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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 13-15, F 20 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    Everyone on this page be careful

    who you share your stories with! There are a lot of people getting off to abuse stories like this as sickening as it is.
    LittlePrincess01 LittlePrincess01 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    When I was 13 years old,

    I went to the park with 2 of my cousins. One of them was 14 and a girl who I used to play with, the other was 17 and he used to babysit me when my mom worked on the weekends. Anyway we went to the park and I was playing with my cousin steph. Me and her played for a bit until my...
    Broken0923 Broken0923 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    lately i have been having flashbacks of

    when i was younger around the ages 6-9 of me being molested. i dont know who it was but i know it was a male. some things are still very blurry to me. i have always thought/known i was but now with the flashbacks its becoming real. I feel like im a child again im so scared and...
    crescentmoonn crescentmoonn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 10, 2014

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    But in God I'm a new creation in Him .

    I have no guilt no fear . an I've been through it but God brought me through it . I have grown a lot more from this an would love to help any one I don't have all the answers but I know what not to do lol
    Amanda724 Amanda724 22-25 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    My stepfather abused me

    for 8 years. My mom and I moved in when I was 15. It started within months and lasted util 2 months before I was married. It has changed my attitude to men. He died last year, I wasn't sad.
    lindaishere lindaishere 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There is a reflection of pain in her eyes,

    as she fights back tears. Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years. Innocence gone. Just taken away. Struggling to deal with it and be free someday. Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries. Just another young girl getting some attention...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    Reinya85 Reinya85 26-30 4 Responses Apr 4, 2014

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    I was 5 or 6 years old

    and forced to attempt intercourse with a 6 or 7 year old girl ..I am male .. I have been indifferent to physical contact my adult life.
    mrkysir mrkysir 56-60, M Jan 17

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    I was sexually abused

    when I was 16. My then boyfriend is now a trans woman. I can see now that he was struggling with his identity and perhaps hated women for taking their femininity for granted. I was manipulated and taken advantage of. It was an experience of evil. My mom is still very good...
    diggadog diggadog 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    blodyn blodyn 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    NoxiousUnicorn NoxiousUnicorn 13-15, F 4 Responses May 5, 2014

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    I am 15 years old and

    when I was 13 my step dad raped me and it is still going on. i didn't know what to do I cried, begged him to stop but he just wouldn't stop! I told my mum but she just called me a liar. It's all my fault I could of stopped him but I didn't everything is my fault.
    Arabellathebeautiful Arabellathebeautiful 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done

    by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not gonna lie but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I was sexually abused by my best friends older brother ( I was 11 ) he was 14 ( looked...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    It's crazy to think about it.

    .. i still hate myself for not reacting...but i was just 5 i had no idea...it happened 3 times(not the same person)...it's like a blur on my childhood memory...can't remember how they talked me into those situations...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 21

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    *sigh* Sometimes i hate life,

    my life that is. but i should be grateful that im even alive is because of God. what do you do when your older sister reads your journal, which she learns that her "faithful" husband has been abusing her little sister for 3 years. then the older sister confronts the victim. for...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 14 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 11, 2014

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    I am so glad to be away from you.

    For some reason when I write this, I'm scared you'll see it. I know you won't. I know I've left you far, far behind and the relief that gives me is overwhelming. I can finally sleep in peace at night again. Nights belong to ME now. My body belongs to ME. I'm already working on...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough

    for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It only feels that way because i had to grow up quickly. The night it happened, my older brother came home from college and some of his friends came...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Today I told my sister

    why I am not close to my brother any more and how he sexually abused me
    painfullyloving painfullyloving 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    I'm 18 years old and I was abused by my brother,

    starting when I was young (I'm not sure how old, maybe 9, 10 or 11ish) and ending when I was 16, when he committed suicide. I got pregnant once when I was 13, but I miscarried early. I've got scars that I tend to be insecure about from it, and sometimes I have nightmares and...
    ThatBitch18 ThatBitch18 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Its been sometime that i've thought about all

    of it. About my father, bother-in-law, my brothers. I couldnt sleep at all, i remember each night i wount sleep bc i know he was going to come and i had to be ready. and sometimes, i just couldnt stay awake so i would sleep and i had no consciousness of it, i just kept thinking...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    You still haunt me in my dreams.

    And I still see you in the dark. You never leave me alone. Only one person has helped you stay away. But now she's gone and you're coming back. Harder and stronger. :( leave me alone. What's done is done. STOP TOYING WITH ME.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    Devonbaby Devonbaby 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    It happened when I was about 6 years old.

    . My brother and I had two friends, a girl and a boy. They were siblings. We spent loads of time together and got very close. I don't remember much, but one day they forced me into something I am not able forget until this day. The guy used me and I was only 6 years old..I didn't...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was sexually assaulted by my uncle from 5

    years old to 10 when we moved away, it happened every weekend and somehow seemed to become done sort of routine, I would go see my aunt and uncle every weekend so that my dad could work without my distracting me, I'd walk in the house petrified but too scared to ever say...
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    When I was 4 my mom and dad got a divorce.

    When I was 7 she starting dating someone name Mike. When I was 8 he started to touch me it went on for 2 years. Then he stopped and starting again when I was 13. And he raped me I was screaming, crying begging him to stop but he wouldn't! And after a week my mom had to leave for...
    cira10012 cira10012 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle

    and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle even made me give him hickeys and he would make me dry hump him,and he would rub his bulge, I was terrified both times... And I just let...
    Score16 Score16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2014

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    my freshman year in highschool I was sexually

    assaulted. I never told my parents and I just kept it inside. I recently told someone and it felt like a weight had been lifted off of me. Girls don't ever be afraid to report assault. [yes I know girls aren't the only victims] message me if you ever feel like you need to talk...
    KC97 KC97 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I've just posted on here

    and this is my second experience. When I joined a new school in year 9 I met this guy I thought was amazing. By September (year 10) we were really close and he asked me out, I of course said yes because I loved him. He would push me to do things with him even after knowing about...
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know

    raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a virgin. He took my innocence away. it is still going on and I tried to tell "someone" but they just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r 18-21, F 10 Responses a week ago

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    I was raped and anally raped almost a year ago.

    The mental pain is nothing to me anymore because I was also molested when I was younger, but the physical pain was atrocious and embarrassing for me. W took it as playing and even acted like nothing happened. I forgave, but I'll never forget.
    babykaykez19 babykaykez19 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I am 15 years old and

    when I was 13 my step dad raped me I begged him to stop but he wouldn't. It is still going on and I tried to tell my mum twice but she just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could of stopped him but I just couldn't.
    Arabellathebeautiful Arabellathebeautiful 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    It's soul destroying to realise this

    but it is true. I've recently realised through talking to people here that my uncle used to touch me inappropriately after bare butt spankings dressing the whole thing up as 'discipline'. I know that bare butt spankings are also done without abuse like mum dad gramps etc...
    dannywspk dannywspk 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    Story 3"dad Why Would You Do This To Your Little Girl"

    I was just 10 years old when my mom and dad got a divorce. A mouth later my dad was moving in to a different place. Me and my little brother were going to his house on the weekends. Than I thought I was safe because the sexually abuse stop for awhile. But really it didn't at all...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    I don't remember his face.

    .. Or his voice. Just darkness and a small space. There was a shoe or something under my head. The TV was on... But all I can hear. The thing that echoes in my head day in and day out. "If you tell, I will kill you." I lay frozen in shock. The room got colder and colder as my...
    Jaielll Jaielll 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage

    and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his girlfriend to hide the fact he had a wife. He also had 2 kids, which I was unaware of. He and his "girlfriend"(him) was asking over and over for...
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    i was sexually abused at the age of 10 .

    . i have never told this to anyone not even my parents..because i wasnt sure about what was it..i was a kid.. and i was scared if i told my parents ..will they telll me not to go out and play.. or i dont know whatever i felt at that time..but today i regret alot because not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I was sexually abused twice by my dad

    when I was 13 . I was forced to report it . My case went cold because there was no evidence . I then found out my dads whole side of the family found out about it. They didn't believe me. Of course they didn't. My dad will never admit it. He is an alcoholic. He also abused my...
    madisonbliss madisonbliss 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 10

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    I was raped in eighth grade by someone I

    thought liked me but I was wrong. He was older then me and I should've known better. I didn't really know him well and he wanted to do stuff with me so I went to see him like an idiot.
    dsmith0501 dsmith0501 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    It's something that I have been able to block

    but it's also something that affects me until now. I was sexually abused not just once and not just by one person. it kills me and makes me hate myself.... how did I let this happen. I know I was young but why didn't I say anything. I remember knowing it was wrong and I remember...
    Vnaturaldisaster Vnaturaldisaster 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    so today my rapist got engaged to the girl he

    was seeing at the time. merry christmas.
    ZoeM1 ZoeM1 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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