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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done

    by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not gonna lie but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I was sexually abused by my best friends older brother ( I was 11 ) he was 14 ( looked...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 4 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I was about 4 years old.

    I only remember how I wanted to play with others boys. And how I put my in their mouth and ***. I Remerbered how I told them too pee in my month. Becuse that is what should happen... I don't remember from who I have learnt this. I have always felt ashamed about sexual...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated 26-30, M Jan 12

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    Today I did the most difficult thing: I finally

    spoke to my therapist about the abuse I suffered for 10 years. I gave her a letter so I didn't have to talk about it. I ended up sitting in a corner of her office, crying, but I finally told someone, finally lessened the burden. I feel better about it all already, slightly more...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 17, 2015

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 16-17, F 21 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    It's a long story quite ugly.

    It involved a male friend of my Mother's. I don't see her anymore.
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    Although the title word is missing an "L",

    this doesn't limit my experience. Earlier tonight I asked if a woman being abused and was more innocent in what she knew would impact your decision on dating her and I have to say, gratefully, I had many people support and comfort me. I expected some to troll my question, but I...
    QuiriousMe QuiriousMe 41-45, F 27 Responses Jun 16, 2015

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    A letter to my assaulters Dear attackers,

    I saw a picture of the both of you yesterday on Facebook. I didn't feel anger and sadness like I used to. My heart dropped. My stomach turned in knots. I gave myself the option to look at the picture 3 times for 10 seconds and I made myself promise to stop after that. I did...
    AttachmentIssues AttachmentIssues 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 5, 2015

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    vonnegut1 vonnegut1 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    On April 18 2015 while coming home on a bus I

    was sexually abused by a man that sat next to me on the last sit of the bus :( I wanted to stop him but my mind froze in time. It was like my own body was not mine. All I managed to do was make some tears in the corner of my glazed over eyes. I felt so pathetic and helpless. I...
    Maximuu Maximuu 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 28, 2015

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    (BEWARE, THIS IS LENGTHY AND DEscriptIVE) It

    was another night my uncle had stayed over to go work with my dad the next morning. I remember playing with my pink princess bouncy ball in the family room with my two younger sister's Rachel and Char. As we were throwing it to each other, uncle Dan ran in and took the ball and...
    loverenzy loverenzy 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    Do you know a woman has a 262,

    365 chance of being killed by a shark in her lifetime? In that very same lifetime she has a 1 in 6 chance of being raped. We're worried about the wrong predators.
    AttachmentIssues AttachmentIssues 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2015

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    At the end of September 2009 I moved to

    Bournemouth in the uk through a women's refuge to get away from my hateful mother who doesn't give s damn about me ... On my second day I was out and I got myself to chsrminister where the Arabic shops are ..I had gone in one of the shops which is owned by Turks ..I was minding...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    When I was 13 years old,

    I went to the park with 2 of my cousins. One of them was 14 and a girl who I used to play with, the other was 17 and he used to babysit me when my mom worked on the weekends. Anyway we went to the park and I was playing with my cousin steph. Me and her played for a bit until my...
    Broken0923 Broken0923 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 28, 2015

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    About 3/4 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage

    and a minor) I was forced to send pictures to a guy who was 26 he had a fake picture and made a fake account who he called his girlfriend to hide the fact he had a wife. He also had 2 kids, which I was unaware of. He and his "girlfriend"(him) was asking over and over for...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 10 Responses Jan 25, 2015

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    I always tell my self

    that I am not a victim .I can't be a victim.I don't want to be a victim.But you come and destroy everything.The more I try to be happy and heal the more cruelly you violate my soul.Please let me be.I am tired.I am ******* tired.I am aching I am screaming I am hurting only if you...
    moonii moonii 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 2

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    My boyfriend who has been hurt

    as well as I have asked me the other day what was wrong and I told him I was upset he says you know by you being upset you never forgave him you must forgive him in order to move on in your life. However I have forgave him I just haven't forgave myself!
    Eloradanan98 Eloradanan98 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I was sexually molested by my own father

    for many years. And my mother did nothing about it but she was also physically and emotionally abused me for many years. And please don't ask me why they did that to me because there's no reason to being cruel for mad people. They are not my PARENTS but CHRIMINALS. And only...
    babyblueeee babyblueeee 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    http://www.experienceproject.

    com/stories/Cant-Stop-Thinking-About-My-Rape/7535986
    Deadcatt Deadcatt 26-30, F Jan 22

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    so have any of you heard about "he stitch"?

    its an organization that promotes awareness for people who have been sexually abused and its an orange stitch you can buy to put on your clothes or buy clothes with it already. proceeds go towards counseling for those who have been sexually abused. I think its a good thought...
    KimmyWhite920 KimmyWhite920 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 12

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    Pretty much everyday I wake up with new sores

    and bleeding in my lady area from scratching when I'm asleep. Does anyone else do this?
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 1 Response Dec 30, 2015

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    Last week I went for a jog down my favourite

    track at dawn. It leads down a path that meets the lake and airport. As I was passing through the last corner before the lake becomes hidden by shrubs, a man i'd run past a few mornings in a row jogged past me. I continued a little further until I was hit from behind and dragged...
    TheaLakelyn TheaLakelyn 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    I really need help. I think I may have been

    sexually abused when I was younger, but I'm not sure? It's really conflicting, because the person who did it was my mom. Nearly every night before I went to bed she would make me take off my clothes, lie down and spread my legs so she could "check". Then she would touch me down...
    Samuelss17 Samuelss17 16-17 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I was 3 when it happened

    and now I'm 18. 15 years later and it is still fresh in my mind
    isaiahIMS isaiahIMS 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I was sexually abused often

    as a kid and got pregnant from a rape when I was 11. I became a mother to twins yes twins at 12. It started when I was 5. I'm 14 now, doing well, and my kids are healthy and getting big!
    heavenlygurl heavenlygurl 13-15, F 8 Responses Aug 18, 2015

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    I was abused from the age of 6 by our next door

    neighbour who was in his 70s. I don't really remember how it all started as at the time I didn't know it was wrong, I used to like to spend time there. my dad had left when I was 3 so I suppose I didn't have anything to compare it to and was just glad of the attention. My mum...
    Facethedemons Facethedemons 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 27, 2015

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    When i was like 6 my favorite uncle started to

    touch me.. Till now that im 15 i will never forget that.
    aaa78900 aaa78900 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Making Peace with Your Past: Choosing

    Forgiveness Are you haunted by something that happened in your past? Whether someone wronged you or you made a decision you regret, Dr. Phil says that forgiveness is what you do for yourself, not for other people. When you forgive, it doesn't mean that you approve of what's...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    lanybugg17 lanybugg17 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2015

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    I'm 15 years old when I was 11 someone I know

    raped me and because of that I got pregnant with twins, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't it was very painful because I was a virgin. He took my innocence away. it is still going on and I tried to tell "someone" but they just called me a liar. I blame myself because I could...
    skinnyn3v3r skinnyn3v3r 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 23, 2015

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    my sister was only 16

    when she was raped and killed by her "friends" i never thought something like that would ever happen to me because i am a big girl and never had a boyfriend... i was wrong. A semester in college i was sexually abused by a stranger and everyone said it was my fault and i honestly...
    DuQuaine94 DuQuaine94 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2015

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    He's on the run. He assaulted again.

    .Monica. If I was stronger I could've put him behind bars. But I was weak...Now another girl has to feel the same pain I did. I could've saved her..
    KatieLemssss KatieLemssss 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2015

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    I was sexually abused by many guys

    and girls, some family some not. I just told my friend that when my father was alive, he impregnated me. I never told anyone that besides him until now.
    FreeXNow FreeXNow 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    My one ex used to sexually abuse me by making

    me jump up and down with my shirt on while he made fun of my body and sometimes he would let his friends join in and grope me and poke me with... Things..
    JenniferBlack JenniferBlack 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    I will never forget that awful day ,

    it was a holiday weekend and everyone was out since it was a really hot day everyone went to the mall, I was waiting in Macdonald line for my chease burger and as you know I have a big attractive butt anyhow as i was standing I felt a hand on my butt I thought I was imagining...
    Collegegirl23 Collegegirl23 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 14

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    It's been nine years ago now.

    I was 10, my older cousin was 16. Me and him were like brother and sister till the events in this story. He came over to the house upset that he just got dumped by his girlfriend. My mom was about to leave but said he could stay and watch a movie with me. We both trusted him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 22

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    When I was about 12 years old,

    maybe 11, I was really a lonely kid. My mother was bi-polar and untreated, my father was absent, and I was a lonely, odd little boy. There was a older boy in my neighborhood who was bigger, smarter and from a more affluent family. He always had better toys and was very sure of...
    Thinkerdavid Thinkerdavid 51-55 Dec 28, 2015

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    StevieHailzSatan StevieHailzSatan 16-17, F 4 Responses May 5, 2014

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    I was sexually abused by my step-father

    for many years and raped as an adult by an ex-boyfriend. It took me many years to come to grips with what had been done to me and to learn to love myself in spite of it. I have come to grips with it, though. And I have come to love myself in ways others never could.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 31, 2015

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    Tell somebody. If you can't do it

    for yourself, do it for the next victim. Do it for every single person that has ever endured the pain of it in silence. A huge part of overcoming sexual abuse is accepting it as an occurrence in your life, one that you could never have asked for, no matter what you were wearing...
    AshleyJea AshleyJea 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2015

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 21, 2014

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