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I Was Raped

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    And now every time I talk to my parents about

    women's safety or rights or feminism we fight and I end up crying. And they tell me to stop, but I cant. They don't know anything about the rape and I can't tell them because it would break their hearts.
    KPDZ KPDZ 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2014

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    back in 1976, I was 18,

    and in the Army, and I went to a Bar in wash DC (at 18 you could drink back then), I talked to a guy and ended getting drunk (I may have been drugged, since I only had two drinks, and was wasted) he took me back to his place and I passed out a few times. I woke up with him...
    KingSparta KingSparta 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Get up, go to school,

    come home, sleep. Get up, go to school, come home, sleep. Get up, go to school, get sexually assaulted, cry, cry, cry... Rape fits right in there, doesn't it? I thought that if I went into the arboretum with my "friend" Jacob* to find my necklace, he would help me like he used...
    mina123456 mina123456 18-21, F Oct 9, 2014

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    god! I miss the good old days.

    .. when it was so much more simpler. When everything was innocent. when I could just lay down in my grandmothers lap while i watched some TV. Or playing in the yard with my little cousins, I miss the time when the only thing I did was play and probably do some homework... and not...
    yashgup yashgup 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    It was 1978 I was 15,

    he had a colt 45 and a spot light that plugged into the lighter, he liked to say " anytime you want out just say so" he told me if I told the police he would know I did and he found out with in the hour the police said they wouldn't even take his gun. And I had his name plate...
    morgansunday morgansunday 51-55, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    When i was 16 i went to a party

    and got drunk, after 3 or something hours i had discovered my friends were gone, i looked for them and stumbled among a room where i entered and found 3 popular guys each "having sex" with my 3 friends i couldn't believe it and they begged for my help. I felt force from behind...
    simplykirty simplykirty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Ghost Rape

    I know it sounds Crazy but I think I am completely sane. Of course is that not what all crazy people say?I will try to explain and you can make your own decision. How can you prove a ghost raped someone or the ghost did not rape someone. My ghost seemed to be more a cloud of...
    juneisverykinky juneisverykinky 16-17, F 14 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 22-25, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    IN 2012 I WAS RAPED BY A STRANGER IN APARTMENT

    COMPLEX , TWO YEARS LATER I FIND MY SELF TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING I LOST WITHIN MYSELF . I WAS HOLDING ON TO LIFE BY A THREAD . IT HASN'T BEEN EASY , I BATTLE MY EMOTIONS ON A DAILY BASIC . LAST APRIL I SPOKE IN FRONT OF A CEREMONY FOR VICTIMS LIKE MY SELF , WHEN I WAS THERE I...
    punk19 punk19 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 13 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 26-30, F 43 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 95 Responses May 18, 2013

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    when i was 12 i started hanging around with the

    older gang trying to be cool. One day a boy he was about 15 or 16 said he had some weed and did i want to go for a smoke with him and his mates. I agreed as i wanted to be cool like i thought they where. We went back to a house with about 5 boys all around 15 or 16 and started...
    lucyann1985 lucyann1985 26-30, F Aug 20, 2014

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    i was 13 and h was 14 he was my cousin.

    he came to visit one month during the summer. we were like best friends but then it happened. james called me into his room. i entered but james wasn't there. then the door shut and james came out from behind the door. then he locked the door. he pushed me on the bed and i...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I came to this site because I have recently

    been struggling with what happened to me. I was raped multiple times from when I was going into eighth grade until half way through ninth grade. It was a boy in my grade ans I must warn you this may be triggering The first time I was at the park by my house. I went there all the...
    masmith4598 masmith4598 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 22-25 11 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    The Shame Of all the experiences

    that loom large in my past, this is the one that is the most difficult for me to share. When reading other peoples posts on this subject, I find myself feeling uncomfortable and sometimes even getting angry. This isn't a reflection of how I feel about these people or their...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 25, 2014

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 41-45, F 29 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    CONFRONRTING MY BROTHER I was raped by my bro.

    For 2 years. Someone * joey * Convinced me to confront my bro. I asked him why he Done those things to me. So many yrs ago. He ask me What he had done. I told him. He started crying and said He was so sorry. That he dont rememder but mom Had talk to him about it. She told...
    deleted deleted 22-25 8 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 22-25 7 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 18-21, F 186 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 18-21, F 123 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    It was the summer before my freshman year.

    I made a new friend a couple weeks back and we decided to have a sleepover at her place. I knew she was kind of bad, she had done drugs and drank and was really experienced with guys, which I wasn't at all. I was in a relationship but it wasn't going to well because he left to...
    aubreeh17 aubreeh17 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    This happened when I was in high school.

    I'm 13 at that time and studying at a boarding school. At first everything seems to be okay. I'm an active boy with small slim body and quite cute. I got many friends my age and older. One afternoon I was being called by a senior student and asked to go to the school's sports...
    zarencorp zarencorp 36-40 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    I met him 2 months ago.

    He was really sweet, charming and so handsome. Until a few weeks ago when we finally slept together. Now, I don't know what I should do. I don't know if I should report him. It all started out as a game so it was consensual at first. Then he pushed me up against my door and...
    irisheyesnyc irisheyesnyc 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 26, 2014

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    It was night time and I was 15 hanging out with

    a bunch of my friends at the beach. A bit later a group of guys walked up and started talking to us. They told us that they were 17 and 18 and we let them stay. When i told everyone i was going home one of the guys offered to walk me home and i accepted thinking i was going to...
    lalalala2209 lalalala2209 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    hanginrope hanginrope 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 26-30, F 34 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I don't know what to put

    because my posts keep getting deleted. I was raped. I lost all my friends because they're bullying me now about it. I was trying to share the full story, but the website won't let me...
    xbusch xbusch 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 26, 2014

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 18-21, T 14 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    Sweet 16. Its was my bestfriends sweet 16

    Suprise party, she was so beautiful in her little cocktail dress. It was about 6 o'clock at night when i was almost set for the party, my girl went to her grandmothers so I can set the house up for her party. It was 7:45 when the guests started to arrive, i called her to come...
    MainBabe MainBabe 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    Gang Bang

    I was forced into a Gang Bang, at a party, about 4 months ago. I say forced since I would not have agreed to a Gang Bang so I consider it a Gang Rape. Now I cannot get it out of my head.  I would have refused, in fact did refuse, to be part of the Gang Bang.  But after the...
    juneisverykinky juneisverykinky 16-17, F 17 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    I was raped by five guys.

    The lady I was living plan it with them to rape me.she told me that we were going nexts door to watch a movie so I want over.then when I went in she closed the door. I turn around to try to get out but I couldn't open the door.then the pne guy hit me knocking me out.when I came...
    vkc1987 vkc1987 18-21 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    The incident happened in November 2014.

    I met this guy over the internet over a year ago, we got on really well and so we decided to start dating, we used to see each other nearly every day, mainly when my daughter was at nursery. One day i went round to his after i dropped my daughter of at nursery, we sat on the...
    megansmummy megansmummy 22-25, F Jan 8

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 79 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi 16-17, F 22 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    I was raped in September 1986

    while in the USAF.
    unanymous1 unanymous1 46-50, M Nov 14, 2014

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    nd my bf left me when he found out :(

    but i still love him and miss him :( am i doing right? :(
    agirlwhoneedhelp agirlwhoneedhelp 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 36 Responses Oct 31, 2010