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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    lately i have been having flashbacks of

    when i was younger around the ages 6-9 of me being molested. i dont know who it was but i know it was a male. some things are still very blurry to me. i have always thought/known i was but now with the flashbacks its becoming real. I feel like im a child again im so scared and...
    crescentmoonn crescentmoonn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    This isn't even my experience,

    but it is becoming it. I myself was never sexually abused but my best friend was. I have a problem and i need help. My best friend was sexually abused when she was younger by her father. They don't have any proof besides other people who claim he has abused them. She was too...
    mytroubledboo mytroubledboo 18-21, M 3 Responses May 23

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    I wasn't sexually abused.

    because I refuse to believe it. there's no proof, none at all. ~except the nightmares, constant, horrid nightmares of sticky disgusting broken glass bottles ~ except for the visions, watching it happen over and over and over again ~except for the black outs, waking up in the...
    SystemShutdown SystemShutdown 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Does anyone else feel the need to go sleep with

    the first guy that gives them some attention after being rejected by someone we love? Or am I just screwed up...
    Prettybutterfly88 Prettybutterfly88 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Women are abusers too.

    Sadistic Foster Mother. Physically and verbally abusive Foster Father. 13 years under these two creatures. Memories of being told my "Mother was an F'ing witch" whilst having my presents from a yearly visit smashed up in front of me, and forcing me to break them myself...
    Crowbelow Crowbelow 41-45 4 Responses Mar 10

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    Be There For Her

    If your a guy ereading this, the best thing you can do for your wife or GF is just be there for her, and make sure she knows you always will be. Thius can be a very rough road for a woman, my wife has been struggling with the after effects for years And learn from my mistake, do...
    PluggingAway PluggingAway 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    I remember when I decided to tell one of my

    friends about it. (We will call him T.) I was in 8th grade and had been taking my anger out on another friend because of something he said about sexual abuse. (We will call him A.) I went to my best friend, T, to ask if he thought I should tell A so that maybe he would...
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    It's Friday night and I feel nice

    and h any girls that want straight d I'm here I'm handsome will show you picture if interested
    dmedina513 dmedina513 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    I'm doing very well today,

    and for once in a really long time I feel good bout myself. My body, my looks, everything. It's a good day(:
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F May 17

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    i feel like all i deserve is a blade,

    and frankly, all i want is a blade. ive already got thousands, what difference will five or six more scars have when my bodies holds host to thousands
    nabs1996 nabs1996 16-17, M 1 Response May 29

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    Basic Story Of My Abuse

    I was abused by a step-father from the age of seven to eleven. I was told everyday that if I told anyone that I would be killed. For five years I dealt with the physical abuse, mental torture and abuse. He would beat me and laugh at me. He found out I was afraid of mice and he...
    Brokenlikeaturtleshell Brokenlikeaturtleshell 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 9, 2012

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    Today I made a statement

    for the police about my rape that happened before Christmas. I'm shocked by how much it took out of me.
    claireoblast claireoblast 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend I have

    bruises and cuts and now have have scares and he raped me and now I have a baby
    newerebe newerebe 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    I was 8 when it first happened.

    My step-great- grandfather was the one who did it. My mom and step dad glen would fight upstairs and I would retreat to the basement to get away from the fighting. It just started as him feeling me up and making me touch him. He would make me give him blow jobs and I would get...
    lexi9100 lexi9100 13-15, F 7 Responses May 27

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    Any One Agree With Me?

    So a year ago I lived with a sex offender and I'm just stuck in place with my faith with God, or its not really there anymore....... & my friend goes "there's people who had worse things happen to them out there and still use Jesus as their rock. So here's my reply... I'm...
    OneMoreDay8248 OneMoreDay8248 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    I feel guilty for punishing the man

    who sexually abused me
    Ejacobs182 Ejacobs182 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 5

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    I was molested by my step dads cousin,

    and then later on by my moms second boyfriend. The first was the worst... He would babysitt my sister and I when I was 10 and he would distract my sis with her fav movie, and take me in the back room for "grown up talk" during this he'd put on a ***** and make me do some of the...
    jaylynnp jaylynnp 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13

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    I was sexually abused at around the age of 9 by

    my brother it was repeated till the age of 12. At the age of 14 i found this was wrong and told my pastoral manager at school who took further where social workers and my parents and police were involved but i was pressured to lie for my family sake because of what people were...
    RandomSomeone RandomSomeone 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    By my stepdad...I certain it started earlier

    but I place my first realization of what was happening to me around age 7 or 8. It went in thru my teen years. My mother didn't believe me and in fact is still married to him even though he admitted it. She didn't get any counseling for me as they swept under rug. Now that I am...
    graygrace graygrace 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 2

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    I was abused by my father first

    when I was five. He would touch me and make me touch him. When I was six it got worse with sex. My brother walked in and saw it and my father asked him if he wanted to try it and he said yes. He liked it and my father told him that whenever he's in the mood to just go to me and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 24

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    Someone Help Me.

    This is my second profile on EP. I wrote my story but then deleted it because every now and then I used to read it and cry. I thought deleting what I wrote will make me forget everything, but it didn't happen. So I'm here again. Yes I know, and I accept I was sexually abuse...
    TiredOfRunning TiredOfRunning 18-21, F 23 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    When I was about three

    or four, my parents would babysit my neighbor's daughter, also the same age. When she came over she would make me take off my clothes and she would take off hers. She would also make me put my penis on different parts of her body. All the games she played were sexual. When my...
    Xander8905 Xander8905 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I've been thinking about weather to post this

    or not, but I've decided I will, as you people may be of some help. Make me feel somewhat better I hope. This is my story. Sorry if it's so long. It all started when I was about 6 or 7 years old. I can't really remember. To be honest, I don't want to remember. When I was...
    myusernameisusername1 myusernameisusername1 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    This is a true story

    that happened to me almost a year ago (last summer). I was at a summer camp and it was my last year there.I was having a great time hooking up with every girl at my camp and was really going to miss the camp as well, but that changed one night. There was this one kid in my cabin...
    AnAmericano AnAmericano 26-30 2 Responses May 29

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    Reinya85 Reinya85 26-30 5 Responses Apr 4

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    I was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend.

    ..I have bruises and scars...
    Sparkles321 Sparkles321 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    When i was 9 years old my uncle sexually

    assaulted me and i didn't remember it till this year and i am now trying to get him arrested for he did the same thing to my baby cousin
    jojo82897 jojo82897 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    bfab1998 bfab1998 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 8

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    I Was Sexually Abused When i Was Eleven At

    School In The Bathroom My Fifth Grade Year In My Home Town. I Thought Telling A Teacher Was The Right Thing.... Boy Was I Wrong Because The Way I Wa Raped I Wasn't Really Able To See My Attacker And I Didn't Recognize Him. So The School Didn't Want Bad Press Or A Bad Name And...
    litredd litredd 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 28

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    cocosdeadheart cocosdeadheart 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 21

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    "M" is for molester,

    because that's exactly what you are "O" is for obsessive, because that's what's gotten you this far "N" is for nobody, because that's all you'll ever be "S" is for survival, **** you dad, that's for me "T" is for torture, because it's the beat of your heart "E" is for...
    FLH010115 FLH010115 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Sarahsmiless Sarahsmiless 18-21 3 Responses Jun 14

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    My abuse started when I was married to my

    ex-husband. He would make me call him in late for work and then he would rape me. This went on for about three years. I also remember him rapeing me three weeks after my son was born. I have never told anyone except my new husband. I have been haveing nightmares and...
    randi123456 randi123456 56-60, F Mar 31

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    Ok,so i was at a party around 11at night

    and everyone was either high or drunk or both. I was hanging out with my cousin and her and my friends.And i was drunk and so was she. So we were playing truth or dare and my cousin is hardcore at truth or dare she never chicken out of one.so one of her friends dared her to make...
    ChairWrangler ChairWrangler 16-17, M May 29

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 17 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Many timess its actually very sad I never

    talked about them with anyone I dont even want to think about it .... :(
    realye realye 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    Nothing Worse Than....

    I can't imagine anything worse than your parents not believing you about your abuse. I was one of the lucky ones - my mother believed me instantly and kicked the bastard outta the house and called the police.  But I've read so many stories in magazines and on here where...
    Meeoko Meeoko 18-21, F Mar 31, 2010

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    Yeah... You heard it right!

    For about 4 years, I was forced to kiss/sleep in bed/pleasure a 52 year old disabled man which was my mom's ex boyfriend/friend. My mom didn't know about it the whole entire time! Than I finally told her, and my abuser found out and committed suicide because he knew he would...
    Bigone14 Bigone14 13-15 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Two years ago at the age of 10 I was sexually

    abused in middle school. I joined this school and these two boys who were much older than me showed me around and I settled in very well to this new school. Weeks after joining this school it all started. I was sitting down by myself and my two 'friends' came along and sat next...
    ImHidingBehindThisName ImHidingBehindThisName 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    Just Stay Strong!

    Just wanted to say every single one of us are beautiful. We have hope for the future and our past does not define who we want to become. Sarah
    sarahdonofrio1 sarahdonofrio1 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    AnnaCBlake AnnaCBlake 13-15, F 5 Responses May 5

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle

    and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle even made me give him hickeys and he would make me dry hump him,and he would rub his bulge, I was terrified both times... And I just let...
    Score16 Score16 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    claireoblast claireoblast 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 13-15, F 18 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 9

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    I was molested before by different people but,

    I'm not hung up on the past. I moved on and don't pay attention to the guys who've done it.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    By My Elder Cousin!

    i must have been around 9 years and my cousin was 19 then. we were at my grandparents house and we were sleeping on the same bed. well he was my elder cousin and I never thought he would be my first kiss. but he did and I had no idea back then what it meant. it happened every...
    Girlygirl89 Girlygirl89 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    My knees. My knees are

    so sensitive. I hate every bit of it. He used to play with my knees and rub them and now whenever someone or something touches them, I get a sense of they are going to hurt me. I flash back and am scared. The longer they touch my knees the worse I feel. The faster my heart beats...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was 5 when it started with my father.

    A year later my brother, sisters, and uncles joined in and everyone made me a slave.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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