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I Was Prostituted Agaisnt My Will

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    Child Prostitute Loses Self And Loved Ones

    As a child, my mom gave me to her boyfriends ... to have sex with me... and I don't even remember it all... and I don't want to. I was a child prostitute, even though I don't know if she got paid for my services. I do know that it forever changed who I am. I have been molested...
    TweetBird216 TweetBird216 26-30, F 23 Responses Mar 21, 2012

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    Addictions...

    He had this addiction. Whatever drug he could get a hold of... he would do. I was this 5-year-old girl standing in the corner of his trailer watching him shoot up, snuff, smoke, drink, chew... anything. He was my stepfather. My mother was working three jobs at the time, trying...
    lolitanomore lolitanomore 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2010

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