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I Was Molested By My Brother

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 259 People

    I Need to Let This Out

     I'm not sure how to start this off, but when I was 9 I remember me and my brothers used to play this game where we would make a house out of chairs and blankets, putting the blankets on top of the chairs and then laying inside our 'fortress' and watching tv. My oldest...
    glovecompartment glovecompartment 18-21 3 Responses Jun 16, 2009

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    Thoughts (Rant Sort Of)

    Victims of incestual molestation.... we have it hard. You can't tell anyone (that isn't like a counselor or something) what really happened. "Oh... uh... it was a creepy neighbor." We all have our excuses. I'm sure we've all given someone an excuse... someone who just couldn't...
    HopeAroundTheCorner HopeAroundTheCorner 18-21, F 1 Response May 21, 2013

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    My Nightmare

    Before you read this: it's quite jumbled as I wrote it down in a note app on my phone just after waking up, which is also why it's not structured very well or at all. The "him" I keep referring to is my brother. Riley is my boyfriend and one of my best friends on the planet. He...
    HopeAroundTheCorner HopeAroundTheCorner 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2013

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    I Don't Know What To Do.

    I'm 22 now and remember one of my older brothers doing sexual stuff to me. The first time I remember it happening I was about 4/5 and he was 9/10. He came into my bedroom and started acting like we were having sex. He got on top of me and started rubbing (thrusting) his genitals...
    ajcortez ajcortez 22-25, F Oct 22, 2013

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    Never Fear

    I was always the tomboy out of four sisters, being the youngest out of five girls I always favored my two older brothers. I enjoyed hanging out with them from video games, to riding bikes etc. I had a single father and he always traveled. So I remember one day my oldest brother...
    RelatedEvents RelatedEvents 22-25, F Aug 14, 2013

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    Was I Molested??

    I want to tell somebody my story and i dont know who else to tell so im just going to tell the world i am 15 both y parents are alchoholics i have 3 siblings the two oldest i never lived with an the my half siblings i have one whole brother lets say his name is edd weve lived...
    Lily111797 Lily111797 22-25 4 Responses Mar 15, 2013

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    Scared For Life

    This is the frost time I ever talk about this everyone says that talking about it make you feel better. I'm a male and I was molested by two of my older brothers. I really don't remember my exact age it might have been around 7 or 8 my mom and dad used to both work my dad during...
    Jay71990 Jay71990 18-21, M 6 Responses May 26, 2010

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    My Brother Molested Me

    When i was 6 my brother started touching me. The first time was when me him & my other brother where in the back seat of the car on the way home from a trip & the other was asleep & my brother started touching me. I closed my eyes quickly to pretend i was asleep. I cant remember...
    MissingPages MissingPages 18-21, F 13 Responses Aug 21, 2010

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    "most Horrible Sister"

    I grew up with a brother who's 2 years older than me. Older brothers are supposed to be protective of their younger siblings, right? So wrong.    When I was very young  he tried to molest me in a public swimming pool and when I fought back he tried to drown...
    chalybseris chalybseris 18-21 3 Responses Apr 21, 2010

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    Molested At Eight: I'm Struggling To Cope

    This is really hard because I have never told anyone this, but I have heard it helps you to move on and I'm haunted everyday by what my brother did to me. When I was around eight years old my brother asked me to show him inapropriate parts of my body he was twelve. I didn't want...
    thesadone94 thesadone94 18-21, F Sep 20, 2013

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    I Finally Told My Dad

    The first time my brother molested me, I was about 5 years old.  We had gone for a walk to the shop.  I came home crying and bleeding.  At first my mum was infuriated but my brother swore he had not done anything to me.  The abuse continued and my mum never...
    Xenajet Xenajet 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2010

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    Step-Brother.

    I was 5 years old, and he was 15. He is the son of my dad (not my biological father) who molested my big sisters many years down the road. My sisters and I were running around the house playing hide and seek. My step brother babysitting. He had been sitting at the diner table...
    Topazx7 Topazx7 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2013

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    He Was Practicing

                                   My name is Nick I am a male and my brother would get me alone and tell me he is practicing for...
    Natemares Natemares 22-25, M 7 Responses Feb 18, 2010

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    Need Closure

    I feel I can relate to this. I believe when I was 6 or 7 it started. My dad had always had health problems, he had two strokes and was on dialysis. Finally, a blessing, they found a match for my dad for a new kidney. It was during that whole transition this happened. There was a...
    lovelyneedshelp lovelyneedshelp 22-25, F Apr 30, 2013

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    Two Decades

    Almost two decades have passed since the first time. The first time I was used, abused, molested, tricked and scarred for life. I lost a part of me which to this day I am still desperately trying to find. The vivid nightmares wake me from my sleep dazed and confused. So much time...
    BeyondEmotions BeyondEmotions 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2013

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    First Time

    This is my first time ever admitting this..... to anyone.... I've been asked by many people if I'd been molested.  I've always wanted to scream YES but how do you then say it was one of my best friends..... my brother.  I'm not sure how old I was when it started or how...
    keepontruckin keepontruckin 22-25 11 Responses Jun 25, 2008

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    I'M Blaming Myself

    I blame me because I should've known better. My half brother moved from his moms to live with my bioligical father who I would live with just about with in the summer. I just remember being 6 years old and scared. I hated how he use to try to kiss me. He used my fear of night...
    TellmeaLie TellmeaLie 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2013

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    Molested By My Brother

    I have never told anyone this in my life but I was molested by my brother and cousin. The sad thing is before it happened I always knew I liked guys. So I feel like in some way I asked for it. My brother would perform anal intercourse on me while my cousin would ask me yo perform...
    sadboy77 sadboy77 36-40, M 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    Who Would I Be Today?

    It's terrifying to consider having children especially if you're a victim of sexual abuse. It's strange how for most of my life I've put the memories of what my brother did to me away. It started at such a young age, I was only 8 and he was 9. I'm 25 now and remember it as if it...
    mscandygirl2012 mscandygirl2012 22-25 2 Responses Apr 24, 2012

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    My Story

    Okay. This is a story that I never told a soul. If you take the time to read my long story, then thank you. I have kept these details secret for so long. It's time to tell my story. Here it goes. My name is Jessica. I just turned 21. This story takes place when I was around 7...
    jess7916 jess7916 18-21, F Dec 11, 2012

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    Speak Your Fears

    In the night my inner demons come out to play, to them there is so much I would like to say As I can’t seem to outrun my past, no matter how hard I try, I think it’s time to speak my fears Let the ears hear my melancholic music, my story of hell on earth This life that you...
    BeyondEmotions BeyondEmotions 22-25, F Feb 11, 2013

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    I Dont Know What To Think

    i think i was molested by my brother. it started when i was 10 and him 13. he started touching me. he always initiated it. i dont remember much. i feel like it was my fault because i never stopped it. it did stop when i was almost 15. he commited suicide a year ago and i feel...
    mountainmom08 mountainmom08 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2013

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    It All Started When I Was 6.

    Hello i am going to try and share my whole story, of what i can remember. It all started when i was 6. I remember my brother telling me that there was fire crackers in an abandoned moblie home, i went there with him and he and his friend told me to touch them so i did, i did to...
    crystalmjones crystalmjones 18-21, F Oct 28, 2013

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    I came across this community tonight randomly.

    Well, not so randomly, but you get it. I decided to draft a letter to my brother, and wanted some opinions on it first before I gave it to him. It's kind of gnarly, so let me know your honest opinions :) Ps sorry for any spelling errors, it's 3 AM. 12/27/13 I know how upset you...
    VeeDoubleU VeeDoubleU 22-25, F Dec 27, 2013

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    My Brother Molested Me As A Child

    ok so i have carried this secret with me for a very long time with the only people who knew being my best friend and my boyfriend of 2 years. i had not told my parents until just a few days ago.i am now 18 and this all began around the age of 8 which would make my older brother...
    rosered2000 rosered2000 18-21, F Jul 3, 2013

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    Can't Forgive Him

    It took me a long time to write my story. I'm going to spare the details. I was molested by my oldest brother from the time I was 9 till about 12 or 13. I was really withdrawn as a child and I am still in the process of putting my life back together. I am currently in therapy and...
    a8willia a8willia 26-30 3 Responses Aug 1, 2010

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     I was around the age of 13-14.

    Me and my brother Cody were best mates, despite the gap between our ages. He was atleast 14-15. Anyways...Our parents got divorced when we were around the ages of 7 and 9, it became really hard for us after our father left us. Our mother was going through a state of depression...
    MrNightmareStories MrNightmareStories 18-21, M Mar 2

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    I Was Too Young...

    When i was 7 i was sexually abused by my older brother,this consisted of him coming into my room at night, i dont even remember how he managed to get in but when he did he would lie next to me and slide his penis inbetween my legs, everytime it happend i would pretend to be...
    YourMyLove YourMyLove 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    My Parents Ignore It Happened.

    When I was around 7...maybe a little younger maybe a little older.  Honestly I can't remember, one of my older brothers molested me.  He was living with us at the time he is  13 or so years older than me and has a different mother.  He lived in our basement and I remember...
    Tryin2Cope Tryin2Cope 22-25 1 Response Dec 21, 2010

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    A mothers cry! I have three boys ages 12,

    4, and almost 2. Recently I found out that my oldest son was molesting/raping my younger two. It all came out within finding out my oldest was gay. I always thought he was but I guess he his it cause I wouldn't approve. Thru interrogation my husband and I got him to admit to...
    pghbaddest pghbaddest 26-30, F Sep 2

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    Am I the Monster? Is It My Fault?

     when I was very young, about six or seven, my brother molested me. He was fourteen at the time. My dad had left him to babysit me one day, because it was during the summer or something. I don't konw how it happened exactly. My brother said we could watch some movies...
    CoconutBeaches CoconutBeaches 18-21 2 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    My Story

    i don't know how i'm even brining myself to write this, but i cannot continue living with this secret under my chest. There is so much i don't know where to begin and i feel that writting this out will help with my healing process. At this point in my life i do not even want to...
    hollowsoul1233 hollowsoul1233 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2013

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    For Years, I Pretended To Be Asleep...

    From the time I was 9-12, I would pretend that his advances didn't wake me up. I just laid there, eyes closed, wishing it would stop. His hands touching me and doing things to me made me feel so disgusting, repulsive. But I didn't have the courage to let him know I was awake...
    lostinmymind91 lostinmymind91 22-25, F May 9, 2013

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    Just Need Professional Help

    ....but I have no idea how to or where to go I was molested by my older brother and I am still afraid...
    scared2dead34 scared2dead34 26-30, F Nov 3, 2013

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    My Brother Molesting Me When I Sleep

    I am 16 year old girl and my brother is 13. Ever since me and my brother were little we have always been very close. I share a bed with my brother as we had a 2 bedroom house and we had to share a room. One month back when I wake up in morning, I saw he tightly wrapped his arm...
    prin100 prin100 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    Lost Love

    I was molested on 3 separate occasions as a child by my brother whose older by a year. I clearly remember him trying to anally rape me but it didn't happen. I never told my mother, as a kid I knew she adored him more than me. Now I'm in love with someone but this keeps me from...
    Lost212013 Lost212013 22-25 1 Response Jul 7, 2013

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    8 Years Of Hell Turned To A Lifetime

    I was four years old when my brother who was two years older started touching me. I knew something wasn't right but he said his friends told him about this stuff and he wanted to try it and my mom still made us shower together. As the years went on it went became more than...
    keptquit32yrs keptquit32yrs 31-35 Sep 4, 2013

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    2older Brothers Took My Life Away

    AT AGE 4, I WAS MOLESTED BY MY OLDER BROTHER HE IS 8 YRS OLDER THAN ME. THIS CONTINUED TILL I WAS 8YRS OLD. HE WOULD LAY WITH ME NAKED AND CARESS AND TOUCH ME ALL OVER. I HAD NO IDEA WTF I WAS DOING I GET SO MAD AT MYSELF. AT THE AGE OF 7, MY OTHER BROTHER STARTED MOLESTING ME UP...
    Ladybug706 Ladybug706 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2013

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    The Begining

    Writing this anywhere is not easy. I will start with where I am now. My brother died about 5 years ago from AIDS.  I miss him. As a young boy I was very alone. My brother was the closest to me in age. He was born gay, no doubt,  I am not sure about me... I was always...
    enuf enuf 41-45, M 14 Responses Feb 18, 2008

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    Questionability

    i believe that i was molested when i was 8 not sure thou
    perkins501 perkins501 22-25 1 Response May 23, 2013

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    Yet It Still Hurts

    The worst part of it all is the act he puts up. He feigns care; he feigns sympathy; he puts on a show. He's a great actor, is he not? He's got everyone convinced that he wants to be my guardian, my protector. A big brother looking out for his little sister. Oh, if they only knew...
    HopeAroundTheCorner HopeAroundTheCorner 18-21, F 4 Responses May 21, 2013

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    Not Sure How to Start This...

    I guess I'll just come straight out and say about it. My brother always use to touch me. He's younger than me but the touching started when I was around 9 or 10. It made me uncomfortable and I didn't want him to do it but I felt like I couldn't stop him. Even though he was...
    possum89 possum89 18-21 1 Response Oct 13, 2008

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    I Caught My Brother Touching My Nipples When I Was Asleep

    We live in a small house so I have to share rooms with my younger brother (15 years old). I'm a 18 year old girl. I told my parents many time I want my own room, but they won't listen. Here's what happened this morning:I was sleeping by my side, facing right, with both my hands...
    huggypiggy huggypiggy 18-21 30 Responses Oct 8, 2011

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    Never Told

    My brother and I shared the same bed for years. First it  just hugs and cuddles that I enjoyed. Soon he started to touch and rub me all over. He would focus on rubbing my penis thru my PJ. When I got an erection he would pull my pajamas and underwear down. He would put...
    robertr2 robertr2 51-55, M Feb 15, 2010

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    Try to Put the Past Behind

    When I was much younger I was molested by my brother and my father.Trying to deal with as an adult is not easy.When no one understands you it makes it harder.Relationships are not so easy but I am trying to put the past behind me.Maybe this will help.
    ferrari ferrari 41-45 5 Responses May 18, 2008

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    Lingering Issues

    When I was 5 yo my mother found me laying on the bed, naked, and my brother, 8 yo, looking at me. We were both yelled at and told to never do it again. It continued, against my wishes, for approx. 11 more years. My brother, an athletic person who held weight lifting records in...
    familylost familylost 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2013

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    Broken

    I was molested by my step bother at the age of 6 he was 16. It only happened once but it still haunts me everyday. i hate the fact that i can still see the room the exact was it was and what i was wearing and what he said to me and what i said to him. He made me put his **** in...
    brokeninpices brokeninpices 22-25, F 5 Responses May 20, 2012

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    Started When I Was An Infant....

    My brother made fun me, telling me that when I was a baby he had fun sticking things inside me...That's when I realized that the memories I have of him touching me were not the only times he had abused me. My other older brothers used to make me watch **** with them from age 3...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 1, 2013

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    Today Is the Day I Tell the Truth

    I began seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist about 8 months ago.  Originally it was for advice on getting out of a bad marriage (which I have since done successfully) and because I have always had problems with overwhelming emotions.  It wasn't until I began with my...
    flutesofchi flutesofchi 31-35, F 1 Response May 14, 2009

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    Ashamed And Confused

    I don't really know how to start this it all happened so long ago and honestly I have repeated it so many times its hard to see how anyone can help anymore. I am so confused it started when I was 7 before my mother ever married my step-dad they were having an affair. He had three...
    bolognacheese bolognacheese 22-25, F Jul 15, 2013

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    My Brother's Revenge On My Mom, Me?

    It started when I was born. My brother didn't like my Mom having another baby. He was mean to me all throughout my childhood, and not your average mean as I now know to be "normal" sibling rivalry, he was Macaulay Culkin evil in The Good Son. Every time we would fight I never...
    ManThisSux ManThisSux 26-30 2 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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