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I Was Raped

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3,523 People

    For those people who need support groups,

    this one was just started on facebook by a survivor. https://www.facebook.com/ProjectBreaktheCycle I've also become part of this group https://www.facebook.com/groups/rapesurvivorsandvictims/ which is quite good. Lots of discussions. Lots of understanding people. If you're...
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8 18-21, F Feb 8

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    I wanted to get all of this off my chest

    because it isn't something you can just display for everyone to see. You cannot strap a billboard to your back detailing everything that has ever been done to you, even though you feel that is the only way people will be able to understand who you are and how you became this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 6

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I was raped when I was 10 years old by my moms

    friend boyfriend he 45 I can't forget that and I'm 25 years old now
    gaynick25 gaynick25 22-25, M 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    that night was horrible.

    I'm sixteen that night. and i was gonna go to my apartment from a friend's house. i didn't noticed that a guy, maybe eighteen that time followed me. First of all, i don't care about him following me. but i was wrong. "Hey, beautiful" he said as he walked beside me. "what do you...
    cassdcmrll cassdcmrll 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    When I was 19 I was in college I used to drink

    a lot. One night after leaving a bar where I was at a party for my college course. I had my keys taken from me at one point that night. I should have known I was to drunk to be safe. So after driving home with a car load of people trying to get a girl back to my room for some...
    dec2remember86 dec2remember86 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNextHTNF ExtremeNextHTNF 26-30, F 81 Responses May 18, 2013

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    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    I Was Raped 2 Years Ago

    Okay, so the events. Excuse the frankness of this; Im 34 now, and it was two years ago when it happened. I live in england and I dont currently work but my husband does, he is a teacher. I basically look after the house while he is out. There wasnt anything lacking in our...
    emilyrogers78 emilyrogers78 36-40, F 53 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    I was at the bar with a few guys

    who I had always known. My friend's ex was sitting across the bar. It was closing time and I went to the ladies room. No one was in there with me. He followed me into the stall. He raped me in the bathroom and then told everyone we had sex. He told everyone and they believe him...
    neverspoke neverspoke 22-25, F Jan 27

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    25th of January, 2000 I was raped.

    I was invited to a birthday party of one of my classmates and he was turning 7. I was to sleep over at my friend's house, as my mother was working that night. Everyone had a great time and when all the guests had left, we were getting ready for bed. I was to sleep on a...
    Crippledlove Crippledlove 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    my profile page will not allow me to post my

    story, it is so horrible. If anyone would talk, I would like for them too.
    rapedboy00 rapedboy00 13-15, M 4 Responses Apr 7

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    Every one jack barnesmra is a worthless piece

    of ****!! he uses children to intimidate their family!!!
    Asianblue Asianblue 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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    Ok. The bomb is going off here now.

    I got somethin' to say. I really hate the people on this site who write what they like to call "Rape Fantasies" and then go into experience groups like this where real men and women with real histories of sexual abuse are posting stories of the atrocities that they have been...
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 18 Responses Feb 22

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    ~_~

    Ever since the day I was born. My parents didn't want much to do with me. I was a sick baby and they were afraid to take care of me, so they dropped me off on my grandmother for the first year of my life. Within 11 months after my birth, my sister was born.. They raised her...
    ErgoProxyAngel ErgoProxyAngel 16-18, F 80 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    I see him still all the time,

    he still lives across the parking lot from me but I am not still afraid of him. I don't cower at the thought of him looking my way-in fact I almost dare him to. I don't think about it as much as I used to and the memory is starting to get fuzzy but... every now and then I do...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 25

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda 21-25, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 42 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    Sickness of thought from a rape apologist.

    "Women can and do become lubricated during their rape. Women can and do have ******* during their rape. Its true. Often times it is one of the most psychologically damaging part for female rape victims. They feel that their own body betrayed them. Men can and do get an erection...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil 46-50, M 288 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Ambitieuxetvicieux Ambitieuxetvicieux 31-35, F 35 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 118 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    my head is like a merry go round

    but instead of horses to sit on its different memories of abuse that i cant escape and its going round and round :'c
    maylane maylane 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 40 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 43 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    Frankly, I'm a mess. And okay with that,

    for the most part. Among other things that are...off about me, I was raped at 13 years old. I got in with a guy that was really messeg up in the head, he was 19, and had friends who were around 40 that I hung out with a lot after he introduced us. (One of them scared me, made me...
    Kyuketsuki17 Kyuketsuki17 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    spring break in cancun I was on a guys

    shoulders very drunk I took my bikini top off to flash the crowd when some guy ripped the bikini top out of my hands and ran away when I tried to grab it back from him I fell off the guys shoulders I fell into the crowd of guys last thing I knew is a dozen hands grabbing at...
    allisonnnn5 allisonnnn5 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 31

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    I have come to terms with everything

    and am living a stable life now but I was raped when I was 5. he was a friend to my bio mother and I was too afraid to say anything till I was 16. but in that time I was also repeatedly raped by friends while I was high on drugs at 14. In my short 25 ears of life i have done...
    Sanime519 Sanime519 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    It was 7 years ago when I was 13.

    I had just got home from school and found out that my dad's best friend came over to see my dad. He was in his late thirties and was always so nice to me. He would buy me birthday presents and I would call him "Uncle." Because that's what I thought him of. I remember throwing my...
    madisonlj madisonlj 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Gang Bang

    I was forced into a Gang Bang, at a party, about 4 months ago. I say forced since I would not have agreed to a Gang Bang so I consider it a Gang Rape. Now I cannot get it out of my head.  I would have refused, in fact did refuse, to be part of the Gang Bang.  But after the...
    juneisverykinky juneisverykinky 18-21, F 15 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    I was raped again. I feel like crap.

    I'm so sick of being used . It hurts :( I don't know what to do. People get mad and sayi should learn to trust. They don't understand. Every time I trust I get hurt. I told him I didn't want to, but he kept on and wouldn't stop, I kept pushing him away and he kept trying...
    LonelyBeautifulPirate LonelyBeautifulPirate 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 18-21, F 32 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 46-50, F 27 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    My father molested me from the time I was 5

    til I was 7. Then I was raped by one guy at 10 and then raped by two guys at 11. I still think about it to this day.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 7

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    (I'm adding this first sentence only partially

    through writing this experience -- this is a warning: this story is going to be very graphic. I'm doing this as my own form of therapy, but I'm brutally honest and don't care who is reading. You have been warned.) I can't just write without reflection -- spiraling and...
    SisterCyanide SisterCyanide 26-30, T 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 21-25, F 8 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    When I was 14, I went out partying with my

    friends. I didn't know a lot of the people there very well, but one of my friends did so she brought me along. It was my first time partying because I'm not really a partying kinda girl. they kept telling me to drink more and stop being boring and a party pooper, so I did. I...
    ariaagraace ariaagraace 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 15

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    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent 22-25, F 75 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi 18-21, F 18 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    This is something no one knows .

    .. I've told people about my previous story but not this one I was 12 and I can't remember why but I had a panick attack after dinner, climbed out my bed too window and ran to the park down the street this was such a stupid idea but I needed the air and the space. This is where...
    Phoebe97 Phoebe97 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I thought I would share this website with

    as many people as possible. For me, it was extremely helpful in my recovery. It was one of the ways that I actually figured out what happened to me and started to come to terms with it. The whole website is great in my opinion. I had a lot of shame and guilt because when it...
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I've seen many people have posted their

    experiences on this website and I figured it was my turn to come out. I've never told anyone my story before and it haunts me. So maybe this can be my therapy. I was at school and this cute upperclassman, I'll call him jake, he was a junior, I am a freshman. We started...
    fearpink fearpink 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 14 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 21-25, F 189 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    So I just wrote my story of how I was raped

    and EP told me that it didn't meet their community guidelines. I am so pissed! That took me so long to write and now it's gone. Screw it, I'm not trying to write that again. The story is all on my blog anyway.
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8 18-21, F Feb 22

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    When I was 11, I met this boy.

    I fell completely head over heels for him. I really thought he was the one for me. When I turned 14 and he was 16, we started dating. He felt the same way I did. And it was nice for a while, but then the fighting started. He would always be mad at me, and I wouldn't do anything...
    FOB98 FOB98 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 3

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    Met A Guy At A Club And Wanted Him To Like Me

    I have wanted white bf for long time. I met this cute white boy at a club in korea town. I like him very much and was very nervous that he not like me. I didn’t know how to make him like me so I touch him and smile . I tell him how nice girl I was and how much he would like...
    koreansoo koreansoo 26-30, F 22 Responses May 8, 2013

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    So I met this guy at a Starbucks in town.

    I was behind him in line at Starbucks, he paid for my drink before I bought it(like they do during the holiday season) and then he started to leave, when I realized he paid for me I ran up to thank him. He turned around and he looked to be around my age and was wearing a slayer...
    Apester8 Apester8 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    He just pleasured himself with me.

    .. I didn't know what do to, what to say.. He was the first boy I'd ever been with.
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I Was Raped By My Neighbor

    I was alone at my house on my bed with her doing Geometry just like she had done for several years. I was wearing a simple pink t-shirt and matching shorts with no socks. I leaned over to ask her a question about a problem then she started smelling my red hair telling me how...
    susanhaynes19 susanhaynes19 18-21, F 44 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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