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I Was Suicidal

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Did you feel like you were meant to be someone

    else, like the whole world was fake and it holds no place for you? I would be laughing at a friend's joke but inside my mind would be screaming, running away from company. Yeah i am good at faking to be happy. When i was a kid I used to fake a lot. Fake that I had a happy family...
    dechenchoden dechenchoden
    26-30, F
    Mar 12, 2014

    My Story

    Last year I hit an all time low. I became so depressed that I literally locked myself away from the world. I hid in my room, ate little, failed all my classes, and became a recluse. My roommate, a very good friend of mine, had to sit and watch me become more and more withdrawn...
    maladicta maladicta
    18-21, F
    Oct 7, 2011

    I Will Survive

    Three times in my life I have gone through a depression that made me want to die. The first time I was 16, there was nothing bad in my life but I felt horrible. Then I felt guilty for feeling so bad when there was nothing to feel bad about, so I started to formulate a suicide...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 2, 2011

    I Was Suicidal, Too

    Many years ago, yet the memories are like yesterday, I was admitted to a hospital for being suicidal.  I will never forget the overwhelming feeling of utter hopelessness, the feeling of being a complete failure, the feeling of being empty.  The strange thing to me is I did not...
    autumntimes autumntimes
    51-55, F
    Oct 11, 2011

    I battled with depression

    as a teen and I didn't know how to deal with it. I've tried hanging myself, slitting my own wrist, drowning myself, I've even drugged myself. I would never advise anyone to do this to themselves, no matter how depressed and overwhelmed they're feeling. Suicide is not the...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2015

    I am depressed most of the time.

    It is not surprising that I had become so depressed and upset last month that I could not go to work and when I went to see the doctor, he wanted to send me to the hospital immediately. It was because I was having giddiness, low-blood pressure and was teary and more the critical...
    IsHazeOver IsHazeOver
    36-40, F
    Jul 6, 2014
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