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I Was Raped

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 36 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    I don't even know how to start this

    because I don't know if I can even admit it to myself. It's been two years and I still haven't said the word. I just typed it now but I didn't say it because if I say the word, it becomes real. I always felt like I would change the world, not matter how cliche that sounds. I...
    chanel1721 chanel1721 18-21, F Feb 26

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    The Shame Of all the experiences

    that loom large in my past, this is the one that is the most difficult for me to share. When reading other peoples posts on this subject, I find myself feeling uncomfortable and sometimes even getting angry. This isn't a reflection of how I feel about these people or their...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    She was suppose to be my friend.

    ..I never judge a person regardless of what they do or where they come from. I think everyone deserves to know someone cares. I guess you can say I wanted to fix her. I met her through a ex and automatically we bonded. She even introduced me to her brother who I became so head of...
    FearlessDream FearlessDream 22-25, F Feb 6

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 125 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 25, 2014

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 101 Responses May 18, 2013

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 22-25, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    It was the holidays he was older babysitting

    the two 'pretty girls'(me and a distant cousin we were 9 maby). To cut a long story short he took turns on us I was already used to it. I aloud him "he thought I was wiling or easy to manipulate but no I had been there before I knew my place my job was to shut up and take it in...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    One of the ambulance ladies sat down beside me and held me until my tears went away.

    I was only eight when I was raped. I don't know who the guy was that raped me. They never found out. Even though he killed mom. They never found out who had killed me mom or raped me. I try and forget every single ******* day but it gets to me. I think I just want to forget about...
    RageAgainst RageAgainst 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 26, 2008

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    i was 13 and h was 14 he was my cousin.

    he came to visit one month during the summer. we were like best friends but then it happened. james called me into his room. i entered but james wasn't there. then the door shut and james came out from behind the door. then he locked the door. he pushed me on the bed and i...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I was raped in September 1986

    while in the USAF.
    unanymous1 unanymous1 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 14, 2014

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    It all started when I was 13.

    I used to never be home I was always hanging out with friends. I was with a group of friends that night mostly guys and a couple girls it was time for me to start heading home it was around 9 at night a couple of my really good guy friends didn't want me walking home alone so...
    oooookkkkkk oooookkkkkk 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2014

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 32 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I was just over 18 years old at the time of this

    and Brandon, was 20.... We were only together about 3 months and in the last week of our relationship was when he let his true side show... He became a control freak.I haven't had the best luck with men... When I was just 14 I really let my life go to ****... I started drinking...
    Jhayes2010 Jhayes2010 22-25, F Apr 22

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    IN 2012 I WAS RAPED BY A STRANGER IN APARTMENT

    COMPLEX , TWO YEARS LATER I FIND MY SELF TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING I LOST WITHIN MYSELF . I WAS HOLDING ON TO LIFE BY A THREAD . IT HASN'T BEEN EASY , I BATTLE MY EMOTIONS ON A DAILY BASIC . LAST APRIL I SPOKE IN FRONT OF A CEREMONY FOR VICTIMS LIKE MY SELF , WHEN I WAS THERE I...
    punk19 punk19 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    Sickness of thought from a rape apologist.

    "Women can and do become lubricated during their rape. Women can and do have ******* during their rape. Its true. Often times it is one of the most psychologically damaging part for female rape victims. They feel that their own body betrayed them. Men can and do get an erection...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil 51-55, M 262 Responses Dec 19, 2013

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    CONFRONRTING MY BROTHER I was raped by my bro.

    For 2 years. Someone * joey * Convinced me to confront my bro. I asked him why he Done those things to me. So many yrs ago. He ask me What he had done. I told him. He started crying and said He was so sorry. That he dont rememder but mom Had talk to him about it. She told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    A Letter To My Self... Thanks For Giving Up

    How could you? How could you just lay there and let them do that to you? Was the drug that strong that you couldn't fight them off? So you just lay there with your eyes all spaced out, i watched you. i sat next to you through it all, i chanted for you, i begged you to fight them...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    It was night time and I was 15 hanging out with

    a bunch of my friends at the beach. A bit later a group of guys walked up and started talking to us. They told us that they were 17 and 18 and we let them stay. When i told everyone i was going home one of the guys offered to walk me home and i accepted thinking i was going to...
    lalalala2209 lalalala2209 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 84 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    after james forced himself into me.

    I used all my force to head butt him in the face. he stopped and I managed to get free but he chased me. I ran to my room but before I could close the door, he got in the way. I ran over to my closet. when james caught me he pushed me in the closet and locked the two of us in. I...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    hanginrope hanginrope 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I say it was rape or being taken advantage of

    in a drunken state. I was 21, visiting my boyfriend out of state. He lived with 3 other guys who we went to high school with. It was my bfs birthday so we all went to a party, except for "jesse" he stayed home. I got really drunk and couldn't find my boyfriend so one of the guys...
    fevertotell fevertotell 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was raped by five guys.

    The lady I was living plan it with them to rape me.she told me that we were going nexts door to watch a movie so I want over.then when I went in she closed the door. I turn around to try to get out but I couldn't open the door.then the pne guy hit me knocking me out.when I came...
    vkc1987 vkc1987 22-25 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 14 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent 22-25, F 69 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    When i was 16 i went to a party

    and got drunk, after 3 or something hours i had discovered my friends were gone, i looked for them and stumbled among a room where i entered and found 3 popular guys each "having sex" with my 3 friends i couldn't believe it and they begged for my help. I felt force from behind...
    simplykirty simplykirty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Yes, I was raped when I was 17

    and now I am 30. I want to tell you that now it not a big deal. So what I was raped, I am here now, I am working, I am semi rich and sure I don't have a husband because that does not valid my existent. It took me 2 years to get over the awful sensation of human touch and I did...
    Taokaka Taokaka 26-30, F May 19

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    This is a work of fiction.

    A fantasy of mine, not something that happened to me. I was leaving work late when I was a waitress. I am a thick girl with bigger than average breasts. I was wearing a white button down blouse and short skirt. I only lived a couple blocks from work so I walked. Just before I...
    enslarina enslarina 31-35, F 13 Responses Oct 26, 2014

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 18-21, F 178 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    Get up, go to school,

    come home, sleep. Get up, go to school, come home, sleep. Get up, go to school, get sexually assaulted, cry, cry, cry... Rape fits right in there, doesn't it? I thought that if I went into the arboretum with my "friend" Jacob* to find my necklace, he would help me like he used...
    mina123456 mina123456 18-21, F Oct 9, 2014

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    back in 1976, I was 18,

    and in the Army, and I went to a Bar in wash DC (at 18 you could drink back then), I talked to a guy and ended getting drunk (I may have been drugged, since I only had two drinks, and was wasted) he took me back to his place and I passed out a few times. I woke up with him...
    KingSparta KingSparta 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    I don't know what to put

    because my posts keep getting deleted. I was raped. I lost all my friends because they're bullying me now about it. I was trying to share the full story, but the website won't let me...
    xbusch xbusch 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 26, 2014

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    The day My uncle died,

    my mom went to his flat to join My Auntie and my brother there My 2 cousins come to ours to get me and my brother to go down my Aunties who lives down the road. My great uncle come and My brother and my 1 cousin were explaining what had happened to My uncle and I went to the...
    2012sbp 2012sbp 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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