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I Was Raped

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    I was raped my foster carer of 13 years 2 years

    ago. I trusted him with my life and he used that trust against me. From this I have lost my family and many friends. I feel like it's taking over my life but I don't know what to do about it.
    CharlieSmithx CharlieSmithx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971 36-40, F 22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    My best friend had set me up on a blind date

    when I was 17. He picked me up at my house and I gave my mom a hug goodbye before leaving to go to the movies with Scott. When we were about to pass the exit for the movie theaters I asked him where we were going, he told me he wanted to introduce me to his friends. I didn't...
    sandybeaches4me sandybeaches4me 41-45, F 6 Responses Jul 28

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 40 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    It was during a weekend

    both my parents were busy with work. It was a little after 2pm I was suppose to be going to a friend's house down the street like I told my brother who babysits my sister and I but instead I walked 5 blocks to meet a guy who claimed he wanted to be my friend. I was 12 years old...
    ToAfraidToSayAnything ToAfraidToSayAnything 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    I grew up in a pretty hectic household with a

    father who suffered from ptsd and a mother who was and still is extremely sick, and had a lot of medical and health conditions. We were never a rich household and we are deemed “lower income” by society standers. In fourth grade I started to suffer from depression and I...
    JJSTORM JJSTORM 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    I Was Raped 2 Years Ago

    Okay, so the events. Excuse the frankness of this; Im 34 now, and it was two years ago when it happened. I live in england and I dont currently work but my husband does, he is a teacher. I basically look after the house while he is out. There wasnt anything lacking in our...
    emilyrogers78 emilyrogers78 36-40, F 53 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 21-25, F 187 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi 18-21, F 23 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 14 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    I reply don't know what to say.

    After the last post. I don't thinks anyone really cares much. I am not depressed. I really hate my living conductions. I am in 12th grade, I am going to give my board exams in May June. But I really don't want to stay here. I can't wait to go to collage. My own dad wants me to...
    yashgup yashgup 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 21-25, F 8 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    I was living in New Orleans

    and suffering from some hardships. I was homeless and scared. I was crying one day and a man offered to take me to eat and a place to sleep. I trusted him and went with him, not knowing what else to do at the time. He took me to eat and back to his apartment. He raped and beat...
    stacyda30 stacyda30 31-35, F 4 Responses May 9

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 18-21, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 61 Responses Feb 22

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    I had only met him once before.

    He was 20, I was 15. I got black out drunk and when I woke up he was on top of me, kissing my face. He pulled off my shorts. I was in such a daze I didn't say no, I didn't say yes, I just played there. He picked me up and slammed me down on my stomach, ripping my shirt off in...
    ami585 ami585 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 4

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    It started when I was 4 I was raped by my aunts

    bf . It was anal rape only . 10 years passed and I was raped on Christmas morning by a complete stranger. I woke up to my face being pushed in to a seat and a guy raping me . I didnt know how I got there. When I went home my dad called me a **** and said I ranaway to have sex...
    addie12750 addie12750 16-17, F 9 Responses May 24

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    And now every time I talk to my parents about

    women's safety or rights or feminism we fight and I end up crying. And they tell me to stop, but I cant. They don't know anything about the rape and I can't tell them because it would break their hearts.
    KPDZ KPDZ 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I have had one rape experience

    when my mother was raping me between the age or 12-14. As surprising as it may seem I had no idea what was going on. My parents had some troubles in their marriage so i shared a room with my mother, me sleeping on a bed on the floor. and my dad having another room. She would...
    yashgup yashgup 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 18

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    Back in November my husband died

    while stationed overseas. I had so much pain built up inside of me. I turned towards drinking to drown my sorrows. I think drinking is what cause me to get into trouble. The night of the funeral I had had a little bit too much to drink. I remember my mother in law telling me to...
    peytonleiton peytonleiton 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    my friends brother got me drunk,

    and i didnt say no because i was afraid. my aunt was raped and she fought him as best she could, but because of that he killed her. And he slit her stomach wide open so she wouldnt bloat. this was my past experience and knowledge with rape, so when he was trying to be with me i...
    sfdkjvniwutbgpq sfdkjvniwutbgpq 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    I dont remember the first time he stuck it in

    me i rember everytime he did my insides would scream no but i never said a word not no or a yes. I was 15 when i finally gave up and told. He was my dad. The only person ive known my whole life who never gave up on me yet he hurt me i dont know why but im still depressed i still...
    Happybunney23 Happybunney23 18-21 1 Response Jul 1

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 40 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    Met A Guy At A Club And Wanted Him To Like Me

    I have wanted white bf for long time. I met this cute white boy at a club in korea town. I like him very much and was very nervous that he not like me. I didn’t know how to make him like me so I touch him and smile . I tell him how nice girl I was and how much he would like...
    koreansoo koreansoo 26-30, F 20 Responses May 8, 2013

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    when i was 12 i started hanging around with the

    older gang trying to be cool. One day a boy he was about 15 or 16 said he had some weed and did i want to go for a smoke with him and his mates. I agreed as i wanted to be cool like i thought they where. We went back to a house with about 5 boys all around 15 or 16 and started...
    lucyann1985 lucyann1985 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 86 Responses May 18, 2013

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 25

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    nd my bf left me when he found out :(

    but i still love him and miss him :( am i doing right? :(
    agirlwhoneedhelp agirlwhoneedhelp 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 24

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    ~_~

    Ever since the day I was born. My parents didn't want much to do with me. I was a sick baby and they were afraid to take care of me, so they dropped me off on my grandmother for the first year of my life. Within 11 months after my birth, my sister was born.. They raised her...
    ErgoProxyAngel ErgoProxyAngel 16-18, F 80 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 34 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I don't want to be affected by him anymore.

    I cannot look men in the eyes, because that's what he forced my to do. I cant stand close to men, because I don't know if they will want to rub up against me. I cant do so many things because of him. Ugh! The other day my spouse tried a few new moves and he said these words...
    JBear92 JBear92 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 26

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    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    My Beginning Was Rape

    I suppose my story starts when my Parents divorced! Can't say I blame them, Dad was traveling a lot and Mom was drinking a lot. Not sure when Mom found another man, before or after the Divorce. They got along well and he had a Son from a previous marriage. It was about 6 months...
    ellenisverykinky ellenisverykinky 18-21, F 14 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    And now I am using my voice to speak up about

    the ways that society is mistreating women. I am not degrading men. I simply want EVERYONE to be treated with respect; no excuses. If that makes me a "feminist" then so be it. Rape should never be tolerated. Ever.
    incendioflames incendioflames 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I was at my grandpas house

    and our grandma died about a year ago so I went to stay with my grandpa. I sat my bags down in a bonus room. He took me to get some food from the grocery store and then when we got home we watched tv. I didnt really know him that much. Most of our conversation was about how old...
    RacistFaggot RacistFaggot 31-35 Jun 27

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    Ghost Rape

    I know it sounds Crazy but I think I am completely sane. Of course is that not what all crazy people say?I will try to explain and you can make your own decision. How can you prove a ghost raped someone or the ghost did not rape someone. My ghost seemed to be more a cloud of...
    juneisverykinky juneisverykinky 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I know people may say it was my fault

    for being high but it happened on a Friday night. I had been smoking k2 with this guy we went Ina walk to go smoke more and I was so high I barely understood what was happening. He started touching me and I told him no and to stop several times but he wouldn't. Before I knew it...
    ImAnonymous146 ImAnonymous146 18-21, F 4 Responses May 5

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    I have never told anyone the full detail of this

    til now. I was 19 years old and I was deployed . I was volunteering at a local thrift store. There where some other people there from other companies I didn't know. One guy in particular stood out because he was staring at me. I know his name but I wont say it. it was lunch and...
    Poetgirl59 Poetgirl59 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    This is the first time I have shared this

    publicly so please bare with me, When I was younger I went to the fair with a few friends. It started to get late & I had to go home. A friend of my older brother offered to drive me home, I thought I knew this guy quite well so agreed. We had to drive through some woodland area...
    Strongerthanever1209 Strongerthanever1209 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 121 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    Sorry about the previous experience

    but anyhoo. I was raped 3 times in my life. The first i was young and dont even remember it. Well i do but its been blocked outta my head. The second was from a family member and went on for quite some time. The third was from a friends friend. I suppose it was my own fault...
    Annirox Annirox 22-25, F Jul 24

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    a story I don't tell .

    a place I was that felt a lot like hell . just like a baby sleeping . INASENT . just 14 . .......... you were my friend . you said till the end . what happened to the smiles what happened I was just a child . your hands on me . your body on my body . ........ I still blame...
    Neroforlife Neroforlife 18-21 2 Responses Apr 26

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    When I was 15, I went to a sleepover with a

    friend that lived about two streets away from me. Around midnight, I realised that I had left my inhaler at home, and since I am very prone to asthma attacks in my sleep, I decided to walk home to get it. At the corner of her street, I noticed that there was a man standing in...
    elaine928 elaine928 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 2

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    When I was 14 I was friends with a girl

    who was in trouble all the time. I had never really been in much trouble, caught drinking once or twice but my mom trusted me. This girl was in and out of living with her mom, and would stay with her older boyfriend at his house a lot. he was in his early twenties. We started...
    Missmetomorrow Missmetomorrow 22-25, F 11 Responses May 19

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    Gang Bang

    I was forced into a Gang Bang, at a party, about 4 months ago. I say forced since I would not have agreed to a Gang Bang so I consider it a Gang Rape. Now I cannot get it out of my head.  I would have refused, in fact did refuse, to be part of the Gang Bang.  But after the...
    juneisverykinky juneisverykinky 18-21, F 17 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent 22-25, F 73 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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