Post
This experience may contain mature content, as flagged by the community. Please click away if you do not want to see this content, or if you are not of age. To report inappropriate content, please email us.

I Was Sexually Abused By My Mother

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    Why Can't Society Accept This Is Real?

    There are so many support groups out there for females who were abused by male relatives and no one doubts that it really happened. It only makes sense that some of these women who were abused as children will grow up to become abusers. From my personal experience with my own...
    barbsat barbsat 51-55, T 10 Responses Aug 18, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Children Can't Tell The Difference Between Love And Abuse

    My mother hated me. She never showed love or affection, unless someone was watching. It was very important to her that everyone *thought* she was the perfect mom. She was, and is, a teacher, and all her students would say how they wished they had her for a mom. No, no you don't...
    laurendena laurendena 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 26, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Coming To Terms Late In Life

    My mother abused me during bathtimes when I was a boy. I can't remember how many times it happened. I was very young. The only time I remember clearly is when I told her I didn't want her to do it anymore. I never told anyone about it. And for some reason I can't understand, I...
    AllanL AllanL 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 21, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Yes I Was..

    Abused in all manner..physically,emotionally and sexually by my mother and her various husband’s and boyfriends.. My mother likes to brag that she started abusing me sexually as an infant, but I don’t remember that time in my life…I saw her sexually abuse...
    deleted66 deleted66 41-45, F 10 Responses Jun 18, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Was Sexually Abused By My Alcoholic Mother.

    Okay...this is very difficult for me...first time I ever posted my story about this on any site...except maybe www.ptsdforum.org. Yes...I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) from my mom's sexual & sadistic abuse. And, by the way, if you didn't notice...I'm a Guy.My mom...
    Heathland Heathland 56-60, M 1 Response Jul 8, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Mommy..

    it started around 7 years old wen my dad left.. my mom started dressing really sexy.. she wanted me to look at her body.. she would say do you think mommy has a pretty vagina? do you wanna touch mommies hairy triangle? i want you to smell mommies vagina..she would make me pull my...
    justreallybad justreallybad 31-35, M 6 Responses Jul 8, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Missing Piece

    I've suspected this in the past, and have had conversations about this with my younger sister, but for some reason today as I was mediating I realized that I (and probably my younger sister) were molested by our mother. I have a difficult time remembering what happened between...
    msriot msriot 26-30, F 3 Responses May 7, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Why did my mother sexually abuse me

    as a child? What did she get out of it? She was brutal, evil, sadistic. She gloried in my pain. She even spoke out loud about what she could do to make things hurt more. What was her purpose? Her motive? What was she getting out of it? I am a survivor of maternal sexual abuse...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    An Isolating Experience

    I feel like the only person in the world to have been sexually abused by my mother and in the manner that she did. She did it in a medical way with antiseptic cream. She was fixated between my legs. She denies it. I have a rather messed up head over it.
    thebookthief12 thebookthief12 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    5 Years Old.

    My mother...she did strange things to me. Of course, i was only five and didnt know any better...but i remember getting out of the shower and my mother just standing there. She looked at my ***** and said something that i cant remember...she would always grab me and touch things...
    XxKittyHasMDDxX XxKittyHasMDDxX 18-21, F 12 Responses Nov 16, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This Is Not What Love Is.

    When I was a little girl, I was abused by my mother. I was so young that I didn't even have the vocabulary to explain what was happening to me. All I knew was that it was wrong and it made me feel sick inside. Everyday when my dad would leave for work, I would begin to shake...
    graychylde graychylde 36-40, F 13 Responses Sep 19, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Mother Abused Me From 1 Year Old She Would Lick My Vagina And Get Her Self Off

    My mother started abusing me at 1yrs I remember her licking my ***** while covering and bashing my fade I could bearly walk or talk at that stage she was an extreme child molester not that common I remember her licking my ***** up to the age of 27 yrs but as I got older ahe would...
    Jasmine2050 Jasmine2050 31-35, F Jul 13, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Wish She Would Die

    The last time I was molested by my mom was when I was 9. I told her I was too old to be getting a bath from her. She did it anyway. I know this wasn't the first time she molested me, because I knew where she was going to dry me off next. Right between my but and then my penis...
    nothing99 nothing99 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Lez For Mommy

    Maybe it's because years of therapy trained me to look deeply, maybe it's just age and maturity, but lately my mind is always drifting back on my sexual experiences --or were they encounters, random occurrences -- with my mother. I am female, it would help to know. My mother made...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    She’s a little girl.

    She’s wearing a little dress. The cloth is faded, the hem in partly unsewn and hanging down. She’s wearing bobby socks and has little white shoes on. The socks and shoes are both hand-me-downs. The socks are permanently stained and look worn. The shoes have seen better days...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Was Molested And Verbally Abused By My Mother

    I felt like I was in prison for 30 years. I'm now 39. The last time my mom molested me I was 8 or 9. After that, there was verbal sexual abuse and verbal abuse. I have no feelings for my mom. I just came to the realization about the abuse about 2 months ago. I was...
    nothing99 nothing99 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Abuse: The Gift That Keeps On Giving.

    It happened. It was my mom's fault. It's over. I went through therapy, it was successful, I've gone on to have a wonderful life. But that happened to me. Whats the worst effect, the longest to linger, the effect thats caused the most harm? When everyone else is recounting their...
    RedPeril21 RedPeril21 46-50 8 Responses Mar 28, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Really Need Some Help

    I was not abused in the conventional sense. My mother used to encourage me to dance naked in front of her. Often times I would have what could be described as an erection, not knowing what it really was. She called it "the body dance". She thought it was an interesting and...
    nathan5119 nathan5119 26-30, M 5 Responses Jun 18, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This is a very painful experience,

    even I am 45 years old now, the memory of the abused haunts me still. My mother is a hardcore fundamentalist Christian worker. One night I was lying on my bed, a 13 year old teenager trying to explore my sexuality. I have an erected penis and I began touching it. But my mother...
    guroarv guroarv 46-50, M Apr 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Stirring Things Up I want to do two things.

    I want to ask my siblings if any of them were sexually abused by our mother as I was. Why? Why do I want to know this? I know the answer is that at least some of them were. Why ask when I know the answer? Because I want to know the extent of the evil? Because I don’t want to...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    At 13 Years Old, My Mother Sexually Abused Me.

    From what I have found out through years of counseling, my mother’s side of the family has had a family history of sexual abuse. I was sexually abused by my mother starting at 13 years old. My counselor has suggested that it’s very possible that I have been abused before then...
    acousticstory acousticstory 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I WAS: Sexually Abused by her, SHE Made Me Wear Girls Clothes and Wet My Pants, AND -- I Was Gang-raped By 3 Guys. All This Made Me Feel I Might Be A Girl, Even Though I Was, Gender-wise, A Guy.

      < WARNING! THE BELOW STORY MY BE TRIGGERING> ​<    DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A PROFESSIONAL  > All of The Info Below Has Been Personally Gathered & Researched By Me. My Source Being From 42+ Years Of My Own Sexually Abusive Hell. Wrought with Unbearable Suffering...
    Heathland Heathland 56-60, M 6 Responses Aug 4, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It Was My Grandmother...(Im A Girl)

    It started when I was about 4-5. I had always spent a lot of time with her, but after my grandfather passed it increased...and got weird. She started coming and picking me up telling my parents we would go to the mall or McDonalds. What she would actually do is drive us back to...
    Casidhe Casidhe 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Sometime I think about how evil my mother is -

    was - is. I think to myself - that ***** deserves to die. She is dead so what am I talking about? How can that which is already dead be killed? It is not my mother that I want to kill, it is her evil that I want to kill. The bad memories. The nightmares. I want to expose the...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    When I was around 10 my brother sexually abused me. I didn't know what he was doing and it scared and confused me but I went along with it because I trusted him. I don't hold...
    ItalicHail ItalicHail 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When i was a very little girl, between 2 - 5 i think. My daddy left us. Us being me, my brother, and my mom. She worked very hard to take care of us. Therefore I never had a lot of...
    CleverSiri CleverSiri 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    where do you start... at the beginning I guess. It all started when I was 4, I can remember trying to tell my mother about it,, She either didn't want to except it or didn't...
    wnme wnme 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I need to ask a question for any women my age. Please understand that I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable or flirt, nothing like that. Just looking for some feedback. How...
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Is it wrong to only want to speak to women about my abuse? It was a man who did it, I just feel more comfortable this way. :(
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My brother is 7 years older.. And I used to think It all was just some dream I had, but I have to many incidents and memory of it for it to be a dream. He never acknowledged it in...
    LoveLustFaithDreams LoveLustFaithDreams 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The overwhelming majority of people who are in my situation are women. It makes me feel like I shouldn't complain. Why should I? Women have it worse, are more likely to be...
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't really know if this counts as sexual abuse but he used to not stop when I said stop...and held me down and did things. And would act all sad afterwards and say sorry so I...
    danixy danixy 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had allowed myself to believe it was just two kids (my brother is two years older than I am) experimenting, but now I'm coming to realize that what I thought was normal was...
    coffeeIover coffeeIover 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For the past few weeks I've been seeing a new therapist and just talking about my past a bit for context, even though we talked about what happened also. I leave feeling tired and...
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm trying to talk about it now and it's like pulling teeth. Body parts are "there" and events are "when, thing, you know". I physically have a lot of trouble just saying it. I...
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    As a child I was sexually abused by my father it went on for year I was eight when it first happened nine when I ended it first I really didn't know what was going on he would call...
    Somechick47 Somechick47 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was sexually abused when I was 11 at a piano school for the visually impaired (my brother attended). There was this teacher who would always be upstairs where I played while my...
    Jackiebh Jackiebh 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was sexually abused and I feel like no one else knows how I feel x x x
    elizabethjay elizabethjay 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was sexually abused by my older brother and I told my mom but she didn't really seem to take much concern and it honestly kills me inside to ever be around him
    hellandtoast666 hellandtoast666 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is a sensitive subj to talk about, when I was 5-6 I was sexually abused by my uncle, I still remember everything although in 16 now. I never did something about it, I still...
    myownmind2 myownmind2 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was five years old, a man sexually abused me more than twice. I'm afraid to tell people, because what if they see me differently or disgusted??
    samjuliah samjuliah 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My foster mom had me sexually abused in the hospital. By a "doctor". I was seven. I had many many hospital stays growing up, treating my chronic lung condition. I'm a victim of...
    iMinnow iMinnow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i was sexually assaulted by my cousin. we recently started getting close as we now are at the same school, i thought it was how family relationships where supposed to be as i am...
    englishfear englishfear 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Never talked about it more then two or three times in my life and yesterday I just said it to my best friend and I saw his reaction then I knew I never told him that I was abused...
    Dengel85 Dengel85 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My mother is the most evil person I ever met! No one have treated me worse in my whole life. My mom is a total ***** who is trying to destroy my life every day, her biggest fear...
    afreespirit afreespirit 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Almost. My mother took me to the mall one day when I was about 4 and my family still lived in the capital city. She misread the signs not speaking Spanish and mistakenly sent me in...
    AlphahatesOmega AlphahatesOmega 18-21, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was around 4 years old, my biological parents began to abuse me for no reason. They called me a devil's child and use to torture and starve me. I remembered they use to tie...
    Lucas14 Lucas14 18-21, M Sep 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was 14 I had been put on a work experience project by the school. I was working for two weeks in a hotel. The manager there was in his mid 20's and after the placement was...
    monstahmash monstahmash 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My stepfather abused me weeks after we moved in with him. I was 16. He screwed me behind my moms back for two years. He just died, I am not sad.
    caitlintells caitlintells 36-40, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I used to have this dream. A haze of white and gold covering everything the entire "video" of what was happening. When I was young this dream happened a lot and I would wake...
    Astelmarie Astelmarie 18-21, F Aug 26