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I Was Molested

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 309 People

    I was thinking about

    whether to press charges against my molester or not. The best I have for proof is hazy recollections, and the latest I can remember is when I was about 10, maybe 11. I'm not sure. Any advice would be greatly appreciated
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    I Was "molested" By My Cousin.

    When I was 8 years old, my cousin Mitchell (16 at the time) convinced me to give him a blow job. I had NO clue what I was doing, what was going to happened or why he wanted it. But me being gullible and young I believed my big cousin wouldn't do anything to harm me or get me into...
    MackenzieTomlinson MackenzieTomlinson 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 1, 2012

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    Ritual baths. That's what I called them.

    I still do, however they have become slightly less frequent. The baths started when I was about 10, maybe 11. **** for all I know they could have started earlier. I was always kind of obsessed with being or feeling clean, though it was never that extreme from what I can remember...
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    I Can't Let Go....

    Why me? I'm so scared and so alone..... No one really understands... I've opened up, but they don't seem to see or understand the magnitude of this problem, this fear... It's like they don't believe me.... I'm hurting so bad that I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and...
    LadySoulist LadySoulist 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    When I was six up to the age of eight I was

    molested. The person who did this to me was not what some people find to be a "typical molester" if there were such a thing. First and foremost my molestor was a girl and not much older than me. She was my next door neighboor, and she was only 13. You see my younger sister...
    sadistic21 sadistic21 18-21, F Jun 11

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    The earliest experience I remember was

    when I was about 5.. My mothers younger brother began touching me. He was 12. As a child I thought it went along with playing house until he went further then touching. One day he told me to pull my pants down, bend over and relax. The abuse happened regularly until I was 11...
    NobodyCriedForMe NobodyCriedForMe 18-21, F Jun 12, 2014

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    Never Knowing Where I Stand

    It was my freshman year of high school. I was naiive, confused, and attention-crazy. There was a boy in my English class. His name was brad. Brad was a junior, and at the time, I found his cocky jokes and aloof and trouble-making attitude irresistible. Like a lion to its prey...
    Somewhereonlyweknow1 Somewhereonlyweknow1 18-21, F Nov 10, 2013

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    Molested. Such an ugly word.

    I remember when I first started using that word to describe what was happening. I hated it because it was like.. accepting what had happened to me was real. Was reality. The person.. or monster that did this to me was my uncle. It caused me to have great depression and anxiety...
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    It Happened Twice

    When I was four and living in Maryland (dad was in the navy), there were a ton of kids in the neighborhood. There was a family of like eight, a family of five, a family of four, and down from there, and maybe even more than that. I don't remember for sure. I was staying with...
    drummergrl06 drummergrl06 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 23, 2008

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    My Father, Brother,Numerous Cousins And A Neighbor, Had Their Way With Me

    I began getting molested by my father, then 3 male cousins of mine my neighbor and finally loosing my virginity to My older brother, i remember begging him to stop as it hurt so much. But he didnt none of them did, n now as an adult i dont function well with intimate...
    mestizo11 mestizo11 36-40, F Apr 3, 2013

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    Is It Wrong

    When I was little about 7 my BFF at the time came to my house and we went into my room and she began touching and I didn't think much of it but then I went to her house to sleep and her brother came in the bathroom when me and my friend where taking a bath and he got into the...
    Lovelivelife12345 Lovelivelife12345 22-25, F Apr 8, 2013

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    Its almost 3am am starting to shake again It

    feels like a panic attack but no screams no gasps just tears. It starts with hearing his voice in my head then I see his face then comes the pain. I feel like am 6 again like its happening right there I can still smell the bedding having have to help him clean up afterwards my...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    Daddy'S Girl

    Journal So where to begin this twisted tale of mine.. Well let me beginning with my background..I grew up in a what most people would have thought a poor but happy family with parents who were church goers and good people.. We wee raised as Jehovah's Witness and this religious...
    Mijaloves Mijaloves 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    It Was a While

    I was 5 and it ended when I was 12. My uncle was known to molesting his nieces. My aunt was in denial about it and still is. She thinks she has the best husband that's so "GOD FRIENDLY". I still hurt from it this day but I don't say nothing. I hate talking about it...
    GreenEyedBeauty GreenEyedBeauty 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    I was molested on a train

    when I was 12. It was by a boy who claimed to be 16, but he could have been 18-19. I was traveling alone and he took an interest in me right away. I liked all the attention he was giving me, especially since he was attractive to me. He sad he really liked me and asked if I liked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 21

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    The Stranger

    When i was 15 i was walking home from school and a man asked me for directions. I said i could try to help with a map but he had a gps and said i had to get in the car. I did. I had had my sports bag from soccer practice with me. It turned out he really did not need directions...
    Stigersssx Stigersssx 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 20, 2012

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    A Family

    When my parents divorced, I was 3 years old.  My mom moved with myself and my sisters to Oklahoma City where my aunt stayed with us.  My aunt had some shady friends who hung around as well.  My mom worked all day then waited tables at night to make ends meet...
    Gem1970 Gem1970 36-40, F Dec 27, 2008

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    .. By my step-grandfather,

    my father's step-dad. It happened when I was three. He's dead now, of a stroke. There are reasons why I keep my EP profile a secret from everyone, this is one of them.
    adorea adorea 70+, F 1 Response Apr 12, 2014

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    I'm Scared Most of the Time...

    If I wake up real early in the morning, I usually freak out... I quickly look around me and it takes me a while before I go back to sleep... I'm sometime scared of my family... paranoid most of the time when I go to sleep and I don't see my mum or dad... I jump when someone...
    LadySoulist LadySoulist 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Confused Though..

    I was molested when I was a younger boy. By one of my brothers. When it happened I didn't " not like it", but as I grew older I couldn't stand him because of it. I don't know if I would have turned out the way I am either way but I blame most of my sexual kinks and preferences on...
    btrain25 btrain25 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    This is certainly a subject

    that I wouldn't ever want to make light of as I see how it has destroyed so many lives. However, this experience was just so weird. I was 13 and my parents sent me to sleep away camp in MA. in the mountains. I hadn't ever been away from home before for more than like 1 night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 12

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    I Was Molested By My Grandfather, Cousin And Uncle.

    I dont know how to start this. Some might not believe me and I'm scared. But ill start it anyway cause I want this out of my system. Let's start with my grandfather. When I was 5 years old, my grandmothers brother is an old bachelor. I can't remember how it started but when I...
    WorstNightmare23 WorstNightmare23 18-21 Sep 16, 2013

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    I Was Molested By My Step-dad, Family Has Now Disowned Me..

    When I was around 7 or 8 years old is when it started, I really can't even remember the first time that it happened. I know in third grade, they had these people come in and talk to us about people touching you and how it was wrong, they said for anyone that needs to talk to stay...
    crazykahla crazykahla 22-25 4 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    This is my story they keep flagging it

    but it's 100% true I was molested from the ages of 9-12 by a family friend I remember he used to tickle all of us I come from a big family at first I thought he was just "accidentally" tickling my p sometimes but he would gradually "tickle" it longer and longer while his other...
    Jerimiah34758 Jerimiah34758 31-35, M Jun 24

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    You came like a thief in the night You stole

    what could not be replaced Like a broken vase it can never be fixed You called it love & I saw it trough You had me all weird & confused You said 'Its love' You said 'family or die' But still came like a thief in the night You took all You gave the hard lessons on...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    Everybody forgot I didn't Everybody moved on I

    didn't Is this my punishment for a senseless act I didn't understand ?
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses May 16

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    This weekend was interesting.

    I went to a concert with my wife. We were given tickets by friends. We arrived to discover that wee were in the "sandbox" the area right by the stage. There were lots of people close by, touching and dancing. I struck up a conversation with a lady behind me. She was in her 60's...
    Hypersoxy Hypersoxy 51-55, M 6 Responses May 4

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    It was the summer leading into my Eighth Grade

    year when I was molested. School was starting in less than two weeks and everything was going great. I couldn't wait to see my friends again and see my favorite teacher. Little did I know that it would change my life forever. After a suicidal Seventh Grade year I couldn't for...
    jacobrox jacobrox 22-25, M Oct 2, 2014

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    I Was Molested By My Brother

    Wow, that felt really weird to type. But I guess I have to tell someone. It happened when we were on vacation in Michigan to visit family. My mom and little sister went to get a pizza, and my little brother was asleep. We were just sitting on the bed watching tv when he started...
    Glitterbows Glitterbows 22-25, F Aug 6, 2013

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    I think about it everyday It all hunts me all

    the time sometimes I feel like I pity myself too much but am just broken
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 3

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    Not Really Sure

    I remember being a kid, around six and I remember sitting in my dad's lap usually facing him sometimes I had my back to him. My dad and I really have never gotten along, he's an alcoholic and abusive but I still would try to love him and be his daughter. Well, he used to play...
    SithLady SithLady 22-25, F 1 Response May 5, 2009

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    Junior High Teacher

    My 7th grade high English teacher drove the bus. I used to sit behind him asking about the controls, and he took an interest in me. He started driving me home, he had an old stick shift Opel that he let me shift. It all seemed friendly. Later he brought me to his house and...
    porcpuffer porcpuffer 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    Molestation

     never knew my dad and my step father didnt molest me but he did molest my sisters.he let he friend molest me(joe).my step father would send me to the store or another errand just to get me out of the way.his friend would molest me.joe would ask both my mother and step father if...
    philakaflip philakaflip 41-45, M Mar 29, 2011

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    A Friend... Or So I Thought

    I'm still learning about this site, but basically, I joined this group because I was betrayed by a friend a couple months ago, in a similar way that many of you were. It was easy for me to stop being friends with him, but I haven't been able to get it out of my mind. I am just so...
    Becca123 Becca123 18-21 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    Molested By Older Cousin, Kind Of Long

    Warning: I talk about what I remember from the event, and have some detail, just to warn you before you read this.   This story is kind of broken because I don't have a clear memory of exactly what happened, more like a series of clips of memory. When I was somewhere...
    rowdyyankee rowdyyankee 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    Never Told

    I never told my parents that when I was 9 that the babysitter's husband tried to molest me. I was so embarrased and ashamed that I kept it to myself. I thought I could deal with it on my own. I was in shock. He looked and acted like a perfectly normal decent person. I trusted...
    HurricaneLeia HurricaneLeia 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2008

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    10yrs

    To say the least, I was molested by my Uncle (on my Dad's side of the family) for 10yrs (3-13) Surprisingly, and unfortunatly, I rememeber being 3yrs old, and I remember the first time it happened. My parents were going out of town, so they drove me three hours to the next town...
    TylerRyans TylerRyans 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 18, 2011

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    Our parents didn't go out

    that night but he just had to get something out of me It was a bit late I was drawing in my room when he called me to the kitchen when we got there he started whispering telling me we had to be quite he grabbed me by my arm took me behind the fridge and stuck his hand down...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F May 10

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    I can't remember my exact age.

    I just remember being like really really young. I was either 3/4? But anyway I have a memory of playing hide and go seek with my sisters and my babysitter would play and she would hide with me. I specifically remember us hiding in the closet one time and kissing. She would...
    Lesslie Lesslie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2013

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    I feel like I'm not supposed to

    but I just feel better when I talk about it. I was molested by my brother starting at the age of 4 and maybe even before that but I can't remember. There's only boys of my childhood that I can remember. But from the age of four and on I feel like I can remember everyday. Not to...
    flowersaremyfavorite flowersaremyfavorite 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    By My Father

    I was 9 the 1st time it happened. I was 12 the last time it happened I still see it The night mares are terrible I have flashbacks I rensent my father for doing this to me I was just a little girl I am still trying to figure out what I did was so bad that it had to happen I still...
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2008

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    My Brother's Friend

    When I was probably around 5 or so it started, it went on for about a year or so.  To be honest, the act itself wasn't that bad.  The bad part was that he told me it was just something friends do for each other.  It was a "Game" he would pull out his...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 5 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    D.

    I had just turned 18 when it happened. At the time, I was living with my grandparents and would go stay at my father's house for a week or two here or there. Well, after being there a couple days my stepmother's cousin comes to visit. We'll just call him "D." So...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 5 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    I Was Molested By 2 Of My Uncles

    When I was 8 years old, I used to live with my grandparents, uncles, aunt and cousins. I remember my uncles touching me and I had no idea what was they doing and why they was doing it and that is why I never talked about it to anyone. I blocked all these memories out for so many...
    EsaChica EsaChica 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2011

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    My Dad.....

    My family was quite a strong family religiously. We had a big family, 5 boys, 2 girls. I was the youngest. My other sister was the oldest. She was 15 years older than me. My father was a good man growing up, but sometimes a little on the touchy side with me. Being the youngest...
    andrea111girl andrea111girl 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2011

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    Multiple Times...

    the first time i was ever molested was when i was 6 by a total stranger then it happened when i was 8 when my mom left me with one of her friends to go to the us and give me a better life the womens husband and 2 sons would go into my bed sometimes one at a time and only once did...
    shygirl16 shygirl16 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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