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I Was Sexually Abused By My Mother

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 241 People

    I Wish She Would Die

    The last time I was molested by my mom was when I was 9. I told her I was too old to be getting a bath from her. She did it anyway. I know this wasn't the first time she molested me, because I knew where she was going to dry me off next. Right between my but and then my penis...
    nothing99 nothing99
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

    I found this whole "experience project" by

    looking around the internet for sexual abuse by mothers... My (short story) is that I grew up thinking I was the screwed up one in the family--always in trouble, then depressed through teen years. I'm a "success" academically and professionally, but super depressed and tired...
    bluez78 bluez78
    36-40, T
    May 27, 2015

    My earliest memory of it was

    when I was about 5yrs old. We were staying at my grandmothers & I had to share a bed with my mum. I lay there on my side with my back turned to my mum. My mum got in bed & moved up really close to me. She put her arm around me & she started to touch me & she did other things to...
    Kerry89 Kerry89
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    This Is Not What Love Is.

    When I was a little girl, I was abused by my mother. I was so young that I didn't even have the vocabulary to explain what was happening to me. All I knew was that it was wrong and it made me feel sick inside. Everyday when my dad would leave for work, I would begin to shake...
    graychylde graychylde
    36-40, F
    13 Responses Sep 19, 2011

    An Isolating Experience

    I feel like the only person in the world to have been sexually abused by my mother and in the manner that she did. She did it in a medical way with antiseptic cream. She was fixated between my legs. She denies it. I have a rather messed up head over it.
    thebookthief12 thebookthief12
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2013

    My earliest memory was

    when I was about 5yrs old little girl & the last time was when I was 20 yrs old but as I got older the worse it got. My Dad was never around I've never met my dad, it was always my mum & myself, my mum never had any male or female partners. She didn't need to cuz she had me, she...
    Floyd77 Floyd77
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 23, 2014

    I Was Molested And Verbally Abused By My Mother

    I felt like I was in prison for 30 years. I'm now 39. The last time my mom molested me I was 8 or 9. After that, there was verbal sexual abuse and verbal abuse. I have no feelings for my mom. I just came to the realization about the abuse about 2 months ago. I was...
    nothing99 nothing99
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2012

    Really Need Some Help

    I was not abused in the conventional sense. My mother used to encourage me to dance naked in front of her. Often times I would have what could be described as an erection, not knowing what it really was. She called it "the body dance". She thought it was an interesting and...
    nathan5119 nathan5119
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Jun 18, 2011

    Yes I Was..

    Abused in all manner..physically,emotionally and sexually by my mother and her various husband’s and boyfriends.. My mother likes to brag that she started abusing me sexually as an infant, but I don’t remember that time in my life…I saw her sexually abuse...
    deleted66 deleted66
    41-45, F
    12 Responses Jun 18, 2010

    It started when i was about 4-5 &

    when i was 8 my dad left, it got worse. Shed do it whenever she could & some days all day. One of the things she did was squash me as i was the only one in the family who is slim, my mum was & still is a plus size woman. I can remember one day i came in from school & she told me...
    Raveous Raveous
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    This is a very painful experience,

    even I am 45 years old now, the memory of the abused haunts me still. My mother is a hardcore fundamentalist Christian worker. One night I was lying on my bed, a 13 year old teenager trying to explore my sexuality. I have an erected penis and I began touching it. But my mother...
    guroarv guroarv
    46-50, M
    Apr 12, 2014

    Why Can't Society Accept This Is Real?

    There are so many support groups out there for females who were abused by male relatives and no one doubts that it really happened. It only makes sense that some of these women who were abused as children will grow up to become abusers. From my personal experience with my own...
    barbsat barbsat
    51-55, T
    10 Responses Aug 18, 2011

    Stirring Things Up I want to do two things.

    I want to ask my siblings if any of them were sexually abused by our mother as I was. Why? Why do I want to know this? I know the answer is that at least some of them were. Why ask when I know the answer? Because I want to know the extent of the evil? Because I don’t want to...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

    Sometime I think about how evil my mother is -

    was - is. I think to myself - that ***** deserves to die. She is dead so what am I talking about? How can that which is already dead be killed? It is not my mother that I want to kill, it is her evil that I want to kill. The bad memories. The nightmares. I want to expose the...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Apr 4, 2014

    At 13 Years Old, My Mother Sexually Abused Me.

    From what I have found out through years of counseling, my mother’s side of the family has had a family history of sexual abuse. I was sexually abused by my mother starting at 13 years old. My counselor has suggested that it’s very possible that I have been abused before then...
    acousticstory acousticstory
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

    My earliest memory was

    when I was about 6yrs old. My dad died when I was 8 & that's when it got worse, my mum would Sexually abuse me whenever she could ( all the time ). I remember 1 day when I was 11yrs old, I came home from school & as soon as I walked in my mum walked upto me, grabbed me & took me...
    Michellelotte Michellelotte
    26-30, F
    Dec 18, 2014

    Why did my mother sexually abuse me

    as a child? What did she get out of it? She was brutal, evil, sadistic. She gloried in my pain. She even spoke out loud about what she could do to make things hurt more. What was her purpose? Her motive? What was she getting out of it? I am a survivor of maternal sexual abuse...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2014

    Wow, so many responses.

    I felt so alone all my life I didn't know that so many others go through the same thing. Have you heard about Making Daughters Safe Again? It's a good organisation. My mother just came by to visit me. For two nights. I'm dying. I just want to smash my head against the wall until...
    saskiajasmin saskiajasmin
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 4, 2015

    I Was Sexually Abused By My Alcoholic Mother.

    Okay...this is very difficult for me...first time I ever posted my story about this on any site...except maybe Yes...I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) from my mom's sexual & sadistic abuse. And, by the way, if you didn't notice...I'm a Guy.My mom...
    Heathland Heathland
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jul 8, 2012

    It Was My Grandmother...(Im A Girl)

    It started when I was about 4-5. I had always spent a lot of time with her, but after my grandfather passed it increased...and got weird. She started coming and picking me up telling my parents we would go to the mall or McDonalds. What she would actually do is drive us back to...
    Casidhe Casidhe
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 1, 2013

    As far as i can remember my Mother never had

    any partners ( Male/Female). She probably didn't need to because she used me to please herself, the things she did to me were so horrific no daughter should go through that. Like i said in my last story she squashed me, touched me made me touch her, used a Strap-on on me, she...
    Raveous Raveous
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2014

    Children Can't Tell The Difference Between Love And Abuse

    My mother hated me. She never showed love or affection, unless someone was watching. It was very important to her that everyone *thought* she was the perfect mom. She was, and is, a teacher, and all her students would say how they wished they had her for a mom. No, no you don't...
    laurendena laurendena
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2013

    My Mommy..

    it started around 7 years old wen my dad left.. my mom started dressing really sexy.. she wanted me to look at her body.. she would say do you think mommy has a pretty vagina? do you wanna touch mommies hairy triangle? i want you to smell mommies vagina..she would make me pull my...
    justreallybad justreallybad
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Jul 8, 2011

    She’s a little girl.

    She’s wearing a little dress. The cloth is faded, the hem in partly unsewn and hanging down. She’s wearing bobby socks and has little white shoes on. The socks and shoes are both hand-me-downs. The socks are permanently stained and look worn. The shoes have seen better days...
    Smilenbhappy Smilenbhappy
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Apr 2, 2014

    I WAS: Sexually Abused by her, SHE Made Me Wear Girls Clothes and Wet My Pants, AND -- I Was Gang-raped By 3 Guys. All This Made Me Feel I Might Be A Girl, Even Though I Was, Gender-wise, A Guy.

      < WARNING! THE BELOW STORY MY BE TRIGGERING> ​<    DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A PROFESSIONAL  > All of The Info Below Has Been Personally Gathered & Researched By Me. My Source Being From 42+ Years Of My Own Sexually Abusive Hell. Wrought with Unbearable Suffering...
    Heathland Heathland
    61-65, M
    4 Responses Aug 4, 2012

    I Am Lez For Mommy

    Maybe it's because years of therapy trained me to look deeply, maybe it's just age and maturity, but lately my mind is always drifting back on my sexual experiences --or were they encounters, random occurrences -- with my mother. I am female, it would help to know. My mother made...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2013

    My mother raped and molested me from age 4 to 9.

    I am female and now 31 and have a severe phobia of rape and intercourse. I have chosen to never see my family again as they don't believe it happened. I feel totally alone in this world. I only have one friend and doing see any point continuing to live. What man would want a...
    Elleblack7777 Elleblack7777
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2015

    Coming To Terms Late In Life

    My mother abused me during bathtimes when I was a boy. I can't remember how many times it happened. I was very young. The only time I remember clearly is when I told her I didn't want her to do it anymore. I never told anyone about it. And for some reason I can't understand, I...
    AllanL AllanL
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Jan 21, 2012

    My Mother Abused Me From 1 Year Old She Would Lick My Vagina And Get Her Self Off

    My mother started abusing me at 1yrs I remember her licking my ***** while covering and bashing my fade I could bearly walk or talk at that stage she was an extreme child molester not that common I remember her licking my ***** up to the age of 27 yrs but as I got older ahe would...
    Jasmine2050 Jasmine2050
    36-40, F
    Jul 13, 2013

    The Missing Piece

    I've suspected this in the past, and have had conversations about this with my younger sister, but for some reason today as I was mediating I realized that I (and probably my younger sister) were molested by our mother. I have a difficult time remembering what happened between...
    msriot msriot
    26-30, F
    3 Responses May 7, 2013
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