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I Was Molested As Child

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    The Ramblings of a CSA Survivor

    I'm not sure where to start with all of this, and I have to apologize up front for poor grammer, spelling and sentence structure. When I start typing or writing about this stuff my PTS kicks up and I just get going and can't stop to re-read or I will just delete it all. But I...
    Tjol Tjol 31-35, M 7 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    When I was 11 I was molested by my uncle.

    We where sitting and watching soccer on the tv and I was sitting on his lap. He put a blanket over me and started to touch me. I knew this was wrong but I couldn't move. I could feel my heart pounding so hard.. Then my dad came and he moved me and I just stood up and walked into...
    jordanbek jordanbek 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

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    Why?

    When I was a child my sister and I were adopted by our aunt and uncle. When I was about 7yrs old I was molested by my uncle. I later came to find out he also did it to my sister, my cousin, his own son, and my best friend at the time. He became jailed when I was in 5th grade but...
    slutlierebel slutlierebel 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    I was about 5 or 6 years old

    when this happened. I only remember 2 of the times, I don't know if there are more times and I just blacked out. I remember it was Christmas break. It was during the winter and my dad took me to the bathroom to try on clothes, but there were still others in the house. My dad...
    crazykim17ily crazykim17ily 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    When I was 11 my stepdad molested me And make

    me touch him. I had written about it in my journal and my mom read it. Two months after it happened. When she told him she knew he killed himself. Leaving his two year old behind. I'm seventeen now and still think of him daily. Why do I feel like it's my fault my brother will...
    Hurt1453 Hurt1453 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I have only told a few people during the last

    24 years. The first time I told my cousin, and she told her Mom. I remember the night when my Mom received a call from her sister. I was sitting in the same room with her watching tv. All of a sudden I saw tears running down her face. Then she hung up the phone and looked at...
    pensacola123 pensacola123 36-40 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I was molested when I was 7

    or 8 by a family member I was vey close to. I would always go and visit her and we were like best friends, always inseparable. We would do everything together including sleeping in the same bed and taking showers. We did this all the time with no problems until one time I came...
    Owymonster Owymonster 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    I was molested by my cousin.

    I was seven years old at the time. When he came to visit it was normal. And then things started to go wrong and I was too naive to notice. First it was a back massage with lotion and my shirt was off. Then we went into my room one day and he laid me down on the bed. He looked...
    Isabella545 Isabella545 13-15 1 Response Mar 23

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    I didn't get the worst of it.

    .. my sister was molested when she was 6. She was in the opera, playing Trouble in Madam Butterfly. I guess everytime my mom took her to rehearsal..some man touched her. She tried to open the car door and jump out after one of the rehearsals, saying she wanted to die. Why would...
    bittersweet128 bittersweet128 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    When I was 15 I was raped

    and before he raped me he always used to call me beautiful. so I dont think I'm conceited by saying this. when a guy obsesses over my looks or if I'm just meeting someone and they call me beautiful i automatically think theyre a creep or just get very turned off by them and dont...
    beetlebucks beetlebucks 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 1

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    It started when I wad 7,

    and it ended when I was 13. He would always touch me, then asked if I liked it. I nevet said a thing to anyone. Then one day durong 8th grade, I started crying in clazs and told my friend about it. CPS got involved and I wad take. away for almost 2 months. I still cut myself...
    silenceprincess silenceprincess 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Cartoons with Uncle Randy.

    My uncle used to babysit me Saturday mornings at our house. We would eat Fruity Pebbles and watch cartoons. I would sit on his lap and his hand would go down my pajama bottoms during Road Runner and Tom and Jerry. If I wasn't in the mood, he would pull my panties down and...
    Felony69 Felony69 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 7

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    Today hasn't been one of my good days,

    Im beginning to sink again.... All I wanna do is just sit in my bed and go to sleep....No one knows what I deal with....Im so tired of feeling of thinking of being this way. I went to church and even my friends noticed....but I could never tell them what was really going on. I...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    At that age of thirteen I was raped by 'my best

    friend' or so I thought...I was at a party and just thought I was having harmless fun, he offered my one drink and before you knew it we were playing murder in the dark. He wouldn't leave me alone, he kept coming at me, maybe it was my fault I couldn't fight anymore so I gave in...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I don't think there's a day

    that goes by that i don't think about it...... It eats and eats at you everyday, sometimes the way stuff happened i really wonder if it was my fault. I have no idea, but now it causes me to have bad habits that i wish i could drop cold turkey... but i cant because its there...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 20

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    I Want To Forget.

    i can't carry this guilt and shame any more. the constant fear. i have nightmares about it and when i wake up, shame wears me down. so many have done it to me. all cousins. I've been violated so many times. I feel them on me sometimes, hands and mouths. going places they never...
    CuriousIronButterfly CuriousIronButterfly 13-15, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    I'm a 14 year old boy.

    I have been through a terrible experience that I hope no one ever has to endure. My parents got divorced two years ago. My dad moved out and I stayed with my mom. A few months later, my deadbeat uncle moved in with us, because he had run out of money, and my mom felt sorry for...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 10 Responses Mar 7

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    my aunt's servant took me to the balcony

    tricked me to thinking he had something to give me,he did alright just not something a 6 year old will have in mind.he almost choked me, hold my breathe and held me tight.finished his business and let me go.i faced this many times with different ppl till i was 11 when i told my...
    AfshaFH AfshaFH 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I remember being back in first grade.

    I was new to the school, and everyone already had their friends chosen from kindergarten. But being new, I found that I got special attention from an assortment of other kids, especially boys. I remember being in gym class, sitting on the gym floor, waiting for my turn in line...
    Tayns2010 Tayns2010 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30

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    Mixed Feelings About It

    I was molested by a family member from when I was 6 until I was 12 and I told that story in the "I Was Molested by My Uncle" group. I wanted to tell a different story and I wasn't sure where to put it. I couldnt find a group about being molested by a stranger so I figured I'd put...
    KimmieDelta KimmieDelta 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    Neighbour

    I was getting ready to go next door to swim when I drop my towel and I was bending down I was about 12 at the time. There was hands on my waist as the guy bend down and picked up my towel. I was freaking out because I was wearing a bikini that was tied by strings. The guy was...
    XxTeresaaBoooxx XxTeresaaBoooxx 13-15, F 13 Responses Sep 8, 2013

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    My uncle molested me from the time I was 10

    until I was 14. Every family gathering, every holiday. As soon as people's eyes were turned, even if they were still in the room, he'd be all over me, touching me. When I was younger I didn't recognize it for what it was. I thought things were normal, he was my favorite uncle...
    Catsoutdabag Catsoutdabag 31-35, F 10 Responses Mar 13

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    Hi, it's Dakota again.

    I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal a few weeks later. The other two men just received 20 years in prison, without the possibility of parole. My uncle got...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Short...

    I was 11 years old, got molested at a camp by a boy a year younger than me, no one believed me, it occured for weeks. End of story. It happens to lots of people.
    Chocolategirl18 Chocolategirl18 18-21, F 16 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    I was molested as a child by my older cousin,

    he was only 3 yrs older than me but he started molesting me when I was about 6, he would grind his penis on me and touch me in my private parts. i found out later he was doing the same thing to my sister. Since then I have had major relationship issues. I also was raped when I...
    faithmarie faithmarie 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 7

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    My Story Of Child Molestion

    I was molested by my elder cousin brother when I was 7-8 years old. He is 9 years older than I am. I was too young to know anything about it. It went on for years. And when I was old enough to know what it was all about, I hated everybody, including myself.. I could never tell my...
    taylor2306 taylor2306 16-17, F 9 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I remember playing "parents" with the neighbor

    girl, 4-5 years older than me, when I was a kid. I didn't want to but she said it was important, that we needed to if I was going to get to be her brother's friend (he was my age). We had to take of our close and lay under a blanket. I don't remember many other details...
    AnAvoidant AnAvoidant 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I haven't spoken to my mom

    since I was in the 3rd grade. I'm gonna be a senior next year and She no longer has contact with family because she blames everyone for her problems and never takes responsibility for anything. I have been living with my grandparents since I was 4. Living with her caused me...
    Confuse831 Confuse831 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 14

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    I was molested by my uncle

    and enjoyed it. He taught me a lot.
    Felony69 Felony69 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    My neighbor used to invite me over to way candy

    and ice cream and we watches movies and it was all stuffs I wasn't allow to do at home and we couldn't afford it anyway and then he started having me sit on his lap while I ate ice cream or lick candy pieces off of the front of his pants and he liked to take pictures of us...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    First Step To Healing

    There once was a 3 year old girl who's father was always away and who's mother always had to work. Her mother needed a babysitter so she hired some. One babysitter was a bully and made the little girl run around her yard all day, even if she was hurt if she fell down. If she...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    "Don't Tell Your Mommy, This Is Our Little Secret"

    WARNING: Detailed and possibly triggering. I just had to get this out. I met K at swim lessons when I was 7 and she was 6. My mom quickly felt bad for K, because she had no friends, and struck up a friendship with K's mother L and told me I had to be friends with K. When I...
    crazychick10793 crazychick10793 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    By my paternal grandfather.

    The earliest occurrence I can remember, I was two or three years old, and the most recent was when I was 13. Only my mother knows about this, but I need to get it off my chest. Whenever we'd stay at their house, he would act strangely. He wouldn't let go of me after I hugged...
    ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes ThatOneGirlWithTheBlueEyes 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 30

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    I was nine. My friend

    who I had been friends with since probably kindergarten invited me to her house for a sleepover. The first night was fine. The next day it was her birthday party. A lot of her family members came over, including her one cousin. All of the adults left all of the children in the...
    wonderingbutnotlost wonderingbutnotlost 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    Happened to me when I was about 5.

    It was a step cousin I never met that immigrated from south asia. It went on for a few years. Until I stopped it. He didnt get caught until it happened to my brother. Message me if you want to hear the details.
    simpleman79 simpleman79 31-35, M Apr 8

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    My moms boyfriend molested me

    when I was in 5th grade or fourth I don't remember but he did it right in front of my mom without her noticing it .he also molested my precious little sister I really hated him .me and my sister never told no one .he ended up going crazy and put a shotgun to me and my sisters...
    Elizabeth1151 Elizabeth1151 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 4

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    Shhh. I was molested.

    Now more than a few people know. I'm sick of telling people only for them to leave me for it. I'm not damaged! Just because I can't give oral anymore doesn't me I'm damaged! Thank you very much
    maggielue maggielue 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    I Was Molested By 3 Different People As A Child .

    My experience starts in preschool . I believe I was about 3 years old when the first situation happened . She was one of the two daycare student teachers . Her name was either Melody or Melanie and she abused me on more than one occasion even though I can only vividly remember...
    Kingmingyao Kingmingyao 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    My 15 year old babysitter used to play with me

    when I was around 9 and I lost my virginity to her when I was 13 and she was almost 20. Although I enjoyed it later, the early experiences were uncomfortable and awkward.
    xolker xolker 26-30, M 6 Responses Feb 27

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    i was molested as a little girl

    but it was more so by other kids or teenagers which happen to be related to me and i as a little girl saw nothing wrong with it i knew not to tell of course right now i look back and it makes me sad to know i was so small and innocent and this was going on and theee was so many...
    XblueXroseX XblueXroseX 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    18 months old. That was my earliest childhood

    memory. 18 months old and I can remember textures, smells, colors, taste, and most importantly you. You are the biggest reason for my first real memory. I was just a baby. innocent, helpless, small, afraid. you should have been the one who protected me. you were... my...
    22shadesofme 22shadesofme 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    Dear, My Moms past boyfriend When I first met

    you, I was afraid of you and I didn't know why. I told my mom, you were no good. But she thought that I just got that from my father. But truth is, it wasn't cause I saw evil in your eyes. But I didn't want to show fear into my eyes. So I sucked it up, and you became apart of my...
    itsjustbrit itsjustbrit 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I was molested by my mothers boyfriend *now

    husband* when I was in the 5th and 6th grade. I didn't know how to handle it , I thought it was my fault since I let it happen and didn't say anything. He said no one would ever believe me. She was so into him I really thought she wouldn't believe me. None of my other family...
    michelle1193 michelle1193 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    i was molested by my moms friend

    and it has made me into so many bad things.. Sexually confused .. addicted to violent sex... confused with who iam
    Strippedaway Strippedaway 26-30, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    I was about 4 years old.

    My brother would take me into his room, the bathroom, just anywhere that he could get away with it. I remember always being so scared. He always would tell me that it was okay. That it was normal. He would touch me... He would make me touch him, too... Sometimes it would only...
    sarahjade123 sarahjade123 13-15, F 8 Responses Mar 25

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    Me too, i was 5. And still no one knows.

    Most likely no one will ever know. Anyhow, i think the first noticeable effect on me is that i was a super talkative child to a veeery very quite kid. Its scary to see my home videos of me before what happened and after .You can see a piece of that child lost, forever.
    Nobunaga88 Nobunaga88 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 15

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    I still haven't told anyone.

    Maybe it's best to keep it a secret? I don't know. It's eating me alive.
    PreciousMystery PreciousMystery 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    i was around 5 at the time i dont remember

    when it started or ended. it was a servant who worked at our house. i was rather fond of him as a child. he would tell me he loved me and play role playing games with me , me acting like a princess and him like a prince. he would grind on me at the end of the game and made me...
    confusedanddepressed095 confusedanddepressed095 18-21 2 Responses Mar 6

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    When I was younger, I was molested by someone I

    trusted. She was supposed to be my grandmother. I remember it vividly, one day she had came to baby sit me, and we were playing with stuffed animals. She started making the animals do nasty things, and when she did, she said "One day you will do this with someone." I was eight...
    kayleedawn kayleedawn 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Still My Darkest Shame

    I'm not really sure how to start this... I've never really ever told anyone but here goes... When I was about four years old I, like almost any child, was in love with going to grandmas. Not only did I love my grandmother very much but it meant that I got to spend time with my...
    Hypnotixtic Hypnotixtic 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    Sorry in advance for the lack of punctuation

    When I was about 6, I had to go to daycare my mom used the same one since I'd been born well anyways I asked the teacher lady"glorified babysitter" if I could be excused I needed to pee so she let me I made my way down the hall towards the restroom I walked up to a urinal as...
    thebrutalflame thebrutalflame 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14.

    I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read my last post in this group. It happened last summer, a few days after I turned 14. I was raped by my uncle and three drug...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 22

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    Related Experiences

    I don't even know where to begin, I was molested countless times when I was about 10 years old. It all started with a game of pool. My brother, who is 8 years older. So at the time...
    strength05 strength05 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    When I was younger, about 6 or 7 years old, I was molested by my older brother multiple times. We used to Picto chat all of the time on the DS light for fun together. Then one...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F Mar 29

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    When I was 12 my biological ***** donor molested me. He took my innocence and the child out of me in that moment. We went through the court system and he was out of our home for...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F Mar 30

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 4

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