I Was Prostituted Agaisnt My Will

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    while I've not exactly been prostuted against

    my will my boyfriend has become my pimp and he sells me to other mine. I'm ok with and quite enjoy being used and sold. A few months he recruited another couple of girls. I was pretty jealous at first , especially while having to watch them perform sex acts with him
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 20, 2015

    I don't know how it works

    but I don't have other options. I've never had sex before and I don't want a STD.. And I don't know how to not get caught. I need somewhere to live but I have no money so I don't know what else I can do.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 20, 2015

    Child Prostitute Loses Self And Loved Ones

    As a child, my mom gave me to her boyfriends ... to have sex with me... and I don't even remember it all... and I don't want to. I was a child prostitute, even though I don't know if she got paid for my services. I do know that it forever changed who I am. I have been molested...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216
    26-30, F
    22 Responses Mar 21, 2012

    When I was 14 my stepdad raped me

    and pimped me out to other men. This lasted for a little over 2 years. After losing my job last year I started working as a prostitute again just to pay the bills and the likem
    dellamournay dellamournay
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 3, 2015

    I wouldnt say against my will

    but without my knowledge.My college friends pimped me out to pay their fees and pocket money and I was unaware about this.I was thinking they are setting me up with so many new boy friends and was enjoying the experience till I found out at the end of the college year
    lk81 lk81
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 11, 2015

    Addictions...

    He had this addiction. Whatever drug he could get a hold of... he would do. I was this 5-year-old girl standing in the corner of his trailer watching him shoot up, snuff, smoke, drink, chew... anything. He was my stepfather. My mother was working three jobs at the time, trying...
    lolitanomore lolitanomore
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2010

    *against, but anyway.

    . He used to take me to another flat and there were other men there and a camera and they paid him. I was 8 when it started and it went on for 4 years. It's much more complicated than that but that's the basics of the whole ******* ordeal. If anyone else is struggling with this...
    Theidlerwheel Theidlerwheel
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2015

    not against my will!!

    ! but, do you think of admit to doing it!!!??? voluntarily...umm no! but, i admitted in another group.....sorry for all girls who were prostituted against there will....i was a victim of female sexual abuse and i have good reasons to believe i may have been prostituted, also...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 3, 2015

    From almost the moment he bought me he made me

    call him Daddy and we slept together pretty much every night. After a few months Daddy began sharing me with his friends. When I got too old for him, Daddy sold me to a man who bought me as an investment. He soon had me working out of one of his flats seeing up to 10 clients...
    susan998 susan998
    31-35, F
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