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I Was Raped By My Father

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    The Loss Of My Innocense

      My Adoptive father raped me. He has done so many times. it started off as weird stares weird comments weird gestures and uncomfortable touches.. it would be strange stare at my body, a disturbing comment the next time. Maybe a weird touch followed by a crude comment. One...
    britt2225 britt2225 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11, 2011

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    I was only 4 years old,

    and yet even being in my mid twenties now I can still remember it. He was a truck driver, and we had stopped at a truck stop for showers. My mother wan't there, and I don't know where she went. Mainly what I remember was the pain, and the pink water at my feet, I guess the...
    BlueyedHybrid7 BlueyedHybrid7 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Okay so this feels a bit weird.

    Never really done anything like this before but I know other people have been through a similar experience to me and maybe someone may read this and it might help. Here it goes at the age of seven my mum became very ill and was in hospital for about a month leaving me with my...
    oliviafoxx19 oliviafoxx19 18-21, F 5 Responses May 11

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    I was raped for the fourth time by my dad's dad and I don't know how to tell anyone and the only person I know I can tell I can't talk to him right now he's on a trip. I told one...
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    Justice... There is no justice in rape. I was raped when i was 16 (6 years ago) yet it haunts me everyday! 6 years on and he is still ruining my life. He turned my life upside...
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    I was raped from when I was 3 to 13 I don't know how to have healthy relationships with people or food because I never lived without sex in my life and my family don't know and I...
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    2 years ago, when I was 18, I was raped by a male coworker. I was heavily intoxicated, half passed out on my couch, and I had just been dumped a few hours before that. He texted me...
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    I can't forget the night I was raped! I try to tell myself that it's not still happening but that's just a lie! I can no longer sleep because all I can see is him! When I do sleep...
    skysplits skysplits 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was raped just over a year ago now and I've had pelvic pain ever since it's really painful but I'm too scared to tell anyone what should I do?:(
    ICanBeStrong ICanBeStrong 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It all started late one night when I was safe in my bed. My father had been out drinking all night at the pub and when he got home mum had locked him out of their bedroom so he...
    beckles007 beckles007 22-25, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I was 16 at the time last day of high school like you do you go to the park with your mates and have a drink. That day my world came crashing down it was 4pm and a lad who I new...
    Kirst1309 Kirst1309 26-30 a week ago

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    Me and my family were camping a few weeks ago. My cousin got drunk and we were laying on the beach and he tried putting his hand down my pants but I told him no and he stopped for...
    haileemattis haileemattis 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 27

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    My sister and I used to share a room together when we were younger. At the time, I was 7 and she was 11. We were always close in a way but it changed when my parents decided for us...
    fairytailmage fairytailmage 18-21 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I'm a guy so it been hard dealing with being a victim of rape. I'm also straight which makes it a million times worse in my head to deal with. Only my parents and my therapist know...
    andrew20142014 andrew20142014 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I was 12 when my brother first started raping me and he punched me and I was knocked out and he must of drugged me, cause I could feel the pain but not do anything and he was just...
    AAmmyyPPiiee AAmmyyPPiiee 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I was 16, he had just turned 17. He was my best friend, and it was his birthday. He invited me over to hang out with a couple of our friends. Sadly, he lied, and it was only me and...
    Shekinarose Shekinarose 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really need a boyfriend there for me when I wake up in the middle of the night scared and be there to comfort me so I am not scared anymore
    AAmmyyPPiiee AAmmyyPPiiee 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    My dad. He is sick just like i am. I didn't know i couldn't trust him though. I still have to live with it everyday, and i still have to live with him. I'm Schizophrenic and by law...
    AngeliqueMulumba AngeliqueMulumba 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 9

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    My dad. He is sick just like i am. I didn't know i couldn't trust him though. I still have to live with it everyday, and i still have to live with him. I'm Schizophrenic and by law...
    ImAPrincessto ImAPrincessto 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It happened to me twice with two different people. Both men were friends of family members. The first time i was 3. It was my fathers best friend. I don't recall much of that...
    dreamerrose dreamerrose 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Hi. Okay so this happend a few months after i was raped. I was walking home from school and a car pulled up to me. I reconigzed him, a guy named Brad. He was a senior at my school...
    Kylieblazinit Kylieblazinit 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I just told one of my closest friends, about what happened to me.. I told him I was raped, and the first reaction I got was "Okei, just be honest, did you want it? It's okei...
    Rapedandbetrayed Rapedandbetrayed 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I absolutely do want to be a father. I wish I was a father already. I want a wife and kids to love
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I was raped again a few weeks ago and the guy is finally in jail. The flash backs are killing me. The insomnia is terrible. End thoughts to kill myself are running rapidly through...
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 2

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    I'm a boy and I was raped and abuse from 11-16 years old age by my uncle .. Now I'm 18 and I'm afraid to see a male . I tried to kill myself several time ..I hate myself and I...
    wounnikki wounnikki 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have dreamt many times that I was pregnant.Even though I really want to have a baby,all theses dreams were pretty scary.I still remember once in my dream I got pregnant and I...
    Heaventohell1 Heaventohell1 18-21 Aug 10

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    I heard in the news about an abortion clinic being sued because the man was older than 21 and I think in this case he was the step dad. The girl was younger than 16. In my case , I...
    Feelingfunny Feelingfunny 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    There's these woods behind my house we moved in when I was going into 6th grade, my old neighbors had moved into the same neighborhood a year before us, I would go over there and...
    JezebelWhitman JezebelWhitman 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    Back when I was thirteen my family was friends with my rapist's family, so we treated each other like family. We trusted each other. I even had a crush on my rapist. So when he...
    LolitaChrisbell LolitaChrisbell 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    So I finally got up the strength to post the rest of the story. The men started cutting my clothes off piece by piece. They said that if I moved they would stab me multiple times...
    staystrong111 staystrong111 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I just seen a guy who is under age just came out a typed a sortie about how his buddies and him raped a girl. Why would you be dumb enough to tell us that. To me that sounds...
    juno1987 juno1987 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    I sometimes feel I grew up without a father. And I sometimes think I would've been better off without one. Growing up, I could never understand the 'daddy's little girl concept...
    JacqtheRipper JacqtheRipper 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I often think that in my dysfunctional marriage therefore, in the family I created, besides the mutual love, respect and partnership, the major thing that's missing is the father...
    TheDreamyWoman TheDreamyWoman 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    My experience is one that both came as a shock, and in some weird way, a confirmation of the fears I've always had regarding my parents and their conditional love of me. I've...
    Kaleesto Kaleesto 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I joined EP upon reading a story about a woman who had a Narcissistic father. Growing up with mum, dad and my younger brother always seemed normal. Mostly, at least. At 6 he...
    amyvsyt amyvsyt 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I honestly am really terrified of my father. I never really have been too close with him ever since I was little and up until now. my father doesn't hit me or abuse me, (although...
    heythereandrea heythereandrea 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Today my father wanted me to help him move a car. Since I am more comfortable with automatic rather than manual I told him I will try. I tried my best and managed to move the car...
    cherryaleks cherryaleks 18-21 Jul 23

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    yellowprint yellowprint 18-21, F Jul 28

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    My father was a horrible man. He blamed me for my mothers death my entire life. My mother died after I was born due to an infection, and weak immune system. My father threw glass...
    MichelleReed MichelleReed 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    I'm 14 and my step dad is a f*cking d-bag. When I was 11, my mom told us as in me and siblings that my dad was having an affair so she brought us to run away with her to another...
    windyblue windyblue 18-21, F Aug 5

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    I'm the oldest out of his 3 children, when I was 4 he left my mom due to the fact of him having an affair. It's like he's a factor in my life but he isn't there. And when he is he...
    drewbond drewbond 16-17, M Aug 6

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    My real father anyway, never met the man, or rather remember. Hes in prison at this moment at 66 years old, I dont exactly hate him but I just really dont like him, what do u do...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I think to be a good father is more difficult than it seems to be at first sight. It is not only hard working to have money in order to ensure the kid they can have got the best...
    michalmos michalmos 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My father was in my life,my mother's live in lover,until I was 11. That's when the State of Indiana kicked him out and it was no great loss believe me! A while before that he had...
    Bashka91 Bashka91 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I still am growing up without one. I can tell you that when I did have one, he was the greatest man I knew. I was really attached to him and loved him a lot. He was my hero. Some...
    Jessica4729 Jessica4729 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am living at my mothers and I used to see my father every second weekend. I found out my father produces and deals with drugs 3 years ago. I told my mum and told her not to tell...
    itisjustmeok itisjustmeok 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hi my name is Aria and I would like to share my story with you. My therapist suggested it and she said it might make me feel better so I'm trying it... So I was walking home from...
    staystrong111 staystrong111 13-15, F 9 Responses Jul 29

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