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I Was Raped

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    Yes, I was raped 3 times.

    Both times when I was a teenager. And one time as an adult. The times I was raped as a teenager, doesn't have as strong of an affect, as the time it happened when I was an adult. When I was a teen, I tried to tell my brother about being raped, and he called me a ****. The guys...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 20

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    The Night I Lost My Virginity

    It was a saturday night, sunday morning. It was May 9th going on the 10th in 1998. I was home trying to get my secret mothers day present ready for my mother when she got home. I just turned 20 and thought this was the best present for my mother. Instead of the silly presents...
    writergirl32 writergirl32 31-35, F 49 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    Who Hurt You?

    One of the questions that I’m asked on a rather regular basis, by men who seemingly want to show empathy and concern for me after I’ve challenged them about their issues, is, “Who hurt you?” You see, women aren’t supposed to speak out about men, we aren’t supposed to...
    AfroerotiK AfroerotiK 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    At 15...

    I just wanted to live to see the day when I finally got over it. Now I realize you don't 'get over it' you just learn to accept what happened. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Someone to make me feel like I was special. Young, teenage girl that was lost. A virgin...
    Optimistic813 Optimistic813 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    By my dad mainly, I was born into a screwed up

    household. My mum was always high or drunk and my dad was, to put it simply, a pedo. He did a lot of stuff to me that I don't want to go into, but he did it everyday after school for 10 years starting from when I was 4, he made my brothers do the same stuff to me. They didn't...
    ElleTheLizard ElleTheLizard 18-21, F 8 Responses May 3

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    I went to college for my freshman year

    and had a horrible experience. I've been throwing it under the rug because it is difficult coming to terms with the fact. One night i was with a guy I almost dated and decided it would be a good idea to have sex. After we had sex he kicked me out of his dorm at 4am and got angry...
    yaya121212 yaya121212 18-21, F 1 Response May 29

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    The Next Door Neighbour .

    He was my dads best friend, neighbour. Like a brother i guess. His house was a dump newspapers, old food, benchtops that had never been wiped. His bedroom still had his ex wifes belongings scattered everywhere from make up to clothes to jewelry after 15years of divorce. First i...
    sleepingforever sleepingforever 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    CONFRONRTING MY BROTHER I was raped by my bro.

    For 2 years. Someone * joey * Convinced me to confront my bro. I asked him why he Done those things to me. So many yrs ago. He ask me What he had done. I told him. He started crying and said He was so sorry. That he dont rememder but mom Had talk to him about it. She told...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I Was Raped By A Lesbian.

    I was 17 years old and I was walking home from tafe when a black van pulled up next to me at first I was a little scared but then I saw it was a friendly looking woman she looked about 20-25 she was very pretty and had long dark hair. She asked me if I knew a place she could get...
    Emilyrose97 Emilyrose97 56-60, F 6 Responses Apr 24, 2013

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    I was raped 9 days ago,

    and I'm slowly falling apart more an more as the days go on. I don't know what to do or how to deal with this......
    aschr824 aschr824 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    When i was 16 i went to a party

    and got drunk, after 3 or something hours i had discovered my friends were gone, i looked for them and stumbled among a room where i entered and found 3 popular guys each "having sex" with my 3 friends i couldn't believe it and they begged for my help. I felt force from behind...
    simplykirty simplykirty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    hanginrope hanginrope 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    I Have Been Raped and Molested...

    Well writing this and sharing it umm.... is a little hard. But If I can say something that help anyone else then it worth it. And I just want to say that I didn't go through this on my own. The Lord was with me every step of the way. I know its hard for ppl to understand why a...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty 26-30, F 45 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    So July 4th. I hate that holiday more then any

    other holiday on earth. Its the 3rd hardest day of the year from me. 2 years ago on July 4th my life changed forever. ****, this is going to be harder then I thought. -_- ****....trying to breathe :( Okay, where was I. July 4th, I went to a party with a couple of friends, and...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Was Raped.....many Times.

         Bit of background first. Born to a prostitute mother, I wanted to become one myself. Much egging on I finally started at the age of 13. Oh, did I love it. Worked as a street prostitute in Sheffield UK for about 3 years. Got pregnant in that time and...
    SamanthaTheStreetwalker SamanthaTheStreetwalker 41-45, F 36 Responses Oct 31, 2010

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    Raped After Youth Club

    I was nearly 12, And still virgin even thought I had indulged in oral with a few guys, I left the youth club with my best friend she suggested we took a quicker way through a forest as we entered a clearing there were six black guys I knew from the youth club, my friend said I...
    Loosewife Loosewife 46-50, F 27 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    It was the summer before my freshman year.

    I made a new friend a couple weeks back and we decided to have a sleepover at her place. I knew she was kind of bad, she had done drugs and drank and was really experienced with guys, which I wasn't at all. I was in a relationship but it wasn't going to well because he left to...
    aubreeh17 aubreeh17 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    About 9 months ago i was out in the park with

    my baby son enjoying the day letting him laugh at the ducks as I fed them when I noticed my sons nappy need changing so I went to the park toilets that I have always used. I went in to the toilets there was a young girl stood at the taps with her back to me. Long blonde hair...
    Happymumuk Happymumuk 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 25, 2014

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    The Shame Of all the experiences

    that loom large in my past, this is the one that is the most difficult for me to share. When reading other peoples posts on this subject, I find myself feeling uncomfortable and sometimes even getting angry. This isn't a reflection of how I feel about these people or their...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    i was 13 and h was 14 he was my cousin.

    he came to visit one month during the summer. we were like best friends but then it happened. james called me into his room. i entered but james wasn't there. then the door shut and james came out from behind the door. then he locked the door. he pushed me on the bed and i...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Here Is My Story

    The first time(but not nearly the last) I was raped in the back of a car. I was 14 and my friends father was giving me a ride back home because my parents were gone for the weekend.. He pulled into the park and there was no one there because it was after Dark. He forced me into...
    amandapanda1977 amandapanda1977 36-40, F 8 Responses Mar 10, 2013

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    I was raped when I was 8 years old.

    My brother did that to me. He told me we would play a game and he tied my hands to the window. My heart beats faster as I recap it. He ******** me off and I shouted at him..He did not stop. I think it was monstrous of him to forcefully penetrate. I started bleeding. I told this...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    The incident happened in November 2014.

    I met this guy over the internet over a year ago, we got on really well and so we decided to start dating, we used to see each other nearly every day, mainly when my daughter was at nursery. One day i went round to his after i dropped my daughter of at nursery, we sat on the...
    megansmummy megansmummy 22-25, F Jan 8

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    I was at a 4th July party.

    It was pretty late and I had been drinking a lot. I was with a group of men and women and had to use the restroom. My husband was outside. One of the guys offered to show me to the bathroom upstairs. It was in one of the bedrooms. I went to the bathroom when I came out the man...
    coffeequilt coffeequilt 41-45, F 88 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    when I was 14 me and my mom moved into a new

    house close to the school. my mom didn't want to waste money on bus faire so she made me walk to the school. I didn't mind because it was only one block and its not like I was the skinniest cookie in the bunch. well soon after I started walking to and from school a white van was...
    KIDNAPI KIDNAPI 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    back in 1976, I was 18,

    and in the Army, and I went to a Bar in wash DC (at 18 you could drink back then), I talked to a guy and ended getting drunk (I may have been drugged, since I only had two drinks, and was wasted) he took me back to his place and I passed out a few times. I woke up with him...
    KingSparta KingSparta 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    She was suppose to be my friend.

    ..I never judge a person regardless of what they do or where they come from. I think everyone deserves to know someone cares. I guess you can say I wanted to fix her. I met her through a ex and automatically we bonded. She even introduced me to her brother who I became so head of...
    FearlessDream FearlessDream 22-25, F Feb 6

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    Theft

    It is strange but if one begins to share personal experiences, new layers are peeled off and one feels ready to share more. I 'developed' very young and my abiding memory of my childhood is hiding from my brothers and their friends who were constantly grabbing my breasts...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    I don't even know how to start this

    because I don't know if I can even admit it to myself. It's been two years and I still haven't said the word. I just typed it now but I didn't say it because if I say the word, it becomes real. I always felt like I would change the world, not matter how cliche that sounds. I...
    chanel1721 chanel1721 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    I say it was rape or being taken advantage of

    in a drunken state. I was 21, visiting my boyfriend out of state. He lived with 3 other guys who we went to high school with. It was my bfs birthday so we all went to a party, except for "jesse" he stayed home. I got really drunk and couldn't find my boyfriend so one of the guys...
    fevertotell fevertotell 26-30, F 2 Responses May 20

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    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    I cannot believe to this day

    that the guy that I trusted would do such a thing. I feel I should get off my chest and maybe heal from this. I've known Chris for about three weeks ago. He seem very nice, tall,handsome, sensitive and honest. To be honest, I was attracted to him. From the very beginning he...
    Precious3000 Precious3000 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Natural State, A Laughing Matter?

    I don't find rape funny. I don't believe that a man's natural state is rapist... I have more understanding of both men and humor than to do that.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 32 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    The day My uncle died,

    my mom went to his flat to join My Auntie and my brother there My 2 cousins come to ours to get me and my brother to go down my Aunties who lives down the road. My great uncle come and My brother and my 1 cousin were explaining what had happened to My uncle and I went to the...
    2012sbp 2012sbp 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    If Only...

      I wish I could wrap my arms around all the young girls in the world, giving them all the love they need, keeping them from all the danger, protecting them from all the predators, saving them from all the pain that the gaping wound of rape inflicts.   When I...
    siren1971 siren1971 36-40, F 22 Responses Nov 21, 2007

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    I Was 5 When My Older Sister Forced Me To Suck Her Husbands ****

    I was 5 and always looked older I am not proud of this time in my life I was forcved to suck my sisters husband **** and let him fill my mouth with his *** which my sister said I had to do.I didnt want to but she forced me to lick him all over then put his **** which was funny...
    biggulp88 biggulp88 22-25, T 15 Responses Aug 26, 2011

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    I was raped in September 1986

    while in the USAF.
    unanymous1 unanymous1 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    I have had the worst luck in my life.

    I have been raped repeatedly. However, there is one person I need to talk about. For this post, I'll call him L. I was 16 and he was 21. I fell in love quickly. I moved in with him after dating for only a little after a month. He was real heavy into drugs. I thought he was my...
    CRPSsurviving CRPSsurviving 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of...

    I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consensual. I stayed in such denial, it kills me. It wasn't violent, the situation was...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    A Message On Rape...

    A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. ****, they shouldn't dare to...
    CallipygianVenus CallipygianVenus 18-21, F 178 Responses Feb 11, 2008

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    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away"

    I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister had a friend that took an interest in me. He was 23 and very friendly. We had a nice...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent 26-30, F 68 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    If You Rape A Prostitute Is It Rape Or Shoplifting?

    I've heard this joke so many times. I never liked with when I was younger, but now I hate it. Hearing it makes me want to vomit. Yes, it's rape. And I'm sorry if this story is too long, but there's just so much to say. After several years of on-and-off homelessness and...
    cephaloscotti cephaloscotti 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 1, 2012

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    It was 1978 I was 15,

    he had a colt 45 and a spot light that plugged into the lighter, he liked to say " anytime you want out just say so" he told me if I told the police he would know I did and he found out with in the hour the police said they wouldn't even take his gun. And I had his name plate...
    morgansunday morgansunday 51-55, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    The Hardest Story I Will Ever Post On EP

    The worst 3 years of my life I posted a similar story under a different time and user name on EP last year, i was with a partner who was much older than myself, what started out a normal romance turned nasty with alcohol and violence and verbal abuse being a daily routine...
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 100 Responses May 18, 2013

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    I was raped three years ago well almost three

    years in August . But now I'm starting to have obessive thoughts about it .im starting to remember things about it I didn't remember sometimes I feel weak not strong .. I really want this pain to be over I'm a recovering cutter I haven't done so since March but this right here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 26

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    kat29emo kat29emo 18-21, F May 29

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