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I Was Raped

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3,833 People

    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 51 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    It's been on my mind a lot the past couple of

    days, not constantly...but enough to be...uncomfortable. Last night I had a nightmare I was raped. But this time I put up a fight, screamed, hit, kicked, squirmed, tried to yell. Is it totally screwed up that I feel like I did it right this time? That I believe that this time it...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I've never really told anyone this

    but when I was 11 I went to live with my aunt. About a year later she started dating this guy who would often say to me and my aunt how pretty I was . Not long after they'd started dating, 3 or 4 months I think , he took me into my aunt's bedroom and raped me. I can remember...
    emma998 emma998 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I was raped a year ago

    and I am still not over it
    RosieJay RosieJay 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    By my dad mainly, I was born into a screwed up

    household. My mum was always high or drunk and my dad was, to put it simply, a pedo. He did a lot of stuff to me that I don't want to go into, but he did it everyday after school for 10 years starting from when I was 4, he made my brothers do the same stuff to me. They didn't...
    ElleTheLizard ElleTheLizard 18-21, F 8 Responses May 3

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    Here Is My Story

    The first time(but not nearly the last) I was raped in the back of a car. I was 14 and my friends father was giving me a ride back home because my parents were gone for the weekend.. He pulled into the park and there was no one there because it was after Dark. He forced me into...
    amandapanda1977 amandapanda1977 36-40, F 8 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 36 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    O_O ( sorry for you all,

    sorry for your experiences in what is alREADY a hard life :-(
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 9

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    kat29emo kat29emo 18-21, F May 29

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    The Shame Of all the experiences

    that loom large in my past, this is the one that is the most difficult for me to share. When reading other peoples posts on this subject, I find myself feeling uncomfortable and sometimes even getting angry. This isn't a reflection of how I feel about these people or their...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    This all started in the summer of 2009,

    it had been about a year since i moved in with my dad and my new step family, which include my new step mom, my 2 new step brothers, and my dad, and me. Things for the first year were fine, thats when things got scary. One day, i had fallen asleep on my oldest step brothers...
    annamarie888 annamarie888 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    It was the summer before my freshman year.

    I made a new friend a couple weeks back and we decided to have a sleepover at her place. I knew she was kind of bad, she had done drugs and drank and was really experienced with guys, which I wasn't at all. I was in a relationship but it wasn't going to well because he left to...
    aubreeh17 aubreeh17 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    It was the holidays he was older babysitting

    the two 'pretty girls'(me and a distant cousin we were 9 maby). To cut a long story short he took turns on us I was already used to it. I aloud him "he thought I was wiling or easy to manipulate but no I had been there before I knew my place my job was to shut up and take it in...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I don't even know how to start this

    because I don't know if I can even admit it to myself. It's been two years and I still haven't said the word. I just typed it now but I didn't say it because if I say the word, it becomes real. I always felt like I would change the world, not matter how cliche that sounds. I...
    chanel1721 chanel1721 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    The day My uncle died,

    my mom went to his flat to join My Auntie and my brother there My 2 cousins come to ours to get me and my brother to go down my Aunties who lives down the road. My great uncle come and My brother and my 1 cousin were explaining what had happened to My uncle and I went to the...
    2012sbp 2012sbp 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 46-50, F 27 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    I was just over 18 years old at the time of this

    and Brandon, was 20.... We were only together about 3 months and in the last week of our relationship was when he let his true side show... He became a control freak.I haven't had the best luck with men... When I was just 14 I really let my life go to ****... I started drinking...
    Jhayes2010 Jhayes2010 22-25, F Apr 22

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 25, 2014

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    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi 18-21, F 20 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971 36-40, F 22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 32 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 18-21, F 177 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    I was almost raped I was in high school I was

    on my way to the bus stop around the corner from my house and this guy I never seen him before tried to make get in his car but I ran to the bus stop and wait with my classmates that was the first time the second time he came out of my next door neighbor yard and I ran back...
    bandit5320 bandit5320 31-35, M Jul 24

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    I grew up a tomboy my whole life.

    I was one of the guys and none of the guys thought of me as a girl. So once I hit muddles school, I noticed that all of my friends were getting boyfriends but that didn't bother me because I loved just having a bunch of guy friends. So I finally entered high school as a skinny...
    beautifulLife686 beautifulLife686 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I was raped 9 days ago,

    and I'm slowly falling apart more an more as the days go on. I don't know what to do or how to deal with this......
    aschr824 aschr824 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 4

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    I cannot believe to this day

    that the guy that I trusted would do such a thing. I feel I should get off my chest and maybe heal from this. I've known Chris for about three weeks ago. He seem very nice, tall,handsome, sensitive and honest. To be honest, I was attracted to him. From the very beginning he...
    Precious3000 Precious3000 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 121 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    I was at home with my older brother

    and he told me to come in his room an then he made me suck his **** I was 7-8 years old at the time then he pulled down my pants and he shoved it in we were doing it but he was forceing sex my parents were gone
    Makayla23 Makayla23 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    I went to college for my freshman year

    and had a horrible experience. I've been throwing it under the rug because it is difficult coming to terms with the fact. One night i was with a guy I almost dated and decided it would be a good idea to have sex. After we had sex he kicked me out of his dorm at 4am and got angry...
    yaya121212 yaya121212 18-21, F 1 Response May 29

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    back in 1976, I was 18,

    and in the Army, and I went to a Bar in wash DC (at 18 you could drink back then), I talked to a guy and ended getting drunk (I may have been drugged, since I only had two drinks, and was wasted) he took me back to his place and I passed out a few times. I woke up with him...
    KingSparta KingSparta 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 22-25, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    I was raped when I was 8 years old.

    My brother did that to me. He told me we would play a game and he tied my hands to the window. My heart beats faster as I recap it. He ******** me off and I shouted at him..He did not stop. I think it was monstrous of him to forcefully penetrate. I started bleeding. I told this...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    A Letter To My Self... Thanks For Giving Up

    How could you? How could you just lay there and let them do that to you? Was the drug that strong that you couldn't fight them off? So you just lay there with your eyes all spaced out, i watched you. i sat next to you through it all, i chanted for you, i begged you to fight them...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 15 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 97 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I have had the worst luck in my life.

    I have been raped repeatedly. However, there is one person I need to talk about. For this post, I'll call him L. I was 16 and he was 21. I fell in love quickly. I moved in with him after dating for only a little after a month. He was real heavy into drugs. I thought he was my...
    CRPSsurviving CRPSsurviving 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    CONFRONRTING MY BROTHER I was raped by my bro.

    For 2 years. Someone * joey * Convinced me to confront my bro. I asked him why he Done those things to me. So many yrs ago. He ask me What he had done. I told him. He started crying and said He was so sorry. That he dont rememder but mom Had talk to him about it. She told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Dec 25, 2013