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I Was Sexualy Abused

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    I was sexually abuse by my cousins from the age

    if 7 to 9. He use to touch me and make me touch him. I never thought it affected me or meant anything because I blocked it out for so long ! But as I got older and was with my first boyfriend who I was with for 5 years I started to feel it became more if an issue ! Like I'd feel...
    jenjen94 jenjen94 18-21, F Nov 23

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    It hit a nerve with me today.

    My aunt asked me about it out of nowhere and I told her the story about how I was sexually assaulted by my childhood friend. I was 11 and he was 13. I'd known him my entire life and still do. I have forgiven him but a part of me still hates him because he has yet to apologize...
    ForgetMeNots101 ForgetMeNots101 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    *sigh* Sometimes i hate life,

    my life that is. but i should be grateful that im even alive is because of God. what do you do when your older sister reads your journal, which she learns that her "faithful" husband has been abusing her little sister for 3 years. then the older sister confronts the victim. for...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 13 Responses Aug 8

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    gyty gyty 13-15, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    My abuser never was found guilty

    because there is no physical evidence, and he still works in my school
    StephanieWales25 StephanieWales25 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    It started when I was six,

    I think. Things were going downhill with my mom and her abusive husband--my ex-step loser--and all I really had was my brother, who's three years older than me. Anyway, when we went to go live with my dad and new step-mom, my brother started to, well, you know... touch me. At...
    infintyandbeyond infintyandbeyond 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    We all have skeletons

    that we don't like to bring up. Mine is accepting that my mother married a monster. At the age of eight my step dad started molesting me and I've dealt with it for ten years now off and on. When I was seventeen he had sex with me. I always felt guilty cause I never screamed or...
    Godheals0328 Godheals0328 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I used to be able to live with it,

    but lately it's all I can think about... :( how could I let that happen? There's only one person in my life that knows.. And I only recently just told her.. And now.. It seems to be coming back to haunt me... Maybe it's because I'm scared... And this feeling... Just brings back...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Someone Help Me.

    This is my second profile on EP. I wrote my story but then deleted it because every now and then I used to read it and cry. I thought deleting what I wrote will make me forget everything, but it didn't happen. So I'm here again. Yes I know, and I accept I was sexually abuse...
    TiredOfRunning TiredOfRunning 18-21, F 23 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    I was with my friends

    and we were all partying and smoking and after about 2am, things started to die out and I was really tired so I went to sleep. This one guy came, I didnt know him very well though. and he followed me to bed. At first it was just cuddling, but then he tried to put his hands down...
    jessicaellise jessicaellise 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    It's hard when if feels like everyone is just

    hoping you forget it and act like it never happened... And makes you feel bad cause they think your making them take sides.He may have forgotten but I haven't ...
    tigersfan195 tigersfan195 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 6

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    I'm not sure if I was sexually abused.

    When I was 14, a much older man in his late 40's took an interest in me and my being naive and fatherless decided I liked the attention. He gave me alcohol and flirted with me and we started secretly texting and calling eachother. He said he loved me and wanted me to have his...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    alwaysmeforever alwaysmeforever 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had a severe flashback last night.

    How do you guys cope with them? I was trying everything, telling myself it wasn't happening, that it was over, trying to make myself aware of the room around me by using my senses, but nothing seemed to help.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    I have come to realize that

    if things get too serious with any guy...I run. This happens because my brain start to run and all I can think of is that this guy I just met is only here for sex. He is here to use and abuse my body. I hate it so much because usually...it's the opposite. I can't help it though...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I was molested before by different people but,

    I'm not hung up on the past. I moved on and don't pay attention to the guys who've done it.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I "was" Abused ????

    I was just 11 years old then . We were playing on the community ground it was 6 pm time to go home. He was 16 a playmate who i saw , met , talked to everyday caught me walking home all alone by myself. He pulled me into an dark alley, put a palm across my mouth...
    xtra xtra 36-40, F 17 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    he was my boyfriends brother.

    my boyfriend and i dated for about 2 and a half years, and his brother did things to me on and off during it. he raped me and im sure my boyfriend knew. "how can i keep such a beautiful girl all to myself" was what he told me. the words of my nightmares. i feel like nothing...
    moondust21 moondust21 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 7

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    I’m a survivor. I’ve been sexualy abused by

    my father many yrs.. My mother also beated me up every single day. After i grew up,i told police third times what happened to me so far. But police of my country(japan)are so stupid and useless. They even sexual harrasmented me! Ya.Thanks for giving me another trouma. So i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    Reinya85 Reinya85 26-30 4 Responses Apr 4

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    When I was 4 my mom and dad got a divorce.

    When I was 7 she starting dating someone name Mike. When I was 8 he started to touch me it went on for 2 years. Then he stopped and starting again when I was 13. And he raped me I was screaming, crying begging him to stop but he wouldn't! And after a week my mom had to leave for...
    cira10012 cira10012 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 22

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    How did you guys get into relationships again?

    My last one fell apart because the sexual aspect got too difficult for me. Now I'm so dreading it that I just can't find the courage to put myself out there to get a boyfriend, but I do want one. How do I go about this?
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Here Lies Dasha May She Rest In Peace

    I have read every story here but it dont help me any but I wanna tell my story to people. It has not been ever told anyone. Dasha is not my real name but it is the name of the girl the was abused. If you know me by this name then shame on you cause you helped destroy me and I...
    DashaisDead DashaisDead 13-15, F 19 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    As A Child.

    I'm not entirely sure when the sexual abuse occurred nor how many times it has occurred. I believe it is between the ages of 4 to 7. However I do not remember anything before the age of 13. The only thing that I can remember is like the birth of my younger brother and other major...
    mrspurrpink mrspurrpink 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    They always start off

    so wonderful. Our first date was probably the best one I ever had, and the most fun I had had in a long time. And it stayed that way for a little while, until one day my friends said they didn't want to hang out with me because "he wears you like a tie", and there was always...
    KC94 KC94 18-21, F a week ago

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    When I was 14 my boyfriend let his best friend

    do as he pleased with me. It went on for a year before my older brother found out and put a stop to it. He still shows up though and causes hell now and again. I have issues keeping a stable mind and have gone through countless therapists. I still can't figure out though why a...
    Lilwolfgal22 Lilwolfgal22 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    Its been sometime that i've thought about all

    of it. About my father, bother-in-law, my brothers. I couldnt sleep at all, i remember each night i wount sleep bc i know he was going to come and i had to be ready. and sometimes, i just couldnt stay awake so i would sleep and i had no consciousness of it, i just kept thinking...
    nekokitty13 nekokitty13 18-21, F 11 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm doing very well today,

    and for once in a really long time I feel good bout myself. My body, my looks, everything. It's a good day(:
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F May 17

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    Sexual abuse ( Rape ) is a terrible thing done

    by people ( not necessarily terrible people ) but by people who are really messed up in the head. It has scarred me for life I'm not gonna lie but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I was sexually abused by my best friends older brother ( I was 11 ) he was 14 ( looked...
    RyRyOfAwesomness RyRyOfAwesomness 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Everyone on this page be careful

    who you share your stories with! There are a lot of people getting off to abuse stories like this as sickening as it is.
    ljevans1234 ljevans1234 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle

    and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle even made me give him hickeys and he would make me dry hump him,and he would rub his bulge, I was terrified both times... And I just let...
    Score16 Score16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I was 8 when this new kid Jake had moved in to

    my neighbor hood he was two years older then me. we would always hang out. i became close with is step dad and his mom i stated calling his step dad my dad when i was ten and has me and Jake got older we started to grow apart but i still remained close to him and his family i...
    godsgift1993 godsgift1993 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 23

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    Have you ever been raped at early

    as 13 by own father and he still a use you well I have thinking about that man my father who's name is Richard brings bad memories
    Sarafina30 Sarafina30 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    This is for the ones

    who are fighting every day to get over their problems! And I'm talking about serious problems.. That's why today I'm writing my story on EP. First of all I want to start by telling you that I was kidnaped when I was 6… it was actually a really traumatic experience but I was...
    NoxiousUnicorn NoxiousUnicorn 13-15, F 3 Responses May 5

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    My brother abused me

    for 7 years. I just recently was able to find that courage to tell someone. Now I'm free from the physical abuse but I'm still scarred. It affects my life so much. I feel disgusting and awkward. My boyfriend tries to help but I push him away. I feel alone.
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 16

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    I've been thinking about weather to post this

    or not, but I've decided I will, as you people may be of some help. Make me feel somewhat better I hope. This is my story. Sorry if it's so long. It all started when I was about 6 or 7 years old. I can't really remember. To be honest, I don't want to remember. When I was...
    myusernameisusername1 myusernameisusername1 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I will tell my story.

    ..... I've had this on my mind for 24 yrs. I just told my mom last night, till then id never told anyone. I'm trying to deal with all I've pushed down for years and its so much to take right now. I feel better now in some way. It was so hard just to say it, id never said the...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 21

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    I am still young and the memory will always be

    there. I remembered one thing from those eight days?keep your wits and never give up.
    xyzz4730 xyzz4730 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 31

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    do you think sexual abuse is worse

    for males or for women.
    dksl14 dksl14 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I posted my experiences about my sexual abuse

    so people knew they weren't alone and that I'm truly willing to help. I hate that people attack me and say I need help. I'm the way I am and I love who I am as a person. I am proud that I am strong enough to get through what I got through. It's no ones business at all to tell...
    xaliroox xaliroox 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    lately i have been having flashbacks of

    when i was younger around the ages 6-9 of me being molested. i dont know who it was but i know it was a male. some things are still very blurry to me. i have always thought/known i was but now with the flashbacks its becoming real. I feel like im a child again im so scared and...
    crescentmoonn crescentmoonn 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    I went to a therapist

    and he asked me if i was ever sexually abused . And i told him when i was 5-6 i was molested by my friends dad.. I would go over to her house and he would touch us, and he would tell me he'd hurt me if i told on him. So i never told until years after.. I really hate talking...
    Kaylayikes Kaylayikes 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    saw a sibling throwing the neck

    and I thought it was OK so I.... , I took a bath st my older cousins house and they told me to get in their underwear and I was scared and asked for a towel, they begged me but then just settled for fondling my little Cheeto, ?? do girls crave sex or NaW? ??
    dksl14 dksl14 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    It's been a year and ever since,

    my "relationships" have been nothing more than confusion and being used and lied to. I feel like guys would be more understanding and not play me if they knew, but it's not something you tell people. Especially not until you're comfortable and trusting of them. And goodness...
    ZoeM1 ZoeM1 18-21, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Story 3"dad Why Would You Do This To Your Little Girl"

    I was just 10 years old when my mom and dad got a divorce. A mouth later my dad was moving in to a different place. Me and my little brother were going to his house on the weekends. Than I thought I was safe because the sexually abuse stop for awhile. But really it didn't at all...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 6, 2012

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    A Father's Love

    It was late, I was laying in bed playing with my stuffed animals because I couldn't sleep. I heard the garage door open and close and someone come into the house. I assumed it was daddy, he wasn't home yet when mother sent me to bed. I wasn't sure if i should pretend to be asleep...
    Aydasha5 Aydasha5 18-21, F 48 Responses May 22, 2010

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    My freshman year of high school was very tough

    for me. It was honestly the worst year of my life. Thinking back to when I was 14 seems like a lifetime ago, but really its not. It only feels that way because i had to grow up quickly. The night it happened, my older brother came home from college and some of his friends came...
    mred55 mred55 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 25

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    There is a reflection of pain in her eyes,

    as she fights back tears. Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years. Innocence gone. Just taken away. Struggling to deal with it and be free someday. Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries. Just another young girl getting some attention...
    Cpaz33 Cpaz33 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I need to talk to someone.

    10 years ago. Something happened. It's ruining me and the person I love. Please, someone???
    ShadowedLover ShadowedLover 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 11

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    when i was really little my dad used to

    sexually abuse me... he used to make me do things... i told my mom and she didn't believe me... my parents broke up when i was 7 and my mom started dating this man and he abused me too and when my mom found out she blamed it on me.. they broke up too and i had really bad...
    emmaline7904 emmaline7904 13-15, F Nov 23

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    To make my story short parents broke up

    when I was three lived with mom dad started to molest me shortly after they split. Then at the age of five my mom started dating this *** druggie that forced my sister and to touch him. My mom walked in on him and flipped out kick him out only to let him back in weeks later...
    justwanabe justwanabe 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 9

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