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I Was Raped By My Father

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    The Loss Of My Innocense

      My Adoptive father raped me. He has done so many times. it started off as weird stares weird comments weird gestures and uncomfortable touches.. it would be strange stare at my body, a disturbing comment the next time. Maybe a weird touch followed by a crude comment. One...
    britt2225 britt2225 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11, 2011

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    Okay so this feels a bit weird.

    Never really done anything like this before but I know other people have been through a similar experience to me and maybe someone may read this and it might help. Here it goes at the age of seven my mum became very ill and was in hospital for about a month leaving me with my...
    oliviafoxx19 oliviafoxx19 18-21, F 6 Responses May 11

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    I was only 4 years old,

    and yet even being in my mid twenties now I can still remember it. He was a truck driver, and we had stopped at a truck stop for showers. My mother wan't there, and I don't know where she went. Mainly what I remember was the pain, and the pink water at my feet, I guess the...
    BlueyedHybrid7 BlueyedHybrid7 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    When I was 10 years old I was raped by my friends dad. Repeatedly for 3 months. I would spend the night over her house almost every weekend , so her mom set up a room for me in...
    woahhitsgabby18 woahhitsgabby18 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    In 2006 i was raped by my ex boyfriend Raymond. We was together for about 2 years. i thought i could trust him. and i thought he wasnt like that. One afternoon we was in his car on...
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    I was raped last night by my ex lastnight. He said he thought I was playing. I was like no, I have a boyfriend. Stop , please. Then he grabbed my arms and held me down. He said if...
    jeaaane jeaaane 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Well step dad I was raped for 7-12 and in 16 and it's still with me now I can never get over it i have know one to talk to as I am a lad and this is embarrassing but it started...
    tommiebourne22 tommiebourne22 16-17, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I was raped. I have terrible nightmares of my attack. I hate the men who violated me! I wish they were dead!
    angkath80 angkath80 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I can't sleep or hardly even eat I keep crying myself to sleep the abuse started when I was 14 with guys I went to school with they would hold me down and touch me sometimes they...
    Kitten2514 Kitten2514 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    TRIGGERING! ... .. . It was my brother. He came to my moms for a visit in February, 2011. My best friend spent the night and lost her v*rginity to him on February 18th, and five...
    BrittannyLynn BrittannyLynn 16-17, F Sep 22

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    I feel like My ex boyfriend just raped me. I was telling him no & stop, I told him I was for real. & he wouldn't stop :( Maan. I feel so dumb for trying to come over & me I'm...
    jeaaane jeaaane 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    My brother raped me when i was 15 and idk what to do i love hi but i cant even soeak to him
    Goth66princess Goth66princess 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    I was 12 and my parents went on a weekend vacation. My brother was 17 and was watching me this wasent the first time he did this. He and a friend came into the bathroom when I was...
    dumbbutt11 dumbbutt11 22-25, T 1 day ago

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    .. And I know it isn't my fault, but I constantly feel like it really was. I know they tell you that it's never your fault. But six is too much, and 4 of them were all in one...
    xdka xdka 18-21, F Sep 13

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    By my (now ex) boyfriend... Everyone found out about it because we live in the same apartments so things spread around to everyone. Well it's now 7 months later, & I was hanging...
    allthegirlsaresinging allthegirlsaresinging 13-15, F Sep 14

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    It's embarrassing, I feel so bad.
    Dyylaanxx Dyylaanxx 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I think I'm ready to talk about it. But please message me if you want to hear it
    lukey123456789 lukey123456789 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am still so scared and he still lives in the same house what do i do? He said he would kill me if I call the police
    AAmmyyPPiiee AAmmyyPPiiee 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's been three years and he still won't leave me alone. I just want him to leave me alone. When will this torcher ever end?I want the images gone. If I can't live without him...
    scarsthatsmile scarsthatsmile 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I dated this guy for seven months, felt that it was the most passionate,exciting time of my life and then i was raped by him and two of his mates. He also drugged me on four...
    teapotclock teapotclock 46-50 1 Response Sep 6

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    My mother likes alcohol, she always has. And when she drinks too much, she blacks out and gets really touchy. One night when I was 7 she got drunk while my father was away for work...
    CNT283 CNT283 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When my wife was 10 she was raped by four men in their mid 20's. They brought her to an abandon house and her if she wanted to be in the gang she needed to undress. She did what...
    808danny 808danny 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 16

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    My mother had been ostracized from her family and put out on the streets to fend for herself at 16 years old when she 4 months pregnant with me.She began having sex with men for...
    killerdaddy killerdaddy 41-45, M Sep 22

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    One my my earliest memories and most vivid is from when I was 4. It was a year or 2 after my parents divorced and my mother was in a downward spiral. Her boyfriend moved in with us...
    ausofbounds ausofbounds 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 1

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    They didn't have just normal "I've Been Raped" as an option. But I was. I was 9-11 years old and it was scary. It was my cousins friend. I was staying at their house in the city...
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I was thirteen, stupid, and desperate to be popular, so I accepted an invitation to a party from a seventeen year old skater boy. He called me Jailbait and pinned me down on a sofa...
    billierose13 billierose13 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am an only child to a strong willed and beautiful mother who has endured many hardships throughout her life. Almost from Day 1, my mom has played both parental roles, and with a...
    olinor olinor 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I really try to not ber over emotional and try to see things from the big picture. My finace and me have been together for almost 4 1/2 years, and living together for aprox. three...
    HeatherM1988 HeatherM1988 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I have never been terribly close with my father, though it probably doesn't help that even my earliest memories I have are bad ones. When I was very very young, maybe three, my...
    DemonFeyLove DemonFeyLove 18-21, F Sep 4

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    And Never Will Unless It's To Dance On His Grave!- I was in the United States,my (Black) mother's homeland in late 1992 during a time she was not living with her husband of nearly...
    AlphahatesOmega AlphahatesOmega 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    He is my teacher and I don't think he knows I look up to him in this way, but some other teachers know and the counselor. I do have a biological father living- but he left when I...
    LittleBlackSubmarine LittleBlackSubmarine 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Last night, I got home from work and had picked up a weekly publication for job seekers, which quite often (but not always) includes an article relevant to the needs of those...
    Dreamboy12 Dreamboy12 56-60, M Sep 19

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    Two Days ago on my Birthday I received several texts from my Father stating that how disappointed he was in my real sister and I and that it was disrespectful of me and my sister...
    tipadee1 tipadee1 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I seriously need a father figure in my life. It's a void that has been in my heart for a very long time, and I seriously can't take the pain. I've lived my entire life up to this...
    GrandGizzard GrandGizzard 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Had A Chance To-When I was around 15 or 16, about 4 years after I overheard a drunken argument thst revealed the truth, my parents handed over a shoebox containing letters and at...
    AlphahatesOmega AlphahatesOmega 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    ...but my father is a coward. He made mistakes as we all do, but instead of trying his best to protect his own from these mistakes, he blamed the very ones that loved him. He has...
    PricelessLegacy PricelessLegacy 31-35, F Sep 7

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    i've always been angry how my father raised me and i found it very hard to forgive him and our relationship has never been that good, but when i think about it now .. the way he...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 15

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    Not that i want a relationship with the piece of Sh1t ...but i really wish i could have a father...Any kind of figure that is like a father to me...I have always been without a...
    EmoNekoNiki EmoNekoNiki 18-21, F a week ago

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    shadowpaw88 shadowpaw88 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    When I was 14 I had been put on a work experience project by the school. I was working for two weeks in a hotel. The manager there was in his mid 20's and after the placement was...
    monstahmash monstahmash 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    A few years ago my dad celebrated his 80th birthday. It was a very moving experience and it has made a lasting memory, a cherished memory. Beyond meeting relatives, that I havent...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 17

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    When I was little. There was a boy. I was one year older than him. I've known him since I was 2 years old. We where never close. I was at a Mexican party with my parents. He went...
    LizAnaG LizAnaG 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    Mommy's sweet chocolate face was slipping from my memory. Every day it got harder to remember her. "Remember Mommy's Promise?" She had said. Yes I remembered her promise and as...
    brokeninkharkov brokeninkharkov 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 17

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    It is more or less an open secret in my family that my mother's husband of 26 years is NOT the biological father of my sister or myself. That honor belongs to her former lover whom...
    AlphahatesOmega AlphahatesOmega 18-21, M Sep 21

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    Actually I wasn't but that lie was told online by Missing Child agencies for a decade. In truth I left the United States with my mother and her husband as a baby and was domeciled...
    AlphahatesOmega AlphahatesOmega 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    It happened to me as well and it continued for several years. It was my family member that continuously raped me. I'm very worried that this is happening to other children on daily...
    ikasia ikasia 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    He was never really in my life and now that we live closer to each other, whenever we hang out it's incredibly awkward. We don't really say much. I try to ask him questions about...
    lookingtovent lookingtovent 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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