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I Was Molested By My Father

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 258 People

    Forever 11

    I turned forty last year. My dad died of a horrible disease last year. I haven't let anyone - or really believed anyone - love/d me since. My dad touched me once - in the same bed as my stepmom. Gave me my first ******. Before this, I hadn't even known that females had such...
    flavamartinez flavamartinez
    36-40
    7 Responses Apr 8, 2012

    Haunting

    My Dad molested me. He also molested my middle sister. We have a 13yr old sister. Do you know, where I'm going, with this? He refuses to own up, to the fact, that he's a molester. He blames it, on witch-craft. We're Nigerian. Anyway, I'm haunted by memories of this...
    ScarletOrtiz ScarletOrtiz
    26-30, F
    Dec 7, 2012

    22 + Years Of My Life I Was Molested

    This is hard for me to even type and say out loud. I feel as though the minute I say it the world is judging me as a ***** or disgusting or just some low meaningless life form. My counselor and even the detective on this case say I should connect with support groups. This would...
    kerri235 kerri235
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2013

    Unable To Forgive...

    I was 4 years old when my father went to prison for an unknown charge. He was in there for five years, I think. I lived with my grandmother at the time because "she needed help" supposely. Though I'm still trying to figure out the truth as to why I was sent to live with her. My...
    gyrlchyld007 gyrlchyld007
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2012

    Delusional Father

    I honestly can't remember the exact age my father started touching me inappropriately... maybe 10? My mother worked weekend nights and that was his time to prowl on me. He started by giving me massages which I thought was normal for some reason but then he started going lower and...
    letsfloataway letsfloataway
    26-30, F
    Jun 13, 2013

    The Dreams Return

    I was molested by my father at age 7 for the first time.  It continued until I was 9 years old.  I buried that **** for YEARS deep in my psyche; at age 47, after teh death of my mother, sister and brother in law, I lost it.  I had nightmares, rarely slept, and became suicidal...
    mikeshan02 mikeshan02
    46-50, M
    1 Response Dec 29, 2011

    NOT exactly. When I was 8,

    one Saturday afternoon, in the shower with my parents I "accidentally" fondled my Father's male member. I'd seen Mother do it. She always got "results" & to my surprise, I did too. With her "guidance", I knelt and put my mouth on his Master Piece. WOW! I'll never forget the...
    2Pink1s 2Pink1s
    61-65, F
    9 Responses Jan 23

    My Father Molested and Loved Me

    My father molested me from when I was very small (2 years) until I was 13 or 14.  I was very mixed up about this because my mother never told me she loved me, but then again, my father never told me he loved me either.  He did doctor me when I was hurt or sick...
    stillremembering stillremembering
    56-60, F
    5 Responses Dec 2, 2008

    Another Sad Molestation Story

    I actually never ever thoguht I could think this, let alone write it down. I was molested by my father. I think I was about 9 years old. I don't think it has affected me in any way. I had a great happy life. During my childhood after the incidents took place I think I forgot...
    lailabanks lailabanks
    31-35
    May 23, 2013

    I am adopted. And because of

    that I have been nothing but punished my whole life. "Your dad would never do that to you" "your adopted, it's common for adopted girls to make up lies about their fathers" "dad would never do that to you,stop lieing". My adopted mother wanted a girl so badly that she and my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 20, 2015

    I don't call it molestation.

    my father and had to share a bed. he would come home drunk he would come home drunk get in bed and he would spoon me and foundeled me dicky and i enjoy the pleasure m
    6Vicky9 6Vicky9
    61-65, M
    Mar 29

    my father has admitted his wrong doing to my

    brothers, sisters, me, and family therapist which is nice so people know I am telling the truth. the major problem I have about this is that my father and mother are still alive and I do not know how to forgive them (my mom for still being with him and acting like I am being...
    lizrowe14 lizrowe14
    36-40, F
    Jan 14, 2014

    Molested By My Uncle

    i lived with my uncle from 3yrs to when i left home, he did all for me cared nursed me , bathed me touched me i thought as a little girl its was the norm. he had me home schooled so i didnt have outside friends, he arranged for my tutor to be with me all day every day...
    sunrisegirl23 sunrisegirl23
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2012

    Can You Help?

    I am almost 37, I've been saying I'm 37 for the last few months, just so I can be psched up for it when it actually happens- not looking forward to this one btw. In my extreme old age (LOL) I have been trying to remember what it was like for me as a child getting abused by my...
    akasolia akasolia
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Apr 12, 2011

    Step Dad..

    My mother took me away from my birth father, hid the fact I had/have a blood sister given up for adoption... my mother married a new man, said "this is your father" and years later, went on a vegas trip with him after she had full knowlege he molested me. I'm ok now, it hurts...
    certifiedcatlady certifiedcatlady
    26-30
    Dec 5, 2012

    I Was Molested By My Father

    Without revealing two much I would like to say that my dad was just never around in my life. My parents divorced when I was four and I would see him sporadically ranging from months to years. When I was 11 I went to go live with him, and I had to sleep in the same bed as him...
    anonymousme67 anonymousme67
    22-25
    3 Responses Nov 30, 2011

    Any Advice Would Help

    I was molested by my father at age 9. I am 34 now I have tried for years to "just deal with it" but lately it is getting much harder I find myself crying a lot and thinking about it. The advice I need is this >my father met my sister his biological daughter for the first time...
    Lunarian Lunarian
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 18, 2013

    Our Secret

    I was molested by my dad from the age of 14 till I moved out last year. It started as touching, him coming into my room at night and fondling me. Then everything changed and it seemed like he was obsessed with me and sex, just the way he would watch me was creepy. But he was my...
    EmelineEthereal EmelineEthereal
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 4, 2012

    I Was Molested By My Father, But I Think I'M Okay.

    It all started when I was maybe 5 or 6. I had no idea what was going on when it first happened. But it kept happening. I started understanding that it was bad as time went on. Around the age of 7 or 8, my two older sisters, who were 12 at the time (they're twins), came to me and...
    HereToShare HereToShare
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2013

    I don't even remember exactly

    when it was because I repressed it so much, but I remember that it was in our old apartment so anywhere between 7th-9th grade. I sensed something was weird when he started coming into my room and hugging me. We were never the affectionate family. Then it happened. We were in...
    sajidaaah sajidaaah
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2014

    M.o.n.s.t.e.r.

    M.O.N.S.T.E.R "M" is for molester, because that's exactly what you are "O" is for obsessive, because that's what's gotten you this far "N" is for nobody, because that's all you'll ever be "S" is for survival, **** you dad, that's for me "T" is for torture, because it's the...
    silentandforgotten silentandforgotten
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 23, 2012

    Disaster At 8

    My parents are divorced. When i was eight i was the happiest child ever i went to go with my dad cause i went with him every other weekend and i awoke to him molesting me while i was "asleep". I froze. I didnt know what to do. What is happening?! i took it. After he stopped i...
    honeycombness honeycombness
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 24, 2013

    I Was Molested By My Father And Uncle For 8 Years.

    and my mother and grandmother knew. my father had the nerve to show up at my high school on my 18th birthday and i beat the **** out of him right in front of students, teachers, and a cop. it took 3 cops with tasers and mace to take me down and i got out of the cuffs once and...
    mosinman mosinman
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2011

    Done

    I was molested by our next door neighbor. I was the uncool kid, and he was always doing cool things: hay rides, barbeques, whatever. There were always about 20 kids around, and as a self-perceived ugly duckling, I was thrilled to tag along. The hand down the shirt at 9 didn't...
    karinalaloca karinalaloca
    56-60, F
    Dec 3, 2013

    I Was Molested By My Father

    When I was a little girl, 12 yo, my father started sodomizing me. He started having normal sex with me earlier, but after I got my period he stopped penetrating my vagina and started with my anus. At the time I did not know why, but now I think he was preventing a possible...
    jasmine24 jasmine24
    22-25, F
    28 Responses Jan 8, 2011

    My 50-year-old stepfather accused me of

    molesting him when I was 10. Imagine! I didn't even know the facts of life. I was naive. When I learned he was accusing me of molesting him I avoided him like the plague. I did not want to be accused of something like that.
    Cougarette Cougarette
    56-60
    Mar 8, 2014

    Daddy's Litte Girl

    This story is fairly graphic and may be triggers for some. Read with caution! My father touching me inappropriately seems to be so normal to my childhood that it is hard to determine how old I was when it began. I have vague memories of my father changing my diaper and telling...
    Shattereddreams88 Shattereddreams88
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Aug 24, 2013

    Broken.

    He ruined me. I'm broken on the inside. Oh. Sorry. Let me back up a bit. I was 9. Just entering 3rd grade. My mum and brothers were rarely home. Me and my dad. Home. Alone. One day, I angered him. He beat me. My parents started homeschooling me after he began to beat me...
    Katedbugg Katedbugg
    26-30, F
    Mar 11, 2013

    Molested Starting Age 5 Till 16

    My father started making me touch him at 5 and he would touch me and put his fingers in me every night he put me to bed. My mom worked nights... I never said a word and to this day I dont know why?? At 8 he made me start sucking him. I still never told. Then at ten he raped me...
    paisley321 paisley321
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 28, 2012

    I loved it! I never wanted it to stop!

    He tried but I wouldn't let him.. I would go sit on his lap in a little dress and no underwear and beg him to touch me.. Then I would beg him to kiss me there.. Oh god it felt so good! I wish he was still alive to do it today. No one has ever touched me and kissed me and licked...
    prettygitana prettygitana
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    I Was Molested By My Father When I Was Very Young Between Three Or For And He Always Said It Was My Fault That This Would Help The Both Of Us He Also Told Me That Not To Tell Any One Or He Would Kill My Mother My Mother Found Out That He Was Doing It To M

    when i was seven i left with a friend of my mothers she was a single mom we moved to new york city one day i met this guy at the bus station isaid that he wanted to help me so i went with him he fed me we talked but i did not know what was comeing next he had sex with me and...
    drakkarofoz drakkarofoz
    41-45
    3 Responses Apr 1, 2011

    I lvd when daddy got to get me pregant

    and I still slept with him and other men
    sexysara150 sexysara150
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 10, 2014

    Al Did Me

    My father Al banged me in the butt when I was 6 and I grew up gay. One time I molested my nephew while my Dad sung karaoke. By Kyle Peyton XxOo
    UnkleKyle UnkleKyle
    36-40
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2012

    I loved my daddy and

    when he and my mother got divorced I spent the summers with him. I think I was maybe nine or ten and it started a week or two after I started my summer vacation with him. We would lay together on the couch and watch television. He laid with his back to the back of the couch...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    24 Responses Sep 12, 2014

    How many of you liked it?

    Did you feel like a victim or did it make you feel special?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jul 28, 2015

    Intelligent, Helpful, Loving People: Please Help

    For the last few months I've been wondering if I have been molested. It would make sense, I have the symptoms. I talked to my mother today on the phone (she lives on the other side of the country) and I asked her if I had been in any traumatic experience when I was young...
    mrose1134 mrose1134
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2013

    Repressed Memories Of My Father Molesting Me For 6 Years.

    It started with him physically abusing me from age 5 to age 11. Then started molesting me from age 12 to 18.
    sharfree06 sharfree06
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2013

    Molested By My Father

    I feel the pain of everyone on this site that says this. My father molested me for as long as i remember. My mother was a sleepy head and the minute she fell aslee here he came. He would come into my bedroom at night and molest me, the minute my mother left the house, he...
    texgal63 texgal63
    46-50, F
    4 Responses May 22, 2012

    Between the ages of 11

    and 16 I lived with my dad. He would make me play with myself in front of him when he wasnt touching me.
    christykravchick christykravchick
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 23, 2014

    I Am Stuck....

    I am 34. I just finally had a breakthrough and realized why I am the way I am. My father molested me. There, I said it. There is no going back. Or is there? I have these tangled, confused memories, but can feel there is more. I just can't remember. I am the only girl of four. So...
    thefiercestcalm thefiercestcalm
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Nov 14, 2010

    I Was Molested By My Father

    When I was young about 4 my dad started molesting me and know one in my family knows except my husband. My mother was terrible to treated me like her slave and was always yelling at me and threatening me. I finally grew up and left and joined the military where I met my husband,I...
    jenn0315 jenn0315
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Jun 23, 2010

    Another My Dad Molested Me Story

    There are 5 girls in my family. Ironic isnt it because i often wondered how things would be if it were all boys ? But we werent. Im not going to drag this story out. My dad molested me from 2-14 when one day i said to him this isnt right. Im mot going to go into the painful...
    cdoughty53 cdoughty53
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2013

    Daddy'S Good Girl

    I don't remember when it started, in fact, I can't remember a time he wasn't touching me in some way. He used to hold me in his lap. Sometimes he would reach around and touch me through my panties, or pull then aside and touch me and try to shove his fingers inside of me. I could...
    Littleemmy Littleemmy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2013

    Troubled

    When I was about 6-7 years of age, I was sexually abused by my Dad. When i was younger I was always a 'Daddy's little girl', it all started with a game where he would trace a picture on my back and I would try and guess what the picture was, it sounds strange now, but as I was...
    scooby82 scooby82
    18-21
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

    I was molested by my father.

    ... For as long as I can remember, I was 3 the first time I remember it happening... It is my first memory I can ever recall... I was 16 the last time it happened.... I didn't know it was wrong until I was about 12. When I was about 5 I just brought up that "daddy and I played a...
    kellybaby10144 kellybaby10144
    18-21, F
    Aug 15, 2014
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