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    I was sexually abused by my aunt

    and grand mother. They convinced me that they were teaching me the ways of women. I was sixteen and seventeen and didn't realize that my org---s were a turn on for them and that I was slowly turning Bi and as I am now a lesbian. Of course it didn't help that we were out in the...
    JeanColby JeanColby 18-21, F Oct 23

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    It still hurts sometimes

    even though it was so long ago.
    tigersfan195 tigersfan195 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 19

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    Nothing Worse Than....

    I can't imagine anything worse than your parents not believing you about your abuse. I was one of the lucky ones - my mother believed me instantly and kicked the bastard outta the house and called the police.  But I've read so many stories in magazines and on here where...
    Meeoko Meeoko 18-21, F Mar 31, 2010

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    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done

    by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not gonna lie but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I was sexually abused by my best friends older brother ( I was 11 ) he was 14 ( looked...
    RyRyOfAwesomness RyRyOfAwesomness 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I had a severe flashback last night.

    How do you guys cope with them? I was trying everything, telling myself it wasn't happening, that it was over, trying to make myself aware of the room around me by using my senses, but nothing seemed to help.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    In high school i was sexually assaulted by an

    old friend who could not control himself around me. It was terrible how no one bothered to help and his friends just laughed.
    Danae102 Danae102 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 23

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    I've been thinking about weather to post this

    or not, but I've decided I will, as you people may be of some help. Make me feel somewhat better I hope. This is my story. Sorry if it's so long. It all started when I was about 6 or 7 years old. I can't really remember. To be honest, I don't want to remember. When I was...
    myusernameisusername1 myusernameisusername1 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    When I was 19, I was seduced

    and lied to. I didn't want to sleep with him but did. He made me think I cared about him, and that he cared about me. If anyone else has experienced this, please message me. I can't deal with the memories anymore.
    thebluebirdandherwritingdesk thebluebirdandherwritingdesk 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 9

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    I was molested before by different people but,

    I'm not hung up on the past. I moved on and don't pay attention to the guys who've done it.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Does anyone else feel the need to go sleep with

    the first guy that gives them some attention after being rejected by someone we love? Or am I just screwed up...
    Prettybutterfly88 Prettybutterfly88 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    It's hard when if feels like everyone is just

    hoping you forget it and act like it never happened... And makes you feel bad cause they think your making them take sides.He may have forgotten but I haven't ...
    tigersfan195 tigersfan195 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 6

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    My abuser never was found guilty

    because there is no physical evidence, and he still works in my school
    StephanieWales25 StephanieWales25 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle

    and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle even made me give him hickeys and he would make me dry hump him,and he would rub his bulge, I was terrified both times... And I just let...
    Score16 Score16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    My brother abused me

    for 7 years. I just recently was able to find that courage to tell someone. Now I'm free from the physical abuse but I'm still scarred. It affects my life so much. I feel disgusting and awkward. My boyfriend tries to help but I push him away. I feel alone.
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 16

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    mlizer mlizer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9

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    My boyfriend dumped me

    because I got raped 😭
    elizabethjay elizabethjay 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 19

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    when i was really little my dad used to

    sexually abuse me... he used to make me do things... i told my mom and she didn't believe me... my parents broke up when i was 7 and my mom started dating this man and he abused me too and when my mom found out she blamed it on me.. they broke up too and i had really bad...
    emmaline7904 emmaline7904 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    I lay in my bed this morning thinking about it

    all. Every last little detail of what happened. Then I realized I was thinking about it.. and I started to think about why I was thinking about it. It happened 8 years ago.. on September 30. That's why I was thinking about it.. because the "anniversary" is coming up. It's almost...
    bubblefishkiss bubblefishkiss 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 21

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    I was 5 when my mom broke up with my

    and dad got a divorce and when I was 7 she moved on and started dating other people her boyfriend was very nice to me then he started acting weird and he started touching me then when I was 10 he raped me and I told my mom but she didn't believe me I told her 2 times and she...
    meredithcher meredithcher 16-17, F 8 Responses Oct 4

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    Lately my life is spinning out of control,

    all because of having flashbacks this week. I was orally raped by my ex-boyfriend, and he also coerced me into letting him put his hands down my pants and take photos of myself. He also would look at me and feel me up while he thought I was sleeping. If I started to stop him...
    luna1912 luna1912 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 24

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    I can handle most of it.

    I can handle the flashbacks and not being able to smell cigarette smoke or see certain cars or having to leave certain situations but I'm getting really tired of never sleeping. All day I stay strong and I come home at night and I'm too scared to turn the light off then after...
    musikachick musikachick 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    "M" is for molester,

    because that's exactly what you are "O" is for obsessive, because that's what's gotten you this far "N" is for nobody, because that's all you'll ever be "S" is for survival, **** you dad, that's for me "T" is for torture, because it's the beat of your heart "E" is for...
    FLH010115 FLH010115 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    No actual touching happened.

    But lots of horrible things said and done. I feel like it was my fault :'( I shld have just stopped it from happening
    xxalicerosexx xxalicerosexx 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 25

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    When I was 4 my mom and dad got a divorce.

    When I was 7 she starting dating someone name Mike. When I was 8 he started to touch me it went on for 2 years. Then he stopped and starting again when I was 13. And he raped me I was screaming, crying begging him to stop but he wouldn't! And after a week my mom had to leave for...
    cira10012 cira10012 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    years... years of torture.

    .. years of whispering
    foreverandalwaysgoodbye foreverandalwaysgoodbye 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I am still young and the memory will always be

    there. I remembered one thing from those eight days?keep your wits and never give up.
    xyzz4730 xyzz4730 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 31

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    I was 8 when this new kid Jake had moved in to

    my neighbor hood he was two years older then me. we would always hang out. i became close with is step dad and his mom i stated calling his step dad my dad when i was ten and has me and Jake got older we started to grow apart but i still remained close to him and his family i...
    godsgift1993 godsgift1993 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 23

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    Any One Agree With Me?

    So a year ago I lived with a sex offender and I'm just stuck in place with my faith with God, or its not really there anymore....... & my friend goes "there's people who had worse things happen to them out there and still use Jesus as their rock. So here's my reply... I'm...
    OneMoreDay8248 OneMoreDay8248 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    at first I thought I was in the wrong

    until I read so many other people on here with similar things happen to them. thigh I'm not sure when to begin really it all started when I was 3. my dad just got remarried to very rude lady. her daughter and I got put in the same room. she was 6. she asked me one night if I...
    babygirl102514 babygirl102514 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 27

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    I was sexually abuse by my cousins from the age

    if 7 to 9. He use to touch me and make me touch him. I never thought it affected me or meant anything because I blocked it out for so long ! But as I got older and was with my first boyfriend who I was with for 5 years I started to feel it became more if an issue ! Like I'd feel...
    jenjen94 jenjen94 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    saw a sibling throwing the neck

    and I thought it was OK so I.... , I took a bath st my older cousins house and they told me to get in their underwear and I was scared and asked for a towel, they begged me but then just settled for fondling my little Cheeto, ?? do girls crave sex or NaW? ??
    dksl14 dksl14 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    lately i have been having flashbacks of

    when i was younger around the ages 6-9 of me being molested. i dont know who it was but i know it was a male. some things are still very blurry to me. i have always thought/known i was but now with the flashbacks its becoming real. I feel like im a child again im so scared and...
    crescentmoonn crescentmoonn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    *sigh* Sometimes i hate life,

    my life that is. but i should be grateful that im even alive is because of God. what do you do when your older sister reads your journal, which she learns that her "faithful" husband has been abusing her little sister for 3 years. then the older sister confronts the victim. for...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 13 Responses Aug 8

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 13-15, F 19 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    There is a reflection of pain in her eyes,

    as she fights back tears. Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years. Innocence gone. Just taken away. Struggling to deal with it and be free someday. Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries. Just another young girl getting some attention...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I'm doing very well today,

    and for once in a really long time I feel good bout myself. My body, my looks, everything. It's a good day(:
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F May 17

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Everyone on this page be careful

    who you share your stories with! There are a lot of people getting off to abuse stories like this as sickening as it is.
    ljevans1234 ljevans1234 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 9

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough

    for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It only feels that way because i had to grow up quickly. The night it happened, my older brother came home from college and some of his friends came...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Story 3"dad Why Would You Do This To Your Little Girl"

    I was just 10 years old when my mom and dad got a divorce. A mouth later my dad was moving in to a different place. Me and my little brother were going to his house on the weekends. Than I thought I was safe because the sexually abuse stop for awhile. But really it didn't at all...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    Reinya85 Reinya85 26-30 4 Responses Apr 4

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    Someone Help Me.

    This is my second profile on EP. I wrote my story but then deleted it because every now and then I used to read it and cry. I thought deleting what I wrote will make me forget everything, but it didn't happen. So I'm here again. Yes I know, and I accept I was sexually abuse...
    TiredOfRunning TiredOfRunning 18-21, F 23 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    It started when I was six,

    I think. Things were going downhill with my mom and her abusive husband--my ex-step loser--and all I really had was my brother, who's three years older than me. Anyway, when we went to go live with my dad and new step-mom, my brother started to, well, you know... touch me. At...
    infintyandbeyond infintyandbeyond 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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