I am a beginner.brightest of the batch.
i was abused verbally,ridiculed and isolated.my senior blamed me for his misdeeds and lapses.i left.
took medication for a while.
i have become fearful and overcautious
that was scapegoated as a child. I come from a large family of six and in it there were two golden children and two scapegoats. My father was an alcoholic and my mother a huge enabler who feared our father. I was forced to watch our dad beat on my sister with his fist across her...