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I Was Raped

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88
    22-25, T
    13 Responses Aug 26, 2011

    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Apr 10, 2013

    A Letter To My Self... Thanks For Giving Up

    How could you? How could you just lay there and let them do that to you? Was the drug that strong that you couldn't fight them off? So you just lay there with your eyes all spaced out, i watched you. i sat next to you through it all, i chanted for you, i begged you to fight them...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB
    22-25, F
    15 Responses Oct 17, 2013

    I Was Raped B My Gyno

    legs up in the sturups he and the male nurse had there way with me.....but i didnt say anything because it was what i had been thinking about anyway in a fantasy the night befor so i kinda liked i didnt report it.........
    bangme102 bangme102
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 29, 2010

    Hi! I don't know if this will really help

    somebody out there, but here I go. I was raped on March 2012. i was on my way to work it was 6 am in the morning. I was walking on a lonely street and a guy shows up with a gun. First i thought it was a joke from my co-workers, but then i realized that it was real and it was...
    Mixhel2525 Mixhel2525
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 4, 2016

    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife
    46-50, F
    24 Responses Jul 24, 2010


    Deadcatt Deadcatt
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2016

    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie
    22-25, F
    33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

    So July 4th. I hate that holiday more then any

    other holiday on earth. Its the 3rd hardest day of the year from me. 2 years ago on July 4th my life changed forever. ****, this is going to be harder then I thought. -_- ****....trying to breathe :( Okay, where was I. July 4th, I went to a party with a couple of friends, and...
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever
    22-25, F
    Nov 25, 2012

    I was raped 9 days ago,

    and I'm slowly falling apart more an more as the days go on. I don't know what to do or how to deal with this......
    aschr824 aschr824
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    It's been on my mind a lot the past couple of

    days, not constantly...but enough to be...uncomfortable. Last night I had a nightmare I was raped. But this time I put up a fight, screamed, hit, kicked, squirmed, tried to yell. Is it totally screwed up that I feel like I did it right this time? That I believe that this time it...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 7, 2015

    O_O ( sorry for you all,

    sorry for your experiences in what is alREADY a hard life :-(
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Aug 9, 2015

    I grew up a tomboy my whole life.

    I was one of the guys and none of the guys thought of me as a girl. So once I hit muddles school, I noticed that all of my friends were getting boyfriends but that didn't bother me because I loved just having a bunch of guy friends. So I finally entered high school as a skinny...
    beautifulLife686 beautifulLife686
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 17, 2015

    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    deleted deleted
    80 Responses May 18, 2013

    This all started in the summer of 2009,

    it had been about a year since i moved in with my dad and my new step family, which include my new step mom, my 2 new step brothers, and my dad, and me. Things for the first year were fine, thats when things got scary. One day, i had fallen asleep on my oldest step brothers...
    annamarie888 annamarie888
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 26, 2015

    CONFRONRTING MY BROTHER I was raped by my bro.

    For 2 years. Someone * joey * Convinced me to confront my bro. I asked him why he Done those things to me. So many yrs ago. He ask me What he had done. I told him. He started crying and said He was so sorry. That he dont rememder but mom Had talk to him about it. She told...
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Dec 25, 2013

    I was drunk and I kept on repeating

    that I needed to go upstairs to bed. I felt like that was saying no but I wasn't really coming to terms with what was happening because it felt kinda good and I was really wasted. I didn't have the strength to push him off. I stood up to leave but he kinda pulled me down and...
    Ineedtogotobed Ineedtogotobed
    22-25, F
    Mar 31, 2016

    I have had the worst luck in my life.

    I have been raped repeatedly. However, there is one person I need to talk about. For this post, I'll call him L. I was 16 and he was 21. I fell in love quickly. I moved in with him after dating for only a little after a month. He was real heavy into drugs. I thought he was my...
    CRPSsurviving CRPSsurviving
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    By my dad mainly, I was born into a screwed up

    household. My mum was always high or drunk and my dad was, to put it simply, a pedo. He did a lot of stuff to me that I don't want to go into, but he did it everyday after school for 10 years starting from when I was 4, he made my brothers do the same stuff to me. They didn't...
    ElleTheLizard ElleTheLizard
    18-21, F
    9 Responses May 3, 2015

    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87
    26-30, F
    120 Responses Jun 13, 2008

    Me and a friend were out camping

    for a few weeks, it started in autumn when me and my friend said we would live out in the woods. as we gathered food in the woods we started filling up on supplies, for the winter. winter was very cold,BUT the worst thing was on the 31st night,,, a giant deerclops came out and...
    slothman44 slothman44
    46-50, M
    Feb 16, 2016
    wolfy1992 wolfy1992
    26-30, M
    Apr 4, 2016

    I was at a restaurant with my best friend,

    June. I was only 14 at the time. For a moment June went to go and get some dessert, and that was all I remember. When I woke up, I saw a man on top off me, and he told me to touch is **** and all sorts of other things. Then, he raped me, and I begged him to stop, but he wouldn't...
    MeAnonymousMe MeAnonymousMe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2015
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 11, 2015

    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus
    22-25, F
    173 Responses Feb 11, 2008

    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32
    31-35, F
    44 Responses Aug 19, 2010

    Hi, I came on this forum to support

    whoever I can. I have a couple things to share that might be helpful to you: 1) There is a rape crisis hotline in which you can speak to someone: You can also google "rape crisis hotline" and there are others...
    LoveIsWithinYou LoveIsWithinYou
    26-30, M
    Jul 31, 2015

    I was at home with my older brother

    and he told me to come in his room an then he made me suck his **** I was 7-8 years old at the time then he pulled down my pants and he shoved it in we were doing it but he was forceing sex my parents were gone
    Makayla23 Makayla23
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2015

    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Oct 20, 2013

    Here Is My Story

    The first time(but not nearly the last) I was raped in the back of a car. I was 14 and my friends father was giving me a ride back home because my parents were gone for the weekend.. He pulled into the park and there was no one there because it was after Dark. He forced me into...
    amandapanda1977 amandapanda1977
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Mar 10, 2013

    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty
    31-35, F
    45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

    This Friday night, I went to a party at a frat

    house with my ex boyfriend. While there, this nice guy (I thought) named Nathan and I were drinking together. I got drunk really fast. I spent most of the night with my ex, however at one point my ex's uncle (who is about 23) started to try and hook up with me. My ex got mad at...
    sbook3 sbook3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2015

    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    deleted deleted
    97 Responses Feb 22, 2014

    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Aug 25, 2007


    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Jan 6, 2013

    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent
    26-30, F
    62 Responses Mar 15, 2011
    deleted deleted
    Oct 30, 2015

    I've never really told anyone this

    but when I was 11 I went to live with my aunt. About a year later she started dating this guy who would often say to me and my aunt how pretty I was . Not long after they'd started dating, 3 or 4 months I think , he took me into my aunt's bedroom and raped me. I can remember...
    emma998 emma998
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2015

    Sickness of thought from a rape apologist.

    "Women can and do become lubricated during their rape. Women can and do have ******* during their rape. Its true. Often times it is one of the most psychologically damaging part for female rape victims. They feel that their own body betrayed them. Men can and do get an erection...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil
    51-55, M
    262 Responses Dec 19, 2013

    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971
    36-40, F
    22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jul 16, 2007

    I was raped three years ago well almost three

    years in August . But now I'm starting to have obessive thoughts about it .im starting to remember things about it I didn't remember sometimes I feel weak not strong .. I really want this pain to be over I'm a recovering cutter I haven't done so since March but this right here...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 26, 2015

    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore
    31-35, F
    30 Responses Jan 9, 2013

    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi
    18-21, F
    20 Responses Oct 25, 2010

    I was raped a year ago

    and I am still not over it
    RosieJay RosieJay
    22-25, F
    Jul 28, 2015

    HomeSearchGroups Stories Questions People Post 11 Me I Was Raped The Beginning: ****** Rape I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were...
    fixithope fixithope
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 30, 2015

    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Jun 10, 2012

    I say it was rape or being taken advantage of

    in a drunken state. I was 21, visiting my boyfriend out of state. He lived with 3 other guys who we went to high school with. It was my bfs birthday so we all went to a party, except for "jesse" he stayed home. I got really drunk and couldn't find my boyfriend so one of the guys...
    fevertotell fevertotell
    26-30, F
    May 20, 2015

    I was almost raped I was in high school I was

    on my way to the bus stop around the corner from my house and this guy I never seen him before tried to make get in his car but I ran to the bus stop and wait with my classmates that was the first time the second time he came out of my next door neighbor yard and I ran back...
    bandit5320 bandit5320
    31-35, M
    Jul 24, 2015

    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker
    46-50, F
    34 Responses Oct 31, 2010

    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jul 1, 2012
    kat29emo kat29emo
    22-25, F
    May 29, 2015

    Ok. The bomb is going off here now.

    I got somethin' to say. I really hate the people on this site who write what they like to call "Rape Fantasies" and then go into experience groups like this where real men and women with real histories of sexual abuse are posting stories of the atrocities that they have been...
    Veryrandomgirl8 Veryrandomgirl8
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 6, 2014

    How dare you invade my mind still today.

    You already invaded my body that night, two years ago. You took a piece of me that wasn't up for grabs. And no matter how long it has been, no matter how hard I try to erase you, you will always have the splinter of me in your grasp. And I hate you for it. Last night my brain...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou
    22-25, F
    Nov 18, 2015

    It has been a year and a half

    since I was raped. Most days are getting better. But then my best friend got raped and now I just feel like I'm falling back into the pit of despair I was in before. I don't' know what to do. I'm trying to be there for her. But it's just so hard for me. I'm freaking out. I can't...
    RosieJay RosieJay
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2016

    My boyfriend had sex with me

    while I was sleeping. I told him it wasn't okay. He tried to do the same when I was 10 weeks postpartum but he found a tampon and stopped. I continued to have postpartum bleeding for a year and, though it was horrible, I was happy I had an excuse not to have sex with him. I...
    yaedmoob yaedmoob
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2016

    I went to college for my freshman year

    and had a horrible experience. I've been throwing it under the rug because it is difficult coming to terms with the fact. One night i was with a guy I almost dated and decided it would be a good idea to have sex. After we had sex he kicked me out of his dorm at 4am and got angry...
    yaya121212 yaya121212
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 29, 2015

    so.. I've been meaning to post this story

    for a while now.. just have never been ready to.. I dunno if I am now, but oh well, here goes anyways. I was 14 and had snuck out of my house to go to a party down the street. It was a college party, so I definitely shouldn't have been there, but it seemed exciting and of...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Dec 31, 2013

    My boyfriends friend sexually assaulted me

    today .. Not full sex as I fought but he pinned me down and inserted his fingers inside me in front of my 9 month old baby 😩
    bomchelle27 bomchelle27
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Oct 12, 2015
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