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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    He gets out in 4 years .

    Meaning its been 4 yeas since he went in. Half way. Doesn't feel like it. In some ways it feels like it was only yesterday other times it feels like an eternity. Ugh I just wanna sleep
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend I have

    bruises and cuts and now have have scares and he raped me and now I have a baby
    newerebe newerebe 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    Women are abusers too.

    Sadistic Foster Mother. Physically and verbally abusive Foster Father. 13 years under these two creatures. Memories of being told my "Mother was an F'ing witch" whilst having my presents from a yearly visit smashed up in front of me, and forcing me to break them myself...
    Crowbelow Crowbelow 41-45 4 Responses Mar 10

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    I don't even know if it actually counts.

    But ever since I've felt disgust in my own body and hatred of unwarranted touch.
    isodole isodole 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I was molested by my step dads cousin,

    and then later on by my moms second boyfriend. The first was the worst... He would babysitt my sister and I when I was 10 and he would distract my sis with her fav movie, and take me in the back room for "grown up talk" during this he'd put on a ***** and make me do some of the...
    Bluesirenz Bluesirenz 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 13

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    Tips on how to not be scared of relationships?

    I'm terrified of them but I also really don't want to die alone. I want a boyfriend but after what's happened I freak out every time I interact with a guy I could potentially like and end up purposely avoiding contact (being flighty) or even acting cold just because I'm so...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    My stepfather abused me weeks

    after we moved in with him. I was 16. He screwed me behind my moms back for two years. He just died, I am not sad.
    caitlintells caitlintells 36-40, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Story 3"dad Why Would You Do This To Your Little Girl"

    I was just 10 years old when my mom and dad got a divorce. A mouth later my dad was moving in to a different place. Me and my little brother were going to his house on the weekends. Than I thought I was safe because the sexually abuse stop for awhile. But really it didn't at all...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    *sigh* Sometimes i hate life,

    my life that is. but i should be grateful that im even alive is because of God. what do you do when your older sister reads your journal, which she learns that her "faithful" husband has been abusing her little sister for 3 years. then the older sister confronts the victim. for...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    I Was Sexually Abused When i Was Eleven At

    School In The Bathroom My Fifth Grade Year In My Home Town. I Thought Telling A Teacher Was The Right Thing.... Boy Was I Wrong Because The Way I Wa Raped I Wasn't Really Able To See My Attacker And I Didn't Recognize Him. So The School Didn't Want Bad Press Or A Bad Name And...
    litredd litredd 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    When I was about three

    or four, my parents would babysit my neighbor's daughter, also the same age. When she came over she would make me take off my clothes and she would take off hers. She would also make me put my penis on different parts of her body. All the games she played were sexual. When my...
    Xander8905 Xander8905 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 13

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    My brother abused me

    for 7 years. I just recently was able to find that courage to tell someone. Now I'm free from the physical abuse but I'm still scarred. It affects my life so much. I feel disgusting and awkward. My boyfriend tries to help but I push him away. I feel alone.
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 16

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    I've been thinking about weather to post this

    or not, but I've decided I will, as you people may be of some help. Make me feel somewhat better I hope. This is my story. Sorry if it's so long. It all started when I was about 6 or 7 years old. I can't really remember. To be honest, I don't want to remember. When I was...
    myusernameisusername1 myusernameisusername1 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I was sexually abused

    and I feel like no one else knows how I feel x x x
    elizabethjay elizabethjay 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    my new baby girl was the result of long term

    sexual abuse... im scared she will look like my abuser or be violent or something... she's also had cystic fibrosis and there is so cure.. but i don't want to abandon my child
    ana097 ana097 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I'm doing very well today,

    and for once in a really long time I feel good bout myself. My body, my looks, everything. It's a good day(:
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F May 17

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    I was sexually abused.

    There I said it... I've never really fully admitted it before. half the time I just think it was a really bad dream. it was about a year ago when I was 12. I was in my bedroom, which is in the basement, when my older stepbrother came in. I didn't notice at first cause I was...
    mackhunter1111 mackhunter1111 13-15, T 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I was sexually abused ever

    since I could remember. Later on I figured out I was molested from before I was 2 until I was 12. I was molested by my older male cousin and my older brother. But my cousin was was more frequent and more severe.
    MgkLez96 MgkLez96 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 9

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    I need to talk to someone.

    10 years ago. Something happened. It's ruining me and the person I love. Please, someone???
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    Reinya85 Reinya85 26-30 5 Responses Apr 4

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    I want to talk to someone about what happened

    with me... 22 years later and the memories still hurt...
    drewgel drewgel 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Does anyone else feel the need to go sleep with

    the first guy that gives them some attention after being rejected by someone we love? Or am I just screwed up...
    Prettybutterfly88 Prettybutterfly88 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    My foster mom had me sexually abused in the

    hospital. By a "doctor". I was seven. I had many many hospital stays growing up, treating my chronic lung condition. I'm a victim of doctor screw ups. They treated me for cancer. When all I had was a lymphatic tumor. It would have gone away on its own. But doctors removed it...
    iMinnow iMinnow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 13-15, F 18 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    When I was 7 or 8 my brother told me to the

    garage with him because it was late at night so I went and put on my shoes and went with him. When we got in the garage my brother pushed me down pulled down my pants and tried to stick his.. You know what in me but luckily I stood up Before he could then i ran inside crying but...
    BeccaPayne BeccaPayne 13-15, F 11 Responses Aug 6

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    My knees. My knees are

    so sensitive. I hate every bit of it. He used to play with my knees and rub them and now whenever someone or something touches them, I get a sense of they are going to hurt me. I flash back and am scared. The longer they touch my knees the worse I feel. The faster my heart beats...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    This is again when I was young,

    around 8-10yrs, may be..... My cousin was staying in my grandpa's place and was working somewhere. He should've been in his early 20s. Whenever I used to go over to stay @ my grandma's place, he used to insist that I sleep with him under the pretext that he'll tell stories...
    tickoo2 tickoo2 36-40, M Aug 30

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    "M" is for molester,

    because that's exactly what you are "O" is for obsessive, because that's what's gotten you this far "N" is for nobody, because that's all you'll ever be "S" is for survival, **** you dad, that's for me "T" is for torture, because it's the beat of your heart "E" is for...
    FLH010115 FLH010115 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Before, i was unable to tell this story.

    It was very hard. The only way i have managed to come through in speaking of it was to talk to a friend about it, then soon another friend, and a boyfriend and so on till i finally told my mom, 10 years later. Many people know of my story now. I am not ashamed of it. When i was...
    iris801 iris801 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Nothing Worse Than....

    I can't imagine anything worse than your parents not believing you about your abuse. I was one of the lucky ones - my mother believed me instantly and kicked the bastard outta the house and called the police.  But I've read so many stories in magazines and on here where...
    Meeoko Meeoko 18-21, F Mar 31, 2010

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    By My Elder Cousin!

    i must have been around 9 years and my cousin was 19 then. we were at my grandparents house and we were sleeping on the same bed. well he was my elder cousin and I never thought he would be my first kiss. but he did and I had no idea back then what it meant. it happened every...
    Girlygirl89 Girlygirl89 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I was sexually abused by my ex boyfriend.

    ..I have bruises and scars...
    Sparkles321 Sparkles321 18-21, F Jul 25

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    Basic Story Of My Abuse

    I was abused by a step-father from the age of seven to eleven. I was told everyday that if I told anyone that I would be killed. For five years I dealt with the physical abuse, mental torture and abuse. He would beat me and laugh at me. He found out I was afraid of mice and he...
    Brokenlikeaturtleshell Brokenlikeaturtleshell 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 9, 2012

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    Be There For Her

    If your a guy ereading this, the best thing you can do for your wife or GF is just be there for her, and make sure she knows you always will be. Thius can be a very rough road for a woman, my wife has been struggling with the after effects for years And learn from my mistake, do...
    PluggingAway PluggingAway 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    I was 5 when it started with my father.

    A year later my brother, sisters, and uncles joined in and everyone made me a slave.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    It happened to me twice with two different

    people. Both men were friends of family members. The first time i was 3. It was my fathers best friend. I don't recall much of that incident. When i was 8 my brothers best friend raped me, in my grandmothers house. I don't even remember much of that because i blocked it for so...
    dreamerrose dreamerrose 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Today I made a statement

    for the police about my rape that happened before Christmas. I'm shocked by how much it took out of me.
    claireoblast claireoblast 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    lately i have been having flashbacks of

    when i was younger around the ages 6-9 of me being molested. i dont know who it was but i know it was a male. some things are still very blurry to me. i have always thought/known i was but now with the flashbacks its becoming real. I feel like im a child again im so scared and...
    crescentmoonn crescentmoonn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle

    and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle even made me give him hickeys and he would make me dry hump him,and he would rub his bulge, I was terrified both times... And I just let...
    Score16 Score16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I was molested before by different people but,

    I'm not hung up on the past. I moved on and don't pay attention to the guys who've done it.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Two years ago at the age of 10 I was sexually

    abused in middle school. I joined this school and these two boys who were much older than me showed me around and I settled in very well to this new school. Weeks after joining this school it all started. I was sitting down by myself and my two 'friends' came along and sat next...
    ImHidingBehindThisName ImHidingBehindThisName 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    Someone Help Me.

    This is my second profile on EP. I wrote my story but then deleted it because every now and then I used to read it and cry. I thought deleting what I wrote will make me forget everything, but it didn't happen. So I'm here again. Yes I know, and I accept I was sexually abuse...
    TiredOfRunning TiredOfRunning 18-21, F 23 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    On Sexual Abuse I will go,

    with the reason I am composing this letter, this is I'm sending this missive, because my daughter who is 8, was sexually assaulted, By my 22 year old daughter and her boyfriend when she was 7. She made the outcry, around August 6th of this month 2014. I immediately, went to...
    IrmaH IrmaH 36-40 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I was sexually abused by my older brother

    and I told my mom but she didn't really seem to take much concern and it honestly kills me inside to ever be around him
    hellandtoast666 hellandtoast666 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    When I was 14 I had been put on a work

    experience project by the school. I was working for two weeks in a hotel. The manager there was in his mid 20's and after the placement was over he got my number and text me asking to meet up. I was confused and at that age I was very Vulnerable. So we met up and I got into his...
    monstahmash monstahmash 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 21

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    Any One Agree With Me?

    So a year ago I lived with a sex offender and I'm just stuck in place with my faith with God, or its not really there anymore....... & my friend goes "there's people who had worse things happen to them out there and still use Jesus as their rock. So here's my reply... I'm...
    OneMoreDay8248 OneMoreDay8248 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    This is a sensitive subj to talk about,

    when I was 5-6 I was sexually abused by my uncle, I still remember everything although in 16 now. I never did something about it, I still see him now , I never told anyone which is a big secret to keep.. he act normally now he thinks that I don't remember anything from the past...
    myownmind2 myownmind2 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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