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I Was Suicidal

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    I battled with depression

    as a teen and I didn't know how to deal with it. I've tried hanging myself, slitting my own wrist, drowning myself, I've even drugged myself. I would never advise anyone to do this to themselves, no matter how depressed and overwhelmed they're feeling. Suicide is not the...
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    3 Responses Mar 31, 2015

    I Will Survive

    Three times in my life I have gone through a depression that made me want to die. The first time I was 16, there was nothing bad in my life but I felt horrible. Then I felt guilty for feeling so bad when there was nothing to feel bad about, so I started to formulate a suicide...
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    Aug 2, 2011

    My Story

    Last year I hit an all time low. I became so depressed that I literally locked myself away from the world. I hid in my room, ate little, failed all my classes, and became a recluse. My roommate, a very good friend of mine, had to sit and watch me become more and more withdrawn...
    maladicta maladicta
    18-21, F
    Oct 7, 2011

    Did you feel like you were meant to be someone

    else, like the whole world was fake and it holds no place for you? I would be laughing at a friend's joke but inside my mind would be screaming, running away from company. Yeah i am good at faking to be happy. When i was a kid I used to fake a lot. Fake that I had a happy family...
    dechenchoden dechenchoden
    26-30, F
    Mar 12, 2014

    I am depressed most of the time.

    It is not surprising that I had become so depressed and upset last month that I could not go to work and when I went to see the doctor, he wanted to send me to the hospital immediately. It was because I was having giddiness, low-blood pressure and was teary and more the critical...
    IsHazeOver IsHazeOver
    36-40, F
    Jul 6, 2014

    I Was Suicidal, Too

    Many years ago, yet the memories are like yesterday, I was admitted to a hospital for being suicidal.  I will never forget the overwhelming feeling of utter hopelessness, the feeling of being a complete failure, the feeling of being empty.  The strange thing to me is I did not...
    autumntimes autumntimes
    51-55, F
    Oct 11, 2011
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