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I Was Raped

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3,742 People

    hanginrope hanginrope 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    When i was 16 i went to a party

    and got drunk, after 3 or something hours i had discovered my friends were gone, i looked for them and stumbled among a room where i entered and found 3 popular guys each "having sex" with my 3 friends i couldn't believe it and they begged for my help. I felt force from behind...
    simplykirty simplykirty 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    I don't even know how to start this

    because I don't know if I can even admit it to myself. It's been two years and I still haven't said the word. I just typed it now but I didn't say it because if I say the word, it becomes real. I always felt like I would change the world, not matter how cliche that sounds. I...
    chanel1721 chanel1721 18-21, F Feb 26

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    back in 1976, I was 18,

    and in the Army, and I went to a Bar in wash DC (at 18 you could drink back then), I talked to a guy and ended getting drunk (I may have been drugged, since I only had two drinks, and was wasted) he took me back to his place and I passed out a few times. I woke up with him...
    KingSparta KingSparta 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Best Friends

    15 years ago today..I lost my virginity to a really close friend. Someone I trusted and went to with my day to day successes and failures. When I think about what happened to me it's like trying to recall a movie you've seen a million times over. I have little to no emotions...
    FallenShiny FallenShiny 31-35, F 11 Responses Apr 28, 2013

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    The incident happened in November 2014.

    I met this guy over the internet over a year ago, we got on really well and so we decided to start dating, we used to see each other nearly every day, mainly when my daughter was at nursery. One day i went round to his after i dropped my daughter of at nursery, we sat on the...
    megansmummy megansmummy 22-25, F Jan 8

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    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    Sickness of thought from a rape apologist.

    "Women can and do become lubricated during their rape. Women can and do have ******* during their rape. Its true. Often times it is one of the most psychologically damaging part for female rape victims. They feel that their own body betrayed them. Men can and do get an erection...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil 51-55, M 289 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    A Letter To My Self... Thanks For Giving Up

    How could you? How could you just lay there and let them do that to you? Was the drug that strong that you couldn't fight them off? So you just lay there with your eyes all spaced out, i watched you. i sat next to you through it all, i chanted for you, i begged you to fight them...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    I don't know what to put

    because my posts keep getting deleted. I was raped. I lost all my friends because they're bullying me now about it. I was trying to share the full story, but the website won't let me...
    xbusch xbusch 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 26, 2014

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 22-25, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 43 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 99 Responses May 18, 2013

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    Sweet 16. Its was my bestfriends sweet 16

    Suprise party, she was so beautiful in her little cocktail dress. It was about 6 o'clock at night when i was almost set for the party, my girl went to her grandmothers so I can set the house up for her party. It was 7:45 when the guests started to arrive, i called her to come...
    MainBabe MainBabe 18-21, F Sep 18, 2014

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    I met him 2 months ago.

    He was really sweet, charming and so handsome. Until a few weeks ago when we finally slept together. Now, I don't know what I should do. I don't know if I should report him. It all started out as a game so it was consensual at first. Then he pushed me up against my door and...
    irisheyesnyc irisheyesnyc 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2014

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    I reply don't know what to say.

    After the last post. I don't thinks anyone really cares much. I am not depressed. I really hate my living conductions. I am in 12th grade, I am going to give my board exams in May June. But I really don't want to stay here. I can't wait to go to collage. My own dad wants me to...
    yashgup yashgup 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    She was suppose to be my friend.

    ..I never judge a person regardless of what they do or where they come from. I think everyone deserves to know someone cares. I guess you can say I wanted to fix her. I met her through a ex and automatically we bonded. She even introduced me to her brother who I became so head of...
    FearlessDream FearlessDream 22-25, F Feb 6

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    IN 2012 I WAS RAPED BY A STRANGER IN APARTMENT

    COMPLEX , TWO YEARS LATER I FIND MY SELF TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING I LOST WITHIN MYSELF . I WAS HOLDING ON TO LIFE BY A THREAD . IT HASN'T BEEN EASY , I BATTLE MY EMOTIONS ON A DAILY BASIC . LAST APRIL I SPOKE IN FRONT OF A CEREMONY FOR VICTIMS LIKE MY SELF , WHEN I WAS THERE I...
    punk19 punk19 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    It was 1978 I was 15,

    he had a colt 45 and a spot light that plugged into the lighter, he liked to say " anytime you want out just say so" he told me if I told the police he would know I did and he found out with in the hour the police said they wouldn't even take his gun. And I had his name plate...
    morgansunday morgansunday 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    god! I miss the good old days.

    .. when it was so much more simpler. When everything was innocent. when I could just lay down in my grandmothers lap while i watched some TV. Or playing in the yard with my little cousins, I miss the time when the only thing I did was play and probably do some homework... and not...
    yashgup yashgup 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 34 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 36 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    It all started when I was 13.

    I used to never be home I was always hanging out with friends. I was with a group of friends that night mostly guys and a couple girls it was time for me to start heading home it was around 9 at night a couple of my really good guy friends didn't want me walking home alone so...
    oooookkkkkk oooookkkkkk 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2014

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    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971 36-40, F 22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 18-21, F 186 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 46-50, F 29 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 82 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    The day My uncle died,

    my mom went to his flat to join My Auntie and my brother there My 2 cousins come to ours to get me and my brother to go down my Aunties who lives down the road. My great uncle come and My brother and my 1 cousin were explaining what had happened to My uncle and I went to the...
    2012sbp 2012sbp 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    This happened when I was in high school.

    I'm 13 at that time and studying at a boarding school. At first everything seems to be okay. I'm an active boy with small slim body and quite cute. I got many friends my age and older. One afternoon I was being called by a senior student and asked to go to the school's sports...
    zarencorp zarencorp 36-40 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    It was night time and I was 15 hanging out with

    a bunch of my friends at the beach. A bit later a group of guys walked up and started talking to us. They told us that they were 17 and 18 and we let them stay. When i told everyone i was going home one of the guys offered to walk me home and i accepted thinking i was going to...
    lalalala2209 lalalala2209 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    when I was 14 me and my mom moved into a new

    house close to the school. my mom didn't want to waste money on bus faire so she made me walk to the school. I didn't mind because it was only one block and its not like I was the skinniest cookie in the bunch. well soon after I started walking to and from school a white van was...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    This is a work of fiction.

    A fantasy of mine, not something that happened to me. I was leaving work late when I was a waitress. I am a thick girl with bigger than average breasts. I was wearing a white button down blouse and short skirt. I only lived a couple blocks from work so I walked. Just before I...
    enslarina enslarina 31-35, F 14 Responses Oct 26, 2014

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 124 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    nd my bf left me when he found out :(

    but i still love him and miss him :( am i doing right? :(
    agirlwhoneedhelp agirlwhoneedhelp 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I came to this site because I have recently

    been struggling with what happened to me. I was raped multiple times from when I was going into eighth grade until half way through ninth grade. It was a boy in my grade ans I must warn you this may be triggering The first time I was at the park by my house. I went there all the...
    masmith4598 masmith4598 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    i was 13 and h was 14 he was my cousin.

    he came to visit one month during the summer. we were like best friends but then it happened. james called me into his room. i entered but james wasn't there. then the door shut and james came out from behind the door. then he locked the door. he pushed me on the bed and i...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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