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I Was Raped and Feel Scared All the Time

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    Has anyone had a boyfriend, friend or spouse that does things that may cause triggering? How did you handle talking to them about it? As people can probably tell my other stories I...
    funsnowgal funsnowgal 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Everything They Have Warned You About - I am not american, so sorry for any mistakes. Also not a very good writer. I guess I will try to tell you this story, as much I can remember...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Mar 8, 2013

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    I'm Still Scared. - I was 9 going on 10 the first time he touched me. He was my babysitter, so he told me he had to bathe me because I wouldn't get cleaned the right way. I knew...
    aciss20 aciss20 18-21 4 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    My Friend'S Dad - It makes me so sad to look back at who I used to be. I mean yeah, I was probably naive, but I was 15, aren't you supposed to be? Growing up is supposed to be a...
    delilahisabella delilahisabella 16-17 3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    I was raped three years ago by a good friend. I can't help but feel scared of men. I don't know what to do.
    scoutharper scoutharper 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Trigger Warning. - Ive just rambled on and on, it wont make much sense, but i needed to tell somebody, something, anything. I used to think I had a good life, i do still, but not...
    Nightmaree Nightmaree 18-21, F 10 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    I'M Sick Of Being "The Victim" - Alright guys prepare for a long story... Between 12-14 years old, I was raped on a daily basis by my moms boyfriend. Me and him were so close. He...
    sevencats sevencats 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    I Don't Trust Anyone - I was in 7th grade and my best friend was a guy, I knew he liked me. We would always hangout and sometimes his friend would hangout with us. Well one day I...
    miriwad miriwad 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2013

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    I Remember Too Much - Trigger Warning - - Sometimes my brother needed to leave for several days at a time, often out wooing club owners on weekends to get them to give him a job...
    EmptyUnderMyHat EmptyUnderMyHat 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    Okay I said it I was raped gang raped actually by 3 guys they also kicked punched me and i tried to fight back but i hav no strenght neither muscle im freakin skinny lanky and they...
    xLittleRed xLittleRed 16-17, M 6 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    You Asked For This. - Everyday i'm haunted by that night. I thought he loved me, I though he meant he would never hurt me. But, sometimes we're all maid out to be a fool. It seemed...
    realwithmeex realwithmeex 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 30, 2012

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    I'm always so scared...it's been like this since i was 8. my mother raped me and I still live with her. I'm 13 now... I really don't think I'll ever get over it. I can't stand to...
    angelcutie angelcutie 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    I was raped by my dad many many times from when I was 6-14....I was 14 when I finally told my mom then we went to the police and they said "it wasn't enough evedence" so mom let...
    themockingjay4evr themockingjay4evr 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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    *Trigger Alert* By A Friends Brother - This might be a bit detailed, I just need to say it. It started when I was 7. I would always go round my friends (let's call her Sally) her...
    livelaughlove2904 livelaughlove2904 13-15, F 10 Responses Aug 26, 2013

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    This past Saturday after a a night out at the pub with my sister and her friend I got too drunk so they sent me in a cab and gave me can money and I also told the cab driver I have...
    Kwolfleg Kwolfleg 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    When I was 11, I went to a summer camp near my hometown in southern Missouri. I remember the exact date. June 17. Things were fun at first, being homeschooled all my life I hadn't...
    allioo244566 allioo244566 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    Haunted - When i was 15, i went to the mall with some of my friends, we went into spencers. well you know in there you can barely see anything because they keep it so dark, well i...
    ANM123 ANM123 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    I can't sleep in my room tonight too scared
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    When I was 14, I got raped by a guy I didn't know. I am now 18 and still cannot handle what happened to me. I never spoke to anyone about it. No one knows. And it has effected me...
    MoonlightLove237 MoonlightLove237 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    The Perfect Guy? - I'm Laura and I'm 19. I want to tell you the story of how I was raped. I have never told anyone and every time I try to write about it I can't get it out. I just...
    AFallenStar AFallenStar 18-21, F 26 Responses Oct 25, 2012

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    This all happened about 5 years ago. It was like 12:00am and I was sleeping. I woke up because I could hear my big brother walking to my bedroom. I pretended I was asleep so he...
    Ella09098 Ella09098 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Just yesterday I was at my best friends house. Sarlyn I thought her brother wouldn't be home. He was. And just like the last time. He did it again. We were in Sarlyn's room...
    VoicelessAngel VoicelessAngel 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 10, 2013

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    I Was Raped!! - After I was legally separated I went out on my first date with a man that I knew for a year. He was my tae-kwon-do Master and he was also my children's instructor...
    AlwaysRemembers AlwaysRemembers 41-45, F 42 Responses Mar 31, 2007

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    Again - He was here on Sunday and last night. And as I said before when he knocked I would answer. But, last night my 9 year old sister was home, too. I told her to lock herself...
    Crazylover15 Crazylover15 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    Him. His scent lingers in my mind, old spice deoderant and tide. His facial hair that I begged be gone. His black tanktops and sagging jeans. His jacket, the same jacket used to...
    Maroon5lover912 Maroon5lover912 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    Lately, I find myself in that place again. I can feel it. I can hear them. I just picture myself begging her to wake up. Crying her name. And she doesn't move. I begged her for...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 24

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    I was raped two weeks ago by four men. They drugged me, beat me half to death and raped me for hours upon end. I'm struggling with how to deal with all of this. It still seems so...
    AsherBlu89 AsherBlu89 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    Raped!!! Me!!! - Please write any questions and all reactions, whether kind or not. I want to know the reactions of others like me. I was sitting on a bench in the park when a man...
    sallie12345 sallie12345 13-15, F 11 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    I don't feel scared necessarily, just empty or angry when I think about it. Maybe it's shock. I don't know. Today I had to go in and talk to my doctor and he wanted to know if I...
    zeetalo zeetalo 26-30, F Jan 13

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    I was raped and i live with that guy. He was my step dad. Every night he go my room and just raped me. I was raped for 3 year straight and i do get flashback all the time.
    stackhousesarah16 stackhousesarah16 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I Humbly Request Your Input - It is difficult to ask this of a woman who has suffered through rape, but I'm not sure who better to ask for input. First, let me put this out there...
    Sharpie7 Sharpie7 51-55, M 9 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    The Tragedy, The Wreckage. It's been 4 years. 4 years since you've raped me. I can't look in the mirror without feeling disgusted. I can't sleep without seeing your face...
    zbubbly603 zbubbly603 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 3

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    How Much Was I Worth? - Some writing from my blog www.diaryofabrokenchild.blogspot.com trigger warning for child sexual abuse. How much did they pay you daddy? How much was I...
    silverstar415850 silverstar415850 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    The 7 Strangers - Hi! My name is Sophia. I am 15. When I was 14, I had a horrible experience. I was raped. It was after practice. I was waiting for my mother to come and pick me up...
    thebrokendream thebrokendream 13-15, F 20 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    I Was Raped... And No One Knows. - I was raped in January 2012. I am only thirteen. This is my story... Please dont judge me. I lost my virginity at age twelve. My boyfriend at...
    AnonymousShadow AnonymousShadow 13-15, F 19 Responses Jul 31, 2012

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    Help - Help she screams but know one listens Help she cries but they ignore The door shuts tight On that unforgettable night He gets into her bed She lays there her clothes shed...
    wishme2death wishme2death 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 25, 2012

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    It's true. Judge me for it, I don't care. People don't realize how horrible it is mentally. It changed everything in your life. I couldn't sleep for months, I hope no one ever has...
    margaret707 margaret707 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    I was wondering how long you all have been coping with this.. It's been just over 3 months for me and i struggle to go out of my house and be around males :( when will this get...
    SecretGirl14 SecretGirl14 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Ripping Me Away - She got stolen. Her only piece of life. Her identity. The monster took it away. There was no one to save her. The girl was trapped in the mirror. The monster...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 9 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    Im now 15,but when I was 8 I was raped by my step-dad.He abused me for months but because I was young I didn't think anything about it.I was in the bath one day and I asked if...
    heidlousdale heidlousdale 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    Yup. I was raped this past November. I don't really want to go into much detail about it. But it was by three high schoolers. I feel different. I hate my body more and I feel like...
    Divergent0 Divergent0 13-15, F 15 Responses Jan 25

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    I Was Raped By My Stepdad - Since i was 10 years old, my step-father has often raped me. the firstĀ timeĀ i tried to tell my mom about it, she told me that i was lying, that all i...
    firepanda firepanda 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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    (after sharing this story and getting the comments I did, I have never felt like so blessed, I am not alone and there is support. I can't explain the feelings I have. But thank you...
    jezkahmariie jezkahmariie 18-21, F 10 Responses Sep 1, 2012

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    I Was Raped By My Father - He started molesting me at 2 or 3 years old .He slowly groomed me and trained me by terrorizing me into thinking he would kill my mother and brothers .If...
    rcrisp rcrisp 36-40, F 40 Responses Jun 4, 2007

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    I was a raped a few years ago by not just a random at the party but my friends Fathey
    Jadewaves Jadewaves 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    When I was 7 years old my father married a woman,she was very sweet and had two kids.A girl who was 6 and a boy who was 10. One day we were playing "school",my step brother told...
    TerraMeranda TerraMeranda 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 19

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    Fourteen - I was at camp during winter break, my parents and grandparents in Europe, visiting the sight-seeing places there. It was my eighth year there, since I'd been going every...
    MaikoHikara MaikoHikara 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    When I was 18 years old, I was raped. I have never really spoken of it before. One night, after the bar, completely intoxicated, me and my friend met a couple of English men. We...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 22

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    Sometimes Too Much To Handle - I have been through alot of difficult times in my life all this started from when i was just 11 years old parents death was the first set back. I...
    silenthelper silenthelper 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    I never share this but i was raped awhile ago but i'm really scared all the time but i hide it and i have nightmares bout it. I need someone who went through what i have
    unlovedone9 unlovedone9 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I was raped and almost killed. Even though my boyfriend has been so helpful I cant even let him touch me without feeling scared. What do I do?
    Claudi1802 Claudi1802 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I was raped, in my holiday to spain. It was the most therrifying thing I've ever been trough. I'm still afraid when I'm outside alone and it's dark. I get anxious. It's almost 3...
    anonimousgirl anonimousgirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 16