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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done

    by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not gonna lie but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I was sexually abused by my best friends older brother ( I was 11 ) he was 14 ( looked...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 4 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    When I was sexually abused I froze in fear

    and I didn't do or say anything. Is it normal to response this way? I wish I didn't respond this way... I should have moved or said something but I was to afraid to.
    dancinglawn dancinglawn 18-21, F 7 Responses May 11

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    My older brother sexually abused me

    for 8 years of my childhood...I just turned 19 and I'm coming to terms with it. I need help
    escapingmyfalsereality escapingmyfalsereality 18-21, F 2 Responses May 11

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    The reason for me coming to this app is to

    share my life experience n my mother expired when I was in school days n my father married again n my father had sex with me from the age of 15 n Iam 19 now even my step mom knows it n she encourages too so just thought to share this here
    bindu2605 bindu2605 22-25, F 5 Responses May 3

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    there is this girl who lied.

    she lied about being raped. she said she was 2 when it happened, the thing is, I was 3-4, and I was raped for drug money, and so on by my biological mother. I was sent to the hospital multiple times, and I had to have surgery... in total 5 surgeries and another one to make it...
    mimiakito123 mimiakito123 18-21, F 6 Responses May 12

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    narrowboatowner narrowboatowner 61-65, M 5 Responses May 12

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    When I was 4 my mom and dad got a divorce.

    When I was 7 she starting dating someone name Mike. When I was 8 he started to touch me it went on for 2 years. Then he stopped and starting again when I was 13. And he raped me I was screaming, crying begging him to stop but he wouldn't! And after a week my mom had to leave for...
    cira10012 cira10012 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    Well mine happed when i was 4

    and it happent when my mother died, she killed herself. My dad started doing things I rather not go into details but it was and it is really hard for me to more on it stoped when I was 9 he went to jail cause they found child pornogrophy in his work conputer and there was some...
    BoyLover3 BoyLover3 13-15, M 5 Responses May 15

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    I would like to forgive

    and FORGET but my mind won't allow it today...another flashback : A sordid conversation between me and my brother in the kitchen. Him telling me I can't hide from God he tells me to climb into the bottom cabinet then he locks the little door He tells me God can see me and all...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am so glad to be away from you.

    For some reason when I write this, I'm scared you'll see it. I know you won't. I know I've left you far, far behind and the relief that gives me is overwhelming. I can finally sleep in peace at night again. Nights belong to ME now. My body belongs to ME. I'm already working on...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I have no idea if I should

    even tell my mom... A part of me just thinks that she won't believe me, while the other part of me doesn't think that she'll care. I don't know anymore.
    escapingmyfalsereality escapingmyfalsereality 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    i think....no memories

    but sex addicted and wild fantasies
    slicklix slicklix 36-40, F 1 Response May 12

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough

    for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It only feels that way because i had to grow up quickly. The night it happened, my older brother came home from college and some of his friends came...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    For several years growing up I had my soul

    ripped out of me by the countless degrading sexual advances my dad would put me through from having my d**k burned to being touched every night to being spanked all night and suffer through being forced to pleasure him I now feel so shaken I don't know how to overcome even the...
    tyguy4life tyguy4life 18-21, M 7 Responses Apr 9

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    I was sexual assaulted

    when I was 9 by my father, it happend on 3 occasions of what I can remember ! I told my family they didn't believe me and told me to just never mention it again so I didn't. Years went by when I had nightmares about being raped ect horrid and felt so real, I'm 25 now and have 2...
    jade101189 jade101189 22-25, F 6 Responses May 7

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    InutileSuicide InutileSuicide 16-17, F 4 Responses May 5, 2014

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 11, 2014

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    i cant say it... i have no words just darkness.

    just a numb feeling. i sit and cry, i fight i kick i punch i scream i cut.... i wish i was dead. who do you turn to when the person you trust most betrays you
    growyourownnn growyourownnn 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    When I was 13 years old,

    I went to the park with 2 of my cousins. One of them was 14 and a girl who I used to play with, the other was 17 and he used to babysit me when my mom worked on the weekends. Anyway we went to the park and I was playing with my cousin steph. Me and her played for a bit until my...
    Broken0923 Broken0923 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 28

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    Everyone on this page be careful

    who you share your stories with! There are a lot of people getting off to abuse stories like this as sickening as it is.
    LittlePrincess01 LittlePrincess01 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I was molested by my own father

    for almost 9 years, but you never hear of such things happening to boys, now do you? Boys are supposed to be the strong ones that don't need care or to feel loved. Well that's not how guys are. Time to crush the ******* feminism and aim for equality!
    DexterMalloween DexterMalloween 13-15, M 9 Responses Apr 13

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    It happened when I was about 6 years old.

    . My brother and I had two friends, a girl and a boy. They were siblings. We spent loads of time together and got very close. I don't remember much, but one day they forced me into something I am not able forget until this day. The guy used me and I was only 6 years old..I didn't...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    Oh boo hoo I was molested anal made to dress

    in little girls clothing all this people wringing about being abused should get over themselves i was 10 and I was forced to wear whatever i was told
    subsissy1989 subsissy1989 26-30, M 6 Responses Mar 6

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    I was molested at age 7 by an older classmate

    at school. It was a female. It was in the girl's bathroom on more than one occasion. I remember trying to convince myself that it never happened; that it was only a dream. I was deeply ashamed and scared so I said nothing about it. For 10 years I kept my secret inside. And...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 13

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    by my dad i was young.

    nuff said. not saying anything more
    BabyAngel9618 BabyAngel9618 18-21, F 3 Responses May 10

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    narrowboatowner narrowboatowner 61-65, M 2 Responses May 12

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    Begging for a rope to save me from drowning in

    vicious childhood flashbacks and i am thrown an anchor instead. He must be starving because no matter where i am, his ghost demands to be fed. I haven't seen his eyes in twenty years and yet my memory recalls them in horrific detail even during the intimate relations in the...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    It was around April and May last year

    when he started to sexually abuse me. Now I sit here still filled with the shame and guilt of what happened. I keep getting upset about what happened and I just want it to stop bothering me. It happened on the couch my other 2 friends were sitting on too. They didn't notice...
    dancinglawn dancinglawn 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    By My Elder Cousin!

    i must have been around 9 years and my cousin was 19 then. we were at my grandparents house and we were sleeping on the same bed. well he was my elder cousin and I never thought he would be my first kiss. but he did and I had no idea back then what it meant. it happened every...
    Girlygirl89 Girlygirl89 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 13-15, F 21 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    There is a reflection of pain in her eyes,

    as she fights back tears. Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years. Innocence gone. Just taken away. Struggling to deal with it and be free someday. Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries. Just another young girl getting some attention...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    Sometimes there are these periods of time

    where I don't really think about what happened, it just doesn't enter my mind much. Those are very good times. And then there are times like this, where it seems to be eating away at my brain all day and everything is reminding me of it. It hurts. It's a weird kind of pain I'm...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 21

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    I was 16, my rapist was a classmate.

    It last until I was 20 years old. He took my virginity. I never knew it was rape. I don't hate him, I'm not angry. I'm 21 years old now and I'm a prostitute. It's very.. strange. To be a prostitute now and to have been raped when I was younger. I'm starting therapy in August...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle

    and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle even made me give him hickeys and he would make me dry hump him,and he would rub his bulge, I was terrified both times... And I just let...
    Score16 Score16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2014

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    Story 3"dad Why Would You Do This To Your Little Girl"

    I was just 10 years old when my mom and dad got a divorce. A mouth later my dad was moving in to a different place. Me and my little brother were going to his house on the weekends. Than I thought I was safe because the sexually abuse stop for awhile. But really it didn't at all...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    Everyday I try to move past it.

    Slowly I am moving forward. I am still not completely happy with myself. At first it was only nightmares, but I bc I didn't feel worthy of anyone. And now that I'm ready to settle down and be happy, the trial has started, and it's like the trauma is happening over and over again...
    GoneGirl17 GoneGirl17 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I didn't even know what had happened to me

    until I was 11 or 12. Suddenly, I just woke up and realized that at around age 5 I was sexually abused. It never occurred to me that what this boy was doing to me was wrong. He didn't penetrate me, thank God. For a while it didn't affect me, I thought maybe I made it up. It...
    AllieLeigh AllieLeigh 26-30, F 2 Responses May 9

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    A memory, something I barely remember.

    kind of like a tug in my heart when I think about it. one of the main reasons why it's hard for me to trust a man. it only happened once, I was half asleep and him not being too much older than me was extremely drunk. I don't even know if he remembers. or maybe I'm just making...
    zgirl694 zgirl694 18-21, F Apr 29

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