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I Was Once Not Myself

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    My Break-down.

    One thing I am sure of is that the person of 2 years ago is not the me I am today. I was completely controlled by my illnesses, no medication, no therapy. I was hell breathing. - RDW
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F Sep 14, 2007

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    Still Not

    I'm still not really myself. I kind of switch about to different people depending on whoever I'm with. I don't really know who I am anymore.
    brighteyed brighteyed 18-21, F Sep 14, 2007

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    Broke Down

     my husband tore me down ... when i met him i was a very strong person . over the course of three yrs  ... the old star was gone .  i was so unsure of myself ... i wasnt allowed to take a shower by myself or anything . I still when im at my moms ask if its okay to...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    Confused And Struggling. Help Me.

    I am not sure how it started. Everything's unsure. It was blurry. It was difficult and dark. All I know is that I have these diseases of Nervous Breakdown and Anxiety Depression. It is really difficult to compose words to translate everything I have been through. It's been so...
    lovelymade lovelymade 18-21, F Nov 20, 2012

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    I Hated Who I Was...

    A lot had happened. I might go into that someday, but for now, all you need to know is that a lot happened... I became someone I hated. I became someone snappy, irritable, reclusive... undesirable... But slowly, I've changed. And I'm finally becoming someone I love. Someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 23, 2008

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    Once I yearned to live a beautiful life... until I realized that I am not a beautiful person. I was born into poverty and neglected; the world of delights and opportunities was...
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    (Notice I changed all their names) During the beginning of my freshman year I had a best mate, Jen, that we did everything with. Her and I were never separated, soon, I found out...
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    the shadow which haunts me in the mist of ashes i vanished till i died seasons change and find myself laying in a place unknown, strange forget my face, the laughter...
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    Okay here's a explanation to everyone... Many tell me to just eat healthy and exercise. Well I have hundreds of times. I'm a complete fat fxcking ***. Anyways, when I diet like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    Its not that I've cried myself to sleep, its that I couldn't stop crying today yet. There has been so much stress in my household between me and my boyfriend. I know were not...
    4merself 4merself 36-40, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    i cried myself to sleep countless times. Who cares if I am happy or not? It becomes meaningless and when I am sad nowadays, it is hard to cry. Just hope I will never wake up
    Nat2138 Nat2138 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was molested by my dad when I was 10 my mother worked 3rd shift and my two brothers was asleep first time he came into the room and would touch my vagina I didn't understand what...
    LovingMe1 LovingMe1 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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      This is also posted under "I Was Caught Crossdressing".  I started dressing in my mothers clothes when I was ten with her leotards and tights. By the time I was...
    MichelleTiedup MichelleTiedup 56-60, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When I was a child I'd put my arms inside my jumper and tell people that I'd lost my arms. I would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose. I would sleep with...
    JosephinaBallerina JosephinaBallerina 31-35, F 12 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was told today if I feel as if I am a threat to myself or to others to sign myself into the hospital. I told that person as I have told the rest. I am okay. I can deal with...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I've fought with my depression since i was 5 years old, but never really understood it till i was 8 years old. since then I've been battling myself with multiple mental illnesses...
    kelsey1426 kelsey1426 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    One day I was with a girl I met through an old friend of mine. It was our first real day out on our own as friends. We were on our way back from a day out. The journey took 2 hours...
    mommy975 mommy975 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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       This is also posted under "I Got Myself Into A Self-bondage Experience I Could Not Get Out Of ".  I started dressing in my mothers clothes when I was ten with her...
    MichelleTiedup MichelleTiedup 56-60, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    so, today I heard some pretty bad things about myself. I'm trying not to let it phase me, but it still upsets me. I had to let go of a friend this year, and if I'm being honest...
    Azureeblue Azureeblue 31-35, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    Newly divorced after leaving a very abusive relationship, I moved back to my hometown and was able to get a job through an old friend from school. During my first week there, I...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sad inspirations to know some beautiful souls go wandering through their homes, untouched, unknown in all their glory, unseen by eyes closed by time. Once we were all sought...
    BackedByNeeds BackedByNeeds 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 27

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    A few months ago me and some friends met up in a local park and decided to spend the day relaxing there while 2 of us would trip together. While all of us are regular pot smokers...
    ComradeGlitch ComradeGlitch 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    When I was younger I would sneak into my sisters room and put on her clothes. I loved being a woman. The feeling of the soft tight clothes around my body. Every time I made a new...
    clevername11 clevername11 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 27

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    When i was 13...i don't know if anyone will read this i just feel i need to get this in writing because i have told only my therapist and my dad. My therapist didn't help much, and...
    Sawke Sawke 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Also I burnt my hand on purpose once in a moment when I wasnt sure it would hurt. Weirdly it didn't hurt and I ended up giving myself bad burns and being put on a watch list at my...
    coerietheraven coerietheraven 22-25, M Aug 25

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    The First and LAST Time I Sneaked Out-"Can I go somewhere?" I said to my mother's back as I stood in the door of her bedroom (actually it was the master bedroom and by default also...
    SoullessEyes SoullessEyes 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 25

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    this is a true experience, and just for note I don't like peeing myself at all. I don't mind desperation in private, but I don't like it in public or find it fun at all. This for...
    kgirl17 kgirl17 18-21 2 Responses Aug 24

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    hymn of nothingness oh i have serve feels like eternity to feel...joy and sadness illuminate my path with darkness and nothingness away from all this madness unite me with...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Aug 24

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    I was 165 two years ago and now am 222 and love the feeling and changes. I want to get to 250 by winter.
    chubbyhubby250 chubbyhubby250 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I am writing this to shed light on domestic violence and what happened to me. At first it was only on my Facebook and was set to "Friends Only" but I am now making it public and...
    Taylor62298 Taylor62298 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I've had quite a few number of friends in my life so far and sadly I am no longer friends with most of them. To the reader reading this that sounds pretty bad, but honestly...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F Aug 23

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    I was once kidnapped by my home girl I came home one day after work and I went to bed I was woken up by her tightly wrapping duct tape around my mouth and she had snuck ropes...
    tapegaggedisbest tapegaggedisbest 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    i was an accident. my 'mother' decided to keep me for some reason, but when my 'my father' heard he left my 'mother' with no intention of being in my life. to this day i still don...
    silentwhisper17 silentwhisper17 13-15, F Aug 22

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    Having said "me too" (god that feels like "I do"), the very next thing i want to say is that i don't really know if i have anything more to say(?). This happened once before many...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 21

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    I'm always told that I am brave for what I have been through and what I am going through with my operations... that I am so much stronger than they are or they couldn't imagine...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I used to have this group of three friends; 2 other girls and one guy. We were all basically inseparable, we did everything together. Then, my two girl friends had a falling out...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20

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    We need to talk. I know that you’ve felt neglected lately, you never say anything but I hear your silent screams begging for attention. I frankly don’t know where I went...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    We were out as a group, my wife and I with her brother and fiance', and having drinks at a waterfront festival this last weekend. When I picked up the bill, it was paid by an...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 5 Responses Aug 18

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    ..but maybe I am. When I think back over my life and all the "things" I have coveted, most of them have been fickle, fleeting wants. I was lucky that my parents didn't respond to...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    a gift wrapped... drifted in my way life's unknown mysteries so i picked it up felt it and gave it a name i didn't knew.. but now i know wanted to say no...when my lips...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Aug 17

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