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I Was Raped By My Brother

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 336 People

    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2013

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    My Rapist

    It all started when I was 5 or 6 years old. He would drag me behind someones unused house and finger and lick me. Once, we were taking the dog for a walk and in the middle of the street, he pulled my pants down, and put his finger in me sooo hard that I cried. One of the...
    sjer sjer 22-25 2 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F Aug 13, 2013

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    What Happened

    When I was five and my brother was thirteen he raped me. He told me that if he let me do something to me then he would read me a book. I was crazy about books so I said okay. From what I remember he undid his pants and mine and put his penis inside me. Not very far but it still...
    Cutecolleen Cutecolleen 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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    Horror Night

    I was 12 and my brother 16. Our parents were on a trip and we were alone. It was evening so I was already in my 1/2 T and panties while my brother in his boxers. These men break in and grab us. One man holds my arms tight behind my back and another holds Billy. He stands in front...
    1stinger 1stinger 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 11, 2013

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    My Older Brother Raped Me And My Sister

    when i was 4 to 5 years my older brother  started raping me i didn't know what was happening and it kept repeating until 4 Th grade when i started realizing what was happening. i cried to my mom and explained what had happened and she told me not to tell my dad and she would...
    amygoesrawr amygoesrawr 22-25, F 42 Responses Jun 22, 2011

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    Neglect Then Years Of Abuse.... By My Own Brother...

    when i was five my mom and dad split up, they had a violent relationship and decided it was for the best.after a rocky two months at moms she couldn't cope with us anymore, she picked me and Robbie (10) up from school our bags already packed and had my toddler brother  (3...
    prittykitty20 prittykitty20 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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    What Would You Do

    When I was 11 my brother 17 got into my bed turn'd me over put a pillow over the back of my head and ( don't really know what to say) keep saying if I told anyone he would kill me.  2 years before our father had died from a drug overdose our mother remarried a man that...
    reeveslasvegas reeveslasvegas 46-50 2 Responses Feb 22, 2011

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    A Safe Place To Call Home

    I was adopted from Russia as a young child. My biological parents were deemed unfit. Records were not kept, but it was suspected that I was abused in some way. I came to a foster home that only kept disturbed boys. I was mistreated by the older boys and had to be moved to a...
    yoursitesuckssorry yoursitesuckssorry 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 9, 2013

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F Aug 13, 2013

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    My Story

    My family always thought that boys were better and more important than girls.  Even though I was four years younger than my brother I still had to do so much more than he did.  He could do no wrong.  Even when he was failing out of school he could do no wrong...
    shedidntdoanything shedidntdoanything 22-25 1 Response Mar 19, 2010

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2013

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    I Will Never Forget..

    When I was 6yrs. old and it all started.. My Father, His Wife, her two boys and I were at my Grandmas in Northern MN during Hunting Season. Everybody had left to go set up stands in the Woods but left my youngest step-brother, who is 5yrs. older than I am, and I at the House...
    AylEX AylEX 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    When I was raped by my brother I was 4.

    At the begging he just touch me and I didn't knew any better so I thought that what all brothers do. Until one night when my parents were away he went into my room. I was reading at the time and it was a book about the "Big Bad Wolf". He told me let's play a game I said sure. He...
    Kittylover123 Kittylover123 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Something That I Never Thought Would Happen

    I was raped by my little brother last year... I know it sounds like it would never happen... but he's 14, four years younger than me... I only see him, my sister and my birth mom and grandma once a year, and it happened when they came to visit... me and my brother were close...
    ClockworkPhaedra ClockworkPhaedra 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2013

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    Too Scared To Speak

    When I was 15 I was really close to two of my brothers. Patric who was 16 and Byron who was 22. We'd always hang out in Byrons room and watch movies and get drunk until about midnight or 1 am. After a few weeks of this one night Byron said he wanted to talk to me about something...
    missmumbles18 missmumbles18 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2013

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    Thoughts Of An Innocent Victom

    This is my true, honest, and genuine story and I do not mean to offend anyone who is a part of it. I know I shouldn't apollogize, but in my weak heart I feel that is is necessary to continue my story. So I am sorry for what am about to confess because it has not been confessed...
    Wingman22 Wingman22 22-25, F 14 Responses Sep 29, 2011

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F Aug 13, 2013

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    Still Have Nightmares.

    I always loved my brother when we where younger we played lego's and stuff together it was until i was 13 yrs old a year after i started my period for the first time when we where out in the tent in the yard and he started to rape me it went on for 4 months and he's5 years older...
    alayla alayla 26-30 3 Responses Oct 3, 2011

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    He Hurt Me Bad

    my brother is the biggest pease of **** ever just telling you well not my other older brother he helped memy **** brother told me to do so many things it was horrable so my story i was laying in his bed he came on and said get up i did he said why are you in my room? cause i was...
    unluckygirl4 unluckygirl4 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2011

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    Wrong Choices

    So im really 16 and 5 days ago it started.... I was messing around with other teens online and got dared to let my dog inside me. I did and I wish I never had. My brother heard me crying cuz it was hurting so bad and he and his friend came in. They laughed at me and stred...
    Alexandria22 Alexandria22 18-21, F 68 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2013

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    He Put A Pillow Over My Face.

    I woke up in the middle of the night screaming with a pillow over my face. He was suffocating me at 8 years old. He was 11. I couldn't move as I was pinned to the bed. The memory is so terrifying that it just comes back in bits and pieces. After the attack my brother is standing...
    lemonkissed lemonkissed 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 16, 2013

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F Aug 13, 2013

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2013

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    Raped For Years

    my dad left when i was only 3 and my stepdad came when i was 6. he had 3 sons who also moved in with us [ we had a huge house.] my mom left to work and my stepdad took care of me. he came into my bed and shoved his thing up mine. he would feel my breats and squeeze my thing. he...
    isy1 isy1 22-25, F 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    Years of Rapes

    i was raped by my older {4 years older} from when i was 6 to about 11 yearsold not just by him but sometimes he let his friends join in .once he held my hands and his friend held my feet and the swung me over a cliff untill i promised i would not tell they told me if i  ever...
    jaymehigh jaymehigh 26-30, F 14 Responses Apr 2, 2008

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    I Was Raped By My Brother, Uncle And Stepfather's Friends

    im so confused i don't know what to do anymore. i lived with my father or i thought he was but he wants wich i found out when i was 13. my stepbrother is 4years older than me he raped me almost every day for 5years i didn't tell anyone my brothers the one 3years older...
    hatriet hatriet 18-21 2 Responses Jun 30, 2011

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    I was about 8 years old.

    He was 7 so I don't really know if that is still considered rape since we were so young. He would always beat me up when we were young. My grandpa never did anything, and just sat and watched. One day, nobody was home, except him and I. I always dreaded when we were home...
    Icantseeyou Icantseeyou 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    Monstrous

    I was 7 or 8 when it began. My brother liked to punch me in my belly and my boobs as they developed. He would do that until I was weak then he raped me. Three things made my brother happy, (1) hearing my grunting and moaning sounds as he punched my belly, breasts or shoved...
    katkal katkal 46-50 5 Responses May 22, 2013

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    It Doesn't Go Away, It Just Gets Manageable.

    10 years ago, when I was 20, I took a road trip to Las Vegas where my brother was living with his girlfriend.  The last night I was there we decided to drink... my brother bought the wine.. a 2 gallon jug or some huge sh$% like that.  His girlfriend was gone working the...
    melnumber2 melnumber2 26-30 5 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    I Need To Stop Blaming Myself...

    I was 16 years old when I was raped by my younger brother, whom at the time was 12. At the beginning, I didn't want to tell anyone- because I didn't want the drama of having to deal with everything afterwards. I just wanted to forget about everything, and move on with my life. I...
    SociologicallyMe SociologicallyMe 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 8, 2011

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2013

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    "I don't want anyone looking in my house,

    " he said . I sat there in confusion as I watched my brother put a flat cardboard box against the window . I did not know what was going on , he soon then undressed me , rubbed lotion on my private parts, then began penetrating me. I was so young at the time I did not even know...
    candykisses2 candykisses2 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    My Best Friend

    We walked into the living room. A Man was sit talking with my mom, on the sofa. Not worried Alex , my best friend from preschool, and I Whent in my room to study. Now Alex and I are like brother and sister. Our parents let us sleepover at one another's houses. When the other was...
    0313lizzy 0313lizzy 18-21, F 16 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    I was raped by my brother.

    ..it was on my 7th birthday I am now 25 and my brother was 16. He told me he had a big surprise for me. But he can't give it to me if mom or dad was around. 3 days after my birthday it was my parent anniversary..they went to The Maldives. I was in the bathtub and my brother came...
    Septemberbaby123456789 Septemberbaby123456789 26-30 Jan 12

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    I was 10 years old. I was always the unwanted

    child, cause my parents already hated each other and I guess I'm the result of my drunken father raping my mother. But still they stayed together until I was six and I had a good childhood through. But when they were getting divorced, things got complicated cause my brother and...
    navygirll navygirll 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    Brother Why?

    ok hi im new to this group but i was raped by my bro and his friend he his my story My mom trusted my brother and never thoght he do this my mom was leaving for the day to a buissness trip and trusted my bro to take care of me and the house while shes gone i was asleep he asked...
    unluckygirl4 unluckygirl4 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 2, 2011

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    What He Did To Me

    It all started at age 6. My brother had me watch my very first ****... I had no idea what that was. After I watched that with him.. He told me that I was gonna do everything that they did. I couldn't imagine doing those things because they were gross and he was my brother. I...
    Millie0213 Millie0213 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 30, 2011

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2013

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    I was 6-1/2 and I was raped by my brother

    who had heard about sex on the school bus from older boys that day. We arrived home and mother was out for the afternoon and he attacked me. He had to beat me into bloody submission; I didn't know what sex was but I knew we kept our private parts covered. I was terrified. To...
    elizabethall48 elizabethall48 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Hi i don't know how to do this

    but i really need to share because i just can't take it anymore i do not want to be here on this disgusting planet anymore. I was raped when i 4-7 it happened irregularly. The first time he began touching me i was 4 and i remember it to this day. We were poor and me and my 2...
    rangel23 rangel23 18-21, M Jul 12

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    Humiliation

    I was not a child, I was 21........I was out of control, heavy drinking and I had become pregnant by a married man......I knew I had to have an abortion for a lot of reasons, not that I am a fan of that....but it wouldn't have worked...and I was so guilty. Guilty of everything...
    wendy140 wendy140 46-50 1 Response Sep 6, 2010

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F Aug 13, 2013

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    My Half Brother

    When i was little both my brothers lived with me and my parents. The older one is only my half brother, my mother had him before she married my dad. Now both my brothers have major issues, one diagnosed and on medication. The other, my half brother was never diagnosed or put on...
    ggghggg ggghggg 26-30 Jun 28, 2013

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    When I was 4 my half brother on my dads side

    came to live with us, all the way from Mexico. I don't exactly remember when it started but as far back as I can remember him being there he always molested me. I was about 7 when he stepped it up and actually anally raped me. He never raped me the other way, just anally. This...
    lonelyone22 lonelyone22 22-25, F 3 Responses May 28

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F Aug 13, 2013

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    Hell For Many Years

    I don't even know how to begin this story, but it rips me apart emotionally over and over. And I am now 35 years old, still living in this hell. I was raped repeatedly by my older brother as far back as I can remember. He used to rub himself all over me, and ********* all over...
    Seahorse77 Seahorse77 36-40 2 Responses Jul 11, 2013

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    Horrified

    First things first my brother is 18 and I had to live with him Alone because both of our parents died. It started when I had to move in with him when I was 12 he had just turned 18 and my parents died so he was deemed my legal guardian and he homeschools me. Now the stories...
    xxbvbarmymember1xx xxbvbarmymember1xx 18-21, F Aug 13, 2013

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    Pain.

    This is difficult to write, difficult to admit, and difficult to fully comprehend even now after all these years.  Sometimes I still think I'm crazy, that I made it all up, that I'm schizophrenic and have only the weakest grasp on reality.  My memory is still fragmented and I...
    snappingzero snappingzero 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    I Want To Move On.

    i cant really remember how old i was. i must have been bout 5. i cant remember how it started either. its like one of those bad dreams you get, and wen u wake up the story is foggy. my older brother is almost 10 years older than me. he would make me do things to him. and come to...
    Marie212 Marie212 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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