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I Was Raped

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 81 Responses May 18, 2013

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    my profile page will not allow me to post my

    story, it is so horrible. If anyone would talk, I would like for them too.
    rapedboy00 rapedboy00 13-15, M 5 Responses Apr 7

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    I don't want to be affected by him anymore.

    I cannot look men in the eyes, because that's what he forced my to do. I cant stand close to men, because I don't know if they will want to rub up against me. I cant do so many things because of him. Ugh! The other day my spouse tried a few new moves and he said these words...
    JBear92 JBear92 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 26

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 46 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 21-25, F 8 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 40 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent 22-25, F 73 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 34 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I was at my grandpas house

    and our grandma died about a year ago so I went to stay with my grandpa. I sat my bags down in a bonus room. He took me to get some food from the grocery store and then when we got home we watched tv. I didnt really know him that much. Most of our conversation was about how old...
    RacistFaggot RacistFaggot 26-30 Jun 27

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    Frankly, I'm a mess. And okay with that,

    for the most part. Among other things that are...off about me, I was raped at 13 years old. I got in with a guy that was really messeg up in the head, he was 19, and had friends who were around 40 that I hung out with a lot after he introduced us. (One of them scared me, made me...
    Kyuketsuki17 Kyuketsuki17 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I was 11 years old when my dad was murdered by

    my mother and her boyfriend. When I was 14, they were found guilty and sentenced to life imprisonment. I was under the legal guardianship of my aunt(dad's elder sis). But as time went by she started caring less of me and got more busy with her 4 kids. I moved back to the old...
    Astronggirl212 Astronggirl212 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I've seen many people have posted their

    experiences on this website and I figured it was my turn to come out. I've never told anyone my story before and it haunts me. So maybe this can be my therapy. I was at school and this cute upperclassman, I'll call him jake, he was a junior, I am a freshman. We started...
    fearpink fearpink 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    Back in November my husband died

    while stationed overseas. I had so much pain built up inside of me. I turned towards drinking to drown my sorrows. I think drinking is what cause me to get into trouble. The night of the funeral I had had a little bit too much to drink. I remember my mother in law telling me to...
    peytonleiton peytonleiton 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    When I was 14 I was friends with a girl

    who was in trouble all the time. I had never really been in much trouble, caught drinking once or twice but my mom trusted me. This girl was in and out of living with her mom, and would stay with her older boyfriend at his house a lot. he was in his early twenties. We started...
    Missmetomorrow Missmetomorrow 22-25, F 11 Responses May 19

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    Ok. The bomb is going off here now.

    I got somethin' to say. I really hate the people on this site who write what they like to call "Rape Fantasies" and then go into experience groups like this where real men and women with real histories of sexual abuse are posting stories of the atrocities that they have been...
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 6

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    I was raped when I was 10 years old by my moms

    friend boyfriend he 45 I can't forget that and I'm 25 years old now
    gaynick25 gaynick25 22-25, M 7 Responses Apr 18

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    I dont remember the first time he stuck it in

    me i rember everytime he did my insides would scream no but i never said a word not no or a yes. I was 15 when i finally gave up and told. He was my dad. The only person ive known my whole life who never gave up on me yet he hurt me i dont know why but im still depressed i still...
    Happybunney23 Happybunney23 18-21 1 Response Jul 1

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 21-25, F 187 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    So I met this guy at a Starbucks in town.

    I was behind him in line at Starbucks, he paid for my drink before I bought it(like they do during the holiday season) and then he started to leave, when I realized he paid for me I ran up to thank him. He turned around and he looked to be around my age and was wearing a slayer...
    Apester8 Apester8 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    I have never told anyone the full detail of this

    til now. I was 19 years old and I was deployed . I was volunteering at a local thrift store. There where some other people there from other companies I didn't know. One guy in particular stood out because he was staring at me. I know his name but I wont say it. it was lunch and...
    Poetgirl59 Poetgirl59 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    This is the first time I have shared this

    publicly so please bare with me, When I was younger I went to the fair with a few friends. It started to get late & I had to go home. A friend of my older brother offered to drive me home, I thought I knew this guy quite well so agreed. We had to drive through some woodland area...
    Strongerthanever1209 Strongerthanever1209 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 40 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    a story I don't tell .

    a place I was that felt a lot like hell . just like a baby sleeping . INASENT . just 14 . .......... you were my friend . you said till the end . what happened to the smiles what happened I was just a child . your hands on me . your body on my body . ........ I still blame...
    Neroforlife Neroforlife 18-21 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I grew up in a pretty hectic household with a

    father who suffered from ptsd and a mother who was and still is extremely sick, and had a lot of medical and health conditions. We were never a rich household and we are deemed “lower income” by society standers. In fourth grade I started to suffer from depression and I...
    JJSTORM JJSTORM 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 46-50, F 30 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    It was during a weekend

    both my parents were busy with work. It was a little after 2pm I was suppose to be going to a friend's house down the street like I told my brother who babysits my sister and I but instead I walked 5 blocks to meet a guy who claimed he wanted to be my friend. I was 12 years old...
    ToAfraidToSayAnything ToAfraidToSayAnything 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    (I'm adding this first sentence only partially

    through writing this experience -- this is a warning: this story is going to be very graphic. I'm doing this as my own form of therapy, but I'm brutally honest and don't care who is reading. You have been warned.) I can't just write without reflection -- spiraling and...
    SisterCyanide SisterCyanide 26-30, T Mar 19

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 14 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    It was 7 years ago when I was 13.

    I had just got home from school and found out that my dad's best friend came over to see my dad. He was in his late thirties and was always so nice to me. He would buy me birthday presents and I would call him "Uncle." Because that's what I thought him of. I remember throwing my...
    madisonlj madisonlj 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    I had only met him once before.

    He was 20, I was 15. I got black out drunk and when I woke up he was on top of me, kissing my face. He pulled off my shorts. I was in such a daze I didn't say no, I didn't say yes, I just played there. He picked me up and slammed me down on my stomach, ripping my shirt off in...
    ami585 ami585 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 51 Responses Feb 22

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    Ghost Rape

    I know it sounds Crazy but I think I am completely sane. Of course is that not what all crazy people say?I will try to explain and you can make your own decision. How can you prove a ghost raped someone or the ghost did not rape someone. My ghost seemed to be more a cloud of...
    juneisverykinky juneisverykinky 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I was living in New Orleans

    and suffering from some hardships. I was homeless and scared. I was crying one day and a man offered to take me to eat and a place to sleep. I trusted him and went with him, not knowing what else to do at the time. He took me to eat and back to his apartment. He raped and beat...
    stacyda30 stacyda30 31-35, F 4 Responses May 9

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    went to bradford at the weekend

    as i wanted to wear my new saree and knew this was an area populated by ppl from the indian sub continent so hoping i would fit in walking down the street with some closed clubs and shops i was aware i was being followed by a group of asian lads they crowded round me and...
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 6 Responses Jul 8

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    I know people may say it was my fault

    for being high but it happened on a Friday night. I had been smoking k2 with this guy we went Ina walk to go smoke more and I was so high I barely understood what was happening. He started touching me and I told him no and to stop several times but he wouldn't. Before I knew it...
    ImAnonymous146 ImAnonymous146 18-21, F 4 Responses May 5

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    ~_~

    Ever since the day I was born. My parents didn't want much to do with me. I was a sick baby and they were afraid to take care of me, so they dropped me off on my grandmother for the first year of my life. Within 11 months after my birth, my sister was born.. They raised her...
    ErgoProxyAngel ErgoProxyAngel 16-18, F 80 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    It all started a year ago.

    I used to be a complete loner and so when these group of girls offered the chance to take me to a party I didn't hesitate. Big mistake. They ended up getting drunk And trying to peer pressure me into drinking as well. I was only 12 too! So when I refused the girl "accidentally...
    Fuckup08 Fuckup08 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 22

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    Met A Guy At A Club And Wanted Him To Like Me

    I have wanted white bf for long time. I met this cute white boy at a club in korea town. I like him very much and was very nervous that he not like me. I didn’t know how to make him like me so I touch him and smile . I tell him how nice girl I was and how much he would like...
    koreansoo koreansoo 26-30, F 20 Responses May 8, 2013

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    My Beginning Was Rape

    I suppose my story starts when my Parents divorced! Can't say I blame them, Dad was traveling a lot and Mom was drinking a lot. Not sure when Mom found another man, before or after the Divorce. They got along well and he had a Son from a previous marriage. It was about 6 months...
    ellenisverykinky ellenisverykinky 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi 18-21, F 22 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    Gang Bang

    I was forced into a Gang Bang, at a party, about 4 months ago. I say forced since I would not have agreed to a Gang Bang so I consider it a Gang Rape. Now I cannot get it out of my head.  I would have refused, in fact did refuse, to be part of the Gang Bang.  But after the...
    juneisverykinky juneisverykinky 18-21, F 16 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    I Was Raped By My Neighbor

    I was alone at my house on my bed with her doing Geometry just like she had done for several years. I was wearing a simple pink t-shirt and matching shorts with no socks. I leaned over to ask her a question about a problem then she started smelling my red hair telling me how...
    susanhaynes19 susanhaynes19 18-21, F 44 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    I was kicked out of my home

    when I was 12. The reason I was kicked out is because I was gay. When I was living on the streets a nice guy said would I like something to eat. Once I got into the car he hit me and knocked me out. When I woke up I was handcuffed to the bed. The guy told me that I better be...
    aspieboy123 aspieboy123 26-30 2 Responses May 14

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    When I was 14, I went out partying with my

    friends. I didn't know a lot of the people there very well, but one of my friends did so she brought me along. It was my first time partying because I'm not really a partying kinda girl. they kept telling me to drink more and stop being boring and a party pooper, so I did. I...
    ariaagraace ariaagraace 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 15

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    my friends brother got me drunk,

    and i didnt say no because i was afraid. my aunt was raped and she fought him as best she could, but because of that he killed her. And he slit her stomach wide open so she wouldnt bloat. this was my past experience and knowledge with rape, so when he was trying to be with me i...
    sfdkjvniwutbgpq sfdkjvniwutbgpq 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    It started when I was 4 I was raped by my aunts

    bf . It was anal rape only . 10 years passed and I was raped on Christmas morning by a complete stranger. I woke up to my face being pushed in to a seat and a guy raping me . I didnt know how I got there. When I went home my dad called me a **** and said I ranaway to have sex...
    addie12750 addie12750 16-17, F 7 Responses May 24

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