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I Was Raped

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3,891 People

    I've never really told anyone this

    but when I was 11 I went to live with my aunt. About a year later she started dating this guy who would often say to me and my aunt how pretty I was . Not long after they'd started dating, 3 or 4 months I think , he took me into my aunt's bedroom and raped me. I can remember...
    emma998 emma998 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 14, 2015

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    I say it was rape or being taken advantage of

    in a drunken state. I was 21, visiting my boyfriend out of state. He lived with 3 other guys who we went to high school with. It was my bfs birthday so we all went to a party, except for "jesse" he stayed home. I got really drunk and couldn't find my boyfriend so one of the guys...
    fevertotell fevertotell 26-30, F 1 Response May 20, 2015

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    I have had the worst luck in my life.

    I have been raped repeatedly. However, there is one person I need to talk about. For this post, I'll call him L. I was 16 and he was 21. I fell in love quickly. I moved in with him after dating for only a little after a month. He was real heavy into drugs. I thought he was my...
    CRPSsurviving CRPSsurviving 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

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    How dare you invade my mind still today.

    You already invaded my body that night, two years ago. You took a piece of me that wasn't up for grabs. And no matter how long it has been, no matter how hard I try to erase you, you will always have the splinter of me in your grasp. And I hate you for it. Last night my brain...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2015

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 15 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    I was raped 9 days ago,

    and I'm slowly falling apart more an more as the days go on. I don't know what to do or how to deal with this......
    aschr824 aschr824 18-21, F 10 Responses Jul 4, 2015

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    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971 36-40, F 22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Hi, I came on this forum to support

    whoever I can. I have a couple things to share that might be helpful to you: 1) There is a rape crisis hotline in which you can speak to someone: https://www.rainn.org/get-help/national-sexual-assault-hotline You can also google "rape crisis hotline" and there are others...
    LoveIsWithinYou LoveIsWithinYou 26-30, M Jul 31, 2015

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    HomeSearchGroups Stories Questions People Post 11 Me I Was Raped The Beginning: ****** Rape I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were...
    fixithope fixithope 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 30, 2015

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    A Letter To My Self... Thanks For Giving Up

    How could you? How could you just lay there and let them do that to you? Was the drug that strong that you couldn't fight them off? So you just lay there with your eyes all spaced out, i watched you. i sat next to you through it all, i chanted for you, i begged you to fight them...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 46-50, F 27 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent 26-30, F 64 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    So July 4th. I hate that holiday more then any

    other holiday on earth. Its the 3rd hardest day of the year from me. 2 years ago on July 4th my life changed forever. ****, this is going to be harder then I thought. -_- ****....trying to breathe :( Okay, where was I. July 4th, I went to a party with a couple of friends, and...
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2015

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    My boyfriends friend sexually assaulted me

    today .. Not full sex as I fought but he pinned me down and inserted his fingers inside me in front of my 9 month old baby 😩
    bomchelle27 bomchelle27 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 12, 2015

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 32 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I grew up a tomboy my whole life.

    I was one of the guys and none of the guys thought of me as a girl. So once I hit muddles school, I noticed that all of my friends were getting boyfriends but that didn't bother me because I loved just having a bunch of guy friends. So I finally entered high school as a skinny...
    beautifulLife686 beautifulLife686 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2015

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    I was raped three years ago well almost three

    years in August . But now I'm starting to have obessive thoughts about it .im starting to remember things about it I didn't remember sometimes I feel weak not strong .. I really want this pain to be over I'm a recovering cutter I haven't done so since March but this right here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 26, 2015

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    CONFRONRTING MY BROTHER I was raped by my bro.

    For 2 years. Someone * joey * Convinced me to confront my bro. I asked him why he Done those things to me. So many yrs ago. He ask me What he had done. I told him. He started crying and said He was so sorry. That he dont rememder but mom Had talk to him about it. She told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I was at a restaurant with my best friend,

    June. I was only 14 at the time. For a moment June went to go and get some dessert, and that was all I remember. When I woke up, I saw a man on top off me, and he told me to touch is **** and all sorts of other things. Then, he raped me, and I begged him to stop, but he wouldn't...
    MeAnonymousMe MeAnonymousMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2015

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    Deadcatt Deadcatt 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    O_O ( sorry for you all,

    sorry for your experiences in what is alREADY a hard life :-(
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 9, 2015

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    kat29emo kat29emo 18-21, F May 29, 2015

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    Ok. The bomb is going off here now.

    I got somethin' to say. I really hate the people on this site who write what they like to call "Rape Fantasies" and then go into experience groups like this where real men and women with real histories of sexual abuse are posting stories of the atrocities that they have been...
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    I was almost raped I was in high school I was

    on my way to the bus stop around the corner from my house and this guy I never seen him before tried to make get in his car but I ran to the bus stop and wait with my classmates that was the first time the second time he came out of my next door neighbor yard and I ran back...
    bandit5320 bandit5320 31-35, M Jul 24, 2015

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    By my dad mainly, I was born into a screwed up

    household. My mum was always high or drunk and my dad was, to put it simply, a pedo. He did a lot of stuff to me that I don't want to go into, but he did it everyday after school for 10 years starting from when I was 4, he made my brothers do the same stuff to me. They didn't...
    ElleTheLizard ElleTheLizard 18-21, F 9 Responses May 3, 2015

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 30, 2015

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    I was just over 18 years old at the time of this

    and Brandon, was 20.... We were only together about 3 months and in the last week of our relationship was when he let his true side show... He became a control freak.I haven't had the best luck with men... When I was just 14 I really let my life go to ****... I started drinking...
    Jhayes2010 Jhayes2010 22-25, F Apr 22, 2015

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 52 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 18-21, F 175 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 22-25, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    I was at home with my older brother

    and he told me to come in his room an then he made me suck his **** I was 7-8 years old at the time then he pulled down my pants and he shoved it in we were doing it but he was forceing sex my parents were gone
    Makayla23 Makayla23 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2015

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    I cannot believe to this day

    that the guy that I trusted would do such a thing. I feel I should get off my chest and maybe heal from this. I've known Chris for about three weeks ago. He seem very nice, tall,handsome, sensitive and honest. To be honest, I was attracted to him. From the very beginning he...
    Precious3000 Precious3000 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2015

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    This Friday night, I went to a party at a frat

    house with my ex boyfriend. While there, this nice guy (I thought) named Nathan and I were drinking together. I got drunk really fast. I spent most of the night with my ex, however at one point my ex's uncle (who is about 23) started to try and hook up with me. My ex got mad at...
    sbook3 sbook3 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30 95 Responses May 18, 2013

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 26-30, F 120 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    I was raped a year ago

    and I am still not over it
    RosieJay RosieJay 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2015

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    This all started in the summer of 2009,

    it had been about a year since i moved in with my dad and my new step family, which include my new step mom, my 2 new step brothers, and my dad, and me. Things for the first year were fine, thats when things got scary. One day, i had fallen asleep on my oldest step brothers...
    annamarie888 annamarie888 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 26, 2015

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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