I Was Sexualy Abused

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    Today I did the most difficult thing: I finally

    spoke to my therapist about the abuse I suffered for 10 years. I gave her a letter so I didn't have to talk about it. I ended up sitting in a corner of her office, crying, but I finally told someone, finally lessened the burden. I feel better about it all already, slightly more...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2015

    Does anyone still see

    that person? How do you deal with your feelings and memories?
    alexsomebody alexsomebody
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Mar 3, 2016

    I was no older than 6

    or 7. I don't even know how it started. I did not realize what had happened until many years later. He is an uncle and sometimes, I can still see his face staring up at me. I've never talked to anyone about this, not even my mom or my best friend. Thank God I don't have to face...
    DeEpInThOuGhT23 DeEpInThOuGhT23
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2016

    Isn't it interesting

    if the one who abused you (assuming someone close) chose to treat you normal afterwards, hoping you forgot about it, but then you tell this person about it and they stop talking to you? i mean if they remember what they've done to you, shouldn't they rather be ashamed and thus...
    smo0ch smo0ch
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2016

    Could you ever imagine people being too shy

    or whatever, when they had known about your abuse and hadn't told anyone because it was so embarrassing to them?
    smo0ch smo0ch
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 12, 2016

    I always tell my self

    that I am not a victim .I can't be a victim.I don't want to be a victim.But you come and destroy everything.The more I try to be happy and heal the more cruelly you violate my soul.Please let me be.I am tired.I am ******* tired.I am aching I am screaming I am hurting only if you...
    moonii moonii
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Jan 2, 2016

    When I was 13 years old,

    I went to the park with 2 of my cousins. One of them was 14 and a girl who I used to play with, the other was 17 and he used to babysit me when my mom worked on the weekends. Anyway we went to the park and I was playing with my cousin steph. Me and her played for a bit until my...
    Broken0923 Broken0923
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Jan 28, 2015

    okay so there are some sick people in this

    world....i joined this group to read stories of people who have been through situations like mine and maybe help someone and maybe learn things about me and then there is that moment that you realize PERVERTS and PEDOPHILES join this group to fuel their fantasies. i think some...
    xxxmeredithxxx xxxmeredithxxx
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Sep 1, 2015

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    MasterJamelAlgerian MasterJamelAlgerian
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 20, 2016

    i dont even know what to write here.

    ... it is kind of embarrassing..... not a lot of people know this... not even my good friends here.... i didnt want to tell them because it made me sad... every time i talk about it it makes me cry. but my momma always tells me talking about things helps... so i will write a...
    Slothislife Slothislife
    18-21, M
    10 Responses Sep 6, 2015

    I'm still not recovered

    but I feel like I can finally tell my story.. So when I was 9 my father's friend abducted me for two hours, he was 53. He took me to his basement.. He undressed me and made me suck his ****.. then he raped me. It was terrible. He did that two weeks in a row. My father was...
    reyruko reyruko
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 3, 2016

    A letter to my assaulters Dear attackers,

    I saw a picture of the both of you yesterday on Facebook. I didn't feel anger and sadness like I used to. My heart dropped. My stomach turned in knots. I gave myself the option to look at the picture 3 times for 10 seconds and I made myself promise to stop after that. I did...
    AttachmentIssues AttachmentIssues
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 5, 2015

    I was sexually abused by many guys

    and girls, some family some not. I just told my friend that when my father was alive, he impregnated me. I never told anyone that besides him until now.
    QueenxChance QueenxChance
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 12, 2016

    It's 2:49am and I still can't sleep

    because every time I close my eyes, I see his face staring back at me...
    TheFluffyGozette TheFluffyGozette
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    Tell somebody. If you can't do it

    for yourself, do it for the next victim. Do it for every single person that has ever endured the pain of it in silence. A huge part of overcoming sexual abuse is accepting it as an occurrence in your life, one that you could never have asked for, no matter what you were wearing...
    AshleyJea AshleyJea
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2015

    And at my grandmother's funeral,

    when he sat directly behind me, breathing down my neck, all the **** talk from before turned to dust and I felt like the weakest person in the world because I could not unleash the fury, the hurricane that he had created inside me. I sat there, frozen in time with only the...
    TheFluffyGozette TheFluffyGozette
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 19, 2015

    I was molested by my own father

    for almost 9 years, but you never hear of such things happening to boys, now do you? Boys are supposed to be the strong ones that don't need care or to feel loved. Well that's not how guys are. Time to crush the ******* feminism and aim for equality!
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Apr 13, 2015

    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra
    36-40, F
    18 Responses Mar 8, 2010

    I was sexually abused often

    as a kid and got pregnant from a rape when I was 11. I became a mother to twins yes twins at 12. It started when I was 5. I'm 14 now, doing well, and my kids are healthy and getting big!
    heavenlygurl heavenlygurl
    16-17, F
    7 Responses Aug 18, 2015

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    Daddyofkitten Daddyofkitten
    26-30, M
    Apr 11, 2016

    I have been told I should be thankful.

    I should be grateful that it was fingers, and not a penis that violated me. That I should just get over it. " It could be worse". Why do you get to tell me how to feel. I know how it felt to yell and cry for him to stop. I know how it felt when he didn't. I know how humiliating...
    LoserMaterial LoserMaterial
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Jun 13, 2015

    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done

    by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not gonna lie but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I was sexually abused by my best friends older brother ( I was 11 ) he was 14 ( looked...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

    ....it's weird because I have the feelings but.

    .. The memory messes with my head It's like having sex and then crying in the middle of it
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    Alright I know I'm not exactly the type of

    person to tell this out loud but I was sexually abused it started when I was really young I was 3 at the time yeah I know most of you think oh she can't possibly remember that but I can and it went on for a long long time every time my dad left me with him he would touch me and...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Sep 16, 2015

    i guess it's ok to put the whole story here ,

    like i said above at age 4 ,not that i remember 4 but i know where i lived when it happened and i lived there till age 4,my uncle must have been around 20 he took me behind the house and took my cloths off .that's all i remember ,but he comes in later. as long as i remember my...
    22-25, M
    Mar 2, 2016

    I was bullied through most of my school years

    which led me to be insecure and scared of trusting people for fear of being rejected. In school I started getting touched by boys but I never reported it because I was afraid of being laughed at or no one would believe me because I was ugly and I'm afraid to date because I'm...
    zram zram
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2016

    I'm so happy this morning.

    I found out my step bro finally messed with the wrong girl and is now in jail for rape.
    Pinkiepie98 Pinkiepie98
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 22, 2016

    i don't like people ask me

    why did that to you? i often get same questions from different people whoever,male,female,they believe everything has reason to happen. i say **** em we don't need reasons to be abused or killed nobody should be put in wrong dangerous situation. so why do u wanna know...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Feb 28, 2016

    Although the title word is missing an "L",

    this doesn't limit my experience. Earlier tonight I asked if a woman being abused and was more innocent in what she knew would impact your decision on dating her and I have to say, gratefully, I had many people support and comfort me. I expected some to troll my question, but I...
    QuiriousMe QuiriousMe
    41-45, F
    21 Responses Jun 16, 2015

    I really need help. I think I may have been

    sexually abused when I was younger, but I'm not sure? It's really conflicting, because the person who did it was my mom. Nearly every night before I went to bed she would make me take off my clothes, lie down and spread my legs so she could "check". Then she would touch me down...
    Samuelss17 Samuelss17
    4 Responses Feb 1, 2016

    But sometimes I wonder

    if it was abuse at all. I wonder if I'd be way less ****** up if labels like that didn't tell me to be victimized. I was so young I didn't think of myself as a victim. Then I got older and everyone is telling me how horrible this **** was. Like if I don't choose to feel...
    apresm0i apresm0i
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 24, 2016

    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

    The man who abused me

    when I was 13 abused my sister. And now my sister wants to press charges which is good but I don't want to get involved. But none of this ever would have happened if i would have just testified against him in the first place when I had the chance. I'm so confused.
    jvanalstine15 jvanalstine15
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2016

    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5
    18-21, F
    48 Responses May 22, 2010

    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know

    raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a virgin. He took my innocence away. it is still going on and I tried to tell "someone" but they just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Jan 23, 2015

    My abuser made it impossible

    for me to be the gender I was born. I have had cystoscopies and other things done to me. He damaged me physically beyond repair. I have ended up between genders. ZVz?z.,.?,?..:??..?.??.?,?,?,?.,?.,.?.??..??.?.,.??.?,?,.?.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,,,.,,,.,.,.,.,,.,,
    deleted deleted
    Mar 22, 2016

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    MasterJamelAlgerian MasterJamelAlgerian
    26-30, M
    Feb 4, 2016

    I was abused from the age of 6 by our next door

    neighbour who was in his 70s. I don't really remember how it all started as at the time I didn't know it was wrong, I used to like to spend time there. my dad had left when I was 3 so I suppose I didn't have anything to compare it to and was just glad of the attention. My mum...
    Facethedemons Facethedemons
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 27, 2015

    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    StevieHailzSatan StevieHailzSatan
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 5, 2014

    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage

    and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his girlfriend to hide the fact he had a wife. He also had 2 kids, which I was unaware of. He and his "girlfriend"(him) was asking over and over for...
    lela201465 lela201465
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jan 25, 2015


    Deadcatt Deadcatt
    26-30, F
    Jan 22, 2016

    My boyfriend who has been hurt

    as well as I have asked me the other day what was wrong and I told him I was upset he says you know by you being upset you never forgave him you must forgive him in order to move on in your life. However I have forgave him I just haven't forgave myself!
    Eloradanan98 Eloradanan98
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2016

    I was healing. I was recovering.

    I was trying to be happy . Until you came again today and violated my soul again. Every touch of your's put my soul on fire. My mind fills with confusion and your with lust. Late at night I simply can't fall sleep, Thinking about how my innocence is snatched from me.Looking...
    moonii moonii
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    I don't even know what to write.

    I have so many thoughts and emotions running through me right now. Some guy I met asked me out to dinner but I turned him down (like I always do) because I'm to scared/nervous/intimidated to be around guys. When will this residual feeling end..
    mylittlesecret96 mylittlesecret96
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 26, 2016

    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Jan 21, 2014

    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

    Do you know a woman has a 262,

    365 chance of being killed by a shark in her lifetime? In that very same lifetime she has a 1 in 6 chance of being raped. We're worried about the wrong predators.
    AttachmentIssues AttachmentIssues
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 15, 2015

    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Apr 9, 2014

    I don't know of this is sexual abuse

    or not I'm not sure. I have a fear of men and boys I'm ok with my brother and dad but with others no. It's just mainly guys and men that are older than me. When I was 8 I went over to my grandmas my aunty was like 12 at that time. I was always staying over and things. Her friend...
    Mariavampiremm Mariavampiremm
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16, 2016

    I was sexually abused

    as a child. I tried to write about it in a question one time on here and people got SUPER MAD AT ME and told me I was a spammer. It was horrible. I asked one simple question that has haunted me my entire life: Why couldn't I get off my Uncle's lap? My brother did. My...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Feb 13, 2016

    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead
    18-21, F
    21 Responses Oct 9, 2013

    I never shared this with anyone ,

    but when i was a teen my dad was yelling at me and suddenly he hit me on my boobs!!! I was shocked i felt violated , but to be fair he was trying to hit my sholder not boobs .
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2016

    My brother just hit me 😭my back arms hurt me

    and my thighs are bloody i am weak because i am a girl and I can't defend myself I hate that i want to live alone
    savi3600 savi3600
    16-17, F
    Feb 20, 2016

    I don't remember it, just what I heard about it.

    I am the last in a long chain. I don't have a great line when it comes to sexualy. it was normal. I didn't know how to stop and then one day I decided it would stop. I got three charges of statutory rap and went to juvenile detention. the other day I had a completion...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld
    36-40, M
    Apr 9, 2016

    I was sexually abused by my step-father

    for many years and raped as an adult by an ex-boyfriend. It took me many years to come to grips with what had been done to me and to learn to love myself in spite of it. I have come to grips with it, though. And I have come to love myself in ways others never could.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2015

    This just happened today ,

    i was standing in the street with my sis waiting for a taxi and a guy who was following us all day just walked by me and then he slapped my arse and said call me !!!😱😲 i didnt comprehend what he did till i left the area i didnt even fight back😳
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2016

    By multiple people at different times

    throughout my childhood. Mostly family but also my first boyfriend and employees at my day care and middle school.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2016

    It's a long story quite ugly.

    It involved a male friend of my Mother's. I don't see her anymore.
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 28, 2016
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