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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I am very sexual. Does this have to do with

    being sexually abused so much in my life? Or is it possible I am just one of those woman who have a naturally high sex drive? I don't really understand.
    xoxo95 xoxo95 18-21, F 12 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I was 4 my mom and dad got a divorce.

    When I was 7 she starting dating someone name Mike. When I was 8 he started to touch me it went on for 2 years. Then he stopped and starting again when I was 13. And he raped me I was screaming, crying begging him to stop but he wouldn't! And after a week my mom had to leave for...
    cira10012 cira10012 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    My story is when I was 6 years old my father

    began to sexually abuse me. I'm not talking just a touch here or there. I mean he raped me. He made me have sex with other men not for money, but because he liked it in a sick perverted way. He continued to abuse me until I was 16. I remained quiet about the abuse until I was 20...
    Chrissiwho1989 Chrissiwho1989 26-30 4 Responses Aug 7

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 16-17, F 21 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    Well mine happed when i was 4

    and it happent when my mother died, she killed herself. My dad started doing things I rather not go into details but it was and it is really hard for me to more on it stoped when I was 9 he went to jail cause they found child pornogrophy in his work conputer and there was some...
    BoyLover3 BoyLover3 13-15, M 4 Responses May 15

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    I was sexually abused

    when I was 7 and he was 14 I recently came to realize what he did still have impacts today I do things I don't want to do after do something sexually I get guilt sad depressed away from the World it's not fair my mom doesn't know about it I'm just scared feel like it my fault...
    cocohope21 cocohope21 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I was 9 when it started.

    my mom was a single mom and my older cousin would babysit me. He was funny and fun to be around until one day he wanted to play a game, we started playing that game everyday. he made me do some seriously messed up stuff. I finally told my mom she was awesome! she was my rock! I...
    RachelMichaela97 RachelMichaela97 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I would like opinions on what you guys think.

    It may be a little long but please listen. It starts when I was maybe five. Please keep in mind I am diagnosed GAD and sleepwalk/talk and show all signs of abuse without actually remembering it. Because I sleep walk and talk I was prescribed ambien to help me stay in bed at...
    LynnT94 LynnT94 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was molested by my uncle

    when I was 5 or 6. Just 2 nights ago night I had a flashback and couldn't deny it anymore. There is no mood icon for the initial "suicidal" mood that I was in. I am better now but I still feel so hurt and confused. I know I'm lucky to have the support of my friends because I...
    Hurt40YearOldBoy Hurt40YearOldBoy 36-40, M 4 Responses Aug 5

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    I was abused from the age of 6 by our next door

    neighbour who was in his 70s. I don't really remember how it all started as at the time I didn't know it was wrong, I used to like to spend time there. my dad had left when I was 3 so I suppose I didn't have anything to compare it to and was just glad of the attention. My mum...
    Facethedemons Facethedemons 22-25, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    When I was 13 years old,

    I went to the park with 2 of my cousins. One of them was 14 and a girl who I used to play with, the other was 17 and he used to babysit me when my mom worked on the weekends. Anyway we went to the park and I was playing with my cousin steph. Me and her played for a bit until my...
    Broken0923 Broken0923 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 28

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    For as long as I can remember

    until about two years ago I was sexually abused. Two years ago I put an end to it and began what I thought was recovery.. And then hit what I thought was the end of recovery and when I could call myself a true survivor who moved on. I found an amazing guy who became my boyfriend...
    NikkyBP NikkyBP 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage

    and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his girlfriend to hide the fact he had a wife. He also had 2 kids, which I was unaware of. He and his "girlfriend"(him) was asking over and over for...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 11 Responses Jan 25

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    it started a couple of years ago

    when I was babysitting for a family member... she was out with friends and her partner was at work when he came home which I wasnt expecting we were just talking normally as we always have but then he started touching me and making inappropriate comments. I told him to stop and...
    xblondex xblondex 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    I'm 16 years old. I was on vacation with my

    family in Mexico at an all inclusive resort. My cousin would get me drinks and we would drink together with some other people we had met. Sometime during the night my cousin disappeared with some girl, and left me with the 3 other guys and 1 other girl. I went to the bathroom to...
    Sarah3llen Sarah3llen 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 1

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough

    for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It only feels that way because i had to grow up quickly. The night it happened, my older brother came home from college and some of his friends came...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2014

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    Sometimes I'll be watching TV

    or cooking or in the shower or just doing nothing and have flashbacks of every time something happened. My heart starts beating very hard and I start to cry. Sometimes, from other people's perspective I stare into space and I guess they call me but I can't hear them. The...
    HelloEla HelloEla 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    InutileSuicide InutileSuicide 16-17, F 4 Responses May 5, 2014

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    I had a very rough childhood,

    my parents lost custody of me a few times and I went into 11 foster homes throughout my life and got kicked out or switched. The first foster home I went in I was 3, and I was molested, the second I was 7 and raped. The rest I usually got kicked out or put back with my parents...
    erxnio erxnio 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I lived with my uncle

    for around 18 months. He abused me everyday sometimes for 5 minutes, sometimes for 5 hours, and said that he would kill me if I ever spoke out and told anyone. He scared me and I still have nightmares about him a year later. I hate his guts and I'm glad he's dead!
    Escapist101 Escapist101 13-15, F 8 Responses May 12

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    I was sexually abused often

    as a kid and got pregnant from a rape when I was 11. I became a mother to twins yes twins at 12. It started when I was 5. I'm 14 now, doing well, and my kids are healthy and getting big!
    heavenlygurl heavenlygurl 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    by my cousin and his friend

    and my mom's boyfriend's daughter
    Suspect00 Suspect00 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 7

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Everyone on this page be careful

    who you share your stories with! There are a lot of people getting off to abuse stories like this as sickening as it is.
    LittlePrincess01 LittlePrincess01 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I was sexual assaulted

    when I was 9 by my father, it happend on 3 occasions of what I can remember ! I told my family they didn't believe me and told me to just never mention it again so I didn't. Years went by when I had nightmares about being raped ect horrid and felt so real, I'm 25 now and have 2...
    jade101189 jade101189 22-25, F 4 Responses May 7

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    I was the victim of sexual abuse,

    begining when I was 4 and lasting until I was 16. My abuser was an older female relative, I've only recently been able to talk about what happened to me with a professional. I still haven't told anyone in my family who my abuser was or gone into detail about what went on. Being...
    Jonathanwest7 Jonathanwest7 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    When i was 5 years old

    until i was 7 i was sexually abused by my second cousins ,every summer i would go to my grandparents house for vacations. They were touching my private parts and licking them and observing them. At that time I didn't know what they were doing and that it was wrong. I forgot...
    Anonymouschild2015 Anonymouschild2015 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I have been several times.

    One was over a period of six months. He would touch me in front of all his friends and force me to do stuff with him. He said if he didn't that he would shoot me. Couple of months later, I got raped. I'm forever & severely traumatized by these events in my life. If you're a...
    scaredscarlet scaredscarlet 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Although the title word is missing an "L",

    this doesn't limit my experience. Earlier tonight I asked if a woman being abused and was more innocent in what she knew would impact your decision on dating her and I have to say, gratefully, I had many people support and comfort me. I expected some to troll my question, but I...
    QuiriousMe QuiriousMe 41-45, F 23 Responses Jun 16

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    My name is Karly I just turned 16

    and I am from Michigan but currently live in Florida. When I was younger my dad used to beat me and my sisters so my mom and dad got a divorce. When I was 11 we moved to Florida to stay with my uncle. When I was 11 my uncle raped me for 2 years so I told my mom and we moved out...
    allaboutkarly allaboutkarly 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 27

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    It happened when I was about 6 years old.

    . My brother and I had two friends, a girl and a boy. They were siblings. We spent loads of time together and got very close. I don't remember much, but one day they forced me into something I am not able forget until this day. The guy used me and I was only 6 years old..I didn't...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    49erlover 49erlover 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 7

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    yes, it happened to me.

    .. I blocked it out, and suffered flashbacks
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 1 Response Aug 13

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    last year I experienced it.

    i sometimes feel suicidal now and I get depressed.
    behnam99 behnam99 13-15, M 7 Responses Jul 28

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    You broke me. Left me laying there helpless

    and now I can't enjoy myself... Even on vacation I still get those nightmares.. I'm scared to fall asleep at night... I fear that I'll see you again in my dreams.. And when it's dark I feel you watching over me... Like you're at the edge of my bed as I sleep... I can't take this...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know

    raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a virgin. He took my innocence away. it is still going on and I tried to tell "someone" but they just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 23

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    I was molested by my own father

    for almost 9 years, but you never hear of such things happening to boys, now do you? Boys are supposed to be the strong ones that don't need care or to feel loved. Well that's not how guys are. Time to crush the ******* feminism and aim for equality!
    TrappedOrphan TrappedOrphan 13-15, M 9 Responses Apr 13

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    I took 3 pregnancy test yesterday

    and they all came back positive so I went to the doctor today and found out I am 10 weeks along! A little about myself. My name is Karly I just turned 16. I am from Michigan but currently live in Florida. I met my boyfriend when I was 13. everything was GREAT for about a...
    allaboutkarly allaboutkarly 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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