I Was Sexually Molested

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    His marihuana stained breath whispered in my

    ear "I told you not to put on any underwear" I shrugged a little not to much as I knew by now struggling only intensified his lust he grabbed my shoulders and he squeeze "uncle I begg you please last time you said it was the last time why are you doing it again " "because I can...
    innocentsoul innocentsoul
    18-21
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2014

    My mother molested me twice

    as a child. She was lonely and horny and ****** up to do so that. Made me awaken a terrible thing about my self. Made me enjoy sex with my family members. All females..
    sontodaddy sontodaddy
    41-45, M
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    I was 8 years old when he first touched me.

    He was in the basement spending the day at our house watching tv. I went to ask him if he wanted to play with me and my sisters, because he usually would. He told me he was too tired to play so I told him ok. I went turned around and went to walk upstairs until he strangely...
    loverenzy loverenzy
    18-21, F
    Jan 11, 2016

    I don't really know where to start.

    But I think chatting to people will help. When I was 8 or 9 I was sexually molested by my male babysitter. He never penetrated me. I don't want to go into to much detail. I've carried this burden for years. It's a horrible memory. Certain things trigger the memory for me. Like...
    MissRedemption MissRedemption
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 8, 2014

    Really

    I was 14 and it was my brother's 18th birthday and I was the only person awake at that time. "Yeah sure go ahead, I can be a willing victim" says no one ever! God, can people be so evil? My sense of trust, safety, and self esteem was lost with my innocence. I told my mother but...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Oct 31, 2013

    all my life i just feel uncomfortable around

    boys (don't get me wrong, i adore them from a distance). like i would get so nervous. not just boys, but also adults, someone older than me, boys or girls. i dont feel comfortable talking to them. high school (now im in college), i started watching crime tv shows like criminal...
    Jessicams Jessicams
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2016

    I'm 17 years old and went down south,

    to my extended family's place for Thanksgiving. Spending the night at my cousins house, his stepson-to-be fell asleep on the other side of the couch from where I was. In the morning, I felt something on my hind end.. but assumed it was one of the dogs or my imagination and went...
    NewArmyGirlfriend98 NewArmyGirlfriend98
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015

    I've never really came out to many about what

    happened in true detail. I was staying at my dads for the weekend, and a family friend, Ryan was also staying. I had known him since before I can remember and he was always sweet to me and I never thought anything weird about it. Well it was September 1st and Ryan had came...
    0JustABrokenGirl0 0JustABrokenGirl0
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2014

    I used to have this dream.

    A haze of white and gold covering everything the entire "video" of what was happening. When I was young this dream happened a lot and I would wake feeling dirty and nasty. When I was a child I didn't understand what was happening in the dream, as I grew older I checked it under...
    Astelmarie Astelmarie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    When I was very young,

    between the ages of 3 and 7, my paternal grandfather ( biological father's father) would often take me into the bathroom and show me his penis. Not only that, I have memories of sleeping in his bed with him while he was naked. I also recall him rubbing my inner thighs on...
    whatistherealdefinitionoflife whatistherealdefinitionoflife
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    **Definite Trigger Warning** I always

    feel like I deserved it, too. I deserve to feel pain, and that was the outcome. I was left alone in a room with a woman who has psychosis/mental illnesses. She was very sexual just in general, and a bloodline member left me in a room with her alone. She told me to lay down, and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 19, 2015

    I want to write this

    for anyone going through this. I want people to know that you are not allow. When I was younger my Grandfather on my mothers side went to jail for hitting my grandmother, so he came to live with us. A little bit later he got stage 4 lung cancer so life was kinda hard. This...
    StarFishAndDangos StarFishAndDangos
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 24, 2014

    When I was about 9-10,

    there was a girl in my class, we used to play sometimes after school. She didn't live too far from me. She was a year older than me. She was a really big girl for her age (height wise). I was much smaller compared to her. One day, she was at my house, and we were there alone...
    Mia97 Mia97
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2014

    I just found out today.

    I feel like I'm going crazy because I can't remember all of it. But it happened even if I remember small pieces it happened. I don't know what to do now. And it feels like little pieces are coming back to me... of my mom (or someone who looks like her) who did it. I'm scared but...
    DetectiveofDreams DetectiveofDreams
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2016

    It's been bothering me a lot

    and I can't stop replying what happened. I just want to get over it. Me and my friends were headed to a bonfire to hang out with old friends who came home from college. We ended up going to one of their houses because the bonfire was dead. We hung out outside on a table just...
    KKS0106 KKS0106
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

    I find that having sex creates an demonic rage

    in me. All I want to not be noticed. Just let me wither away and die. But my inner man won't allow me to die.
    benchwork12 benchwork12
    26-30, F
    Jun 7, 2014

    I was molested when i was a kid.

    Because of it I can't be in a position of weakness. Even a little. Anything that could make me appear weak. This means no friends. No relationships. Can't risk being close to someone. No tears. I can't cry... The ******* that did this to me is happily married and is expecting a...
    aFuzzyBlouw aFuzzyBlouw
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jan 9, 2015

    (BEWARE, THIS IS LENGTHY AND DEscriptIVE) It

    was another night my uncle had stayed over to go work with my dad the next morning. I remember playing with my pink princess bouncy ball in the family room with my two younger sister's Rachel and Char. As we were throwing it to each other, uncle Dan ran in and took the ball and...
    loverenzy loverenzy
    18-21, F
    Jan 11, 2016

    I hate oral. I was forced to

    so this for a while.
    TenderBeauty TenderBeauty
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2015

    My aunt molested from 8yo to 16.

    I used to love it. And now miss it
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 5, 2016

    I am currently visiting Italy

    and I was just molested on the trains in Rome. I had gotten on the train, that was now really crowded, with my mother in front of me. I felt the presence of someone behind me, but I figured nothing was wrong since I'm used to crowded areas and usually people are always pushed...
    catlover27432 catlover27432
    18-21
    4 Responses May 20, 2015

    About one year ago I went to visit a "friend"

    in Miami. It was suppose to be a spontaneous trip because I'll admit I never do anything out of routine. So I figured why not. We have been friends for a couple of years and I never thought much of it other than just a friendship. But boy was I in for a rude awakening. One thing...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 11, 2014

    WARNING: THIS PICTURE IS QUITE

    GRAPHIC VIEWER'S DISCRETION IS ADVISED ON THIS POST... The above is a picture of my everyday life... My Genocide for a Mother did this to me whilst I had seizures last Saturday night. When I began to walk, my big toe began burning and when I finally looked at it, I saw a deep...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 26, 2015

    When I was 13 I was picked up by a guy in a

    truck while hitch hiking when I fell asleep he started touching my leg I acted like I was still asleep I don't know why but it got me excited and I guess he could tell so he took that as meaning I wanted to be jacked off so finely after touching for awhile he pulled my pants...
    shyteen1998 shyteen1998
    18-21, M
    9 Responses Mar 4, 2015

    i was 13 years old at my school,

    and it was time to go home but my brother needed to go to the bathroom so i went with him, and then i was looking in the bathroom mirror and this tall dude came behind me and picked me up and humped me and made sexual noises. i felt disgusted and i felt like in some way i did...
    carlton366 carlton366
    18-21, M
    Mar 24, 2015

    In a mental hospital.

    My roommate called me over to her bed in the middle of the night and told me she likes me. She then proceeded to grab my boobs and rub my crotch. I was too afraid to say anything for about 10 seconds, I was just stunned and scared. Then I finally snapped out if it and ran away...
    punicorn1 punicorn1
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Mar 29, 2015

    i was fifteen and at a new school

    when it happened. If you want to know more just message me. I have a long version of what happened typed up but i dont think it would fit here.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

    I just turned 12 years old (boy).

    This 14 nearly 15 year old boy started being real nice to about a month before, he was the only one that ever really wanted to hang out with me and he would give me candy every time I saw him. He made me feel special. Then one day he asked me to come into the forest behind our...
    Cleverbot Cleverbot
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2014

    He put his hands down my pants he smelled like

    smoke and beer. I wanted to vomit. He held me tighter and began breathing heavy. I saw myself with him like I was watching a movie.
    benchwork12 benchwork12
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2014

    Traumatized. To add to

    that I have a phobia against sex. Thanks a lot "dad"๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ‘Š
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX
    16-17, F
    3 Responses May 21, 2014

    When I was nine I was molested by my sixteen

    year old cousin. A couple months ago, I was digitally raped by a boy who I thought was my friend when I fell asleep next to him. Even though he confessed to the police, I have to go to school and see him every day.
    overcomingit17 overcomingit17
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2015

    I was around ten or eleven

    when my friend next door introduced me to sex by showing me home videos of him and his brother mother having family sex saying it was ok and started touching me and lead me sexual acts, then one day his older brother came in and wanted to penetrate me but I suddenly became a...
    airborne82 airborne82
    61-65, M
    Feb 14, 2016

    Sometimes I wish I would have died

    when he first raped me. It's too much some days it is really too much and I don't know when I am going to crack. Why grown men and women abuse children I have no idea but I do know if they knew how much we hurt years and years after for the few minutes of pleasure they get they...
    innocentsoul innocentsoul
    18-21
    4 Responses Mar 15, 2015

    I was 10. He was 16. It was my bedroom.

    He was visiting for the summer. I was his niece. He was my uncle. I was asleep. There was no penetration. Just a victim of curious probing. It still stung when I told my parents about it and they thought I was making the whole thing up. It still hurt wen he came back the next...
    appearoffline appearoffline
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2013

    I was molested as a child by my father,

    and was made to think that it was my own fault that it happened. It created skewed thinking that made me wish I had never been born, and a skewed view of relationships and sex.
    justbnatural justbnatural
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2015
    loverenzy loverenzy
    18-21, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    This was so long ago,

    but it was brought up today by a friend and it has me thinking about it in depth all over again.
    SandraKluba SandraKluba
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2016

    When I was younger, I was a vacuum cleaner

    and I was molested by a teenage boy. It lead to a life of constant question asking and attention seeking. I'm still not over it.
    Questionater Questionater
    70+, T
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2015
    enolavisten enolavisten
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 24, 2015

    It was very late in a club.

    I drank too much and was throwing up in a toilet cabin. I felt very dizzy and weak.. my legs were like jelly... And suddenly i felt a big hand stroking my ***. While my face was still deep in the toilet. I kept removing his hand but he didn't back down and i felt really weak and...
    JennyLovely JennyLovely
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    I was sexually abused by female daycare

    providers as a kid. Now I'm a recovering sex addict.
    GuyGone GuyGone
    61-65, M
    Jun 19, 2015

    A Little Girl Lost

    My mother came to the U.S for me and my sister to have a better life and future. I remember having to walk everywhere, catching the bus, even having to run after trains. Me and my older sister who is 3 years older than me, never had a stable place that we can call home. We were...
    5ight4reedom 5ight4reedom
    22-25
    1 Response Aug 7, 2013

    Sometimes I think about it

    and it gets me horny I know it's not suppose to but it does and it makes me very sad... Sometimes I'll like fantasizes about guys at work raping me and it makes me very sad I don't want to be like this Is anyone else like this or is it just me ?
    innocentsoul innocentsoul
    18-21
    3 Responses Jul 7, 2015

    As a child I was sexually abused

    and raped for 3 almost 4 years by someone who was supposed to be trusted and care about me. I still haven't completely dealt with it and I'm working on it; but it's causing problems in my current relationship. I love my boyfriend of 2 years but he doesn't know about my abuse and...
    TheWaySheFeels3 TheWaySheFeels3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014

    I was in 2nd-3rd grade.

    My sister and my mom I believe. In my old house I had a loft above the second floor and my sister and I shared the second floor. We had separate bedrooms of course. I can't remember how but I remember vaguely what happened. I didn't know what was happening at the time, I just...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2014

    Just recently my step brother went through a

    bad relationship problem. He came to live with us at our house. I stayed close to him. Then one night we did things I hate thinking about and I let him because I thought it was love. But a week later he is back with her and she is living here too! He tells me he loves me but I...
    chikudontknow chikudontknow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    My untold story When I was young,

    only around 5 or 6, a neighbourhood girl (Letโ€™s call her โ€˜Sarahโ€™) started to babysit my sisters and I. โ€˜Sarahโ€™ was a pretty girl, maybe about 14 or 15. I liked her, very much and we became friends of sorts. I more sort of followed her around like a puppy. My parents...
    kurumisaito9 kurumisaito9
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

    I just realised I was sexually abused

    as a little girl. Maybe 2 or 3. I jut told my parents and their reactions weren't ideal. I'm just trying to keep breathing but all I really want is a hug.
    Theendisirrelevant Theendisirrelevant
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2015
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