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I Was Sexually Assaulted

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    A Friend Manipulated And Took Advantage Of Me

    So I got into a car accident and had some anxiety afterward over driving. I totaled the car I had just gotten from my brother, my friend was in the car with me when it happened, even though we were both physically okay, I just had some freak outs after that. I had dreams about it...
    slayer26 slayer26 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2013

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    Never Remembered

    My father and I have always have a strained relationship. My hatred for him was rooted in has alcoholism. It made him angry, physically and mentally (more than usual) abusive, irrational, and most importantly alcohol was a truth serum for him. I fist hear him talk about me sexual...
    Dmott Dmott 18-21, M Jul 28, 2013

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    Twice In A Lifetime?

    From when I was about 6 until 8 years old, my female babysitter raped me hundreds of times. It stopped when my father died in 1996, and I've always just gone through the motions of daily life... I'm married now to a wonderful and supportive man who understands when I'm upset, he...
    TokyosMom88 TokyosMom88 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    A Night That Changed My Life Forever

    Growing up, during middle school and high school, I was never the "role model" student. I was pretty self-destructive and never really cared much about myself. I was considerably depressed and got into trouble quite often. I hated who I was, but I never really had the...
    allyson allyson 16-18, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2008

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    Basement of Doom

    When I was sixteen I was doing laundry in the basement of my house. One of my cousins older friends followed me down there an sexually assaulted me. When I say older I mean me sixteen  and him thirty six. My cousin was living with us at the time but she wasn't supposed to...
    SlowAutumnWind SlowAutumnWind 26-30, F 6 Responses Nov 15, 2008

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    Did This Happen?

    After I broke up with my bf after a nasty fight, my neighbor whom I knew for 10 years was texting me as friends. He asked me to go out on a date on Saturday to a movie which I was ok with, but on that Friday I was bored and asked if he wanted to watch a movie. He said he was...
    pinkdoves pinkdoves 18-21 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    What Really Happened.

    I had just turned sixteen. I went to a party at a friend's house, it was quite far from home so I was going to sleep over. There was a guy. He was the friend of her best friend's boyfriend, they were both in their early twenties. I knew no one but the host, so I was glad he was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    July 10th

    When I was 11 my parents separated. I was very close to my mother and my father. They never told us they were getting separated, we just came home from school one day and a removal van was there and mum said we were moving out. With this huge change in my life, I felt lost...
    thisisityou thisisityou 18-21, F Sep 5, 2013

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    Just Getting This Out!!

    I am 19 years old, this happened when I was 18. I am a quiet girl, I have never had a boyfriend, I have never given any part of myself to anyone, willingly that is. A friend of my brothers that had been coming over for years, assaulted me. I suppose he liked me, I didn't pick up...
    ashricard ashricard 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    My Best Friend

    So I guess this happened 6 months ago, which sounds crazy because I feel like it was yesterday. It was a summer night and I was getting ready to leave town for a big girls weekend with some close friends. My best friend of about 2 years brad* was coming over to hang out while I...
    4 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    It's Been Almost Two Months

    I have been trying to figure this out now since it happened, and I still can't make sense of it. I can't tell anyone. I can't distance myself from him. He terrifies me, and there is nothing I can do but try to move past it. Often now if he is around me, he will make comments...
    Etceteras Etceteras 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7, 2013

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    My Neighbors Secret

    I just recently turned 18 and I live in this somewhat new neighborhood where there are a lot of families with young children who live here. My neighbors and I are close. I watch their kids for a cheap rate and I would usually go over there and just hang out. The guy always seemed...
    angelgrace31908 angelgrace31908 18-21 1 Response Oct 5, 2009

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    I'm not sure how to write this out

    because I've never really shared the stories of my assaults fully to anyone but my therapy team have encouraged me to give light to the details that I was forced to hide because I had no evidence to bring to law enforcement and therefore both assaults were never recognized as...
    swimgal92 swimgal92 18-21, F Jan 12

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    I Remember

    When I was five, I was gang raped by some friends of my cousin.  The "leader" was a twelve year old kid named Alfred Lamontaigne (hope someone here knows you, *******!) and the other four ranged in age from thirteen to sixteen.  My cousin was always there when...
    paperkit10 paperkit10 36-40, F 6 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    I Dont Even Know If This Counts. But What A Confession.

    ugh. where to begin. well, one of my best friends (friend 1) was dating this guy. he was very attractive, very good to her, and i was secretly always jealous. well, the day after they broke up, friend 1 was not in class. he, however, was, and immediately came to me to talk. i...
    angelbabe1 angelbabe1 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    My Past, My Present, My Future

    The first time I was sexually assaulted was in Hard Rock Cafe with my family. I was about 9 or 10, I don't really remember. We were sitting at the bar (I was drinking a Sprite). The guy who did it was a drunk sitting a few seats next to us. Sadly, it was not my father who came...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 10, 2010

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    I had a few harrowing experiences

    as a middle schooler with some of my mom’s boyfriends and a weird one with my second step-dad. In effect, I was sexually assaulted by them but not raped, thank god. The first time happened with a boyfriend of my mom’s. My real dad was killed in an accident when I was very...
    foglaw foglaw 26-30, F Dec 13, 2013

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    Abducted And Assaulted

    I am so glad this experience is available. I have never told anyone this before. When I was seven years old I had a new scooter. I went for a run around the country lanes near my house. Along the way a teenager with a bike asked me the way to somewhere. I forget exactly where. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 15, 2013

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    It Wasnt Anything

     major or anything i guess... i mean i wasnt raped.. but it still hard to talk about. its embarassing. its probably why i dont like being touched much like handshakes or hugs :/ i blame it on myself.i shouldve been strong enough to get the guy to stop. but i wasnt.so ill...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Fears Of Men.

    I want to start by saying the men in my life since about the age of 14 have not been the best. My step father enjoyed belts and discipline very much, the mental and emotional abuse were worse than the physical. But my fear of men started with him. Then I met my ex fiance, I...
    willowbaby1 willowbaby1 18-21 3 Responses Feb 25, 2013

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    Just Need To Get This Out, No Sympathy Fishing.

    It's scary when you start to see negative patterns materialize in several of your relationships. It feels as if you're caught in a landslide. My pattern started when I was around eight. My aunt exposed me to unsolicited sexual material and crossed some emotional and physical...
    portapants portapants 18-21, F Jun 23, 2013

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    Its Never Too Late To Live Again !!

    i have never done anything like this before but i guess its time for me to open up myself hoping atleast some people would understand me.i had been a guy all my life....n then i transformed into this soft emotional girl....i have dated a lot all my life n things were good until...
    shaggy2793 shaggy2793 18-21 May 5, 2012

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    Is He Back On the Streets

    A few years ago i was sexually assaulted on my way home from my moms house. It turned out the lad was living on my moms road after being bailed for assaulting someone else.  They got his DNA off me and i picked him out of an id parade and he was subsequently sent to a...
    loopyloops16 loopyloops16 26-30 1 Response Feb 5, 2008

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    Adulthood Blues

    I was sexually assaulted. It was my 18th birthday, I was having a fancy dress party at home with some good friends and family. I had a few too many drink and passed out. When I woke up and was kicked out of my room I fell asleep with someone who was suppose to be a family friend...
    Littleone18 Littleone18 18-21 Jul 1, 2013

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    Is It My Fault

    From the age of 4 I was used & abused. That was 10 years. I have now had those memories awoken & continually have day dreams & nightmares about them all. What can I do ? Having read some others I feel I can add to my story a little. My first experience of abuse was being spanked...
    wheelyme2012 wheelyme2012 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 6, 2012

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    I Remember How.

    I was upset and I wasn't thinking. Because I never think. I was just so tired. And I didn't want to exist. And I didn't want to hurt or fight with her anymore. Not the day before mine and Sven's birthday. So I took too much Restoril. And it was my fault because I never think. So...
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12, 2013

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    Very Many Times.

    First of all, let me just start this out by saying I am not a fan of girls who willingly participate with a man, regret it afterwards, then go around saying they were "raped". My whole life, and I don't know why, I have been a target for perverts.  When I was...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F Aug 28, 2009

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    I Was Raped...

    Last summer I went to my former church's once a year camping trip up at Fort Casey on Whidbey Island with my best friend (at the time) and her family.  I was so excited because not only did I get to go with my bestie but I had the BIGGEST crush on her older brother who I knew...
    SeeingSunlight SeeingSunlight 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    Living With A Secret

    okay, so i was sexually assaulted from the age of 6-9 by 5 different people who were all close to me at that point in my life. one was my own cousin and the second boy was my mom's bestfreind's son whom i considered to be my brother and the third one was a family freind who was...
    Mystory2 Mystory2 22-25, F Sep 11, 2013

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    I was twenty years old

    and living with my boyfriend. He was physically, mentally and emotionally abusive towards me on a regular basis. I became ill as a result, with anxiety, depression, agorophobia and auditory hallucinations. I was terrified. I went to my GP for help. He was I'd guess, perhaps...
    Eggyegg Eggyegg 46-50, F Mar 3

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    Assualted

    I first got assaulted at 11 yrs old while walking home from school and another 3 times till I turned 22, then last night I got assaulted again, just want someone to talk to
    mitlight mitlight 51-55 Feb 11, 2011

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    Sexually Assaulted Twice.

    I'm 18 years old. And i have been sexually assaulted twice. First time happened when i was just 13 years old, it was about 6pm and i was happily playing on the park with my best friend at the time, when we was approached by two boys who were about 18 years old, they came over too...
    Blahblah18 Blahblah18 18-21, F Sep 5, 2012

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    My Brother Sexually Assaulted Me

    From the age of 14 till I turned 17 my brother would always forced me to have sex with him when my parents were out and my sister was not home. He would come into the bathroom when I was taking a shower and put himself inside of me. He never wore a condom. One time I woke up with...
    Rapevictim6 Rapevictim6 18-21, F Nov 5, 2011

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    I Was Indecently Assaulted

    When I was 15 I knew a chap who I will call Steve. He would have been 20 at the time I think. I knew Steve for about two years before this incident as we met at a drop in youth group that was run every Saturday. Moving on, I had gone into care only just about a month before...
    XanthiaJo XanthiaJo 22-25, F Sep 29, 2010

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    Feel Dirty

    Its a long story and I told it to cops, detectives and friends and my parents. About a month ago I was sexually assaulted by a guy I thought I could trust. It was hot outside and he had no place to go. I felt bad for him and invited him over to my apartment. My room mate was not...
    animalwatcher animalwatcher 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18, 2011

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    Getting Better

    When I was sixteen, my then-boyfriend and I were discussing sex. I was open to it while discussing it, but when it was actually happening, I fervently said no. He continued anyway, and I learned to shut it out. The second time, I said no initially, but he...
    mariellarose mariellarose 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    Sister Needs Help

    So my sister (19yrs old) has came to me with something... When she was 11 years old she was drugged and raped, no memory just knows she couldnt walk the next day. Since that day on shes been a sex addict, and raped twice since then... Anywho, shes began noticing things, as a...
    CarterandEmily CarterandEmily 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2013

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    I Need To Share My Story.

    I have never really told anyone my full story and I finally feel I am ready to do so, however this is going to be a long story, so I apologize for that. It all started when I was 15; I was taking a 7th and 8th period class (my school normally had 6 periods, but you could take a...
    alyd473 alyd473 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2012

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    I Was Sexually Assaulted

    i am 16 years old, i had a boyfriend until this happend, it was about 2 weeks ago when i was assaulted. i was at one of my girl friends house's and her boyfriend called and wanted to see her, she asked me to take her so i was like okay, i didnt know when i left that i was going...
    miserible miserible 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 28, 2009

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    Abducted And Assaulted

    I am so glad this experience is available. I have never told anyone this before. When I was seven years old I had a new scooter. I went for a run around the country lanes near my house. Along the way a teenager with a bike asked me the way to somewhere. I forget exactly where. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 15, 2013

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    Something Happened At Josie's Wedding

    First of all, I'm an Irish Traveller, and sometimes in our culture boys do something called grabbing. It's exactly as it says, they grab a girl and hold them until they get a kiss or a number. I wouldn't say it's very common, I've only seen or heard of it a few times, and I've...
    poppyjoy poppyjoy 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    Different Relationships

    Well Ive had a very wide way of life. My early years where sexual abuse was prevalent & early sexual activities learned. But when I got married I thought it would be good for life. It has been okay & definatly interesting. My wife & I had a great sex life everyway & anyway...
    wheelyme2012 wheelyme2012 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    Betrayed.

    i wasnt raped by a boyfriend, but i was, i guess you could say, assaulted.i pushed him away but couldn't get him away. i remember shaking and knowing nothing would ever be the same.but it aroused me. that was enough for him. how could that be enough for him? why would someone do...
    lilianw lilianw 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    Yesterday

    yesterday at a concert i went to i was standing with my friends and i felt a bulge behind me. i assumed it was the guys hands so i just went with it. it was only until the act on stage told everyone to put hands in the air did i get concerned. he had put his hands in the air, but...
    madisonelizabethivey madisonelizabethivey 22-25, F Sep 9, 2013

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    I was sexually assaulted

    when I was 15 by a man twice my age. It's been 4 years now, but I still think about it often and haven't been able to get over what happened. I suffered from PTSD for about a year or two. He attacked me in a public restroom. He held me against the wall and touched me everywhere...
    andros10 andros10 18-21 Mar 20

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    I Don't Consider It Rape.

    It haunts me every day, I've been a cutter since I can remember never knew why I did it. I just knew I had too. After years of therapy I finally am able to say I was molested by my uncle when I was 9 and maybe plenty of times before that. I don't remember much of the experience...
    loveehurts loveehurts 18-21 1 Response Oct 8, 2010

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    I Survived By The Grace Of God.

    I have never told my full story before; detail for detail. I believe it is time to let my voice be heard in order to stop the violence, and to ease my heart and mind of these terrors, as I have to retell my story in court soon. I have a twin brother, Eric, in whom we had mutual...
    KPhelps KPhelps 18-21 Dec 3, 2012

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    I know that this wasn't anywhere near the worst

    thing that could have happened, but I still have to say it - I was assaulted and it's not. Okay. When I was on a school camp when I was 16 this guy I only sort of knew (friend of a friend type situation) started paying me heaps of attention. He was always around me, saying I...
    AliBeth5 AliBeth5 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2013

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    Guilty

    When i was very young, i think around the age of 7, my dad would do stuff to me that i was unsure of and still am. I was a daddys girl so he knew i wouldnt tell anyone. It was always in the morning. i was lying on my mums bed while she was out with my pants down and my dad was in...
    hhollywoodward hhollywoodward 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2013

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    Online Stranger Who Lied

    When I was 14/15 I talked to a guy online who said he was 18, then 21, when he finally met me he said thirty, but I think it was even older! I was so nervous e when we met I was afraid to resist. He said hurtful things like " oh, I thought you were skinnier." Or Are you sure you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Forced, At A Young Age...

    I was thirteen the first time I had any kind of sexual experience with boys, but not because I wanted to... I live in the south. When I was 13 we still had mostly dirt roads and us kids spent our time playing outside and exploring the woods. I had a friend named David, we...
    DaddiesSecretLove DaddiesSecretLove 22-25, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Confused And Frightened

    I am not sure if this qualifies as a sexual assault but I have been unable to locate any helpful information on this type of behavior and this seemed like a good place to start. Last night I came home from work and a car pulled into my side yard sat for a moment then turned...
    Ehawki20 Ehawki20 31-35, F Oct 11, 2013

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    I don't really know how to go about writing

    this, but it is something that I really need to get off my chest and finally confront. A few years ago at school I had a new teacher start when I started my A-levels. At first I really didn't like him, but I soon changed my mind and things became better. He then started taking...
    dakota620 dakota620 22-25, F Mar 5

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    By A Drunken Friend.

    For a few weeks, my friend and i flirted back and forth, seemingly harmless behavior and normal for the two of us. On the night of his birthday, we were drunk and we were in his room, and someone thought it would be funny to close the door and make it seem like we were having...
    daddyscutelittlekitten daddyscutelittlekitten 22-25, F Sep 8, 2013

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    Intentionally Overmedicated and Thrown to the

    I was thrown into jail because I was in a psychotic episode of manic depression and people were afraid of my behavior.  While I was in there I was very noisy and they intentionally overmedicated me so that I would be quite and cooperate.  Then they placed me in a cell...
    TacoTuesday TacoTuesday 56-60, M 3 Responses May 1, 2007

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    I was sexually assaulted by one of my best

    friends 3 days after a broke up from a 2 year relationship, I was 19 at the time. Three years I've been trying to live my life, i had no support from my family and many of my friends are still friends with my rapist. I try so hard to exercise and eat healthily, but every once...
    idontknowwhattodonow idontknowwhattodonow 22-25, F 2 days ago

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