even...
    anonymoushb anonymoushb 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 6

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    When i was 11 years old i was molested by a man

    and i never told anyone about this but now that im a adult male i feel that i should tell someone so that i can finally put it in the past. I prefer to talk about this over the phone so if anyone wants to talk please inbox me
    Delonto Delonto 26-30, M Aug 12

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    Um this happened recently I was in my middle

    school bathroom and my teacher came up to me and took me back to his class because he said he needed help and I did then I saw him lock the door and When I turned around he pinned me down and put tape on my mouth took off my clothes felt me down there and did so much more to me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    hi my name is Marcos

    and i was molested several times maybe more i cant really remember, i was molested by a friend of my brothers and sadly my dad i still talk to my dad normally as of nothing happened sometimes i wonder if he still remembers what he did to me it didn't really affect me in a crazy...
    Keyzom Keyzom 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 5

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    After being with my wife

    for nine years I finally told her about my experiences as a child. The conversation happened the other night. I was drunk and I opened up about everything. It was the most liberating conversation. I truly think this will get her and I back on track. Of course, only time will...
    Cnote7 Cnote7 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Begging for a rope to save me from drowning in

    vicious childhood flashbacks and i am thrown an anchor instead. He must be starving because no matter where i am, his ghost demands to be fed. I haven't seen his eyes in twenty years and yet my memory recalls them in horrific detail even during the intimate relations in the...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 40 Responses Feb 14

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    I've been having lots of unexpected flashbacks

    lately. I feel like my my chest is being crushed and my heart is pounding. I don't know how to stop it.
    DaughterOfAir DaughterOfAir 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I was molested by my father

    for years. It started when I was 10 and ended when he died last year. I'm 18 now and feeling lost and confused.
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Jun 28

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    I had a paper route and one of my customers

    molested me and I never told anyone, not even my wife
    EdMichaels EdMichaels 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    My dad played with me

    when I was young and I liked . I am odd
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13

    almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You would always know when he was home because you would hear my grandma yell at him . Before it started I always would fight my brother about sleeping...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    Real sickos out there I hope they get what they

    deserve...and surprisingly enough with most of the experiences I hear mothers don't care about their children they just turn a blind eye KNOWINGLY how could you not protect your own child????? My short story: I was molested as a child by my brothers and my pathetic excuse for a...
    MaryAlias MaryAlias 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I wanted to share my experience

    because unlike many girls who have been touched, I loved it. I still get off thinking about it. It started when I was 7 and lasted only a couple years. He was my step grandfather and had many opportunities to touch me. I don't remember the first time specifically but I do...
    thedirtygirl thedirtygirl 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 10

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    I was five years old

    when me and my younger brother were molested by neighborhood teenagers, I went to help with from being bullied by them and they made us undress and they touched him and I and made us touch each other while they watched and humiliated us under my mom's nose whom I went to visit...
    lostwoman890 lostwoman890 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I Was Molested... And I Liked It.

    At the age of 4 I remember so vividly I was molested by my cousin while she was babysitting me. It was a simple day me and her. We were playing with my barbies and she stoped all of the sudden. I asked her what was wrong and she told me " Lets play a game I call Eat You Up...
    HaleyLoves HaleyLoves 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    i was molested by my moms friend

    and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 31-35, M 6 Responses Apr 11, 2014

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    18 months old. That was my earliest childhood

    memory. 18 months old and I can remember textures, smells, colors, taste, and most importantly you. You are the biggest reason for my first real memory. I was just a baby. innocent, helpless, small, afraid. you should have been the one who protected me. you were... my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    I'll start off by saying

    that I came across this site after searching for "I enjoyed being molested as a child" If that offends you (and, yes, to be clear, I truly did enjoy my experiences), you should probably find a different story to read. It began with one of my uncles when I was 4-years old. I...
    Annieonymous Annieonymous 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 24

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    I grew up with sex and

    even when I was 6 I liked it and I don't think I could ever have a bf my age. I know people think that people like me are all sick and twisted, but it's all people like me have ever known. If it wasn't for sex we wouldn't be loved. And just because I like it done to me doesn...
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 8

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    When I was in Scouts Canada I was sexually

    abused by the Scouts Master. I know it's was wrong what he did to me and I know he took advantage of me. Till today, what still bother me is how good it felt in my body! I was scared but the felling felt so good I loved the felling and that mess me up. This should never happen...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 30

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    I was only 5 1/2 when my second cousin took my

    innocence away. It was one early afternoon when my mom decided to run a couple of errands, my older cousin (who was about 13 or 14) stayed on the next block from us so she called him over to watch my older brother and I. We were all playing around as normal kids do, when all of...
    Hopelessuglylove Hopelessuglylove 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 30, 2014

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    Chap. II There are far too many stories to

    tell, so I will share mostly the ones that marked my life the most. I'd like to point out the fact that I am very aware of the damage, the horribly wrong this man and woman have caused me, and how illegal it is. I am figuring out my life, and have some sort of plan to finaly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I'll update you on what's been happening.

    As some of you that read my stories know all what happened with my stepdad, I did mention the molesting with our house maid never stopped, but it didn't bother me as much as my stepdad molesting me. She still hasn't stop, but it hasn't been as frequent as it used to be. I'll be...
    redlipscandyy redlipscandyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I was molested by my father

    and my brother. my father started when I was really young and my brother started when I was in my pre teens. My farther is now in prison and I no longer talk to my brother.. I don't blame my bro for doing what he did cause that life was all we knew we thought it was love, we...
    RuRave93 RuRave93 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses