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I Was Sexually Assaulted

For victims of sexual assault 209 People

    I'm not sure how to write this out

    because I've never really shared the stories of my assaults fully to anyone but my therapy team have encouraged me to give light to the details that I was forced to hide because I had no evidence to bring to law enforcement and therefore both assaults were never recognized as...
    swimgal92 swimgal92
    22-25, F
    Jan 12, 2014

    I know I have already posted on this before,

    and that most people do not post twice; so I'm sorry for that. Also because this isn't really dealing with telling my story, but of the aftermath and me asking for help. Ok, so the assaulted happened about five years ago and I think I'm now just coming to terms with it. I think...
    aldamc aldamc
    18-21, F
    Jun 23, 2014

    Abducted And Assaulted

    I am so glad this experience is available. I have never told anyone this before. When I was seven years old I had a new scooter. I went for a run around the country lanes near my house. Along the way a teenager with a bike asked me the way to somewhere. I forget exactly where. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 15, 2013

    My Neighbors Secret

    I just recently turned 18 and I live in this somewhat new neighborhood where there are a lot of families with young children who live here. My neighbors and I are close. I watch their kids for a cheap rate and I would usually go over there and just hang out. The guy always seemed...
    angelgrace31908 angelgrace31908
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 5, 2009

    Never Remembered

    My father and I have always have a strained relationship. My hatred for him was rooted in has alcoholism. It made him angry, physically and mentally (more than usual) abusive, irrational, and most importantly alcohol was a truth serum for him. I fist hear him talk about me sexual...
    Dmott Dmott
    18-21, M
    Jul 28, 2013

    I Survived By The Grace Of God.

    I have never told my full story before; detail for detail. I believe it is time to let my voice be heard in order to stop the violence, and to ease my heart and mind of these terrors, as I have to retell my story in court soon. I have a twin brother, Eric, in whom we had mutual...
    KPhelps KPhelps
    18-21
    Dec 3, 2012

    July 10th

    When I was 11 my parents separated. I was very close to my mother and my father. They never told us they were getting separated, we just came home from school one day and a removal van was there and mum said we were moving out. With this huge change in my life, I felt lost...
    thisisityou thisisityou
    22-25, F
    Sep 5, 2013

    Different Relationships

    Well Ive had a very wide way of life. My early years where sexual abuse was prevalent & early sexual activities learned. But when I got married I thought it would be good for life. It has been okay & definatly interesting. My wife & I had a great sex life everyway & anyway...
    wheelyme2012 wheelyme2012
    51-55, M
    Nov 7, 2012

    I was sexually assaulted

    when I was 15 by a man twice my age. It's been 4 years now, but I still think about it often and haven't been able to get over what happened. I suffered from PTSD for about a year or two. He attacked me in a public restroom. He held me against the wall and touched me everywhere...
    andros10 andros10
    18-21
    Mar 20, 2014

    I Remember How.

    I was upset and I wasn't thinking. Because I never think. I was just so tired. And I didn't want to exist. And I didn't want to hurt or fight with her anymore. Not the day before mine and Sven's birthday. So I took too much Restoril. And it was my fault because I never think. So...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 12, 2013

    Confused And Frightened

    I am not sure if this qualifies as a sexual assault but I have been unable to locate any helpful information on this type of behavior and this seemed like a good place to start. Last night I came home from work and a car pulled into my side yard sat for a moment then turned...
    Ehawki20 Ehawki20
    36-40, F
    Oct 11, 2013

    it happened when i was a kid,

    it was very hard to go through it growing up i used to cut, i lacked self confidence and i was very suicidel. when i came out and told my mom, later on i found out that by coming out i saved another little girl from getting sexually assaulted he was left by himself with her to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 19, 2014

    I am just now realizing

    that three years ago, I wasn't sexually harassed, but sexually assaulted at school. I have struggled for the past few years to come to terms with it. When it happened, I didn't tell anyone, and now it can no longer be pushed into the back of my mind. I am debating whether to...
    Golfgirly Golfgirly
    18-21, F
    Apr 4

    Getting Better

    When I was sixteen, my then-boyfriend and I were discussing sex. I was open to it while discussing it, but when it was actually happening, I fervently said no. He continued anyway, and I learned to shut it out. The second time, I said no initially, but he...
    mariellarose mariellarose
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 13, 2009

    This is my first time I'm ever posting someone

    like this online. Multiple people know and no matter how much I talk about it, it will not help. I'm here to share my story. I remember the dates of these times like it was yesterday. I met this person through a mutal friend. We were hanging out and we cliqued really well. We...
    Pain1sR3al Pain1sR3al
    18-21, F
    May 15, 2014

    Almost two weeks ago,

    while walking to school, I was sexually assaulted. Someone I did not know came up and grabbed me. I know it's only been two weeks, but I'm still having a really difficult time with it. I don't feel comfortable going anywhere by myself, and even walking to my car from my...
    FlyAwayWithMe3 FlyAwayWithMe3
    18-21, F
    Jan 21, 2015

    Sudden Fear (how Do You Get Past This?)

    It was probably a year and a half ago now...maybe two...it is too personal even in anonymity to speak of the experience itself. I am not here to complain or for comfort, although it's always appreciated. I want to know how you get past it. It does not haunt me everyday. It did...
    loveful loveful
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2011

    Five Years Later

    I was fifteen, the last day of my freshman year of high school, when a guy a year older than me decided I was worth pursuing. I'd never really dated before, so I was really excited when he was texting me flirty things and asking to hang out. We met up and smoked some weed, and I...
    hockeychick54 hockeychick54
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2011

    Living With A Secret

    okay, so i was sexually assaulted from the age of 6-9 by 5 different people who were all close to me at that point in my life. one was my own cousin and the second boy was my mom's bestfreind's son whom i considered to be my brother and the third one was a family freind who was...
    Mystory2 Mystory2
    22-25, F
    Sep 11, 2013

    I Don't Consider It Rape.

    It haunts me every day, I've been a cutter since I can remember never knew why I did it. I just knew I had too. After years of therapy I finally am able to say I was molested by my uncle when I was 9 and maybe plenty of times before that. I don't remember much of the experience...
    loveehurts loveehurts
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 8, 2010

    My experience happened

    when I was 12. A good friend of my mother's had asked me to babysit for her and her husband. I'd babysat for them maybe twice or three times before. When they returned home, I was payed and her husband drove me home. But, on the way, he decided to pull over. I had no idea...
    loreleib loreleib
    51-55, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2014

    It Wasnt Anything

     major or anything i guess... i mean i wasnt raped.. but it still hard to talk about. its embarassing. its probably why i dont like being touched much like handshakes or hugs :/ i blame it on myself.i shouldve been strong enough to get the guy to stop. but i wasnt.so ill...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

    Just Need To Get This Out, No Sympathy Fishing.

    It's scary when you start to see negative patterns materialize in several of your relationships. It feels as if you're caught in a landslide. My pattern started when I was around eight. My aunt exposed me to unsolicited sexual material and crossed some emotional and physical...
    portapants portapants
    22-25, F
    Jun 23, 2013

    Assualted

    I first got assaulted at 11 yrs old while walking home from school and another 3 times till I turned 22, then last night I got assaulted again, just want someone to talk to
    mitlight mitlight
    51-55
    Feb 11, 2011

    I think often people assume

    if right away you didn't scream rape or assault than it's not legitimate. But I think often, if I lived in a society where I knew what that meant, I would have. In my own case I had been assaulted many of times before the big "rape" happened. Now that I'm older I realized...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 1, 2015

    I Remember

    When I was five, I was gang raped by some friends of my cousin.  The "leader" was a twelve year old kid named Alfred Lamontaigne (hope someone here knows you, *******!) and the other four ranged in age from thirteen to sixteen.  My cousin was always there when...
    paperkit10 paperkit10
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Mar 29, 2009

    I don't really know how to go about writing

    this, but it is something that I really need to get off my chest and finally confront. A few years ago at school I had a new teacher start when I started my A-levels. At first I really didn't like him, but I soon changed my mind and things became better. He then started taking...
    dakota620 dakota620
    26-30, F
    Mar 5, 2014

    Very Many Times.

    First of all, let me just start this out by saying I am not a fan of girls who willingly participate with a man, regret it afterwards, then go around saying they were "raped". My whole life, and I don't know why, I have been a target for perverts.  When I was...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    Aug 28, 2009

    Intentionally Overmedicated and Thrown to the

    I was thrown into jail because I was in a psychotic episode of manic depression and people were afraid of my behavior.  While I was in there I was very noisy and they intentionally overmedicated me so that I would be quite and cooperate.  Then they placed me in a cell...
    TacoTuesday TacoTuesday
    56-60, M
    3 Responses May 1, 2007

    I Was Sexually Assaulted

    i am 16 years old, i had a boyfriend until this happend, it was about 2 weeks ago when i was assaulted. i was at one of my girl friends house's and her boyfriend called and wanted to see her, she asked me to take her so i was like okay, i didnt know when i left that i was going...
    miserible miserible
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 28, 2009

    My Brother Sexually Assaulted Me

    From the age of 14 till I turned 17 my brother would always forced me to have sex with him when my parents were out and my sister was not home. He would come into the bathroom when I was taking a shower and put himself inside of me. He never wore a condom. One time I woke up with...
    Rapevictim6 Rapevictim6
    18-21, F
    Nov 5, 2011

    Forced, At A Young Age...

    I was thirteen the first time I had any kind of sexual experience with boys, but not because I wanted to... I live in the south. When I was 13 we still had mostly dirt roads and us kids spent our time playing outside and exploring the woods. I had a friend named David, we...
    DaddiesSecretLove DaddiesSecretLove
    22-25, F
    Oct 18, 2013

    Adulthood Blues

    I was sexually assaulted. It was my 18th birthday, I was having a fancy dress party at home with some good friends and family. I had a few too many drink and passed out. When I woke up and was kicked out of my room I fell asleep with someone who was suppose to be a family friend...
    Littleone18 Littleone18
    18-21
    Jul 1, 2013

    Yesterday

    yesterday at a concert i went to i was standing with my friends and i felt a bulge behind me. i assumed it was the guys hands so i just went with it. it was only until the act on stage told everyone to put hands in the air did i get concerned. he had put his hands in the air, but...
    madisonelizabethivey madisonelizabethivey
    22-25, F
    Sep 9, 2013

    I'm starting to come to terms

    that avoiding my past is not the same as living. I've spent my life running away from trauma and refusing to accept that it mattered. I have estranged myself by victim blaming. Why should a few moments in your life define you? And so I belittled my experience. But I think now I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 27, 2015

    I had a few harrowing experiences

    as a middle schooler with some of my mom’s boyfriends and a weird one with my second step-dad. In effect, I was sexually assaulted by them but not raped, thank god. The first time happened with a boyfriend of my mom’s. My real dad was killed in an accident when I was very...
    foglaw foglaw
    31-35, F
    Dec 13, 2013

    Fears Of Men.

    I want to start by saying the men in my life since about the age of 14 have not been the best. My step father enjoyed belts and discipline very much, the mental and emotional abuse were worse than the physical. But my fear of men started with him. Then I met my ex fiance, I...
    willowbaby1 willowbaby1
    22-25
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2013

    Betrayed.

    i wasnt raped by a boyfriend, but i was, i guess you could say, assaulted.i pushed him away but couldn't get him away. i remember shaking and knowing nothing would ever be the same.but it aroused me. that was enough for him. how could that be enough for him? why would someone do...
    lilianw lilianw
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2011

    I was sexually assaulted by one of my best

    friends 3 days after a broke up from a 2 year relationship, I was 19 at the time. Three years I've been trying to live my life, i had no support from my family and many of my friends are still friends with my rapist. I try so hard to exercise and eat healthily, but every once...
    idontknowwhattodonow idontknowwhattodonow
    22-25, F
    Apr 21, 2014

    I got home from work with a headache

    and really annoyed I wasn't sure why because nothing really happened. I been feeling like this for a few days now I get really irritated with everything, so anyways I took a shower and went to sleep. two hours in to my sleep I woke up crying uncontrollably i had a dream that I...
    Earthlygirl1000 Earthlygirl1000
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2014

    Abducted And Assaulted

    I am so glad this experience is available. I have never told anyone this before. When I was seven years old I had a new scooter. I went for a run around the country lanes near my house. Along the way a teenager with a bike asked me the way to somewhere. I forget exactly where. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 15, 2013

    I was twenty years old

    and living with my boyfriend. He was physically, mentally and emotionally abusive towards me on a regular basis. I became ill as a result, with anxiety, depression, agorophobia and auditory hallucinations. I was terrified. I went to my GP for help. He was I'd guess, perhaps...
    Eggyegg Eggyegg
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Mar 3, 2014

    I Need To Share My Story.

    I have never really told anyone my full story and I finally feel I am ready to do so, however this is going to be a long story, so I apologize for that. It all started when I was 15; I was taking a 7th and 8th period class (my school normally had 6 periods, but you could take a...
    aldamc aldamc
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2012

    I Was Raped By A Friend And Now I Think About Him All The Time Wishing He Was Around.

    When I was 13 my friend who was 17 and I would go out to a local park and walk along a trail and joke around and just have fun. One summer day we were walking on the trail and just having fun like normal when we found this cool tree house that no one ever used so we went to check...
    Allan856 Allan856
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 25, 2012

    I Dont Even Know If This Counts. But What A Confession.

    ugh. where to begin. well, one of my best friends (friend 1) was dating this guy. he was very attractive, very good to her, and i was secretly always jealous. well, the day after they broke up, friend 1 was not in class. he, however, was, and immediately came to me to talk. i...
    angelbabe1 angelbabe1
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 5, 2010

    By A Drunken Friend.

    For a few weeks, my friend and i flirted back and forth, seemingly harmless behavior and normal for the two of us. On the night of his birthday, we were drunk and we were in his room, and someone thought it would be funny to close the door and make it seem like we were having...
    lostlonelybrokengirl lostlonelybrokengirl
    26-30, F
    Sep 8, 2013

    Sexually Assaulted Twice.

    I'm 18 years old. And i have been sexually assaulted twice. First time happened when i was just 13 years old, it was about 6pm and i was happily playing on the park with my best friend at the time, when we was approached by two boys who were about 18 years old, they came over too...
    Blahblah18 Blahblah18
    18-21, F
    Sep 5, 2012

    It's been almost a month

    since I was assaulted. I still can't sleep in my room, I still have a hard time comprehending that it happened, and I still see the boy around campus. On Tuesday I'll make an official report, but I'm terrified. I am absolutely, completely terrified.
    Lexy96 Lexy96
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2015

    Its Never Too Late To Live Again !!

    i have never done anything like this before but i guess its time for me to open up myself hoping atleast some people would understand me.i had been a guy all my life....n then i transformed into this soft emotional girl....i have dated a lot all my life n things were good until...
    shaggy2793 shaggy2793
    18-21
    May 5, 2012

    What Really Happened.

    I had just turned sixteen. I went to a party at a friend's house, it was quite far from home so I was going to sleep over. There was a guy. He was the friend of her best friend's boyfriend, they were both in their early twenties. I knew no one but the host, so I was glad he was...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

    I know that this wasn't anywhere near the worst

    thing that could have happened, but I still have to say it - I was assaulted and it's not. Okay. When I was on a school camp when I was 16 this guy I only sort of knew (friend of a friend type situation) started paying me heaps of attention. He was always around me, saying I...
    AliBeth5 AliBeth5
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2013

    Is It My Fault

    From the age of 4 I was used & abused. That was 10 years. I have now had those memories awoken & continually have day dreams & nightmares about them all. What can I do ? Having read some others I feel I can add to my story a little. My first experience of abuse was being spanked...
    wheelyme2012 wheelyme2012
    51-55, M
    Nov 6, 2012

    My Past, My Present, My Future

    The first time I was sexually assaulted was in Hard Rock Cafe with my family. I was about 9 or 10, I don't really remember. We were sitting at the bar (I was drinking a Sprite). The guy who did it was a drunk sitting a few seats next to us. Sadly, it was not my father who came...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 10, 2010
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