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I Was Raped

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    I was raped when I was 8 years old.

    My brother did that to me. He told me we would play a game and he tied my hands to the window. My heart beats faster as I recap it. He ******** me off and I shouted at him..He did not stop. I think it was monstrous of him to forcefully penetrate. I started bleeding. I told this...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 25, 2014

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    I went to college for my freshman year

    and had a horrible experience. I've been throwing it under the rug because it is difficult coming to terms with the fact. One night i was with a guy I almost dated and decided it would be a good idea to have sex. After we had sex he kicked me out of his dorm at 4am and got angry...
    yaya121212 yaya121212 18-21, F 1 Response May 29

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    back in 1976, I was 18,

    and in the Army, and I went to a Bar in wash DC (at 18 you could drink back then), I talked to a guy and ended getting drunk (I may have been drugged, since I only had two drinks, and was wasted) he took me back to his place and I passed out a few times. I woke up with him...
    KingSparta KingSparta 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971 36-40, F 22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    It was night time and I was 15 hanging out with

    a bunch of my friends at the beach. A bit later a group of guys walked up and started talking to us. They told us that they were 17 and 18 and we let them stay. When i told everyone i was going home one of the guys offered to walk me home and i accepted thinking i was going to...
    lalalala2209 lalalala2209 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    I cannot believe to this day

    that the guy that I trusted would do such a thing. I feel I should get off my chest and maybe heal from this. I've known Chris for about three weeks ago. He seem very nice, tall,handsome, sensitive and honest. To be honest, I was attracted to him. From the very beginning he...
    Precious3000 Precious3000 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I was raped by five guys.

    The lady I was living plan it with them to rape me.she told me that we were going nexts door to watch a movie so I want over.then when I went in she closed the door. I turn around to try to get out but I couldn't open the door.then the pne guy hit me knocking me out.when I came...
    vkc1987 vkc1987 22-25 3 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I Thought It Was Time I Shared a Story.

    I figure I should start by saying I have been raped on 3 separate occasions. My psychologist believes this is because I was sexually abused as a child. The theory is that because I was so young when that happened I developed a victim persona. He thinks that is what attracted my...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 25, 2007

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    It was the holidays he was older babysitting

    the two 'pretty girls'(me and a distant cousin we were 9 maby). To cut a long story short he took turns on us I was already used to it. I aloud him "he thought I was wiling or easy to manipulate but no I had been there before I knew my place my job was to shut up and take it in...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6

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    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    Yes, I was raped 3 times.

    Both times when I was a teenager. And one time as an adult. The times I was raped as a teenager, doesn't have as strong of an affect, as the time it happened when I was an adult. When I was a teen, I tried to tell my brother about being raped, and he called me a ****. The guys...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 20

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 32 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    IN 2012 I WAS RAPED BY A STRANGER IN APARTMENT

    COMPLEX , TWO YEARS LATER I FIND MY SELF TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING I LOST WITHIN MYSELF . I WAS HOLDING ON TO LIFE BY A THREAD . IT HASN'T BEEN EASY , I BATTLE MY EMOTIONS ON A DAILY BASIC . LAST APRIL I SPOKE IN FRONT OF A CEREMONY FOR VICTIMS LIKE MY SELF , WHEN I WAS THERE I...
    punk19 punk19 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    It was 1978 I was 15,

    he had a colt 45 and a spot light that plugged into the lighter, he liked to say " anytime you want out just say so" he told me if I told the police he would know I did and he found out with in the hour the police said they wouldn't even take his gun. And I had his name plate...
    morgansunday morgansunday 51-55, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    It was the summer before my freshman year.

    I made a new friend a couple weeks back and we decided to have a sleepover at her place. I knew she was kind of bad, she had done drugs and drank and was really experienced with guys, which I wasn't at all. I was in a relationship but it wasn't going to well because he left to...
    aubreeh17 aubreeh17 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I say it was rape or being taken advantage of

    in a drunken state. I was 21, visiting my boyfriend out of state. He lived with 3 other guys who we went to high school with. It was my bfs birthday so we all went to a party, except for "jesse" he stayed home. I got really drunk and couldn't find my boyfriend so one of the guys...
    fevertotell fevertotell 26-30, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I don't even know how to start this

    because I don't know if I can even admit it to myself. It's been two years and I still haven't said the word. I just typed it now but I didn't say it because if I say the word, it becomes real. I always felt like I would change the world, not matter how cliche that sounds. I...
    chanel1721 chanel1721 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    CONFRONRTING MY BROTHER I was raped by my bro.

    For 2 years. Someone * joey * Convinced me to confront my bro. I asked him why he Done those things to me. So many yrs ago. He ask me What he had done. I told him. He started crying and said He was so sorry. That he dont rememder but mom Had talk to him about it. She told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I Was Raped By A Lesbian.

    I was 17 years old and I was walking home from tafe when a black van pulled up next to me at first I was a little scared but then I saw it was a friendly looking woman she looked about 20-25 she was very pretty and had long dark hair. She asked me if I knew a place she could get...
    Emilyrose97 Emilyrose97 56-60, F 6 Responses Apr 24, 2013

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    Here Is My Story

    The first time(but not nearly the last) I was raped in the back of a car. I was 14 and my friends father was giving me a ride back home because my parents were gone for the weekend.. He pulled into the park and there was no one there because it was after Dark. He forced me into...
    amandapanda1977 amandapanda1977 36-40, F 8 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    I Was Raped By My Sister

    I became a lesbian at the age of 10. I got my very first girlfriend when I was 13 and we were together for two years before we broke up. Not long after I got another girlfriend called Megan who was 17 and she'd had five boyfriends and ten girlfriends in her past, but she said...
    omgshsammi omgshsammi 18-21, F 21 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    after james forced himself into me.

    I used all my force to head butt him in the face. he stopped and I managed to get free but he chased me. I ran to my room but before I could close the door, he got in the way. I ran over to my closet. when james caught me he pushed me in the closet and locked the two of us in. I...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    The Beginning: ****** Rape

    I was first raped by my brother, Deedie, who is two years older than me when I was around six or seven. At that time, we lived in a one-bedroom house because my parents were financially unstable at that time. Our family would go back to third street in Marrero whenever they...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 121 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    when I was 14 me and my mom moved into a new

    house close to the school. my mom didn't want to waste money on bus faire so she made me walk to the school. I didn't mind because it was only one block and its not like I was the skinniest cookie in the bunch. well soon after I started walking to and from school a white van was...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 48 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    kat29emo kat29emo 18-21, F May 29

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    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent 26-30, F 69 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 101 Responses May 18, 2013

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    When i was 16 i went to a party

    and got drunk, after 3 or something hours i had discovered my friends were gone, i looked for them and stumbled among a room where i entered and found 3 popular guys each "having sex" with my 3 friends i couldn't believe it and they begged for my help. I felt force from behind...
    simplykirty simplykirty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I was just over 18 years old at the time of this

    and Brandon, was 20.... We were only together about 3 months and in the last week of our relationship was when he let his true side show... He became a control freak.I haven't had the best luck with men... When I was just 14 I really let my life go to ****... I started drinking...
    Jhayes2010 Jhayes2010 22-25, F Apr 22

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    A Letter To My Self... Thanks For Giving Up

    How could you? How could you just lay there and let them do that to you? Was the drug that strong that you couldn't fight them off? So you just lay there with your eyes all spaced out, i watched you. i sat next to you through it all, i chanted for you, i begged you to fight them...
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    It all started when I was 13.

    I used to never be home I was always hanging out with friends. I was with a group of friends that night mostly guys and a couple girls it was time for me to start heading home it was around 9 at night a couple of my really good guy friends didn't want me walking home alone so...
    oooookkkkkk oooookkkkkk 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2014

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    This is a work of fiction.

    A fantasy of mine, not something that happened to me. I was leaving work late when I was a waitress. I am a thick girl with bigger than average breasts. I was wearing a white button down blouse and short skirt. I only lived a couple blocks from work so I walked. Just before I...
    enslarina enslarina 31-35, F 12 Responses Oct 26, 2014

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    I was raped in September 1986

    while in the USAF.
    unanymous1 unanymous1 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    Rape When I Was 17

    This was my story before i deleted my account. One night I was out with my pals and it was end of a good night I was really drunk my pals made there way home in a taxi and I wanted to go get something to eat. And then a family member was going to pick me up. I decided to walk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    The Night That Changed Everything

    I am going to start my story with a warning: it is not for the faint of heart. This is the story of my rape, my extremely violent rape. The story of the night that changed my life forever. It has taken me a long time to be able to talk about it. But it is time for the world to...
    Jordanspixie Jordanspixie 22-25, F 33 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 18-21, F 178 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    By my dad mainly, I was born into a screwed up

    household. My mum was always high or drunk and my dad was, to put it simply, a pedo. He did a lot of stuff to me that I don't want to go into, but he did it everyday after school for 10 years starting from when I was 4, he made my brothers do the same stuff to me. They didn't...
    ElleTheLizard ElleTheLizard 18-21, F 8 Responses May 3

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    My Boyfriend Made Them Rape Me

    As I shared on another place, I was in a very abusive relation. The one thing I will never forgive him is that in a club we used to go to... He told a couple of guys that I liked rapedplay... and that they coul 'have' me the next saturday... That saturday we where in the club...
    linda linda 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 16, 2007

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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