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I Was Sexually Abused As a Child

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 839 People

    I Would Like My Life To Be Used To Help Others

    [this is a story I have in other groups I'm in, I just didn't want to retype...please forgive me anyone who may also be in them and have to see this pop up so often..I'm sorry] I will include graphic detail...simply to get my point across...or whatever you would call it. The...
    KeevaRaev KeevaRaev
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 22, 2012

    My Dads Friends

    It was happening happening on a regular basis at least twice a week I would have to suck them off our **** them and they would play with my **** but this one some idea I was met at school by John my dad's friend he was a bigger of the two he told me he wanted to take me for a...
    Motomoto1 Motomoto1
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 17, 2013

    This is another time my abuser abused me in a

    new way. I was 7 at the time. My older brother was with my aunt because she was going to take him & my cousin to baseball practice. My father had a friend over as my mom was getting ready for work. I was on her bed watching a movie & coloring. Dad & his friend were drinking...
    b4uslip25 b4uslip25
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    Hard To Talk About

    it started when i was 5 i have 3 older sisters and the yougest 1 is 5 years older than me. so i can remember being waking up with someone playing with my penis and it was very sensitive and my middle sister asking me if i was awake (umm ya) and her asking me if im ok.what did...
    besserer2005 besserer2005
    36-40, M
    5 Responses Dec 16, 2009

    He Change My Whole Life

    I was 9 years old when it happened there was this worker who was in the house everyday for 3 weeks ,i entered the kitchen to grab a plate and then he popped out of no where and just started touching fondling kissing and licking me I couldnt move i didnt feel anything i felt...
    Alexandra129 Alexandra129
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Jul 9, 2013

    My mom is single. I didn't grow up with my real

    father. My mom met a new man when I was 3 and he sort of raised me as his own. They broke up and he moved away. I was sad because I didn't want him to leave me with my mom. I've always seen her as a bitter cruel person. When I was 9-10, she met a new guy... He was so nice to...
    MissMachine00 MissMachine00
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 28, 2013

    Hey everyone. This is my first post on here.

    I just so happened to stumble upon this website while googling sexually child abuse. It took me a long time to finally open up about this and the first person I told was my best friend just recently. This happened when I was about 7 or 8. I'm going on 23 now.... I was sexually...
    jasjay089 jasjay089
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2016

    I Wont To Forget But Don't No How

    I cant remember what age I was but I think I was about 5 years old I cant say how it was but I thorough nothing like this could happen to me I was really afraid of him he youngster beat me and them sexuality abuse me I cry but now help me I have night mares every night I cry...
    chaz23 chaz23
    26-30, F
    Sep 16, 2013

    Even tho I am now over 40 years old,

    I can't seem to let it go. In fact, my past seems to be haunting me more than ever. I'm still angry.
    akninjarn akninjarn
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 14, 2014

    My testimony, that I share with people isn't my

    whole story. I leave out a big chuck out of it. Everyone knows I was taken from police when I was four years old and adopted when I was seven. Everyone knows I was adopted into a strong Christain family that loves me very much. What people don't know is I was sexual abused for...
    ashwilkins ashwilkins
    22-25, F
    Jan 14, 2014

    Finally Telling

    I've blocked it out for many years and it's just recently been on my mind. I've never told anybody because I thought that if I never think about it that it will go away. I must have been 5 or 6, my mom and grandma went out for the day and got my older cousin to look after me. It...
    JarredRay JarredRay
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jul 25, 2012

    Sucking Aunt

    I dont remember when it started, I just remember one day noticing it happening and not being supprised about it. I remember that she was sucking on my **** and though hmmm ok its nice. Than it seemed to happen every day. She was my babysitter, my aunt. She had two older...
    gothambatman1 gothambatman1
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2013

    My Dad And His Friends

    It was in the summer warm I came home from school to find my dad and two of his friends were sitting in the lounge he called me into the lounge he said meet John and Mark two of my friends from work I've been tell them about you he then said she is big for her age lookout big her...
    Motomoto1 Motomoto1
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2013

    Why I Can't Remember Disney Movies

    This is a long story, and a lot of explanation, thank you for your time if you read this entirely. I am 20 now, and moved back with my dad. When I was 18, and only a few months after I graduated, my father started bringing women to the house and having casual sex with them. I was...
    ambrosia93 ambrosia93
    1 Response Feb 27, 2013

    I Need Serious Help!!!

    Before you read this I was you to know that I was not sexually abused, my boyfriend was, and upon searching I couldn't find a group that was about that, but I think for people that have experienced it, they can help me. So I have been dating Nathan, (my boyfriend) for about 3...
    Cassey568 Cassey568
    26-30, T
    1 Response Oct 6, 2013

    When I Was 7..i Died

    This is really hard for me but I'm going to try..When i was 7 years old my mom was  a single mom and was working 2 jobs just to make ends meat. I would stay home with her so called step-brother and his wife at night, they lived with us after my father went to jail. I can't...
    ShayLuv ShayLuv
    16 Responses Mar 26, 2009

    My Life...

    I am not going to write a full story; however, I want to share my poems with you and hope that they don't bring you down too much! x   What Did I Know?   I was in my room With all my toys What did I know About girls and boys? I loved my mum I loved...
    Still3Inside Still3Inside
    9 Responses Apr 21, 2010

    My Whole Life Story.

    My mother left my real father when I was just a baby. I had an older brother. She fell in love with a man that had three children, a girl and two boys. My mom and step dad were in love, anyone could see that, they lived in a fairy tale. The problem is, they loved each other more...
    faceless0doll faceless0doll
    22-25, F
    Oct 21, 2013

    My Secret

      When I was six, my nephew, began raping me everytime we were in the same place. Every holiday, vacation, every family function, etc. He did this for six years, before anyone caught on. I kept quiet about it, because he was older than me, and I was terrified. I had always...
    Rogue1978 Rogue1978
    26-30, F
    35 Responses May 4, 2009

    Abused And Alone

    I am 20. i was 3 years old when it began. It subsided close to 8 years old. But continued in other ways. I told a trusted adult when i was in preschool. they laughed in my face and said "he would never such things your foolish for even speaking that way" got a spanking and sent...
    countrycutie101 countrycutie101
    22-25, F
    12 Responses Dec 17, 2011

    Dad'S Friends 2

    They came forward and caressed my breasts through my bra my dad watching then he came forward and said undo your bra and show them daddies **** so I undone my bra and took off my blouse and stood there naked on my top and the three of them started touching and taking turns...
    Motomoto1 Motomoto1
    31-35, F
    Oct 13, 2013

    I Was 5 Years Old

    My father had many associates, mostly business. It wasn't uncommon for some of these associates to come over to our house. One of them was an accountant I think. who had known my father for 17 years. Barney had had 4 children, so my parents let him watch me. He was a very gentle...
    rumspringa02 rumspringa02
    70+, F
    6 Responses Feb 9, 2012

    I was like 12 or 13. I was sexually harassed

    twice by a guy in my class. I guess these predators find autistics like me as "easy prey". The first time he groped my penis and threatened me when I tried to resist. The next time he *********** in front of me even though I didnt't look I didn't report because first, being...
    Anonymousautistic Anonymousautistic
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    It has been such a long time; I should be fine

    by now. Right? Wounds heal over time. Right? I keep replaying this in my head. Why me? The rapes. The stalking. The threats. I'm feeling so alone. But its been years, I should be fine. Right? I want to be alone right now, but I am terrified to be alone. I wish there was a...
    edgeoftheworld edgeoftheworld
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2014

    He pressed his lips to mine,

    sending cold shivers up and down my spine. He sucked the breath from my lungs, slowly exhaling toxic whispers through this corpse of mine, as if not even the air I breathe were meant to be sacred. I lay there still and silent, with the devil repeatedly raping my soul...
    Calsi704 Calsi704
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    I Was 5 Yrs Old......

    I still remember to the day my brother was caught abusing me! It Had been going on for months..... My Parents caught my brother forcing me to suck his D***..... He is 4 yrs older then me! My parents i dont believe was harsh enough on him becuz it did stop for a while but it...
    36-40, F
    21 Responses Sep 8, 2008

    First Time I Had A **** In Me

    The first time I had a **** in me it was my dads I must've been between 11 and 12 year old my man was at work and my dad came into my room I had been lying on my bed watching TV when I come and sat next to me you look at me I was certain I had on my little nighty all me to lie on...
    Motomoto1 Motomoto1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2013

    Yes It Can Happen To Boys As Well.

    It was way back in my childhood,so early in the day that I can hardly remember it but yes it did happen.It was one of the people who use to work for my dad and use to stay in our garage.Since the the garage was within our premises he had frequent acess to where we use to put up...
    Macrajat Macrajat
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Feb 23, 2012

    Disgusted With Myself

    I was sexually abused when I was 6 years old and it continued till I was 10 years old. I have blocked out my entire childhood but I still have flashbacks and wake up screaming in my pillow at night. Even though I am 22 years old now, I still sleep with my light on fearing he may...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 8, 2013

    When I was about 6 or 7 the abuse started.

    My mom married very young (18,dad was 30) & had my bro & me. She worked very hard & a lot just to cover most of the expenses. My dad worked freelance & at home as a car mechanic. He drank a lot & smoked weed, maybe more but I can't remember. This one night when my mom was...
    b4uslip25 b4uslip25
    31-35, M
    Aug 26, 2014

    Dad'S Birthday

    Dad's birthday I was 15 an by now was used to everything and I had lots of so called uncles and on his birthday I was going to be his present He bought me new stuff to wear for the party and I got dressed up I had on a short white dress lacy design see through in places and...
    Motomoto1 Motomoto1
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Oct 22, 2013

    Sexually Abused At 16

    At 16 I was sexual abused by my grandma 's husband he would touch me with When my grandma wasn't there and told me not to say nothing because none would believe and keep brive me with thing to keep quite evently i can't keep it in anymore because it was hurting me inside so I...
    strongsoulkarla strongsoulkarla
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2013

    My Cousin

    When I was 11 I was made by my dad to **** my cousin in front of him didn't realise it was wrong till later and I had been doing it for ages my cousin was younger than me by a year and he uses to love me touching him . When he came to my school he used to try his hardest to get...
    Motomoto1 Motomoto1
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2013

    Since I Was 13, I Had A Crush On A 22-Year Old Man, Then Everything Turns Out To Be A Big Lie!!!

    When I was 13 years old, I met this man, Let's just call him ****..He work for my dad as a private driver hired by the division my dad runs. At first I really liked him, he treated me like a brother since I don't have any other good close relatives beside my always busy dad and...
    SylviaNight SylviaNight
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 16, 2013
    goodguy352 goodguy352
    22-25, M
    Nov 23, 2015

    I Am Now A Nurse & Want To Help Others

    Although I try to counsel and help others who have been sexually abused, I am myself a very private person. This is my very first time writing about this. I've only been able to tell my two closest friends, my boyfriend, and the few people I've tried to help in the past. My mom...
    angellight84 angellight84
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2012

    I was sexually abused as a child...I think

    When I was 17, while trying to figure out why I was so scared to have sex for the first time with my then-boyfriend, I suddenly remembered that I was taken advantage of sexually as a child by someone I will call R. Recently – almost 12 years after first remembering and about 20...
    confusedseekinghelp confusedseekinghelp
    31-35, F
    Oct 8, 2013

    The Reason I Became 'Mad'

    My real dad loved me. then my mom left him when i was five and married my abuser when i was 6. from age 6-15 i was abused multiple times. my mom knew and didnt try and stop it. she called me a liar. from age 16-19 it was less frequent but still occuring. then i moved out to...
    theycallmethemaddhatterbaby theycallmethemaddhatterbaby
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jun 13, 2013

    Hey world. Few month ago I peruse charges

    against the man who abused me. This man is my mom's ex boyfriend, who is 67 years old today. When I was 11, he used to come to my bedroom while I was sleeping, and start touching me under my cloth, reaching my vagina, sticking his fingers inside, touching everything that used...
    MissMachine00 MissMachine00
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2015

    Abused By My Mum And Step Dad

    The abuse started when I was 12. I was at my mums for the weekend, I can remember the first time like it was yesterday. My mum was upstairs and my step dad and me were down stairs I was wearing my nighty he asked me to unbutton my it But I didnt want to so he got undressed and...
    Vespalady Vespalady
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 27, 2011

    My perverted stepfather started to train me in

    the art of male and female sexual pleasuring when I was 4 years old which continued into my teenage years. He started out teaching me how to ********** him to full ***********. He would come into my room at night sometimes several times per week and use me to provide his sexual...
    LaurieLikesIt LaurieLikesIt
    56-60, M
    1 Response May 1, 2015

    Why Me ???

    Everyday I wake up at night because of the flashbacks of the horrendous crime which happened to my body.Most nights, I cry to sleep but sometimes I get insightful and ask why me?I had always been a good girl, never committed any crime or cursed anyone, so why me?I was 6 years old...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 15, 2013

    Sucking ****

    I suck my first **** at 12-year-old I didn't know what to do but I was taught I did not mind doing it it seemed to be okay I got quite a shock when they come in my mouth I got better as the years went on I am now very good at it and it is all down to have been doing at 12
    Motomoto1 Motomoto1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2013

    I Was Sexually Abused As Child

    my name is abdel... i was sexually abused as child i got abused by an old man i don't remember who, my life is going down now, i am interesting to men... nobody from my family and friends know about me i ****** up at school because of that, i'm losing my mind... i see no future...
    abdelismyname abdelismyname
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2013

    I Was Sexually Abused As A Child

    I can remember so vividley being sexually abused by my father for 9 years. the one man i tought i can trust in my life scars me forever. The first time i was abused by my father i was 7 i was in the 2nd grade and i remember asking my dad if i could go to a friends house and...
    missnk missnk
    18-21, F
    14 Responses Apr 29, 2010

    Still Hard To Talk About

    From age 5 to 6 I was sexually abused by a neighbor. It started with him having me and three of my siblings over... To watch cartoons and stuff. He even took us to this park-type thing and out for ice cream. Eventually he suggested that since I was bored with my siblings at...
    Merralada Merralada
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Feb 25, 2010

    and I haven't even mentioned the sexual abuse I

    and my sister endured by my mother....
    Ingrid999 Ingrid999
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    My Experience

    When I was girl I lived with my parents and grandparents. Some day when I was 9 or 10 years old I stayed home only with my grandfather. He came to my room and saw that I was laying on bad and watching tv. He sat on my and 1 hand cach my hands and began kising and licking my face...
    ann2198 ann2198
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Sep 24, 2013

    I Thought I Was Over It...

    I thought I was over the abuse, but as I got older I realised I was no where near ready for life. The only way I could describe what I feel is broken, I feel in pieces, damaged goods, lost in a world where no one can see, powerless, small and week. I used to be sad but now its...
    Star459716 Star459716
    6 Responses Mar 12, 2012

    My Secret Hell

    I can't remember when exactly it began, or when it stopped. But I remember feeling guilty, worthless, utterly disgusted with myself. I remember the lies, the manipulation, and feeling trapped. Now I know that it wasn't my fault. I was a little girl... Sexually abused by my older...
    poetrybelle poetrybelle
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 23, 2012

    I was around 3 years old.

    I don't remember her face or who was it exactly, I just remember a few parts. She would come into my room and I remember she would suck my neck. She would lick it, kiss it and suck it and I actually got so turned on. From the beginning, I was so turned on and moaning and I feel...
    grungegurll grungegurll
    18-21, F
    Feb 26, 2015
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