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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know

    raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a virgin. He took my innocence away. it is still going on and I tried to tell "someone" but they just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 23

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    I still am by my dad

    and my mom and my brother and my sister just stands there watching it all terrified I'm not allowed to leave my house or leave my room
    kailynferg kailynferg 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    How do you tell someone

    that sexual abuse is the reason you are asexual and scared of relationships ??? Nobody understands
    AnoynomousReader AnoynomousReader 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough

    for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It only feels that way because i had to grow up quickly. The night it happened, my older brother came home from college and some of his friends came...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    Hey everyone, i would like to post my

    experience, because i want to ask for suggestion... So my story begins, 2 years ago i met a guy, i was a freshman in college and he was my classmates (he is untill now), we were such a good friends, an d a couple of months later, we started dating. It was approximately, a 1 year...
    wonderfulparis wonderfulparis 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 22

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    i don't talk much on this topic

    since it's hard for me to talk about.
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 17

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    My name is Karly I just turned 16

    and I am from Michigan but currently live in Florida. When I was younger my dad used to beat me and my sisters so my mom and dad got a divorce. When I was 11 we moved to Florida to stay with my uncle. When I was 11 my uncle raped me for 2 years so I told my mom and we moved out...
    allaboutkarly allaboutkarly 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was 12 and I had to live with my mom's

    stepfather and my grandma, so he was an alcoholic and my mom was pregnant so he had to take care of me. We were on a couch watching tv and he started to put his finger into my mouth for me to suck It and he started to touch my boobs and it went on for like a year
    melissac1999 melissac1999 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I was sexual assaulted

    when I was 9 by my father, it happend on 3 occasions of what I can remember ! I told my family they didn't believe me and told me to just never mention it again so I didn't. Years went by when I had nightmares about being raped ect horrid and felt so real, I'm 25 now and have 2...
    jade101189 jade101189 22-25, F 4 Responses May 7

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    When I was 13 years old,

    I went to the park with 2 of my cousins. One of them was 14 and a girl who I used to play with, the other was 17 and he used to babysit me when my mom worked on the weekends. Anyway we went to the park and I was playing with my cousin steph. Me and her played for a bit until my...
    Broken0923 Broken0923 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 28

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    A letter to my assaulters Dear attackers,

    I saw a picture of the both of you yesterday on Facebook. I didn't feel anger and sadness like I used to. My heart dropped. My stomach turned in knots. I gave myself the option to look at the picture 3 times for 10 seconds and I made myself promise to stop after that. I did...
    AttachmentIssues AttachmentIssues 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 5

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    Now I like older guys,

    but it's not about sex. I really want to love them but they only want me for one thing. There is just something I find so sexy about older guys..
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 9

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    last year I experienced it.

    i sometimes feel suicidal now and I get depressed.
    behnam99 behnam99 13-15, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage

    and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his girlfriend to hide the fact he had a wife. He also had 2 kids, which I was unaware of. He and his "girlfriend"(him) was asking over and over for...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 11 Responses Jan 25

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    I am so glad to be away from you.

    For some reason when I write this, I'm scared you'll see it. I know you won't. I know I've left you far, far behind and the relief that gives me is overwhelming. I can finally sleep in peace at night again. Nights belong to ME now. My body belongs to ME. I'm already working on...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    It happened when I was about 6 years old.

    . My brother and I had two friends, a girl and a boy. They were siblings. We spent loads of time together and got very close. I don't remember much, but one day they forced me into something I am not able forget until this day. The guy used me and I was only 6 years old..I didn't...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    it started a couple of years ago

    when I was babysitting for a family member... she was out with friends and her partner was at work when he came home which I wasnt expecting we were just talking normally as we always have but then he started touching me and making inappropriate comments. I told him to stop and...
    xblondex xblondex 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I was abused by my dad

    as a kid. Used to use physical examinations and inspections as an excuse to get me nude. pm me if you want to know more
    gazzad81 gazzad81 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 17

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    I don't really talk about this much there's a

    very limited number even aware this happened to me but its been on my mind a lot. I was 3 when it started, my dad started raping and molesting me. I had no say he would always say it was how he loved me. it took away my childhood causing me to be quiet and broken but alone. I...
    Blondejokes247 Blondejokes247 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I was molested by my own father

    for almost 9 years, but you never hear of such things happening to boys, now do you? Boys are supposed to be the strong ones that don't need care or to feel loved. Well that's not how guys are. Time to crush the ******* feminism and aim for equality!
    DexterMalloween DexterMalloween 13-15, M 9 Responses Apr 13

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    I lived with my uncle

    for around 18 months. He abused me everyday sometimes for 5 minutes, sometimes for 5 hours, and said that he would kill me if I ever spoke out and told anyone. He scared me and I still have nightmares about him a year later. I hate his guts and I'm glad he's dead!
    Escapist101 Escapist101 13-15, F 9 Responses May 12

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    a boy i thought was sweet

    and gentle turned into a dominating monster and i had to take the full throttle version at home when no one could hear or see, i was torn up and made a ***** , what ever he wanted was my command against will or was lookig at more pain in my near future , risistance was futile...
    jodyjames2397 jodyjames2397 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I feel like I still haven't completely

    confronted it. I've made a lot of progress from where I was I think, but I still haven't really confronted it. I repeat the story to myself over and over of how it all happened. I tried to get it out of my head by writing it down. But it didn't work because I didn't write it...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I've never had the guts to talk to anyone about

    this before but here goes. When I was about 5/6 I used to be looked after by my neighbour after school when my parents were at work. She was really nice and took care of me pretty much every day. She had 1 daughter and 1 son who were quite a lot older than me. Her daughter was...
    Barakate Barakate 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 7

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    Yesterday I met up with two friends I haven't

    seen in a long time, we had a beer each and one of my friends hat to go. Me and the other friend thought it would be nice to have a couple of drinks at the lake and talk about old stuff. I had 3 beers when I felt a bit tired. As I was with a friend I thought it wouldn't be...
    Pollyoll Pollyoll 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    when i was a kid, a guy pushed me into the

    public bathoom. he touched me on a lot of private areas. i was screaming and crying. he showed me his sex, and since that day i've never been the same person again. i never have been so scared before. this is also the reason why i'm a lesbian.
    behindsomemusic behindsomemusic 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I have been several times.

    One was over a period of six months. He would touch me in front of all his friends and force me to do stuff with him. He said if he didn't that he would shoot me. Couple of months later, I got raped. I'm forever & severely traumatized by these events in my life. If you're a...
    scaredscarlet scaredscarlet 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I...was sold as a "sex worker" ( a sex slave)

    to the red light district. A currency to pay family debts. I was a thing. The things done. And the things I saw. Horrible. Unspeakable. Evil. Too evil. Where I am now....America...this is freedom. My past.... This is why I am me. I'm direct. I don't feel pity. I don't...
    AnnaEsthesia AnnaEsthesia 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 6

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    I was abused when I was a child.

    I'm 22 now and have a 1 year old and trying so hard to deal with my, I have had counselling on many occasions with different people and I still feel as though I have no one who actually understands. he used to lock me in the cupboards while he did it to me. he used to pretend...
    JenniferSmith2658 JenniferSmith2658 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Although the title word is missing an "L",

    this doesn't limit my experience. Earlier tonight I asked if a woman being abused and was more innocent in what she knew would impact your decision on dating her and I have to say, gratefully, I had many people support and comfort me. I expected some to troll my question, but I...
    QuiriousMe QuiriousMe 41-45, F 19 Responses Jun 16

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    I have been told I should be thankful.

    I should be grateful that it was fingers, and not a penis that violated me. That I should just get over it. " It could be worse". Why do you get to tell me how to feel. I know how it felt to yell and cry for him to stop. I know how it felt when he didn't. I know how humiliating...
    LoserMaterial LoserMaterial 16-17, F 9 Responses Jun 13

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    create1908 create1908 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    Question: How did you gain the courage to tell

    someone what happened? ---- 2 years ago I tried to tell my biological mother what I went through as a kid and then a teen. I couldn't get the words out so my stepmother had me write everything down and then told my mom over the phone. I didn't even write everything down. I...
    LalapaloozaChick LalapaloozaChick 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 29

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    I was 9 when it started.

    my mom was a single mom and my older cousin would babysit me. He was funny and fun to be around until one day he wanted to play a game, we started playing that game everyday. he made me do some seriously messed up stuff. I finally told my mom she was awesome! she was my rock! I...
    RachelMichaela97 RachelMichaela97 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I had a decent life until graduation.

    I always have had pain and found out I have Fibromyalgia from my dad's side of the family. I lost all my friends so when an old friend offered to help me out with my illness and job if I move to his city I was so happy. He first seemed so nice and said he wanted to be my...
    butterflyangels2387 butterflyangels2387 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    People treat me differently

    when I tell them what happened in the past...so I've stopped talking about it all together. But now it's eating me alive! I get flashbacks and the nightmares are terrifying. Ugh I hate this! I have so much anger toward the person who did this to me. I'm not sure if I'll ever...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was molested by my step brother on multiple

    accounts. Just kissing me "innocently". I was also abused as a child and my father touched me inappropriately once and apologized immediately. Saying he just couldn't believe how grown i had gotten. I feel like that ruined my perspective on men and how they are all dogs. And I...
    lovlife101 lovlife101 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I was sold as a "sex worker" ( a sex slave) to

    the red light district. A currency to pay family debts. I was a thing. The things done. And the things I saw. Horrible. Unspeakable. Evil. Too evil. Where I am now....America...this is freedom. My past.... This is why I am me. I'm direct. I don't feel pity. I don't wallow. I go...
    create1908 create1908 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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