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    I was sexual assaulted

    when I was 9 by my father, it happend on 3 occasions of what I can remember ! I told my family they didn't believe me and told me to just never mention it again so I didn't. Years went by when I had nightmares about being raped ect horrid and felt so real, I'm 25 now and have 2...
    jade101189 jade101189 22-25, F 5 Responses May 7

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    When I was 13 years old,

    I went to the park with 2 of my cousins. One of them was 14 and a girl who I used to play with, the other was 17 and he used to babysit me when my mom worked on the weekends. Anyway we went to the park and I was playing with my cousin steph. Me and her played for a bit until my...
    Broken0923 Broken0923 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm 18 and sexually active.

    I lost my virginity at 15, the normal way. but I went in to the doctor for birth control and she informed me I need to have a ladies wellness check up. which is a pap smear and I'm afraid. I've only slept with two guys and two girls in my entire life. I'm not really comfortable...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 5

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    I was 16, my rapist was a classmate.

    It last until I was 20 years old. He took my virginity. I never knew it was rape. I don't hate him, I'm not angry. I'm 21 years old now and I'm a prostitute. It's very.. strange. To be a prostitute now and to have been raped when I was younger. I'm starting therapy in August...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F Mar 16

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    I would like to forgive

    and FORGET but my mind won't allow it today...another flashback : A sordid conversation between me and my brother in the kitchen. Him telling me I can't hide from God he tells me to climb into the bottom cabinet then he locks the little door He tells me God can see me and all...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response May 20

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    it's so stupid. I want nothing more than

    for people to understand. they see him as a good guy instead of seeing him as the guy who molested me. in order to keep me quiet they are harassing me and stalking me. I had to delete my old accounts and make completely new ones. I admit I kept it going but now it seems that now...
    reignhootowl reignhootowl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    I don't know where to turn.

    I'm afraid for my life. his family honestly believes it was a lie. they are telling people lies about me and half my town wants me in jail. I just want them to leave me alone and it seems that they are incapable of it. I'm afraid they will have me hurt.
    reignhootowl reignhootowl 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    I was abused by my older brother

    for 6 years. he is around 9 years older than me. I'm okay most of the time now but I went through many years of struggle. I did finally tell my parents and I asked them to not say anything. anyone I have told my secret to I ask them to not say anything. it was 10 years later...
    xxxmeredithxxx xxxmeredithxxx 36-40, F 1 Response May 25

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    From the age 3-11 I was sexually abused by one

    of my cousins. In retrospect, I viewed him as a brother, because we were so close, but now.... I don't really know what to say. I want to first say that I believe in "forgive and forget". There has never been a fiber in my body that has told me to hate my cousin for what he's...
    behavedmisfit behavedmisfit 18-21, F 4 Responses May 20

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    Today I did the most difficult thing: I finally

    spoke to my therapist about the abuse I suffered for 10 years. I gave her a letter so I didn't have to talk about it. I ended up sitting in a corner of her office, crying, but I finally told someone, finally lessened the burden. I feel better about it all already, slightly more...
    Kay06 Kay06 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 17

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 16-17, F 21 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    boys dont get abused do they?

    im not a man, im a plaything. im your little toy arent i? nobody believes me and why would they? you are so convincing even i dont know if i believe me!! if it wasnt for the blood in my shorts i may well have bought your lies just like mom did. just like they all did but you can...
    whendoesitgoaway whendoesitgoaway 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 9

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    InutileSuicide InutileSuicide 16-17, F 4 Responses May 5, 2014

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    Although the title word is missing an "L",

    this doesn't limit my experience. Earlier tonight I asked if a woman being abused and was more innocent in what she knew would impact your decision on dating her and I have to say, gratefully, I had many people support and comfort me. I expected some to troll my question, but I...
    QuiriousMe QuiriousMe 41-45, F 10 Responses Jun 16

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    I am so glad to be away from you.

    For some reason when I write this, I'm scared you'll see it. I know you won't. I know I've left you far, far behind and the relief that gives me is overwhelming. I can finally sleep in peace at night again. Nights belong to ME now. My body belongs to ME. I'm already working on...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Well mine happed when i was 4

    and it happent when my mother died, she killed herself. My dad started doing things I rather not go into details but it was and it is really hard for me to more on it stoped when I was 9 he went to jail cause they found child pornogrophy in his work conputer and there was some...
    BoyLover3 BoyLover3 13-15, M 4 Responses May 15

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    Yasmin567 Yasmin567 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 4

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    I was molested by my own father

    for almost 9 years, but you never hear of such things happening to boys, now do you? Boys are supposed to be the strong ones that don't need care or to feel loved. Well that's not how guys are. Time to crush the ******* feminism and aim for equality!
    DexterMalloween DexterMalloween 13-15, M 9 Responses Apr 13

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    I was abused and humiliated

    as a child and I need to talk about it
    eman2012 eman2012 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    A letter to my assaulters Dear attackers,

    I saw a picture of the both of you yesterday on Facebook. I didn't feel anger and sadness like I used to. My heart dropped. My stomach turned in knots. I gave myself the option to look at the picture 3 times for 10 seconds and I made myself promise to stop after that. I did...
    AttachmentIssues AttachmentIssues 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 5

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    I was sexually abused by my cousin

    for 3+ years when I was 5-8, everyone in my family thinks that he just took a picture of me, but it was ALOT worse than that. I'm afraid to speak about it because I don't want to get him in trouble because he has brain damage and autism, I have bad nightmares about it and I have...
    EricaAudrey22 EricaAudrey22 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 2

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    I couldn't even post my experience

    because i guess it was too bad:/ how messed up is that...
    WolfStorms WolfStorms 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 5

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    I was molested by members of my family from the

    time I was 4 until I was 14. It was brutal. Not a day goes by that it doesn't creep back into my head. Not sure that counseling has helped me at all. But it has changed the way I view myself.
    Goodman40405 Goodman40405 41-45, M 2 Responses May 31

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    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage

    and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his girlfriend to hide the fact he had a wife. He also had 2 kids, which I was unaware of. He and his "girlfriend"(him) was asking over and over for...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 12 Responses Jan 25

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    I was sexually abused by my step brother

    when I was ten for about 6 months. I kept telling by the time it ended everyone in the house hold knew but no one stopped him. I recently like in late 2013 got the courage to tell on him when he was shot. him being shot made me see him as a weak human. I was still afraid of him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5

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    When I was in my early teens I was abused by my

    step father, and he made me think it was my own fault. He said if I had been more sporty or bigger built it would not of happened. He said because I liked music, art and cooking I was too girly and bought it on myself.
    Thefox71 Thefox71 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 15

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    khancool khancool 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 6

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    There is a reflection of pain in her eyes,

    as she fights back tears. Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years. Innocence gone. Just taken away. Struggling to deal with it and be free someday. Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries. Just another young girl getting some attention...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    I was sexually abused at the age of 11,

    by a member of my new family. I am 18 now and heard that I should get over it. I have horrible nightmares and flash backs I just want to be normal again. I am thinking of telling I want to know if anyone else has. is it too late? is it even worth the risk of losing my family?
    zoie1dreamer zoie1dreamer 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 13

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    Hey everyone, i would like to post my

    experience, because i want to ask for suggestion... So my story begins, 2 years ago i met a guy, i was a freshman in college and he was my classmates (he is untill now), we were such a good friends, an d a couple of months later, we started dating. It was approximately, a 1 year...
    wonderfulparis wonderfulparis 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 22

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    I was abused when I was a child.

    I'm 22 now and have a 1 year old and trying so hard to deal with my, I have had counselling on many occasions with different people and I still feel as though I have no one who actually understands. he used to lock me in the cupboards while he did it to me. he used to pretend...
    JenniferSmith2658 JenniferSmith2658 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    When I was 4 my mom and dad got a divorce.

    When I was 7 she starting dating someone name Mike. When I was 8 he started to touch me it went on for 2 years. Then he stopped and starting again when I was 13. And he raped me I was screaming, crying begging him to stop but he wouldn't! And after a week my mom had to leave for...
    cira10012 cira10012 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    I feel like I still haven't completely

    confronted it. I've made a lot of progress from where I was I think, but I still haven't really confronted it. I repeat the story to myself over and over of how it all happened. I tried to get it out of my head by writing it down. But it didn't work because I didn't write it...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know

    raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a virgin. He took my innocence away. it is still going on and I tried to tell "someone" but they just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 23

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Question: How did you gain the courage to tell

    someone what happened? ---- 2 years ago I tried to tell my biological mother what I went through as a kid and then a teen. I couldn't get the words out so my stepmother had me write everything down and then told my mom over the phone. I didn't even write everything down. I...
    LalapaloozaChick LalapaloozaChick 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Oh boo hoo I was molested anal made to dress

    in little girls clothing all this people wringing about being abused should get over themselves i was 10 and I was forced to wear whatever i was told
    subsissy1989 subsissy1989 26-30, M 6 Responses Mar 6

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    It's been almost a year

    since I was sexually assaulted. He laughed. He blamed it on me. He said I wanted it. He got away with it. It still haunts me every day.
    LittleSisu LittleSisu 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 6

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    It happened when I was about 6 years old.

    . My brother and I had two friends, a girl and a boy. They were siblings. We spent loads of time together and got very close. I don't remember much, but one day they forced me into something I am not able forget until this day. The guy used me and I was only 6 years old..I didn't...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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