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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    I'm sorry all my posts on Google plus got

    deleted . Never mind ...I'm not going to mention the names of any businesses anymore as it leads to to having all my writings deleted .. Last time we mentioned that I ended up naked between two men after a night out in Brighton ...in March 2005 I'm not going to mention the...
    restlessuk restlessuk 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    Begging for a rope to save me from drowning in

    vicious childhood flashbacks and i am thrown an anchor instead. He must be starving because no matter where i am, his ghost demands to be fed. I haven't seen his eyes in twenty years and yet my memory recalls them in horrific detail even during the intimate relations in the...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage

    and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his girlfriend to hide the fact he had a wife. He also had 2 kids, which I was unaware of. He and his "girlfriend"(him) was asking over and over for...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 13 Responses Jan 25

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    iam very like sex .many created .

    and study this. ayurveda .I share with all sex points. .
    johnnydevass johnnydevass 31-35, M 15 hrs ago

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    The more I think about it the more disgusted I

    am. My dad sexually abused me for years and I didn't know it. I've told one other person my entire life. If your reading this your the 2nd and so forth. What I remember is him wanting to look at my stuff... it hurts to type the word. I don't know when it started. I think it may...
    XsOfTheSoul XsOfTheSoul 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 12

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    Does anyone else feel the need to go sleep with

    the first guy that gives them some attention after being rejected by someone we love? Or am I just screwed up...
    Prettybutterfly88 Prettybutterfly88 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 15, 2014

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    Am I the only one that feels this way?

    I was sexually abused at a young age, and then about three years ago I was abused by my brother in law when living with my sister. I lived with her for almost 2 years and he constantly abused me. He would do everything he could to keep me quiet; he would hit me, choke me...
    MissSeaGal452 MissSeaGal452 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Reinya85 Reinya85 26-30 4 Responses Apr 4, 2014

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    This is kind of weird,

    sorry, but I actually had a positive dream about sex last night for the first time in AGES. Usually all of my dreams regarding sex are nightmares, so this is exciting. I think I really am starting to heal!!
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Got The procedure tomorrow

    and even though everyone has an opinion about it, their opinions don't influence MY decision. I look forward to healing from my childhood trauma and also from the recent Assualt. I'm scared but I know I'll be ok. This to every Survivor in Me.. We can make it guys
    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T 1 Response Mar 2

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    reynsaige97 reynsaige97 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done

    by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not gonna lie but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I was sexually abused by my best friends older brother ( I was 11 ) he was 14 ( looked...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    It happened when I was about 6 years old.

    . My brother and I had two friends, a girl and a boy. They were siblings. We spent loads of time together and got very close. I don't remember much, but one day they forced me into something I am not able forget until this day. The guy used me and I was only 6 years old..I didn't...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Everyone on this page be careful

    who you share your stories with! There are a lot of people getting off to abuse stories like this as sickening as it is.
    LittlePrincess01 LittlePrincess01 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I was sexually abused by my uncle at the age of

    5 till 11.... Im 17 now and i finally went to the police it was the best decision i ever made, please if this has happend to you i advise you to go to the police
    helpmeplease1973 helpmeplease1973 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Sometime I don't care about it,

    other times I literally can't make myself get out of bed. It's had a profound effect on who I am as a person. I wonder a lot who I'd be if it hadn't happened.
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I was sexually abused

    when I was 10 by my 14 year old cousin. He did it for several months. And threatened me if I told anyone. His mother would watch me in the mornings during summer while my mom worked and I would just go to sleep at her house.. And every time I woke up his hands would be in my...
    nicoledn nicoledn 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Thinking about death

    and life every night. side by side life and death. My insomnia is really horrible. I stop taking meds at this moment,and i've been taking counseling. sorry i am a mess right now. then i can't be a good writer... Okay.I can say this. If i have not been sexually abused,phsycially...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm doing very well today,

    and for once in a really long time I feel good bout myself. My body, my looks, everything. It's a good day(:
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F May 17, 2014

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    There is a reflection of pain in her eyes,

    as she fights back tears. Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years. Innocence gone. Just taken away. Struggling to deal with it and be free someday. Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries. Just another young girl getting some attention...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    She told me "If you don't do it,

    I'll tell my parents you did, how do you think that will go?" I was 17
    Phantom7835 Phantom7835 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough

    for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It only feels that way because i had to grow up quickly. The night it happened, my older brother came home from college and some of his friends came...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    But I'm not sure if it counts

    as sexual abuse. I was very young and my friend was the same age as me. I used to go to her house every weekend while my mom was at work. She used to kiss me and take off my clothes all the time but I told her I didn't want to do this. She also used to kinda go down on me and...
    greyrainbows greyrainbows 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2

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    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know

    raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a virgin. He took my innocence away. it is still going on and I tried to tell "someone" but they just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 23

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    I am so glad to be away from you.

    For some reason when I write this, I'm scared you'll see it. I know you won't. I know I've left you far, far behind and the relief that gives me is overwhelming. I can finally sleep in peace at night again. Nights belong to ME now. My body belongs to ME. I'm already working on...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Got set off at the dentist today?

    ! What the HELL??? That has never happened to me before! When the guy dentist came in and was standing over me I actually got really scared and my stomach was clenched. It wasn't just because of that, it was due to a couple other things too, but really now. I was mad the whole...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Mar 17

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    When I was 4, my best friend was my neighbor.

    I went to her house almost everyday after school. One day when I was there, her mom went to the store, so her dad was in charge. He took us to the basement and his son, Logan, and my best friend, Lauren, began playing playstation. Their dad, I'm going to call him Mark, brought...
    sincerelysl sincerelysl 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    lately i have been having flashbacks of

    when i was younger around the ages 6-9 of me being molested. i dont know who it was but i know it was a male. some things are still very blurry to me. i have always thought/known i was but now with the flashbacks its becoming real. I feel like im a child again im so scared and...
    crescentmoonn crescentmoonn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2014

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    desculpa desculpa 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I was sexually abused by my Uncle

    for 2 years starting when I was 10. It has really impacted my life. He is in prison now thank god.
    Skittleshite Skittleshite 70+, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was 16, my rapist was a classmate.

    It last until I was 20 years old. He took my virginity. I never knew it was rape. I don't hate him, I'm not angry. I'm 21 years old now and I'm a prostitute. It's very.. strange. To be a prostitute now and to have been raped when I was younger. I'm starting therapy in August...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I was ten then. im now.

    I turned him in a year and a half ago we are about to start trial.....
    reynsaige97 reynsaige97 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 14

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    I was abused from the age of 14 by my Aunt

    and Uncle who I lived with. It continued until I was 18. I still stay in touch with them and it's even talked about, sometimes I think it wasn't abuse at all.
    TheFoxhound8421 TheFoxhound8421 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 28

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 11, 2014

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    It's taken me a few years to understand what

    exactly was happening but when I finally did because of this cop that came to talk to my class about all sorts of stuff, sexual abuse was one of them. I had to sit there almost about to cry because what he was saying was so accurate and I begin to realise in that very moment...
    disparateyouth disparateyouth 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I don't know how to feel about this.

    Today I was cuddling with my boyfriend and I was having a flash back with a anxiety attack. And usually I don't want my boyfriend to touch me or hold me because I flinch at his touch and get scared. But today I pulled him in closer and told him "touch me" to which he did and...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I just had another nightmare about

    that night... :/ the night I was ruined... It felt so real... It were as if it were happening again... Every bit of detail. The way you were dressed. The same alley way... Same time of night. The same baseball bat... :'( im scared to fall asleep now... But I'm so tired... I'm...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 12

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    Got my drink spiked, sexually assaulted

    and fell pregnant because of it. At first I was going to keep the baby but I realised I was doing so out of feeling pressured by my housemates/friends who weren't understanding what is been through. I then made the decision myself to terminate the pregnancy and I feel it was...
    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T 5 Responses Mar 2

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    I carry scars that no one can see.

    I'm in college now. Thankfully, my roommate is an understanding person. On the other hand, it seems that people can only deal with me for a short while before they get annoyed with me. I have flashbacks and nightmares that are so terrifying sometimes I completely forget where I...
    survivorthrujesus survivorthrujesus 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Oh boo hoo I was molested anal made to dress

    in little girls clothing all this people wringing about being abused should get over themselves i was 10 and I was forced to wear whatever i was told