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I Was Raped By A Friend

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 106 People

    I Trusted You

    In 1996 when I was 9 Years old my dad got an assignment to Dubai to live there for two years. We made friends with a petrol attendant and invited him home for dinner. Then he came regularly and we used to hangout alot. In 1997 when I was 10 years we decided to go for a swim and...
    speed179 speed179
    26-30, M
    Jan 22, 2013

    it was my own fault. I should have known better

    but all I could think about was how heart broken I was over not being invited to my family's thanksgiving dinner after a fight with my mom. he called and asked me to join him and his female roommates for dinner. I accepted but somehow knew... first, I had him meet me at the gas...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 11, 2015

    I Blame Myself

    We had been friends for a while and he came to my house one day to hang out. We had spent days together a few other times before so I wasn't really concerned about anything happening. He held me down and told me all about his plan to kill me if I betrayed him or didn't do as he...
    leahdarling leahdarling
    9 Responses Jul 20, 2012

    I Told My Boyfriend Of My Past

    I finally told him the whole story... figured i had to let him know... at least now he understands my awkward hesitation for doing anything to mature in the sheets... It felt like a relief when i was telling him, as if i was getting burden of mt chest... But how he feels i will...
    drscorpio drscorpio
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2012

    Scream Of The Butterfly

    A creature made of sunshine Her eyes were like the sky Rabbit howls like something old as we twitch to her lullaby The scalpel shines in god's sunshine Street lights whisper pain Down here near the poison stream our god has gone insane She smiles like a child with flowers...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2013

    I was 17 and a virgin.

    He forced himself on me, but when I told people no one believed me. Ten years later, I still have mutual friends and feel disgusted just hearing his name. I feel like I have been screwed up about relationships ever since, that I can't value myself because of what was taken.
    bitofeverything bitofeverything
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    Rape By A Friend Or Old Friend Is No Joke

    I always have been interested in detective work, psychology, things like that. So I know much about the psychological side effects that rape can do to someone. Of course I never knew that I could consider something rape when it's done by someone I had a previous sexual...
    re4409 re4409
    Aug 22, 2012

    This is pretty weird,

    I've never shared my secrets with anyone besides my friends but I can't share this one with them and I need some answers... I was an exchange student for my senior year (2013-2014) in Michigan I made really good friends there and i decided to come back to visit this summer for...
    Veero14 Veero14
    22-25, F
    Sep 16, 2014

    Sort Of

    I am also in the group of people who aren't sure if they have been raped or not. I was kinda stupid. I was online looking for people who like to spank other people. I know it's weird, but I like to be spanked. I met this guy, Sam, online and we chatted for a while, before he...
    Wynn42 Wynn42
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2012

    The Ex That Wouldnt Take No For An Answer.

    i was that unlucky 80% that gets raped a second time. I was about 13 had my second boy frined he hadhad alot of other girlfriends befor me. THat didnt scared me at all at first we were fine as we started dating longer and longer he wanted more from me i llet him finger me but i...
    nicole518 nicole518
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Aug 22, 2012

    What She Did Was So Wrong...

    I missed her, we hadn't hung out in so long... She brought over my favorite rum and we started taking shots, her and I, while my boyfriend drank beer... I remember walking down to the bonfire, then leaving to pee, then coming back... And nothing. Next thing I know I'm alone...
    mommadre mommadre
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2013

    The experience itself is elsewhere on my

    profile. I don't feel like sharing it again here, but I will share some thoughts now that a year has passed since it happened. I accept to this day, that I still care about him, and will always care about him. I owed him so much for being there for me, which is why I agreed...
    purplemessenger purplemessenger
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2014


    We walked into the living room. A Man was sit talking with my mom, on the sofa. Not worried Alex , my best friend from preschool, and I Whent in my room to study. Now Alex and I are like brother and sister. Our parents let us sleepover at one another's houses. When the other was...
    0313lizzy 0313lizzy
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jun 13, 2012

    How Do I Know If It Was Rape?

    A friend of mine basically raped me. I just don't know if it is considered rape. I am addicted to sex. I kept telling him not to touch me. He wouldn't listen and eventually I gave in, I never wanted to kill myself more in my whole life. I cried and tried to think of the guy I...
    IvyOrchid IvyOrchid
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Aug 3, 2012

    He Took Me To A Party Drugged Me And Who Knows What Really Happened?

      I needed help studying for physics Sam got an A in physics so he said he would help me. I struggled with a physics problem for 20 minutes and sam looked at it for 12 minutes did not help me and went online. I kept trying to figure it out. He closed my books and said he needed...
    Agirlforgiven Agirlforgiven
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 31, 2013

    As She Lay Lifeless He Stole Her Innocence..

    So, i guess you could say he was an ex bf or just someone I hooked up with before. But he knew things had changed, I was engaged to someone else who I love and did not want to be with anyone else. I just needed a place to crash because It was late I was tired and I couldnt see...
    asaywhatsup asaywhatsup
    18-21, F
    Jun 17, 2012

    My Teenage Nightmare

    When I was 14 (I am 18 now) I was dating a boy named Thomas. Days later I found out he was also dating my best friend is I broke up with him. He refused to let me go, continuously telling me that I could pleasure him right. Disgusted I left. He showed up at my door and forced...
    MayDayKacy28 MayDayKacy28
    18-21, F
    Jun 4, 2012

    * Note that the following narrative is NOT

    intended for use as ****. Please do not use it as ****. The following narrative is based on my experiences as a freshman in college. * So a while back I met this older woman who I really looked up to. She was graduating from college with top honors. She got into Colombia law...
    MichaelTheLafayette MichaelTheLafayette
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 30, 2015

    He Was 10 - I Was 9

    He & his friends took me behind our elementary school. They knew exactly where the teachers patrolled. I was pushed down onto my hands & knees, & with his friends watching he raped me.  To him it was just another way to humiliate & bully me. Every time he could get me alone...
    GentleTears GentleTears
    36-40, F
    7 Responses May 11, 2012

    A Night I Will Never Forget

    I was 17 and just out of high school and going to a tech school for MA so on the weekends that summer my BFF Teri would bring her truck..a beauty black with flames on the hood... and we would go the next town over every friday and roller skate... Of course we had to get drunk...
    elderwitch47 elderwitch47
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2012

    Loosing My Innocence

    did you know that 80% of women who are raped or molested as children will be raped again as adults by a differant attacker..... reality sucks some times the first time it happend to me i was three i wasnt raped i was molested. my dad was having a football party i dont exactly...
    nicole518 nicole518
    18-21, T
    Aug 22, 2012

    Lost 2 Friends In 1 Day

    I was raped a year ago by one of my best friends. Kye and Shane where like my brothers, I'd known them both since we where 3, when this happened we where 17. The 3 of us where at Shane's house just hanging out in the lounge. The door bell rang and Shane went to answer it, 2 guys...
    Lozzie23 Lozzie23
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jul 26, 2012

    Well I got drunk at a party

    and didn't stop drinking.. All I remember was going outside with a few guy "friends." Next thing that happened was that I don't remember anything. Didn't even know I went home that night.. I blacked out very badly and two weeks later I found out that I had sex with some boy I...
    cryssy1 cryssy1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2014

    U Were My "friend".... :"(

    i don't know from where to begin...i had alwayss considered him as my friend,.. as my close friend....i trusted him more than anyone else... :'( (as i don't want to disclose my or anyone's identity, let my name be grace & my friend's be tedd ) After our mid-sem examination, we...
    jmeJustMe jmeJustMe
    Oct 13, 2012

    Stolen Innocence

    There was this very cute 'older' guy (late 20's) that moved in a couple apts down from me with his wife back in 2003. All the kids/teens in my neighborhood looked up to him because he acted a lot like a kid himself. He loved video games, sports, being silly. We all became friends...
    NekoGal NekoGal
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 14, 2012


    I've never felt so lost or confused or helpless in my life. I'm so scared to reach out to anyone and feel as though this may be the only place I can tell my story without being scared of bias or judgment. (I am going to change the names of the people in the story to protect my...
    1 Response Jan 28, 2013
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