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I Was Sexualy Abused As a Child

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 64 People

    Should I Forgive?

    I am 19 years old and I am struggling to find myself...when  i was about 4 years old my mom left my dad for another man so my parents got divorced which was so hard because i loved my dad so much and then he wasnt in my life as much all of a sudden. ever since then my life...
    4give88 4give88
    18-21, F
    Jan 4, 2010

    Not Alone

    The sexual abusive I endured began when I was about 4. by my cousin he was about 10. I never thought it was wrong our how much it would effect my life til this day..I'm now 19 and it haunts me. My cousin told her mom first but I got in trouble for not saying anything which made...
    Llodnew Llodnew
    22-25, F
    May 8, 2013

    Looking For The Light..

    I was about 4 or 5 when it started. Not sure cause i have blocked most of it out. It comes back in bits a pieces. Up to now i count 6. The first time i said anything to anyone, i was called a liar by my own grandma... that was bad but the worst part was when i was 18 she told me...
    Lynn82 Lynn82
    26-30, F
    May 29, 2012

    When I Was 5

    I knew we wrote this before, so I did some research and found it, or at least some of it.So, here goes.I remember. I will not ever forget how that evil man used me. What he did to me cannot be called experimentation or excitation or anything like that! It was intentionally...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2012

    Mom, Why Didnt You Protect Me

    I was born to a crack and heroin addict mother she prostituted herself to support her habbit. It started when i was 2 we had no home so we moved from crack house to crack house she left me and my sister alone there for days at a time. It started with us being unnoticed then one...
    afraidofloss afraidofloss
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 14, 2012

    Not Know It's Wrong...

    I didn't know it was wrong. It's weird to see it in movies when the man says, "This will be our little secret. Aren't secrets fun? It can only stay fun if you don't tell anybody else, just me...and you." Crazy how it works and how it worked on me. It actually felt special when...
    AnotherSadStory AnotherSadStory
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2012

    I Was Sexually Abused

    I was also sexualy abused a child from the time i was 3 to the age of 8 by my moms second husband
    lonleyangel lonleyangel
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 16, 2008

    When I Was 11 (a Loss)

    By the time I was 11, my mother and father had divorced, I had been on a cruise, lived in Hawaii, yet now, we lived with my aunt in northern California. My eldest brother and sister, being over 18 had left the family, and were living somewhere in southern California.   My...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    4 Responses Oct 11, 2012

    How Do I Move Past Sexual Abuse?

    I was 'groomed' for two years before anything happened. I told three weeks after that. I went to the police. I went to court. He was found not guilty. I moved away. I began life somewhere else. But some days I'm still haunted by my past. I focus on the future because I know that...
    Tasser194 Tasser194
    1 Response Jul 28, 2012

    The Family Secret

    It started sometime during my formative years. My sister had started school. So, my mom enrolled in college. While my mom went to school, and worked part time I stayed with my mamaw and papaw. My mamaw did a lot of cleaning. She washed dishes after every meal. She did laundry...
    childlover82 childlover82
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2012

    How It Started (short and simple)

    As time goes by, I remember more. I don't want to remember!!! Without hypnosis or guided anything, last year, I remembered what my mother did to me. When she bathed me, she would touch me (not the way she was supposed to) and she told me I must never tell anyone. When I asked...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    3 Responses Oct 9, 2012

    Why Me

    I was abused 3 times by 3 different abusers throughout my childhood,i am now 24 and just dealing with it,i have buried it for so long it felt like it was eating me alive, i couldnt hold it anymore,the 1st time i was abused was by my big cousin he stayed with my nana and papa,i...
    SM1987 SM1987
    Oct 5, 2011

    Babysitter's Son...

    A lot of this is foggy and weird, more remembering memories than the actual events... I tend to block things only to have them crop up unexpectedly later... When I was younger, maybe first grade? (I think so cause I can't remember that year very well) my brother and I went to a...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 15, 2012

    The First Time ( Or So We Think)

    for thos who don't know us, we have a condition called DID (dissociative identity disorder) its a condition resulting in childhood trauma and abuse...any way! on with THIS story. When this body was 6 years old we moved from the house we were born in to. we moved about 3,000...
    SystemK SystemK
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2012

    I Hate It!!!!

    I am sharing this because I think I really should. Well, you can call me Sailor, I am 21 years old, male. I was sexually abused when I was a child, really I am, I was about 4 years old and like what I have said I'm a male, I was a 4 year old boy, when I was sexually abused...
    iaminthedark iaminthedark
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2012

    When I Was 13

    We moved to another town in northern California. Now remember how I was free of the poison? My sister had taken it from me, but the chemicals of the poison were meant for me and would only serve to "weaken" me, but for another that it was not made for, my sister, it is deadly...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    4 Responses Oct 11, 2012

    Words Of Encouragement

    These words of encouragement are from a song sung by a Japanese girl and I will tell you the title to at the end. These words make me cry with happiness and hope. I desire that they will be uplifting for you.   (I am leaving the words here in case the video comes down for some...
    1greywolf 1greywolf
    Oct 10, 2012

    Sadistic Alcoholic Drug Addicted Mother Was The "monster-mom," & I Started Wetting My Bed Again.

    Okay...this is very difficult for me...first time I ever posted my story about this on any site...except maybe Yes...I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) from my mom's sexual & sadistic abuse. And, by the way, if you didn't notice...I'm a Guy. My mom...
    Heathland Heathland
    61-65, M
    Jul 11, 2012

    The Truth Without Photoshop

    P4CM Official Poet Janette...ikz shares a powerful and unforgettable spoken word piece during Lyricist Lounge 3.For all those who have been sexually abused.
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511
    36-40, F
    Dec 17, 2012

    Things Do Get Better

    my mum and dad split at a young age my mum got with a new mam when i was 3 years old she was with him a long time he started abusing me when i was around 5 years old bribing nd making it into games i always new it was wrong but i was petrified to tell he showed me a farm house in...
    lowrisue lowrisue
    18-21, F
    Sep 21, 2011

    That Thing

    i was 6 years old when the abuse started my father went to prison an mum could hardly cope we didnt have much as a family thou mum always had us all shining an well feed .mums uncle worked in a park do n security an he was alwasy watchn the house when my sibblings were out...
    ldowie1 ldowie1
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2012

    It S My First Time Writing Anything

    I was abused by my step father. I have trouble remembering it because I ve blocked it out of my mind, I m also terrified of the dark I don't know if this has anything thing to do with it. I was isolated as a child! Before it started I spent a lot time with my nanny who I loved...
    idontknowwhattoput idontknowwhattoput
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2012
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