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I Was Raped

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    Ok. The bomb is going off here now.

    I got somethin' to say. I really hate the people on this site who write what they like to call "Rape Fantasies" and then go into experience groups like this where real men and women with real histories of sexual abuse are posting stories of the atrocities that they have been...
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    The day My uncle died,

    my mom went to his flat to join My Auntie and my brother there My 2 cousins come to ours to get me and my brother to go down my Aunties who lives down the road. My great uncle come and My brother and my 1 cousin were explaining what had happened to My uncle and I went to the...
    2012sbp 2012sbp 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2015

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    I was raped three years ago well almost three

    years in August . But now I'm starting to have obessive thoughts about it .im starting to remember things about it I didn't remember sometimes I feel weak not strong .. I really want this pain to be over I'm a recovering cutter I haven't done so since March but this right here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 26, 2015

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    I have had the worst luck in my life.

    I have been raped repeatedly. However, there is one person I need to talk about. For this post, I'll call him L. I was 16 and he was 21. I fell in love quickly. I moved in with him after dating for only a little after a month. He was real heavy into drugs. I thought he was my...
    CRPSsurviving CRPSsurviving 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

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    This all started in the summer of 2009,

    it had been about a year since i moved in with my dad and my new step family, which include my new step mom, my 2 new step brothers, and my dad, and me. Things for the first year were fine, thats when things got scary. One day, i had fallen asleep on my oldest step brothers...
    annamarie888 annamarie888 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 26, 2015

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    I went to college for my freshman year

    and had a horrible experience. I've been throwing it under the rug because it is difficult coming to terms with the fact. One night i was with a guy I almost dated and decided it would be a good idea to have sex. After we had sex he kicked me out of his dorm at 4am and got angry...
    yaya121212 yaya121212 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29, 2015

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 22-25, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I was raped 9 days ago,

    and I'm slowly falling apart more an more as the days go on. I don't know what to do or how to deal with this......
    aschr824 aschr824 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 4, 2015

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971 36-40, F 22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    I cannot believe to this day

    that the guy that I trusted would do such a thing. I feel I should get off my chest and maybe heal from this. I've known Chris for about three weeks ago. He seem very nice, tall,handsome, sensitive and honest. To be honest, I was attracted to him. From the very beginning he...
    Precious3000 Precious3000 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2015

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    kat29emo kat29emo 18-21, F May 29, 2015

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    It's been on my mind a lot the past couple of

    days, not constantly...but enough to be...uncomfortable. Last night I had a nightmare I was raped. But this time I put up a fight, screamed, hit, kicked, squirmed, tried to yell. Is it totally screwed up that I feel like I did it right this time? That I believe that this time it...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 7, 2015

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    This Friday night, I went to a party at a frat

    house with my ex boyfriend. While there, this nice guy (I thought) named Nathan and I were drinking together. I got drunk really fast. I spent most of the night with my ex, however at one point my ex's uncle (who is about 23) started to try and hook up with me. My ex got mad at...
    sbook3 sbook3 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 36 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    A Letter To My Self... Thanks For Giving Up

    How could you? How could you just lay there and let them do that to you? Was the drug that strong that you couldn't fight them off? So you just lay there with your eyes all spaced out, i watched you. i sat next to you through it all, i chanted for you, i begged you to fight them...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I was raped a year ago

    and I am still not over it
    RosieJay RosieJay 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2015

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    I was at a restaurant with my best friend,

    June. I was only 14 at the time. For a moment June went to go and get some dessert, and that was all I remember. When I woke up, I saw a man on top off me, and he told me to touch is **** and all sorts of other things. Then, he raped me, and I begged him to stop, but he wouldn't...
    MeAnonymousMe MeAnonymousMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2015

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    So July 4th. I hate that holiday more then any

    other holiday on earth. Its the 3rd hardest day of the year from me. 2 years ago on July 4th my life changed forever. ****, this is going to be harder then I thought. -_- ****....trying to breathe :( Okay, where was I. July 4th, I went to a party with a couple of friends, and...
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2015

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    Once, I cheated on a personal

    who was in love with whom I met often once or twice a week and sometimes once every two weeks, so he asked me to get in his car as though nothing was happening. I got in the car, his cousin hoped in. He asked me to give him cousin oral sex or he would throw me in a deserted area...
    ExhaustedMan ExhaustedMan 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 6, 2015

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    I've never really told anyone this

    but when I was 11 I went to live with my aunt. About a year later she started dating this guy who would often say to me and my aunt how pretty I was . Not long after they'd started dating, 3 or 4 months I think , he took me into my aunt's bedroom and raped me. I can remember...
    emma998 emma998 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 14, 2015

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 46-50, F 27 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 105 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 30, 2015

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    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 17 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    I was almost raped I was in high school I was

    on my way to the bus stop around the corner from my house and this guy I never seen him before tried to make get in his car but I ran to the bus stop and wait with my classmates that was the first time the second time he came out of my next door neighbor yard and I ran back...
    bandit5320 bandit5320 31-35, M Jul 24, 2015

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    I say it was rape or being taken advantage of

    in a drunken state. I was 21, visiting my boyfriend out of state. He lived with 3 other guys who we went to high school with. It was my bfs birthday so we all went to a party, except for "jesse" he stayed home. I got really drunk and couldn't find my boyfriend so one of the guys...
    fevertotell fevertotell 26-30, F 1 Response May 20, 2015

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    How dare you invade my mind still today.

    You already invaded my body that night, two years ago. You took a piece of me that wasn't up for grabs. And no matter how long it has been, no matter how hard I try to erase you, you will always have the splinter of me in your grasp. And I hate you for it. Last night my brain...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2015

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    I grew up a tomboy my whole life.

    I was one of the guys and none of the guys thought of me as a girl. So once I hit muddles school, I noticed that all of my friends were getting boyfriends but that didn't bother me because I loved just having a bunch of guy friends. So I finally entered high school as a skinny...
    beautifulLife686 beautifulLife686 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2015

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 32 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 15 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30 95 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I was just over 18 years old at the time of this

    and Brandon, was 20.... We were only together about 3 months and in the last week of our relationship was when he let his true side show... He became a control freak.I haven't had the best luck with men... When I was just 14 I really let my life go to ****... I started drinking...
    Jhayes2010 Jhayes2010 22-25, F Apr 22, 2015

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    com/stories/Cant-Stop-Thinking-About-My-Rape/7535986
    Deadcatt Deadcatt 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    O_O ( sorry for you all,

    sorry for your experiences in what is alREADY a hard life :-(
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 9, 2015

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 25, 2014

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    By my dad mainly, I was born into a screwed up

    household. My mum was always high or drunk and my dad was, to put it simply, a pedo. He did a lot of stuff to me that I don't want to go into, but he did it everyday after school for 10 years starting from when I was 4, he made my brothers do the same stuff to me. They didn't...
    ElleTheLizard ElleTheLizard 18-21, F 9 Responses May 3, 2015

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