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I Was Molested

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 312 People

    I Still Face My Molester Everyday

    My brother started molesting me when i was nine and continued until i was twelve. He was three years older than me so he was still a child as well but that doesn't make it okay. Nothing will ever make what he did to me okay. I'm 19 years old now and it still haunts me. My brother...
    manderz923 manderz923 18-21 8 Responses Jun 15, 2008

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    Molested By Older Cousin, Kind Of Long

    Warning: I talk about what I remember from the event, and have some detail, just to warn you before you read this.   This story is kind of broken because I don't have a clear memory of exactly what happened, more like a series of clips of memory. When I was somewhere...
    rowdyyankee rowdyyankee 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2009

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    Daddy'S Girl

    Journal So where to begin this twisted tale of mine.. Well let me beginning with my background..I grew up in a what most people would have thought a poor but happy family with parents who were church goers and good people.. We wee raised as Jehovah's Witness and this religious...
    Mijaloves Mijaloves 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2013

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    Confused Though..

    I was molested when I was a younger boy. By one of my brothers. When it happened I didn't " not like it", but as I grew older I couldn't stand him because of it. I don't know if I would have turned out the way I am either way but I blame most of my sexual kinks and preferences on...
    btrain25 btrain25 22-25, M Oct 6, 2012

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    D.

    I had just turned 18 when it happened. At the time, I was living with my grandparents and would go stay at my father's house for a week or two here or there. Well, after being there a couple days my stepmother's cousin comes to visit. We'll just call him "D." So...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    I Was Molested By My Brother

    Wow, that felt really weird to type. But I guess I have to tell someone. It happened when we were on vacation in Michigan to visit family. My mom and little sister went to get a pizza, and my little brother was asleep. We were just sitting on the bed watching tv when he started...
    Glitterbows Glitterbows 22-25, F Aug 6, 2013

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    This is my most difficult experience

    for me to share. I refuse to tell anyone. I was just going that if I post this I would get a sincere response, and other feed back. As a young child, maybe 6 or 7; I was molested by older cousin. He's a criminal a deviant, a monster. It was all supposed to be a game. Somehow he...
    Bat258 Bat258 18-21, M Jan 13

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    .. By my step-grandfather,

    my father's step-dad. It happened when I was three. He's dead now, of a stroke. There are reasons why I keep my EP profile a secret from everyone, this is one of them.
    adorea adorea 70+, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Not Really Sure

    I remember being a kid, around six and I remember sitting in my dad's lap usually facing him sometimes I had my back to him. My dad and I really have never gotten along, he's an alcoholic and abusive but I still would try to love him and be his daughter. Well, he used to play...
    SithLady SithLady 22-25, F 1 Response May 5, 2009

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    I'm Scared Most of the Time...

    If I wake up real early in the morning, I usually freak out... I quickly look around me and it takes me a while before I go back to sleep... I'm sometime scared of my family... paranoid most of the time when I go to sleep and I don't see my mum or dad... I jump when someone...
    LadySoulist LadySoulist 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    It's been a long time,

    festering away at me, and I think it's time the truth came out. It was last summer. I was in New York, the best place in the world. I'd just seen my favorite show on Broadway and was walking back to Brooklyn. I hadn't ever been to that part of NYC before. The neighborhood got...
    QueenofBrooklyn QueenofBrooklyn 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Never Knowing Where I Stand

    It was my freshman year of high school. I was naiive, confused, and attention-crazy. There was a boy in my English class. His name was brad. Brad was a junior, and at the time, I found his cocky jokes and aloof and trouble-making attitude irresistible. Like a lion to its prey...
    Somewhereonlyweknow1 Somewhereonlyweknow1 18-21, F Nov 10, 2013

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    A Friend... Or So I Thought

    I'm still learning about this site, but basically, I joined this group because I was betrayed by a friend a couple months ago, in a similar way that many of you were. It was easy for me to stop being friends with him, but I haven't been able to get it out of my mind. I am just so...
    Becca123 Becca123 19-21 1 Response Mar 14, 2008

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    Ritual baths. That's what I called them.

    I still do, however they have become slightly less frequent. The baths started when I was about 10, maybe 11. **** for all I know they could have started earlier. I was always kind of obsessed with being or feeling clean, though it was never that extreme from what I can remember...
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    It Was a While

    I was 5 and it ended when I was 12. My uncle was known to molesting his nieces. My aunt was in denial about it and still is. She thinks she has the best husband that's so "GOD FRIENDLY". I still hurt from it this day but I don't say nothing. I hate talking about it...
    GreenEyedBeauty GreenEyedBeauty 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    I Can't Let Go....

    Why me? I'm so scared and so alone..... No one really understands... I've opened up, but they don't seem to see or understand the magnitude of this problem, this fear... It's like they don't believe me.... I'm hurting so bad that I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and...
    LadySoulist LadySoulist 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 10, 2008

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    A Family

    When my parents divorced, I was 3 years old.  My mom moved with myself and my sisters to Oklahoma City where my aunt stayed with us.  My aunt had some shady friends who hung around as well.  My mom worked all day then waited tables at night to make ends meet...
    Gem1970 Gem1970 36-40, F Dec 27, 2008

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    It's Over

     I have been molested a lot in my life time. Of course if it happens once then it is a lot, isn't it? At least this is what I will believe as long as I have an 8 yr old and a 5 yr old. My earliest memory is of me at about 2 yrs old and there is a tall dark black man...
    shawonda shawonda 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 13, 2008

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    Molested. Such an ugly word.

    I remember when I first started using that word to describe what was happening. I hated it because it was like.. accepting what had happened to me was real. Was reality. The person.. or monster that did this to me was my uncle. It caused me to have great depression and anxiety...
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    I'm Still That Little Girl.

    The childhood I had isn't one I wish I remembered or have experience. I was a little girl that was being molested. I was 6-12 when everything happened. He touched me when he had a chance to and that was most of the time. I didn't understand why he was doing it. What did he get...
    Katrinastory Katrinastory 16-17 Jan 19, 2012

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    Never Told

    I never told my parents that when I was 9 that the babysitter's husband tried to molest me. I was so embarrased and ashamed that I kept it to myself. I thought I could deal with it on my own. I was in shock. He looked and acted like a perfectly normal decent person. I trusted...
    HurricaneLeia HurricaneLeia 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2008

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    I Was Sexually Abused When I Was Young Pt.1

    hello everyone i am 19yrs old and please excuse my grammar cause im typing this with my ps3 controller. well anyway let me start off by saying im not bragging about a ****** life or andthing but i would say ive had one of the worst upbringings in the world. i dont remember much...
    pbpimpin64s pbpimpin64s 18-21 Aug 5, 2012

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    I Was Molested By 2 Of My Uncles

    When I was 8 years old, I used to live with my grandparents, uncles, aunt and cousins. I remember my uncles touching me and I had no idea what was they doing and why they was doing it and that is why I never talked about it to anyone. I blocked all these memories out for so many...
    EsaChica EsaChica 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2011

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    My So Called Brother

    I'm young I'm not gonna lie and i don't really feel comfortable talkin about this but i want to get it off my chest, my brother we ware about 5 years apart. I think i was 7 or 6 or 8 (one of those) and i remember he used to call me and my sister to come sit on his"lap" and we did...
    LovelyLicia LovelyLicia 13-15, F Jul 29, 2011

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    To Cute To Be A Boy

    Those are the words that were used to make me dressed as a little girl and used by friend and neighber of my family...........but also, used by his wife and would taugt how to be oral and anal with her as he was being anal with me.......this went on for two years from 5 till...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2010

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    Advice

    Molested...sexually abused... those terms always made me feel uncomfortable. I'm a survivor, and if you're reading this, there's a chance you may be too, or know someone who is. We can try to prevent this from happening to our loved ones. Here's my advice that I've learned from...
    Jujalee Jujalee 70+ 36 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    Molestation

     never knew my dad and my step father didnt molest me but he did molest my sisters.he let he friend molest me(joe).my step father would send me to the store or another errand just to get me out of the way.his friend would molest me.joe would ask both my mother and step father if...
    philakaflip philakaflip 41-45, M Mar 29, 2011

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    It Happened Twice

    When I was four and living in Maryland (dad was in the navy), there were a ton of kids in the neighborhood. There was a family of like eight, a family of five, a family of four, and down from there, and maybe even more than that. I don't remember for sure. I was staying with...
    drummergrl06 drummergrl06 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 23, 2008

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    Being Haunted By My Past

    My name is Austin, and I am 13yr old Ten years ago at the age of three I was able to move in and out of my house freely. One day (the day I will NEVER forget) I went over to my neighbors house. I went down stairs to play with my friend mark. (age 13 at the time) and his older...
    Austinsm7 Austinsm7 13-15 Sep 11, 2011

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    Babysitters Husband Molested Me...

    When I was 5 I had to go to my neighbor's house to be babysat. It was fun at first the woman was real nice, but then her husband started touching and looking at me weird. Being as young as I was I didn't see anything wrong with it although I knew it wasn't right. Sometimes he'd...
    Makaka Makaka 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2008

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    I Was A Victim Of Being Molested.

    My older brother in law molested me back in 2005 shortly after I separated from my husband. When he touched me, I felt sick to my stomach for several weeks. He was still married at the time. I not dare tell his wife, for she had a terrible temper and probably accuse me of messing...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T Oct 27, 2012

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    I Hate Cornell Craig_robison

    My mother nephew touched me ..... I hate talk about or think about it
    doox doox 31-35 Apr 10, 2012

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    Junior High Teacher

    My 7th grade high English teacher drove the bus. I used to sit behind him asking about the controls, and he took an interest in me. He started driving me home, he had an old stick shift Opel that he let me shift. It all seemed friendly. Later he brought me to his house and...
    porcpuffer porcpuffer 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    My Dad.....

    My family was quite a strong family religiously. We had a big family, 5 boys, 2 girls. I was the youngest. My other sister was the oldest. She was 15 years older than me. My father was a good man growing up, but sometimes a little on the touchy side with me. Being the youngest...
    andrea111girl andrea111girl 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2011

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    I Remember It Like It Was Yesterday

    I was molested many times by two different people. The first time, I remember it like it was yesterday, i was about 10-12 years old.  I went over to my friends house one evening and spent the night. I usually am one of those people that cant really...
    stupidboys stupidboys 16-17 1 Response Jan 11, 2009

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    I Was Molested By My Step-dad, Family Has Now Disowned Me..

    When I was around 7 or 8 years old is when it started, I really can't even remember the first time that it happened. I know in third grade, they had these people come in and talk to us about people touching you and how it was wrong, they said for anyone that needs to talk to stay...
    crazykahla crazykahla 22-25 4 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    My Brother's Friend

    When I was probably around 5 or so it started, it went on for about a year or so.  To be honest, the act itself wasn't that bad.  The bad part was that he told me it was just something friends do for each other.  It was a "Game" he would pull out his...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel 31-35, M 5 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    I can't remember my exact age.

    I just remember being like really really young. I was either 3/4? But anyway I have a memory of playing hide and go seek with my sisters and my babysitter would play and she would hide with me. I specifically remember us hiding in the closet one time and kissing. She would...
    Lesslie Lesslie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2013

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    Stolen

    I've been molested by 6 different people in 10 different occasions between the ages of 7 and 16. The first that I can remember happened when I was 6 or 7. My cousin baby sat me while my mother worked. One morning I woke up and he was playing around in my underwear. I...
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2008

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    I was thinking about

    whether to press charges against my molester or not. The best I have for proof is hazy recollections, and the latest I can remember is when I was about 10, maybe 11. I'm not sure. Any advice would be greatly appreciated
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F Apr 10

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    Is It Wrong

    When I was little about 7 my BFF at the time came to my house and we went into my room and she began touching and I didn't think much of it but then I went to her house to sleep and her brother came in the bathroom when me and my friend where taking a bath and he got into the...
    Lovelivelife12345 Lovelivelife12345 22-25, F Apr 8, 2013

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    I Was 13 When It Happened Last.

      When I was 13years old, I was at a public pool and there was a guy showering and he was nude.   I watched him and after about 5minutes he got out of the shower and he came over to me and sat down next to me. He started to stare at my privates then he looked and I...
    austin1 austin1 16-17, M 5 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    I Was Molested By My Grandfather, Cousin And Uncle.

    I dont know how to start this. Some might not believe me and I'm scared. But ill start it anyway cause I want this out of my system. Let's start with my grandfather. When I was 5 years old, my grandmothers brother is an old bachelor. I can't remember how it started but when I...
    WorstNightmare23 WorstNightmare23 18-21 Sep 16, 2013

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    The Stranger

    When i was 15 i was walking home from school and a man asked me for directions. I said i could try to help with a map but he had a gps and said i had to get in the car. I did. I had had my sports bag from soccer practice with me. It turned out he really did not need directions...
    Stigersssx Stigersssx 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 20, 2012

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    My Step Dad Molested Me.

    My step dad started molesting me at 11 or 12, I think. I'm autistic, it effects my maturity level in a way that is behind my actual age. I'm sixteen now, but I feel like a fourteen year old at times. So when it happened, I felt more vunerable and weak than I probably was. I find...
    gemmafisher gemmafisher 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17, 2012

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    Multiple Times...

    the first time i was ever molested was when i was 6 by a total stranger then it happened when i was 8 when my mom left me with one of her friends to go to the us and give me a better life the womens husband and 2 sons would go into my bed sometimes one at a time and only once did...
    shygirl16 shygirl16 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    The Cinema

    When I was 15 I went to the movies by myself.It was in a nice neighborhood but the movie wasn't that good so not many people were at the cinema. The movie had just started and the cinema was dark so I didn't notice a man had sat next to me until he put his hand on my leg.I...
    AngelofDreams AngelofDreams 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2008

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    By My Father

    I was 9 the 1st time it happened. I was 12 the last time it happened I still see it The night mares are terrible I have flashbacks I rensent my father for doing this to me I was just a little girl I am still trying to figure out what I did was so bad that it had to happen I still...
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2008

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    10yrs

    To say the least, I was molested by my Uncle (on my Dad's side of the family) for 10yrs (3-13) Surprisingly, and unfortunatly, I rememeber being 3yrs old, and I remember the first time it happened. My parents were going out of town, so they drove me three hours to the next town...
    TylerRyans TylerRyans 18-21, M Sep 18, 2011

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    Molested By Step Brother

    I was molested by my step brother when I was 7 years old. He was just a nice older brother very protective, was the big brother that my brother is today. It happen when all of us kids, (the four of us, My brother, and two step brothers) were spending the night in the camper. Me...
    Lovingwinter Lovingwinter 18-21, F Oct 9, 2011

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    My Father, Brother,Numerous Cousins And A Neighbor, Had Their Way With Me

    I began getting molested by my father, then 3 male cousins of mine my neighbor and finally loosing my virginity to My older brother, i remember begging him to stop as it hurt so much. But he didnt none of them did, n now as an adult i dont function well with intimate...
    mestizo11 mestizo11 31-35, F Apr 3, 2013

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    The earliest experience I remember was

    when I was about 5.. My mothers younger brother began touching me. He was 12. As a child I thought it went along with playing house until he went further then touching. One day he told me to pull my pants down, bend over and relax. The abuse happened regularly until I was 11...
    NobodyCriedForMe NobodyCriedForMe 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    I Was "molested" By My Cousin.

    When I was 8 years old, my cousin Mitchell (16 at the time) convinced me to give him a blow job. I had NO clue what I was doing, what was going to happened or why he wanted it. But me being gullible and young I believed my big cousin wouldn't do anything to harm me or get me into...
    MackenzieTomlinson MackenzieTomlinson 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 1, 2012

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