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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 21

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    I was sexually abused by my older brother

    and I told my mom but she didn't really seem to take much concern and it honestly kills me inside to ever be around him
    hellandtoast666 hellandtoast666 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 17 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    years... years of torture.

    .. years of whispering
    foreverandalwaysgoodbye foreverandalwaysgoodbye 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    at first I thought I was in the wrong

    until I read so many other people on here with similar things happen to them. thigh I'm not sure when to begin really it all started when I was 3. my dad just got remarried to very rude lady. her daughter and I got put in the same room. she was 6. she asked me one night if I...
    babygirl102514 babygirl102514 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    On Sexual Abuse I will go,

    with the reason I am composing this letter, this is I'm sending this missive, because my daughter who is 8, was sexually assaulted, By my 22 year old daughter and her boyfriend when she was 7. She made the outcry, around August 6th of this month 2014. I immediately, went to...
    IrmaH IrmaH 36-40 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Story 3"dad Why Would You Do This To Your Little Girl"

    I was just 10 years old when my mom and dad got a divorce. A mouth later my dad was moving in to a different place. Me and my little brother were going to his house on the weekends. Than I thought I was safe because the sexually abuse stop for awhile. But really it didn't at all...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    Someone Help Me.

    This is my second profile on EP. I wrote my story but then deleted it because every now and then I used to read it and cry. I thought deleting what I wrote will make me forget everything, but it didn't happen. So I'm here again. Yes I know, and I accept I was sexually abuse...
    TiredOfRunning TiredOfRunning 18-21, F 23 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    my new baby girl was the result of long term

    sexual abuse... im scared she will look like my abuser or be violent or something... she's also had cystic fibrosis and there is so cure.. but i don't want to abandon my child
    ana097 ana097 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I Was Sexually Abused When i Was Eleven At

    School In The Bathroom My Fifth Grade Year In My Home Town. I Thought Telling A Teacher Was The Right Thing.... Boy Was I Wrong Because The Way I Wa Raped I Wasn't Really Able To See My Attacker And I Didn't Recognize Him. So The School Didn't Want Bad Press Or A Bad Name And...
    litredd litredd 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    There is a reflection of pain in her eyes,

    as she fights back tears. Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years. Innocence gone. Just taken away. Struggling to deal with it and be free someday. Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries. Just another young girl getting some attention...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I need to talk to someone.

    10 years ago. Something happened. It's ruining me and the person I love. Please, someone???
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 9

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    Reinya85 Reinya85 26-30 5 Responses Apr 4

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    My boyfriend dumped me

    because I got raped 😭
    elizabethjay elizabethjay 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 19

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    Two years ago at the age of 10 I was sexually

    abused in middle school. I joined this school and these two boys who were much older than me showed me around and I settled in very well to this new school. Weeks after joining this school it all started. I was sitting down by myself and my two 'friends' came along and sat next...
    ImHidingBehindThisName ImHidingBehindThisName 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    Basic Story Of My Abuse

    I was abused by a step-father from the age of seven to eleven. I was told everyday that if I told anyone that I would be killed. For five years I dealt with the physical abuse, mental torture and abuse. He would beat me and laugh at me. He found out I was afraid of mice and he...
    Brokenlikeaturtleshell Brokenlikeaturtleshell 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 9, 2012

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    My foster mom had me sexually abused in the

    hospital. By a "doctor". I was seven. I had many many hospital stays growing up, treating my chronic lung condition. I'm a victim of doctor screw ups. They treated me for cancer. When all I had was a lymphatic tumor. It would have gone away on its own. But doctors removed it...
    iMinnow iMinnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Before, i was unable to tell this story.

    It was very hard. The only way i have managed to come through in speaking of it was to talk to a friend about it, then soon another friend, and a boyfriend and so on till i finally told my mom, 10 years later. Many people know of my story now. I am not ashamed of it. When i was...
    iris801 iris801 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I was sexually abused

    and I feel like no one else knows how I feel x x x
    elizabethjay elizabethjay 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 31

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    Any One Agree With Me?

    So a year ago I lived with a sex offender and I'm just stuck in place with my faith with God, or its not really there anymore....... & my friend goes "there's people who had worse things happen to them out there and still use Jesus as their rock. So here's my reply... I'm...
    OneMoreDay8248 OneMoreDay8248 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    Tips on how to not be scared of relationships?

    I'm terrified of them but I also really don't want to die alone. I want a boyfriend but after what's happened I freak out every time I interact with a guy I could potentially like and end up purposely avoiding contact (being flighty) or even acting cold just because I'm so...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle

    and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle even made me give him hickeys and he would make me dry hump him,and he would rub his bulge, I was terrified both times... And I just let...
    Score16 Score16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Today I made a statement

    for the police about my rape that happened before Christmas. I'm shocked by how much it took out of me.
    claireoblast claireoblast 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I was 5 when my mom broke up with my

    and dad got a divorce and when I was 7 she moved on and started dating other people her boyfriend was very nice to me then he started acting weird and he started touching me then when I was 10 he raped me and I told my mom but she didn't believe me I told her 2 times and she...
    meredithcher meredithcher 16-17, F 8 Responses Oct 4

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    mlizer mlizer 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    This is again when I was young,

    around 8-10yrs, may be..... My cousin was staying in my grandpa's place and was working somewhere. He should've been in his early 20s. Whenever I used to go over to stay @ my grandma's place, he used to insist that I sleep with him under the pretext that he'll tell stories...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 30

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    NoxiousUnicorn NoxiousUnicorn 13-15, F 5 Responses May 5

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    My brother abused me

    for 7 years. I just recently was able to find that courage to tell someone. Now I'm free from the physical abuse but I'm still scarred. It affects my life so much. I feel disgusting and awkward. My boyfriend tries to help but I push him away. I feel alone.
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 16

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    As a child I was sexually abused by my father

    it went on for year I was eight when it first happened nine when I ended it first I really didn't know what was going on he would call me into his room tell me to take off my clothes the knowing on top of them then he would dry hump,finger or make me do sexual acts to him tell...
    Somechick47 Somechick47 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 23

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    "M" is for molester,

    because that's exactly what you are "O" is for obsessive, because that's what's gotten you this far "N" is for nobody, because that's all you'll ever be "S" is for survival, **** you dad, that's for me "T" is for torture, because it's the beat of your heart "E" is for...
    FLH010115 FLH010115 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    I was sexually abused by my aunt

    and grand mother. They convinced me that they were teaching me the ways of women. I was sixteen and seventeen and didn't realize that my org---s were a turn on for them and that I was slowly turning Bi and as I am now a lesbian. Of course it didn't help that we were out in the...
    JeanColby JeanColby 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    It still hurts sometimes

    even though it was so long ago.
    tigersfan195 tigersfan195 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 19

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    No actual touching happened.

    But lots of horrible things said and done. I feel like it was my fault :'( I shld have just stopped it from happening
    xxalicerosexx xxalicerosexx 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I can handle most of it.

    I can handle the flashbacks and not being able to smell cigarette smoke or see certain cars or having to leave certain situations but I'm getting really tired of never sleeping. All day I stay strong and I come home at night and I'm too scared to turn the light off then after...
    musikachick musikachick 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    By My Elder Cousin!

    i must have been around 9 years and my cousin was 19 then. we were at my grandparents house and we were sleeping on the same bed. well he was my elder cousin and I never thought he would be my first kiss. but he did and I had no idea back then what it meant. it happened every...
    Girlygirl89 Girlygirl89 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I've been thinking about weather to post this

    or not, but I've decided I will, as you people may be of some help. Make me feel somewhat better I hope. This is my story. Sorry if it's so long. It all started when I was about 6 or 7 years old. I can't really remember. To be honest, I don't want to remember. When I was...
    myusernameisusername1 myusernameisusername1 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    When I was 14 I had been put on a work

    experience project by the school. I was working for two weeks in a hotel. The manager there was in his mid 20's and after the placement was over he got my number and text me asking to meet up. I was confused and at that age I was very Vulnerable. So we met up and I got into his...
    monstahmash monstahmash 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Nothing Worse Than....

    I can't imagine anything worse than your parents not believing you about your abuse. I was one of the lucky ones - my mother believed me instantly and kicked the bastard outta the house and called the police.  But I've read so many stories in magazines and on here where...
    Meeoko Meeoko 18-21, F Mar 31, 2010

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    lately i have been having flashbacks of

    when i was younger around the ages 6-9 of me being molested. i dont know who it was but i know it was a male. some things are still very blurry to me. i have always thought/known i was but now with the flashbacks its becoming real. I feel like im a child again im so scared and...
    crescentmoonn crescentmoonn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    I was sexually abuse by a women.

    I want to talk about as often as I can to receive support and grow. I want to hear others stories about same sex abuse.
    thesecrettearkeeper thesecrettearkeeper 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I was 8 when this new kid Jake had moved in to

    my neighbor hood he was two years older then me. we would always hang out. i became close with is step dad and his mom i stated calling his step dad my dad when i was ten and has me and Jake got older we started to grow apart but i still remained close to him and his family i...
    godsgift1993 godsgift1993 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 13-15, F 18 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    In high school i was sexually assaulted by an

    old friend who could not control himself around me. It was terrible how no one bothered to help and his friends just laughed.
    Danae102 Danae102 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I lay in my bed this morning thinking about it

    all. Every last little detail of what happened. Then I realized I was thinking about it.. and I started to think about why I was thinking about it. It happened 8 years ago.. on September 30. That's why I was thinking about it.. because the "anniversary" is coming up. It's almost...
    bubblefishkiss bubblefishkiss 26-30, F Sep 25

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    I'm doing very well today,

    and for once in a really long time I feel good bout myself. My body, my looks, everything. It's a good day(:
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F May 17

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    Lately my life is spinning out of control,

    all because of having flashbacks this week. I was orally raped by my ex-boyfriend, and he also coerced me into letting him put his hands down my pants and take photos of myself. He also would look at me and feel me up while he thought I was sleeping. If I started to stop him...
    luna1912 luna1912 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is a sensitive subj to talk about,

    when I was 5-6 I was sexually abused by my uncle, I still remember everything although in 16 now. I never did something about it, I still see him now , I never told anyone which is a big secret to keep.. he act normally now he thinks that I don't remember anything from the past...
    myownmind2 myownmind2 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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