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I Was Once Not Myself

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    Still Not

    I'm still not really myself. I kind of switch about to different people depending on whoever I'm with. I don't really know who I am anymore.
    brighteyed brighteyed 18-21, F Sep 14, 2007

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    I Hated Who I Was...

    A lot had happened. I might go into that someday, but for now, all you need to know is that a lot happened... I became someone I hated. I became someone snappy, irritable, reclusive... undesirable... But slowly, I've changed. And I'm finally becoming someone I love. Someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 23, 2008

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    Confused And Struggling. Help Me.

    I am not sure how it started. Everything's unsure. It was blurry. It was difficult and dark. All I know is that I have these diseases of Nervous Breakdown and Anxiety Depression. It is really difficult to compose words to translate everything I have been through. It's been so...
    lovelymade lovelymade 18-21, F Nov 20, 2012

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    My Break-down.

    One thing I am sure of is that the person of 2 years ago is not the me I am today. I was completely controlled by my illnesses, no medication, no therapy. I was hell breathing. - RDW
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F Sep 14, 2007

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    Broke Down

     my husband tore me down ... when i met him i was a very strong person . over the course of three yrs  ... the old star was gone .  i was so unsure of myself ... i wasnt allowed to take a shower by myself or anything . I still when im at my moms ask if its okay to...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    I don't even know if I'm being molested.it started on my 15th birthday and I am turning 16 next month.my cousin took me with him because he said he had to go home for something...
    tytm tytm 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    So, it really was only one time, but the damage they did has haunted me ever since. I go to a private Christian school, and bullying is normally not a problem. If it becomes one...
    GirlforGod2 GirlforGod2 13-15 1 hr ago

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    sometimes i wonder if i would ever be missed. i have noone and i havent for so long. its just been me fighting and strggling with my bipolar disorder. ive about had enough of it...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    That moment when you realize that you're not as important to the other person as they are to you. I have a few friends whom I thought were close to me because we used to go to...
    onebeatleft onebeatleft 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I was starving myself and I put myself on a strict diet to eat 3 meals a day and nothing else. But recently, I just ate and ate, and now I have managed to gain so much more...
    bpc2415 bpc2415 13-15, F 4 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I have cried myself to sleep more than once. And tonight, i think its going to be another night....I just know its happening, I can't stop the tears now, and I haven't even laid...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    A year ago I sat on a train following the same route just like today A year ago I was heading to my ex husbands trail for assaulting me. He was found guilty a year ago today n it...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hey. I'm Ali, and I'm new here... So, I have a question (I would've done it as a 'question' but it was too long)... I'm not even 100% sure if this is what the site is for. I just...
    aliwrites12 aliwrites12 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    i swear my stepmom is out to get me i just dont know what to do anymore. yes i have made mistakes but i have tried to right my wrongs but once you do something that doesnt please...
    ayeitsjordyn ayeitsjordyn 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Wow. Just. Wow. I'm still a little shocked at myself. I wonder if he is too... He made me mad, you see. Not like it's the first time he's made me mad in 15 years, of course...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I was in middle school when I had friends spend the night and I had to go tell one to be quiet and before I tap her she screams and I laughed so hard at this it makes me think I...
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A while ago i gave away my dog to a friend. Its been months now and i still haven't gotten over it i don't like to talk about him or even mention his name. I went to go see him...
    Gertrude95 Gertrude95 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Gained some by letting go, then more on purpose. Once I hit 220 there was no going back to my thin fit days. I lost a few from my high weight, but I am binging and gaining again...
    person12670 person12670 31-35, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    One day, while using Google images, shockingly, I found my painting online! I clicked once, zoomed in and couldn’t believe it. But then, I knew, it was impossible, for I haven...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    This comes from a dream I had. I added things to make it into a story. Every scene was real but with dreams you know what is going on so there was little or no duologue. It needs...
    evenelfe11 evenelfe11 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Feel like I have no idea what I want, how I feel, what makes me happy anymore. Feel like I don't have a clue what people are about anymore. Use to feel so hopeful and that I knew...
    Limytheboo Limytheboo 46-50, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    i probably am. it all started a few years ago. a fire had burned down my house and the only thing that had survived it was a doll i made. naturally i took it with me to my new...
    selselsky selselsky 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I had been having a very rough time in the weeks leading up to that day. I was still recovering from my break up with the high school girlfriend but I also moved on enough to...
    oncemoreuntothebreech oncemoreuntothebreech 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    At least once a day. I cant help myself!
    pizza4life pizza4life 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm sat outside on the beach's grassy area again, the sun is shining, it's so bright and warm and I'm surrounded by lots of happy people. I try looking at the sun but it blinds me...
    mizzcomplicated mizzcomplicated 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I was bullied really badly for 10 STRAIGHT YEARS!!! I started to cut all over my arms and legs, I haven't stopped. I once tried to kill myself. I'm am so depressed! I don't know...
    siennnnnnnnnnnna siennnnnnnnnnnna 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    to the one.. who talked with me for months, about a place who pushed me away from my cave held my hand, told me that she loves me and i am saved so i went on a journey of...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Whenever I start open up my feelings I have to turn my music up BC it's just so hard. I feel really lost and confused on what's right or what's wrong. I'm worried about my life. I...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Confused The feelings that once were The passion that once was Is now lost But may be found again Love that once was Has disappeared And may never return Peace that never was Seems...
    Cherbelle Cherbelle 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's amazing what the human mind can do. I never realized how much it could process at once until my accident. I was headed to the coast on a busy highway that curves through the...
    Morrgin Morrgin 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    Ask yourself who are you? No really ask yourself think deep Who are you? Not how you look not your name not your background not your environment not what you're going through...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    One of the most terrible things about today's society is social media. Everyone wants to post this online for likes and views. We depends so much on the opinions of others that...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I was a good man, a father and provider, I had my fun when younger. but did the right things till i had an experience with a young person that drew me into a web of dark delights
    SatyrService SatyrService 46-50, M Jun 24

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    I'm Terrified Of Crossing The Street Thinking That I'm Gonna Get Run Over. I Was Almost Run Over Once So That's Why I'm Scared Of Crossing The Street.
    isabellamarie02 isabellamarie02 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I enjoy being true to myself. So here's how l see why guys never established a permanent relationship with me. I'm pretty sure a lot of women can relate to this (some men too) but...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Jun 24

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    I wrote this about someone I was close to about 8 months ago. These words couldn't have been more true. "I love you so much you fill my every waking thought. I love you so much...
    BeautifullySick98 BeautifullySick98 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I once went to a mistress who never wore deodorant . She would use her fingers rubbing her armpits then run her wetness under my nose. Her oder was intoxicating. I beg her to allow...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 23

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    So as my friends here know I like a friend of mine (in real life) and know that im a "good girl" meaning I always listen to my parents and never do anything without asking. Last...
    Justbeingmeok Justbeingmeok 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I make myself cry when I think about me sitting in a doctors bed and the doctor tell me that I am not able to have children. (I'm 13, but I'm talking about when I'm older) I want...
    pie323 pie323 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I kissed a girl once , just that once, when I was 5. Well she kissed me. She was my next door neighbor. She cornered me in my garage. She told me she was Princess Peach and I was...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I once did scream real loud,like 7-6 years ago and my brother beat me in a way and emotionally blackmailed me that untill this day I havnt screamed louder and I think that's why I...
    Sophiakhan1 Sophiakhan1 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 21